Chapter 1147
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Dou Ya went back to her rental house. She thought a lot and spent another sleepless night.
She was heartbroken and sad, but she felt relieved again. After all, the big stone that has been pressing on my heart has been unloaded today. She expressed her feelings with Ouyang Ziqian, which made her heart relax a lot. Although the result made her disappointed and painful, even if she was rejected, it was better than having been in secret love and saying nothing.
At least, she is now calm in her heart, not so worried about gain and loss. Since she has lost, she will keep close to Ouyang Ziqian and be his good friend. If there is a fate, maybe God will give her some opportunities in the future. But if God is destined to be cruel to her, she can only choose to be a good friend of the one she loves most.
In the next few days, Dou Ya has a lot of things to do because she is busy with her school work and she is going to start school. When she is busy, she can temporarily forget these emotional troubles. But every night when she goes to bed, she feels her heart is very painful. The pain makes her feel that her heart is broken into powder.
Dou Ya has been suffering for many days. Finally, on the 10th, Nana called her.
"Hello, Dou ya, you can promise to invite me to dinner on my rest day." Nana's sister is smiling. She doesn't really miss Dou Ya's treat. It's just that she has been living alone for such a long time. She has so much pressure to study every day. She wants to chat with someone on the rest day, which can be regarded as relaxing.
"Oh, yes. Look, I'm so busy that I forget that today is the 10th! " Dou ya just remembered, "it happens that I don't have much class today, so I'll invite you to eat hot pot at noon today. It's called Sichuan style hot pot outside our school. How about it?"
"Do you have classes in the morning? I'm going to the school library to borrow some books now. We can meet at school. " Nana said.
Dou Ya said: "I have classes on the first or second day of this morning. On the third or fourth day, I will go to the library to read books. You can borrow good books and send me a wechat or come to me from the study room. I'm used to reading in the study room on the fourth floor."
"Well, let's meet at the library!" Nana said, and ended the call with Dou ya.
At noon, Dou Ya and Nana elder sister sit in the hot pot shop, Nana elder sister appears particularly happy, and Dou Ya is a face of melancholy.
"Ah, I said Dou ya, do you think it's because you invited me to eat this hot pot that the meat hurts? I see you frowning, like the end of the world? If you don't have enough money these two days, I'll pay you this meal. " Nana said, "I just want to find someone to eat, chat and relax."
"Nana, you misunderstood me. I'm a little upset. It has nothing to do with inviting you to dinner. Besides, the school where I work has given me a raise. I want to invite you to dinner, too! " Dou Ya said, "don't worry about it! I'm just in a bad mood. "
"Then tell me, what happened to you? I'm a few years older than you. I'm your elder sister. I can help you analyze it. I can't say that you can see the sunny day after listening to my advice. " Nana said, "so you can think of me as your bosom sister! Even if I can't help you, you can talk about it and feel better. "
"I..." Dou Ya is a little bit hesitant. She doesn't know if she should tell Nana. After all, it's her own business and she doesn't want too many people to know.
"Can't you believe me?" Nana sister seems to have guessed Dou Ya's mind. "You can rest assured, Nana sister, I've never been a talkative person. Besides, I'm a housewife. Besides you, I don't have any friends to gossip with. Seeing you in such melancholy and pain, I will be melancholy with you on this rest day today. "
"All right!" Douya nodded. "I think it's time for me to talk. Recently, I've been suppressing myself. I'm really tired. "
"Mm-hmm!" Nana nods her head in a hurry and looks like she's all ears.
"Let's eat and talk at the same time." Dou Ya said, help Nana sister clip vegetables, "in fact, I fell into the emotional puzzle, I am very painful, can't come out, a person suffering."
Then Dou Ya tells Nana about her secret love for Ouyang Ziqian, all kinds of things that happened with Ouyang Ziqian, Ouyang Ziqian's love for her best friend Xia Xiaoluo, and Ouyang Ziqian's showdown with her a few days ago.
"In fact, I've been lovelorn before. My boyfriend fell in love with me. When I found out, I asked him to turn around and dump the girl and stay with me. However, he dumped me. It was after that that that I worked hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination. " Nana elder sister said, the expression is also some helpless, "at the beginning, I was also very painful, should be similar to your present situation, we have been in love since high school, by teachers and parents joint pressure, we all survived, admitted to a university, can be together forever. However, did not expect to go to the University, he was empathetic. So, I'm really in pain. I even want to die. "
"But, Nana, you don't look so sad now." Dou Ya said, "at least I can't feel your pain.""So, what I want to tell you is that time is a good medicine for healing. Time can dilute everything. Even if it hurts my heart now, but after two years, when you look back, maybe when you think of it, there will be slight heartache, but this kind of pain can't hurt you any more. " Nana said, "so, since this situation is difficult to change for the time being, I think you can put more energy into your study and work. If you get busy, you can forget a lot of things. Don't let yourself idle down, this is my experience, I'm afraid I'll be sad when I'm free, so I choose to take the postgraduate entrance examination. "
"Well! You have a point Dou Ya said, "but I don't think I'm hopeless at all. Although my heart hurts, I can't let it go. I love him so much. I promise him to turn love into friendship as much as possible. I don't want him to worry about me. I have a psychological burden, and I'm even afraid that he will avoid me. Even ordinary friends have no choice. I'm really not reconciled! I fell in love with someone for the first time. I don't want to give up, and I can't give up. "
"I understand that because you meet a male God and I meet a scum man, we treat them differently. It may be easy to forget the dregs, but it's hard to forget the gods. " Nana sighed, "but I hope you can be rational and don't fall into the whirlpool of emotion, or you will be the one who will be hurt the most in the end. No one can help you
"I know!" Dou Ya nodded, "because I know that the person Ouyang loves is Xiao Luo, and Xiao Luo loves Ling Tianyi and marries him. Therefore, if Ouyang is destined not to get Xiao Luo, I can accompany him, protect him and comfort him when he is injured and in pain. Maybe, at that time, he gave up on Xiao Luo and would give me a chance. Although I know that the hope is slim, but because I love him too much, even if there is one percent hope, I also want to pay one hundred percent effort. "
"You can ask your best friend to help you!" Nana said.
Dou Ya shook his head, "no, I can't let Xiao Luo help me. Xiaoluo has helped me before, but think about it. Ouyang likes Xiaoluo so much, and Xiaoluo tries to make me and Ouyang together. How sad Ouyang will be! For example, now if Ouyang introduces his friend to me as a boyfriend, I will be very sad. He can not love me, but can not use this way to stimulate me, that day he just said that I should have my own happiness, I feel very painful in my heart
"In that case. Or you'll find a way to help Ouyang and Xiaoluo. " Nana said, "I don't mean to hurt you, but to think about you. You can't be trapped in this emotional vortex, you have to jump out. If you can't get Ouyang, it's better to help him and get him together with the people he likes. Only when you see that he has a lover and finally gets married can you really give up and pursue your own happiness. Moreover, I think, completion is also a kind of love
"Well!" Dou Ya nodded, "Ouyang loves Xiao Luo so much. If he can be with Xiao Luo, I will bless them. Because I love him, if he is happy, I will be happy for him. Nana sister, you are right, completion is also a kind of love. I want to make a match between Xiaoluo and Ouyang. They are the most suitable. Although Xiaoluo loves Ling Tianyi, Ling Tianyi always hurts her. As a good friend, I also think Xiaoluo and Ouyang can get happiness together. "
"Do you want to drive today?" Nana asked.
"It's a lie to say it's completely relieved. Such an unforgettable love, how can I say to put it down! However, after talking with you so much, I feel that my mood is really much better. " Dou Ya said, "so, today I really thank you, Nana sister. I'm not as miserable as before."
"If it's not that bad, how about going shopping with me in the afternoon?" Nana said with a smile, "I haven't been out for a long time."
"Good! I want to go shopping, too. " Dou Ya also showed a smile, "I think I should relax. However, I have to rush to the training school at more than 4 p.m., and there are children to do their homework in the evening, so I need to give them guidance. "
"No problem!" Nana nods, "I will not delay your business."
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Dou Ya went back to her rental house. She thought a lot and spent another sleepless night.
She was heartbroken and sad, but she felt relieved again. After all, the big stone that has been pressing on my heart has been unloaded today. She expressed her feelings with Ouyang Ziqian, which made her heart relax a lot. Although the result made her disappointed and painful, even if she was rejected, it was better than having been in secret love and saying nothing.
At least, she is now calm in her heart, not so worried about gain and loss. Since she has lost, she will keep close to Ouyang Ziqian and be his good friend. If there is a fate, maybe God will give her some opportunities in the future. But if God is destined to be cruel to her, she can only choose to be a good friend of the one she loves most.
In the next few days, Dou Ya has a lot of things to do because she is busy with her school work and she is going to start school. When she is busy, she can temporarily forget these emotional troubles. But every night when she goes to bed, she feels her heart is very painful. The pain makes her feel that her heart is broken into powder.
Dou Ya has been suffering for many days. Finally, on the 10th, Nana called her.
"Hello, Dou ya, you can promise to invite me to dinner on my rest day." Nana's sister is smiling. She doesn't really miss Dou Ya's treat. It's just that she has been living alone for such a long time. She has so much pressure to study every day. She wants to chat with someone on the rest day, which can be regarded as relaxing.
"Oh, yes. Look, I'm so busy that I forget that today is the 10th! " Dou ya just remembered, "it happens that I don't have much class today, so I'll invite you to eat hot pot at noon today. It's called Sichuan style hot pot outside our school. How about it?"
"Do you have classes in the morning? I'm going to the school library to borrow some books now. We can meet at school. " Nana said.
Dou Ya said: "I have classes on the first or second day of this morning. On the third or fourth day, I will go to the library to read books. You can borrow good books and send me a wechat or come to me from the study room. I'm used to reading in the study room on the fourth floor."
"Well, let's meet at the library!" Nana said, and ended the call with Dou ya.
At noon, Dou Ya and Nana elder sister sit in the hot pot shop, Nana elder sister appears particularly happy, and Dou Ya is a face of melancholy.
"Ah, I said Dou ya, do you think it's because you invited me to eat this hot pot that the meat hurts? I see you frowning, like the end of the world? If you don't have enough money these two days, I'll pay you this meal. " Nana said, "I just want to find someone to eat, chat and relax."
"Nana, you misunderstood me. I'm a little upset. It has nothing to do with inviting you to dinner. Besides, the school where I work has given me a raise. I want to invite you to dinner, too! " Dou Ya said, "don't worry about it! I'm just in a bad mood. "
"Then tell me, what happened to you? I'm a few years older than you. I'm your elder sister. I can help you analyze it. I can't say that you can see the sunny day after listening to my advice. " Nana said, "so you can think of me as your bosom sister! Even if I can't help you, you can talk about it and feel better. "
"I..." Dou Ya is a little bit hesitant. She doesn't know if she should tell Nana. After all, it's her own business and she doesn't want too many people to know.
"Can't you believe me?" Nana sister seems to have guessed Dou Ya's mind. "You can rest assured, Nana sister, I've never been a talkative person. Besides, I'm a housewife. Besides you, I don't have any friends to gossip with. Seeing you in such melancholy and pain, I will be melancholy with you on this rest day today. "
"All right!" Douya nodded. "I think it's time for me to talk. Recently, I've been suppressing myself. I'm really tired. "
"Mm-hmm!" Nana nods her head in a hurry and looks like she's all ears.
"Let's eat and talk at the same time." Dou Ya said, help Nana sister clip vegetables, "in fact, I fell into the emotional puzzle, I am very painful, can't come out, a person suffering."
Then Dou Ya tells Nana about her secret love for Ouyang Ziqian, all kinds of things that happened with Ouyang Ziqian, Ouyang Ziqian's love for her best friend Xia Xiaoluo, and Ouyang Ziqian's showdown with her a few days ago.
"In fact, I've been lovelorn before. My boyfriend fell in love with me. When I found out, I asked him to turn around and dump the girl and stay with me. However, he dumped me. It was after that that that I worked hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination. " Nana elder sister said, the expression is also some helpless, "at the beginning, I was also very painful, should be similar to your present situation, we have been in love since high school, by teachers and parents joint pressure, we all survived, admitted to a university, can be together forever. However, did not expect to go to the University, he was empathetic. So, I'm really in pain. I even want to die. "
"But, Nana, you don't look so sad now." Dou Ya said, "at least I can't feel your pain.""So, what I want to tell you is that time is a good medicine for healing. Time can dilute everything. Even if it hurts my heart now, but after two years, when you look back, maybe when you think of it, there will be slight heartache, but this kind of pain can't hurt you any more. " Nana said, "so, since this situation is difficult to change for the time being, I think you can put more energy into your study and work. If you get busy, you can forget a lot of things. Don't let yourself idle down, this is my experience, I'm afraid I'll be sad when I'm free, so I choose to take the postgraduate entrance examination. "
"Well! You have a point Dou Ya said, "but I don't think I'm hopeless at all. Although my heart hurts, I can't let it go. I love him so much. I promise him to turn love into friendship as much as possible. I don't want him to worry about me. I have a psychological burden, and I'm even afraid that he will avoid me. Even ordinary friends have no choice. I'm really not reconciled! I fell in love with someone for the first time. I don't want to give up, and I can't give up. "
"I understand that because you meet a male God and I meet a scum man, we treat them differently. It may be easy to forget the dregs, but it's hard to forget the gods. " Nana sighed, "but I hope you can be rational and don't fall into the whirlpool of emotion, or you will be the one who will be hurt the most in the end. No one can help you
"I know!" Dou Ya nodded, "because I know that the person Ouyang loves is Xiao Luo, and Xiao Luo loves Ling Tianyi and marries him. Therefore, if Ouyang is destined not to get Xiao Luo, I can accompany him, protect him and comfort him when he is injured and in pain. Maybe, at that time, he gave up on Xiao Luo and would give me a chance. Although I know that the hope is slim, but because I love him too much, even if there is one percent hope, I also want to pay one hundred percent effort. "
"You can ask your best friend to help you!" Nana said.
Dou Ya shook his head, "no, I can't let Xiao Luo help me. Xiaoluo has helped me before, but think about it. Ouyang likes Xiaoluo so much, and Xiaoluo tries to make me and Ouyang together. How sad Ouyang will be! For example, now if Ouyang introduces his friend to me as a boyfriend, I will be very sad. He can not love me, but can not use this way to stimulate me, that day he just said that I should have my own happiness, I feel very painful in my heart
"In that case. Or you'll find a way to help Ouyang and Xiaoluo. " Nana said, "I don't mean to hurt you, but to think about you. You can't be trapped in this emotional vortex, you have to jump out. If you can't get Ouyang, it's better to help him and get him together with the people he likes. Only when you see that he has a lover and finally gets married can you really give up and pursue your own happiness. Moreover, I think, completion is also a kind of love
"Well!" Dou Ya nodded, "Ouyang loves Xiao Luo so much. If he can be with Xiao Luo, I will bless them. Because I love him, if he is happy, I will be happy for him. Nana sister, you are right, completion is also a kind of love. I want to make a match between Xiaoluo and Ouyang. They are the most suitable. Although Xiaoluo loves Ling Tianyi, Ling Tianyi always hurts her. As a good friend, I also think Xiaoluo and Ouyang can get happiness together. "
"Do you want to drive today?" Nana asked.
"It's a lie to say it's completely relieved. Such an unforgettable love, how can I say to put it down! However, after talking with you so much, I feel that my mood is really much better. " Dou Ya said, "so, today I really thank you, Nana sister. I'm not as miserable as before."
"If it's not that bad, how about going shopping with me in the afternoon?" Nana said with a smile, "I haven't been out for a long time."
"Good! I want to go shopping, too. " Dou Ya also showed a smile, "I think I should relax. However, I have to rush to the training school at more than 4 p.m., and there are children to do their homework in the evening, so I need to give them guidance. "
"No problem!" Nana nods, "I will not delay your business."
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Dou Ya went back to her rental house. She thought a lot and spent another sleepless night. She was heartbroken and sad, but she felt relieved again. After all, the big stone that has been pressing on my heart has been unloaded today. She expressed her feelings with Ouyang Ziqian, which made her heart relax a lot. Although the result made her disappointed and painful, even if she was rejected, it was better than having been in secret love and saying nothing. At least, she is now calm in her heart, not so worried about gain and loss. Since she has lost, she will keep close to Ouyang Ziqian and be his good friend. If there is a fate, maybe God will give her some opportunities in the future. But if God is destined to be cruel to her, she can only choose to be a good friend of the one she loves most. In the next few days, Dou Ya has a lot of things to do because she is busy with her school work and she is going to start school. When she is busy, she can temporarily forget these emotional troubles. But every night when she goes to bed, she feels her heart is very painful. The pain makes her feel that her heart is broken into powder. Dou Ya has been suffering for many days. Finally, on the 10th, Nana called her. "Hello, Dou ya, you can promise to invite me to dinner on my rest day." Nana's sister is smiling. She doesn't really miss Dou Ya's treat. It's just that she has been living alone for such a long time. She has so much pressure to study every day. She wants to chat with someone on the rest day, which can be regarded as relaxing. "Oh, yes. Look, I'm so busy that I forget that today is the 10th! " Dou ya just remembered, "it happens that I don't have much class today, so I'll invite you to eat hot pot at noon today. It's called Sichuan style hot pot outside our school. How about it?" "Do you have classes in the morning? I'm going to the school library to borrow some books now. We can meet at school. " Nana said. Dou Ya said: "I have classes on the first or second day of this morning. On the third or fourth day, I will go to the library to read books. You can borrow good books and send me a wechat or come to me from the study room. I'm used to reading in the study room on the fourth floor." "Well, let's meet at the library!" Nana said, and ended the call with Dou ya. At noon, Dou Ya and Nana elder sister sit in the hot pot shop, Nana elder sister appears particularly happy, and Dou Ya is a face of melancholy. "Ah, I said Dou ya, do you think it's because you invited me to eat this hot pot that the meat hurts? I see you frowning, like the end of the world? If you don't have enough money these two days, I'll pay you this meal. " Nana said, "I just want to find someone to eat, chat and relax." "Nana, you misunderstood me. I'm a little upset. It has nothing to do with inviting you to dinner. Besides, the school where I work has given me a raise. I want to invite you to dinner, too! " Dou Ya said, "don't worry about it! I'm just in a bad mood. " "Then tell me, what happened to you? I'm a few years older than you. I'm your elder sister. I can help you analyze it. I can't say that you can see the sunny day after listening to my advice. " Nana said, "so you can think of me as your bosom sister! Even if I can't help you, you can talk about it and feel better. " "I..." Dou Ya is a little bit hesitant. She doesn't know if she should tell Nana. After all, it's her own business and she doesn't want too many people to know. "Can't you believe me?" Nana sister seems to have guessed Dou Ya's mind. "You can rest assured, Nana sister, I've never been a talkative person. Besides, I'm a housewife. Besides you, I don't have any friends to gossip with. Seeing you in such melancholy and pain, I will be melancholy with you on this rest day today. " "All right!" Douya nodded. "I think it's time for me to talk. Recently, I've been suppressing myself. I'm really tired. " "Mm-hmm!" Nana nods her head in a hurry and looks like she's all ears. "Let's eat and talk at the same time." Dou Ya said, help Nana sister clip vegetables, "in fact, I fell into the emotional puzzle, I am very painful, can't come out, a person suffering." Then Dou Ya tells Nana about her secret love for Ouyang Ziqian, all kinds of things that happened with Ouyang Ziqian, Ouyang Ziqian's love for her best friend Xia Xiaoluo, and Ouyang Ziqian's showdown with her a few days ago. "In fact, I've been lovelorn before. My boyfriend fell in love with me. When I found out, I asked him to turn around and dump the girl and stay with me. However, he dumped me. It was after that that that I worked hard to take the postgraduate entrance examination. " Nana elder sister said, the expression is also some helpless, "at the beginning, I was also very painful, should be similar to your present situation, we have been in love since high school, by teachers and parents joint pressure, we all survived, admitted to a university, can be together forever. However, did not expect to go to the University, he was empathetic. So, I'm really in pain. I even want to die. " "But, Nana, you don't look so sad now." Dou Ya said, "at least I can't feel your pain.""So, what I want to tell you is that time is a good medicine for healing. Time can dilute everything. Even if it hurts my heart now, but after two years, when you look back, maybe when you think of it, there will be slight heartache, but this kind of pain can't hurt you any more. " Nana said, "so, since this situation is difficult to change for the time being, I think you can put more energy into your study and work. If you get busy, you can forget a lot of things. Don't let yourself idle down, this is my experience, I'm afraid I'll be sad when I'm free, so I choose to take the postgraduate entrance examination. " "Well! You have a point Dou Ya said, "but I don't think I'm hopeless at all. Although my heart hurts, I can't let it go. I love him so much. I promise him to turn love into friendship as much as possible. I don't want him to worry about me. I have a psychological burden, and I'm even afraid that he will avoid me. Even ordinary friends have no choice. I'm really not reconciled! I fell in love with someone for the first time. I don't want to give up, and I can't give up. " "I understand that because you meet a male God and I meet a scum man, we treat them differently. It may be easy to forget the dregs, but it's hard to forget the gods. " Nana sighed, "but I hope you can be rational and don't fall into the whirlpool of emotion, or you will be the one who will be hurt the most in the end. No one can help you "I know!" Dou Ya nodded, "because I know that the person Ouyang loves is Xiao Luo, and Xiao Luo loves Ling Tianyi and marries him. Therefore, if Ouyang is destined not to get Xiao Luo, I can accompany him, protect him and comfort him when he is injured and in pain. Maybe, at that time, he gave up on Xiao Luo and would give me a chance. Although I know that the hope is slim, but because I love him too much, even if there is one percent hope, I also want to pay one hundred percent effort. " "You can ask your best friend to help you!" Nana said. Dou Ya shook his head, "no, I can't let Xiao Luo help me. Xiaoluo has helped me before, but think about it. Ouyang likes Xiaoluo so much, and Xiaoluo tries to make me and Ouyang together. How sad Ouyang will be! For example, now if Ouyang introduces his friend to me as a boyfriend, I will be very sad. He can not love me, but can not use this way to stimulate me, that day he just said that I should have my own happiness, I feel very painful in my heart "In that case. Or you'll find a way to help Ouyang and Xiaoluo. " Nana said, "I don't mean to hurt you, but to think about you. You can't be trapped in this emotional vortex, you have to jump out. If you can't get Ouyang, it's better to help him and get him together with the people he likes. Only when you see that he has a lover and finally gets married can you really give up and pursue your own happiness. Moreover, I think, completion is also a kind of love "Well!" Dou Ya nodded, "Ouyang loves Xiao Luo so much. If he can be with Xiao Luo, I will bless them. Because I love him, if he is happy, I will be happy for him. Nana sister, you are right, completion is also a kind of love. I want to make a match between Xiaoluo and Ouyang. They are the most suitable. Although Xiaoluo loves Ling Tianyi, Ling Tianyi always hurts her. As a good friend, I also think Xiaoluo and Ouyang can get happiness together. " "Do you want to drive today?" Nana asked. "It's a lie to say it's completely relieved. Such an unforgettable love, how can I say to put it down! However, after talking with you so much, I feel that my mood is really much better. " Dou Ya said, "so, today I really thank you, Nana sister. I'm not as miserable as before." "If it's not that bad, how about going shopping with me in the afternoon?" Nana said with a smile, "I haven't been out for a long time." "Good! I want to go shopping, too. " Dou Ya also showed a smile, "I think I should relax. However, I have to rush to the training school at more than 4 p.m., and there are children to do their homework in the evening, so I need to give them guidance. " "No problem!" Nana nods, "I will not delay your business." www.novelhold.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!
