Chapter 256: 251 終わった後にもう一度受けたいと思うような研修を、俺は知らない
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"Hahahahaha.
I can't remember the last time I was lying on the ground like this.
When I first joined the company, I used to lie on the ground every day after being beaten up by Suela and squeezed by the instructors to keep me on my feet, but it's more accurate to say that I passed out than I was lying down.
Then, thinking about how long it's been since you've been this exhausted, you realize that you're often quite ragged, and your mouth is laughing.
You're breathing hard, your lungs are sore and overworked, and yet your facial muscles still seem to have some room to breathe.
But other than that, it was no good.
Your body is depleted of oxygen, and your heart is thumping high and low to supply the missing oxygen.
My arms and legs are dull and I can't feel my arms and legs, and I can't tell if I'm exerting myself or not.
All you know is the weight of the mineral tree you've been holding for so long.
"Huh, huh?
My gaze keeps looking up at the sky.
Her breathing is getting calmer, but she is still breathing heavily.
Normally during training, the supervisor and Fusio instructor would warn you about how long you need to sleep, but there's no sign of that.
"I never thought you would grow up to this point.
"Hahahahahaha! Look, Immortal King. My magic sword has been cut!
Instead, you can hear a good-humored laugh from somewhere.
In a daze, I followed the source of the voice and found the supervisor smiling happily at a magic sword that had been severed from its root, and the instructor nodding in admiration as he put his hand to his chin.
You'll be able to see that she's a beautiful woman when she smiles, and you'll recover your body while you're at peace.
You'll be able to see that you'll be able to use your own personal computer, and you'll be able to use it to make your life easier.
Cutting the sword is easy to say, but cutting an unfixed object is an art that cannot be cured by just one word: difficult.
And there's no way you could do such a feat so easily.
There may be an element of luck, but it's more than that.
......
The feeling of something connected made me break the supervisor's magic sword.
My breathing gradually calmed down, and I seized that moment, that moment, less than a second before I thought I could cut it off, and I gave it my all, thinking that this was the only place I could be in that moment.
And the payoff is this.
I can't take it easy.
I was terrified of using up the latent magic inside me for the first time.
I felt the real sensation of depletion.
Call it a feeling of emptiness, or maybe it's just a feeling of emptiness, something in my body was really empty.
It is different from hunger, an indescribable emptiness.
But that languid feeling of not wanting to think about anything else is what I needed right now.
I didn't want to think about anything, I just wanted to let this feeling happen.
"Worry, let the guy face me.
And yet, I suddenly remember the words of Instructor Fusio.
Why he said those words to me, I couldn't even listen to the situation, but I can't only think about it, at this moment.
A problem that would change my relationship with the supervisor.
The problem is so difficult that I'm overwhelmed by it.
So this time to be able to immerse myself in the battle was a nice break for me as I struggled with the question of how to worry.
...... What are we going to do about it?
Suela, Memoria, and Himik, and how dare you ask a former company employee to consider a supervisor.
He didn't directly tell me to look at her as a member of the opposite s*x when I've only ever seen her as my boss, but he did tell me to look at her as a nuance.
In this training course, I was aware of her as the opposite s*x many times.
But the other day, the supervisor told me that I was not required to restrain myself when I heard about the political marriage, and I had a hard time deciding what to do with the immunity.
A legitimate immunity has made my thoughts even more confused.
What to do, what should I do? Lately, that's all I've been thinking about when I'm not in training.
In the meantime, I have been working on my training and the time has been ticking away.
There is no deadline, but I'm wondering if I should keep you waiting, and this training is coming to the end.
The end is in sight.
With a happy supervisor at your side, you think to yourself that it's okay to think about such unnecessary things, but you decide that it's okay because your body won't be moving anytime soon.
And while I was resting in a wide open position, my well-trained body's ability to recover is much greater than it was in the past, and in no time at all I was able to move.
The training session for today came to an end without a coherent thought.
...... phew.
Today I'm tired and smoke in my room, but my worries don't disappear like that smoke.
Rather, like the smell of that smoke, it sticks around and fills my thoughts.
"A political marriage, I never thought about it.
In fact, I never thought the day would come when I would be in such a position.
From what I've heard, it's a necessity for the company.
It's good for me and good for the company.
It's called a win-win relationship.
I should have jumped at the chance, but I'm torn between this and the fact that I'm not sure what to do.
What should I do or say no?
If I want to get ahead, I should jump at this story, but I can't emotionally treat the supervisor like a political tool.
If you are in love with the supervisor, then you should love her, as I have only recently learned of her private life, and I'm not sure if that's enough to make me fall in love with her, which is another unnecessary concern for me.
I've been wondering if a harem is so hard to make, and I can't help but sigh heavily as a result of my clumsiness.
"It would be so much easier if I didn't think about it and just followed my desires.
I haven't abandoned Japanese common sense enough to think like that.
I let out a sigh three times and almost fell into a roundabout way of thinking again, wondering how that happened.
...... bother.
But I've been wondering lately why I have to worry so much about it, and it finally came out of my mouth.
I'm an ex-civilian who was originally hoping to have a peaceful and happy family.
Then by chance, I ended up dating Suela, and by chance, I got to go out with Memoria and Himik, both of whom I've authorized.
I don't have any status or honor.
I don't have any assets.
He may be well-groomed, but he's not particularly good-looking either.
You may say that you are good-looking, but you are not particularly handsome.
...... No, I've become negative in my thinking.
Even in my previous company, I blamed myself for not getting work done because of my ineptitude, and my thinking became dark.
The best way to overcome this is to be open-minded, but it takes a lot of work to be open-minded.
Or perhaps I should say, the power of determination.
...... You know, I just don't think I could have picked a better one.
I've been making excuses to myself for so long that I can finally admit it.
As a man, my social standing, my social status, my social status, and so on.
It was a matter of what I wanted to do.
I neglected that will and only cared about the influence of others.
When I realized that, I felt like I naturally knew what I should do.
Yeah, what. It's just that simple.
Love it or hate it.
You don't know if you can get ahead at work or not.
You don't know that until you try.
You're scared of not trying, I laughed at my own thoughts.
The world is a complicated place, but I wondered if I was thinking too complicated.
Ugh, let's just take it one at a time.
It's the same with work.
Even troublesome things are eventually finished if you start with the basics.
Isn't that all there is to it?
Pressing my cigarette against the ashtray, I looked at my watch and decided it was not too late, so I showered quickly and got dressed.
This is the time of day I was meeting with the supervisor during this training.
I don't have an appointment this time, but maybe I can find Tatte and see if I can't make an appointment.
No matter what you think, it's a good day.
Act when you're worried.
After checking your clothes for anything strange, I left my room and headed straight for the supervisor's area.
Meanwhile, I was thinking about how to talk to him.
I came up with a way to solve the problem.
But now that I think about it, my experience is only in the Japanese way.
I don't know if that will work with the aristocratic overseers.
I don't even know if it's right.
In addition, this is definitely a case of getting down on your knees to Suera and the others.
It might have been the easiest thing to do if I could have said no to this.
But I have a feeling that would make me feel some regret.
So I'll go this way.
I made up my mind, and my footsteps were steady.
I would enter the warden's area and stand in front of the door to get into that area, pause for breath, and then knock.
Maybe the supervisor can tell that I'm here.
Jiro-sama, aren't you supposed to be meeting with the young lady at this time of night?
"I'm sorry to bother you at night, Mr. Tatte,
So I guess that's why I knocked and within a few moments the door opened and out of it came Ms. Tatte.
Dressed as usual in a maid's uniform.
She glanced at me as if she was concerned about what I was wearing.
Then she must have seen my expression and wondered what was wrong.
I bowed my head once as she compared her words with my schedule and told her what I wanted to do.
"I apologize for this short notice, but could I meet with the supervisor?
...... I'm sure you've learned in your training that it's not a good idea to meet up late at night without an appointment.
I'm aware of that. But I'm aware of your situation. If you can, that's fine. If it's inconvenient, we'll reschedule for another time.
I would have preferred to move forward now that I had made up my mind, but it's my convenience.
The other side has its own reasons.
I can't just push through it.
I'm not sure if you can sense that vibe, but Tatte was going to say, "Okay, I'll talk to you at a later date," but he stopped mid-sentence and looked behind him for a moment.
...... The young lady will see you now.
"The supervisor?
"Yes, so let me show you around.
He quietly opened the door and began to lead me in.
The supervisor must have understood the brief exchange that occurred earlier and telegraphed it to Tatté.
Otherwise, Tatte, who is loyal to her duties, would not have changed her mind.
You take the familiar path and are ushered into a familiar room.
"Inside, the young lady is waiting for you.
"Thank you.
No, please let us know when you're ready to leave.
Thank Mr. Tatté and knock.
and knocks.
"Come in.
The voice of the supervisor, which can be heard even through the door, makes me nervous for what I'm about to do, so I straighten up and walk through the door, feeling a little awkward.
I don't think we had an appointment to meet, but is there a problem, Jiro?
Beyond that, I was greeted by a superintendent dressed in a rough outfit and a cardigan, not so much as a nightgown, but in a less-than-usual manner.
She was in front of me, as it were, removing her supervisor's shell and bringing her feminine vibe to the fore.
You almost start to admire her, but you pull yourself together.
No, there's no problem. I have a favor to ask the supervisor this time.
Please?
Instead of saying it in a roundabout way, I cut to the chase.
Instead of complaining, it would be more to the supervisor's liking to say it outright.
When I said my request in a slightly more serious tone than my usual tone, the supervisor wondered what exactly I wanted to ask, but he had no idea if it was something other than work.
Tell me, and I'll give you what you want if I can.
"Yes, thank you.
"Don't thank me until you've done me a favor.
I never thought the day would come when I would say this wish.
I was nervous at first, but now I'm able to say these words to Suela and the others, but I get nervous when I'm the supervisor.
But he said to himself, "I'm not going to be frightened by what I've come to do.
"Superintendent, no, Miss Evia.
?
The supervisor reacted for a moment to the name call, but never mind, keep pushing forward .
'When you're done with this training, you'll have a date with yourself!
With that in mind, I secretly surrendered myself to what was to follow with a sense of accomplishment and regret for having said so.
Word of the Day
There are times when you get caught up in the common sense and can't make your own decisions.
At such times, it is good to think about them one by one.
Please report us if you find any errors so we can fix it asap!
"Hahahahaha.
I can't remember the last time I was lying on the ground like this.
When I first joined the company, I used to lie on the ground every day after being beaten up by Suela and squeezed by the instructors to keep me on my feet, but it's more accurate to say that I passed out than I was lying down.
Then, thinking about how long it's been since you've been this exhausted, you realize that you're often quite ragged, and your mouth is laughing.
You're breathing hard, your lungs are sore and overworked, and yet your facial muscles still seem to have some room to breathe.
But other than that, it was no good.
Your body is depleted of oxygen, and your heart is thumping high and low to supply the missing oxygen.
My arms and legs are dull and I can't feel my arms and legs, and I can't tell if I'm exerting myself or not.
All you know is the weight of the mineral tree you've been holding for so long.
"Huh, huh?
My gaze keeps looking up at the sky.
Her breathing is getting calmer, but she is still breathing heavily.
Normally during training, the supervisor and Fusio instructor would warn you about how long you need to sleep, but there's no sign of that.
"I never thought you would grow up to this point.
"Hahahahahaha! Look, Immortal King. My magic sword has been cut!
Instead, you can hear a good-humored laugh from somewhere.
In a daze, I followed the source of the voice and found the supervisor smiling happily at a magic sword that had been severed from its root, and the instructor nodding in admiration as he put his hand to his chin.
You'll be able to see that she's a beautiful woman when she smiles, and you'll recover your body while you're at peace.
You'll be able to see that you'll be able to use your own personal computer, and you'll be able to use it to make your life easier.
Cutting the sword is easy to say, but cutting an unfixed object is an art that cannot be cured by just one word: difficult.
And there's no way you could do such a feat so easily.
There may be an element of luck, but it's more than that.
......
The feeling of something connected made me break the supervisor's magic sword.
My breathing gradually calmed down, and I seized that moment, that moment, less than a second before I thought I could cut it off, and I gave it my all, thinking that this was the only place I could be in that moment.
And the payoff is this.
I can't take it easy.
I was terrified of using up the latent magic inside me for the first time.
I felt the real sensation of depletion.
Call it a feeling of emptiness, or maybe it's just a feeling of emptiness, something in my body was really empty.
It is different from hunger, an indescribable emptiness.
But that languid feeling of not wanting to think about anything else is what I needed right now.
I didn't want to think about anything, I just wanted to let this feeling happen.
"Worry, let the guy face me.
And yet, I suddenly remember the words of Instructor Fusio.
Why he said those words to me, I couldn't even listen to the situation, but I can't only think about it, at this moment.
A problem that would change my relationship with the supervisor.
The problem is so difficult that I'm overwhelmed by it.
So this time to be able to immerse myself in the battle was a nice break for me as I struggled with the question of how to worry.
...... What are we going to do about it?
Suela, Memoria, and Himik, and how dare you ask a former company employee to consider a supervisor.
He didn't directly tell me to look at her as a member of the opposite s*x when I've only ever seen her as my boss, but he did tell me to look at her as a nuance.
In this training course, I was aware of her as the opposite s*x many times.
But the other day, the supervisor told me that I was not required to restrain myself when I heard about the political marriage, and I had a hard time deciding what to do with the immunity.
A legitimate immunity has made my thoughts even more confused.
What to do, what should I do? Lately, that's all I've been thinking about when I'm not in training.
In the meantime, I have been working on my training and the time has been ticking away.
There is no deadline, but I'm wondering if I should keep you waiting, and this training is coming to the end.
The end is in sight.
With a happy supervisor at your side, you think to yourself that it's okay to think about such unnecessary things, but you decide that it's okay because your body won't be moving anytime soon.
And while I was resting in a wide open position, my well-trained body's ability to recover is much greater than it was in the past, and in no time at all I was able to move.
The training session for today came to an end without a coherent thought.
...... phew.
Today I'm tired and smoke in my room, but my worries don't disappear like that smoke.
Rather, like the smell of that smoke, it sticks around and fills my thoughts.
"A political marriage, I never thought about it.
In fact, I never thought the day would come when I would be in such a position.
From what I've heard, it's a necessity for the company.
It's good for me and good for the company.
It's called a win-win relationship.
I should have jumped at the chance, but I'm torn between this and the fact that I'm not sure what to do.
What should I do or say no?
If I want to get ahead, I should jump at this story, but I can't emotionally treat the supervisor like a political tool.
If you are in love with the supervisor, then you should love her, as I have only recently learned of her private life, and I'm not sure if that's enough to make me fall in love with her, which is another unnecessary concern for me.
I've been wondering if a harem is so hard to make, and I can't help but sigh heavily as a result of my clumsiness.
"It would be so much easier if I didn't think about it and just followed my desires.
I haven't abandoned Japanese common sense enough to think like that.
I let out a sigh three times and almost fell into a roundabout way of thinking again, wondering how that happened.
...... bother.
But I've been wondering lately why I have to worry so much about it, and it finally came out of my mouth.
I'm an ex-civilian who was originally hoping to have a peaceful and happy family.
Then by chance, I ended up dating Suela, and by chance, I got to go out with Memoria and Himik, both of whom I've authorized.
I don't have any status or honor.
I don't have any assets.
He may be well-groomed, but he's not particularly good-looking either.
You may say that you are good-looking, but you are not particularly handsome.
...... No, I've become negative in my thinking.
Even in my previous company, I blamed myself for not getting work done because of my ineptitude, and my thinking became dark.
The best way to overcome this is to be open-minded, but it takes a lot of work to be open-minded.
Or perhaps I should say, the power of determination.
...... You know, I just don't think I could have picked a better one.
I've been making excuses to myself for so long that I can finally admit it.
As a man, my social standing, my social status, my social status, and so on.
It was a matter of what I wanted to do.
I neglected that will and only cared about the influence of others.
When I realized that, I felt like I naturally knew what I should do.
Yeah, what. It's just that simple.
Love it or hate it.
You don't know if you can get ahead at work or not.
You don't know that until you try.
You're scared of not trying, I laughed at my own thoughts.
The world is a complicated place, but I wondered if I was thinking too complicated.
Ugh, let's just take it one at a time.
It's the same with work.
Even troublesome things are eventually finished if you start with the basics.
Isn't that all there is to it?
Pressing my cigarette against the ashtray, I looked at my watch and decided it was not too late, so I showered quickly and got dressed.
This is the time of day I was meeting with the supervisor during this training.
I don't have an appointment this time, but maybe I can find Tatte and see if I can't make an appointment.
No matter what you think, it's a good day.
Act when you're worried.
After checking your clothes for anything strange, I left my room and headed straight for the supervisor's area.
Meanwhile, I was thinking about how to talk to him.
I came up with a way to solve the problem.
But now that I think about it, my experience is only in the Japanese way.
I don't know if that will work with the aristocratic overseers.
I don't even know if it's right.
In addition, this is definitely a case of getting down on your knees to Suera and the others.
It might have been the easiest thing to do if I could have said no to this.
But I have a feeling that would make me feel some regret.
So I'll go this way.
I made up my mind, and my footsteps were steady.
I would enter the warden's area and stand in front of the door to get into that area, pause for breath, and then knock.
Maybe the supervisor can tell that I'm here.
Jiro-sama, aren't you supposed to be meeting with the young lady at this time of night?
"I'm sorry to bother you at night, Mr. Tatte,
So I guess that's why I knocked and within a few moments the door opened and out of it came Ms. Tatte.
Dressed as usual in a maid's uniform.
She glanced at me as if she was concerned about what I was wearing.
Then she must have seen my expression and wondered what was wrong.
I bowed my head once as she compared her words with my schedule and told her what I wanted to do.
"I apologize for this short notice, but could I meet with the supervisor?
...... I'm sure you've learned in your training that it's not a good idea to meet up late at night without an appointment.
I'm aware of that. But I'm aware of your situation. If you can, that's fine. If it's inconvenient, we'll reschedule for another time.
I would have preferred to move forward now that I had made up my mind, but it's my convenience.
The other side has its own reasons.
I can't just push through it.
I'm not sure if you can sense that vibe, but Tatte was going to say, "Okay, I'll talk to you at a later date," but he stopped mid-sentence and looked behind him for a moment.
...... The young lady will see you now.
"The supervisor?
"Yes, so let me show you around.
He quietly opened the door and began to lead me in.
The supervisor must have understood the brief exchange that occurred earlier and telegraphed it to Tatté.
Otherwise, Tatte, who is loyal to her duties, would not have changed her mind.
You take the familiar path and are ushered into a familiar room.
"Inside, the young lady is waiting for you.
"Thank you.
No, please let us know when you're ready to leave.
Thank Mr. Tatté and knock.
and knocks.
"Come in.
The voice of the supervisor, which can be heard even through the door, makes me nervous for what I'm about to do, so I straighten up and walk through the door, feeling a little awkward.
I don't think we had an appointment to meet, but is there a problem, Jiro?
Beyond that, I was greeted by a superintendent dressed in a rough outfit and a cardigan, not so much as a nightgown, but in a less-than-usual manner.
She was in front of me, as it were, removing her supervisor's shell and bringing her feminine vibe to the fore.
You almost start to admire her, but you pull yourself together.
No, there's no problem. I have a favor to ask the supervisor this time.
Please?
Instead of saying it in a roundabout way, I cut to the chase.
Instead of complaining, it would be more to the supervisor's liking to say it outright.
When I said my request in a slightly more serious tone than my usual tone, the supervisor wondered what exactly I wanted to ask, but he had no idea if it was something other than work.
Tell me, and I'll give you what you want if I can.
"Yes, thank you.
"Don't thank me until you've done me a favor.
I never thought the day would come when I would say this wish.
I was nervous at first, but now I'm able to say these words to Suela and the others, but I get nervous when I'm the supervisor.
But he said to himself, "I'm not going to be frightened by what I've come to do.
"Superintendent, no, Miss Evia.
?
The supervisor reacted for a moment to the name call, but never mind, keep pushing forward .
'When you're done with this training, you'll have a date with yourself!
With that in mind, I secretly surrendered myself to what was to follow with a sense of accomplishment and regret for having said so.
Word of the Day
There are times when you get caught up in the common sense and can't make your own decisions.
At such times, it is good to think about them one by one.
"Hahahahaha.I can't remember the last time I was lying on the ground like this.When I first joined the company, I used to lie on the ground every day after being beaten up by Suela and squeezed by the instructors to keep me on my feet, but it's more accurate to say that I passed out than I was lying down.Then, thinking about how long it's been since you've been this exhausted, you realize that you're often quite ragged, and your mouth is laughing.You're breathing hard, your lungs are sore and overworked, and yet your facial muscles still seem to have some room to breathe.But other than that, it was no good.Your body is depleted of oxygen, and your heart is thumping high and low to supply the missing oxygen.My arms and legs are dull and I can't feel my arms and legs, and I can't tell if I'm exerting myself or not.All you know is the weight of the mineral tree you've been holding for so long."Huh, huh?My gaze keeps looking up at the sky.Her breathing is getting calmer, but she is still breathing heavily.Normally during training, the supervisor and Fusio instructor would warn you about how long you need to sleep, but there's no sign of that."I never thought you would grow up to this point."Hahahahahaha! Look, Immortal King. My magic sword has been cut!Instead, you can hear a good-humored laugh from somewhere.In a daze, I followed the source of the voice and found the supervisor smiling happily at a magic sword that had been severed from its root, and the instructor nodding in admiration as he put his hand to his chin.You'll be able to see that she's a beautiful woman when she smiles, and you'll recover your body while you're at peace.You'll be able to see that you'll be able to use your own personal computer, and you'll be able to use it to make your life easier.Cutting the sword is easy to say, but cutting an unfixed object is an art that cannot be cured by just one word: difficult.And there's no way you could do such a feat so easily.There may be an element of luck, but it's more than that.......The feeling of something connected made me break the supervisor's magic sword.My breathing gradually calmed down, and I seized that moment, that moment, less than a second before I thought I could cut it off, and I gave it my all, thinking that this was the only place I could be in that moment.And the payoff is this.I can't take it easy.I was terrified of using up the latent magic inside me for the first time.I felt the real sensation of depletion.Call it a feeling of emptiness, or maybe it's just a feeling of emptiness, something in my body was really empty.It is different from hunger, an indescribable emptiness.But that languid feeling of not wanting to think about anything else is what I needed right now.I didn't want to think about anything, I just wanted to let this feeling happen."Worry, let the guy face me.And yet, I suddenly remember the words of Instructor Fusio.Why he said those words to me, I couldn't even listen to the situation, but I can't only think about it, at this moment.A problem that would change my relationship with the supervisor.The problem is so difficult that I'm overwhelmed by it.So this time to be able to immerse myself in the battle was a nice break for me as I struggled with the question of how to worry....... What are we going to do about it?Suela, Memoria, and Himik, and how dare you ask a former company employee to consider a supervisor.He didn't directly tell me to look at her as a member of the opposite s*x when I've only ever seen her as my boss, but he did tell me to look at her as a nuance.In this training course, I was aware of her as the opposite s*x many times.But the other day, the supervisor told me that I was not required to restrain myself when I heard about the political marriage, and I had a hard time deciding what to do with the immunity.A legitimate immunity has made my thoughts even more confused.What to do, what should I do? Lately, that's all I've been thinking about when I'm not in training.In the meantime, I have been working on my training and the time has been ticking away.There is no deadline, but I'm wondering if I should keep you waiting, and this training is coming to the end.The end is in sight.With a happy supervisor at your side, you think to yourself that it's okay to think about such unnecessary things, but you decide that it's okay because your body won't be moving anytime soon.And while I was resting in a wide open position, my well-trained body's ability to recover is much greater than it was in the past, and in no time at all I was able to move.The training session for today came to an end without a coherent thought....... phew.Today I'm tired and smoke in my room, but my worries don't disappear like that smoke.Rather, like the smell of that smoke, it sticks around and fills my thoughts."A political marriage, I never thought about it.In fact, I never thought the day would come when I would be in such a position.From what I've heard, it's a necessity for the company.It's good for me and good for the company.It's called a win-win relationship.I should have jumped at the chance, but I'm torn between this and the fact that I'm not sure what to do.What should I do or say no?If I want to get ahead, I should jump at this story, but I can't emotionally treat the supervisor like a political tool.If you are in love with the supervisor, then you should love her, as I have only recently learned of her private life, and I'm not sure if that's enough to make me fall in love with her, which is another unnecessary concern for me.I've been wondering if a harem is so hard to make, and I can't help but sigh heavily as a result of my clumsiness."It would be so much easier if I didn't think about it and just followed my desires.I haven't abandoned Japanese common sense enough to think like that.I let out a sigh three times and almost fell into a roundabout way of thinking again, wondering how that happened....... bother.But I've been wondering lately why I have to worry so much about it, and it finally came out of my mouth.I'm an ex-civilian who was originally hoping to have a peaceful and happy family.Then by chance, I ended up dating Suela, and by chance, I got to go out with Memoria and Himik, both of whom I've authorized.I don't have any status or honor.I don't have any assets.He may be well-groomed, but he's not particularly good-looking either.You may say that you are good-looking, but you are not particularly handsome....... No, I've become negative in my thinking.Even in my previous company, I blamed myself for not getting work done because of my ineptitude, and my thinking became dark.The best way to overcome this is to be open-minded, but it takes a lot of work to be open-minded.Or perhaps I should say, the power of determination....... You know, I just don't think I could have picked a better one.I've been making excuses to myself for so long that I can finally admit it.As a man, my social standing, my social status, my social status, and so on.It was a matter of what I wanted to do.I neglected that will and only cared about the influence of others.When I realized that, I felt like I naturally knew what I should do.Yeah, what. It's just that simple.Love it or hate it.You don't know if you can get ahead at work or not.You don't know that until you try.You're scared of not trying, I laughed at my own thoughts.The world is a complicated place, but I wondered if I was thinking too complicated.Ugh, let's just take it one at a time.It's the same with work.Even troublesome things are eventually finished if you start with the basics.Isn't that all there is to it?Pressing my cigarette against the ashtray, I looked at my watch and decided it was not too late, so I showered quickly and got dressed.This is the time of day I was meeting with the supervisor during this training.I don't have an appointment this time, but maybe I can find Tatte and see if I can't make an appointment.No matter what you think, it's a good day.Act when you're worried.After checking your clothes for anything strange, I left my room and headed straight for the supervisor's area.Meanwhile, I was thinking about how to talk to him.I came up with a way to solve the problem.But now that I think about it, my experience is only in the Japanese way.I don't know if that will work with the aristocratic overseers.I don't even know if it's right.In addition, this is definitely a case of getting down on your knees to Suera and the others.It might have been the easiest thing to do if I could have said no to this.But I have a feeling that would make me feel some regret.So I'll go this way.I made up my mind, and my footsteps were steady.I would enter the warden's area and stand in front of the door to get into that area, pause for breath, and then knock.Maybe the supervisor can tell that I'm here.Jiro-sama, aren't you supposed to be meeting with the young lady at this time of night?"I'm sorry to bother you at night, Mr. Tatte,So I guess that's why I knocked and within a few moments the door opened and out of it came Ms. Tatte.Dressed as usual in a maid's uniform.She glanced at me as if she was concerned about what I was wearing.Then she must have seen my expression and wondered what was wrong.I bowed my head once as she compared her words with my schedule and told her what I wanted to do."I apologize for this short notice, but could I meet with the supervisor?...... I'm sure you've learned in your training that it's not a good idea to meet up late at night without an appointment.I'm aware of that. But I'm aware of your situation. If you can, that's fine. If it's inconvenient, we'll reschedule for another time.I would have preferred to move forward now that I had made up my mind, but it's my convenience.The other side has its own reasons.I can't just push through it.I'm not sure if you can sense that vibe, but Tatte was going to say, "Okay, I'll talk to you at a later date," but he stopped mid-sentence and looked behind him for a moment....... The young lady will see you now."The supervisor?"Yes, so let me show you around.He quietly opened the door and began to lead me in.The supervisor must have understood the brief exchange that occurred earlier and telegraphed it to Tatt.Otherwise, Tatte, who is loyal to her duties, would not have changed her mind.You take the familiar path and are ushered into a familiar room."Inside, the young lady is waiting for you."Thank you.No, please let us know when you're ready to leave.Thank Mr. Tatt and knock.and knocks."Come in.The voice of the supervisor, which can be heard even through the door, makes me nervous for what I'm about to do, so I straighten up and walk through the door, feeling a little awkward.I don't think we had an appointment to meet, but is there a problem, Jiro?Beyond that, I was greeted by a superintendent dressed in a rough outfit and a cardigan, not so much as a nightgown, but in a less-than-usual manner.She was in front of me, as it were, removing her supervisor's shell and bringing her feminine vibe to the fore.You almost start to admire her, but you pull yourself together.No, there's no problem. I have a favor to ask the supervisor this time.Please?Instead of saying it in a roundabout way, I cut to the chase.Instead of complaining, it would be more to the supervisor's liking to say it outright.When I said my request in a slightly more serious tone than my usual tone, the supervisor wondered what exactly I wanted to ask, but he had no idea if it was something other than work.Tell me, and I'll give you what you want if I can."Yes, thank you."Don't thank me until you've done me a favor.I never thought the day would come when I would say this wish.I was nervous at first, but now I'm able to say these words to Suela and the others, but I get nervous when I'm the supervisor.But he said to himself, "I'm not going to be frightened by what I've come to do."Superintendent, no, Miss Evia.?The supervisor reacted for a moment to the name call, but never mind, keep pushing forward .'When you're done with this training, you'll have a date with yourself!With that in mind, I secretly surrendered myself to what was to follow with a sense of accomplishment and regret for having said so.Word of the DayThere are times when you get caught up in the common sense and can't make your own decisions.At such times, it is good to think about them one by one.
