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Published at 29th of June 2022 05:24:50 AM


Chapter 110

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When the meal is ready, Cheng Yu helps him take the dishes out.

Lin Anlan scooped the porridge and put it in front of him.

"You can eat. I'll go first."

Cheng Yu looked up at him in amazement, "you... Don't you want to eat together?"

"I won't eat any more." Lin Anlan warm voice way, "you finished eating, early rest."

Cheng Yu didn't want to eat in a moment.

He stood quietly, silent expression of their emotions.

"Together." Cheng Yu whispered, "I haven't had dinner with you for a long time."

In fact, it's not too long. Lin Anlan thinks that their separation is just a few days. It's less than ten days. It's not a long time.

Cheng Yu turned and went into the kitchen, took a bowl, scooped a bowl of porridge for him, and put it opposite him. "Let's go after eating. It's time for dinner."

Lin Anlan couldn't help but sit down and have a meal with him.

He cooked the rice, which was naturally to his taste. Lin Anlan lowered his head and drank porridge, not knowing what to say.

Cheng Yu knew what to say. He said, "I haven't had such a delicious meal for a long time."

Lin an LAN raised an eye to see him one eye, the heart way he can be really sweet mouth.

It's just a home-made dish. He thinks it's delicious. "Then you can eat more."

"Well." Cheng Yu gave him a smile.

He had a good smile, probably because he was still ill, pale, with a sense of innocence, like a child.

Lin Anlan looked at the clarity in his eyes, pondered for a long time, and whispered to him, "Cheng Yu, I have recovered my memory."

Cheng Yu's smile disappeared in an instant, replaced by shock and uneasiness.

He stared at him, the whole person was stunned, and there was fear in his eyes.

"So, I'm still thinking," Lin told him. "I haven't figured it out yet."

Cheng Yu unconsciously nods and lowers his head in a hurry, hiding his uneasiness and not daring to look at him.

He didn't expect that Lin Anlan would recover his memory. Lin Anlan who recovers his memory is different from Lin Anlan who loses his memory.

He dares to admit his mistakes like Lin Anlan, who has lost his memory. He hopes that he can forgive himself, because he knows that Lin Anlan loves him in those days when they were together.

But he did not dare to look directly at Lin Anlan who had recovered his memory, let alone hope that he would forgive him, because he knew that Lin Anlan did not love him before he lost his memory. At least, he did not like him in love.

He has only been together for five months, and Lin Anlan has avoided him for eight years. Compared with the two, five months seems so insignificant that it is not enough for him to feel that he can shake Lin Anlan's mind.

What's more, on the basis of deception, he spent five months with him despicably.

"I'm sorry." He lowered his head. "I'm so selfish. I'm sorry."

Lin Anlan saw that he was about to bury his face in the bowl, but with a gentle smile, "you have apologized many times, I received it, so there is no need to apologize again."

Cheng Yu dares to look up at him, and then he sees that he has no waves and no waves, and he drinks porridge calmly.

"Do you hate me?" He asked.

Lin Anlan has heard of this question, and zhuozia has asked him.

His answer at that time was that he didn't hate so much, and it's still the same now.

"Not that much." He said, "as I said, we are both responsible for this matter. My mistake is that I should not take the initiative to appear and induce your desire. Hope and selfishness. Your mistake is that you should not be for your selfishness and desire. Hope really deceived me. So I am the inducement, you are the main reason, but you have more responsibility, so I can't think that you are not wrong at all, but we can't talk about hate. "

Hate this feeling is too serious and extravagant. Lin Anlan doesn't want to impose this feeling on himself. He hated his mother when he was a child. Later, he was very happy in the Lin family, so he erased his hate and his mother.

He didn't want to give each other any more feelings. He left his feelings to his adoptive parents. In his whole life, he had only one mother, Mrs. Lin. as for his biological mother, he had long forgotten what each other looked like.

She had already abandoned him, how could she deserve his deep hatred.

Don't care, is her best response.

Therefore, he will not hate Cheng Yu. What's more, Cheng Yu really has nothing to hate him deeply.

He was very happy when he lost his memory. Cheng Yu was as good as he could be. If he had someone he liked before he lost his memory or didn't deal with Cheng Yu, he might hate him, but he didn't have anything.

He doesn't like people, and he doesn't hate process Yu, so things are much easier. What's more, Cheng Yu also taught him love.

He finally had yearning and feeling for love, instead of waiting for love as before, staying in his own castle, not accepting other people's love, and not taking the initiative to love.

Cheng Yu became a very important person to him.

In one's life, there are three kinds of feelings that are the most sincere and can't be let go: family, friendship and love. Among these three kinds of feelings, family is born, blood is thicker than water, and it is the most reliable and easy to get.

Lin Anlan's family affection is a little more difficult than others, but fortunately, he has also won it, so he respects and loves his adoptive parents, who will always be the people he loves most in his heart.

Friendship and love are the feelings that people get in interpersonal communication. These two feelings are not related by blood, so they need to be maintained by human initiative. And because he was born in interpersonal communication, so many times, he is like a person who just stepped on the new map, with confusion and yearning for the unknown field. He hesitates on this map, and does not know whether to move forward.

But fortunately, he has a good lover, a man who is willing to wait patiently for him and always loves him.

Therefore, Lin Anlan still has time to think and think clearly.

Of course, before that, he had to make sure that his boyfriend would not be so nervous.

"In fact, I should hate you," he said, looking at Cheng Yu. "After all, you really lied to me. You are so brave. No one ever dared to cheat me like this. You know, I hate cheating. I don't like being cheated, especially when you threaten others not to tell me I was cheated."

When he said this, he couldn't help looking at Cheng Yu. "Why didn't I see that you were so powerful before, and dare to blackmail other people's wives and children? You are much more powerful than I thought."

Cheng Yu

Cheng Yu bowed his head and apologized, "I'm wrong."

"Of course you're wrong. It's a serious mistake."

Cheng Yu's head is lower.

"But it's also very strange," said Lin Anlan. "I know you're wrong, but I can't blame you too much."

Cheng Yu looks at him in shock.

Lin Anlan looked down at the porridge in the bowl and stirred it slowly with a spoon.

"On the day I left, I was more sad than the anger of being cheated. I'm sorry that you cheated me. I don't think you should cheat me, but if you don't cheat me, where can I know what kind of person you are? Should you or shouldn't you?"

"The more I like you, the more angry and sad I am. I haven't recovered my memory at that time, so I'm at a loss. I don't know whether I should forgive you or not. I'm qualified to forgive you for me who haven't lost my memory. So I choose to leave. I want to calm down and think about it."

Cheng Yu listened quietly and didn't speak.

"Later, I recovered my memory. In fact, it was much easier than before. At least I have a complete memory. I don't know whether I should be qualified or not any more. I can make my own decisions, so I'm much more relaxed. "

"You're lucky, too." He looked up at Cheng Yu. "Before I lost my memory, I didn't like anyone else. I didn't have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. I didn't even have a secret love object. Although I didn't see you, it's also because your father and Jiang Xu have nothing to do with you, let alone hate you. In this case, you have become my first love."

When Lin Anlan remembered that they were recording variety shows, he said that he was his first love.

Although the origin is not correct, he is indeed his first love. It's just that their time span is too long. Eight years ago, Cheng Yu fell in love with him. Eight years later, he finally fell in love with Cheng Yu.

Although they are each other's first love, but after eight years, across the two stages of youth and youth.

"I tried to find your shortcomings, your mistakes, so that I could hate you a little bit more, but I looked for them again and again, but I didn't find them."

Lin Anlan looked at him, "you are very good."

He said, "you are a very good person, a very good lover, a very good boyfriend."

"I'm very happy when I was loved by you, so I'm very happy when I lost my memory. Although I was cheated, I'm really happy. I've been happy for more than five months. I can't find out your shortcomings and mistakes, and I can't find any other reasons to hate you except that you cheated me at the beginning."

He thought that if at that time, he did not come to find Cheng Yu, he went home alone, or went to find Jiang Xu, then maybe he would pass the amnesia peacefully, but maybe he would not be so happy and comfortable.

Cheng Yu brings him not only love but also a sense of security, so although he has lost his memory, he is not afraid of anything. He knows that when he encounters difficulties, he can go to Cheng Yu, when he encounters doubts, he can ask Cheng Yu, and when he encounters things he wants to know but doesn't know, he can also consult Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu knows everything, everything about him, everything about other people, he is willing to do anything, as long as it is what he wants.

He is not stupid. If Cheng Yu is not too reliable and trustworthy from the beginning to the end, and if Cheng Yu is not full of tenderness and consideration for him from the beginning to the end, how can he never doubt their relationship?

The best way to cheat someone is to say that what you say is true and what you do is true.

When everything is true, then, there is no so-called illusion.




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