Chapter 158
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The day after Shen Pei left, Ren Yu's personal ban was cancelled. It is said that Chen Xiaofei went to the city leaders to complain.
Ren Yu's mobile phone was sent back. He took it in his hand. Knowing that there was little hope, he called Gong Yingxian and sent a message.
The result is that the stone sinks into the sea.
He was asked not to contact Qiu Yan, Tan HaoChun and other police related to the case, so he could only try to contact Qiu Yan through Qu Yangbo to find out what the situation was now.
After Qu Yangbo came back, he sat beside him dejectedly: "you have a psychological preparation. This time it's really serious."
"What the hell?"
"The Ministry of Public Security issued an internal wanted notice."
"... wanted... Gong Yingxian?"
Qu Yangbo nodded heavily: "I'm afraid of affecting the police image, so I didn't make it public, but now the whole city is looking for them."
Ren Yu roared, "why? What did captain Qiu say?"
"Captain Qiu is having a hard time now and has been suspended for investigation. It took me a lot of effort to secretly contact her. She didn't dare to say more on the phone. She said that Dr. Gong must have been framed."
"What evidence do they have? There must be some conclusive evidence to doubt the police?"
"It is said that the key evidence was found in Zhang Wen's residence."
"Does Zhang Wen have any news now?"
Qu Yangbo shook his head: "do you dare believe it? That man is not Zhang Wen at all. The real Zhang Wen is missing. He entered the huodiao section under the guise of Zhang Wen."
Ren Yu was stunned.
"This is what Fu Kai told me, Zhang Wen's registered residence information is in their police station. They have done the investigation. The fake Zhang Wen is a little bit like the real Zhang Wenchang. They are all white and delicate. They are not tall and thin. After the disguise of hair, makeup and glasses, it is hard to distinguish. They are not in security check. Who will seriously check the facial features? In short, they are confused by him. Yes, I have worked in the fire control department for more than a year. "
Ren Yu only felt cold all over. It turns out that "Zhang Wen" always keeps that kind of bangs that are not short and half long, with big black frame glasses, and his posture is somewhat shrunk. In fact, it's all for camouflage?
Why don't you teach x if you don't become a fucking actor.
"Then... Hasn't Gong Yingxian heard anything?" Ren Yu's face was gray and defeated. He was worried about Gong Yingxian's safety every minute. He couldn't eat and sleep well. This fear was rising day by day and was about to end.
Qu Yangbo comforted weakly, "no matter where he is, I believe he has the ability to protect his safety."
Ren Yi murmured, "he must have his reasons for doing anything. He must have been framed. Ziyan saw that he couldn't frame me, so he went to frame him."
"Sihuo, it's useless for you to worry too much now. You'd better get well and help. Besides, if you don't go to see the old captain again, he should be suspicious."
Ren Yi nodded: "it's time to see my father."
Qu Yangbo patted him on the shoulder.
"How's the squadron doing recently?" Ren Yu wiped his face, "because of me, the whole squadron was terrified."
"It's not your fault. Everyone is worried about you, so everyone works harder to do their own work and don't let you worry."
Ren Yu smiled bitterly: "it's not my fault? I've listened to this comforting sentence too much. In fact, many things are my fault, at least the private hospital."
Qu Yangbo suddenly said with some excitement, "you love to take responsibility for yourself. People are not sages. How can everything be appropriate and stop criticizing yourself?"
"It's not criticism, it's introspection. If we even... 'we'?" Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo puzzled.
Qu Yangbo realized that he had slipped his tongue, and his expression was a little unnatural: "in short, don't think all day."
"What does' we 'mean?" Ren Yi said nervously, "is team Chen implicated by me?" What happened to him some time ago has left Chen Xiaofei in a mess. Now he is involved in the case of Gong Yingxian. As the leader of the detachment, Chen Xiaofei has had so many things in the squadron of his only secret service squadron. The pressure on him can be imagined. Now he is only suspended, not dismissed. It is the result of many efforts. His heart was filled with guilt for the elder and leader who saw him grow up.
Qu Yangbo hurriedly said: "it's not team Chen. Team Chen is a headache, but he believes in you, just as we believe in you, so he will resist the pressure."
"Who is that?"
Qu Yangbo's face changed slightly and it seemed difficult to speak.
"What's the matter?" Ren Yu sensed something, "is something wrong with the squadron?" Since he was suspended, then there was a cold storage arson. He was admitted to the hospital and followed up the hotel. He didn't return to the squadron for more than a week and didn't know the recent situation of the squadron. Since he entered the squadron ten years ago, he has never left the squadron for so long.
Qu Yangbo lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before slowly raising his head. His eyes showed fatigue and fragility, just like the dam trying to resist the flood. There was a crack. He said in a deep voice, "something happened, but I told you about your situation. It's just increasing your burden."
"Then you can carry it alone!" Ren Yu said angrily, "what did we say before? We carry everything together. Can you help me bear it? Can't I help you bear it? What's the matter?"
Qu Yangbo took a deep breath: "don't be too excited. It's ok now."
"Come on."
"Cui Yisheng, a few days ago..." Qu Yangbo pursed his lips. It was difficult to maintain his calm mask, and his eyes turned red.
Ren Yu's heart hung to his throat.
"A few days ago, attempted suicide."
Ren Yu was stiff all over.
"I neglected my work and didn't find his psychological changes in recent years." Qu Yangbo sucked his nose, "Maybe last year, the boy riding a motorcycle died in front of him... No, maybe it was just a node. He had been in the squadron for more than four years, accumulating one thing after another, which had put him under great psychological pressure, but he didn't talk much and was always bored and embarrassed to say. Then, what sun defined had put him on the verge of collapse. This time, Ann In the case of his family's community, he just... "
Ren Yi trembled: "he felt that he had implicated me."
Qu Yangbo said with difficulty: "he felt that it was his poor on-site command that failed to save the hostess in time, which caused the conflict between you and your family members, set off such a big storm on the Internet and caused a series of negative reactions."
As soon as he lowered his head, tears fell down.
Firefighters have to face countless accidents, casualties and human tragedies every day. Seeing the mutilation and death of fresh lives in front of themselves, the helpless grief will have a great impact on people. Most people become strong or even numb under repeated experience. That is the psychological mechanism of self-defense at work, but there are always people who are addicted to pain and self doubt. They sink deeper and deeper until they are completely swallowed by the vortex of despair, and even they can't save themselves.
They regularly do all kinds of psychological counseling and psychological intervention, but these can only alleviate and can not be cured. Everyone is mediating the psychological load in their own way.
Qu Yangbo choked: "I found it in time. He's ok now. He's going to resign and go back to his hometown."
Ren Yu rudely wiped away his tears: "does team Chen know?"
"The chief of staff knows that team Chen... Didn't dare to tell him that too many things have happened to our detachment this year, so we have dealt with them low-key."
"... I have to see him."
"No, he said he had no face to see you. He said he would take the initiative to find you when he recovered and could face you."
Ren Yu sucked his nose: "this fool, it's not his responsibility to settle down in the community at all. When sun defined left, I should have found that he was wrong, but I was in a mess at that time, so..."
"Me too. Everyone was very sad. I didn't notice that his condition was wrong. He shouldn't have led the team at that time. Obviously, he wasn't ready."
Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo and said, "Yangbo, you've done your best. You've been supporting all this time."
"Don't say that. No matter what happens, we will pass the difficulties and never let the bad guys succeed."
Ren Yi nodded hard.
Three days later, Ren Yu was discharged from the hospital. Although the doctor still didn't want to let him go, he really couldn't lie in the hospital bed and do nothing.
Gong Yingxian hasn't heard from him for four days. For four days, he doesn't know whether his favorite person is alive or dead or where he is. Such suffering can be called the most in his life. It makes him a hundred times more painful than injury and death threat.
He plans to secretly go to Qiu Yan to find out about the situation, but before that, he must go to the nursing home. If he doesn't see his father for such a long time, his father will be worried.
He washed his head and shaved his beard, trying to make himself look less decadent, but the obviously thin and listless face in the mirror could not cover up the disappointment from the inside out.
When he arrived at the nursing home, Ren Xiangrong really saw his haggard. He had long made an excuse to say that he had a fever some time ago and lost several kilograms at once. Believe it or not, his father didn't ask again. Between men, he could understand the stubbornness that he was willing to bear alone.
As usual, they take a walk, chat and watch TV dramas.
After dinner with his father, he left.
At this time, it was more than nine o'clock. Most of the old people went to bed early. The yard was very quiet, and the dim light in the corridor seemed to be drowsy.
When Ren Yu passed a room, the door suddenly opened. Before he could react, he was dragged into the room with a powerful hand, and the other hand covered his mouth.
Ren Yi just wanted to resist. A familiar smell came from his breath. It was dry, refreshing and faint fragrance of plants and trees. The thick chest holding him tightly also made him very familiar.
Ren Yu's eyes were hot and almost burst into tears.
One hand reached into Ren Yu's trouser pocket, took his cell phone, put it close to his ear and whispered, "it's me, don't make a noise."
Ren Yu nodded with trembling.
Gong Yingxian loosened his hand, and Ren Xuan turned around and hugged him. He bit his lips to stop himself from making a sound.
Gong Yingxian pinched his chin, bumped into his lips, and kissed him with a great desire to eat him.
They kissed violently for a long time in a dark room. They didn't separate until they were short of oxygen.
In the dark, Ren Yu stared at Gong Yingxian's bright eyes.
Gong Yingxian gently "hissed", then raised Ren Yu's mobile phone, shook it, and said two words with his mouth - "monitoring".
Ren Yu's face changed.
Gong Yingxian took a towel on the medicine cabinet, wrapped the mobile phone, put it in the medical disinfection iron box, and finally put it in the iron cabinet.
Gong Yingxian heaved a sigh, stared at Ren Yu deeply and said, "are you well?"
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The day after Shen Pei left, Ren Yu's personal ban was cancelled. It is said that Chen Xiaofei went to the city leaders to complain.
Ren Yu's mobile phone was sent back. He took it in his hand. Knowing that there was little hope, he called Gong Yingxian and sent a message.
The result is that the stone sinks into the sea.
He was asked not to contact Qiu Yan, Tan HaoChun and other police related to the case, so he could only try to contact Qiu Yan through Qu Yangbo to find out what the situation was now.
After Qu Yangbo came back, he sat beside him dejectedly: "you have a psychological preparation. This time it's really serious."
"What the hell?"
"The Ministry of Public Security issued an internal wanted notice."
"... wanted... Gong Yingxian?"
Qu Yangbo nodded heavily: "I'm afraid of affecting the police image, so I didn't make it public, but now the whole city is looking for them."
Ren Yu roared, "why? What did captain Qiu say?"
"Captain Qiu is having a hard time now and has been suspended for investigation. It took me a lot of effort to secretly contact her. She didn't dare to say more on the phone. She said that Dr. Gong must have been framed."
"What evidence do they have? There must be some conclusive evidence to doubt the police?"
"It is said that the key evidence was found in Zhang Wen's residence."
"Does Zhang Wen have any news now?"
Qu Yangbo shook his head: "do you dare believe it? That man is not Zhang Wen at all. The real Zhang Wen is missing. He entered the huodiao section under the guise of Zhang Wen."
Ren Yu was stunned.
"This is what Fu Kai told me, Zhang Wen's registered residence information is in their police station. They have done the investigation. The fake Zhang Wen is a little bit like the real Zhang Wenchang. They are all white and delicate. They are not tall and thin. After the disguise of hair, makeup and glasses, it is hard to distinguish. They are not in security check. Who will seriously check the facial features? In short, they are confused by him. Yes, I have worked in the fire control department for more than a year. "
Ren Yu only felt cold all over. It turns out that "Zhang Wen" always keeps that kind of bangs that are not short and half long, with big black frame glasses, and his posture is somewhat shrunk. In fact, it's all for camouflage?
Why don't you teach x if you don't become a fucking actor.
"Then... Hasn't Gong Yingxian heard anything?" Ren Yu's face was gray and defeated. He was worried about Gong Yingxian's safety every minute. He couldn't eat and sleep well. This fear was rising day by day and was about to end.
Qu Yangbo comforted weakly, "no matter where he is, I believe he has the ability to protect his safety."
Ren Yi murmured, "he must have his reasons for doing anything. He must have been framed. Ziyan saw that he couldn't frame me, so he went to frame him."
"Sihuo, it's useless for you to worry too much now. You'd better get well and help. Besides, if you don't go to see the old captain again, he should be suspicious."
Ren Yi nodded: "it's time to see my father."
Qu Yangbo patted him on the shoulder.
"How's the squadron doing recently?" Ren Yu wiped his face, "because of me, the whole squadron was terrified."
"It's not your fault. Everyone is worried about you, so everyone works harder to do their own work and don't let you worry."
Ren Yu smiled bitterly: "it's not my fault? I've listened to this comforting sentence too much. In fact, many things are my fault, at least the private hospital."
Qu Yangbo suddenly said with some excitement, "you love to take responsibility for yourself. People are not sages. How can everything be appropriate and stop criticizing yourself?"
"It's not criticism, it's introspection. If we even... 'we'?" Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo puzzled.
Qu Yangbo realized that he had slipped his tongue, and his expression was a little unnatural: "in short, don't think all day."
"What does' we 'mean?" Ren Yi said nervously, "is team Chen implicated by me?" What happened to him some time ago has left Chen Xiaofei in a mess. Now he is involved in the case of Gong Yingxian. As the leader of the detachment, Chen Xiaofei has had so many things in the squadron of his only secret service squadron. The pressure on him can be imagined. Now he is only suspended, not dismissed. It is the result of many efforts. His heart was filled with guilt for the elder and leader who saw him grow up.
Qu Yangbo hurriedly said: "it's not team Chen. Team Chen is a headache, but he believes in you, just as we believe in you, so he will resist the pressure."
"Who is that?"
Qu Yangbo's face changed slightly and it seemed difficult to speak.
"What's the matter?" Ren Yu sensed something, "is something wrong with the squadron?" Since he was suspended, then there was a cold storage arson. He was admitted to the hospital and followed up the hotel. He didn't return to the squadron for more than a week and didn't know the recent situation of the squadron. Since he entered the squadron ten years ago, he has never left the squadron for so long.
Qu Yangbo lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before slowly raising his head. His eyes showed fatigue and fragility, just like the dam trying to resist the flood. There was a crack. He said in a deep voice, "something happened, but I told you about your situation. It's just increasing your burden."
"Then you can carry it alone!" Ren Yu said angrily, "what did we say before? We carry everything together. Can you help me bear it? Can't I help you bear it? What's the matter?"
Qu Yangbo took a deep breath: "don't be too excited. It's ok now."
"Come on."
"Cui Yisheng, a few days ago..." Qu Yangbo pursed his lips. It was difficult to maintain his calm mask, and his eyes turned red.
Ren Yu's heart hung to his throat.
"A few days ago, attempted suicide."
Ren Yu was stiff all over.
"I neglected my work and didn't find his psychological changes in recent years." Qu Yangbo sucked his nose, "Maybe last year, the boy riding a motorcycle died in front of him... No, maybe it was just a node. He had been in the squadron for more than four years, accumulating one thing after another, which had put him under great psychological pressure, but he didn't talk much and was always bored and embarrassed to say. Then, what sun defined had put him on the verge of collapse. This time, Ann In the case of his family's community, he just... "
Ren Yi trembled: "he felt that he had implicated me."
Qu Yangbo said with difficulty: "he felt that it was his poor on-site command that failed to save the hostess in time, which caused the conflict between you and your family members, set off such a big storm on the Internet and caused a series of negative reactions."
As soon as he lowered his head, tears fell down.
Firefighters have to face countless accidents, casualties and human tragedies every day. Seeing the mutilation and death of fresh lives in front of themselves, the helpless grief will have a great impact on people. Most people become strong or even numb under repeated experience. That is the psychological mechanism of self-defense at work, but there are always people who are addicted to pain and self doubt. They sink deeper and deeper until they are completely swallowed by the vortex of despair, and even they can't save themselves.
They regularly do all kinds of psychological counseling and psychological intervention, but these can only alleviate and can not be cured. Everyone is mediating the psychological load in their own way.
Qu Yangbo choked: "I found it in time. He's ok now. He's going to resign and go back to his hometown."
Ren Yu rudely wiped away his tears: "does team Chen know?"
"The chief of staff knows that team Chen... Didn't dare to tell him that too many things have happened to our detachment this year, so we have dealt with them low-key."
"... I have to see him."
"No, he said he had no face to see you. He said he would take the initiative to find you when he recovered and could face you."
Ren Yu sucked his nose: "this fool, it's not his responsibility to settle down in the community at all. When sun defined left, I should have found that he was wrong, but I was in a mess at that time, so..."
"Me too. Everyone was very sad. I didn't notice that his condition was wrong. He shouldn't have led the team at that time. Obviously, he wasn't ready."
Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo and said, "Yangbo, you've done your best. You've been supporting all this time."
"Don't say that. No matter what happens, we will pass the difficulties and never let the bad guys succeed."
Ren Yi nodded hard.
Three days later, Ren Yu was discharged from the hospital. Although the doctor still didn't want to let him go, he really couldn't lie in the hospital bed and do nothing.
Gong Yingxian hasn't heard from him for four days. For four days, he doesn't know whether his favorite person is alive or dead or where he is. Such suffering can be called the most in his life. It makes him a hundred times more painful than injury and death threat.
He plans to secretly go to Qiu Yan to find out about the situation, but before that, he must go to the nursing home. If he doesn't see his father for such a long time, his father will be worried.
He washed his head and shaved his beard, trying to make himself look less decadent, but the obviously thin and listless face in the mirror could not cover up the disappointment from the inside out.
When he arrived at the nursing home, Ren Xiangrong really saw his haggard. He had long made an excuse to say that he had a fever some time ago and lost several kilograms at once. Believe it or not, his father didn't ask again. Between men, he could understand the stubbornness that he was willing to bear alone.
As usual, they take a walk, chat and watch TV dramas.
After dinner with his father, he left.
At this time, it was more than nine o'clock. Most of the old people went to bed early. The yard was very quiet, and the dim light in the corridor seemed to be drowsy.
When Ren Yu passed a room, the door suddenly opened. Before he could react, he was dragged into the room with a powerful hand, and the other hand covered his mouth.
Ren Yi just wanted to resist. A familiar smell came from his breath. It was dry, refreshing and faint fragrance of plants and trees. The thick chest holding him tightly also made him very familiar.
Ren Yu's eyes were hot and almost burst into tears.
One hand reached into Ren Yu's trouser pocket, took his cell phone, put it close to his ear and whispered, "it's me, don't make a noise."
Ren Yu nodded with trembling.
Gong Yingxian loosened his hand, and Ren Xuan turned around and hugged him. He bit his lips to stop himself from making a sound.
Gong Yingxian pinched his chin, bumped into his lips, and kissed him with a great desire to eat him.
They kissed violently for a long time in a dark room. They didn't separate until they were short of oxygen.
In the dark, Ren Yu stared at Gong Yingxian's bright eyes.
Gong Yingxian gently "hissed", then raised Ren Yu's mobile phone, shook it, and said two words with his mouth - "monitoring".
Ren Yu's face changed.
Gong Yingxian took a towel on the medicine cabinet, wrapped the mobile phone, put it in the medical disinfection iron box, and finally put it in the iron cabinet.
Gong Yingxian heaved a sigh, stared at Ren Yu deeply and said, "are you well?"
The day after Shen Pei left, Ren Yu's personal ban was cancelled. It is said that Chen Xiaofei went to the city leaders to complain.Ren Yu's mobile phone was sent back. He took it in his hand. Knowing that there was little hope, he called Gong Yingxian and sent a message.The result is that the stone sinks into the sea.He was asked not to contact Qiu Yan, Tan HaoChun and other police related to the case, so he could only try to contact Qiu Yan through Qu Yangbo to find out what the situation was now.After Qu Yangbo came back, he sat beside him dejectedly: "you have a psychological preparation. This time it's really serious.""What the hell?""The Ministry of Public Security issued an internal wanted notice.""... wanted... Gong Yingxian?"Qu Yangbo nodded heavily: "I'm afraid of affecting the police image, so I didn't make it public, but now the whole city is looking for them."Ren Yu roared, "why? What did captain Qiu say?""Captain Qiu is having a hard time now and has been suspended for investigation. It took me a lot of effort to secretly contact her. She didn't dare to say more on the phone. She said that Dr. Gong must have been framed.""What evidence do they have? There must be some conclusive evidence to doubt the police?""It is said that the key evidence was found in Zhang Wen's residence.""Does Zhang Wen have any news now?"Qu Yangbo shook his head: "do you dare believe it? That man is not Zhang Wen at all. The real Zhang Wen is missing. He entered the huodiao section under the guise of Zhang Wen."Ren Yu was stunned."This is what Fu Kai told me, Zhang Wen's registered residence information is in their police station. They have done the investigation. The fake Zhang Wen is a little bit like the real Zhang Wenchang. They are all white and delicate. They are not tall and thin. After the disguise of hair, makeup and glasses, it is hard to distinguish. They are not in security check. Who will seriously check the facial features? In short, they are confused by him. Yes, I have worked in the fire control department for more than a year. "Ren Yu only felt cold all over. It turns out that "Zhang Wen" always keeps that kind of bangs that are not short and half long, with big black frame glasses, and his posture is somewhat shrunk. In fact, it's all for camouflage?Why don't you teach x if you don't become a fucking actor."Then... Hasn't Gong Yingxian heard anything?" Ren Yu's face was gray and defeated. He was worried about Gong Yingxian's safety every minute. He couldn't eat and sleep well. This fear was rising day by day and was about to end.Qu Yangbo comforted weakly, "no matter where he is, I believe he has the ability to protect his safety."Ren Yi murmured, "he must have his reasons for doing anything. He must have been framed. Ziyan saw that he couldn't frame me, so he went to frame him.""Sihuo, it's useless for you to worry too much now. You'd better get well and help. Besides, if you don't go to see the old captain again, he should be suspicious."Ren Yi nodded: "it's time to see my father."Qu Yangbo patted him on the shoulder."How's the squadron doing recently?" Ren Yu wiped his face, "because of me, the whole squadron was terrified.""It's not your fault. Everyone is worried about you, so everyone works harder to do their own work and don't let you worry."Ren Yu smiled bitterly: "it's not my fault? I've listened to this comforting sentence too much. In fact, many things are my fault, at least the private hospital."Qu Yangbo suddenly said with some excitement, "you love to take responsibility for yourself. People are not sages. How can everything be appropriate and stop criticizing yourself?""It's not criticism, it's introspection. If we even... 'we'?" Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo puzzled.Qu Yangbo realized that he had slipped his tongue, and his expression was a little unnatural: "in short, don't think all day.""What does' we 'mean?" Ren Yi said nervously, "is team Chen implicated by me?" What happened to him some time ago has left Chen Xiaofei in a mess. Now he is involved in the case of Gong Yingxian. As the leader of the detachment, Chen Xiaofei has had so many things in the squadron of his only secret service squadron. The pressure on him can be imagined. Now he is only suspended, not dismissed. It is the result of many efforts. His heart was filled with guilt for the elder and leader who saw him grow up.Qu Yangbo hurriedly said: "it's not team Chen. Team Chen is a headache, but he believes in you, just as we believe in you, so he will resist the pressure.""Who is that?"Qu Yangbo's face changed slightly and it seemed difficult to speak."What's the matter?" Ren Yu sensed something, "is something wrong with the squadron?" Since he was suspended, then there was a cold storage arson. He was admitted to the hospital and followed up the hotel. He didn't return to the squadron for more than a week and didn't know the recent situation of the squadron. Since he entered the squadron ten years ago, he has never left the squadron for so long.Qu Yangbo lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before slowly raising his head. His eyes showed fatigue and fragility, just like the dam trying to resist the flood. There was a crack. He said in a deep voice, "something happened, but I told you about your situation. It's just increasing your burden.""Then you can carry it alone!" Ren Yu said angrily, "what did we say before? We carry everything together. Can you help me bear it? Can't I help you bear it? What's the matter?"Qu Yangbo took a deep breath: "don't be too excited. It's ok now.""Come on.""Cui Yisheng, a few days ago..." Qu Yangbo pursed his lips. It was difficult to maintain his calm mask, and his eyes turned red.Ren Yu's heart hung to his throat."A few days ago, attempted suicide."Ren Yu was stiff all over."I neglected my work and didn't find his psychological changes in recent years." Qu Yangbo sucked his nose, "Maybe last year, the boy riding a motorcycle died in front of him... No, maybe it was just a node. He had been in the squadron for more than four years, accumulating one thing after another, which had put him under great psychological pressure, but he didn't talk much and was always bored and embarrassed to say. Then, what sun defined had put him on the verge of collapse. This time, Ann In the case of his family's community, he just... "Ren Yi trembled: "he felt that he had implicated me."Qu Yangbo said with difficulty: "he felt that it was his poor on-site command that failed to save the hostess in time, which caused the conflict between you and your family members, set off such a big storm on the Internet and caused a series of negative reactions."As soon as he lowered his head, tears fell down.Firefighters have to face countless accidents, casualties and human tragedies every day. Seeing the mutilation and death of fresh lives in front of themselves, the helpless grief will have a great impact on people. Most people become strong or even numb under repeated experience. That is the psychological mechanism of self-defense at work, but there are always people who are addicted to pain and self doubt. They sink deeper and deeper until they are completely swallowed by the vortex of despair, and even they can't save themselves.They regularly do all kinds of psychological counseling and psychological intervention, but these can only alleviate and can not be cured. Everyone is mediating the psychological load in their own way.Qu Yangbo choked: "I found it in time. He's ok now. He's going to resign and go back to his hometown."Ren Yu rudely wiped away his tears: "does team Chen know?""The chief of staff knows that team Chen... Didn't dare to tell him that too many things have happened to our detachment this year, so we have dealt with them low-key.""... I have to see him.""No, he said he had no face to see you. He said he would take the initiative to find you when he recovered and could face you."Ren Yu sucked his nose: "this fool, it's not his responsibility to settle down in the community at all. When sun defined left, I should have found that he was wrong, but I was in a mess at that time, so...""Me too. Everyone was very sad. I didn't notice that his condition was wrong. He shouldn't have led the team at that time. Obviously, he wasn't ready."Ren Yu looked at Qu Yangbo and said, "Yangbo, you've done your best. You've been supporting all this time.""Don't say that. No matter what happens, we will pass the difficulties and never let the bad guys succeed."Ren Yi nodded hard.Three days later, Ren Yu was discharged from the hospital. Although the doctor still didn't want to let him go, he really couldn't lie in the hospital bed and do nothing.Gong Yingxian hasn't heard from him for four days. For four days, he doesn't know whether his favorite person is alive or dead or where he is. Such suffering can be called the most in his life. It makes him a hundred times more painful than injury and death threat.He plans to secretly go to Qiu Yan to find out about the situation, but before that, he must go to the nursing home. If he doesn't see his father for such a long time, his father will be worried.He washed his head and shaved his beard, trying to make himself look less decadent, but the obviously thin and listless face in the mirror could not cover up the disappointment from the inside out.When he arrived at the nursing home, Ren Xiangrong really saw his haggard. He had long made an excuse to say that he had a fever some time ago and lost several kilograms at once. Believe it or not, his father didn't ask again. Between men, he could understand the stubbornness that he was willing to bear alone.As usual, they take a walk, chat and watch TV dramas.After dinner with his father, he left.At this time, it was more than nine o'clock. Most of the old people went to bed early. The yard was very quiet, and the dim light in the corridor seemed to be drowsy.When Ren Yu passed a room, the door suddenly opened. Before he could react, he was dragged into the room with a powerful hand, and the other hand covered his mouth.Ren Yi just wanted to resist. A familiar smell came from his breath. It was dry, refreshing and faint fragrance of plants and trees. The thick chest holding him tightly also made him very familiar.Ren Yu's eyes were hot and almost burst into tears.One hand reached into Ren Yu's trouser pocket, took his cell phone, put it close to his ear and whispered, "it's me, don't make a noise."Ren Yu nodded with trembling.Gong Yingxian loosened his hand, and Ren Xuan turned around and hugged him. He bit his lips to stop himself from making a sound.Gong Yingxian pinched his chin, bumped into his lips, and kissed him with a great desire to eat him.They kissed violently for a long time in a dark room. They didn't separate until they were short of oxygen.In the dark, Ren Yu stared at Gong Yingxian's bright eyes.Gong Yingxian gently "hissed", then raised Ren Yu's mobile phone, shook it, and said two words with his mouth - "monitoring".Ren Yu's face changed.Gong Yingxian took a towel on the medicine cabinet, wrapped the mobile phone, put it in the medical disinfection iron box, and finally put it in the iron cabinet.Gong Yingxian heaved a sigh, stared at Ren Yu deeply and said, "are you well?"
