19850401 diary
It's very windy today. It's a little cold. Fortunately, Tai Chenghua gave me a suit and a sweater last night. I really thank him. Teacher Fei asked me how to do it. He said that they must set up a literary society and zhengrenxiang must participate in it. In the end, I refused. Guo Wei said that they were sorry, but not reluctantly. I have several reasons: 1. I don't want to write articles. I just want to read books. Because I recite ancient Chinese and have different aspirations, the Tao is different. 2. To be admitted to a university, 3. Teacher Fei didn't pay much attention to it. He didn't see how it was. 4. Middle school students can't become a big climate. What's the meaning?
Most of the girls in the class want to go on a spring outing in Yangzhou, but some of the boys don't want to go. Li Erqiao was determined not to go. I didn't want to go, but I will go again later. They are all more determined. Now they don't want to go. They are still determined. I don't know why.
Zhengrenxiang, the team leader, asked me to go. I said that they (mawenxiang and Li Erqiao) would not go, nor would I. but she still insisted that I would not. Fengqingrong asked me to go, and biqingyuan also pretended that I would go, but I still refused. Later, zhengrenxiang said that they (Hong Xin and them) also wanted me to go. Xu Qian also looked at me, but I still didn't go. She told the monitor, Tan Derong, but after a while she knew that only three people in group two would not go, so she went to tan Derong again to sue.
In the morning, he said to Chen Bin, "you are a bad person with many shortcomings", and told him that he doesn't care about feelings and it's difficult to have close friends. In the afternoon, he held me by the shoulder and said, "after thinking for a long time, I decided to change my mind, stay with me, open up a base area (two people alone) and reunite." I was very excited and asked him why he broke the mirror? How many times have you been reunited in ancient times? He said that we were the first to meet and befriend each other (sophomore year of high school). In the past, I said, "those days are unforgettable." It's really decided. Can you?
I wonder why I can be loved? Why do those women want me to go? He was too sentimental and said: No. According to the past: Ju Hongcheng, Zhengbao, gaoxianzhong, Wang Feng, Chen Bin and biqingyuan can all express their sincerity. I have been rewarded by my teacher for many times, but I am incompetent.
However, the early love in my heart is the same every time: for example, Chen Lan, wutinghua, wangdaoyin, renjuan, wangguofang, lixiaoxia, Wang Qun and Xu Qian, how far away they are? It's pure and absurd to forget them once they pass.
19850402--03 diary
0402
It's strange that they always say that huangjianlan and I are interesting, but I know nothing about it. Guy mawenxiang said that when he was just a sophomore in senior high school, he held cultural and recreational activities. He asked me to sing a song and said, "my class study committee member" said, but I didn't know. I only knew that Hong Xin, the Secretary of the League branch, called me. But Li Erqiao took it seriously and talked more and more about it. Later, many people believed me and made fun of me. It was really "everyone locked in the money, but I didn't mean it at all. Isn't it too bad? Where's Xuqian? Why did they talk nonsense last night? I didn't mean to.
In the afternoon, the class said that there were 10 people dancing. Of course, there was no me. People's minds are in danger, so why envy them. After dinner, I went shopping with Li Erqiao. After that, I mended my leather shoes (up the line), which was full of melon seeds.
0403
This afternoon, mawenxiang and I had a heart to heart talk, and we started talking like two hearts. He told me that some of fengqingrong's love affairs actually involved Chen Jun. although I knew something about it, I didn't believe that Chen Jun would do so. So I tried to ask him in a tone of disbelief. He said to me: in an examination of Physical Education (written), such as volleyball knowledge, Chen Jun had a note with Feng, which Feng told mawenxiang. I also knew that Chen Jun told him to choose blindly when he was taking an English test (the time was up, and the multiple-choice question was not done well). However, this is true. I can't pity my husband! Mawenxiang also sued me. Feng first intended to change, but now he wants to change when he sees something different. But what about me? Cheated? Alas! Let's use a sentence: "sentimental people are always heartlessly annoyed". It turns out that this is the case. You are sentimental, but you have a good feeling in your heart.
However, I don't think so. Isn't it true that it's not impossible for me to do it? Isn't it just a joke? Yes, there are plenty of people in the world. Can you feel sorry for someone who shouldn't? "Let it be fragrant".
Mawenxiang also said that he could not trust anyone. He would do unexpected things at some time. I call it "forced by the environment". I am always on the theory of good nature. Ma also said that my heart was too good. There was nothing else. I was so happy. They talked about self-study for the whole evening while doing their homework. Later, Chen Bin came and blamed us. I played with him, but he was very angry. Did we hinder others' study? The voice is not high! Chen Bin, what can I say?
In a word, the more you think about it, the more wrong you are. Chen Jun, you are too sorry for me. Of course, you can't blame you. It's also forced by the environment. I just blame myself for being amorous. It's really "people's hearts are in danger". But what about the ends of the earth?
19850404 diary
I talked with sunspot this morning. Now I feel that he is the only one who knows me. But I used to be bad with him and hate him. I really shouldn't have. He said that I have changed. I am not shy like before. I like talking with people, but I don't know whether it is better or worse. I think we should study hard now and stop making friends with people. They have no ambition. How can they talk about it? It's hard to find a bosom friend, but you can't force yourself. I just think he is good.
In the morning, the geography teacher said that the high terrain of the Qinghai Tibet Plateau was bad. I thought of Yugong removing mountains. He told Liang Shucai that the Chinese people should carry forward the spirit of Yugong removing mountains and move it elsewhere. He laughed and said later that it would be moved to Vietnam. He was really impressed.
After lunch, he told Li Erqiao that if he raised a pig, he would cut a piece of meat every day and eat it like this when it grew up. He said that like his brother, I had some fantasies.
At noon, I grabbed my tune with Li Erqiao, but I broke off with a slight turn. It was really fun. At this time, a voice called "Yimin". When he saw that it was his uncle, he shouted a few more times, so he went downstairs and took him to the dormitory. He told him where the dormitory was. He came to the timber company again and told him about the spring outing. He gave me two yuan. I said it was enough, but he forced me to give it. Really, he came to the daily newspaper.
Before the evening self-study, I had a heart to heart talk with sunspots, about the past, about my first year of high school, about one of the people in the universe, about my family members, and about going to college. He first said to go, but I said I would not go. I talked in the school room for a long time. We have many common views. People are too poor. Everything is boring. We are disillusioned with the world. Our family is very kind to themselves, and said that we must go to a good school. Yes, study hard! We will, get rid of all distractions.
19850401 diary
It's very windy today. It's a little cold. Fortunately, Tai Chenghua gave me a suit and a sweater last night. I really thank him. Teacher Fei asked me how to do it. He said that they must set up a literary society and zhengrenxiang must participate in it. In the end, I refused. Guo Wei said that they were sorry, but not reluctantly. I have several reasons: 1. I don't want to write articles. I just want to read books. Because I recite ancient Chinese and have different aspirations, the Tao is different. 2. To be admitted to a university, 3. Teacher Fei didn't pay much attention to it. He didn't see how it was. 4. Middle school students can't become a big climate. What's the meaning?
Most of the girls in the class want to go on a spring outing in Yangzhou, but some of the boys don't want to go. Li Erqiao was determined not to go. I didn't want to go, but I will go again later. They are all more determined. Now they don't want to go. They are still determined. I don't know why.
Zhengrenxiang, the team leader, asked me to go. I said that they (mawenxiang and Li Erqiao) would not go, nor would I. but she still insisted that I would not. Fengqingrong asked me to go, and biqingyuan also pretended that I would go, but I still refused. Later, zhengrenxiang said that they (Hong Xin and them) also wanted me to go. Xu Qian also looked at me, but I still didn't go. She told the monitor, Tan Derong, but after a while she knew that only three people in group two would not go, so she went to tan Derong again to sue.
In the morning, he said to Chen Bin, "you are a bad person with many shortcomings", and told him that he doesn't care about feelings and it's difficult to have close friends. In the afternoon, he held me by the shoulder and said, "after thinking for a long time, I decided to change my mind, stay with me, open up a base area (two people alone) and reunite." I was very excited and asked him why he broke the mirror? How many times have you been reunited in ancient times? He said that we were the first to meet and befriend each other (sophomore year of high school). In the past, I said, "those days are unforgettable." It's really decided. Can you?
I wonder why I can be loved? Why do those women want me to go? He was too sentimental and said: No. According to the past: Ju Hongcheng, Zhengbao, gaoxianzhong, Wang Feng, Chen Bin and biqingyuan can all express their sincerity. I have been rewarded by my teacher for many times, but I am incompetent.
However, the early love in my heart is the same every time: for example, Chen Lan, wutinghua, wangdaoyin, renjuan, wangguofang, lixiaoxia, Wang Qun and Xu Qian, how far away they are? It's pure and absurd to forget them once they pass.
19850402--03 diary
0402
It's strange that they always say that huangjianlan and I are interesting, but I know nothing about it. Guy mawenxiang said that when he was just a sophomore in senior high school, he held cultural and recreational activities. He asked me to sing a song and said, "my class study committee member" said, but I didn't know. I only knew that Hong Xin, the Secretary of the League branch, called me. But Li Erqiao took it seriously and talked more and more about it. Later, many people believed me and made fun of me. It was really "everyone locked in the money, but I didn't mean it at all. Isn't it too bad? Where's Xuqian? Why did they talk nonsense last night? I didn't mean to.
In the afternoon, the class said that there were 10 people dancing. Of course, there was no me. People's minds are in danger, so why envy them. After dinner, I went shopping with Li Erqiao. After that, I mended my leather shoes (up the line), which was full of melon seeds.
0403
This afternoon, mawenxiang and I had a heart to heart talk, and we started talking like two hearts. He told me that some of fengqingrong's love affairs actually involved Chen Jun. although I knew something about it, I didn't believe that Chen Jun would do so. So I tried to ask him in a tone of disbelief. He said to me: in an examination of Physical Education (written), such as volleyball knowledge, Chen Jun had a note with Feng, which Feng told mawenxiang. I also knew that Chen Jun told him to choose blindly when he was taking an English test (the time was up, and the multiple-choice question was not done well). However, this is true. I can't pity my husband! Mawenxiang also sued me. Feng first intended to change, but now he wants to change when he sees something different. But what about me? Cheated? Alas! Let's use a sentence: "sentimental people are always heartlessly annoyed". It turns out that this is the case. You are sentimental, but you have a good feeling in your heart.
However, I don't think so. Isn't it true that it's not impossible for me to do it? Isn't it just a joke? Yes, there are plenty of people in the world. Can you feel sorry for someone who shouldn't? "Let it be fragrant".
Mawenxiang also said that he could not trust anyone. He would do unexpected things at some time. I call it "forced by the environment". I am always on the theory of good nature. Ma also said that my heart was too good. There was nothing else. I was so happy. They talked about self-study for the whole evening while doing their homework. Later, Chen Bin came and blamed us. I played with him, but he was very angry. Did we hinder others' study? The voice is not high! Chen Bin, what can I say?
In a word, the more you think about it, the more wrong you are. Chen Jun, you are too sorry for me. Of course, you can't blame you. It's also forced by the environment. I just blame myself for being amorous. It's really "people's hearts are in danger". But what about the ends of the earth?
19850404 diary
I talked with sunspot this morning. Now I feel that he is the only one who knows me. But I used to be bad with him and hate him. I really shouldn't have. He said that I have changed. I am not shy like before. I like talking with people, but I don't know whether it is better or worse. I think we should study hard now and stop making friends with people. They have no ambition. How can they talk about it? It's hard to find a bosom friend, but you can't force yourself. I just think he is good.
In the morning, the geography teacher said that the high terrain of the Qinghai Tibet Plateau was bad. I thought of Yugong removing mountains. He told Liang Shucai that the Chinese people should carry forward the spirit of Yugong removing mountains and move it elsewhere. He laughed and said later that it would be moved to Vietnam. He was really impressed.
After lunch, he told Li Erqiao that if he raised a pig, he would cut a piece of meat every day and eat it like this when it grew up. He said that like his brother, I had some fantasies.
At noon, I grabbed my tune with Li Erqiao, but I broke off with a slight turn. It was really fun. At this time, a voice called "Yimin". When he saw that it was his uncle, he shouted a few more times, so he went downstairs and took him to the dormitory. He told him where the dormitory was. He came to the timber company again and told him about the spring outing. He gave me two yuan. I said it was enough, but he forced me to give it. Really, he came to the daily newspaper.
Before the evening self-study, I had a heart to heart talk with sunspots, about the past, about my first year of high school, about one of the people in the universe, about my family members, and about going to college. He first said to go, but I said I would not go. I talked in the school room for a long time. We have many common views. People are too poor. Everything is boring. We are disillusioned with the world. Our family is very kind to themselves, and said that we must go to a good school. Yes, study hard! We will, get rid of all distractions.
