Chapter 90
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In order to ease the atmosphere, Ren Ying reluctantly smiled: "well, maybe tonight. Originally, we agreed to spend the new year."
Gong Yingxian hesitated: "OK, tonight, I'll send someone to pick you up tonight."
"No, I'll just drive myself. I remember how to get to your house."
"No, I said, you don't act alone." Gong Yingxian packed up the information, "wait for me to inform." He took two steps and paused again. "Take Miaomiao with you."
Ren Yu was stunned, and finally a trace of sweetness poured into his heart.
After Gong Yingxian left, Ren Ying also packed up his complex emotions and was ready to leave. But as soon as he opened the door, he found Qiu Yan waiting outside the door, and it seemed that he was waiting for him.
"Captain Qiu?" Ren Yu looked at her puzzled.
Qiu Yan took a few steps forward and forced him back into the house: "have a chat."
Ren Yi had to retreat.
Qiu Yan took the door with him, leaned against the table and asked, "what's the matter with you and Yingxian?"
Ren Yu didn't want to disclose his feelings to a woman. It was too embarrassing, but Qiu Yan had seen it and it was useless to hide it. He said dully, "he found my temperament and... Got angry."
"Angry" is already a word weakened by him.
Qiu Yan sighed: "I reminded you that he has experienced many bad things before."
"I know, so I..." Ren Zhuo scratched his hair. "I didn't intend to tell him."
"Then how could he..." what did Qiu Yan think of, "who was that little actor you last night?"
Ren Yu evaded the important and said, "friend."
"Boyfriend, or gun friend." Qiu Yan's tone became a little stiff.
"... I haven't contacted him for a long time. Since I've been more and more embarrassed about..." Ren Yu. He didn't think this kind of thing involved right or wrong before, but when he heard "nausea" from Gong Yingxian's mouth and saw anger from Gong Yingxian's eyes, he seemed to have committed a crime and was full of shame.
If anyone, other than Gong Yingxian, says that he is disgusting, that he is abnormal, and that he doesn't like to hear anything, he will justifiably fuck back. He is neither proud nor ashamed of his sexuality, which is only part of him, and he doesn't care what others think - at least, he thought he didn't care what others think. Now he realized that those "others" were not Gong Yingxian.
The person he likes, a word and a look, is enough to crush his self-esteem.
"You haven't been in touch for a long time. Was it a coincidence last night?"
"Yes."
Qiu Yan raised his eyebrow: "then it was so clever that Ying Xian saw that you had enough behavior to let him judge your sexual orientation?"
"... yes." Ren Yu felt speechless. He was a little embarrassed and said, "Captain Qiu, I respect you very much, but if you continue to talk to me in this way of interrogating prisoners, I'll go."
Qiu Yan stood up and looked at Ren Yu, Sharp eyes: "You may think I'm too lenient, but I can't help it. After his sister left, I think I'm his sister. He has suffered too many injuries and ordinary people have long collapsed. You see, he looks tall and can solve everything. He seems to be afraid of nothing but fire. In fact, he's a child in his heart. He doesn't come out of the fire 。”
Ren Yu's heart immediately pulled up.
"Captain Ren, it's not surprising that you like him. He has a very attractive appearance, but he is not the object you can flirt with casually. First of all, he is not gay. He regards you as his best friend. Over the years, you are the only person who makes him open. All he needs is a trusted friend. Secondly, emotionally, he is not your opponent at all. Maybe he is your guide Under the guidance, you will mistakenly recognize your dependence as love. He may take you as a life-saving straw and put all his emotional needs and desire for home on you. Can you bear it? Do you think he will be like those mature love or date objects in your past, what is good to get together and break up, what do you love me? One day, what will you do if you are tired of it and have a bad character? What will you do if you want to break up? Have you ever thought about what kind of blow he will suffer if you leave him? "
Ren Yu stared at Qiu Yan blankly. He wanted to refute. He didn't flirt casually. He really liked Gong Yingxian. He had never liked a person so much that he wanted to spend the rest of his life together and that he could exchange his life for life. However, in the face of Qiu Yan's accusation, he couldn't say a word for a moment.
Even he doubted himself. Is he really taking advantage of Gong Yingxian's dependence on him? Is he too selfish and wants to take Gong Yingxian to a road that he doesn't have to take and is not easy to take for his selfish desires?
Qiu Yan's expression was a little sad: "Captain Ren, if you really like him, don't hurt him."
"I never want to hurt him." Ren Yu said bitterly, "I just want to protect him, just hope he is good, really."
"I know you are a good man, but good people will hurt others unintentionally. I hope you can master that degree." Qiu Yan took a deep look at Ren Yu, turned and left.
Ren Yi held his forehead wearily and felt uncomfortable.
He won't have any illusions anymore. As she said, he didn't want to hurt Gong Yingxian. That's the person he wanted to protect most. Therefore, he couldn't give Gong Yingxian wrong guidance. Just to satisfy his own desires, he wanted to give Gong Yingxian what he wanted - a real friend and a reliable comrade in arms.
Ren Yu adjusted his mood and left the meeting room to find Qu Yangbo.
Qu Yangbo was chatting with an acquaintance. When he came out, he came over and stared at his face: "what's the matter with you? Is the confession recorded smoothly?"
"Smooth." Ren Yi tilted his face slightly and tried in vain to stop Qu Yangbo from looking at him. Qu Yangbo is very good at looking at people and can't hide many things from his eyes.
"Really, you don't have 'smooth' written on your face." They walked out side by side. Qu Yang said, "I felt that the atmosphere between you and Dr. Gong was not right last night. Why, did you quarrel?"
"No." Quickly walked to the parking lot, Ren opened the door, "hurry to the detachment."
"What's the matter? You weren't..."
Ren Yu slammed into the door: "can you stop asking?"
The air was suddenly quiet.
Ren Yu held the door with both hands and gasped to relieve the continuous pain from his heart.
Qu Yangbo quietly looked at Ren Yu's back.
For a long time, Ren Yu turned around, leaned his back against the door, and looked dejected: "I'm sorry."
Qu Yangbo shrugged: "Yu Gong, I'm your instructor. I want to monitor your psychological status at any time. After all, your decision affects the safety of yourself and other soldiers. Yu private, I'm your brother and I care about you very much. It doesn't matter if you have emotions, but you have to solve it."
Ren Xuan looked at the sky absently and quickly said, "Gong Yingxian knows my sexual orientation. He said he feels' disgusting '."
Qu Yangbo frowned and came over to hold Ren Yu's shoulder: "brother, you haven't been frustrated in love before. I don't think you can chase people at all. Advertising is the trump card when you win. It's not the first move. There's no enough cushion. That's to spread the gate of life to others. The odds of winning are too low."
"I have no confession."
"Ah?" Qu Yang said, "how did he know?"
"I'm too lazy to say. It's an accident anyway." Ren Yu smiled bitterly, "I can only tell him I have a boyfriend. I only treat him as a friend, otherwise I can't even be a friend."
"It's all for this. You might as well tell the truth. Why hold it in your heart."
Why did he shake his head: "what can you say? Make yourself cool?"
"It can make you feel better."
"I don't care how I feel." Ren said frankly, "I only care about him. At least now we can meet. That's enough."
"Enough?"
Ren Yu turned around and reopened the door. He looked at Qu Yangbo. His eyes were calm and determined: "like a person doesn't have to be together. I just look at him."
Qu Yangbo was stunned for a long time and finally had to shake his head helplessly.
When they arrived at the detachment, they held a meeting all afternoon. In general, they discussed the current threats faced by the Phoenix squadron and Ren Yu, and fully cooperated with the police to catch Ziyan and other members of X education organization as soon as possible.
After the meeting, Ren Yi asked Qu Yangbo to go back first. He went to the fire investigation section of the detachment himself. He wanted to know the history of fire investigation. Eighteen years ago, there was no special department for fire investigation, but the police were responsible for it, but all the consultants were fire experts. Therefore, we can learn what means and tools were used in the fire investigation in that year.
Several old qualifications in the fire investigation department were either subordinates of his father or knew his father. Most of them were transferred here because they failed to continue to move forward for various reasons such as body, family and education.
As this is a place with limited room for improvement, personnel have been scarce, and new people are being recruited and trained.
Ren Yu said hello to several acquaintances and met Zhang Wen who assisted him in his investigation.
After an old investigator knew Ren Yu's intention, he asked him why he was interested in this, and he preyed on it.
Finally, the old investigator asked Zhang Wen to take Ren Yu to the archives and warehouse, where there were a lot of previous data and some retired equipment.
Zhang Wen was very happy to see Ren Yu: "Captain Ren, now the team has spread that you have helped the police solve a lot of cases."
"Thanks to you, too." Ren Yu perfunctorily said a few words. He was not in the mood to mention it now. Instead, he asked, "how are you recently? Have you changed your career?"
"There should be hope this year. However, some time ago, an insurance company wanted to dig me. They also need fire investigators. Anyway, the salary is much higher than here. I'm quite hesitant."
"You are still young and don't rush to make a decision."
They came to the archives.
Zhang Wen said: "these materials have the development history of fire investigation. The retired equipment is not here. I can take you to see it."
"OK, I'll look at the information first. Can I borrow these?"
"Say hello to Meng section chief. Just send it back later. So is the equipment."
"Well, you're busy."
Ren Yu searched the files all afternoon to find out the investigation level of that year. It will help him find the loopholes in the Gong family's case. After all, in the past 18 years, science and technology have developed too fast. Many things can be easily found out with advanced instruments, but there were no such conditions in the past.
Finally, Ren Yu borrowed some materials and equipment and returned to the squadron.
He has only slept for four hours since yesterday. At this time, he was tired. He went back to his dormitory to sleep until he was awakened by the phone at more than 11 p.m.
"Hello?" Ren Yu answered the phone while yawning.
Gong Yingxian's cool voice sounded at the other end of the phone: "I'm in your squadron."
Ren Yi suddenly sat up from the bed: "didn't you send a driver?"
"The driver doesn't have a gun." Gong Yingxian said, "clean up and go downstairs."
"Good, good."
After hanging up the phone, Ren Yu has sobered up a lot. Gong Yingxian was worried about his safety, so he came to pick him up in person?
He wanted to pull his heart away from Gong Yingxian, but he watched it sink deeper and deeper.
He is not a hairy boy who can only judge people by their appearance. He likes Gong Yingxian, partly because Gong Yingxian is treating him in a simple, sincere and no other way. And he was a person who was kind to him, and he couldn't help but return three points, so he went around himself.
He grabbed Miaomiao sleeping beside him, rubbed his hairy head with his face, and murmured, "you are the only thing that belongs to 'US'."
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In order to ease the atmosphere, Ren Ying reluctantly smiled: "well, maybe tonight. Originally, we agreed to spend the new year."
Gong Yingxian hesitated: "OK, tonight, I'll send someone to pick you up tonight."
"No, I'll just drive myself. I remember how to get to your house."
"No, I said, you don't act alone." Gong Yingxian packed up the information, "wait for me to inform." He took two steps and paused again. "Take Miaomiao with you."
Ren Yu was stunned, and finally a trace of sweetness poured into his heart.
After Gong Yingxian left, Ren Ying also packed up his complex emotions and was ready to leave. But as soon as he opened the door, he found Qiu Yan waiting outside the door, and it seemed that he was waiting for him.
"Captain Qiu?" Ren Yu looked at her puzzled.
Qiu Yan took a few steps forward and forced him back into the house: "have a chat."
Ren Yi had to retreat.
Qiu Yan took the door with him, leaned against the table and asked, "what's the matter with you and Yingxian?"
Ren Yu didn't want to disclose his feelings to a woman. It was too embarrassing, but Qiu Yan had seen it and it was useless to hide it. He said dully, "he found my temperament and... Got angry."
"Angry" is already a word weakened by him.
Qiu Yan sighed: "I reminded you that he has experienced many bad things before."
"I know, so I..." Ren Zhuo scratched his hair. "I didn't intend to tell him."
"Then how could he..." what did Qiu Yan think of, "who was that little actor you last night?"
Ren Yu evaded the important and said, "friend."
"Boyfriend, or gun friend." Qiu Yan's tone became a little stiff.
"... I haven't contacted him for a long time. Since I've been more and more embarrassed about..." Ren Yu. He didn't think this kind of thing involved right or wrong before, but when he heard "nausea" from Gong Yingxian's mouth and saw anger from Gong Yingxian's eyes, he seemed to have committed a crime and was full of shame.
If anyone, other than Gong Yingxian, says that he is disgusting, that he is abnormal, and that he doesn't like to hear anything, he will justifiably fuck back. He is neither proud nor ashamed of his sexuality, which is only part of him, and he doesn't care what others think - at least, he thought he didn't care what others think. Now he realized that those "others" were not Gong Yingxian.
The person he likes, a word and a look, is enough to crush his self-esteem.
"You haven't been in touch for a long time. Was it a coincidence last night?"
"Yes."
Qiu Yan raised his eyebrow: "then it was so clever that Ying Xian saw that you had enough behavior to let him judge your sexual orientation?"
"... yes." Ren Yu felt speechless. He was a little embarrassed and said, "Captain Qiu, I respect you very much, but if you continue to talk to me in this way of interrogating prisoners, I'll go."
Qiu Yan stood up and looked at Ren Yu, Sharp eyes: "You may think I'm too lenient, but I can't help it. After his sister left, I think I'm his sister. He has suffered too many injuries and ordinary people have long collapsed. You see, he looks tall and can solve everything. He seems to be afraid of nothing but fire. In fact, he's a child in his heart. He doesn't come out of the fire 。”
Ren Yu's heart immediately pulled up.
"Captain Ren, it's not surprising that you like him. He has a very attractive appearance, but he is not the object you can flirt with casually. First of all, he is not gay. He regards you as his best friend. Over the years, you are the only person who makes him open. All he needs is a trusted friend. Secondly, emotionally, he is not your opponent at all. Maybe he is your guide Under the guidance, you will mistakenly recognize your dependence as love. He may take you as a life-saving straw and put all his emotional needs and desire for home on you. Can you bear it? Do you think he will be like those mature love or date objects in your past, what is good to get together and break up, what do you love me? One day, what will you do if you are tired of it and have a bad character? What will you do if you want to break up? Have you ever thought about what kind of blow he will suffer if you leave him? "
Ren Yu stared at Qiu Yan blankly. He wanted to refute. He didn't flirt casually. He really liked Gong Yingxian. He had never liked a person so much that he wanted to spend the rest of his life together and that he could exchange his life for life. However, in the face of Qiu Yan's accusation, he couldn't say a word for a moment.
Even he doubted himself. Is he really taking advantage of Gong Yingxian's dependence on him? Is he too selfish and wants to take Gong Yingxian to a road that he doesn't have to take and is not easy to take for his selfish desires?
Qiu Yan's expression was a little sad: "Captain Ren, if you really like him, don't hurt him."
"I never want to hurt him." Ren Yu said bitterly, "I just want to protect him, just hope he is good, really."
"I know you are a good man, but good people will hurt others unintentionally. I hope you can master that degree." Qiu Yan took a deep look at Ren Yu, turned and left.
Ren Yi held his forehead wearily and felt uncomfortable.
He won't have any illusions anymore. As she said, he didn't want to hurt Gong Yingxian. That's the person he wanted to protect most. Therefore, he couldn't give Gong Yingxian wrong guidance. Just to satisfy his own desires, he wanted to give Gong Yingxian what he wanted - a real friend and a reliable comrade in arms.
Ren Yu adjusted his mood and left the meeting room to find Qu Yangbo.
Qu Yangbo was chatting with an acquaintance. When he came out, he came over and stared at his face: "what's the matter with you? Is the confession recorded smoothly?"
"Smooth." Ren Yi tilted his face slightly and tried in vain to stop Qu Yangbo from looking at him. Qu Yangbo is very good at looking at people and can't hide many things from his eyes.
"Really, you don't have 'smooth' written on your face." They walked out side by side. Qu Yang said, "I felt that the atmosphere between you and Dr. Gong was not right last night. Why, did you quarrel?"
"No." Quickly walked to the parking lot, Ren opened the door, "hurry to the detachment."
"What's the matter? You weren't..."
Ren Yu slammed into the door: "can you stop asking?"
The air was suddenly quiet.
Ren Yu held the door with both hands and gasped to relieve the continuous pain from his heart.
Qu Yangbo quietly looked at Ren Yu's back.
For a long time, Ren Yu turned around, leaned his back against the door, and looked dejected: "I'm sorry."
Qu Yangbo shrugged: "Yu Gong, I'm your instructor. I want to monitor your psychological status at any time. After all, your decision affects the safety of yourself and other soldiers. Yu private, I'm your brother and I care about you very much. It doesn't matter if you have emotions, but you have to solve it."
Ren Xuan looked at the sky absently and quickly said, "Gong Yingxian knows my sexual orientation. He said he feels' disgusting '."
Qu Yangbo frowned and came over to hold Ren Yu's shoulder: "brother, you haven't been frustrated in love before. I don't think you can chase people at all. Advertising is the trump card when you win. It's not the first move. There's no enough cushion. That's to spread the gate of life to others. The odds of winning are too low."
"I have no confession."
"Ah?" Qu Yang said, "how did he know?"
"I'm too lazy to say. It's an accident anyway." Ren Yu smiled bitterly, "I can only tell him I have a boyfriend. I only treat him as a friend, otherwise I can't even be a friend."
"It's all for this. You might as well tell the truth. Why hold it in your heart."
Why did he shake his head: "what can you say? Make yourself cool?"
"It can make you feel better."
"I don't care how I feel." Ren said frankly, "I only care about him. At least now we can meet. That's enough."
"Enough?"
Ren Yu turned around and reopened the door. He looked at Qu Yangbo. His eyes were calm and determined: "like a person doesn't have to be together. I just look at him."
Qu Yangbo was stunned for a long time and finally had to shake his head helplessly.
When they arrived at the detachment, they held a meeting all afternoon. In general, they discussed the current threats faced by the Phoenix squadron and Ren Yu, and fully cooperated with the police to catch Ziyan and other members of X education organization as soon as possible.
After the meeting, Ren Yi asked Qu Yangbo to go back first. He went to the fire investigation section of the detachment himself. He wanted to know the history of fire investigation. Eighteen years ago, there was no special department for fire investigation, but the police were responsible for it, but all the consultants were fire experts. Therefore, we can learn what means and tools were used in the fire investigation in that year.
Several old qualifications in the fire investigation department were either subordinates of his father or knew his father. Most of them were transferred here because they failed to continue to move forward for various reasons such as body, family and education.
As this is a place with limited room for improvement, personnel have been scarce, and new people are being recruited and trained.
Ren Yu said hello to several acquaintances and met Zhang Wen who assisted him in his investigation.
After an old investigator knew Ren Yu's intention, he asked him why he was interested in this, and he preyed on it.
Finally, the old investigator asked Zhang Wen to take Ren Yu to the archives and warehouse, where there were a lot of previous data and some retired equipment.
Zhang Wen was very happy to see Ren Yu: "Captain Ren, now the team has spread that you have helped the police solve a lot of cases."
"Thanks to you, too." Ren Yu perfunctorily said a few words. He was not in the mood to mention it now. Instead, he asked, "how are you recently? Have you changed your career?"
"There should be hope this year. However, some time ago, an insurance company wanted to dig me. They also need fire investigators. Anyway, the salary is much higher than here. I'm quite hesitant."
"You are still young and don't rush to make a decision."
They came to the archives.
Zhang Wen said: "these materials have the development history of fire investigation. The retired equipment is not here. I can take you to see it."
"OK, I'll look at the information first. Can I borrow these?"
"Say hello to Meng section chief. Just send it back later. So is the equipment."
"Well, you're busy."
Ren Yu searched the files all afternoon to find out the investigation level of that year. It will help him find the loopholes in the Gong family's case. After all, in the past 18 years, science and technology have developed too fast. Many things can be easily found out with advanced instruments, but there were no such conditions in the past.
Finally, Ren Yu borrowed some materials and equipment and returned to the squadron.
He has only slept for four hours since yesterday. At this time, he was tired. He went back to his dormitory to sleep until he was awakened by the phone at more than 11 p.m.
"Hello?" Ren Yu answered the phone while yawning.
Gong Yingxian's cool voice sounded at the other end of the phone: "I'm in your squadron."
Ren Yi suddenly sat up from the bed: "didn't you send a driver?"
"The driver doesn't have a gun." Gong Yingxian said, "clean up and go downstairs."
"Good, good."
After hanging up the phone, Ren Yu has sobered up a lot. Gong Yingxian was worried about his safety, so he came to pick him up in person?
He wanted to pull his heart away from Gong Yingxian, but he watched it sink deeper and deeper.
He is not a hairy boy who can only judge people by their appearance. He likes Gong Yingxian, partly because Gong Yingxian is treating him in a simple, sincere and no other way. And he was a person who was kind to him, and he couldn't help but return three points, so he went around himself.
He grabbed Miaomiao sleeping beside him, rubbed his hairy head with his face, and murmured, "you are the only thing that belongs to 'US'."
In order to ease the atmosphere, Ren Ying reluctantly smiled: "well, maybe tonight. Originally, we agreed to spend the new year."Gong Yingxian hesitated: "OK, tonight, I'll send someone to pick you up tonight.""No, I'll just drive myself. I remember how to get to your house.""No, I said, you don't act alone." Gong Yingxian packed up the information, "wait for me to inform." He took two steps and paused again. "Take Miaomiao with you."Ren Yu was stunned, and finally a trace of sweetness poured into his heart.After Gong Yingxian left, Ren Ying also packed up his complex emotions and was ready to leave. But as soon as he opened the door, he found Qiu Yan waiting outside the door, and it seemed that he was waiting for him."Captain Qiu?" Ren Yu looked at her puzzled.Qiu Yan took a few steps forward and forced him back into the house: "have a chat."Ren Yi had to retreat.Qiu Yan took the door with him, leaned against the table and asked, "what's the matter with you and Yingxian?"Ren Yu didn't want to disclose his feelings to a woman. It was too embarrassing, but Qiu Yan had seen it and it was useless to hide it. He said dully, "he found my temperament and... Got angry.""Angry" is already a word weakened by him.Qiu Yan sighed: "I reminded you that he has experienced many bad things before.""I know, so I..." Ren Zhuo scratched his hair. "I didn't intend to tell him.""Then how could he..." what did Qiu Yan think of, "who was that little actor you last night?"Ren Yu evaded the important and said, "friend.""Boyfriend, or gun friend." Qiu Yan's tone became a little stiff."... I haven't contacted him for a long time. Since I've been more and more embarrassed about..." Ren Yu. He didn't think this kind of thing involved right or wrong before, but when he heard "nausea" from Gong Yingxian's mouth and saw anger from Gong Yingxian's eyes, he seemed to have committed a crime and was full of shame.If anyone, other than Gong Yingxian, says that he is disgusting, that he is abnormal, and that he doesn't like to hear anything, he will justifiably fuck back. He is neither proud nor ashamed of his sexuality, which is only part of him, and he doesn't care what others think - at least, he thought he didn't care what others think. Now he realized that those "others" were not Gong Yingxian.The person he likes, a word and a look, is enough to crush his self-esteem."You haven't been in touch for a long time. Was it a coincidence last night?""Yes."Qiu Yan raised his eyebrow: "then it was so clever that Ying Xian saw that you had enough behavior to let him judge your sexual orientation?""... yes." Ren Yu felt speechless. He was a little embarrassed and said, "Captain Qiu, I respect you very much, but if you continue to talk to me in this way of interrogating prisoners, I'll go."Qiu Yan stood up and looked at Ren Yu, Sharp eyes: "You may think I'm too lenient, but I can't help it. After his sister left, I think I'm his sister. He has suffered too many injuries and ordinary people have long collapsed. You see, he looks tall and can solve everything. He seems to be afraid of nothing but fire. In fact, he's a child in his heart. He doesn't come out of the fire Ren Yu's heart immediately pulled up."Captain Ren, it's not surprising that you like him. He has a very attractive appearance, but he is not the object you can flirt with casually. First of all, he is not gay. He regards you as his best friend. Over the years, you are the only person who makes him open. All he needs is a trusted friend. Secondly, emotionally, he is not your opponent at all. Maybe he is your guide Under the guidance, you will mistakenly recognize your dependence as love. He may take you as a life-saving straw and put all his emotional needs and desire for home on you. Can you bear it? Do you think he will be like those mature love or date objects in your past, what is good to get together and break up, what do you love me? One day, what will you do if you are tired of it and have a bad character? What will you do if you want to break up? Have you ever thought about what kind of blow he will suffer if you leave him? "Ren Yu stared at Qiu Yan blankly. He wanted to refute. He didn't flirt casually. He really liked Gong Yingxian. He had never liked a person so much that he wanted to spend the rest of his life together and that he could exchange his life for life. However, in the face of Qiu Yan's accusation, he couldn't say a word for a moment.Even he doubted himself. Is he really taking advantage of Gong Yingxian's dependence on him? Is he too selfish and wants to take Gong Yingxian to a road that he doesn't have to take and is not easy to take for his selfish desires?Qiu Yan's expression was a little sad: "Captain Ren, if you really like him, don't hurt him.""I never want to hurt him." Ren Yu said bitterly, "I just want to protect him, just hope he is good, really.""I know you are a good man, but good people will hurt others unintentionally. I hope you can master that degree." Qiu Yan took a deep look at Ren Yu, turned and left.Ren Yi held his forehead wearily and felt uncomfortable.He won't have any illusions anymore. As she said, he didn't want to hurt Gong Yingxian. That's the person he wanted to protect most. Therefore, he couldn't give Gong Yingxian wrong guidance. Just to satisfy his own desires, he wanted to give Gong Yingxian what he wanted - a real friend and a reliable comrade in arms.Ren Yu adjusted his mood and left the meeting room to find Qu Yangbo.Qu Yangbo was chatting with an acquaintance. When he came out, he came over and stared at his face: "what's the matter with you? Is the confession recorded smoothly?""Smooth." Ren Yi tilted his face slightly and tried in vain to stop Qu Yangbo from looking at him. Qu Yangbo is very good at looking at people and can't hide many things from his eyes."Really, you don't have 'smooth' written on your face." They walked out side by side. Qu Yang said, "I felt that the atmosphere between you and Dr. Gong was not right last night. Why, did you quarrel?""No." Quickly walked to the parking lot, Ren opened the door, "hurry to the detachment.""What's the matter? You weren't..."Ren Yu slammed into the door: "can you stop asking?"The air was suddenly quiet.Ren Yu held the door with both hands and gasped to relieve the continuous pain from his heart.Qu Yangbo quietly looked at Ren Yu's back.For a long time, Ren Yu turned around, leaned his back against the door, and looked dejected: "I'm sorry."Qu Yangbo shrugged: "Yu Gong, I'm your instructor. I want to monitor your psychological status at any time. After all, your decision affects the safety of yourself and other soldiers. Yu private, I'm your brother and I care about you very much. It doesn't matter if you have emotions, but you have to solve it."Ren Xuan looked at the sky absently and quickly said, "Gong Yingxian knows my sexual orientation. He said he feels' disgusting '."Qu Yangbo frowned and came over to hold Ren Yu's shoulder: "brother, you haven't been frustrated in love before. I don't think you can chase people at all. Advertising is the trump card when you win. It's not the first move. There's no enough cushion. That's to spread the gate of life to others. The odds of winning are too low.""I have no confession.""Ah?" Qu Yang said, "how did he know?""I'm too lazy to say. It's an accident anyway." Ren Yu smiled bitterly, "I can only tell him I have a boyfriend. I only treat him as a friend, otherwise I can't even be a friend.""It's all for this. You might as well tell the truth. Why hold it in your heart."Why did he shake his head: "what can you say? Make yourself cool?""It can make you feel better.""I don't care how I feel." Ren said frankly, "I only care about him. At least now we can meet. That's enough.""Enough?"Ren Yu turned around and reopened the door. He looked at Qu Yangbo. His eyes were calm and determined: "like a person doesn't have to be together. I just look at him."Qu Yangbo was stunned for a long time and finally had to shake his head helplessly.When they arrived at the detachment, they held a meeting all afternoon. In general, they discussed the current threats faced by the Phoenix squadron and Ren Yu, and fully cooperated with the police to catch Ziyan and other members of X education organization as soon as possible.After the meeting, Ren Yi asked Qu Yangbo to go back first. He went to the fire investigation section of the detachment himself. He wanted to know the history of fire investigation. Eighteen years ago, there was no special department for fire investigation, but the police were responsible for it, but all the consultants were fire experts. Therefore, we can learn what means and tools were used in the fire investigation in that year.Several old qualifications in the fire investigation department were either subordinates of his father or knew his father. Most of them were transferred here because they failed to continue to move forward for various reasons such as body, family and education.As this is a place with limited room for improvement, personnel have been scarce, and new people are being recruited and trained.Ren Yu said hello to several acquaintances and met Zhang Wen who assisted him in his investigation.After an old investigator knew Ren Yu's intention, he asked him why he was interested in this, and he preyed on it.Finally, the old investigator asked Zhang Wen to take Ren Yu to the archives and warehouse, where there were a lot of previous data and some retired equipment.Zhang Wen was very happy to see Ren Yu: "Captain Ren, now the team has spread that you have helped the police solve a lot of cases.""Thanks to you, too." Ren Yu perfunctorily said a few words. He was not in the mood to mention it now. Instead, he asked, "how are you recently? Have you changed your career?""There should be hope this year. However, some time ago, an insurance company wanted to dig me. They also need fire investigators. Anyway, the salary is much higher than here. I'm quite hesitant.""You are still young and don't rush to make a decision."They came to the archives.Zhang Wen said: "these materials have the development history of fire investigation. The retired equipment is not here. I can take you to see it.""OK, I'll look at the information first. Can I borrow these?""Say hello to Meng section chief. Just send it back later. So is the equipment.""Well, you're busy."Ren Yu searched the files all afternoon to find out the investigation level of that year. It will help him find the loopholes in the Gong family's case. After all, in the past 18 years, science and technology have developed too fast. Many things can be easily found out with advanced instruments, but there were no such conditions in the past.Finally, Ren Yu borrowed some materials and equipment and returned to the squadron.He has only slept for four hours since yesterday. At this time, he was tired. He went back to his dormitory to sleep until he was awakened by the phone at more than 11 p.m."Hello?" Ren Yu answered the phone while yawning.Gong Yingxian's cool voice sounded at the other end of the phone: "I'm in your squadron."Ren Yi suddenly sat up from the bed: "didn't you send a driver?""The driver doesn't have a gun." Gong Yingxian said, "clean up and go downstairs.""Good, good."After hanging up the phone, Ren Yu has sobered up a lot. Gong Yingxian was worried about his safety, so he came to pick him up in person?He wanted to pull his heart away from Gong Yingxian, but he watched it sink deeper and deeper.He is not a hairy boy who can only judge people by their appearance. He likes Gong Yingxian, partly because Gong Yingxian is treating him in a simple, sincere and no other way. And he was a person who was kind to him, and he couldn't help but return three points, so he went around himself.He grabbed Miaomiao sleeping beside him, rubbed his hairy head with his face, and murmured, "you are the only thing that belongs to 'US'."
