Chapter 99
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ninety-nine:
It's snowing again. Cheng Yu looks at the snow in front of him and suddenly thinks of the last scene of Yun Yun.
At that time, he thought that he had played very well. He could understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.
But now, Cheng Yu thinks that if he is allowed to play again, he may be better than before.
You can never really experience the other person's sadness and despair, unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.
And now, he feels it.
He drove and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.
He did not dare to go up, just parked the car downstairs, pressed the window, looking at the direction of Lin Anlan's home.
What is he doing now?
Does he think of himself?
Will there be a minute to think about him?
Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.
Lin Anlan went so firmly, refused to stay, also refused him. He has no right or qualification to go to him.
He leaned against the driver's seat and wanted to smoke, but only turned out a box of mints.
Yes, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking. Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of smoke, so he quit smoking. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he didn't keep him.
Cheng Yu ate a mint candy, cold Qinpi.
He put the sugar in his mouth and put the box back, but he heard the phone ring.
Cheng Yu takes a look at his cell phone and picks it up.
"Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday. Shortly after that, Jiang Xu went to see him in his house."
Cheng Yu didn't speak, which was not in his hope, but in his expectation.
When Lin Anlan finds out that he cheated him, he must want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu is the best choice.
"I see." Cheng Yu said, "you don't have to tell me that anymore."
The man on the other end of the line paused, "no?"
"Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't have to."
"Are you sure, Cheng Shao?"
"Sure."
"Good." The other side responded.
Cheng Yu hangs up and eats another candy.
All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and Cheng's family. Lin Anlan was a complete accident. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, would be in touch with Jiang Xu, so he let people stare at Lin Anlan's mobile phone and trends.
If he has contact with Jiang Xu, or Jiang Xu has contact with him, let him know.
But now, Lin Anlan has left, the truth has been revealed, so there is no need to invade his privacy.
He's been invading his privacy for so long, and it's time to stop.
Cheng Yu looked out of the window at the vast expanse of snow. The snow had not gone away. On both sides of the road were traces of snow pressed by tires. It looked muddy and dirty.
The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white, but when it falls on the ground, it is only dirty.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, and can be trusted.
But in fact, he is the snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, dirty.
He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all. No wonder he won't like it.
Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in his chair.
When the mobile phone rings, Cheng Yu picks it up. It's Hua Rong's phone.
"Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I happen to have time."
"Not interested."
"I know you don't want to give up Lin Anlan. Take him to the head office. Anyway, we agreed last time that we should take him out."
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment. After a long time, he said calmly, "he knows."
"What do you know?" Hua Rong didn't respond.
"I know I lied to him."
Hua Rong was shocked. "How could he know? Has he recovered his memory? "
Cheng Yu is not in the mood to answer him, "get together with Xu Sheng, and I won't go."
"No, now Lin Anlan knows. What's the situation on your side? Are you... OK?"
"Not bad." Cheng Yu replied, "hang up."
He threw his cell phone on the co pilot, sighed and ate another mint.
Cheng Yu stayed until dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.
He drives very slowly. On a snowy day, the road condition is not good, and he doesn't care if he doesn't have anyone at home. No one is waiting for him, and no one wants him to go home as soon as possible. So he doesn't have to go back as soon as possible.
He drove home slowly, took a bath and went to bed.
When Lin Anlan was still brushing the forum, she realized that Cheng Yu's film was on the show.
He suddenly remembered what he had said to Cheng Yu before, "when the movie is released, I'll accompany you to see it."
But now, he can't go.
In the forum, the film was well appraised. It was social reasoning. The story was easy to understand and sad. The technique was not subtle, but it was better than the classic. Many people liked it and kept posting Amway.
In fact, Lin Anlan prefers Bengal reasoning, but these days, the social group is far more popular than Bengal, so most of them are social groups.
He is not interested in the social school, and naturally he is not interested in the film. It's just that Cheng Yu is the star of the film, which makes him have the idea of seeing a movie. He once promised that he would watch it with him.
After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Anlan decided the ticket, chose the venue the day after tomorrow, and planned to see it alone.
He put down his cell phone and thought of Cheng Yu.
Gentle, like his Cheng Yu.
Humble, to retain his Cheng Yu.
He raised his eyebrows and gathered the sunshine in his eyes.
His eyes were red with sadness.
Lin Anlan never hoped that he could recover his memory now and see his whole feelings for Cheng Yu completely, instead of being separated and only knowing his current feelings.
He fell in love with him in Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so it's true not to give up.
But he didn't love him before he lost his memory. It's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.
With so many true and false mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knows how to face Cheng Yu. He needs his previous memory, and he needs his past feelings to help him make up for his missing feelings.
He wants to restore his memory and see what his feelings for Cheng Yu are.
Should he forgive Cheng Yu?
Can you continue to love him.
He closed his eyes and his heart was full of confusion.
When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was worse than he thought.
It wasn't a few days since they met in the supermarket, but he didn't seem to be angry. He was the same person, but he seemed to be a different person.
"Let's go," Hua Rong said with a hook on his shoulder, "brother, have a drink with you."
"I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused.
"Aren't you in the right mood to drink? Let's go. Let's go. It's my treat. Let's call Xu Sheng. "
Cheng Yu couldn't, so he had to get on the bus with him.
Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Huarong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu has a languid expression. If Huarong falls down, he drinks. If Huarong doesn't fall down, he doesn't want to pour wine himself.
"What's the matter?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him and said, "how can a new year make you like this? You had a fight with your dad? "
"Look up at his father." Hua Rong held a cigarette in his mouth and said to him, "if his father quarrels with him, he has to be willing to take care of his father. Just him, take care of him?"
Xu Sheng thought that for so many years, Cheng Yu took Cheng Feng seriously when he was a child longing for his father's love.
Later his mother went, and his father continued to be romantic. After that, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were a passer-by on the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings for him.
Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is really looking up at Cheng Feng.
"What is he?"
"Lin Anlan knows the truth and leaves." Hua rongdao.
Xu Sheng is surprised, "when?"
"Just two days ago."
"Lying trough!" Xu Sheng goes to see Cheng Yu in a hurry, and he sees that Cheng Yu is still expressionless.
After thinking for a long time, he could only pat Cheng Yu on the arm and say to him, "I'm sorry."
Cheng Yu smiles and nods.
Xu Sheng was more worried about him in an instant.
"What's the matter? How can you suddenly discover the truth? What did Jiang Xu tell him? Or something else you didn't notice? "
He asked sincerely, words full of puzzled, "you have been hiding from him for half a year, how can be found at this time."
Yes, Cheng Yu thought. How could he be found at this time?
Because it is false, false is always false, there will always be a day of exposure.
Not today, but tomorrow.
You can't escape. It's not bad.
He lowered his head, poured himself a glass of wine and drank it in silence.
"Why don't you talk?" Xu Sheng asked him.
"There's nothing to say." Cheng Yudao.
Xu Sheng looked at Hua Rong with depression. Hua Rong shrugged, "don't look at me. I can't help it. If I can let him say it, what else can I tell you to do?"
Xu Sheng had to turn his eyes back on Cheng Yu again. "Ah Yu, you said it. If you don't say it, it's not for nothing to worry us."
"Nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "don't worry, I'll be fine."
He poured a glass of wine for Huarong and Xusheng, handed them the glass, "come on, drink."
Xu Sheng looked at him, but touched a cup with him, while observing him, drinking.
Cheng Yu didn't want to drink at first. He didn't drink too much and didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.
But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol. He thought it was a good thing to drink some wine at this time.
He doesn't have the habit of pouring out. From small to large, he is not a person who is good at pouring out.
When he was young, he couldn't face the depression of trusting him. He told me that I didn't have a strong heart like you. I hope someone will take care of me. I hope someone will care about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families
Now, he is still unable to tell his pain, sadness and despair to his trusted friends.
He is used to growing up by himself, and he is used to digesting his joys and sorrows in his heart.
When encountering happy things, he can take the initiative to speak out and share with everyone.
But when it comes to sad things, he likes to bear and be sad by himself.
Cheng Yu doesn't think it's necessary for him to say anything. Love is a matter for two people. Hua Rong or Xu Sheng can't help him.
Only Lin Anlan can help him, but Lin Anlan has left his world.
Therefore, it does not need too many people to participate in this love.
He doesn't need others to persuade him or tell him that there is no grass in the world. He knows everything. He is just stuck in the mud and can't get rid of it.
Everyone knows the truth, but how many can we really do?
Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.
Hua Rong saw this, took his shoulder and advised him, "ah Yu, brother, as a past person, I can't help but tell you something about feelings. Before you like him, you think he does not give you the opportunity, you think if you can get in touch with each other well, then you can become a couple, but now, you have tried, the opportunity has given you, you even get along with each other for half a year, this is still divided, which proves that you may not be suitable indeed. "
"Love doesn't mean that I like you. I like you the most. It can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise so many boys and girls like you, why don't they see you and others? "
"So ah, feelings, this kind of thing, reluctantly, maybe you do have a predestined relationship with Lin Anlan, you don't have to hang around him all the time."
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ninety-nine:
It's snowing again. Cheng Yu looks at the snow in front of him and suddenly thinks of the last scene of Yun Yun.
At that time, he thought that he had played very well. He could understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.
But now, Cheng Yu thinks that if he is allowed to play again, he may be better than before.
You can never really experience the other person's sadness and despair, unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.
And now, he feels it.
He drove and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.
He did not dare to go up, just parked the car downstairs, pressed the window, looking at the direction of Lin Anlan's home.
What is he doing now?
Does he think of himself?
Will there be a minute to think about him?
Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.
Lin Anlan went so firmly, refused to stay, also refused him. He has no right or qualification to go to him.
He leaned against the driver's seat and wanted to smoke, but only turned out a box of mints.
Yes, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking. Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of smoke, so he quit smoking. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he didn't keep him.
Cheng Yu ate a mint candy, cold Qinpi.
He put the sugar in his mouth and put the box back, but he heard the phone ring.
Cheng Yu takes a look at his cell phone and picks it up.
"Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday. Shortly after that, Jiang Xu went to see him in his house."
Cheng Yu didn't speak, which was not in his hope, but in his expectation.
When Lin Anlan finds out that he cheated him, he must want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu is the best choice.
"I see." Cheng Yu said, "you don't have to tell me that anymore."
The man on the other end of the line paused, "no?"
"Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't have to."
"Are you sure, Cheng Shao?"
"Sure."
"Good." The other side responded.
Cheng Yu hangs up and eats another candy.
All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and Cheng's family. Lin Anlan was a complete accident. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, would be in touch with Jiang Xu, so he let people stare at Lin Anlan's mobile phone and trends.
If he has contact with Jiang Xu, or Jiang Xu has contact with him, let him know.
But now, Lin Anlan has left, the truth has been revealed, so there is no need to invade his privacy.
He's been invading his privacy for so long, and it's time to stop.
Cheng Yu looked out of the window at the vast expanse of snow. The snow had not gone away. On both sides of the road were traces of snow pressed by tires. It looked muddy and dirty.
The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white, but when it falls on the ground, it is only dirty.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, and can be trusted.
But in fact, he is the snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, dirty.
He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all. No wonder he won't like it.
Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in his chair.
When the mobile phone rings, Cheng Yu picks it up. It's Hua Rong's phone.
"Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I happen to have time."
"Not interested."
"I know you don't want to give up Lin Anlan. Take him to the head office. Anyway, we agreed last time that we should take him out."
Cheng Yu was silent for a moment. After a long time, he said calmly, "he knows."
"What do you know?" Hua Rong didn't respond.
"I know I lied to him."
Hua Rong was shocked. "How could he know? Has he recovered his memory? "
Cheng Yu is not in the mood to answer him, "get together with Xu Sheng, and I won't go."
"No, now Lin Anlan knows. What's the situation on your side? Are you... OK?"
"Not bad." Cheng Yu replied, "hang up."
He threw his cell phone on the co pilot, sighed and ate another mint.
Cheng Yu stayed until dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.
He drives very slowly. On a snowy day, the road condition is not good, and he doesn't care if he doesn't have anyone at home. No one is waiting for him, and no one wants him to go home as soon as possible. So he doesn't have to go back as soon as possible.
He drove home slowly, took a bath and went to bed.
When Lin Anlan was still brushing the forum, she realized that Cheng Yu's film was on the show.
He suddenly remembered what he had said to Cheng Yu before, "when the movie is released, I'll accompany you to see it."
But now, he can't go.
In the forum, the film was well appraised. It was social reasoning. The story was easy to understand and sad. The technique was not subtle, but it was better than the classic. Many people liked it and kept posting Amway.
In fact, Lin Anlan prefers Bengal reasoning, but these days, the social group is far more popular than Bengal, so most of them are social groups.
He is not interested in the social school, and naturally he is not interested in the film. It's just that Cheng Yu is the star of the film, which makes him have the idea of seeing a movie. He once promised that he would watch it with him.
After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Anlan decided the ticket, chose the venue the day after tomorrow, and planned to see it alone.
He put down his cell phone and thought of Cheng Yu.
Gentle, like his Cheng Yu.
Humble, to retain his Cheng Yu.
He raised his eyebrows and gathered the sunshine in his eyes.
His eyes were red with sadness.
Lin Anlan never hoped that he could recover his memory now and see his whole feelings for Cheng Yu completely, instead of being separated and only knowing his current feelings.
He fell in love with him in Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so it's true not to give up.
But he didn't love him before he lost his memory. It's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.
With so many true and false mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knows how to face Cheng Yu. He needs his previous memory, and he needs his past feelings to help him make up for his missing feelings.
He wants to restore his memory and see what his feelings for Cheng Yu are.
Should he forgive Cheng Yu?
Can you continue to love him.
He closed his eyes and his heart was full of confusion.
When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was worse than he thought.
It wasn't a few days since they met in the supermarket, but he didn't seem to be angry. He was the same person, but he seemed to be a different person.
"Let's go," Hua Rong said with a hook on his shoulder, "brother, have a drink with you."
"I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused.
"Aren't you in the right mood to drink? Let's go. Let's go. It's my treat. Let's call Xu Sheng. "
Cheng Yu couldn't, so he had to get on the bus with him.
Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Huarong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu has a languid expression. If Huarong falls down, he drinks. If Huarong doesn't fall down, he doesn't want to pour wine himself.
"What's the matter?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him and said, "how can a new year make you like this? You had a fight with your dad? "
"Look up at his father." Hua Rong held a cigarette in his mouth and said to him, "if his father quarrels with him, he has to be willing to take care of his father. Just him, take care of him?"
Xu Sheng thought that for so many years, Cheng Yu took Cheng Feng seriously when he was a child longing for his father's love.
Later his mother went, and his father continued to be romantic. After that, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were a passer-by on the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings for him.
Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is really looking up at Cheng Feng.
"What is he?"
"Lin Anlan knows the truth and leaves." Hua rongdao.
Xu Sheng is surprised, "when?"
"Just two days ago."
"Lying trough!" Xu Sheng goes to see Cheng Yu in a hurry, and he sees that Cheng Yu is still expressionless.
After thinking for a long time, he could only pat Cheng Yu on the arm and say to him, "I'm sorry."
Cheng Yu smiles and nods.
Xu Sheng was more worried about him in an instant.
"What's the matter? How can you suddenly discover the truth? What did Jiang Xu tell him? Or something else you didn't notice? "
He asked sincerely, words full of puzzled, "you have been hiding from him for half a year, how can be found at this time."
Yes, Cheng Yu thought. How could he be found at this time?
Because it is false, false is always false, there will always be a day of exposure.
Not today, but tomorrow.
You can't escape. It's not bad.
He lowered his head, poured himself a glass of wine and drank it in silence.
"Why don't you talk?" Xu Sheng asked him.
"There's nothing to say." Cheng Yudao.
Xu Sheng looked at Hua Rong with depression. Hua Rong shrugged, "don't look at me. I can't help it. If I can let him say it, what else can I tell you to do?"
Xu Sheng had to turn his eyes back on Cheng Yu again. "Ah Yu, you said it. If you don't say it, it's not for nothing to worry us."
"Nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "don't worry, I'll be fine."
He poured a glass of wine for Huarong and Xusheng, handed them the glass, "come on, drink."
Xu Sheng looked at him, but touched a cup with him, while observing him, drinking.
Cheng Yu didn't want to drink at first. He didn't drink too much and didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.
But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol. He thought it was a good thing to drink some wine at this time.
He doesn't have the habit of pouring out. From small to large, he is not a person who is good at pouring out.
When he was young, he couldn't face the depression of trusting him. He told me that I didn't have a strong heart like you. I hope someone will take care of me. I hope someone will care about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary families
Now, he is still unable to tell his pain, sadness and despair to his trusted friends.
He is used to growing up by himself, and he is used to digesting his joys and sorrows in his heart.
When encountering happy things, he can take the initiative to speak out and share with everyone.
But when it comes to sad things, he likes to bear and be sad by himself.
Cheng Yu doesn't think it's necessary for him to say anything. Love is a matter for two people. Hua Rong or Xu Sheng can't help him.
Only Lin Anlan can help him, but Lin Anlan has left his world.
Therefore, it does not need too many people to participate in this love.
He doesn't need others to persuade him or tell him that there is no grass in the world. He knows everything. He is just stuck in the mud and can't get rid of it.
Everyone knows the truth, but how many can we really do?
Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.
Hua Rong saw this, took his shoulder and advised him, "ah Yu, brother, as a past person, I can't help but tell you something about feelings. Before you like him, you think he does not give you the opportunity, you think if you can get in touch with each other well, then you can become a couple, but now, you have tried, the opportunity has given you, you even get along with each other for half a year, this is still divided, which proves that you may not be suitable indeed. "
"Love doesn't mean that I like you. I like you the most. It can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise so many boys and girls like you, why don't they see you and others? "
"So ah, feelings, this kind of thing, reluctantly, maybe you do have a predestined relationship with Lin Anlan, you don't have to hang around him all the time."
ninety-nine:It's snowing again. Cheng Yu looks at the snow in front of him and suddenly thinks of the last scene of Yun Yun.At that time, he thought that he had played very well. He could understand Jing Huan's mood very well, which was in line with Jing Huan's mood at that time.But now, Cheng Yu thinks that if he is allowed to play again, he may be better than before.You can never really experience the other person's sadness and despair, unless you experience the same sadness and despair as him.And now, he feels it.He drove and took a detour to Lin Anlan's community.He did not dare to go up, just parked the car downstairs, pressed the window, looking at the direction of Lin Anlan's home.What is he doing now?Does he think of himself?Will there be a minute to think about him?Cheng Yu didn't know, and he didn't dare to ask.Lin Anlan went so firmly, refused to stay, also refused him. He has no right or qualification to go to him.He leaned against the driver's seat and wanted to smoke, but only turned out a box of mints.Yes, Cheng Yu thought, he quit smoking. Lin Anlan didn't like the smell of smoke, so he quit smoking. He quit smoking for Lin Anlan, but he didn't keep him.Cheng Yu ate a mint candy, cold Qinpi.He put the sugar in his mouth and put the box back, but he heard the phone ring.Cheng Yu takes a look at his cell phone and picks it up."Mr. Lin called Jiang Xu yesterday. Shortly after that, Jiang Xu went to see him in his house."Cheng Yu didn't speak, which was not in his hope, but in his expectation.When Lin Anlan finds out that he cheated him, he must want to know what happened before he lost his memory. Jiang Xu is the best choice."I see." Cheng Yu said, "you don't have to tell me that anymore."The man on the other end of the line paused, "no?""Jiang Xu continues to stare. If he goes to see the Cheng family, tell me, but Lin Anlan doesn't have to.""Are you sure, Cheng Shao?""Sure.""Good." The other side responded.Cheng Yu hangs up and eats another candy.All he wanted to know was the news about Jiang Xu and Cheng's family. Lin Anlan was a complete accident. He was just afraid that Lin Anlan, who had lost his memory, would be in touch with Jiang Xu, so he let people stare at Lin Anlan's mobile phone and trends.If he has contact with Jiang Xu, or Jiang Xu has contact with him, let him know.But now, Lin Anlan has left, the truth has been revealed, so there is no need to invade his privacy.He's been invading his privacy for so long, and it's time to stop.Cheng Yu looked out of the window at the vast expanse of snow. The snow had not gone away. On both sides of the road were traces of snow pressed by tires. It looked muddy and dirty.The snow in the sky is different from the snow on the ground. When it is in the sky, it is white, but when it falls on the ground, it is only dirty.Lin Anlan thinks that he is the snow in the sky, gentle and clean, and can be trusted.But in fact, he is the snow on the ground, full of scheming and cunning, dirty.He is not the type that Lin Anlan likes at all. No wonder he won't like it.Cheng Yu laughed at himself and leaned back in his chair.When the mobile phone rings, Cheng Yu picks it up. It's Hua Rong's phone."Come out to play?" Hua Rong asked him, "I happen to have time.""Not interested.""I know you don't want to give up Lin Anlan. Take him to the head office. Anyway, we agreed last time that we should take him out."Cheng Yu was silent for a moment. After a long time, he said calmly, "he knows.""What do you know?" Hua Rong didn't respond."I know I lied to him."Hua Rong was shocked. "How could he know? Has he recovered his memory? "Cheng Yu is not in the mood to answer him, "get together with Xu Sheng, and I won't go.""No, now Lin Anlan knows. What's the situation on your side? Are you... OK?""Not bad." Cheng Yu replied, "hang up."He threw his cell phone on the co pilot, sighed and ate another mint.Cheng Yu stayed until dark at night, and finally started the car again and drove back.He drives very slowly. On a snowy day, the road condition is not good, and he doesn't care if he doesn't have anyone at home. No one is waiting for him, and no one wants him to go home as soon as possible. So he doesn't have to go back as soon as possible.He drove home slowly, took a bath and went to bed.When Lin Anlan was still brushing the forum, she realized that Cheng Yu's film was on the show.He suddenly remembered what he had said to Cheng Yu before, "when the movie is released, I'll accompany you to see it."But now, he can't go.In the forum, the film was well appraised. It was social reasoning. The story was easy to understand and sad. The technique was not subtle, but it was better than the classic. Many people liked it and kept posting Amway.In fact, Lin Anlan prefers Bengal reasoning, but these days, the social group is far more popular than Bengal, so most of them are social groups.He is not interested in the social school, and naturally he is not interested in the film. It's just that Cheng Yu is the star of the film, which makes him have the idea of seeing a movie. He once promised that he would watch it with him.After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Anlan decided the ticket, chose the venue the day after tomorrow, and planned to see it alone.He put down his cell phone and thought of Cheng Yu.Gentle, like his Cheng Yu.Humble, to retain his Cheng Yu.He raised his eyebrows and gathered the sunshine in his eyes.His eyes were red with sadness.Lin Anlan never hoped that he could recover his memory now and see his whole feelings for Cheng Yu completely, instead of being separated and only knowing his current feelings.He fell in love with him in Cheng Yu's deception. Love is true, so it's true not to give up.But he didn't love him before he lost his memory. It's true that he didn't love him, so it's true that he cheated him.With so many true and false mixed together, Lin Anlan hardly knows how to face Cheng Yu. He needs his previous memory, and he needs his past feelings to help him make up for his missing feelings.He wants to restore his memory and see what his feelings for Cheng Yu are.Should he forgive Cheng Yu?Can you continue to love him.He closed his eyes and his heart was full of confusion.When Hua Rong came to find Cheng Yu, he found that Cheng Yu was worse than he thought.It wasn't a few days since they met in the supermarket, but he didn't seem to be angry. He was the same person, but he seemed to be a different person."Let's go," Hua Rong said with a hook on his shoulder, "brother, have a drink with you.""I don't want to go." Cheng Yu refused."Aren't you in the right mood to drink? Let's go. Let's go. It's my treat. Let's call Xu Sheng. "Cheng Yu couldn't, so he had to get on the bus with him.Xu Sheng arrived later than them. When he entered the box, he saw Huarong pouring wine for Cheng Yu.Cheng Yu has a languid expression. If Huarong falls down, he drinks. If Huarong doesn't fall down, he doesn't want to pour wine himself."What's the matter?" Xu Sheng sat down beside him and said, "how can a new year make you like this? You had a fight with your dad? ""Look up at his father." Hua Rong held a cigarette in his mouth and said to him, "if his father quarrels with him, he has to be willing to take care of his father. Just him, take care of him?"Xu Sheng thought that for so many years, Cheng Yu took Cheng Feng seriously when he was a child longing for his father's love.Later his mother went, and his father continued to be romantic. After that, Cheng Yu looked at his father as if he were a passer-by on the road. He had no thoughts, no expectations, no feelings, and no mood swings for him.Let him quarrel with Cheng Feng, that is really looking up at Cheng Feng."What is he?""Lin Anlan knows the truth and leaves." Hua rongdao.Xu Sheng is surprised, "when?""Just two days ago.""Lying trough!" Xu Sheng goes to see Cheng Yu in a hurry, and he sees that Cheng Yu is still expressionless.After thinking for a long time, he could only pat Cheng Yu on the arm and say to him, "I'm sorry."Cheng Yu smiles and nods.Xu Sheng was more worried about him in an instant."What's the matter? How can you suddenly discover the truth? What did Jiang Xu tell him? Or something else you didn't notice? "He asked sincerely, words full of puzzled, "you have been hiding from him for half a year, how can be found at this time."Yes, Cheng Yu thought. How could he be found at this time?Because it is false, false is always false, there will always be a day of exposure.Not today, but tomorrow.You can't escape. It's not bad.He lowered his head, poured himself a glass of wine and drank it in silence."Why don't you talk?" Xu Sheng asked him."There's nothing to say." Cheng Yudao.Xu Sheng looked at Hua Rong with depression. Hua Rong shrugged, "don't look at me. I can't help it. If I can let him say it, what else can I tell you to do?"Xu Sheng had to turn his eyes back on Cheng Yu again. "Ah Yu, you said it. If you don't say it, it's not for nothing to worry us.""Nothing to worry about." Cheng Yu said, "don't worry, I'll be fine."He poured a glass of wine for Huarong and Xusheng, handed them the glass, "come on, drink."Xu Sheng looked at him, but touched a cup with him, while observing him, drinking.Cheng Yu didn't want to drink at first. He didn't drink too much and didn't have the habit of getting drunk. He could drink, but he didn't drink often.But slowly, after drinking a few bottles, he also felt the beauty of alcohol. He thought it was a good thing to drink some wine at this time.He doesn't have the habit of pouring out. From small to large, he is not a person who is good at pouring out.When he was young, he couldn't face the depression of trusting him. He told me that I didn't have a strong heart like you. I hope someone will take care of me. I hope someone will care about me all the time, just like parents and children in ordinary familiesNow, he is still unable to tell his pain, sadness and despair to his trusted friends.He is used to growing up by himself, and he is used to digesting his joys and sorrows in his heart.When encountering happy things, he can take the initiative to speak out and share with everyone.But when it comes to sad things, he likes to bear and be sad by himself.Cheng Yu doesn't think it's necessary for him to say anything. Love is a matter for two people. Hua Rong or Xu Sheng can't help him.Only Lin Anlan can help him, but Lin Anlan has left his world.Therefore, it does not need too many people to participate in this love.He doesn't need others to persuade him or tell him that there is no grass in the world. He knows everything. He is just stuck in the mud and can't get rid of it.Everyone knows the truth, but how many can we really do?Cheng Yu poured the wine and drank it slowly.Hua Rong saw this, took his shoulder and advised him, "ah Yu, brother, as a past person, I can't help but tell you something about feelings. Before you like him, you think he does not give you the opportunity, you think if you can get in touch with each other well, then you can become a couple, but now, you have tried, the opportunity has given you, you even get along with each other for half a year, this is still divided, which proves that you may not be suitable indeed. ""Love doesn't mean that I like you. I like you the most. It can be established. He has to be a double arrow, otherwise so many boys and girls like you, why don't they see you and others? ""So ah, feelings, this kind of thing, reluctantly, maybe you do have a predestined relationship with Lin Anlan, you don't have to hang around him all the time."
