Chapter 109
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109:
It's too negative.
Lin Anlan shook his head, so he said that he would not become Cheng Yu.
He's not that likeable at all.
The driver drove very fast, and it wasn't long before he arrived at Cheng Yu's downstairs.
Lin Anlan opened the car door. Before he got off the car, he looked back at zhuozia and said, "did you have any contact with the backpacker before deciding me?"
"No Drosia said truthfully.
Lin Anlan guessed so.
He got out of the car and walked to Cheng Yu's house with a good command of the road.
Mingming did not leave for a few days, and then come back, but inexplicably some feeling of reunion.
It's not his home, but I feel familiar from my heart.
He got on the elevator and stood in front of Cheng Yu's house again. After hesitating for a long time, he finally took a deep breath, raised his hand and knocked on the door.
He was very nervous, inexplicably nervous, and he didn't know what he was nervous about, but he was very nervous.
On the day of amnesia, when I knocked on the door for the first time, I was not so nervous.
Lin Anlan looked at the door in front of her, her heart beating uncontrollably.
Cheng Yu opens the quilt, gets out of bed, and walks to the door. As soon as he leaves, he is worried that he will come back again. So he doesn't think much about it. He opens the door directly and is ready to persuade him to rest assured that he will be fine.
However, to his surprise, it was Lin Anlan, not Yu He.
He thinks that Lin Anlan will never come back.
Lin Anlan looks at him with an unnatural blink. Just as he is about to speak, he sees Cheng Yu step forward and hug him before he reacts.
Lin Anlan's world pauses for a moment. He can hardly feel anything else but Cheng Yu's strength and his breath.
"I thought you would never come back." Cheng Yu whispered.
Lin Anlan's eyes were sore. Instead of pushing Cheng Yu away, he said in a low voice, "I heard that you are ill. Is it serious?"
"It's not serious when you come." Cheng Yu hugged him, chin pad in his shoulder, like a sad little beast.
Lin Anlan didn't know what to do for a moment, so he could only hold him. Until he heard him cough, he advised him, "let's go in and talk. It's cold outside. Be careful to catch cold."
Cheng Yu naturally won't refuse his words, reluctantly release him, watching him enter the door, immediately closed the door.
"How can you suddenly get sick? What's wrong? " Lin Anlan is concerned.
"Cold." Cheng Yu said truthfully, "there's still a little fever, but the fever has subsided. It's not serious, but I caught a cold accidentally."
He said very light, Lin Anlan looked at his face, but always feel not so light.
Cheng Yu's face is very bad, pale and powerless, and looks like a sick man.
"As you said before, you are in good health and don't get sick very often."
"I didn't notice. I was careless." Cheng Yudao.
"Have you taken any medicine?"
Cheng Yu nodded, "eat."
Lin Anlan also nodded, the air unconsciously quiet down.
"Are you here to see me?" Cheng Yu asked him.
Lin Anlan did not deny, "well."
Cheng Yu's eyes lit up in an instant, and there seemed to be a look in his eyes.
"I'm very happy." He said sincerely and frankly.
Even if you don't look into his eyes, you can feel his joy in his tone.
Lin Anlan thinks that his point is very powerful, even the simplest words, from his mouth, can let people feel his sincerity.
Feel his feelings.
How can he do so many years, so many times, even if injured, but still like the sun in general, with never fading sincerity and warmth.
Doesn't he feel unworthy and want to flinch?
He doesn't understand. He just thinks Cheng Yu is very powerful. He is the most amazing person he has ever met.
Lin Anlan lowered her eyes and didn't know what to say.
Say, if you're OK, I'll go first. Cheng Yugang's eyes that just looked a little shiny may lose their luster again in an instant.
What should we say?
What should he say?
Lin Anlan never feels like a hesitant person. Even in the face of Cheng Yu, he firmly refuses him and does what he thinks is right.
But now, a memory loss has changed everything.
He can't be as firm as before. He will also hope Cheng Yu can be happy and happy forever.
When he doesn't love Cheng Yu, he doesn't care too much about Cheng Yu's thoughts, his emotions.
But when he loves him, he will hope that he can be happy.
"Stop standing and sit down." Cheng Yu volunteered, "what do you want to eat? I haven't eaten yet. I'll make it for you."
Lin Anlan is not willing to let him do, "what do you want to eat? I'll do it for you. If you're sick, don't worry about it. "
Cheng Yu did not expect that he would be willing to cook for himself. He said very gently, "I can do anything, I like what you do."
Lin Anlan only felt that he was becoming softer and softer.
He took off his coat and turned into the kitchen.
Cheng Yu quickly follows him and follows him step by step.
Lin Anlan didn't stop him. He knew that even if he stopped him, it was useless. Since he entered the door, Cheng Yu's eyes almost never left him.
Even if let him sit and wait on the sofa at this time, he will probably stretch his neck to look at his direction.
So, there's no need.
He washed his hands, panned the rice, and looked at what else was in the refrigerator.
When he saw the sandwich he had bought before, Lin Anlan was stunned.
"It's new." Cheng Yu said behind him, "what you bought before is out of date. I bought a new one. I'm afraid you'll come back to eat it, but I find it out of date."
Lin Anlan was speechless for a moment.
He clearly felt that he would never come back, but he still bought the food he liked on time. He was afraid that he would want to eat but could not eat it when he came back.
"Are you not afraid that I will never come back?"
Cheng Yu was a little silent for a long time and replied, "Ann, do you know when I learned to cook?"
Lin Anlan turns to see him, "when?"
"The first semester of senior three." Cheng Yu laughed. "At that time, I heard Jiang Xu talking to girls who like you. He said the types of people you might like. One of them is that you can cook. I thought about it at that time and felt that I was satisfied with everything else, but I was not satisfied with this one, so I began to learn how to cook."
His tone is very light, "I soon learned, but I have been waiting for so many years, until last year, can really do for you to eat, so, I am not afraid."
"I can wait for you, always waiting for you. The most I need here is waiting and patience."
"Waiting is not terrible. Compared with waiting, I'm more afraid that one day when you come back, I'm not prepared enough to miss you again. I'll regret that."
Lin Anlan silently lowered her eyes, turned around and took out the required dishes and shrimps from the refrigerator, ready to cook a porridge for him, and then fry a few dishes.
He went into the kitchen and took out the casserole. Cheng Yu stood behind him and looked at him quietly.
Lin Anlan cleans up the dishes and starts to cut them. Cheng Yu looks at his pretty face. In a moment, he seems to be back that night. He gets off the plane and is very tired. He sleeps with Lin Anlan for a while. When he wakes up, Lin Anlan goes to the kitchen to cook for him.
Did he forgive him?
Or do you just come back to see him for a short time?
Cheng Yu doesn't know. He wants to ask, but he doesn't dare to ask.
However, if he is willing to come back, does it mean that he doesn't hate himself so much, and his mistakes are not so unforgivable.
Cheng Yu walked slowly behind him and held him carefully.
Lin Anlan's hand of cutting vegetables unconsciously stopped for a moment, and instantly returned to that night.
He cuts vegetables in front of the chopping board. Cheng Yu hugs him from behind and says, "I'll stay here myself. You can see me as soon as you look back."
He did not consciously want to turn back, but at the moment when he was about to turn his head, he calmed down and did not move.
Cheng Yu hugs him, sticks to his side face and says in a low voice, "I miss you so much."
"Every day, I miss you very much."
Lin Anlan lowered her head and did not speak.
"I went to see you. I drove to your downstairs, but I didn't dare to see you for fear that you would be bored."
Lin Anlan was surprised, but on second thought, he was such a person. He said that they were different from each other, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to be on the same stage with him. He was so determined that day, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to appear in front of him.
He is always like this. He will never force him to do anything. Even if he deceives him that they are lovers, he has never forced him to do anything. Every time, every thing, he will take his wishes into consideration.
He is really a good lover. Even if he has only one boyfriend, he knows that he must be one of the best in the world.
Seeing that he was not bored, Cheng Yu continued to say, "I know I shouldn't cheat you. I won't cheat you in the future. This is the first time and the last time, so can you punish me nearby?"
"Will you come back?"
"Ann, tell me, how can I get you back?"
"I like you. The more I like you, the more I can't resist the temptation. I didn't want to cheat you, but I've already cheated you."
"I shouldn't cheat you. I'm sorry. I won't cheat you any more, OK?"
He unconsciously increased his strength and hugged Lin Anlan, "come back, we've all drunk Jiaobei wine and changed rings. You're my wife. Don't you want to be my wife?"
"But I want to marry you and stay with you all my life. What should I do?"
"Ann, what should I do?"
Lin Anlan stopped the action in the hand, a sour and soft in the heart.
"Look back at me," Cheng Yu said in a low voice. "Look at me. I've been behind you all the time. I've been here all the time. Can you see me?"
Lin Anlan closed his eyes. He raised his head and restrained his impulse to look back. He said, "Cheng Yu, you are disturbing my cooking."
Cheng Yu closes his mouth and doesn't dare to talk any more.
For a long time, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu seemed aggrieved and rubbed on his shoulder, "I won't say."
He didn't speak any more, but he still held him and didn't let go.
Lin Anlan didn't rush him and continued to cut the vegetables quietly.
Cheng Yu looks at his side face and the action of cutting vegetables. His eyes darken slowly. Lin Anlan doesn't wear a ring on his left hand.
He took off their rings.
He remembered that he left with the ring on, but now he took it off.
How can he give up?
How could he give up?
Cheng Yu is a little uncomfortable. His eyes are staring at Lin Anlan's fingers. He wants to speak, but he can't say it again.
He released his hand, raised his hand and pressed Lin Anlan's left hand. In Lin Anlan's doubt, he held his right hand and helped him cut vegetables.
Lin Anlan didn't know, so, "I can do it myself."
"I'll help you."
"No Lin Anlan said.
When he finished, he raised his hand to break away. Cheng Yu took his hand, crossed his fingers and held him tightly.
His eyes were fixed on his left hand. Lin Anlan followed his eyes and saw the ring on his finger.
Cheng Yu's ring is still in his hand, but there is no other ring in his hand.
He then understood why Cheng Yu had just moved. He found out that he felt uncomfortable, so he covered his left hand, so he couldn't see it.
"I have a magazine to shoot today, so I can't wear accessories." He explained.
Cheng Yu looks at him in surprise. I don't know whether it's for his explanation or for his not wanting to take off the ring.
Lin Anlan sighed helplessly, laughed again, turned around and continued to cut vegetables.
Cheng Yu stood beside him, and after a while, he hugged him like a koala.
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109:
It's too negative.
Lin Anlan shook his head, so he said that he would not become Cheng Yu.
He's not that likeable at all.
The driver drove very fast, and it wasn't long before he arrived at Cheng Yu's downstairs.
Lin Anlan opened the car door. Before he got off the car, he looked back at zhuozia and said, "did you have any contact with the backpacker before deciding me?"
"No Drosia said truthfully.
Lin Anlan guessed so.
He got out of the car and walked to Cheng Yu's house with a good command of the road.
Mingming did not leave for a few days, and then come back, but inexplicably some feeling of reunion.
It's not his home, but I feel familiar from my heart.
He got on the elevator and stood in front of Cheng Yu's house again. After hesitating for a long time, he finally took a deep breath, raised his hand and knocked on the door.
He was very nervous, inexplicably nervous, and he didn't know what he was nervous about, but he was very nervous.
On the day of amnesia, when I knocked on the door for the first time, I was not so nervous.
Lin Anlan looked at the door in front of her, her heart beating uncontrollably.
Cheng Yu opens the quilt, gets out of bed, and walks to the door. As soon as he leaves, he is worried that he will come back again. So he doesn't think much about it. He opens the door directly and is ready to persuade him to rest assured that he will be fine.
However, to his surprise, it was Lin Anlan, not Yu He.
He thinks that Lin Anlan will never come back.
Lin Anlan looks at him with an unnatural blink. Just as he is about to speak, he sees Cheng Yu step forward and hug him before he reacts.
Lin Anlan's world pauses for a moment. He can hardly feel anything else but Cheng Yu's strength and his breath.
"I thought you would never come back." Cheng Yu whispered.
Lin Anlan's eyes were sore. Instead of pushing Cheng Yu away, he said in a low voice, "I heard that you are ill. Is it serious?"
"It's not serious when you come." Cheng Yu hugged him, chin pad in his shoulder, like a sad little beast.
Lin Anlan didn't know what to do for a moment, so he could only hold him. Until he heard him cough, he advised him, "let's go in and talk. It's cold outside. Be careful to catch cold."
Cheng Yu naturally won't refuse his words, reluctantly release him, watching him enter the door, immediately closed the door.
"How can you suddenly get sick? What's wrong? " Lin Anlan is concerned.
"Cold." Cheng Yu said truthfully, "there's still a little fever, but the fever has subsided. It's not serious, but I caught a cold accidentally."
He said very light, Lin Anlan looked at his face, but always feel not so light.
Cheng Yu's face is very bad, pale and powerless, and looks like a sick man.
"As you said before, you are in good health and don't get sick very often."
"I didn't notice. I was careless." Cheng Yudao.
"Have you taken any medicine?"
Cheng Yu nodded, "eat."
Lin Anlan also nodded, the air unconsciously quiet down.
"Are you here to see me?" Cheng Yu asked him.
Lin Anlan did not deny, "well."
Cheng Yu's eyes lit up in an instant, and there seemed to be a look in his eyes.
"I'm very happy." He said sincerely and frankly.
Even if you don't look into his eyes, you can feel his joy in his tone.
Lin Anlan thinks that his point is very powerful, even the simplest words, from his mouth, can let people feel his sincerity.
Feel his feelings.
How can he do so many years, so many times, even if injured, but still like the sun in general, with never fading sincerity and warmth.
Doesn't he feel unworthy and want to flinch?
He doesn't understand. He just thinks Cheng Yu is very powerful. He is the most amazing person he has ever met.
Lin Anlan lowered her eyes and didn't know what to say.
Say, if you're OK, I'll go first. Cheng Yugang's eyes that just looked a little shiny may lose their luster again in an instant.
What should we say?
What should he say?
Lin Anlan never feels like a hesitant person. Even in the face of Cheng Yu, he firmly refuses him and does what he thinks is right.
But now, a memory loss has changed everything.
He can't be as firm as before. He will also hope Cheng Yu can be happy and happy forever.
When he doesn't love Cheng Yu, he doesn't care too much about Cheng Yu's thoughts, his emotions.
But when he loves him, he will hope that he can be happy.
"Stop standing and sit down." Cheng Yu volunteered, "what do you want to eat? I haven't eaten yet. I'll make it for you."
Lin Anlan is not willing to let him do, "what do you want to eat? I'll do it for you. If you're sick, don't worry about it. "
Cheng Yu did not expect that he would be willing to cook for himself. He said very gently, "I can do anything, I like what you do."
Lin Anlan only felt that he was becoming softer and softer.
He took off his coat and turned into the kitchen.
Cheng Yu quickly follows him and follows him step by step.
Lin Anlan didn't stop him. He knew that even if he stopped him, it was useless. Since he entered the door, Cheng Yu's eyes almost never left him.
Even if let him sit and wait on the sofa at this time, he will probably stretch his neck to look at his direction.
So, there's no need.
He washed his hands, panned the rice, and looked at what else was in the refrigerator.
When he saw the sandwich he had bought before, Lin Anlan was stunned.
"It's new." Cheng Yu said behind him, "what you bought before is out of date. I bought a new one. I'm afraid you'll come back to eat it, but I find it out of date."
Lin Anlan was speechless for a moment.
He clearly felt that he would never come back, but he still bought the food he liked on time. He was afraid that he would want to eat but could not eat it when he came back.
"Are you not afraid that I will never come back?"
Cheng Yu was a little silent for a long time and replied, "Ann, do you know when I learned to cook?"
Lin Anlan turns to see him, "when?"
"The first semester of senior three." Cheng Yu laughed. "At that time, I heard Jiang Xu talking to girls who like you. He said the types of people you might like. One of them is that you can cook. I thought about it at that time and felt that I was satisfied with everything else, but I was not satisfied with this one, so I began to learn how to cook."
His tone is very light, "I soon learned, but I have been waiting for so many years, until last year, can really do for you to eat, so, I am not afraid."
"I can wait for you, always waiting for you. The most I need here is waiting and patience."
"Waiting is not terrible. Compared with waiting, I'm more afraid that one day when you come back, I'm not prepared enough to miss you again. I'll regret that."
Lin Anlan silently lowered her eyes, turned around and took out the required dishes and shrimps from the refrigerator, ready to cook a porridge for him, and then fry a few dishes.
He went into the kitchen and took out the casserole. Cheng Yu stood behind him and looked at him quietly.
Lin Anlan cleans up the dishes and starts to cut them. Cheng Yu looks at his pretty face. In a moment, he seems to be back that night. He gets off the plane and is very tired. He sleeps with Lin Anlan for a while. When he wakes up, Lin Anlan goes to the kitchen to cook for him.
Did he forgive him?
Or do you just come back to see him for a short time?
Cheng Yu doesn't know. He wants to ask, but he doesn't dare to ask.
However, if he is willing to come back, does it mean that he doesn't hate himself so much, and his mistakes are not so unforgivable.
Cheng Yu walked slowly behind him and held him carefully.
Lin Anlan's hand of cutting vegetables unconsciously stopped for a moment, and instantly returned to that night.
He cuts vegetables in front of the chopping board. Cheng Yu hugs him from behind and says, "I'll stay here myself. You can see me as soon as you look back."
He did not consciously want to turn back, but at the moment when he was about to turn his head, he calmed down and did not move.
Cheng Yu hugs him, sticks to his side face and says in a low voice, "I miss you so much."
"Every day, I miss you very much."
Lin Anlan lowered her head and did not speak.
"I went to see you. I drove to your downstairs, but I didn't dare to see you for fear that you would be bored."
Lin Anlan was surprised, but on second thought, he was such a person. He said that they were different from each other, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to be on the same stage with him. He was so determined that day, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to appear in front of him.
He is always like this. He will never force him to do anything. Even if he deceives him that they are lovers, he has never forced him to do anything. Every time, every thing, he will take his wishes into consideration.
He is really a good lover. Even if he has only one boyfriend, he knows that he must be one of the best in the world.
Seeing that he was not bored, Cheng Yu continued to say, "I know I shouldn't cheat you. I won't cheat you in the future. This is the first time and the last time, so can you punish me nearby?"
"Will you come back?"
"Ann, tell me, how can I get you back?"
"I like you. The more I like you, the more I can't resist the temptation. I didn't want to cheat you, but I've already cheated you."
"I shouldn't cheat you. I'm sorry. I won't cheat you any more, OK?"
He unconsciously increased his strength and hugged Lin Anlan, "come back, we've all drunk Jiaobei wine and changed rings. You're my wife. Don't you want to be my wife?"
"But I want to marry you and stay with you all my life. What should I do?"
"Ann, what should I do?"
Lin Anlan stopped the action in the hand, a sour and soft in the heart.
"Look back at me," Cheng Yu said in a low voice. "Look at me. I've been behind you all the time. I've been here all the time. Can you see me?"
Lin Anlan closed his eyes. He raised his head and restrained his impulse to look back. He said, "Cheng Yu, you are disturbing my cooking."
Cheng Yu closes his mouth and doesn't dare to talk any more.
For a long time, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu seemed aggrieved and rubbed on his shoulder, "I won't say."
He didn't speak any more, but he still held him and didn't let go.
Lin Anlan didn't rush him and continued to cut the vegetables quietly.
Cheng Yu looks at his side face and the action of cutting vegetables. His eyes darken slowly. Lin Anlan doesn't wear a ring on his left hand.
He took off their rings.
He remembered that he left with the ring on, but now he took it off.
How can he give up?
How could he give up?
Cheng Yu is a little uncomfortable. His eyes are staring at Lin Anlan's fingers. He wants to speak, but he can't say it again.
He released his hand, raised his hand and pressed Lin Anlan's left hand. In Lin Anlan's doubt, he held his right hand and helped him cut vegetables.
Lin Anlan didn't know, so, "I can do it myself."
"I'll help you."
"No Lin Anlan said.
When he finished, he raised his hand to break away. Cheng Yu took his hand, crossed his fingers and held him tightly.
His eyes were fixed on his left hand. Lin Anlan followed his eyes and saw the ring on his finger.
Cheng Yu's ring is still in his hand, but there is no other ring in his hand.
He then understood why Cheng Yu had just moved. He found out that he felt uncomfortable, so he covered his left hand, so he couldn't see it.
"I have a magazine to shoot today, so I can't wear accessories." He explained.
Cheng Yu looks at him in surprise. I don't know whether it's for his explanation or for his not wanting to take off the ring.
Lin Anlan sighed helplessly, laughed again, turned around and continued to cut vegetables.
Cheng Yu stood beside him, and after a while, he hugged him like a koala.
109:It's too negative.Lin Anlan shook his head, so he said that he would not become Cheng Yu.He's not that likeable at all.The driver drove very fast, and it wasn't long before he arrived at Cheng Yu's downstairs.Lin Anlan opened the car door. Before he got off the car, he looked back at zhuozia and said, "did you have any contact with the backpacker before deciding me?""No Drosia said truthfully.Lin Anlan guessed so.He got out of the car and walked to Cheng Yu's house with a good command of the road.Mingming did not leave for a few days, and then come back, but inexplicably some feeling of reunion.It's not his home, but I feel familiar from my heart.He got on the elevator and stood in front of Cheng Yu's house again. After hesitating for a long time, he finally took a deep breath, raised his hand and knocked on the door.He was very nervous, inexplicably nervous, and he didn't know what he was nervous about, but he was very nervous.On the day of amnesia, when I knocked on the door for the first time, I was not so nervous.Lin Anlan looked at the door in front of her, her heart beating uncontrollably.Cheng Yu opens the quilt, gets out of bed, and walks to the door. As soon as he leaves, he is worried that he will come back again. So he doesn't think much about it. He opens the door directly and is ready to persuade him to rest assured that he will be fine.However, to his surprise, it was Lin Anlan, not Yu He.He thinks that Lin Anlan will never come back.Lin Anlan looks at him with an unnatural blink. Just as he is about to speak, he sees Cheng Yu step forward and hug him before he reacts.Lin Anlan's world pauses for a moment. He can hardly feel anything else but Cheng Yu's strength and his breath."I thought you would never come back." Cheng Yu whispered.Lin Anlan's eyes were sore. Instead of pushing Cheng Yu away, he said in a low voice, "I heard that you are ill. Is it serious?""It's not serious when you come." Cheng Yu hugged him, chin pad in his shoulder, like a sad little beast.Lin Anlan didn't know what to do for a moment, so he could only hold him. Until he heard him cough, he advised him, "let's go in and talk. It's cold outside. Be careful to catch cold."Cheng Yu naturally won't refuse his words, reluctantly release him, watching him enter the door, immediately closed the door."How can you suddenly get sick? What's wrong? " Lin Anlan is concerned."Cold." Cheng Yu said truthfully, "there's still a little fever, but the fever has subsided. It's not serious, but I caught a cold accidentally."He said very light, Lin Anlan looked at his face, but always feel not so light.Cheng Yu's face is very bad, pale and powerless, and looks like a sick man."As you said before, you are in good health and don't get sick very often.""I didn't notice. I was careless." Cheng Yudao."Have you taken any medicine?"Cheng Yu nodded, "eat."Lin Anlan also nodded, the air unconsciously quiet down."Are you here to see me?" Cheng Yu asked him.Lin Anlan did not deny, "well."Cheng Yu's eyes lit up in an instant, and there seemed to be a look in his eyes."I'm very happy." He said sincerely and frankly.Even if you don't look into his eyes, you can feel his joy in his tone.Lin Anlan thinks that his point is very powerful, even the simplest words, from his mouth, can let people feel his sincerity.Feel his feelings.How can he do so many years, so many times, even if injured, but still like the sun in general, with never fading sincerity and warmth.Doesn't he feel unworthy and want to flinch?He doesn't understand. He just thinks Cheng Yu is very powerful. He is the most amazing person he has ever met.Lin Anlan lowered her eyes and didn't know what to say.Say, if you're OK, I'll go first. Cheng Yugang's eyes that just looked a little shiny may lose their luster again in an instant.What should we say?What should he say?Lin Anlan never feels like a hesitant person. Even in the face of Cheng Yu, he firmly refuses him and does what he thinks is right.But now, a memory loss has changed everything.He can't be as firm as before. He will also hope Cheng Yu can be happy and happy forever.When he doesn't love Cheng Yu, he doesn't care too much about Cheng Yu's thoughts, his emotions.But when he loves him, he will hope that he can be happy."Stop standing and sit down." Cheng Yu volunteered, "what do you want to eat? I haven't eaten yet. I'll make it for you."Lin Anlan is not willing to let him do, "what do you want to eat? I'll do it for you. If you're sick, don't worry about it. "Cheng Yu did not expect that he would be willing to cook for himself. He said very gently, "I can do anything, I like what you do."Lin Anlan only felt that he was becoming softer and softer.He took off his coat and turned into the kitchen.Cheng Yu quickly follows him and follows him step by step.Lin Anlan didn't stop him. He knew that even if he stopped him, it was useless. Since he entered the door, Cheng Yu's eyes almost never left him.Even if let him sit and wait on the sofa at this time, he will probably stretch his neck to look at his direction.So, there's no need.He washed his hands, panned the rice, and looked at what else was in the refrigerator.When he saw the sandwich he had bought before, Lin Anlan was stunned."It's new." Cheng Yu said behind him, "what you bought before is out of date. I bought a new one. I'm afraid you'll come back to eat it, but I find it out of date."Lin Anlan was speechless for a moment.He clearly felt that he would never come back, but he still bought the food he liked on time. He was afraid that he would want to eat but could not eat it when he came back."Are you not afraid that I will never come back?"Cheng Yu was a little silent for a long time and replied, "Ann, do you know when I learned to cook?"Lin Anlan turns to see him, "when?""The first semester of senior three." Cheng Yu laughed. "At that time, I heard Jiang Xu talking to girls who like you. He said the types of people you might like. One of them is that you can cook. I thought about it at that time and felt that I was satisfied with everything else, but I was not satisfied with this one, so I began to learn how to cook."His tone is very light, "I soon learned, but I have been waiting for so many years, until last year, can really do for you to eat, so, I am not afraid.""I can wait for you, always waiting for you. The most I need here is waiting and patience.""Waiting is not terrible. Compared with waiting, I'm more afraid that one day when you come back, I'm not prepared enough to miss you again. I'll regret that."Lin Anlan silently lowered her eyes, turned around and took out the required dishes and shrimps from the refrigerator, ready to cook a porridge for him, and then fry a few dishes.He went into the kitchen and took out the casserole. Cheng Yu stood behind him and looked at him quietly.Lin Anlan cleans up the dishes and starts to cut them. Cheng Yu looks at his pretty face. In a moment, he seems to be back that night. He gets off the plane and is very tired. He sleeps with Lin Anlan for a while. When he wakes up, Lin Anlan goes to the kitchen to cook for him.Did he forgive him?Or do you just come back to see him for a short time?Cheng Yu doesn't know. He wants to ask, but he doesn't dare to ask.However, if he is willing to come back, does it mean that he doesn't hate himself so much, and his mistakes are not so unforgivable.Cheng Yu walked slowly behind him and held him carefully.Lin Anlan's hand of cutting vegetables unconsciously stopped for a moment, and instantly returned to that night.He cuts vegetables in front of the chopping board. Cheng Yu hugs him from behind and says, "I'll stay here myself. You can see me as soon as you look back."He did not consciously want to turn back, but at the moment when he was about to turn his head, he calmed down and did not move.Cheng Yu hugs him, sticks to his side face and says in a low voice, "I miss you so much.""Every day, I miss you very much."Lin Anlan lowered her head and did not speak."I went to see you. I drove to your downstairs, but I didn't dare to see you for fear that you would be bored."Lin Anlan was surprised, but on second thought, he was such a person. He said that they were different from each other, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to be on the same stage with him. He was so determined that day, so Cheng Yu didn't dare to appear in front of him.He is always like this. He will never force him to do anything. Even if he deceives him that they are lovers, he has never forced him to do anything. Every time, every thing, he will take his wishes into consideration.He is really a good lover. Even if he has only one boyfriend, he knows that he must be one of the best in the world.Seeing that he was not bored, Cheng Yu continued to say, "I know I shouldn't cheat you. I won't cheat you in the future. This is the first time and the last time, so can you punish me nearby?""Will you come back?""Ann, tell me, how can I get you back?""I like you. The more I like you, the more I can't resist the temptation. I didn't want to cheat you, but I've already cheated you.""I shouldn't cheat you. I'm sorry. I won't cheat you any more, OK?"He unconsciously increased his strength and hugged Lin Anlan, "come back, we've all drunk Jiaobei wine and changed rings. You're my wife. Don't you want to be my wife?""But I want to marry you and stay with you all my life. What should I do?""Ann, what should I do?"Lin Anlan stopped the action in the hand, a sour and soft in the heart."Look back at me," Cheng Yu said in a low voice. "Look at me. I've been behind you all the time. I've been here all the time. Can you see me?"Lin Anlan closed his eyes. He raised his head and restrained his impulse to look back. He said, "Cheng Yu, you are disturbing my cooking."Cheng Yu closes his mouth and doesn't dare to talk any more.For a long time, Lin Anlan felt that Cheng Yu seemed aggrieved and rubbed on his shoulder, "I won't say."He didn't speak any more, but he still held him and didn't let go.Lin Anlan didn't rush him and continued to cut the vegetables quietly.Cheng Yu looks at his side face and the action of cutting vegetables. His eyes darken slowly. Lin Anlan doesn't wear a ring on his left hand.He took off their rings.He remembered that he left with the ring on, but now he took it off.How can he give up?How could he give up?Cheng Yu is a little uncomfortable. His eyes are staring at Lin Anlan's fingers. He wants to speak, but he can't say it again.He released his hand, raised his hand and pressed Lin Anlan's left hand. In Lin Anlan's doubt, he held his right hand and helped him cut vegetables.Lin Anlan didn't know, so, "I can do it myself.""I'll help you.""No Lin Anlan said.When he finished, he raised his hand to break away. Cheng Yu took his hand, crossed his fingers and held him tightly.His eyes were fixed on his left hand. Lin Anlan followed his eyes and saw the ring on his finger.Cheng Yu's ring is still in his hand, but there is no other ring in his hand.He then understood why Cheng Yu had just moved. He found out that he felt uncomfortable, so he covered his left hand, so he couldn't see it."I have a magazine to shoot today, so I can't wear accessories." He explained.Cheng Yu looks at him in surprise. I don't know whether it's for his explanation or for his not wanting to take off the ring.Lin Anlan sighed helplessly, laughed again, turned around and continued to cut vegetables.Cheng Yu stood beside him, and after a while, he hugged him like a koala.
