Chapter 102: 130 - The fear of losing
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The political sect was stunned.
That's because Romero uttered the word 'otherworldly syndrome'.
"Why... say that word? ……
"Well, I see in that reaction. Apparently, you already showed up in the status. And did it heal completely?
Romero again takes the liberty of convincing himself and proceeds to a single story.
Then, as I read something from the look on the face of the political sect, I began to answer.
"Lord Nito, this is my ability. I can peek into the myriad numbers in the organism. I call this the [Presence Value]."
So the political ministry was surprised, but remembered what Ver had previously said in the dungeon.
- "" The status is just the data of the countless numbers in it. ""
But then I decided to remember rather than understand.
Because I couldn't even think about it.
Best of all, Ver told me that was fine.
"I see... So, why is Mr. Romero familiar with 'Crossworldly Syndrome'?
"No, I don't know anything. It's just that after I peeked at your numbers, I derived a certain hypothesis from which to calculate the predicted values. As a result, the word 'otherworldly syndrome' came to mind."
To the political ministry and to no one, dr. I don't know what Romero is talking about.
Only Romero himself can tell this.
After a peek at the target figures, what does Romero see in his status as a result of those figures influencing each other?
Predictions can also be made in the case where the confirmed figures fluctuate.
And...
"But this seems to be a misconception of status,"
"Is that a misidentification?
Yes. How does Romero perceive the status of that figure?
And even know if you don't misunderstand.
"There are many other interesting parts, but let's talk about it this time"
Then the political ministry, for the first time here, alerted Romero.
So Tom tells the political ministry.
"Mr. Nito, he's fine. D.R. Romero is just like us."
Then, as convinced by the word, the political ministry relieves itself of vigilance.
With that Romero began to explain.
"Let's get back to him. He turned out to be memory sick, but he originally relied on me for something else."
"Something else?
"Yes, it's domestic violence"
The political sect raised a question mark with a rugged look on his face.
"He couldn't allow his dream, the 'child', to be in front of him. That's why I wanted to hurt you and break you. But as much as that, I didn't even want to break it... more importantly, he was afraid of losing his child"
"Excuse me, I don't understand one thing you're saying right now? ……
"Hmm? Really? But it seems to me that some of Lord Nito is similar to him? ……
"Similar?... Me?
The political sect doubted the word.
“You can't be like him,” he naturally thought.
“I've never been violent like that before”...
"He did raise his hand above his actions. But in my heart, I didn't want to break it. And the grids and contradictions of the mind appear as numbers. And the numbers affect the status, which is the data. The evidence showed symptoms in his status."
Romero and the political ministry lowered their hips to the chair Dean had prepared for us.
"What... what, were the symptoms?
Then Romero starts talking slowly.
"His underlying values had declined significantly. than the original value."
So the political sect gave a slight, familiar look.
"And the item [Condition] was [Memory Disease]. But memory disease is not the kind of disease that affects the underlying values in the first place. Do you know what that means, Lord Nito?
The political sect was remembering Ver's words again.
"... a friend told me the same thing before. But in the end, I didn't know what that meant..."
"Well, apparently Lord Nito has a wonderful friend. Normal people don't understand this. Because there's no inconvenience, even if you don't know it."
Then Romero turns back.
"In other words, the mental state of 'I don't want to break it' appeared in the [existential value], which influenced the status and consequently the underlying value as well. In the form of [decline] -"
"I mean, that the cause was' memory sickness'?
"- No, it's not. I mean, that's the misperception of status."
"Ha..."
The political ministry replied carelessly.
Different from the answer I thought, the political sect could no longer understand the story at once.
"Don't you see? In other words, the cause is a simple mental state of 'I don't want to break it', not memory sickness. But the status recognized the cause as' memory sickness'. I have checked his [existential values] many times. But nowhere did he see any factors that would make his Memory Disease diminish his status."
Then Romero grabbed a sip of the coffee Tom made for me there.
And after settling down, I went on like this.
Lord Nito, you've seen the symptoms, too.
The political sect understood little by little.
This means that the underlying values of the political sect are also declining.
And Romero says it has nothing to do with 'cross-world syndrome'.
"I do have that in mind. But then what's lowering my status?
And Romero spake, as he glimpsed the letters.
"-" A disease afflicted by those who yearn for another world. ""
Against Romero, who so uttered, there is nothing but doubt about the ordinance.
This is a unique discourse that dares to send the answer forward and make the other person think and derive.
"Surely there, that's what it said. But what does' different world 'mean? I don't get it."
"Damn, that's..."
The political sect clogged the words.
"Then let's change the question. What is a different world for Lord Nito?
But since his arrival in this world, the political ministry had never actually thought about something called 'different worlds'.
I used to think about it a lot.
“If not here, if there is another world”.
"If you mean it in a nutshell... is that... a 'dream'?
"... I see. He said something similar.“ I didn't want to grow up because I wouldn't be able to dream. So I want to go back to my childhood, "he said. But is that true?
"... what is true?
"I mean, he said he wanted to go back to childhood, but in fact, did what he called" childhood ”exist or not? That's what I'm talking about."
"Ha...... No, didn't that exist? Because he would have had a very young age."
"No, that's not what I meant. That means he's looking at that 'childhood' beautifully. I mean, 'dreams'. It's all about desire, it's just a void colored by emotions. Because the past is something that looks beautiful to everyone."
"But... for example, would an abused child beautify the past?
"If you live long enough, you can also have a past that looks beautiful one day. Not much...... For example, those who fail in something often regret and look back on the past. And“ if we do this then, "we seek the beauty of" success "in the past. Do you understand? I mean, it's [convenient] -"
When the word [convenience] came out, the political ministry understood Romero's words.
Because it was a familiar expression for the political ministry.
The political sect thinks that everything in this world can be interpreted with the word [convenience].
It's all people do.
I believe that there is no such thing as [convenience] in the world.
"He was just looking at his past as convenient. I mean, what he calls' childhood 'doesn't exist. I'm just saying there's an image in him. So I ask you again, what is' different world 'for Lord Nito?
Here, I ask again, dr. Romero.
The political ministry does not answer to that immediately.
I don't know, I'm choosing words.
I'm thinking about what's the best expression.
And the political ministry opened its mouth.
"For me… convenient… the world, is it? ……
Then there, Tom showed up with a paper bag with a handle.
"D.R. Romero, this is your order."
"Oh, thank you, Tom. I'm always sorry."
"No, not at all"
Then Romero rose out of his chair.
"Nevertheless I was surprised by Lord Nito's status! I am professionally accustomed to seeing and not being surprised to hear about patients, but others would have jumped up and hurt their hips."
"That Mr. Romero? I mean, what did you want to say? I don't know."
"Hmm? Really? Lord Nito thought you'd already noticed..."
Then Romero wore a hat, a paper bag and a bag, then a stick.
"Why is it a cross-world syndrome? Why has your status declined? What is a different world in the first place? Again, try to remember my words. Perhaps you'll see soon enough."
Then Romero walked towards the door.
"Let's invest in Lord Nito's future."
And along with the light metal noise, the store door opens.
"Oh, I forgot to say that,“ different worlds "… etc., don't exist anywhere. In the heart of Lord Nito, besides -"
Romero told him that at the end.
And when I smiled nicely at the three people lining up behind the political sect, I left the store.
"What do you say, Mr. Nito? Strange, isn't it?
Tom asked in some admirable, respectful tone.
"Oh...... right"
After a while, the political ministry checked again to see if he was wearing all of them.
Then send awareness to Pierce and wrap up the red mask.
"Are you going now?
That's what Tom said with regret.
"Oh, I've heard a lot about you, and I'm going back."
"Really... when will you be able to come next?
"... I'm not coming to this country for a while"
"... Really?"
Tom said that somewhere with a bad tooth cut.
Then immediately next to the political sect, something appeared as if the darkness were a rip in a vortex of dimensions.
"- Thank you for your help"
Then the political ministry wrapped a great deep red robe, and went into its vortex.
Horizontal three bowing heads......
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The political sect was stunned.
That's because Romero uttered the word 'otherworldly syndrome'.
"Why... say that word? ……
"Well, I see in that reaction. Apparently, you already showed up in the status. And did it heal completely?
Romero again takes the liberty of convincing himself and proceeds to a single story.
Then, as I read something from the look on the face of the political sect, I began to answer.
"Lord Nito, this is my ability. I can peek into the myriad numbers in the organism. I call this the [Presence Value]."
So the political ministry was surprised, but remembered what Ver had previously said in the dungeon.
- "" The status is just the data of the countless numbers in it. ""
But then I decided to remember rather than understand.
Because I couldn't even think about it.
Best of all, Ver told me that was fine.
"I see... So, why is Mr. Romero familiar with 'Crossworldly Syndrome'?
"No, I don't know anything. It's just that after I peeked at your numbers, I derived a certain hypothesis from which to calculate the predicted values. As a result, the word 'otherworldly syndrome' came to mind."
To the political ministry and to no one, dr. I don't know what Romero is talking about.
Only Romero himself can tell this.
After a peek at the target figures, what does Romero see in his status as a result of those figures influencing each other?
Predictions can also be made in the case where the confirmed figures fluctuate.
And...
"But this seems to be a misconception of status,"
"Is that a misidentification?
Yes. How does Romero perceive the status of that figure?
And even know if you don't misunderstand.
"There are many other interesting parts, but let's talk about it this time"
Then the political ministry, for the first time here, alerted Romero.
So Tom tells the political ministry.
"Mr. Nito, he's fine. D.R. Romero is just like us."
Then, as convinced by the word, the political ministry relieves itself of vigilance.
With that Romero began to explain.
"Let's get back to him. He turned out to be memory sick, but he originally relied on me for something else."
"Something else?
"Yes, it's domestic violence"
The political sect raised a question mark with a rugged look on his face.
"He couldn't allow his dream, the 'child', to be in front of him. That's why I wanted to hurt you and break you. But as much as that, I didn't even want to break it... more importantly, he was afraid of losing his child"
"Excuse me, I don't understand one thing you're saying right now? ……
"Hmm? Really? But it seems to me that some of Lord Nito is similar to him? ……
"Similar?... Me?
The political sect doubted the word.
“You can't be like him,” he naturally thought.
“I've never been violent like that before”...
"He did raise his hand above his actions. But in my heart, I didn't want to break it. And the grids and contradictions of the mind appear as numbers. And the numbers affect the status, which is the data. The evidence showed symptoms in his status."
Romero and the political ministry lowered their hips to the chair Dean had prepared for us.
"What... what, were the symptoms?
Then Romero starts talking slowly.
"His underlying values had declined significantly. than the original value."
So the political sect gave a slight, familiar look.
"And the item [Condition] was [Memory Disease]. But memory disease is not the kind of disease that affects the underlying values in the first place. Do you know what that means, Lord Nito?
The political sect was remembering Ver's words again.
"... a friend told me the same thing before. But in the end, I didn't know what that meant..."
"Well, apparently Lord Nito has a wonderful friend. Normal people don't understand this. Because there's no inconvenience, even if you don't know it."
Then Romero turns back.
"In other words, the mental state of 'I don't want to break it' appeared in the [existential value], which influenced the status and consequently the underlying value as well. In the form of [decline] -"
"I mean, that the cause was' memory sickness'?
"- No, it's not. I mean, that's the misperception of status."
"Ha..."
The political ministry replied carelessly.
Different from the answer I thought, the political sect could no longer understand the story at once.
"Don't you see? In other words, the cause is a simple mental state of 'I don't want to break it', not memory sickness. But the status recognized the cause as' memory sickness'. I have checked his [existential values] many times. But nowhere did he see any factors that would make his Memory Disease diminish his status."
Then Romero grabbed a sip of the coffee Tom made for me there.
And after settling down, I went on like this.
Lord Nito, you've seen the symptoms, too.
The political sect understood little by little.
This means that the underlying values of the political sect are also declining.
And Romero says it has nothing to do with 'cross-world syndrome'.
"I do have that in mind. But then what's lowering my status?
And Romero spake, as he glimpsed the letters.
"-" A disease afflicted by those who yearn for another world. ""
Against Romero, who so uttered, there is nothing but doubt about the ordinance.
This is a unique discourse that dares to send the answer forward and make the other person think and derive.
"Surely there, that's what it said. But what does' different world 'mean? I don't get it."
"Damn, that's..."
The political sect clogged the words.
"Then let's change the question. What is a different world for Lord Nito?
But since his arrival in this world, the political ministry had never actually thought about something called 'different worlds'.
I used to think about it a lot.
“If not here, if there is another world”.
"If you mean it in a nutshell... is that... a 'dream'?
"... I see. He said something similar.“ I didn't want to grow up because I wouldn't be able to dream. So I want to go back to my childhood, "he said. But is that true?
"... what is true?
"I mean, he said he wanted to go back to childhood, but in fact, did what he called" childhood ”exist or not? That's what I'm talking about."
"Ha...... No, didn't that exist? Because he would have had a very young age."
"No, that's not what I meant. That means he's looking at that 'childhood' beautifully. I mean, 'dreams'. It's all about desire, it's just a void colored by emotions. Because the past is something that looks beautiful to everyone."
"But... for example, would an abused child beautify the past?
"If you live long enough, you can also have a past that looks beautiful one day. Not much...... For example, those who fail in something often regret and look back on the past. And“ if we do this then, "we seek the beauty of" success "in the past. Do you understand? I mean, it's [convenient] -"
When the word [convenience] came out, the political ministry understood Romero's words.
Because it was a familiar expression for the political ministry.
The political sect thinks that everything in this world can be interpreted with the word [convenience].
It's all people do.
I believe that there is no such thing as [convenience] in the world.
"He was just looking at his past as convenient. I mean, what he calls' childhood 'doesn't exist. I'm just saying there's an image in him. So I ask you again, what is' different world 'for Lord Nito?
Here, I ask again, dr. Romero.
The political ministry does not answer to that immediately.
I don't know, I'm choosing words.
I'm thinking about what's the best expression.
And the political ministry opened its mouth.
"For me… convenient… the world, is it? ……
Then there, Tom showed up with a paper bag with a handle.
"D.R. Romero, this is your order."
"Oh, thank you, Tom. I'm always sorry."
"No, not at all"
Then Romero rose out of his chair.
"Nevertheless I was surprised by Lord Nito's status! I am professionally accustomed to seeing and not being surprised to hear about patients, but others would have jumped up and hurt their hips."
"That Mr. Romero? I mean, what did you want to say? I don't know."
"Hmm? Really? Lord Nito thought you'd already noticed..."
Then Romero wore a hat, a paper bag and a bag, then a stick.
"Why is it a cross-world syndrome? Why has your status declined? What is a different world in the first place? Again, try to remember my words. Perhaps you'll see soon enough."
Then Romero walked towards the door.
"Let's invest in Lord Nito's future."
And along with the light metal noise, the store door opens.
"Oh, I forgot to say that,“ different worlds "… etc., don't exist anywhere. In the heart of Lord Nito, besides -"
Romero told him that at the end.
And when I smiled nicely at the three people lining up behind the political sect, I left the store.
"What do you say, Mr. Nito? Strange, isn't it?
Tom asked in some admirable, respectful tone.
"Oh...... right"
After a while, the political ministry checked again to see if he was wearing all of them.
Then send awareness to Pierce and wrap up the red mask.
"Are you going now?
That's what Tom said with regret.
"Oh, I've heard a lot about you, and I'm going back."
"Really... when will you be able to come next?
"... I'm not coming to this country for a while"
"... Really?"
Tom said that somewhere with a bad tooth cut.
Then immediately next to the political sect, something appeared as if the darkness were a rip in a vortex of dimensions.
"- Thank you for your help"
Then the political ministry wrapped a great deep red robe, and went into its vortex.
Horizontal three bowing heads......
The political sect was stunned.That's because Romero uttered the word 'otherworldly syndrome'."Why... say that word? "Well, I see in that reaction. Apparently, you already showed up in the status. And did it heal completely? Romero again takes the liberty of convincing himself and proceeds to a single story.Then, as I read something from the look on the face of the political sect, I began to answer."Lord Nito, this is my ability. I can peek into the myriad numbers in the organism. I call this the Presence Value."So the political ministry was surprised, but remembered what Ver had previously said in the dungeon.- "" The status is just the data of the countless numbers in it. ""But then I decided to remember rather than understand.Because I couldn't even think about it.Best of all, Ver told me that was fine."I see... So, why is Mr. Romero familiar with 'Crossworldly Syndrome'? "No, I don't know anything. It's just that after I peeked at your numbers, I derived a certain hypothesis from which to calculate the predicted values. As a result, the word 'otherworldly syndrome' came to mind."To the political ministry and to no one, dr. I don't know what Romero is talking about.Only Romero himself can tell this.After a peek at the target figures, what does Romero see in his status as a result of those figures influencing each other?Predictions can also be made in the case where the confirmed figures fluctuate.And..."But this seems to be a misconception of status,""Is that a misidentification? Yes. How does Romero perceive the status of that figure?And even know if you don't misunderstand."There are many other interesting parts, but let's talk about it this time"Then the political ministry, for the first time here, alerted Romero.So Tom tells the political ministry."Mr. Nito, he's fine. D.R. Romero is just like us."Then, as convinced by the word, the political ministry relieves itself of vigilance.With that Romero began to explain."Let's get back to him. He turned out to be memory sick, but he originally relied on me for something else.""Something else? "Yes, it's domestic violence"The political sect raised a question mark with a rugged look on his face."He couldn't allow his dream, the 'child', to be in front of him. That's why I wanted to hurt you and break you. But as much as that, I didn't even want to break it... more importantly, he was afraid of losing his child""Excuse me, I don't understand one thing you're saying right now? "Hmm? Really? But it seems to me that some of Lord Nito is similar to him? "Similar?... Me? The political sect doubted the word.You can't be like him, he naturally thought.I've never been violent like that before..."He did raise his hand above his actions. But in my heart, I didn't want to break it. And the grids and contradictions of the mind appear as numbers. And the numbers affect the status, which is the data. The evidence showed symptoms in his status."Romero and the political ministry lowered their hips to the chair Dean had prepared for us."What... what, were the symptoms? Then Romero starts talking slowly."His underlying values had declined significantly. than the original value."So the political sect gave a slight, familiar look."And the item Condition was Memory Disease. But memory disease is not the kind of disease that affects the underlying values in the first place. Do you know what that means, Lord Nito? The political sect was remembering Ver's words again."... a friend told me the same thing before. But in the end, I didn't know what that meant...""Well, apparently Lord Nito has a wonderful friend. Normal people don't understand this. Because there's no inconvenience, even if you don't know it."Then Romero turns back."In other words, the mental state of 'I don't want to break it' appeared in the existential value, which influenced the status and consequently the underlying value as well. In the form of decline -""I mean, that the cause was' memory sickness'? "- No, it's not. I mean, that's the misperception of status.""Ha..."The political ministry replied carelessly.Different from the answer I thought, the political sect could no longer understand the story at once."Don't you see? In other words, the cause is a simple mental state of 'I don't want to break it', not memory sickness. But the status recognized the cause as' memory sickness'. I have checked his existential values many times. But nowhere did he see any factors that would make his Memory Disease diminish his status."Then Romero grabbed a sip of the coffee Tom made for me there.And after settling down, I went on like this.Lord Nito, you've seen the symptoms, too.The political sect understood little by little.This means that the underlying values of the political sect are also declining.And Romero says it has nothing to do with 'cross-world syndrome'."I do have that in mind. But then what's lowering my status? And Romero spake, as he glimpsed the letters."-" A disease afflicted by those who yearn for another world. ""Against Romero, who so uttered, there is nothing but doubt about the ordinance.This is a unique discourse that dares to send the answer forward and make the other person think and derive."Surely there, that's what it said. But what does' different world 'mean? I don't get it.""Damn, that's..."The political sect clogged the words."Then let's change the question. What is a different world for Lord Nito? But since his arrival in this world, the political ministry had never actually thought about something called 'different worlds'.I used to think about it a lot.If not here, if there is another world."If you mean it in a nutshell... is that... a 'dream'? "... I see. He said something similar. I didn't want to grow up because I wouldn't be able to dream. So I want to go back to my childhood, "he said. But is that true? "... what is true? "I mean, he said he wanted to go back to childhood, but in fact, did what he called" childhood exist or not? That's what I'm talking about.""Ha...... No, didn't that exist? Because he would have had a very young age.""No, that's not what I meant. That means he's looking at that 'childhood' beautifully. I mean, 'dreams'. It's all about desire, it's just a void colored by emotions. Because the past is something that looks beautiful to everyone.""But... for example, would an abused child beautify the past? "If you live long enough, you can also have a past that looks beautiful one day. Not much...... For example, those who fail in something often regret and look back on the past. And if we do this then, "we seek the beauty of" success "in the past. Do you understand? I mean, it's convenient -"When the word convenience came out, the political ministry understood Romero's words.Because it was a familiar expression for the political ministry.The political sect thinks that everything in this world can be interpreted with the word convenience.It's all people do.I believe that there is no such thing as convenience in the world."He was just looking at his past as convenient. I mean, what he calls' childhood 'doesn't exist. I'm just saying there's an image in him. So I ask you again, what is' different world 'for Lord Nito? Here, I ask again, dr. Romero.The political ministry does not answer to that immediately.I don't know, I'm choosing words.I'm thinking about what's the best expression.And the political ministry opened its mouth."For me convenient the world, is it? Then there, Tom showed up with a paper bag with a handle."D.R. Romero, this is your order.""Oh, thank you, Tom. I'm always sorry.""No, not at all"Then Romero rose out of his chair."Nevertheless I was surprised by Lord Nito's status! I am professionally accustomed to seeing and not being surprised to hear about patients, but others would have jumped up and hurt their hips.""That Mr. Romero? I mean, what did you want to say? I don't know.""Hmm? Really? Lord Nito thought you'd already noticed..."Then Romero wore a hat, a paper bag and a bag, then a stick."Why is it a cross-world syndrome? Why has your status declined? What is a different world in the first place? Again, try to remember my words. Perhaps you'll see soon enough."Then Romero walked towards the door."Let's invest in Lord Nito's future."And along with the light metal noise, the store door opens."Oh, I forgot to say that, different worlds " etc., don't exist anywhere. In the heart of Lord Nito, besides -"Romero told him that at the end.And when I smiled nicely at the three people lining up behind the political sect, I left the store."What do you say, Mr. Nito? Strange, isn't it? Tom asked in some admirable, respectful tone."Oh...... right"After a while, the political ministry checked again to see if he was wearing all of them.Then send awareness to Pierce and wrap up the red mask."Are you going now? That's what Tom said with regret."Oh, I've heard a lot about you, and I'm going back.""Really... when will you be able to come next? "... I'm not coming to this country for a while""... Really?"Tom said that somewhere with a bad tooth cut.Then immediately next to the political sect, something appeared as if the darkness were a rip in a vortex of dimensions."- Thank you for your help"Then the political ministry wrapped a great deep red robe, and went into its vortex.Horizontal three bowing heads......
