Chapter 41
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“W-why are you saying this right now…”
“Because I felt like Fuyuki would go away forever otherwise.”
“But…! If you’re with me, you’ll once again―”
I placed my hand on Fuyuki’s cheek as he leaned forward and looked into his eyes.
Her tear-filled eyes were as clear as ever, and it convinced me she still liked me.
“Thanks to Fuyuki, my life has changed completely. I now have enough time to hang out with Masaya, and I have enough time to look at my surroundings. These are all things that I had once already given up on. This alone makes me unable to stand head-to-head with Fuyuki.”
But the root of my feelings for her lies somewhere even deeper.
“The thing that changed the most for me was that I started to enjoy every day.”
“Oh!”
“Desperate trying to live out each and every day, I didn’t have any time to think about even having hobbies or even dreams. When I think about it now, I think I was already feeling despair about the life that lay long ahead of me in the future.”
I know best that it was what I actually deserved.
If I had portrayed myself as still inexperienced and as a child and had been taken care of by my relatives, I’m sure I would have been able to live my life with a better and proper foundation.
However, if I were to get taken care of by those people, I can be sure that I would have eventually come to hate myself slowly.
I have no regrets about choosing this life.
And now, I feel even more glad that I chose this life.
The time I spent with Fuyuki after meeting her had such an impact on me to make me think like that.
I want to be with her forever from now on as well.
“As long as I can stay with Fuyuki, it doesn’t matter how hard I need to work. I wouldn’t even mind getting put into dangerous situations.”
I conveyed all the feelings I had to Fuyuki head-on.
Then the tears in her eyes finally overflowed and spilled out.
“I— Are you sure…? Really…? Being by my side?”
“I am fine with being by Fuyuki’s side. No, rather, I prefer being by the side of Fuyuki.”
“Again… you might be again exposed to danger, you know?”
“I’ll take proper measures from now on so that it doesn’t happen.”
“I… I can get easily jealous.”
“I know.”
“I might even set a curfew…”
“I know”
“If you go out to eat, I’ll get sulky, you know?”
“It’s okay.”
“If I see you just walking around with another girl, I might scream, calling you a cheater…”
“It’s okay.”
“If that happens, I might end up imprisoning you, Haruyuki-kun, forever.”
“It’s fine to do so.”
“Th–then… what if I say I want to marry you…?”
“Sure.”
“Is it really okay?”
“I am really okay with that.”
“TH–THEN! C–Can I call you H–Haru-kun…”
“Sure”
I’ve decided to accept everything about Fuyuki, so there was no doubt in me anymore.
Of course, I won’t be able to accept something that is impossible for me, but I know she’s not the kind of person to ask for such a thing.
Because of how she was, I fell in love with her.
“I–is it really okay…? To monopolize Haru-kun forever?”
“Didn’t you want to monopolize him before as well?”
“That was them, and of course, that feeling hasn’t changed, but… well, right now, I’m a little unconfident and unsure if I should.”
Fuyuki, who is always full of confidence to the extent of even calling herself a narcissist, was unusually seriously depressed in front of me.
That gap seemed somehow cute, and the corners of my mouth seemed to go up involuntarily.
But since she must have been very worried, I decided not to make fun of her present condition.
Even though I was dizzy, I stood up and put my hand on Fuyuki’s shoulder.
“If you can’t gather any confidence, how about you can do whatever you want to me here and now.”
“Eh…?”
“I won’t resist anything you would want to do. If there’s something you want to do to me, I can and want to make it come true for you right now.”
It was proof of my resolve to accept whatever kind of girlfriend she actually was.
Even if I got stabbed here with a kitchen knife, I wouldn’t complain to her whatsoever.
“I want to be Tojo Fuyuki’s, once and for all.”
“——!”
Fuyuki’s tears burst out after listening to my words.
The tears that were dripping down slowly finally became like a river.
With a childish crying face that would ruin the face of a beautiful woman, she gently jumped into my chest.
I gently embraced her, accepting her softness and scent, which, in fact, became a strong stimulus.
“I’m so happy… I feel so delighted…! This is…! This! My heart can’t hold it anymore!”
“With this, are you able to trust me now?”
“Yes…! Th–this, no one can ever say no to this.”
Seeing those tears in her eyes, with that wide and jovial smile, I really thought her to be the prettiest and most charming woman I have ever seen in my whole life.
Thinking about how I became hers, my chest filled up with some delightful feelings I’d never felt before.
“Ah, but… Um… Can I ask you for one more request?”
“I don’t mind. Ah… but it’s a hospital, so I’d like you to think before what you want to ask right now.”
“Fufu, it’s okay. I will be asking for that sort of request after we get back home.”
Well then, I think that is okay then?
However, thinking and imagining those things happening, my face got hot as my heart wasn’t actually okay, in the least.
“Can you sit down on the bed for a minute?”
As I got told, I sat down on the bed.
And as I did, she slowly brought her face closer to mine.
No way―――― Kiss?
While I thought about whether or not to close my eyes, Fuyuki ignored my face and buried her face close to my neck.
Her silky silver hair touched my sensitive areas as it tickled me a little.
“On the congregation of becoming my possession, at last, I was thinking if I could have a proof inscribed on you after all.”
“Eh——!”
Chu.
It was a weak sound of water or perhaps saliva.
When I realized the next moment, her lips were already touching my neck. A rush of pleasure rushed down my spine, and the strength from my waist left me.
“Aren’t you so sensitive~ Trembling~ So cute~”
A voice mixed with Fuyuki gasping for breath reverberated in my ear, and consequently, a strong sense of pleasure attacked me yet again.
Then she pressed her lips against my swollen portion of the neck again and started sucking that hard.
I’m sure it only lasted for just a few seconds.
But for me, it felt like an incredibly long and happy time.
“―Okay, this is proof that Haru-kun has now become mine forever.”
After that, Fuyuki took a picture of what she did to my neck with her smartphone, showing me the picture right after.
In there was a so-called hickey mark firmly made and attached.
“I love you, Haru-kun. I will never let you go ever again.”
“… A~h, I’ll also never leave you ever again.”
Having our foreheads connected, we laugh happily.
Let’s proceed from here on out slowly.
Since I don’t think I can endure any more of these incredible suggestions with my post-illness body right now――――.
[TL notes: Suggestions means “suggestions.”]
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“W-why are you saying this right now…”
“Because I felt like Fuyuki would go away forever otherwise.”
“But…! If you’re with me, you’ll once again―”
I placed my hand on Fuyuki’s cheek as he leaned forward and looked into his eyes.
Her tear-filled eyes were as clear as ever, and it convinced me she still liked me.
“Thanks to Fuyuki, my life has changed completely. I now have enough time to hang out with Masaya, and I have enough time to look at my surroundings. These are all things that I had once already given up on. This alone makes me unable to stand head-to-head with Fuyuki.”
But the root of my feelings for her lies somewhere even deeper.
“The thing that changed the most for me was that I started to enjoy every day.”
“Oh!”
“Desperate trying to live out each and every day, I didn’t have any time to think about even having hobbies or even dreams. When I think about it now, I think I was already feeling despair about the life that lay long ahead of me in the future.”
I know best that it was what I actually deserved.
If I had portrayed myself as still inexperienced and as a child and had been taken care of by my relatives, I’m sure I would have been able to live my life with a better and proper foundation.
However, if I were to get taken care of by those people, I can be sure that I would have eventually come to hate myself slowly.
I have no regrets about choosing this life.
And now, I feel even more glad that I chose this life.
The time I spent with Fuyuki after meeting her had such an impact on me to make me think like that.
I want to be with her forever from now on as well.
“As long as I can stay with Fuyuki, it doesn’t matter how hard I need to work. I wouldn’t even mind getting put into dangerous situations.”
I conveyed all the feelings I had to Fuyuki head-on.
Then the tears in her eyes finally overflowed and spilled out.
“I— Are you sure…? Really…? Being by my side?”
“I am fine with being by Fuyuki’s side. No, rather, I prefer being by the side of Fuyuki.”
“Again… you might be again exposed to danger, you know?”
“I’ll take proper measures from now on so that it doesn’t happen.”
“I… I can get easily jealous.”
“I know.”
“I might even set a curfew…”
“I know”
“If you go out to eat, I’ll get sulky, you know?”
“It’s okay.”
“If I see you just walking around with another girl, I might scream, calling you a cheater…”
“It’s okay.”
“If that happens, I might end up imprisoning you, Haruyuki-kun, forever.”
“It’s fine to do so.”
“Th–then… what if I say I want to marry you…?”
“Sure.”
“Is it really okay?”
“I am really okay with that.”
“TH–THEN! C–Can I call you H–Haru-kun…”
“Sure”
I’ve decided to accept everything about Fuyuki, so there was no doubt in me anymore.
Of course, I won’t be able to accept something that is impossible for me, but I know she’s not the kind of person to ask for such a thing.
Because of how she was, I fell in love with her.
“I–is it really okay…? To monopolize Haru-kun forever?”
“Didn’t you want to monopolize him before as well?”
“That was them, and of course, that feeling hasn’t changed, but… well, right now, I’m a little unconfident and unsure if I should.”
Fuyuki, who is always full of confidence to the extent of even calling herself a narcissist, was unusually seriously depressed in front of me.
That gap seemed somehow cute, and the corners of my mouth seemed to go up involuntarily.
But since she must have been very worried, I decided not to make fun of her present condition.
Even though I was dizzy, I stood up and put my hand on Fuyuki’s shoulder.
“If you can’t gather any confidence, how about you can do whatever you want to me here and now.”
“Eh…?”
“I won’t resist anything you would want to do. If there’s something you want to do to me, I can and want to make it come true for you right now.”
It was proof of my resolve to accept whatever kind of girlfriend she actually was.
Even if I got stabbed here with a kitchen knife, I wouldn’t complain to her whatsoever.
“I want to be Tojo Fuyuki’s, once and for all.”
“——!”
Fuyuki’s tears burst out after listening to my words.
The tears that were dripping down slowly finally became like a river.
With a childish crying face that would ruin the face of a beautiful woman, she gently jumped into my chest.
I gently embraced her, accepting her softness and scent, which, in fact, became a strong stimulus.
“I’m so happy… I feel so delighted…! This is…! This! My heart can’t hold it anymore!”
“With this, are you able to trust me now?”
“Yes…! Th–this, no one can ever say no to this.”
Seeing those tears in her eyes, with that wide and jovial smile, I really thought her to be the prettiest and most charming woman I have ever seen in my whole life.
Thinking about how I became hers, my chest filled up with some delightful feelings I’d never felt before.
“Ah, but… Um… Can I ask you for one more request?”
“I don’t mind. Ah… but it’s a hospital, so I’d like you to think before what you want to ask right now.”
“Fufu, it’s okay. I will be asking for that sort of request after we get back home.”
Well then, I think that is okay then?
However, thinking and imagining those things happening, my face got hot as my heart wasn’t actually okay, in the least.
“Can you sit down on the bed for a minute?”
As I got told, I sat down on the bed.
And as I did, she slowly brought her face closer to mine.
No way―――― Kiss?
While I thought about whether or not to close my eyes, Fuyuki ignored my face and buried her face close to my neck.
Her silky silver hair touched my sensitive areas as it tickled me a little.
“On the congregation of becoming my possession, at last, I was thinking if I could have a proof inscribed on you after all.”
“Eh——!”
Chu.
It was a weak sound of water or perhaps saliva.
When I realized the next moment, her lips were already touching my neck. A rush of pleasure rushed down my spine, and the strength from my waist left me.
“Aren’t you so sensitive~ Trembling~ So cute~”
A voice mixed with Fuyuki gasping for breath reverberated in my ear, and consequently, a strong sense of pleasure attacked me yet again.
Then she pressed her lips against my swollen portion of the neck again and started sucking that hard.
I’m sure it only lasted for just a few seconds.
But for me, it felt like an incredibly long and happy time.
“―Okay, this is proof that Haru-kun has now become mine forever.”
After that, Fuyuki took a picture of what she did to my neck with her smartphone, showing me the picture right after.
In there was a so-called hickey mark firmly made and attached.
“I love you, Haru-kun. I will never let you go ever again.”
“… A~h, I’ll also never leave you ever again.”
Having our foreheads connected, we laugh happily.
Let’s proceed from here on out slowly.
Since I don’t think I can endure any more of these incredible suggestions with my post-illness body right now――――.
[TL notes: Suggestions means “suggestions.”]
W-why are you saying this right nowBecause I felt like Fuyuki would go away forever otherwise.But! If you're with me, you'll once againI placed my hand on Fuyuki's cheek as he leaned forward and looked into his eyes.Her tear-filled eyes were as clear as ever, and it convinced me she still liked me.Thanks to Fuyuki, my life has changed completely. I now have enough time to hang out with Masaya, and I have enough time to look at my surroundings. These are all things that I had once already given up on. This alone makes me unable to stand head-to-head with Fuyuki.But the root of my feelings for her lies somewhere even deeper.The thing that changed the most for me was that I started to enjoy every day.Oh!Desperate trying to live out each and every day, I didn't have any time to think about even having hobbies or even dreams. When I think about it now, I think I was already feeling despair about the life that lay long ahead of me in the future.I know best that it was what I actually deserved.If I had portrayed myself as still inexperienced and as a child and had been taken care of by my relatives, I'm sure I would have been able to live my life with a better and proper foundation.However, if I were to get taken care of by those people, I can be sure that I would have eventually come to hate myself slowly.I have no regrets about choosing this life.And now, I feel even more glad that I chose this life.The time I spent with Fuyuki after meeting her had such an impact on me to make me think like that.I want to be with her forever from now on as well.As long as I can stay with Fuyuki, it doesn't matter how hard I need to work. I wouldn't even mind getting put into dangerous situations.I conveyed all the feelings I had to Fuyuki head-on.Then the tears in her eyes finally overflowed and spilled out.I Are you sure? Really? Being by my side?I am fine with being by Fuyuki's side. No, rather, I prefer being by the side of Fuyuki.Again you might be again exposed to danger, you know?I'll take proper measures from now on so that it doesn't happen.I I can get easily jealous.I know.I might even set a curfewI knowIf you go out to eat, I'll get sulky, you know?It's okay.If I see you just walking around with another girl, I might scream, calling you a cheaterIt's okay.If that happens, I might end up imprisoning you, Haruyuki-kun, forever.It's fine to do so.Ththen what if I say I want to marry you?Sure.Is it really okay?I am really okay with that.THTHEN! CCan I call you HHaru-kunSureI've decided to accept everything about Fuyuki, so there was no doubt in me anymore.Of course, I won't be able to accept something that is impossible for me, but I know she's not the kind of person to ask for such a thing.Because of how she was, I fell in love with her.Iis it really okay? To monopolize Haru-kun forever?Didn't you want to monopolize him before as well?That was them, and of course, that feeling hasn't changed, but well, right now, I'm a little unconfident and unsure if I should.Fuyuki, who is always full of confidence to the extent of even calling herself a narcissist, was unusually seriously depressed in front of me.That gap seemed somehow cute, and the corners of my mouth seemed to go up involuntarily.But since she must have been very worried, I decided not to make fun of her present condition.Even though I was dizzy, I stood up and put my hand on Fuyuki's shoulder.If you can't gather any confidence, how about you can do whatever you want to me here and now.Eh?I won't resist anything you would want to do. If there's something you want to do to me, I can and want to make it come true for you right now.It was proof of my resolve to accept whatever kind of girlfriend she actually was.Even if I got stabbed here with a kitchen knife, I wouldn't complain to her whatsoever.I want to be Tojo Fuyuki's, once and for all.!Fuyuki's tears burst out after listening to my words.The tears that were dripping down slowly finally became like a river.With a childish crying face that would ruin the face of a beautiful woman, she gently jumped into my chest.I gently embraced her, accepting her softness and scent, which, in fact, became a strong stimulus.I'm so happy I feel so delighted! This is! This! My heart can't hold it anymore!With this, are you able to trust me now?Yes! Ththis, no one can ever say no to this.Seeing those tears in her eyes, with that wide and jovial smile, I really thought her to be the prettiest and most charming woman I have ever seen in my whole life.Thinking about how I became hers, my chest filled up with some delightful feelings I'd never felt before.Ah, but Um Can I ask you for one more request?I don't mind. Ah but it's a hospital, so I'd like you to think before what you want to ask right now.Fufu, it's okay. I will be asking for that sort of request after we get back home.Well then, I think that is okay then?However, thinking and imagining those things happening, my face got hot as my heart wasn't actually okay, in the least.Can you sit down on the bed for a minute?As I got told, I sat down on the bed.And as I did, she slowly brought her face closer to mine.No way Kiss?While I thought about whether or not to close my eyes, Fuyuki ignored my face and buried her face close to my neck.Her silky silver hair touched my sensitive areas as it tickled me a little.On the congregation of becoming my possession, at last, I was thinking if I could have a proof inscribed on you after all.Eh!Chu.It was a weak sound of water or perhaps saliva.When I realized the next moment, her lips were already touching my neck. A rush of pleasure rushed down my spine, and the strength from my waist left me.Aren't you so sensitive~ Trembling~ So cute~A voice mixed with Fuyuki gasping for breath reverberated in my ear, and consequently, a strong sense of pleasure attacked me yet again.Then she pressed her lips against my swollen portion of the neck again and started sucking that hard.I'm sure it only lasted for just a few seconds.But for me, it felt like an incredibly long and happy time.Okay, this is proof that Haru-kun has now become mine forever.After that, Fuyuki took a picture of what she did to my neck with her smartphone, showing me the picture right after.In there was a so-called hickey mark firmly made and attached.I love you, Haru-kun. I will never let you go ever again. A~h, I'll also never leave you ever again.Having our foreheads connected, we laugh happily.Let's proceed from here on out slowly.Since I don't think I can endure any more of these incredible suggestions with my post-illness body right now.TL notes: Suggestions means suggestions.
