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Published at 29th of June 2022 05:25:09 AM


Chapter 97

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"You lied to me?" Lin Anlan whispered, "you lied to me, didn't you?"

"I'm sorry." Cheng Yu could hardly speak, "an an, I didn't mean to. I didn't want to cheat you, but I..."

"But I..."

His mouth opened and closed, closed and opened. He had never felt so bitter in his throat. He said, "but I, I love you."

Lin Anlan shakes his head. Of course, he knows Cheng Yu likes him, but that's not the reason.

Wishful thinking is never a reason.

"Do I love you? Before I lost my memory, did I love you? Do I like you? " He asked.

Cheng Yu opened his mouth, the air rushed into his throat, cut his throat, "don't love."

Lin Anlan's tears came down in an instant.

Cheng Yu flustered, "I'm sorry, Ann. It's me. Don't cry."

He anxiously apologizes to Lin Anlan. He reaches out his hand to help Lin Anlan wipe the tears from the corner of his eyes, but Lin Anlan stands up and avoids his touch.

He wiped away the tears in his eyes, raised his head, and said with a big smile, "I know. Thank you for not lying to me this time. We were both wrong about what happened before. My mistake was that we shouldn't come to you or knock on your door. Your mistake was that you lied to me and lied to me. You're wrong about this, and I'm wrong about it. It's because both of us didn't do a good job. So now that things are clear, it's time for me to go back. "

With that, he laughed again and turned away.

Cheng Yu follows him and sees him go back to his bedroom and start packing.

Cheng Yu rushed up and asked him tremblingly, "are you going? Are you going back? "

"I should go back."

"Why?" Cheng Yu looked at him prayingly, "can't you continue to live with me? What's wrong with me? You tell me, I can change it. "

Lin Anlan shook his head, "you're doing well, but I shouldn't be here."

"Why shouldn't you be here? You have lived here for half a year. You are here now."

Lin Anlan did not speak, took the clothes and stuffed them into the trunk.

Cheng Yu pressed his hand, "don't do this, Ann. I beg you. You can beat me and scold me, but don't leave me, OK? You said, you will always be by my side, do you forget? You promised me that. It's in this room. "

Of course, Lin Anlan didn't forget. What's the use of promises based on false lies?

If the foundation is crooked, how can the promise come true.

"Ann, I like you. I really like you, don't you know?"

"I beg you, I promise you everything except this, OK? Why don't you stay? "

Lin Anlan looks up at him. He looks at the sadness in Cheng Yu's eyes, and his heart is filled with grief. "Cheng Yu, that's all false. Everything is false at the beginning. What can be true about what he said?"

"It can come true if you want to."

"But I don't want to." Lin Anlan said, "how do you make me willing, how do you make me accept that the lover I think is not my lover at all! You are not my boyfriend, but I think you are. I think you have always been! "

Lin Anlan looked at him with red eyes and said, "don't you think about what will happen when I know the truth? You're not afraid that I can't bear it! "

During the period when he lost his memory, except for himself, he only believed in Cheng Yu.

He believes Cheng Yu so much that he thinks that he is the only one in the world who can't cheat himself. However, from beginning to end, Cheng Yu is the only one who can cheat him.

Lin Anlan can't accept it. It's too hard for him. He has been with Cheng Yu for half a year. He has regarded Cheng Yu as his boyfriend. Even his future plans have Cheng Yu in them.

However, all this is false.

He thought he fell in love with Cheng Yu again after he lost his memory, but they were not lovers at all.

He just took advantage of his amnesia to make himself his lover.

He doesn't love Cheng Yu. He never loved him before he lost his memory.

Lin Anlan's heart seemed to be twisted together. He experienced love for the first time and learned to love others for the first time. He was very happy, but in the end, it was all false.

His boyfriend is a liar at all.

He put his things into the box, his mind is very confused, mood is also very confused, he casually packed a few things, want to close the suitcase to leave.

Cheng Yu pressed the trunk and looked at him sadly, "don't go, OK? Don't go, Ann. Don't go

Lin Anlan picked up the suitcase, Cheng Yu took his hand, "let's talk, there must be some way to solve all this, there must be some right?"

"How to solve it?" Lin Anlan asked him, "what can I do?"

Cheng Yu is speechless, there is no way to solve it, there is no way.

He cheated Lin Anlan. He let a relationship that didn't exist. The best solution is to let the relationship disappear again. But Cheng Yu can't do it, and he can't say it.

"What do you want? I promise you everything, OK? You tell me, how you can not be angry, do not leave, I can promise you anything, really, you do not go, ANN, I beg you, you do not go

There are tears in Lin Anlan's eyes, slowly blurring his eyes. Looking at the person in front of him, he feels that Cheng Yu is about to cry.

For a moment, he didn't even know who was more pitiful.

"I want to be calm." He said, "I want to stay on my own for a while and think about it."

Cheng Yu shook his head. "You can be calm here, can't you? Can I go? If I go to other places, don't leave. Can I leave? "

"I want to go home."

Cheng Yu does not accept, "here can also be your home, you stay here, you can rest assured, I will not disturb you, before you are willing to see me, I will not come back."

"Cheng Yu." Lin Anlan's tone is full of helplessness, he used up his strength, restrained not to let his tears fall down, also restrained to let his rational, calm elaboration of this matter.

"I shouldn't have been here in the first place. I made a mistake, so it's time for me to leave. Do you understand?"

"I don't understand." Cheng Yu red eyes looking at him, "I only know that you go will not come back."

He looked at Lin Anlan, eyes are never sad, "you first appeared, you asked me if I was your boyfriend, ANN, I'm a person, I'm just an ordinary person, I'm selfish, I'm selfish, I can't say no in that case, I can't let you leave, you know?"

"Why can't you just make mistakes? We are very happy together, and you can like me, can't you? "

"I said, I know I'm wrong. I won't cheat you any more. I can promise anything you want, and I can correct anything you don't like. Why can't you give me a chance?"

"I didn't cheat you except the one I cheated you at the beginning. I really like you. No one in the world likes you more than me. I love you the most in the world. I can guarantee that I must be the one who loves you the most. Why can't you see me? "

Lin Anlan's tears fell silently.

He pulls up the suitcase and goes out. Cheng Yu holds his hand. Lin Anlan doesn't speak and pulls out.

But he twitches a minute, Cheng Yu clenches very tightly, Lin Anlan can't, only way: "let go."

"Ann." Cheng Yu calls him softly. He looks at Lin Anlan, desperate, looking forward to, yearning for. He tries his best to keep him, "don't go."

However, Lin Anlan refused him.

"Let go." Lin Anlan looked back at him, "Cheng Yu, you hurt me."

Cheng Yu busily loosens his hand and looks at his wrist anxiously.

Lin Anlan did not stop, pulling the suitcase toward the living room.

He went to the door and changed his shoes at the entrance.

Cheng Yu chased him out, and suddenly, without warning, asked him, "Ann, what do you call me?"

Lin Anlan was sad for a moment. His bent waist almost couldn't straighten up. He turned his back to Cheng Yu and his eyes were full of sadness.

Cheng Yu asked lightly, like duckweed, "what do you call me?"

Lin Anlan is speechless. He knows the correct answer to this sentence, and he finally understands why Cheng Yu is always clinging to this title.

Because he has never been his boyfriend, so he wants to have this identity.

He is worried about gain and loss, not because he chased himself for too long, but because he knows that once he recovers his memory, all these things will disappear.

Lin Anlan did not answer him and pressed the doorknob.

Cheng Yu looked at his back and asked stubbornly, "what do you call me?"

But this time, he was doomed not to wait for the answer he wanted.

Lin Anlan pressed the door handle, and the door made a slight sound.

Cheng Yu came to the sound of opening the door and asked him, "will you come back?"

Lin Anlan did not speak.

Cheng Yu said in a low voice, "you won't come back. You'll never come back."

Lin Anlan opened the door with a pause, but did not press it again for a moment.

Cheng Yu looks at him silently, like a dead plant, dead.

Lin Anlan opened the door, released the handle and went out.

The moment the door was closed, Cheng Yu leaned against the wall as if he had lost his strength.

The day came later than he expected, but earlier than he expected.

He slid down the wall and sat on the ground, buried his head in his knees, silent.

Lin Anlan got out of the elevator and looked back at the floor of Cheng Yu's house. His eyes were long and distant. He took back his eyes and walked forward silently.

In the sky, small snowflakes began to fall, falling on pedestrians and disappeared in an instant.

Lin Anlan reached out to stop the car, sat up and reported his home address.

He looked out the window, the night was quiet, snowflakes were dancing under the street lamp, he opened the window, reached for a piece, a tear on his palm.

Once upon a time, I went, willows and willows, now I come to think, rain and snow.

Lin Anlan closed the car window. When he came, it was not Yang liuyiyi, but the heavy rain. Now that he left, it was really raining and snowing.

It seems that it is time for him to leave.

He leaned against the seat of the car with a heavy heart.




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