Chapter 136
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136
Cheng Xiao pays attention to the inheritance of lineage. He has too many grandchildren to inherit, so he doesn't care whether Cheng Yu loves Lin Anlan or not, and how much he loves. Compared with Cheng Yu's love, his face and Cheng family's blood are more important.
But Cheng Feng only knows Cheng Yu, so he hopes Cheng Yu can get everything from the Cheng family.
He is his own son, the only son of Yu Hanshuang and himself, and he deserves everything that belongs to him.
Now, it's all on Lin Anlan.
Cheng Feng takes out his mobile phone and calls Jiang Xu for the first time.
Jiang Xu after a long time, just can't help but pick up, "hello."
"It's me." Cheng Feng said indifferently, "Lin Anlan and Xiao Yu are together. Do you know this?"
"What are you talking about?" Jiang Xu couldn't believe it, "impossible! Xiao Lan won't do that! "
"It seems you don't know." Cheng Feng tone flat, "then you must not know, Xiao Yu want to marry Lin Anlan, Lin Anlan agreed."
Jiang Xu was confused.
The string in his mind suddenly broke. He hung up and tried his best to call Lin Anlan.
However, Lin Anlan did not answer.
Jiang Xu can't accept it. He goes out of the house and drives to Lin Anlan's shooting place.
Is Lin Anlan with Cheng Yu?
And get married?
How is that possible?!
This is not true, this must not be true, Xiaolan will not do this to him, he will not, he will not!
Jiang Xu felt that he was going crazy. He wanted to appear in front of Lin Anlan the next second and asked him what was going on?
Why do you do this to him?
Why do you want to do this?
They have been in love for so many years. He clearly said that he cared about himself the most. He clearly said that he would not leave him. What would he do?
！
His whole life, forever, can't get around the shadow of Cheng Yu!
Jiang Xu gnashed his teeth in hatred and drove quickly to the road ahead.
Lin Anlan was resting on the set when he saw the staff leading people. Before he could wait for the other party to speak, he saw Jiang Xu behind him.
The staff said with a happy smile, "Mr. Lin, Mr. Jiang came to visit you."
Lin Anlan sneered, did not embarrass him, let the staff leave.
He watched as Jiang Xu approached, and then vaguely found that Jiang Xu and he thought differently.
His eyes are red, the whole person is very close, it seems that a little stimulation, will be emotional out of control.
Lin Anlan couldn't help straightening out, "what's the matter?"
"Let's talk." Jiang Xu repressed his emotions for fear that he would do something inappropriate on the spot.
Lin Anlan saw him like this, also did not refuse, and he walked toward the nanny car.
He got on the bus, and so did Jiang Xu.
They sat on both sides, like the confrontation before his amnesia.
"What's the matter?" Lin Anlan is calm and calm.
Jiang Xu asked, "why?"
His tone was fragile and stubborn, and he asked, trembling and angry, "why don't you tell me?"
"Are you with Cheng Yu? Are you still going to get married? "
"Xiaolan, it's fake, right? It's Cheng Yu's own nonsense, isn't it? You're not with him at all, and you don't intend to marry him, are you?"
Lin Anlan understand, after all, is a paper bag, Jiang Xu know this matter, so his mood out of control.
"It's true. I like him. We're together."
How can Jiang Xu bear his words like, "you lied to me!"
"How can you like him? You haven't seen him for so many years. How can you like him? "
"I saw him a long time ago." Lin Anlan said truthfully, "when he was a freshman in high school, he was very handsome. All the teachers and students in the school were watching him, and I was watching him too."
"No Jiang Xu didn't want to accept it. He shook his head and murmured, "it's not like this. Xiaolan, you lied to me. You never care about him. You don't want to be friends with him in high school, and you don't want to be friends with him in University. You never care about him."
He looked at Lin Anlan humbly and pitifully, with fragile hopes in his eyes, waiting for Lin Anlan's affirmation.
But Lin Anlan didn't give him the answer he wanted. "I really didn't want to make friends at that time. Wang, and I didn't want you to disturb his life. We agreed that I would not take care of him. You were not close to Cheng Feng or him."
"Isn't it good for us to do the same now?" Jiang Xu took him by the hand, "I'm not close to Cheng Feng, nor to him, and you don't pay attention to him, isn't that good?"
Lin Anlan calmly took out his hand. He looked at the hope on Jiang Xu's face as thin as cicada wings, looked at the sadness in his eyes, calm and cruel, "I promised you, but you broke your promise, so I won't promise again."
"I've made a mistake. I've changed it again. I won't make it again. Xiaolan, believe me, I won't see them again this time!"
Lin an LAN sighed and said, "Jiang Xu, it's meaningless to say this now. There's no need. I don't care anymore. "
"Why don't you care?" Jiang Xu almost cried, "how can you not care? Do you not care about me? You said you care about me? Why are you with him? There are so many people in the world, only he can't. why do you want to be with him? "
He anxiously took Lin Anlan's arm, "if you want to fall in love, can I introduce other people to you? Even if no one else can, can't I? I can also fall in love with you, and I can accompany you all my life. Why is it Cheng Yu? Xiaolan, don't be with him. Have you forgotten that he cheated you? Have you forgotten how he got in when you lost your memory? He is a liar, he can't, only he can't, you leave him good, I beg you
Lin Anlan looked at the collapse of his face, inexplicably gave birth to a kind of helpless, from the moment he promised Cheng Yu, he expected to now.
He anticipated the collapse and despair of Jiang Xu.
In Jiang Xu's short half life, he envies Cheng Yu for a long time and hates Cheng Yu for a long time. He loses to Cheng Yu in family affection. His father, whom he longs for, has only Cheng Yu as a son in his heart, so he grasps himself like the last straw, especially after discovering Cheng Yu's Thoughts on himself.
But now, his choice completely condemned Jiang Xu's loneliness and failure.
——His family, his friendship, all left him, went to Cheng Yu side.
However, is he to blame?
He also trusted and accompanied Jiang Xu.
He also stood by Jiang Xu unswervingly.
It's just that Jiang Xu pushed him away.
Jiang Xu pushes him away, and Cheng Yu covers him with love.
He felt the warmth and never wanted to leave again.
"Jiang Xu, I chose you. At the beginning, my choice was you, but you gave up on me. It's not that I don't want to accompany you, it's that you gave up on me first, so why do you beg now?"
"I was wrong." Jiang Xu said sadly, "in my life, the most regret is that I said those bastard words with you that day. I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. You can call me how you want to beat me, but Cheng Yu can't, only this is not allowed."
"But I like him already." Lin Anlan said calmly, "I have fallen in love with him. I can't sacrifice my love for anyone."
"He lied to you!" Jiang Xu said angrily, "it's him who takes advantage of the opportunity! How can you love him? You should hate him
"I should have hated him, by rights." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "but you see, I can't even hate him, so I really like him."
"Jiang Xu, if you still treat me as a friend, you should be happy for me, shouldn't you? I've found someone I like, and he's very reliable. He's liked me since high school. Isn't that worth being happy? "
Jiang Xu looked at him with a bitter smile. He wanted to cry without tears and kept shaking his head.
"It seems that we can no longer be friends." Lin Anlan said.
Jiang Xu shook his head desperately, "don't be like this, Xiaolan. I can't accept it. I really can't accept it."
"If you wait a long time, you will accept it. Time will smooth everything out."
"I won't! I hate him! I will never accept it
"That's a pity. It's not in my consideration whether you accept it or not."
Jiang Xu looked at him in a daze. He looked at Lin Anlan's calm and soft face. For the first time, he found that his best friend, taking off his emotional coat, was like this.
——Rational, indifferent, unmoved.
He clearly saw that he was about to collapse, but from beginning to end, there was no emotion fluctuation.
He really doesn't care about himself. He doesn't care about himself at all.
At this moment, Jiang Xu's sorrow is greater than his heart's death.
He suddenly didn't understand what he was living for?
His mother doesn't want him, his father doesn't recognize him, and his best friend knows that he hates Cheng Yu, but he still goes to Cheng Yu, and even wants to marry him and spend his whole life together.
He has nothing.
He finally lost to Cheng Yu, Lin Anlan, Cheng Feng, everything, he had nothing.
He should not have been born in this world. Since Yu he Shengxu was born, he might not have been born at all, or he might have died in Cheng Feng's atrocities.
If there had never been him, he would not have come to such an end, so why should he live?
Why didn't he die then?
Jiang Xu sad looking at Lin Anlan, low voice way: "Xiao Lan, don't like this, I only left you, if you and Cheng Yu together, I will die."
"That's your business," Lin said indifferently. "My love doesn't pay for anyone, and I don't need anyone to pay for me."
"So it doesn't matter if I die?"
Lin Anlan squinted and approached him, "if you want to die, no one can save you? Jiang Xu, you live for yourself, not for me or for other people. I don't need other people to pay for my life and death. Similarly, I won't pay for other people's life and death. "
As soon as Jiang Xu's heart fell to the bottom, he looked at Lin Anlan, who was familiar but strange to him. For the first time, he could not overlap the person in front of him with Lin Anlan in his memory.
He thought, maybe the Xiaolan in his heart is really gone.
That night, after he got drunk and said something he shouldn't have said, Lin Anlan, who grew up with him, disappeared.
From that day on, he went out of his own world and into Cheng Yu's world.
Goodbye, he is no longer his Xiao Lan, he has become Cheng Yu's An'an.
He buried their friendship with his own hands. He buried his once best friend.
Jiang Xu didn't speak any more.
Lin Anlan advised him, "if you have nothing to do, you can leave."
"The Cheng family won't accept you." He told Lin Anlan, "his father and grandfather can't accept you."
"I don't care."
"Don't you care if I go home?" Jiang Xu asked him, "Cheng Yu was driven out of the Cheng family. I'll replace him and take everything that belonged to his Cheng family, including the right of inheritance. Don't you care?"
Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment. He thought that Cheng Yu might be driven out of the Cheng family, but he didn't expect that this step of Cheng summit - because he didn't accept himself, he would rather accept Jiang Xu, whom he didn't recognize.
It surprised him a little.
When Jiang Xu saw that he didn't speak, he said slowly, "I can't go back. It belongs to him or to him. Everything of the Cheng family is still his, as long as you break up."
"Xiaolan, let's return everything to the beginning, which belongs to him or to him, but which belongs to me also belongs to me. Will you come back? I promise, I don't want anything, except you, I can give up anything. How are you
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136
Cheng Xiao pays attention to the inheritance of lineage. He has too many grandchildren to inherit, so he doesn't care whether Cheng Yu loves Lin Anlan or not, and how much he loves. Compared with Cheng Yu's love, his face and Cheng family's blood are more important.
But Cheng Feng only knows Cheng Yu, so he hopes Cheng Yu can get everything from the Cheng family.
He is his own son, the only son of Yu Hanshuang and himself, and he deserves everything that belongs to him.
Now, it's all on Lin Anlan.
Cheng Feng takes out his mobile phone and calls Jiang Xu for the first time.
Jiang Xu after a long time, just can't help but pick up, "hello."
"It's me." Cheng Feng said indifferently, "Lin Anlan and Xiao Yu are together. Do you know this?"
"What are you talking about?" Jiang Xu couldn't believe it, "impossible! Xiao Lan won't do that! "
"It seems you don't know." Cheng Feng tone flat, "then you must not know, Xiao Yu want to marry Lin Anlan, Lin Anlan agreed."
Jiang Xu was confused.
The string in his mind suddenly broke. He hung up and tried his best to call Lin Anlan.
However, Lin Anlan did not answer.
Jiang Xu can't accept it. He goes out of the house and drives to Lin Anlan's shooting place.
Is Lin Anlan with Cheng Yu?
And get married?
How is that possible?!
This is not true, this must not be true, Xiaolan will not do this to him, he will not, he will not!
Jiang Xu felt that he was going crazy. He wanted to appear in front of Lin Anlan the next second and asked him what was going on?
Why do you do this to him?
Why do you want to do this?
They have been in love for so many years. He clearly said that he cared about himself the most. He clearly said that he would not leave him. What would he do?
！
His whole life, forever, can't get around the shadow of Cheng Yu!
Jiang Xu gnashed his teeth in hatred and drove quickly to the road ahead.
Lin Anlan was resting on the set when he saw the staff leading people. Before he could wait for the other party to speak, he saw Jiang Xu behind him.
The staff said with a happy smile, "Mr. Lin, Mr. Jiang came to visit you."
Lin Anlan sneered, did not embarrass him, let the staff leave.
He watched as Jiang Xu approached, and then vaguely found that Jiang Xu and he thought differently.
His eyes are red, the whole person is very close, it seems that a little stimulation, will be emotional out of control.
Lin Anlan couldn't help straightening out, "what's the matter?"
"Let's talk." Jiang Xu repressed his emotions for fear that he would do something inappropriate on the spot.
Lin Anlan saw him like this, also did not refuse, and he walked toward the nanny car.
He got on the bus, and so did Jiang Xu.
They sat on both sides, like the confrontation before his amnesia.
"What's the matter?" Lin Anlan is calm and calm.
Jiang Xu asked, "why?"
His tone was fragile and stubborn, and he asked, trembling and angry, "why don't you tell me?"
"Are you with Cheng Yu? Are you still going to get married? "
"Xiaolan, it's fake, right? It's Cheng Yu's own nonsense, isn't it? You're not with him at all, and you don't intend to marry him, are you?"
Lin Anlan understand, after all, is a paper bag, Jiang Xu know this matter, so his mood out of control.
"It's true. I like him. We're together."
How can Jiang Xu bear his words like, "you lied to me!"
"How can you like him? You haven't seen him for so many years. How can you like him? "
"I saw him a long time ago." Lin Anlan said truthfully, "when he was a freshman in high school, he was very handsome. All the teachers and students in the school were watching him, and I was watching him too."
"No Jiang Xu didn't want to accept it. He shook his head and murmured, "it's not like this. Xiaolan, you lied to me. You never care about him. You don't want to be friends with him in high school, and you don't want to be friends with him in University. You never care about him."
He looked at Lin Anlan humbly and pitifully, with fragile hopes in his eyes, waiting for Lin Anlan's affirmation.
But Lin Anlan didn't give him the answer he wanted. "I really didn't want to make friends at that time. Wang, and I didn't want you to disturb his life. We agreed that I would not take care of him. You were not close to Cheng Feng or him."
"Isn't it good for us to do the same now?" Jiang Xu took him by the hand, "I'm not close to Cheng Feng, nor to him, and you don't pay attention to him, isn't that good?"
Lin Anlan calmly took out his hand. He looked at the hope on Jiang Xu's face as thin as cicada wings, looked at the sadness in his eyes, calm and cruel, "I promised you, but you broke your promise, so I won't promise again."
"I've made a mistake. I've changed it again. I won't make it again. Xiaolan, believe me, I won't see them again this time!"
Lin an LAN sighed and said, "Jiang Xu, it's meaningless to say this now. There's no need. I don't care anymore. "
"Why don't you care?" Jiang Xu almost cried, "how can you not care? Do you not care about me? You said you care about me? Why are you with him? There are so many people in the world, only he can't. why do you want to be with him? "
He anxiously took Lin Anlan's arm, "if you want to fall in love, can I introduce other people to you? Even if no one else can, can't I? I can also fall in love with you, and I can accompany you all my life. Why is it Cheng Yu? Xiaolan, don't be with him. Have you forgotten that he cheated you? Have you forgotten how he got in when you lost your memory? He is a liar, he can't, only he can't, you leave him good, I beg you
Lin Anlan looked at the collapse of his face, inexplicably gave birth to a kind of helpless, from the moment he promised Cheng Yu, he expected to now.
He anticipated the collapse and despair of Jiang Xu.
In Jiang Xu's short half life, he envies Cheng Yu for a long time and hates Cheng Yu for a long time. He loses to Cheng Yu in family affection. His father, whom he longs for, has only Cheng Yu as a son in his heart, so he grasps himself like the last straw, especially after discovering Cheng Yu's Thoughts on himself.
But now, his choice completely condemned Jiang Xu's loneliness and failure.
——His family, his friendship, all left him, went to Cheng Yu side.
However, is he to blame?
He also trusted and accompanied Jiang Xu.
He also stood by Jiang Xu unswervingly.
It's just that Jiang Xu pushed him away.
Jiang Xu pushes him away, and Cheng Yu covers him with love.
He felt the warmth and never wanted to leave again.
"Jiang Xu, I chose you. At the beginning, my choice was you, but you gave up on me. It's not that I don't want to accompany you, it's that you gave up on me first, so why do you beg now?"
"I was wrong." Jiang Xu said sadly, "in my life, the most regret is that I said those bastard words with you that day. I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. You can call me how you want to beat me, but Cheng Yu can't, only this is not allowed."
"But I like him already." Lin Anlan said calmly, "I have fallen in love with him. I can't sacrifice my love for anyone."
"He lied to you!" Jiang Xu said angrily, "it's him who takes advantage of the opportunity! How can you love him? You should hate him
"I should have hated him, by rights." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "but you see, I can't even hate him, so I really like him."
"Jiang Xu, if you still treat me as a friend, you should be happy for me, shouldn't you? I've found someone I like, and he's very reliable. He's liked me since high school. Isn't that worth being happy? "
Jiang Xu looked at him with a bitter smile. He wanted to cry without tears and kept shaking his head.
"It seems that we can no longer be friends." Lin Anlan said.
Jiang Xu shook his head desperately, "don't be like this, Xiaolan. I can't accept it. I really can't accept it."
"If you wait a long time, you will accept it. Time will smooth everything out."
"I won't! I hate him! I will never accept it
"That's a pity. It's not in my consideration whether you accept it or not."
Jiang Xu looked at him in a daze. He looked at Lin Anlan's calm and soft face. For the first time, he found that his best friend, taking off his emotional coat, was like this.
——Rational, indifferent, unmoved.
He clearly saw that he was about to collapse, but from beginning to end, there was no emotion fluctuation.
He really doesn't care about himself. He doesn't care about himself at all.
At this moment, Jiang Xu's sorrow is greater than his heart's death.
He suddenly didn't understand what he was living for?
His mother doesn't want him, his father doesn't recognize him, and his best friend knows that he hates Cheng Yu, but he still goes to Cheng Yu, and even wants to marry him and spend his whole life together.
He has nothing.
He finally lost to Cheng Yu, Lin Anlan, Cheng Feng, everything, he had nothing.
He should not have been born in this world. Since Yu he Shengxu was born, he might not have been born at all, or he might have died in Cheng Feng's atrocities.
If there had never been him, he would not have come to such an end, so why should he live?
Why didn't he die then?
Jiang Xu sad looking at Lin Anlan, low voice way: "Xiao Lan, don't like this, I only left you, if you and Cheng Yu together, I will die."
"That's your business," Lin said indifferently. "My love doesn't pay for anyone, and I don't need anyone to pay for me."
"So it doesn't matter if I die?"
Lin Anlan squinted and approached him, "if you want to die, no one can save you? Jiang Xu, you live for yourself, not for me or for other people. I don't need other people to pay for my life and death. Similarly, I won't pay for other people's life and death. "
As soon as Jiang Xu's heart fell to the bottom, he looked at Lin Anlan, who was familiar but strange to him. For the first time, he could not overlap the person in front of him with Lin Anlan in his memory.
He thought, maybe the Xiaolan in his heart is really gone.
That night, after he got drunk and said something he shouldn't have said, Lin Anlan, who grew up with him, disappeared.
From that day on, he went out of his own world and into Cheng Yu's world.
Goodbye, he is no longer his Xiao Lan, he has become Cheng Yu's An'an.
He buried their friendship with his own hands. He buried his once best friend.
Jiang Xu didn't speak any more.
Lin Anlan advised him, "if you have nothing to do, you can leave."
"The Cheng family won't accept you." He told Lin Anlan, "his father and grandfather can't accept you."
"I don't care."
"Don't you care if I go home?" Jiang Xu asked him, "Cheng Yu was driven out of the Cheng family. I'll replace him and take everything that belonged to his Cheng family, including the right of inheritance. Don't you care?"
Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment. He thought that Cheng Yu might be driven out of the Cheng family, but he didn't expect that this step of Cheng summit - because he didn't accept himself, he would rather accept Jiang Xu, whom he didn't recognize.
It surprised him a little.
When Jiang Xu saw that he didn't speak, he said slowly, "I can't go back. It belongs to him or to him. Everything of the Cheng family is still his, as long as you break up."
"Xiaolan, let's return everything to the beginning, which belongs to him or to him, but which belongs to me also belongs to me. Will you come back? I promise, I don't want anything, except you, I can give up anything. How are you
136Cheng Xiao pays attention to the inheritance of lineage. He has too many grandchildren to inherit, so he doesn't care whether Cheng Yu loves Lin Anlan or not, and how much he loves. Compared with Cheng Yu's love, his face and Cheng family's blood are more important.But Cheng Feng only knows Cheng Yu, so he hopes Cheng Yu can get everything from the Cheng family.He is his own son, the only son of Yu Hanshuang and himself, and he deserves everything that belongs to him.Now, it's all on Lin Anlan.Cheng Feng takes out his mobile phone and calls Jiang Xu for the first time.Jiang Xu after a long time, just can't help but pick up, "hello.""It's me." Cheng Feng said indifferently, "Lin Anlan and Xiao Yu are together. Do you know this?""What are you talking about?" Jiang Xu couldn't believe it, "impossible! Xiao Lan won't do that! ""It seems you don't know." Cheng Feng tone flat, "then you must not know, Xiao Yu want to marry Lin Anlan, Lin Anlan agreed."Jiang Xu was confused.The string in his mind suddenly broke. He hung up and tried his best to call Lin Anlan.However, Lin Anlan did not answer.Jiang Xu can't accept it. He goes out of the house and drives to Lin Anlan's shooting place.Is Lin Anlan with Cheng Yu?And get married?How is that possible?!This is not true, this must not be true, Xiaolan will not do this to him, he will not, he will not!Jiang Xu felt that he was going crazy. He wanted to appear in front of Lin Anlan the next second and asked him what was going on?Why do you do this to him?Why do you want to do this?They have been in love for so many years. He clearly said that he cared about himself the most. He clearly said that he would not leave him. What would he do?His whole life, forever, can't get around the shadow of Cheng Yu!Jiang Xu gnashed his teeth in hatred and drove quickly to the road ahead.Lin Anlan was resting on the set when he saw the staff leading people. Before he could wait for the other party to speak, he saw Jiang Xu behind him.The staff said with a happy smile, "Mr. Lin, Mr. Jiang came to visit you."Lin Anlan sneered, did not embarrass him, let the staff leave.He watched as Jiang Xu approached, and then vaguely found that Jiang Xu and he thought differently.His eyes are red, the whole person is very close, it seems that a little stimulation, will be emotional out of control.Lin Anlan couldn't help straightening out, "what's the matter?""Let's talk." Jiang Xu repressed his emotions for fear that he would do something inappropriate on the spot.Lin Anlan saw him like this, also did not refuse, and he walked toward the nanny car.He got on the bus, and so did Jiang Xu.They sat on both sides, like the confrontation before his amnesia."What's the matter?" Lin Anlan is calm and calm.Jiang Xu asked, "why?"His tone was fragile and stubborn, and he asked, trembling and angry, "why don't you tell me?""Are you with Cheng Yu? Are you still going to get married? ""Xiaolan, it's fake, right? It's Cheng Yu's own nonsense, isn't it? You're not with him at all, and you don't intend to marry him, are you?"Lin Anlan understand, after all, is a paper bag, Jiang Xu know this matter, so his mood out of control."It's true. I like him. We're together."How can Jiang Xu bear his words like, "you lied to me!""How can you like him? You haven't seen him for so many years. How can you like him? ""I saw him a long time ago." Lin Anlan said truthfully, "when he was a freshman in high school, he was very handsome. All the teachers and students in the school were watching him, and I was watching him too.""No Jiang Xu didn't want to accept it. He shook his head and murmured, "it's not like this. Xiaolan, you lied to me. You never care about him. You don't want to be friends with him in high school, and you don't want to be friends with him in University. You never care about him."He looked at Lin Anlan humbly and pitifully, with fragile hopes in his eyes, waiting for Lin Anlan's affirmation.But Lin Anlan didn't give him the answer he wanted. "I really didn't want to make friends at that time. Wang, and I didn't want you to disturb his life. We agreed that I would not take care of him. You were not close to Cheng Feng or him.""Isn't it good for us to do the same now?" Jiang Xu took him by the hand, "I'm not close to Cheng Feng, nor to him, and you don't pay attention to him, isn't that good?"Lin Anlan calmly took out his hand. He looked at the hope on Jiang Xu's face as thin as cicada wings, looked at the sadness in his eyes, calm and cruel, "I promised you, but you broke your promise, so I won't promise again.""I've made a mistake. I've changed it again. I won't make it again. Xiaolan, believe me, I won't see them again this time!"Lin an LAN sighed and said, "Jiang Xu, it's meaningless to say this now. There's no need. I don't care anymore. ""Why don't you care?" Jiang Xu almost cried, "how can you not care? Do you not care about me? You said you care about me? Why are you with him? There are so many people in the world, only he can't. why do you want to be with him? "He anxiously took Lin Anlan's arm, "if you want to fall in love, can I introduce other people to you? Even if no one else can, can't I? I can also fall in love with you, and I can accompany you all my life. Why is it Cheng Yu? Xiaolan, don't be with him. Have you forgotten that he cheated you? Have you forgotten how he got in when you lost your memory? He is a liar, he can't, only he can't, you leave him good, I beg youLin Anlan looked at the collapse of his face, inexplicably gave birth to a kind of helpless, from the moment he promised Cheng Yu, he expected to now.He anticipated the collapse and despair of Jiang Xu.In Jiang Xu's short half life, he envies Cheng Yu for a long time and hates Cheng Yu for a long time. He loses to Cheng Yu in family affection. His father, whom he longs for, has only Cheng Yu as a son in his heart, so he grasps himself like the last straw, especially after discovering Cheng Yu's Thoughts on himself.But now, his choice completely condemned Jiang Xu's loneliness and failure.His family, his friendship, all left him, went to Cheng Yu side.However, is he to blame?He also trusted and accompanied Jiang Xu.He also stood by Jiang Xu unswervingly.It's just that Jiang Xu pushed him away.Jiang Xu pushes him away, and Cheng Yu covers him with love.He felt the warmth and never wanted to leave again."Jiang Xu, I chose you. At the beginning, my choice was you, but you gave up on me. It's not that I don't want to accompany you, it's that you gave up on me first, so why do you beg now?""I was wrong." Jiang Xu said sadly, "in my life, the most regret is that I said those bastard words with you that day. I'm wrong, Xiao Lan. You can call me how you want to beat me, but Cheng Yu can't, only this is not allowed.""But I like him already." Lin Anlan said calmly, "I have fallen in love with him. I can't sacrifice my love for anyone.""He lied to you!" Jiang Xu said angrily, "it's him who takes advantage of the opportunity! How can you love him? You should hate him"I should have hated him, by rights." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "but you see, I can't even hate him, so I really like him.""Jiang Xu, if you still treat me as a friend, you should be happy for me, shouldn't you? I've found someone I like, and he's very reliable. He's liked me since high school. Isn't that worth being happy? "Jiang Xu looked at him with a bitter smile. He wanted to cry without tears and kept shaking his head."It seems that we can no longer be friends." Lin Anlan said.Jiang Xu shook his head desperately, "don't be like this, Xiaolan. I can't accept it. I really can't accept it.""If you wait a long time, you will accept it. Time will smooth everything out.""I won't! I hate him! I will never accept it"That's a pity. It's not in my consideration whether you accept it or not."Jiang Xu looked at him in a daze. He looked at Lin Anlan's calm and soft face. For the first time, he found that his best friend, taking off his emotional coat, was like this.Rational, indifferent, unmoved.He clearly saw that he was about to collapse, but from beginning to end, there was no emotion fluctuation.He really doesn't care about himself. He doesn't care about himself at all.At this moment, Jiang Xu's sorrow is greater than his heart's death.He suddenly didn't understand what he was living for?His mother doesn't want him, his father doesn't recognize him, and his best friend knows that he hates Cheng Yu, but he still goes to Cheng Yu, and even wants to marry him and spend his whole life together.He has nothing.He finally lost to Cheng Yu, Lin Anlan, Cheng Feng, everything, he had nothing.He should not have been born in this world. Since Yu he Shengxu was born, he might not have been born at all, or he might have died in Cheng Feng's atrocities.If there had never been him, he would not have come to such an end, so why should he live?Why didn't he die then?Jiang Xu sad looking at Lin Anlan, low voice way: "Xiao Lan, don't like this, I only left you, if you and Cheng Yu together, I will die.""That's your business," Lin said indifferently. "My love doesn't pay for anyone, and I don't need anyone to pay for me.""So it doesn't matter if I die?"Lin Anlan squinted and approached him, "if you want to die, no one can save you? Jiang Xu, you live for yourself, not for me or for other people. I don't need other people to pay for my life and death. Similarly, I won't pay for other people's life and death. "As soon as Jiang Xu's heart fell to the bottom, he looked at Lin Anlan, who was familiar but strange to him. For the first time, he could not overlap the person in front of him with Lin Anlan in his memory.He thought, maybe the Xiaolan in his heart is really gone.That night, after he got drunk and said something he shouldn't have said, Lin Anlan, who grew up with him, disappeared.From that day on, he went out of his own world and into Cheng Yu's world.Goodbye, he is no longer his Xiao Lan, he has become Cheng Yu's An'an.He buried their friendship with his own hands. He buried his once best friend.Jiang Xu didn't speak any more.Lin Anlan advised him, "if you have nothing to do, you can leave.""The Cheng family won't accept you." He told Lin Anlan, "his father and grandfather can't accept you.""I don't care.""Don't you care if I go home?" Jiang Xu asked him, "Cheng Yu was driven out of the Cheng family. I'll replace him and take everything that belonged to his Cheng family, including the right of inheritance. Don't you care?"Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment. He thought that Cheng Yu might be driven out of the Cheng family, but he didn't expect that this step of Cheng summit - because he didn't accept himself, he would rather accept Jiang Xu, whom he didn't recognize.It surprised him a little.When Jiang Xu saw that he didn't speak, he said slowly, "I can't go back. It belongs to him or to him. Everything of the Cheng family is still his, as long as you break up.""Xiaolan, let's return everything to the beginning, which belongs to him or to him, but which belongs to me also belongs to me. Will you come back? I promise, I don't want anything, except you, I can give up anything. How are you
