Chapter 142
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Cheng Yu left. Cheng Feng sat alone in his study. For half of his life, he was smooth and natural, but he never thought that he was old and defeated by his son.
Cheng Feng sighed, exhausted.
The next day, Cheng Yu received an e-mail from Pei Qiu, whose name is Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu doesn't understand, "what's this? Why did you send me this all of a sudden? "
"All the communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu when she lost her memory." Pei qiudao, "he said let me send it to you, let you have a good look, the province wronged him."
Cheng Yu:???
"What have I wronged him for? What did you say to him? "
"Heaven and earth conscience, I say good things for you. I don't say a word about you. I don't know what he thinks you've wronged him. You have to ask him." Pei Qiu finished, hung up the phone, biting pen to continue to write papers.
Cheng Yu curiously opens the email, downloads the attachment, hesitates for a long time, but still clicks on the audio.
He is not a saint. Naturally, he will be curious about what Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu said and how they said it. Even now he has made it clear that Lin Anlan at that time really lost his memory, and he really lost his memory of Jiang Xu, but he still can't refuse such a big temptation.
The audio is sorted by time. The first is that Jiang Xu takes the initiative to contact Lin Anlan and persuade him not to participate in the same variety show with Cheng Yu. Cheng Yu wears headphones and hears Lin Anlan's angry voice in the audio. He also hears their quarrel and Jiang Xu's anger.
He looked at the date and remembered that this was the night Lin Anlan decided to play Gu Shuyu.
He thought of Lin Anlan's impulse when he suddenly rushed into the bathroom. He also thought of what Lin Anlan said at that time: "I'm very irrational now." originally, it was because of this.
Cheng Yu listened to the past one by one, but there was not much audio. The communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu was not much. Every communication changed Jiang Xu's anger, and what remained unchanged was Lin Anlan's maintenance.
Cheng Yu chuckles. He thinks he knows what Lin Anlan says is wrong.
He called Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan picked him up and asked him, "what's the matter?"
"I finished listening to the audio."
"Oh ~" Lin Anlan lengthened her voice, "so?"
"I was wrong." Cheng Yu apologized, "I wronged you before."
"What else?"
"What else?"
"Isn't it?"
Cheng Yu thought for a long time, but couldn't think of anything else, "can you give me some hints?"
"No
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu is confused.
Lin Anlan felt him at the end of the phone at a loss, as if to amuse enough, then asked him, "is the blade delicious?"
Cheng Yu suddenly realized that it was this.
"I won't abuse myself any more." He added.
In fact, many times, his first idea is right. For example, Lin Anlan plays Gu Shuyu. When he asks Lin Anlan if it's because of him, he nods and hugs him.
He is really just for himself, clearly at the beginning of the rational refused, and later because of his own can not bear to agree to play.
But at that time, he was just with Lin Anlan, relying on his own deception. He didn't know whether Lin Anlan was really amnesia or false amnesia, and he didn't dare to challenge Jiang Xu's position in each other's heart. So once Jiang Xu appeared, he couldn't help thinking about the worst direction. Finally, it didn't matter to comfort himself, as long as Lin Anlan was beside him.
In fact, he is not self abusive, but used to retreat in the face of Jiang Xu.
Cheng Yu knows the importance of Jiang Xu, so he allows himself to retreat to the edge of the cliff. In this way, he will not have the illusion of ignoring Lin Anlan. In this way, as long as Lin Anlan can meet his minimum requirements, he will feel that it is not easy, and it is worth being happy.
People are like this. Once they lower their requirements, they will be satisfied. Cheng Yu wants to be satisfied, so he always puts his own requirements very low.
"You should believe me." Lin Anlan said gently, "but it's not your fault. I used to have that attitude. It's normal if you don't believe me, but now, you should believe me."
"Well."
"Believe in yourself, too." Lin Anlan whispered, "you are very good, so no matter in the face of any choice, as long as the option has you, I will choose you."
Cheng Yuxin next soft, slightly nodded, "well."
Lin Anlan just laughed and changed the topic with him.
All day long, Cheng Yu was very happy. Yu Chen looked at the smile on his face and asked him, "what's the matter, so happy? Has Lin Anlan agreed to your proposal? "
"We haven't done that yet." Cheng Yulian is busy.
"But I don't think your family's posture has reached this stage. On the contrary, it seems that you and Lin Anlan are going to get married these two days."
"Sooner or later, if things are settled earlier, I can propose to Ann earlier."
"Too early." Yu Chen commented, "we are still a little short of Wang Dong."
"It's not my fault, mainly because my father didn't calm down and started Lin Anlan ahead of time. I can't help it."
Yu Heng looked at him, "Cheng Xiao hasn't told my family about you yet, but I think he will tell my grandparents sooner or later."
Yu Chen's grandparents are naturally Cheng Yu's grandparents.
Hearing this, Cheng Yu didn't worry. "Even if my grandparents don't support me, they won't show it directly. No matter how I am, I'm the only one in the Cheng family. They will only help me."
Yu Heng chuckled, "smart."
"Don't worry, I'll help you."
He has obviously figured out the countermeasures, "whether you want to adopt a child from a welfare home or another child of the Cheng family in the future, you can."
Cheng Yu actually wants to adopt a child of his own. Among all the relatives who have blood relationship with him, Yu Heng is the only one he trusts and relies on most, but it is doomed to be impossible.
The Cheng family won't allow him to take over Yu's children, let alone Yu's children.
Everyone knows that Yu Heng is the new leader of the Yu family. Taking over his children is like making wedding clothes for him. Cheng Xiao and Cheng Feng will not agree.
"Thank you, brother." Cheng Yudao.
"Now you're welcome again." Yu Heng chuckled and gave him a piece of spareribs, "eat quickly, there are still things to do after eating."
"Good." Cheng Yu lowers his head to eat.
At the beginning of May, the trailer for the first edition of yunyun finally came out.
Movies with traffic always get the attention of netizens before they are released. What's more, this movie also gathers two of the most popular traffic. Therefore, the official Wei of "Yun Yun" just released the trailer, and the next second, there were no less than ten posts in each forum.
In fact, the trailer is not long. At the beginning, there are three single scenes: Gu Shuyu who is bored, Jing Huan who grows up in adversity, and sun Xinxin who smiles so brightly. The three of them start the story. Everyone shuttles through other people's lives, and everyone is the protagonist of his own life. Between light and shadow, Gu Shuyu sleeps on the bed covered with moonlight, Jing Huan stands in the shadow of the night, while sun Xinxin opens her hand and hugs herself in the city with the lights on.
This version of the trailer has no lines, only smooth music and vivid characters. Director Zhang's shooting technique is very good. Every frame in the trailer is not as beautiful as the ordinary, especially the three protagonists.
"Lying trough, worthy of director Zhang, this shot is too beautiful, before also worried that Lin Anlan is not suitable for the big screen, the result of this face is not too good-looking."
"Ah, that lens, that lens where Lin Anlan is in the light and Cheng Yu is in the dark, what's the plot in that period? The composition is too good!"
"Crazy screen capture, crazy lick Yan, this movie is too high, I haven't seen such a high value movie for a long time."
"I'm, I'm so, I don't want to see it tomorrow, I want to see it now!"
"Although, Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are really a good match. I can't control my heart when they stand together. I like the picture when they look at each other and smile."
"Me too!"!!! They both look at each other at random. It's so sweet. My CP is really the sweetest
After a while, [yunyun Trailer] and [Lin Anlan, Cheng Yu] went on the hot search together.
Yulan powder screamed wildly in the crowd, "see?! Did you see? Ann and Yu Yu are opposite, and they are very sweet! "
"See, see, my God, a lot of sugar, I'm so satisfied."
"I've saved enough money for movie tickets, just waiting for the movie to come out!"
"It's really handsome. Any scene is so handsome. How can my Magnolia be so beautiful?"
"I have a hunch that Ann and brother Cheng are going to suck powder again this time. Come on, my baby is the best!"
Just as everyone was talking about it, Lin Anlan was about to forward this trailer microblog when his mobile phone suddenly received a message from a strange number - [brother Jiang had a car accident, brother Lin, come and see him.]
Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment, and her mobile phone rang.
He got through, and Jiang Xu's assistant came straight to the point, "brother Lin, do you remember me? I'm Wang Qi, Jiang's assistant. Jiang was in a car accident. He was in a coma last night until now. Can you come and see him? He's been thinking about you for half a year. He's been thinking about you before the accident. If you come to see him, he might wake up."
"How did he have an accident?" Lin Anlan thought of the last sentence Jiang Xu asked him when he talked with him not long ago - what's the meaning of my life?
He didn't know whether Jiang Xu's accident was accidental or intentional.
"Some drunk driver ran through the red light, but brother Jiang didn't react. The car didn't dodge, so it collided."
Lin Anlan did not speak. In his mind, only Jiang Xu asked him, "so, it doesn't matter if I die.".
It's not that Jiang Xu didn't react or evade at all, but that he didn't want to evade at all.
Lin Anlan didn't know what to say for a moment. He felt that he couldn't understand what Jiang Xu was thinking. When he regarded him as a friend, Jiang Xu wanted Cheng Feng's father's love. He didn't treat him as a friend. Jiang Xu couldn't live without himself.
He just wanted to go back by himself, so he took his life as a gamble, bet that if he died, he would feel guilty, bet that if he lived, their friendship would have a chance of life.
"Which hospital?" He asked.
Wang Qi was surprised to report the name of the hospital to him. It seemed that it was not clear enough. He sent him the name of the hospital and the room number of the ward. He couldn't help thanking him.
Lin Anlan replied: "you're welcome."
Of course, he will go to see Jiang Xu. After all, he has known Jiang Xu for so many years. He has no other close people except him. If he dies, he will have to take care of his own affairs.
Lin Anlan lowered her head and was in a panic.
No matter how much he hates Jiang Xu or how angry he is at what the other party has done, it's true that they have known each other for more than 10 years and have been together for more than 10 years. Now that the other party encounters this kind of thing, it's impossible for him not to worry.
But the more worried he was, the more angry he was. He hated threats. Now, Jiang Xu is threatening him with his own life.
He really doesn't know himself at all and doesn't care about him at all.
Lin Anlan angrily turned over a page of the script. After the initial panic and worry had passed, she became angry slowly.
Ten minutes later, Cheng Yu received news of Jiang Xu's accident.
"He should have done it on purpose," Pei said. "From what I found, he had time to avoid it, but he didn't avoid it at all. In the end, the drunk driver suddenly slammed on the brake, which made him just injured and comatose instead of killed on the spot."
He said, looked at Lin Anlan one eye, saw Lin Anlan look tight, tightly clenched fist.
Pei Qiu hung up and asked him carefully, "are you worried?"
"I'm angry." Lin Anlan said.
"Angry, the other side can hide but not hide?"
"Yes."
"It's really worth getting angry."
Pei Qiu also does not understand, why someone will be able to live but choose to die?
What's good about suicide?
Only when a man is alive can he get what he wants, and only when he is alive can he have other hopes.
He looked at the scars on his hands. He had countless chances to die, but he survived with his teeth clenched. He wanted to live, but he didn't feel the kindness of the world. How could he die.
So, he survived scarred, and finally saw the goodwill of the world.
But Jiang Xu wants to die. He clearly has so much goodwill from the world, but he is still unwilling to continue to embrace the world.
"Sure enough, I'm still too happy." Pei Qiu said with emotion.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is right. No matter what he gets is too easy, he will not be cherished. Jiang Xu is still too happy, so he dares to gamble his life.
This is a bet that Lin Anlan will not pay in his life. When he was a child, it was not easy for him to live. He had seen those children who were abandoned because of serious illness in the welfare home. They were either quiet or crying very hard, but they could not live to grow up.
"So we are very happy." Young little Joe took him by the hand and told him, "at least we're healthy. We're not sick."
"But I'm not sick, and my mother doesn't want me." Young Lin Anlan felt even more sad.
"If they were not ill, their mother might not want them."
"But it's always good to live." Little Joe whispered, "because alive, maybe there will be a new mom and dad."
"But they can't wait for their new parents."
Only when we are alive can we see hope, and only when we are alive can we have joys and sorrows.
It's easy for Jiang Xu to ask for death, but if he wants to feel guilty because of him, he is doomed to be unable to wait.
He didn't feel sorry for him. Why should he feel guilty?!
Because he fell in love with Cheng Yu? Because of their feelings?
Lin Anlan doesn't accept his love. He doesn't need anyone to pay for it, but he also doesn't pay for anyone.
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142
Cheng Yu left. Cheng Feng sat alone in his study. For half of his life, he was smooth and natural, but he never thought that he was old and defeated by his son.
Cheng Feng sighed, exhausted.
The next day, Cheng Yu received an e-mail from Pei Qiu, whose name is Lin Anlan.
Cheng Yu doesn't understand, "what's this? Why did you send me this all of a sudden? "
"All the communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu when she lost her memory." Pei qiudao, "he said let me send it to you, let you have a good look, the province wronged him."
Cheng Yu:???
"What have I wronged him for? What did you say to him? "
"Heaven and earth conscience, I say good things for you. I don't say a word about you. I don't know what he thinks you've wronged him. You have to ask him." Pei Qiu finished, hung up the phone, biting pen to continue to write papers.
Cheng Yu curiously opens the email, downloads the attachment, hesitates for a long time, but still clicks on the audio.
He is not a saint. Naturally, he will be curious about what Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu said and how they said it. Even now he has made it clear that Lin Anlan at that time really lost his memory, and he really lost his memory of Jiang Xu, but he still can't refuse such a big temptation.
The audio is sorted by time. The first is that Jiang Xu takes the initiative to contact Lin Anlan and persuade him not to participate in the same variety show with Cheng Yu. Cheng Yu wears headphones and hears Lin Anlan's angry voice in the audio. He also hears their quarrel and Jiang Xu's anger.
He looked at the date and remembered that this was the night Lin Anlan decided to play Gu Shuyu.
He thought of Lin Anlan's impulse when he suddenly rushed into the bathroom. He also thought of what Lin Anlan said at that time: "I'm very irrational now." originally, it was because of this.
Cheng Yu listened to the past one by one, but there was not much audio. The communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu was not much. Every communication changed Jiang Xu's anger, and what remained unchanged was Lin Anlan's maintenance.
Cheng Yu chuckles. He thinks he knows what Lin Anlan says is wrong.
He called Lin Anlan.
Lin Anlan picked him up and asked him, "what's the matter?"
"I finished listening to the audio."
"Oh ~" Lin Anlan lengthened her voice, "so?"
"I was wrong." Cheng Yu apologized, "I wronged you before."
"What else?"
"What else?"
"Isn't it?"
Cheng Yu thought for a long time, but couldn't think of anything else, "can you give me some hints?"
"No
Cheng Yu
Cheng Yu is confused.
Lin Anlan felt him at the end of the phone at a loss, as if to amuse enough, then asked him, "is the blade delicious?"
Cheng Yu suddenly realized that it was this.
"I won't abuse myself any more." He added.
In fact, many times, his first idea is right. For example, Lin Anlan plays Gu Shuyu. When he asks Lin Anlan if it's because of him, he nods and hugs him.
He is really just for himself, clearly at the beginning of the rational refused, and later because of his own can not bear to agree to play.
But at that time, he was just with Lin Anlan, relying on his own deception. He didn't know whether Lin Anlan was really amnesia or false amnesia, and he didn't dare to challenge Jiang Xu's position in each other's heart. So once Jiang Xu appeared, he couldn't help thinking about the worst direction. Finally, it didn't matter to comfort himself, as long as Lin Anlan was beside him.
In fact, he is not self abusive, but used to retreat in the face of Jiang Xu.
Cheng Yu knows the importance of Jiang Xu, so he allows himself to retreat to the edge of the cliff. In this way, he will not have the illusion of ignoring Lin Anlan. In this way, as long as Lin Anlan can meet his minimum requirements, he will feel that it is not easy, and it is worth being happy.
People are like this. Once they lower their requirements, they will be satisfied. Cheng Yu wants to be satisfied, so he always puts his own requirements very low.
"You should believe me." Lin Anlan said gently, "but it's not your fault. I used to have that attitude. It's normal if you don't believe me, but now, you should believe me."
"Well."
"Believe in yourself, too." Lin Anlan whispered, "you are very good, so no matter in the face of any choice, as long as the option has you, I will choose you."
Cheng Yuxin next soft, slightly nodded, "well."
Lin Anlan just laughed and changed the topic with him.
All day long, Cheng Yu was very happy. Yu Chen looked at the smile on his face and asked him, "what's the matter, so happy? Has Lin Anlan agreed to your proposal? "
"We haven't done that yet." Cheng Yulian is busy.
"But I don't think your family's posture has reached this stage. On the contrary, it seems that you and Lin Anlan are going to get married these two days."
"Sooner or later, if things are settled earlier, I can propose to Ann earlier."
"Too early." Yu Chen commented, "we are still a little short of Wang Dong."
"It's not my fault, mainly because my father didn't calm down and started Lin Anlan ahead of time. I can't help it."
Yu Heng looked at him, "Cheng Xiao hasn't told my family about you yet, but I think he will tell my grandparents sooner or later."
Yu Chen's grandparents are naturally Cheng Yu's grandparents.
Hearing this, Cheng Yu didn't worry. "Even if my grandparents don't support me, they won't show it directly. No matter how I am, I'm the only one in the Cheng family. They will only help me."
Yu Heng chuckled, "smart."
"Don't worry, I'll help you."
He has obviously figured out the countermeasures, "whether you want to adopt a child from a welfare home or another child of the Cheng family in the future, you can."
Cheng Yu actually wants to adopt a child of his own. Among all the relatives who have blood relationship with him, Yu Heng is the only one he trusts and relies on most, but it is doomed to be impossible.
The Cheng family won't allow him to take over Yu's children, let alone Yu's children.
Everyone knows that Yu Heng is the new leader of the Yu family. Taking over his children is like making wedding clothes for him. Cheng Xiao and Cheng Feng will not agree.
"Thank you, brother." Cheng Yudao.
"Now you're welcome again." Yu Heng chuckled and gave him a piece of spareribs, "eat quickly, there are still things to do after eating."
"Good." Cheng Yu lowers his head to eat.
At the beginning of May, the trailer for the first edition of yunyun finally came out.
Movies with traffic always get the attention of netizens before they are released. What's more, this movie also gathers two of the most popular traffic. Therefore, the official Wei of "Yun Yun" just released the trailer, and the next second, there were no less than ten posts in each forum.
In fact, the trailer is not long. At the beginning, there are three single scenes: Gu Shuyu who is bored, Jing Huan who grows up in adversity, and sun Xinxin who smiles so brightly. The three of them start the story. Everyone shuttles through other people's lives, and everyone is the protagonist of his own life. Between light and shadow, Gu Shuyu sleeps on the bed covered with moonlight, Jing Huan stands in the shadow of the night, while sun Xinxin opens her hand and hugs herself in the city with the lights on.
This version of the trailer has no lines, only smooth music and vivid characters. Director Zhang's shooting technique is very good. Every frame in the trailer is not as beautiful as the ordinary, especially the three protagonists.
"Lying trough, worthy of director Zhang, this shot is too beautiful, before also worried that Lin Anlan is not suitable for the big screen, the result of this face is not too good-looking."
"Ah, that lens, that lens where Lin Anlan is in the light and Cheng Yu is in the dark, what's the plot in that period? The composition is too good!"
"Crazy screen capture, crazy lick Yan, this movie is too high, I haven't seen such a high value movie for a long time."
"I'm, I'm so, I don't want to see it tomorrow, I want to see it now!"
"Although, Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are really a good match. I can't control my heart when they stand together. I like the picture when they look at each other and smile."
"Me too!"!!! They both look at each other at random. It's so sweet. My CP is really the sweetest
After a while, [yunyun Trailer] and [Lin Anlan, Cheng Yu] went on the hot search together.
Yulan powder screamed wildly in the crowd, "see?! Did you see? Ann and Yu Yu are opposite, and they are very sweet! "
"See, see, my God, a lot of sugar, I'm so satisfied."
"I've saved enough money for movie tickets, just waiting for the movie to come out!"
"It's really handsome. Any scene is so handsome. How can my Magnolia be so beautiful?"
"I have a hunch that Ann and brother Cheng are going to suck powder again this time. Come on, my baby is the best!"
Just as everyone was talking about it, Lin Anlan was about to forward this trailer microblog when his mobile phone suddenly received a message from a strange number - [brother Jiang had a car accident, brother Lin, come and see him.]
Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment, and her mobile phone rang.
He got through, and Jiang Xu's assistant came straight to the point, "brother Lin, do you remember me? I'm Wang Qi, Jiang's assistant. Jiang was in a car accident. He was in a coma last night until now. Can you come and see him? He's been thinking about you for half a year. He's been thinking about you before the accident. If you come to see him, he might wake up."
"How did he have an accident?" Lin Anlan thought of the last sentence Jiang Xu asked him when he talked with him not long ago - what's the meaning of my life?
He didn't know whether Jiang Xu's accident was accidental or intentional.
"Some drunk driver ran through the red light, but brother Jiang didn't react. The car didn't dodge, so it collided."
Lin Anlan did not speak. In his mind, only Jiang Xu asked him, "so, it doesn't matter if I die.".
It's not that Jiang Xu didn't react or evade at all, but that he didn't want to evade at all.
Lin Anlan didn't know what to say for a moment. He felt that he couldn't understand what Jiang Xu was thinking. When he regarded him as a friend, Jiang Xu wanted Cheng Feng's father's love. He didn't treat him as a friend. Jiang Xu couldn't live without himself.
He just wanted to go back by himself, so he took his life as a gamble, bet that if he died, he would feel guilty, bet that if he lived, their friendship would have a chance of life.
"Which hospital?" He asked.
Wang Qi was surprised to report the name of the hospital to him. It seemed that it was not clear enough. He sent him the name of the hospital and the room number of the ward. He couldn't help thanking him.
Lin Anlan replied: "you're welcome."
Of course, he will go to see Jiang Xu. After all, he has known Jiang Xu for so many years. He has no other close people except him. If he dies, he will have to take care of his own affairs.
Lin Anlan lowered her head and was in a panic.
No matter how much he hates Jiang Xu or how angry he is at what the other party has done, it's true that they have known each other for more than 10 years and have been together for more than 10 years. Now that the other party encounters this kind of thing, it's impossible for him not to worry.
But the more worried he was, the more angry he was. He hated threats. Now, Jiang Xu is threatening him with his own life.
He really doesn't know himself at all and doesn't care about him at all.
Lin Anlan angrily turned over a page of the script. After the initial panic and worry had passed, she became angry slowly.
Ten minutes later, Cheng Yu received news of Jiang Xu's accident.
"He should have done it on purpose," Pei said. "From what I found, he had time to avoid it, but he didn't avoid it at all. In the end, the drunk driver suddenly slammed on the brake, which made him just injured and comatose instead of killed on the spot."
He said, looked at Lin Anlan one eye, saw Lin Anlan look tight, tightly clenched fist.
Pei Qiu hung up and asked him carefully, "are you worried?"
"I'm angry." Lin Anlan said.
"Angry, the other side can hide but not hide?"
"Yes."
"It's really worth getting angry."
Pei Qiu also does not understand, why someone will be able to live but choose to die?
What's good about suicide?
Only when a man is alive can he get what he wants, and only when he is alive can he have other hopes.
He looked at the scars on his hands. He had countless chances to die, but he survived with his teeth clenched. He wanted to live, but he didn't feel the kindness of the world. How could he die.
So, he survived scarred, and finally saw the goodwill of the world.
But Jiang Xu wants to die. He clearly has so much goodwill from the world, but he is still unwilling to continue to embrace the world.
"Sure enough, I'm still too happy." Pei Qiu said with emotion.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is right. No matter what he gets is too easy, he will not be cherished. Jiang Xu is still too happy, so he dares to gamble his life.
This is a bet that Lin Anlan will not pay in his life. When he was a child, it was not easy for him to live. He had seen those children who were abandoned because of serious illness in the welfare home. They were either quiet or crying very hard, but they could not live to grow up.
"So we are very happy." Young little Joe took him by the hand and told him, "at least we're healthy. We're not sick."
"But I'm not sick, and my mother doesn't want me." Young Lin Anlan felt even more sad.
"If they were not ill, their mother might not want them."
"But it's always good to live." Little Joe whispered, "because alive, maybe there will be a new mom and dad."
"But they can't wait for their new parents."
Only when we are alive can we see hope, and only when we are alive can we have joys and sorrows.
It's easy for Jiang Xu to ask for death, but if he wants to feel guilty because of him, he is doomed to be unable to wait.
He didn't feel sorry for him. Why should he feel guilty?!
Because he fell in love with Cheng Yu? Because of their feelings?
Lin Anlan doesn't accept his love. He doesn't need anyone to pay for it, but he also doesn't pay for anyone.
142Cheng Yu left. Cheng Feng sat alone in his study. For half of his life, he was smooth and natural, but he never thought that he was old and defeated by his son.Cheng Feng sighed, exhausted.The next day, Cheng Yu received an e-mail from Pei Qiu, whose name is Lin Anlan.Cheng Yu doesn't understand, "what's this? Why did you send me this all of a sudden? ""All the communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu when she lost her memory." Pei qiudao, "he said let me send it to you, let you have a good look, the province wronged him."Cheng Yu:???"What have I wronged him for? What did you say to him? ""Heaven and earth conscience, I say good things for you. I don't say a word about you. I don't know what he thinks you've wronged him. You have to ask him." Pei Qiu finished, hung up the phone, biting pen to continue to write papers.Cheng Yu curiously opens the email, downloads the attachment, hesitates for a long time, but still clicks on the audio.He is not a saint. Naturally, he will be curious about what Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu said and how they said it. Even now he has made it clear that Lin Anlan at that time really lost his memory, and he really lost his memory of Jiang Xu, but he still can't refuse such a big temptation.The audio is sorted by time. The first is that Jiang Xu takes the initiative to contact Lin Anlan and persuade him not to participate in the same variety show with Cheng Yu. Cheng Yu wears headphones and hears Lin Anlan's angry voice in the audio. He also hears their quarrel and Jiang Xu's anger.He looked at the date and remembered that this was the night Lin Anlan decided to play Gu Shuyu.He thought of Lin Anlan's impulse when he suddenly rushed into the bathroom. He also thought of what Lin Anlan said at that time: "I'm very irrational now." originally, it was because of this.Cheng Yu listened to the past one by one, but there was not much audio. The communication between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu was not much. Every communication changed Jiang Xu's anger, and what remained unchanged was Lin Anlan's maintenance.Cheng Yu chuckles. He thinks he knows what Lin Anlan says is wrong.He called Lin Anlan.Lin Anlan picked him up and asked him, "what's the matter?""I finished listening to the audio.""Oh ~" Lin Anlan lengthened her voice, "so?""I was wrong." Cheng Yu apologized, "I wronged you before.""What else?""What else?""Isn't it?"Cheng Yu thought for a long time, but couldn't think of anything else, "can you give me some hints?""NoCheng YuCheng Yu is confused.Lin Anlan felt him at the end of the phone at a loss, as if to amuse enough, then asked him, "is the blade delicious?"Cheng Yu suddenly realized that it was this."I won't abuse myself any more." He added.In fact, many times, his first idea is right. For example, Lin Anlan plays Gu Shuyu. When he asks Lin Anlan if it's because of him, he nods and hugs him.He is really just for himself, clearly at the beginning of the rational refused, and later because of his own can not bear to agree to play.But at that time, he was just with Lin Anlan, relying on his own deception. He didn't know whether Lin Anlan was really amnesia or false amnesia, and he didn't dare to challenge Jiang Xu's position in each other's heart. So once Jiang Xu appeared, he couldn't help thinking about the worst direction. Finally, it didn't matter to comfort himself, as long as Lin Anlan was beside him.In fact, he is not self abusive, but used to retreat in the face of Jiang Xu.Cheng Yu knows the importance of Jiang Xu, so he allows himself to retreat to the edge of the cliff. In this way, he will not have the illusion of ignoring Lin Anlan. In this way, as long as Lin Anlan can meet his minimum requirements, he will feel that it is not easy, and it is worth being happy.People are like this. Once they lower their requirements, they will be satisfied. Cheng Yu wants to be satisfied, so he always puts his own requirements very low."You should believe me." Lin Anlan said gently, "but it's not your fault. I used to have that attitude. It's normal if you don't believe me, but now, you should believe me.""Well.""Believe in yourself, too." Lin Anlan whispered, "you are very good, so no matter in the face of any choice, as long as the option has you, I will choose you."Cheng Yuxin next soft, slightly nodded, "well."Lin Anlan just laughed and changed the topic with him.All day long, Cheng Yu was very happy. Yu Chen looked at the smile on his face and asked him, "what's the matter, so happy? Has Lin Anlan agreed to your proposal? ""We haven't done that yet." Cheng Yulian is busy."But I don't think your family's posture has reached this stage. On the contrary, it seems that you and Lin Anlan are going to get married these two days.""Sooner or later, if things are settled earlier, I can propose to Ann earlier.""Too early." Yu Chen commented, "we are still a little short of Wang Dong.""It's not my fault, mainly because my father didn't calm down and started Lin Anlan ahead of time. I can't help it."Yu Heng looked at him, "Cheng Xiao hasn't told my family about you yet, but I think he will tell my grandparents sooner or later."Yu Chen's grandparents are naturally Cheng Yu's grandparents.Hearing this, Cheng Yu didn't worry. "Even if my grandparents don't support me, they won't show it directly. No matter how I am, I'm the only one in the Cheng family. They will only help me."Yu Heng chuckled, "smart.""Don't worry, I'll help you."He has obviously figured out the countermeasures, "whether you want to adopt a child from a welfare home or another child of the Cheng family in the future, you can."Cheng Yu actually wants to adopt a child of his own. Among all the relatives who have blood relationship with him, Yu Heng is the only one he trusts and relies on most, but it is doomed to be impossible.The Cheng family won't allow him to take over Yu's children, let alone Yu's children.Everyone knows that Yu Heng is the new leader of the Yu family. Taking over his children is like making wedding clothes for him. Cheng Xiao and Cheng Feng will not agree."Thank you, brother." Cheng Yudao."Now you're welcome again." Yu Heng chuckled and gave him a piece of spareribs, "eat quickly, there are still things to do after eating.""Good." Cheng Yu lowers his head to eat.At the beginning of May, the trailer for the first edition of yunyun finally came out.Movies with traffic always get the attention of netizens before they are released. What's more, this movie also gathers two of the most popular traffic. Therefore, the official Wei of "Yun Yun" just released the trailer, and the next second, there were no less than ten posts in each forum.In fact, the trailer is not long. At the beginning, there are three single scenes: Gu Shuyu who is bored, Jing Huan who grows up in adversity, and sun Xinxin who smiles so brightly. The three of them start the story. Everyone shuttles through other people's lives, and everyone is the protagonist of his own life. Between light and shadow, Gu Shuyu sleeps on the bed covered with moonlight, Jing Huan stands in the shadow of the night, while sun Xinxin opens her hand and hugs herself in the city with the lights on.This version of the trailer has no lines, only smooth music and vivid characters. Director Zhang's shooting technique is very good. Every frame in the trailer is not as beautiful as the ordinary, especially the three protagonists."Lying trough, worthy of director Zhang, this shot is too beautiful, before also worried that Lin Anlan is not suitable for the big screen, the result of this face is not too good-looking.""Ah, that lens, that lens where Lin Anlan is in the light and Cheng Yu is in the dark, what's the plot in that period? The composition is too good!""Crazy screen capture, crazy lick Yan, this movie is too high, I haven't seen such a high value movie for a long time.""I'm, I'm so, I don't want to see it tomorrow, I want to see it now!""Although, Lin Anlan and Cheng Yu are really a good match. I can't control my heart when they stand together. I like the picture when they look at each other and smile.""Me too!"!!! They both look at each other at random. It's so sweet. My CP is really the sweetestAfter a while, yunyun Trailer and Lin Anlan, Cheng Yu went on the hot search together.Yulan powder screamed wildly in the crowd, "see?! Did you see? Ann and Yu Yu are opposite, and they are very sweet! ""See, see, my God, a lot of sugar, I'm so satisfied.""I've saved enough money for movie tickets, just waiting for the movie to come out!""It's really handsome. Any scene is so handsome. How can my Magnolia be so beautiful?""I have a hunch that Ann and brother Cheng are going to suck powder again this time. Come on, my baby is the best!"Just as everyone was talking about it, Lin Anlan was about to forward this trailer microblog when his mobile phone suddenly received a message from a strange number - brother Jiang had a car accident, brother Lin, come and see him.Lin Anlan was stunned for a moment, and her mobile phone rang.He got through, and Jiang Xu's assistant came straight to the point, "brother Lin, do you remember me? I'm Wang Qi, Jiang's assistant. Jiang was in a car accident. He was in a coma last night until now. Can you come and see him? He's been thinking about you for half a year. He's been thinking about you before the accident. If you come to see him, he might wake up.""How did he have an accident?" Lin Anlan thought of the last sentence Jiang Xu asked him when he talked with him not long ago - what's the meaning of my life?He didn't know whether Jiang Xu's accident was accidental or intentional."Some drunk driver ran through the red light, but brother Jiang didn't react. The car didn't dodge, so it collided."Lin Anlan did not speak. In his mind, only Jiang Xu asked him, "so, it doesn't matter if I die.".It's not that Jiang Xu didn't react or evade at all, but that he didn't want to evade at all.Lin Anlan didn't know what to say for a moment. He felt that he couldn't understand what Jiang Xu was thinking. When he regarded him as a friend, Jiang Xu wanted Cheng Feng's father's love. He didn't treat him as a friend. Jiang Xu couldn't live without himself.He just wanted to go back by himself, so he took his life as a gamble, bet that if he died, he would feel guilty, bet that if he lived, their friendship would have a chance of life."Which hospital?" He asked.Wang Qi was surprised to report the name of the hospital to him. It seemed that it was not clear enough. He sent him the name of the hospital and the room number of the ward. He couldn't help thanking him.Lin Anlan replied: "you're welcome."Of course, he will go to see Jiang Xu. After all, he has known Jiang Xu for so many years. He has no other close people except him. If he dies, he will have to take care of his own affairs.Lin Anlan lowered her head and was in a panic.No matter how much he hates Jiang Xu or how angry he is at what the other party has done, it's true that they have known each other for more than 10 years and have been together for more than 10 years. Now that the other party encounters this kind of thing, it's impossible for him not to worry.But the more worried he was, the more angry he was. He hated threats. Now, Jiang Xu is threatening him with his own life.He really doesn't know himself at all and doesn't care about him at all.Lin Anlan angrily turned over a page of the script. After the initial panic and worry had passed, she became angry slowly.Ten minutes later, Cheng Yu received news of Jiang Xu's accident."He should have done it on purpose," Pei said. "From what I found, he had time to avoid it, but he didn't avoid it at all. In the end, the drunk driver suddenly slammed on the brake, which made him just injured and comatose instead of killed on the spot."He said, looked at Lin Anlan one eye, saw Lin Anlan look tight, tightly clenched fist.Pei Qiu hung up and asked him carefully, "are you worried?""I'm angry." Lin Anlan said."Angry, the other side can hide but not hide?""Yes.""It's really worth getting angry."Pei Qiu also does not understand, why someone will be able to live but choose to die?What's good about suicide?Only when a man is alive can he get what he wants, and only when he is alive can he have other hopes.He looked at the scars on his hands. He had countless chances to die, but he survived with his teeth clenched. He wanted to live, but he didn't feel the kindness of the world. How could he die.So, he survived scarred, and finally saw the goodwill of the world.But Jiang Xu wants to die. He clearly has so much goodwill from the world, but he is still unwilling to continue to embrace the world."Sure enough, I'm still too happy." Pei Qiu said with emotion.Lin Anlan thinks that he is right. No matter what he gets is too easy, he will not be cherished. Jiang Xu is still too happy, so he dares to gamble his life.This is a bet that Lin Anlan will not pay in his life. When he was a child, it was not easy for him to live. He had seen those children who were abandoned because of serious illness in the welfare home. They were either quiet or crying very hard, but they could not live to grow up."So we are very happy." Young little Joe took him by the hand and told him, "at least we're healthy. We're not sick.""But I'm not sick, and my mother doesn't want me." Young Lin Anlan felt even more sad."If they were not ill, their mother might not want them.""But it's always good to live." Little Joe whispered, "because alive, maybe there will be a new mom and dad.""But they can't wait for their new parents."Only when we are alive can we see hope, and only when we are alive can we have joys and sorrows.It's easy for Jiang Xu to ask for death, but if he wants to feel guilty because of him, he is doomed to be unable to wait.He didn't feel sorry for him. Why should he feel guilty?!Because he fell in love with Cheng Yu? Because of their feelings?Lin Anlan doesn't accept his love. He doesn't need anyone to pay for it, but he also doesn't pay for anyone.
