I Love You the Most in the World - Chapter 6

Chapter 6




Lin Anlan didn't want to move, but Cheng Yu didn't wear a condom this time, so he could only stare at Cheng Yu helplessly, and said, "it's all your fault."

Cheng Yu smiles and kisses his mouth. He coaxes him with a good temper and says, "well, it's all my fault. I have no determination."

He stood up to Lin Anlan's forehead, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, and his eyes were full of affection, "but I can't blame it all. I blame my wife for being too charming, so that my husband won't be a man."

Lin Anlan was so embarrassed by his words that he pinched his waist and said, "no more nonsense!"

Cheng Yu took his hand and gave it a kiss. "That's bullshit. My wife is the most gentle and considerate man in the world."

"Aren't you yourself?" Lin Anlan said with a smile.

"I can't match you." Cheng Yu hugs him.

He lifted the quilt, picked up Lin Anlan, "let's go, help you get it out, and then go to sleep."

Lin Anlan pushed him, "I'll go by myself."

"That's no good. Only the scum man can let his wife go after the event."

Lin Anlan simply can't help him, "how can you be so unreasonable?"

Cheng Yu said with a smile, "because I like you."

He looked at Lin Anlan and said gently, "what I like most in the world is you."

Cheng Yu hugs him and rinses them again. Then they go back to bed again.

Lin Anlan is sleepy. Cheng Yu looks at him and closes his eyes. He doesn't tell him about the script.

He turned off the light, Lin Anlan inertia to his arms rubbed rubbed, low voice, "good night."

Cheng Yu kisses his forehead, "good night."

However, not long after he fell asleep, he was woken up by the mobile phone ring on the desk. Cheng Yu took a look and woke up instantly.

Lin Anlan frowned and muttered, "who is that?"

Cheng Yu comforted in his eyebrow kiss, "nothing, you continue to sleep, I go to answer a phone."

He pressed mute, did not turn on the light, on the light of the mobile phone out of the bedroom door.

Before going out, I didn't forget to help Lin Anlan tuck in the corner.

Cheng Yu walked all the way to the balcony of his study and finally picked up the phone

"Jiang Xu went to see President Cheng today."

"And then?"

"They talked for a long time, and he didn't leave until the evening."

"What else?"

"No more."

"Didn't he contact Lin Anlan?"

"No, he once sent a wechat to Mr. Lin, but he didn't send it. After that, he didn't send it."

Cheng Yu feels strange, so why not call?

Jiang Xu should know that Lin Anlan has hacked him. Why don't you call him?

"Anything else?"

The other side hesitated for a moment and whispered, "he met Mr. Cheng yesterday."

Cheng Yu chuckled, "he really insists."

"So Cheng Shao, what are you going to do?"

"Why am I going to do it?" Cheng Yu asked, "I'm going to stand by."

"Cheng Shao..."

"Well," Cheng Yu interrupted, "I have my own sense of propriety. Don't give me advice."

"Good."

"Then keep your eyes on him, and contact me whenever you need anything."

"Good."

Cheng Yu hangs up and leans on the balcony railing, looking at the night scene outside the window.

Night has been very deep, dark, thick ink general, only the horizon of the string moon, hanging high, but also hazy scattered their own light, although not heavy color, but also has a unique taste.

Cheng Yu lights a cigarette. Just as he wants to smoke, he remembers that he said he wanted to quit smoking, so he puts it between his fingers and smells of tobacco.

He felt that Lin Anlan was really amnesia, otherwise, he would not have a substantive relationship with himself.

No matter how much he cares about Jiang Xu, he is not the kind of person who will sacrifice his body for each other. His feelings can be cheated, but his physical relationship is real and can not be faked.

He thought of it with a sigh.

In fact, he did not want to develop to this stage with Lin Anlan.

He likes Lin Anlan, and the more he likes it, the more he is afraid. He is afraid that he will leave after he recovers his memory. He is even more afraid that he will know that they have done what they should do and what they should not do after he recovers his memory. At that time, he looks at himself.

What would he think of him?

I think he's mean and disgusting.

I don't want to see him again in my life.

However, he is indeed such a person.

A mean swindler whose means are disgraceful.

Cheng Yu wants to smoke again.

In fact, he doesn't smoke very often. Only when he is upset or confused, he will smoke a few cigarettes. He wants to rely on tobacco to ease his mood.

His first time with Lin Anlan is not far from now. It was almost at the beginning of last week or at the end of last week.

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At that time, the two people drank a little wine and stayed at home to watch a movie. It was raining outside and the room was dark yellow inside. At the end of the movie, men and women were deeply in love. They could not help kissing and hugging and had a relationship.

Lin an LAN looks at, seem to be some embarrassed, lowered eyes.

Cheng Yu quickly enters this part, but hears Lin Anlan ask him in a low voice, "have we ever done this kind of thing?"

"No Cheng Yutan said, "you forget that we just confirmed the relationship before, so we didn't have it."

"Not until the relationship is established?"

Cheng Yu looked into his curious eyes and rubbed his hair with a smile. "Of course not. We are not cannon friends. Before we make sure of the relationship, we are very pure. I run after you."

Lin Anlan nodded, "Oh".

Cheng Yu thought that this should be the end of the matter, but after a while, Lin Anlan asked him curiously in a low voice, even with some caution, "do you want to try?"

Cheng Yu:!!!

Cheng Yu looked at him in surprise and saw Lin Anlan's weak but obvious desire to try.

He quickly refused, "no way."

"Why?" Lin Anlan didn't expect that he would refuse him. In his limited memory, Cheng Yu was almost obedient to him and never refused him.

Cheng Yu didn't expect that he would ask why, so he could only reply: "it's not suitable."

"I think it's appropriate." Lin Anlan is not coy way, "I want to try."

He probably drank wine, the whole person's courage has been strengthened, eyes bright looking at Cheng Yu said, "not between lovers can do it? We can try, too. "

Cheng Yuke controls his inner desire which is incited by him, and tries hard to make himself a person, "later on."

"Why? I'm not a girl, and I won't be pregnant. I won't have any influence after I do it. Why wait for the future? What's the difference between the future and the present? Are you going to break up with me if you do it with me today? "

"Of course not." Cheng Yu quickly grabbed his hand to ensure his existence, "how can I break up with you? I will never break up with you all my life. "

"That's it." Lin Anlan is eloquent, "after that, it's no different from now."

Cheng Yu listened to him, but he couldn't say what he said in his heart.

If Lin Anlan is really his lover, he will not refuse, but Lin Anlan is not.

He cheated Lin Anlan, stole Lin Anlan's feelings, let him stay by his side now, hug and kiss with himself, be his boyfriend, this is already wrong, how dare he have a substantive relationship with Lin Anlan again.

"I'm afraid you'll regret it later."

"Why?" Lin Anlan asked him.

Cheng Yu looked at his puzzled clear eyes, rare, said the truth, "I'm afraid you will be unhappy when you recover your memory."

Lin Anlan listened to his words and was silent for a moment.

The air is a little heavy. Cheng Yu holds his hand and can only hear the shrieks of the girls on the screen.

"Let's go to the movies." He coaxed gently.

But Lin Anlan did not conform to his topic.

He asked, "Cheng Yu, don't you like me now?"

"Of course not." Cheng Yu doesn't understand why he thinks so. He hugs the person in front of him anxiously and says without hesitation, "I like whatever you are."

"Then why do you only care about whether I will be happy after I recover my memory?"

He looked at Cheng Yu, his eyes sad, "now I, at this moment, I have no memory, I am happy, you don't care?"

"I care." Cheng Yu loves to kiss his eyes, "how can I not care, you are my favorite person, how can I not care about you."

He whispered, "baby."

Lin Anlan looked at the deep feeling in his eyes and knew that what he said was true. However, he also knew that his deep feeling originated from his love before amnesia.

But if he appeared at the beginning, just like now, would Cheng Yu still love him?

He was afraid that he would not be happy after he recovered his memory, so even if he wanted to have a try, even if he offered it, he was not willing to.

But if it is not amnesia, memory integrity that he put forward this request, Cheng Yu will not refuse it.

At this moment, he seemed to get into the tip of a bull's horn and abruptly divided himself into two people.

Also, Lin Anlan thought, who would like his lover to suddenly forget all the things between them one day, like a stranger, knowing nothing about his heart.

It's normal for Cheng Yu to leave this kind of important thing to his complete memory after he recovers his memory. In this way, it can be regarded as the sublimation of love.

But who knows when he can recover his memory? Maybe I can't recover in my whole life?

He may not be able to wait for the original lover he knew.

Lin Anlan suddenly some sad, for Cheng Yu, for once oneself, also for now oneself.

He thought a lot at this moment, and he said, "I don't want to go to the movies, I want to go back to sleep."

Cheng Yu immediately panicked, he said, "I accompany you."

Lin Anlan shook his head, "I sleep by myself, you go to the movies first."

Lin Anlan wants to take out his hand, but Cheng Yu clenches it.

Lin Anlan looked up at him. Cheng Yu didn't dare to say what he wanted to say. He just let go and said to him, "I'll take you back to your room."

He sent Lin Anlan back to his bedroom. Lin Anlan closed the door. Cheng Yu didn't go and stood against the wall beside the door.

He is sensitive to detect that Daolin Anlan's mood is wrong, but he doesn't know why, because he doesn't want to have a relationship with him?

But this is his last conscience.

He didn't dare and couldn't have sex with him.

Cheng Yu stood outside the door, his heart full of panic.

Lin Anlan sits on the bed and looks at the bedroom in front of him. This is Cheng Yu's home and Cheng Yu's guest bedroom. This is an environment he is familiar with but not familiar with.

But if he wants to recover his memory, the most appropriate thing is to stay at home and in his familiar environment.

He suddenly felt that he was a little too dependent on Cheng Yu. Since he found Cheng Yu after he lost his memory, he has been relying on Cheng Yu.

Cheng Yu accompanies him home. Cheng Yu helps him change his mobile phone. Cheng Yu takes him to his agent.

Even at home is the same, Cheng Yu cooking, Cheng Yu washing dishes, Cheng Yu with him.

However, what Cheng Yu wants is a Lin Anlan with complete memory, a Lin Anlan who remembers the details of their love, and a Lin Anlan who has personally agreed to be his boyfriend.

He said he chased himself for a long time, a long time, but he didn't remember at all.

He didn't remember the past that he tried his best to meet again and again, and pursued him persistently.

On the one hand, he relies on Cheng Yu, but on the other hand, he cruelly reminds Cheng Yu that the person in front of you is not the one you first love.

This is unfair to Cheng Yu.

Lin Anlan lay in bed for a while, and then at dinner, put forward his own idea, "I want to move back to my home."

Cheng Yu's hand stopped.

He looked at Lin Anlan, his heart full of fear, holding chopsticks hand, almost can't hold.

He put down his chopsticks and suppressed his fear and strong possessiveness. As always, he asked him gently, "why?"