19850327 diary
Last night, we were talking about communism. I used to say I didn't believe it. I must feel sad that I had done something wrong. But now I think it is also a science and a religion. Like Christianity, the capital, that is, the Bible. A man who is not a big cause should also be open and aboveboard. Why should he be bound by others? Marx hasn't met yet. Why do you believe in him? I can say: not believing in communism is just like not believing in Christianity, but it's just a matter of justice. However, some people say that the horse is swollen when they see the camel. Their mouth and heart are different. They should believe it if they believe it. If they don't believe it, they should not force it.
I think we should believe in ourselves, and I think people should: 1. Pursue the true meaning of heaven and earth; 2. Be innocent. We should have a foothold in the present, do what we do now, and talk about what kind of society we can live in. We can talk about the realization of communism one day, but one day the earth will explode. What else can we live in? Sad husband!
19850328--29 diary
0328
Yesterday, I took the geography test. I thought it was very good, and made an exception to hand in the paper in advance. Later, when I went to have dinner, I just took the box. The teacher shouted at me and showed me the paper (which had just been changed). I didn't know how good it was. Once I saw it, it was only "86", which was very bad in my heart. Later, I handed it in. He analyzed it for me, and it was all right in my heart.
Today, he said that the highest score was 89 points. Before I finished the correction, my heart stopped. Is it true that I am behind others? I really didn't mention it in my heart. But I must catch up.
0329
At noon, he played a hairball with sunguanghai. It was very hot. Later, Xu Qian also played with a classmate. Unexpectedly, he was very happy. He first met Xu Qian outside and expected to meet her. After dinner, she fought with biqingyuan again. Xu Qian went to see the blackboard again. Because she was close to me, she was very suspicious. Alas, she was amorous.
I had to go to bed when I was studying at night. Then I fell on biqingyuan's lap. He teased my hair and told me about his past. It was actually an affair. Several female students were subtle. He said it was one of the pessimistic factors, but I was not.
He said that he was ill, and he was also very pessimistic. He also talked about his family. One night's self-study passed.
19850330 diary
In the morning, in geometry class, Mr. Zhang said that liberal arts should learn mathematics well, and gave several examples, so I really wanted to learn. He said that Mr. Ji told me that I was a material of Nanjing University. The teachers knew all about me, so the students looked at me. I pretended not to know, but I was very happy. I must live up to my teacher.
At about 4:20 after the evening school, I suddenly saw thick smoke billowing outside the dormitory. I went to see it with wangbeiyu. The smoke kept rolling and spilled to the north. Everyone on the road was running, watching and talking. There was also regret. It turned out that the gasoline depot of the bus was on fire. One barrel after another exploded and burned. The road was crowded with people watching, but they couldn't. The smoke was blowing out, and from time to time the fire swept over the smoke.
The fire burned for two hours before the Nanjing fire brigade came to put it out. When I went to the scene with wangbeiyu and Ren Guangrong, I saw a layer of white things on it, and the sky was still floating. Holding it in my hand, it was foam. It turned out that it was dry ice to put out the fire.
After dark, I went back to my dormitory.
19850331 diary
When I woke up in the morning, I felt very late. Because it was Sunday, I reluctantly went to bed again. Later, I felt very late. It was more than 9 o'clock, but it was only 7 o'clock when I looked at my watch. I got up and read a Book - "the poet": "at dawn, I will set off..." Photography and painting, stone and jade with poetry, were very moved and played cards later. After dinner, I went to Chen Bin to get clothes and lent him a suit to dance. At noon, I read the book University. The golden mean. I thought it was very right, so I had a little faith.
Later, when Xu Qian came to read a book, she was a little angry.
Later, I went to play basketball. It was so hot that I wanted to drink water. When they went to the street with Li Erqiao and Daosheng, they walked aimlessly. Later, they asked each other where there was tea. Later, they thought that there was no tea seller in the dark? Not funny.
Later, I went to the kiosk to buy soft drinks. I asked the saleswoman if she had sparkling wine. I said she would get drunk or drink it with it. I asked her if she had boiled water. She said no, and smiled down. She felt funny. Tao Sheng and Li Erqiao also laughed. Later, they returned to class and drank some cold water. They dared not drink more.
19850327 diary
Last night, we were talking about communism. I used to say I didn't believe it. I must feel sad that I had done something wrong. But now I think it is also a science and a religion. Like Christianity, the capital, that is, the Bible. A man who is not a big cause should also be open and aboveboard. Why should he be bound by others? Marx hasn't met yet. Why do you believe in him? I can say: not believing in communism is just like not believing in Christianity, but it's just a matter of justice. However, some people say that the horse is swollen when they see the camel. Their mouth and heart are different. They should believe it if they believe it. If they don't believe it, they should not force it.
I think we should believe in ourselves, and I think people should: 1. Pursue the true meaning of heaven and earth; 2. Be innocent. We should have a foothold in the present, do what we do now, and talk about what kind of society we can live in. We can talk about the realization of communism one day, but one day the earth will explode. What else can we live in? Sad husband!
19850328--29 diary
0328
Yesterday, I took the geography test. I thought it was very good, and made an exception to hand in the paper in advance. Later, when I went to have dinner, I just took the box. The teacher shouted at me and showed me the paper (which had just been changed). I didn't know how good it was. Once I saw it, it was only "86", which was very bad in my heart. Later, I handed it in. He analyzed it for me, and it was all right in my heart.
Today, he said that the highest score was 89 points. Before I finished the correction, my heart stopped. Is it true that I am behind others? I really didn't mention it in my heart. But I must catch up.
0329
At noon, he played a hairball with sunguanghai. It was very hot. Later, Xu Qian also played with a classmate. Unexpectedly, he was very happy. He first met Xu Qian outside and expected to meet her. After dinner, she fought with biqingyuan again. Xu Qian went to see the blackboard again. Because she was close to me, she was very suspicious. Alas, she was amorous.
I had to go to bed when I was studying at night. Then I fell on biqingyuan's lap. He teased my hair and told me about his past. It was actually an affair. Several female students were subtle. He said it was one of the pessimistic factors, but I was not.
He said that he was ill, and he was also very pessimistic. He also talked about his family. One night's self-study passed.
19850330 diary
In the morning, in geometry class, Mr. Zhang said that liberal arts should learn mathematics well, and gave several examples, so I really wanted to learn. He said that Mr. Ji told me that I was a material of Nanjing University. The teachers knew all about me, so the students looked at me. I pretended not to know, but I was very happy. I must live up to my teacher.
At about 4:20 after the evening school, I suddenly saw thick smoke billowing outside the dormitory. I went to see it with wangbeiyu. The smoke kept rolling and spilled to the north. Everyone on the road was running, watching and talking. There was also regret. It turned out that the gasoline depot of the bus was on fire. One barrel after another exploded and burned. The road was crowded with people watching, but they couldn't. The smoke was blowing out, and from time to time the fire swept over the smoke.
The fire burned for two hours before the Nanjing fire brigade came to put it out. When I went to the scene with wangbeiyu and Ren Guangrong, I saw a layer of white things on it, and the sky was still floating. Holding it in my hand, it was foam. It turned out that it was dry ice to put out the fire.
After dark, I went back to my dormitory.
19850331 diary
When I woke up in the morning, I felt very late. Because it was Sunday, I reluctantly went to bed again. Later, I felt very late. It was more than 9 o'clock, but it was only 7 o'clock when I looked at my watch. I got up and read a Book - "the poet": "at dawn, I will set off..." Photography and painting, stone and jade with poetry, were very moved and played cards later. After dinner, I went to Chen Bin to get clothes and lent him a suit to dance. At noon, I read the book University. The golden mean. I thought it was very right, so I had a little faith.
Later, when Xu Qian came to read a book, she was a little angry.
Later, I went to play basketball. It was so hot that I wanted to drink water. When they went to the street with Li Erqiao and Daosheng, they walked aimlessly. Later, they asked each other where there was tea. Later, they thought that there was no tea seller in the dark? Not funny.
Later, I went to the kiosk to buy soft drinks. I asked the saleswoman if she had sparkling wine. I said she would get drunk or drink it with it. I asked her if she had boiled water. She said no, and smiled down. She felt funny. Tao Sheng and Li Erqiao also laughed. Later, they returned to class and drank some cold water. They dared not drink more.
