Chapter 74
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74
So at that moment, Cheng Feng listened to Jiang Xu's cry. It's rare that he didn't let the bodyguard kill him.
He motioned to the bodyguard to return the child to Jiang Liying, and said calmly and cruelly, "take you and other people's sons away. Next time you show up in front of me, I'll kill him."
Jiang Liying was so scared that she left with Jiang Xu in her arms.
She cried and went back.
Cheng Feng is a very generous lover. When Jiang Liying followed him, she got a lot of things from him. Now she is leaving, and she is living a fairly good life relying on her jewelry and money.
She left Cheng Feng, but she didn't have any skills. She was used to the relaxed days when she followed Cheng Feng. She could only be a lover for the next person.
At this time, the existence of Jiang Xu is very inconvenient.
Jiang Liying wanted to throw him away, but she couldn't bear it.
Her less intelligent brain vaguely remembers that illegitimate children enjoy the same rights as legitimate children in law. In other words, if Cheng Feng dies, Jiang Xu is entitled to inherit his legacy.
After all, she was still reluctant to give up her own children and hope, so she raised Jiang Xu alone until he was a sophomore in senior high school.
When Jiang Xu was 17 years old, Jiang Liying met a man who made her fall in love again. She wanted to marry him, but he said, "I don't raise children for other men. It's OK to get married, but your son can't follow you."
Jiang Liying, who fell in love, only saw the man. After struggling for her love and happiness, she abandoned her son, got on the plane with her lover and left the city.
Jiang Xu was left with a lonely room, a farewell letter and a 50000 yuan card.
Since then, Jiang Liying has disappeared. She never came back to see Jiang Xu or called him.
Until this year, until yesterday, she came back.
Suddenly, without warning came back.
Cheng Yu is not surprised to see Jiang Xu here in Lin Anlan this evening. Jiang Liying is back. It's too exciting for Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu is bound to have mood swings and will come to Lin Anlan.
He just didn't expect that Lin Anlan would expose his amnesia because of Jiang Liying.
But it doesn't matter. He knew there would be such a day, so he could accept it.
But he didn't want Lin Anlan to pity Jiang Xu, so he didn't want to tell Lin Anlan that Jiang Xu's mother had abandoned him and left with others when Jiang Xu was 17 years old.
He shook his head with a smile. "I don't know. I only know his mother's name is Jiang Liying. She has been with my father for some time, that's all."
Lin Anlan has no doubt about him, and it seems to him that whether Cheng Yu knows it or not is normal.
Jiang Liying is Cheng Feng's lover. If Cheng Yu cares about her, he will find out about her.
But Cheng Yu doesn't even care about Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu, so it's normal not to care about Jiang Liying, a former lover.
So it's normal whether he knows or not.
"Did Jiang Xu fall in love before?" Lin Anlan asked him, "he said 'she's back'. Is she his girlfriend?"
Cheng Yu shook his head. "No, he didn't talk about his girlfriend."
"Who is that?"
"Don't think about that." Cheng Yu hugged him with a smile, "go to bed, it's so late, we should go to bed."
"I'm always a little worried." Lin Anlan leans in his arms, frowning and explaining his feelings, "I think he has begun to doubt whether I have amnesia. I'm worried about whether he will try to test me the next time he comes, and then he finds that I really have amnesia."
"So the question he's been asking you to answer today is?"
"He asked me who she was when he said 'she's back'
Cheng Yu put him on the bed and taught him, "if he asks you that next time, you can answer Jiang Liying."
"It seems that Jiang Xu has been living alone these years, so maybe his mother left and came back."
"But if it's his mother, he doesn't react so strongly. He doesn't look very good. He seems to be very excited and scared, and he tries to suppress himself."
"Then I don't know."
Lin Anlan sighed and knocked his head, "if only I could have this part of the memory."
Cheng Yu quickly took his hand off his head. He gave Lin Anlan a kiss and said, "it doesn't matter. Just take your time. Just let it go."
Lin Anlan nodded and lay in the quilt.
That night, he didn't dream. He thought he would dream, but he had no dream until the next day.
Lin Anlan has a fever and a slight cold.
He had planned to film with his illness, but Cheng Yu was willing to press the person down on the spot, "no need. You have a good rest. It's the same when you get well. Otherwise, if you're ill and can't take photos, director Zhang will be embarrassed to talk about you. "
Lin Anlan thinks what he said is also reasonable, "well, then you can make a good film."
"Well." Cheng Yu gave him a kiss.
Lin Anlan scared to cover his mouth, "will infect."
Cheng Yu laughs, takes away his hand, kisses his mouth, and kisses him with a long kiss, "I'm not afraid."
Lin Anlan laughed unconsciously.
Cheng Yu kisses him again and then gets up to wash.
Yang Wang asked for leave for him. He took some medicine, wrapped up in a quilt and waited to sweat.
Cheng Yu didn't have a rest after filming, so he came directly to him and asked him, "are you better?"
Lin Anlan shakes her head.
He has no spirit, the mouth is also bitter, and Cheng Yu coquetry way, "I want to eat."
Cheng Yu ordered porridge for him and put a piece of sugar in his mouth to let him have it first.
"Why did you have a fever all of a sudden? I didn't get wet yesterday." Zosiya worried.
Cheng Yu sits beside him, wring a towel on Lin Anlan's forehead.
Lin Anlan doesn't know. He thinks he may have poor physical fitness. Otherwise, Cheng Yulin is more serious, but Cheng Yu has nothing to do with it.
"I'm so miserable." Lin Anlan make complaints about it, "how can I be so delicate?"
Cheng Yu was amused by him, pinched his face, and said to him, "it's not delicate. People always have fever and cold several times a year, and you're normal."
"But you don't have any."
"I had a fever in the first half of the year, so I won't have a fever in the second half of the year."
Lin Anlan got close to him, put his pillow on his leg and fell asleep.
He felt hot and cold, and his body seemed to become sticky. He needed a basin of water.
Lin Anlan wants to pick up the water, but he feels that something is dripping in his palm. As soon as he looks up, he finds out that it's Jiang Xu, a 17-year-old with red eyes crying.
"She's gone." Jiang Xu cried.
"She didn't want me, she chose the man, she left." Jiang Xu's tears trickled down his cheeks.
Lin Anlan said curiously, "who? Who's gone? "
"My mother." Jiang Xu cried and took out the letter in his hand. "She didn't want me anymore. She didn't even want to see me. She left without saying anything to me. How could she do that?"
Jiang Xu lowered his head and burst into tears.
Lin Anlan took the letter in his hand, which said it was a letter. In fact, he wrote a paragraph on Jiang Xu's homework paper.
"Mom is going to live a new life. She left you 50000 yuan. Save some money. Don't come to me. If you can't live, just go to your father. My mother has raised you for so many years. I heard that in foreign countries, after 18 years old, your parents will not be in charge, and you will be fast. So don't let your mother worry any more. If you need money or other things, go to your father. You have a picture of your father. I tell you his name now. His name is Cheng Feng. You can go to him. After all, he has never raised you. "
Lin Anlan looked at the letter and couldn't speak for a moment.
Jiang Xu is still crying.
Lin Anlan comforted him, "don't cry, she doesn't want you, you don't want her."
He told Jiang Xu the words he had heard in the welfare home. He said, "don't wait for her. In the future, I'll take her as my mother."
But how can Jiang Xu accept it? He and his mother depended on each other since childhood. Maybe there were some bad memories, but she gave him love and affection.
Of course, he knew that his mother was in love with another person, and he also knew that the man named uncle didn't like him.
So he advised his mother to break up. He told his mother that the man did not really love her and would not treat him well.
He just didn't expect that his mother chose the man between them.
Jiang Xu squatted down crying, accompanied by young Lin Anlan. Looking at his crying face, he felt as if he had seen himself.
Helpless, abandoned by their mother, no one wants to be themselves.
He comforted Jiang Xu, "you still have me, I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu lowered his head and his eyes were full of tears.
He cried all night, and the next day, it was a little easier.
But it was only a superficial relief. He kept calling Jiang Liying, but no one answered.
He went back to his home. It was quiet.
When he heard the knock, he ran out and opened the door anxiously, only to find that it was not his mother, but the landlord who came to collect the rent.
How ridiculous, he never had a home, whether it was a house, or the house on behalf of the home.
He paid the rent and sat helplessly in the room.
Lin Anlan wants to help him. After discussing with his adoptive parents, he suggests that Jiang Xu move to his own home so that he can save rent.
Lin's father is a teacher, and the most remarkable thing is that his children in this grade are affected by their learning status because of family reasons. "It's going to take the college entrance examination in another year. What's Jiang Xu's mother's idea? Even if she wants to leave, she should wait until the children finish the college entrance examination. What's more important than the children's college entrance examination?"
He asked Lin Anlan to pick up Jiang Xu. Later, he lived and ate in the Lin family.
"Anyway, the family is not bad for him, a pair of chopsticks, first good college entrance examination."
Lin Anlan agrees, but Jiang Xu doesn't want to. He stubbornly guards his home and wants to wait for his mother to come back.
"She'll be back." He said.
"She won't come back." Lin Anlan said coldly.
"She will."
"She won't!" Lin Anlan said angrily, "if she will come back, she won't leave you. She doesn't know if you will feel uncomfortable when she leaves? Of course she knows, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about you, Jiang Xu. She doesn't want you, so don't wait for her. What are you waiting for? You can't wait
"She will!" Jiang Xu yelled, "you don't know anything. You have family, father and mother. How can you understand my pain? I only have her. How can she abandon me?"
Lin Anlan is silent. When he looks at Jiang Xu, he always feels that he is looking at himself.
But he had already forgotten his own mother. He couldn't even remember what she looked like. The only mother in his memory was Lin Mu.
How lucky he is! In order to protect him and avoid gossiping, his adoptive parents told the outside world that he was born a few years ago and stayed in his hometown with the old man. Now that the old man has gone, he has brought the child back.
Seeing that he and Lin Bo look like each other, they are dubious about this. If they hadn't lost the memory of Lin Mu's pregnancy, they would have believed it all.
So no one knew that he was adopted. Some people speculated that he was the child of Lin Fu's brothers and sisters and adopted him to Lin Fu, but no one ever knew that he was adopted.
Lin Anlan doesn't want to expose his parents' good intentions. He just tells Jiang Xu, "she has already done this, so it's not worth your being sad for her any more."
However, Jiang Xu not only felt sorry for her, but also began to fall for her.
He sent a message to Jiang Liying, saying that he didn't have class now and was in the Internet bar. He said that he didn't want to study and didn't plan to take the college entrance examination.
He was immersed in the Internet world and began to smoke and drink with people.
He wants Jiang Liying to show up, wants her to scold herself, and then finds that she still can't let him go.
But Jiang Liying didn't show up.
Only Lin Anlan appeared.
Lin Anlan scolds him in the Internet bar. Lin Anlan picks him up from the bar. Lin Anlan turns away disappointed and angry.
Jiang Xu is afraid of him, he chased up, listen to Lin Anlan scold him, dare not reply.
This has always been the case between them. If Lin Anlan doesn't mind, Jiang Xu can jump wildly. Lin Anlan won't mind, and Jiang Xu won't step on his bottom line.
But once Lin Anlan gets angry, Jiang Xu is afraid. He can only admit his mistake and ask Lin Anlan to forgive him.
Lin Anlan asked him, "still degenerate?"
Jiang Xu shook his head.
"Be obedient?"
Jiang Xu nodded.
"Do you want to wait for her?"
Jiang Xu did not speak.
Lin Anlan turns around and walks away. Jiang Xu grabs him with pitiful eyes.
At that moment, Lin Anlan felt that he was more fickle than Jiang Xu.
At that time, he was only five years old, but he could give up his mother in his heart. However, at the age of 17, Jiang Xu still held a weak and impossible hope.
He sighed, helpless way, "want to wait in the heart, secretly wait, don't let me know, don't tell me, otherwise, I will scold you not promising."
Jiang Xu looked at him, silently lowered his eyes, as if nodding compromise.
That night, Jiang Xu drank wine. He leaned against Lin Anlan and said, "Xiao Lan, I have no mother."
"I didn't have a father, but now I don't even have a mother."
Lin Anlan was silent for a moment, and his mind was full of his childhood. He didn't know who his father was when he was born. In his memory, it seemed that he never appeared.
He had only his mother, but his mother abandoned him.
He looked at Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu closed his eyes, leaned against him, lights down, he was like an enlarged version of himself.
Lin Anlan gently looked at himself.
He seemed to say to Jiang Xu and himself, "it doesn't matter. You still have me. I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu nodded, he said, "Xiaolan, you are so good."
"So don't wait for her any longer."
"Good." Jiang Xu responded.
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74
So at that moment, Cheng Feng listened to Jiang Xu's cry. It's rare that he didn't let the bodyguard kill him.
He motioned to the bodyguard to return the child to Jiang Liying, and said calmly and cruelly, "take you and other people's sons away. Next time you show up in front of me, I'll kill him."
Jiang Liying was so scared that she left with Jiang Xu in her arms.
She cried and went back.
Cheng Feng is a very generous lover. When Jiang Liying followed him, she got a lot of things from him. Now she is leaving, and she is living a fairly good life relying on her jewelry and money.
She left Cheng Feng, but she didn't have any skills. She was used to the relaxed days when she followed Cheng Feng. She could only be a lover for the next person.
At this time, the existence of Jiang Xu is very inconvenient.
Jiang Liying wanted to throw him away, but she couldn't bear it.
Her less intelligent brain vaguely remembers that illegitimate children enjoy the same rights as legitimate children in law. In other words, if Cheng Feng dies, Jiang Xu is entitled to inherit his legacy.
After all, she was still reluctant to give up her own children and hope, so she raised Jiang Xu alone until he was a sophomore in senior high school.
When Jiang Xu was 17 years old, Jiang Liying met a man who made her fall in love again. She wanted to marry him, but he said, "I don't raise children for other men. It's OK to get married, but your son can't follow you."
Jiang Liying, who fell in love, only saw the man. After struggling for her love and happiness, she abandoned her son, got on the plane with her lover and left the city.
Jiang Xu was left with a lonely room, a farewell letter and a 50000 yuan card.
Since then, Jiang Liying has disappeared. She never came back to see Jiang Xu or called him.
Until this year, until yesterday, she came back.
Suddenly, without warning came back.
Cheng Yu is not surprised to see Jiang Xu here in Lin Anlan this evening. Jiang Liying is back. It's too exciting for Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu is bound to have mood swings and will come to Lin Anlan.
He just didn't expect that Lin Anlan would expose his amnesia because of Jiang Liying.
But it doesn't matter. He knew there would be such a day, so he could accept it.
But he didn't want Lin Anlan to pity Jiang Xu, so he didn't want to tell Lin Anlan that Jiang Xu's mother had abandoned him and left with others when Jiang Xu was 17 years old.
He shook his head with a smile. "I don't know. I only know his mother's name is Jiang Liying. She has been with my father for some time, that's all."
Lin Anlan has no doubt about him, and it seems to him that whether Cheng Yu knows it or not is normal.
Jiang Liying is Cheng Feng's lover. If Cheng Yu cares about her, he will find out about her.
But Cheng Yu doesn't even care about Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu, so it's normal not to care about Jiang Liying, a former lover.
So it's normal whether he knows or not.
"Did Jiang Xu fall in love before?" Lin Anlan asked him, "he said 'she's back'. Is she his girlfriend?"
Cheng Yu shook his head. "No, he didn't talk about his girlfriend."
"Who is that?"
"Don't think about that." Cheng Yu hugged him with a smile, "go to bed, it's so late, we should go to bed."
"I'm always a little worried." Lin Anlan leans in his arms, frowning and explaining his feelings, "I think he has begun to doubt whether I have amnesia. I'm worried about whether he will try to test me the next time he comes, and then he finds that I really have amnesia."
"So the question he's been asking you to answer today is?"
"He asked me who she was when he said 'she's back'
Cheng Yu put him on the bed and taught him, "if he asks you that next time, you can answer Jiang Liying."
"It seems that Jiang Xu has been living alone these years, so maybe his mother left and came back."
"But if it's his mother, he doesn't react so strongly. He doesn't look very good. He seems to be very excited and scared, and he tries to suppress himself."
"Then I don't know."
Lin Anlan sighed and knocked his head, "if only I could have this part of the memory."
Cheng Yu quickly took his hand off his head. He gave Lin Anlan a kiss and said, "it doesn't matter. Just take your time. Just let it go."
Lin Anlan nodded and lay in the quilt.
That night, he didn't dream. He thought he would dream, but he had no dream until the next day.
Lin Anlan has a fever and a slight cold.
He had planned to film with his illness, but Cheng Yu was willing to press the person down on the spot, "no need. You have a good rest. It's the same when you get well. Otherwise, if you're ill and can't take photos, director Zhang will be embarrassed to talk about you. "
Lin Anlan thinks what he said is also reasonable, "well, then you can make a good film."
"Well." Cheng Yu gave him a kiss.
Lin Anlan scared to cover his mouth, "will infect."
Cheng Yu laughs, takes away his hand, kisses his mouth, and kisses him with a long kiss, "I'm not afraid."
Lin Anlan laughed unconsciously.
Cheng Yu kisses him again and then gets up to wash.
Yang Wang asked for leave for him. He took some medicine, wrapped up in a quilt and waited to sweat.
Cheng Yu didn't have a rest after filming, so he came directly to him and asked him, "are you better?"
Lin Anlan shakes her head.
He has no spirit, the mouth is also bitter, and Cheng Yu coquetry way, "I want to eat."
Cheng Yu ordered porridge for him and put a piece of sugar in his mouth to let him have it first.
"Why did you have a fever all of a sudden? I didn't get wet yesterday." Zosiya worried.
Cheng Yu sits beside him, wring a towel on Lin Anlan's forehead.
Lin Anlan doesn't know. He thinks he may have poor physical fitness. Otherwise, Cheng Yulin is more serious, but Cheng Yu has nothing to do with it.
"I'm so miserable." Lin Anlan make complaints about it, "how can I be so delicate?"
Cheng Yu was amused by him, pinched his face, and said to him, "it's not delicate. People always have fever and cold several times a year, and you're normal."
"But you don't have any."
"I had a fever in the first half of the year, so I won't have a fever in the second half of the year."
Lin Anlan got close to him, put his pillow on his leg and fell asleep.
He felt hot and cold, and his body seemed to become sticky. He needed a basin of water.
Lin Anlan wants to pick up the water, but he feels that something is dripping in his palm. As soon as he looks up, he finds out that it's Jiang Xu, a 17-year-old with red eyes crying.
"She's gone." Jiang Xu cried.
"She didn't want me, she chose the man, she left." Jiang Xu's tears trickled down his cheeks.
Lin Anlan said curiously, "who? Who's gone? "
"My mother." Jiang Xu cried and took out the letter in his hand. "She didn't want me anymore. She didn't even want to see me. She left without saying anything to me. How could she do that?"
Jiang Xu lowered his head and burst into tears.
Lin Anlan took the letter in his hand, which said it was a letter. In fact, he wrote a paragraph on Jiang Xu's homework paper.
"Mom is going to live a new life. She left you 50000 yuan. Save some money. Don't come to me. If you can't live, just go to your father. My mother has raised you for so many years. I heard that in foreign countries, after 18 years old, your parents will not be in charge, and you will be fast. So don't let your mother worry any more. If you need money or other things, go to your father. You have a picture of your father. I tell you his name now. His name is Cheng Feng. You can go to him. After all, he has never raised you. "
Lin Anlan looked at the letter and couldn't speak for a moment.
Jiang Xu is still crying.
Lin Anlan comforted him, "don't cry, she doesn't want you, you don't want her."
He told Jiang Xu the words he had heard in the welfare home. He said, "don't wait for her. In the future, I'll take her as my mother."
But how can Jiang Xu accept it? He and his mother depended on each other since childhood. Maybe there were some bad memories, but she gave him love and affection.
Of course, he knew that his mother was in love with another person, and he also knew that the man named uncle didn't like him.
So he advised his mother to break up. He told his mother that the man did not really love her and would not treat him well.
He just didn't expect that his mother chose the man between them.
Jiang Xu squatted down crying, accompanied by young Lin Anlan. Looking at his crying face, he felt as if he had seen himself.
Helpless, abandoned by their mother, no one wants to be themselves.
He comforted Jiang Xu, "you still have me, I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu lowered his head and his eyes were full of tears.
He cried all night, and the next day, it was a little easier.
But it was only a superficial relief. He kept calling Jiang Liying, but no one answered.
He went back to his home. It was quiet.
When he heard the knock, he ran out and opened the door anxiously, only to find that it was not his mother, but the landlord who came to collect the rent.
How ridiculous, he never had a home, whether it was a house, or the house on behalf of the home.
He paid the rent and sat helplessly in the room.
Lin Anlan wants to help him. After discussing with his adoptive parents, he suggests that Jiang Xu move to his own home so that he can save rent.
Lin's father is a teacher, and the most remarkable thing is that his children in this grade are affected by their learning status because of family reasons. "It's going to take the college entrance examination in another year. What's Jiang Xu's mother's idea? Even if she wants to leave, she should wait until the children finish the college entrance examination. What's more important than the children's college entrance examination?"
He asked Lin Anlan to pick up Jiang Xu. Later, he lived and ate in the Lin family.
"Anyway, the family is not bad for him, a pair of chopsticks, first good college entrance examination."
Lin Anlan agrees, but Jiang Xu doesn't want to. He stubbornly guards his home and wants to wait for his mother to come back.
"She'll be back." He said.
"She won't come back." Lin Anlan said coldly.
"She will."
"She won't!" Lin Anlan said angrily, "if she will come back, she won't leave you. She doesn't know if you will feel uncomfortable when she leaves? Of course she knows, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about you, Jiang Xu. She doesn't want you, so don't wait for her. What are you waiting for? You can't wait
"She will!" Jiang Xu yelled, "you don't know anything. You have family, father and mother. How can you understand my pain? I only have her. How can she abandon me?"
Lin Anlan is silent. When he looks at Jiang Xu, he always feels that he is looking at himself.
But he had already forgotten his own mother. He couldn't even remember what she looked like. The only mother in his memory was Lin Mu.
How lucky he is! In order to protect him and avoid gossiping, his adoptive parents told the outside world that he was born a few years ago and stayed in his hometown with the old man. Now that the old man has gone, he has brought the child back.
Seeing that he and Lin Bo look like each other, they are dubious about this. If they hadn't lost the memory of Lin Mu's pregnancy, they would have believed it all.
So no one knew that he was adopted. Some people speculated that he was the child of Lin Fu's brothers and sisters and adopted him to Lin Fu, but no one ever knew that he was adopted.
Lin Anlan doesn't want to expose his parents' good intentions. He just tells Jiang Xu, "she has already done this, so it's not worth your being sad for her any more."
However, Jiang Xu not only felt sorry for her, but also began to fall for her.
He sent a message to Jiang Liying, saying that he didn't have class now and was in the Internet bar. He said that he didn't want to study and didn't plan to take the college entrance examination.
He was immersed in the Internet world and began to smoke and drink with people.
He wants Jiang Liying to show up, wants her to scold herself, and then finds that she still can't let him go.
But Jiang Liying didn't show up.
Only Lin Anlan appeared.
Lin Anlan scolds him in the Internet bar. Lin Anlan picks him up from the bar. Lin Anlan turns away disappointed and angry.
Jiang Xu is afraid of him, he chased up, listen to Lin Anlan scold him, dare not reply.
This has always been the case between them. If Lin Anlan doesn't mind, Jiang Xu can jump wildly. Lin Anlan won't mind, and Jiang Xu won't step on his bottom line.
But once Lin Anlan gets angry, Jiang Xu is afraid. He can only admit his mistake and ask Lin Anlan to forgive him.
Lin Anlan asked him, "still degenerate?"
Jiang Xu shook his head.
"Be obedient?"
Jiang Xu nodded.
"Do you want to wait for her?"
Jiang Xu did not speak.
Lin Anlan turns around and walks away. Jiang Xu grabs him with pitiful eyes.
At that moment, Lin Anlan felt that he was more fickle than Jiang Xu.
At that time, he was only five years old, but he could give up his mother in his heart. However, at the age of 17, Jiang Xu still held a weak and impossible hope.
He sighed, helpless way, "want to wait in the heart, secretly wait, don't let me know, don't tell me, otherwise, I will scold you not promising."
Jiang Xu looked at him, silently lowered his eyes, as if nodding compromise.
That night, Jiang Xu drank wine. He leaned against Lin Anlan and said, "Xiao Lan, I have no mother."
"I didn't have a father, but now I don't even have a mother."
Lin Anlan was silent for a moment, and his mind was full of his childhood. He didn't know who his father was when he was born. In his memory, it seemed that he never appeared.
He had only his mother, but his mother abandoned him.
He looked at Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu closed his eyes, leaned against him, lights down, he was like an enlarged version of himself.
Lin Anlan gently looked at himself.
He seemed to say to Jiang Xu and himself, "it doesn't matter. You still have me. I will accompany you."
Jiang Xu nodded, he said, "Xiaolan, you are so good."
"So don't wait for her any longer."
"Good." Jiang Xu responded.
74So at that moment, Cheng Feng listened to Jiang Xu's cry. It's rare that he didn't let the bodyguard kill him.He motioned to the bodyguard to return the child to Jiang Liying, and said calmly and cruelly, "take you and other people's sons away. Next time you show up in front of me, I'll kill him."Jiang Liying was so scared that she left with Jiang Xu in her arms.She cried and went back.Cheng Feng is a very generous lover. When Jiang Liying followed him, she got a lot of things from him. Now she is leaving, and she is living a fairly good life relying on her jewelry and money.She left Cheng Feng, but she didn't have any skills. She was used to the relaxed days when she followed Cheng Feng. She could only be a lover for the next person.At this time, the existence of Jiang Xu is very inconvenient.Jiang Liying wanted to throw him away, but she couldn't bear it.Her less intelligent brain vaguely remembers that illegitimate children enjoy the same rights as legitimate children in law. In other words, if Cheng Feng dies, Jiang Xu is entitled to inherit his legacy.After all, she was still reluctant to give up her own children and hope, so she raised Jiang Xu alone until he was a sophomore in senior high school.When Jiang Xu was 17 years old, Jiang Liying met a man who made her fall in love again. She wanted to marry him, but he said, "I don't raise children for other men. It's OK to get married, but your son can't follow you."Jiang Liying, who fell in love, only saw the man. After struggling for her love and happiness, she abandoned her son, got on the plane with her lover and left the city.Jiang Xu was left with a lonely room, a farewell letter and a 50000 yuan card.Since then, Jiang Liying has disappeared. She never came back to see Jiang Xu or called him.Until this year, until yesterday, she came back.Suddenly, without warning came back.Cheng Yu is not surprised to see Jiang Xu here in Lin Anlan this evening. Jiang Liying is back. It's too exciting for Jiang Xu. Jiang Xu is bound to have mood swings and will come to Lin Anlan.He just didn't expect that Lin Anlan would expose his amnesia because of Jiang Liying.But it doesn't matter. He knew there would be such a day, so he could accept it.But he didn't want Lin Anlan to pity Jiang Xu, so he didn't want to tell Lin Anlan that Jiang Xu's mother had abandoned him and left with others when Jiang Xu was 17 years old.He shook his head with a smile. "I don't know. I only know his mother's name is Jiang Liying. She has been with my father for some time, that's all."Lin Anlan has no doubt about him, and it seems to him that whether Cheng Yu knows it or not is normal.Jiang Liying is Cheng Feng's lover. If Cheng Yu cares about her, he will find out about her.But Cheng Yu doesn't even care about Cheng Feng and Jiang Xu, so it's normal not to care about Jiang Liying, a former lover.So it's normal whether he knows or not."Did Jiang Xu fall in love before?" Lin Anlan asked him, "he said 'she's back'. Is she his girlfriend?"Cheng Yu shook his head. "No, he didn't talk about his girlfriend.""Who is that?""Don't think about that." Cheng Yu hugged him with a smile, "go to bed, it's so late, we should go to bed.""I'm always a little worried." Lin Anlan leans in his arms, frowning and explaining his feelings, "I think he has begun to doubt whether I have amnesia. I'm worried about whether he will try to test me the next time he comes, and then he finds that I really have amnesia.""So the question he's been asking you to answer today is?""He asked me who she was when he said 'she's back'Cheng Yu put him on the bed and taught him, "if he asks you that next time, you can answer Jiang Liying.""It seems that Jiang Xu has been living alone these years, so maybe his mother left and came back.""But if it's his mother, he doesn't react so strongly. He doesn't look very good. He seems to be very excited and scared, and he tries to suppress himself.""Then I don't know."Lin Anlan sighed and knocked his head, "if only I could have this part of the memory."Cheng Yu quickly took his hand off his head. He gave Lin Anlan a kiss and said, "it doesn't matter. Just take your time. Just let it go."Lin Anlan nodded and lay in the quilt.That night, he didn't dream. He thought he would dream, but he had no dream until the next day.Lin Anlan has a fever and a slight cold.He had planned to film with his illness, but Cheng Yu was willing to press the person down on the spot, "no need. You have a good rest. It's the same when you get well. Otherwise, if you're ill and can't take photos, director Zhang will be embarrassed to talk about you. "Lin Anlan thinks what he said is also reasonable, "well, then you can make a good film.""Well." Cheng Yu gave him a kiss.Lin Anlan scared to cover his mouth, "will infect."Cheng Yu laughs, takes away his hand, kisses his mouth, and kisses him with a long kiss, "I'm not afraid."Lin Anlan laughed unconsciously.Cheng Yu kisses him again and then gets up to wash.Yang Wang asked for leave for him. He took some medicine, wrapped up in a quilt and waited to sweat.Cheng Yu didn't have a rest after filming, so he came directly to him and asked him, "are you better?"Lin Anlan shakes her head.He has no spirit, the mouth is also bitter, and Cheng Yu coquetry way, "I want to eat."Cheng Yu ordered porridge for him and put a piece of sugar in his mouth to let him have it first."Why did you have a fever all of a sudden? I didn't get wet yesterday." Zosiya worried.Cheng Yu sits beside him, wring a towel on Lin Anlan's forehead.Lin Anlan doesn't know. He thinks he may have poor physical fitness. Otherwise, Cheng Yulin is more serious, but Cheng Yu has nothing to do with it."I'm so miserable." Lin Anlan make complaints about it, "how can I be so delicate?"Cheng Yu was amused by him, pinched his face, and said to him, "it's not delicate. People always have fever and cold several times a year, and you're normal.""But you don't have any.""I had a fever in the first half of the year, so I won't have a fever in the second half of the year."Lin Anlan got close to him, put his pillow on his leg and fell asleep.He felt hot and cold, and his body seemed to become sticky. He needed a basin of water.Lin Anlan wants to pick up the water, but he feels that something is dripping in his palm. As soon as he looks up, he finds out that it's Jiang Xu, a 17-year-old with red eyes crying."She's gone." Jiang Xu cried."She didn't want me, she chose the man, she left." Jiang Xu's tears trickled down his cheeks.Lin Anlan said curiously, "who? Who's gone? ""My mother." Jiang Xu cried and took out the letter in his hand. "She didn't want me anymore. She didn't even want to see me. She left without saying anything to me. How could she do that?"Jiang Xu lowered his head and burst into tears.Lin Anlan took the letter in his hand, which said it was a letter. In fact, he wrote a paragraph on Jiang Xu's homework paper."Mom is going to live a new life. She left you 50000 yuan. Save some money. Don't come to me. If you can't live, just go to your father. My mother has raised you for so many years. I heard that in foreign countries, after 18 years old, your parents will not be in charge, and you will be fast. So don't let your mother worry any more. If you need money or other things, go to your father. You have a picture of your father. I tell you his name now. His name is Cheng Feng. You can go to him. After all, he has never raised you. "Lin Anlan looked at the letter and couldn't speak for a moment.Jiang Xu is still crying.Lin Anlan comforted him, "don't cry, she doesn't want you, you don't want her."He told Jiang Xu the words he had heard in the welfare home. He said, "don't wait for her. In the future, I'll take her as my mother."But how can Jiang Xu accept it? He and his mother depended on each other since childhood. Maybe there were some bad memories, but she gave him love and affection.Of course, he knew that his mother was in love with another person, and he also knew that the man named uncle didn't like him.So he advised his mother to break up. He told his mother that the man did not really love her and would not treat him well.He just didn't expect that his mother chose the man between them.Jiang Xu squatted down crying, accompanied by young Lin Anlan. Looking at his crying face, he felt as if he had seen himself.Helpless, abandoned by their mother, no one wants to be themselves.He comforted Jiang Xu, "you still have me, I will accompany you."Jiang Xu lowered his head and his eyes were full of tears.He cried all night, and the next day, it was a little easier.But it was only a superficial relief. He kept calling Jiang Liying, but no one answered.He went back to his home. It was quiet.When he heard the knock, he ran out and opened the door anxiously, only to find that it was not his mother, but the landlord who came to collect the rent.How ridiculous, he never had a home, whether it was a house, or the house on behalf of the home.He paid the rent and sat helplessly in the room.Lin Anlan wants to help him. After discussing with his adoptive parents, he suggests that Jiang Xu move to his own home so that he can save rent.Lin's father is a teacher, and the most remarkable thing is that his children in this grade are affected by their learning status because of family reasons. "It's going to take the college entrance examination in another year. What's Jiang Xu's mother's idea? Even if she wants to leave, she should wait until the children finish the college entrance examination. What's more important than the children's college entrance examination?"He asked Lin Anlan to pick up Jiang Xu. Later, he lived and ate in the Lin family."Anyway, the family is not bad for him, a pair of chopsticks, first good college entrance examination."Lin Anlan agrees, but Jiang Xu doesn't want to. He stubbornly guards his home and wants to wait for his mother to come back."She'll be back." He said."She won't come back." Lin Anlan said coldly."She will.""She won't!" Lin Anlan said angrily, "if she will come back, she won't leave you. She doesn't know if you will feel uncomfortable when she leaves? Of course she knows, but she doesn't care. She doesn't care about you, Jiang Xu. She doesn't want you, so don't wait for her. What are you waiting for? You can't wait"She will!" Jiang Xu yelled, "you don't know anything. You have family, father and mother. How can you understand my pain? I only have her. How can she abandon me?"Lin Anlan is silent. When he looks at Jiang Xu, he always feels that he is looking at himself.But he had already forgotten his own mother. He couldn't even remember what she looked like. The only mother in his memory was Lin Mu.How lucky he is! In order to protect him and avoid gossiping, his adoptive parents told the outside world that he was born a few years ago and stayed in his hometown with the old man. Now that the old man has gone, he has brought the child back.Seeing that he and Lin Bo look like each other, they are dubious about this. If they hadn't lost the memory of Lin Mu's pregnancy, they would have believed it all.So no one knew that he was adopted. Some people speculated that he was the child of Lin Fu's brothers and sisters and adopted him to Lin Fu, but no one ever knew that he was adopted.Lin Anlan doesn't want to expose his parents' good intentions. He just tells Jiang Xu, "she has already done this, so it's not worth your being sad for her any more."However, Jiang Xu not only felt sorry for her, but also began to fall for her.He sent a message to Jiang Liying, saying that he didn't have class now and was in the Internet bar. He said that he didn't want to study and didn't plan to take the college entrance examination.He was immersed in the Internet world and began to smoke and drink with people.He wants Jiang Liying to show up, wants her to scold herself, and then finds that she still can't let him go.But Jiang Liying didn't show up.Only Lin Anlan appeared.Lin Anlan scolds him in the Internet bar. Lin Anlan picks him up from the bar. Lin Anlan turns away disappointed and angry.Jiang Xu is afraid of him, he chased up, listen to Lin Anlan scold him, dare not reply.This has always been the case between them. If Lin Anlan doesn't mind, Jiang Xu can jump wildly. Lin Anlan won't mind, and Jiang Xu won't step on his bottom line.But once Lin Anlan gets angry, Jiang Xu is afraid. He can only admit his mistake and ask Lin Anlan to forgive him.Lin Anlan asked him, "still degenerate?"Jiang Xu shook his head."Be obedient?"Jiang Xu nodded."Do you want to wait for her?"Jiang Xu did not speak.Lin Anlan turns around and walks away. Jiang Xu grabs him with pitiful eyes.At that moment, Lin Anlan felt that he was more fickle than Jiang Xu.At that time, he was only five years old, but he could give up his mother in his heart. However, at the age of 17, Jiang Xu still held a weak and impossible hope.He sighed, helpless way, "want to wait in the heart, secretly wait, don't let me know, don't tell me, otherwise, I will scold you not promising."Jiang Xu looked at him, silently lowered his eyes, as if nodding compromise.That night, Jiang Xu drank wine. He leaned against Lin Anlan and said, "Xiao Lan, I have no mother.""I didn't have a father, but now I don't even have a mother."Lin Anlan was silent for a moment, and his mind was full of his childhood. He didn't know who his father was when he was born. In his memory, it seemed that he never appeared.He had only his mother, but his mother abandoned him.He looked at Jiang Xu, Jiang Xu closed his eyes, leaned against him, lights down, he was like an enlarged version of himself.Lin Anlan gently looked at himself.He seemed to say to Jiang Xu and himself, "it doesn't matter. You still have me. I will accompany you."Jiang Xu nodded, he said, "Xiaolan, you are so good.""So don't wait for her any longer.""Good." Jiang Xu responded.
