Chapter 59
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Chapter 59 - I still can't let you go
After getting a general understanding of the current technology, Shen Jingheng communicated the information he had obtained to the director of the institute, and then the director of the institute led a group of scientists to publish Shen Jingheng's major discoveries.
The study of knowledge takes time, and Shen Jingheng knew that it was useless to be anxious, so he sat under a tree and looked up at the stars in the night sky.
The stars are mysterious and beautiful, just like Chu Yu, they are out of reach.
After calming down, Shen Jingheng's heart ached badly. Chu Yu did not know with what method to send him back to the SCY-I galaxy, a person left in the insect star, life and death unknown.
Every time it is like this, every time there is no explanation whatsoever. He is always chasing the most distant star.
Shen Jingheng slowly took out the jade flute and gently rubbed his fingers on the jade flute.
"…I miss you so much."
He closed his eyes and kissed the jade flute reverently. The temperature of Chu Yu's body seemed to remain on the jade flute.
At this moment, the jade flute suddenly glowed with a pale green light. A ray of light slowly overflowed, slowly converging into a translucent human shape.
Shen Jingheng opened his eyes as if sensing something.
He saw the figure in front of him, with beautiful, amber eyes.
Shen Jingheng's breath trembled instantly.
"You…"
Chu Yu's phantom looked around at the surrounding environment, then slowly walked to Shen Jingheng's side, reaching out to touch Shen Jingheng's face.
But his hand passed through Shen Jingheng's face.
He looked at his hands silently.
"You..." Shen Jingheng had a bunch of questions in his stomach, but he didn't know which one to ask first.
Chu Yu seemed to be able to read minds: "I'm sorry."
An apology instantly brought Shen Jingheng back to his senses. He looked at the translucent Chu Yu in front of him, took a deep breath, and asked slowly, "...Are you dead?"
Chu Yu nodded and shook his head again: "I don't know, maybe I am."
"That's what you said...Death is just to another substance." Shen Jingheng's mouth twitched into a sneer, "This is the truth of the so-called 'ghost'. It fits the science you found, right?"
Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu who was still calm in front of him, and all the emotions accumulated in his heart finally burst out.
His eyes were deep red, and tears rolled down from them instantly, unable to hold back.
"You took more effort than I would ever know, surpassed time, and leaped through space, just to come to me and tell me... You are dead?"
Chu Yu didn't speak.
At this time, the air seemed to fall into a dead silence.
"Talk!!!"
Shen Jingheng could no longer restrain his emotional riots, but his shouts seemed so powerless under this starry sky.
He stared with red eyes, staring at the translucent figure in front of him.
"All your plans, all your arrangements... I don't know all of them, I keep chasing you like a fool, I want to be worthy of you, I want to work hard not to disappoint you, I want to protect you..." The pain was pressing in his heart, and he couldn't breathe, "You came to tell me that you are dead?"
Shen Jingheng blocked all Chu Yu's words: "What's the next step? What you have to do when you come back is to tell the research institute about your ability to travel through time and space, so as to unravel the true technological veil of 'psychic power'?"
Chu Yu remained silent.
"I knew it." Shen Jingheng smiled miserably, and stretched out his hand to cover his face, "Three times. Chu Yu, ... you have abandoned me three times."
"I have not." Chu Yu finally explained.
"In the face of the life and death of the entire Protoss, my feelings for you..." Shen Jingheng's mouth evoked a self-deprecating smile, "It's not even dust."
Shen Jingheng looked at the starry sky through Chu Yu's phantom body: "You are the god of fuckery, and I’m tempted to blaspheme... It's ridiculous."
"Shen Jingheng." Chu Yu coldly called his full name.
But Shen Jingheng didn't want to listen to an explanation. Chu Yu's words were always buried pits, and he didn't want to jump into them anymore.
"Which words do you think I still believe in you?" Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu's transparent face and seemed to look through him, "You may never know how much I love you and how much I want to be with you. Living an ordinary life, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, as a real Protoss, with warmth and affection...not...another substance."
Shen Jingheng held back the words for a long time and finally said: "I don't understand your romance, maybe it is your romance to work hard for the future of the entire Protoss, or maybe it is your romance to devote yourself to the entire universe, to understand the rules of the universe is your romance, maybe technology, the development of your life is also your romance... But to me, it's far less real than when you're by my side."
"Is it my turn to speak?" Chu Yu calmly listened to Shen Jingheng's words and looked at him calmly.
Shen Jingheng only felt that the Chu Yu in front of him was far, far away from him.
He smiled wryly: "Tell me, I won't listen to it anyway."
"..."
Shen Jingheng raised a gentle smile to Chu Yu: "Do what you should do now, sir."
He gave Chu Yu a military salute, then turned and left calmly.
The stars are extra bright in the night sky tonight.
Shen Jingheng returned to his bedroom alone, curled up in the sleeping pod in pain, his body and heart aching.
Words are the sharpest knife. He took his own knife and slashed at the person he loved the most, and at himself.
His pheromones started to run wild uncontrollably, and exploded frantically in his body, almost tearing him apart.
Chu Yu's figure slowly appeared in his sleeping pod and lay beside him abruptly.
When Shen Jingheng saw him, the pheromones became even more frantic.
Chu Yu looked into his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Shen Jingheng's long silver hair, and then stretched out his hand to carefully touch Shen Jingheng's face.
Finally, he leaned down and pressed his lips to Shen Jingheng's forehead lightly.
Shen Jingheng saw all these actions, but couldn't feel anything.
The pain was still clamoring and tearing, like a gust of wind carrying countless pieces of broken glass in his body. The glass slag seemed to cut a hole in his eye, and he finally felt a little wetness on his face.
Chu Yu stretched out his hand to try to wipe off the two wetness, but tears passed through his hand.
Chu Yu stared at his hand for a moment, then stood up slowly, floated in the air and stared at Shen Jingheng, and said lightly, "...I'm leaving."
Shen Jingheng closed his eyes, turned over, and didn't look at him again.
Shen Jingheng didn't know when Chu Yu left.
He only knew that a month after Chu Yu left, the research institute had made important progress - they had developed a way to control mechas with their minds.
This research can be said to have opened the door to new technologies, and the mineral resources that Chu Yu once brought back are the important converters that convert brain-controlled energy into digital signals.
With theoretical technology and mineral crystals as energy converters, the first brain-controlled mecha will soon be available, which is far from meeting Chu Yu's requirements. Chu Yu scours the galaxy for the most dangerous and aggressive species.
It is said that the violent mental power of this species should be integrated into the mecha, which can increase the attack power of the mecha.
The first-generation mecha that was brought back from Insect Star became an experiment.
––Hei Sha.
Through the information brought back by Chu Yu, the people from the research institute developed a method of compressed space. This technology was put into use instantly, which greatly improved the portability of the mecha. The businessmen took aim at this technology and developed the function of space storage for the Protoss... This is another story.
Just half a year after Chu Yu came back, the technology of the entire Protoss instantly made a qualitative leap.
Shen Jingheng witnessed such changes, and he was almost numb when he heard the good news from the TV news every day.
People's cheers and confidence continued to increase, and everyone was waiting for Chu Yu to be fully prepared and put on armor to annihilate the damn Zerg in one fell swoop, retake the SCY-I galaxy, and retake their homeland.
Finally, a year later, that day came.
For a whole year, Shen Jingheng and Chu Yu did not meet. But the news about Chu Yu still reached his ears.
Even if he didn't want to hear it, he would still hear the news about Chu Yu.
The whole world, the entire human race, all discussing Chu Yu's contribution, all discussing what an excellent admiral he is, he is the hope of mankind, and he is the belief of the people.
Shen Jingheng looked at those Omegas who cast their admiring glances at Chu Yu, and at those Alphas who did not hide their admiration and looked at Chu Yu's naked eyes, only to feel that Chu Yu was out of reach.
Chu Yu is a star.
He was just a tiny piece of dust tens of thousands of light-years away from Chu Yu.
He is not as great as Chu Yu, and he can only pretend to have Chu Yu alone.
Maybe this kind of relationship is the best ending for him and Chu Yu, they are one in the sky and one in the ground.
It's him who doesn't deserve it.
The news of the expedition spread throughout the galaxy, and that day, everyone in the entire galaxy came out of their homes and gathered in the central square to watch the real-time projection of the expedition played on the skylight screen.
Cheers and shouts spread throughout the galaxy.
People have never been so united and uplifted.
Shen Jingheng stood in the crowd - he was not selected by Chu Yu in the conscription army - looked at Chu Yu's phantom on the big screen, and slowly left the noisy crowd.
It has been three years since I learned of Chu Yu's news.
In the face of the Zerg, well-prepared humans are still useless.
No one survived.
The dark fear once again gripped the hearts of the people. People are afraid that the Zerg will follow the traces to find the SCY-II galaxy, and they also blame Chu Yu and this group of people who went on the expedition to make mankind fall into fear again.
Shen Jingheng listened to the absurd language all over the world and thought it was extremely ridiculous.
When he is useful, he is the hope of mankind.
When he failed, he became a sin in the mouths of the people.
Humans always try to find some excuses and beliefs for themselves to avoid admitting their incompetence.
So Chu Yu... What's the point of everything you insist on?
Shen Jingheng calmly found the director of the research institute. In the beginning, he asked the director of the research institute for permission to pilot the battleship and a mecha.
If you insist on finding a meaning for life, then my meaning may be...
Wherever you are, whether you are alive or not, I will find you.
I still can't let you go.
【The author has something to say: I have been busy recently and the ending of the memoir is a bit difficult to write. I really want to show Shen Jingheng's love for Chu Yu in this big environment, but I found that I can only write what I want one-tenth of the expression. Ugh... it's still too bad. Thank you very much to the little angels who are still chasing updates, thank you for your willingness to see this. Many of them may have been attracted by the cookie at the beginning, and it may be boring to write the main drama... The next chapter is the final chapter of the memory chapters, and soon you will know why Shen Jingheng lost his memory, paving the way, the long-standing foreshadowing is finally about to be revealed, and I'm still a little nervous, for fear that if I don't write well, it will be bad. I don't know if you like this kind of slow passion festival. If there is some communication about the plot, I would be very happy.】
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Chapter 59 - I still can't let you go
After getting a general understanding of the current technology, Shen Jingheng communicated the information he had obtained to the director of the institute, and then the director of the institute led a group of scientists to publish Shen Jingheng's major discoveries.
The study of knowledge takes time, and Shen Jingheng knew that it was useless to be anxious, so he sat under a tree and looked up at the stars in the night sky.
The stars are mysterious and beautiful, just like Chu Yu, they are out of reach.
After calming down, Shen Jingheng's heart ached badly. Chu Yu did not know with what method to send him back to the SCY-I galaxy, a person left in the insect star, life and death unknown.
Every time it is like this, every time there is no explanation whatsoever. He is always chasing the most distant star.
Shen Jingheng slowly took out the jade flute and gently rubbed his fingers on the jade flute.
"…I miss you so much."
He closed his eyes and kissed the jade flute reverently. The temperature of Chu Yu's body seemed to remain on the jade flute.
At this moment, the jade flute suddenly glowed with a pale green light. A ray of light slowly overflowed, slowly converging into a translucent human shape.
Shen Jingheng opened his eyes as if sensing something.
He saw the figure in front of him, with beautiful, amber eyes.
Shen Jingheng's breath trembled instantly.
"You…"
Chu Yu's phantom looked around at the surrounding environment, then slowly walked to Shen Jingheng's side, reaching out to touch Shen Jingheng's face.
But his hand passed through Shen Jingheng's face.
He looked at his hands silently.
"You..." Shen Jingheng had a bunch of questions in his stomach, but he didn't know which one to ask first.
Chu Yu seemed to be able to read minds: "I'm sorry."
An apology instantly brought Shen Jingheng back to his senses. He looked at the translucent Chu Yu in front of him, took a deep breath, and asked slowly, "...Are you dead?"
Chu Yu nodded and shook his head again: "I don't know, maybe I am."
"That's what you said...Death is just to another substance." Shen Jingheng's mouth twitched into a sneer, "This is the truth of the so-called 'ghost'. It fits the science you found, right?"
Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu who was still calm in front of him, and all the emotions accumulated in his heart finally burst out.
His eyes were deep red, and tears rolled down from them instantly, unable to hold back.
"You took more effort than I would ever know, surpassed time, and leaped through space, just to come to me and tell me... You are dead?"
Chu Yu didn't speak.
At this time, the air seemed to fall into a dead silence.
"Talk!!!"
Shen Jingheng could no longer restrain his emotional riots, but his shouts seemed so powerless under this starry sky.
He stared with red eyes, staring at the translucent figure in front of him.
"All your plans, all your arrangements... I don't know all of them, I keep chasing you like a fool, I want to be worthy of you, I want to work hard not to disappoint you, I want to protect you..." The pain was pressing in his heart, and he couldn't breathe, "You came to tell me that you are dead?"
Shen Jingheng blocked all Chu Yu's words: "What's the next step? What you have to do when you come back is to tell the research institute about your ability to travel through time and space, so as to unravel the true technological veil of 'psychic power'?"
Chu Yu remained silent.
"I knew it." Shen Jingheng smiled miserably, and stretched out his hand to cover his face, "Three times. Chu Yu, ... you have abandoned me three times."
"I have not." Chu Yu finally explained.
"In the face of the life and death of the entire Protoss, my feelings for you..." Shen Jingheng's mouth evoked a self-deprecating smile, "It's not even dust."
Shen Jingheng looked at the starry sky through Chu Yu's phantom body: "You are the god of fuckery, and I’m tempted to blaspheme... It's ridiculous."
"Shen Jingheng." Chu Yu coldly called his full name.
But Shen Jingheng didn't want to listen to an explanation. Chu Yu's words were always buried pits, and he didn't want to jump into them anymore.
"Which words do you think I still believe in you?" Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu's transparent face and seemed to look through him, "You may never know how much I love you and how much I want to be with you. Living an ordinary life, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, as a real Protoss, with warmth and affection...not...another substance."
Shen Jingheng held back the words for a long time and finally said: "I don't understand your romance, maybe it is your romance to work hard for the future of the entire Protoss, or maybe it is your romance to devote yourself to the entire universe, to understand the rules of the universe is your romance, maybe technology, the development of your life is also your romance... But to me, it's far less real than when you're by my side."
"Is it my turn to speak?" Chu Yu calmly listened to Shen Jingheng's words and looked at him calmly.
Shen Jingheng only felt that the Chu Yu in front of him was far, far away from him.
He smiled wryly: "Tell me, I won't listen to it anyway."
"..."
Shen Jingheng raised a gentle smile to Chu Yu: "Do what you should do now, sir."
He gave Chu Yu a military salute, then turned and left calmly.
The stars are extra bright in the night sky tonight.
Shen Jingheng returned to his bedroom alone, curled up in the sleeping pod in pain, his body and heart aching.
Words are the sharpest knife. He took his own knife and slashed at the person he loved the most, and at himself.
His pheromones started to run wild uncontrollably, and exploded frantically in his body, almost tearing him apart.
Chu Yu's figure slowly appeared in his sleeping pod and lay beside him abruptly.
When Shen Jingheng saw him, the pheromones became even more frantic.
Chu Yu looked into his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Shen Jingheng's long silver hair, and then stretched out his hand to carefully touch Shen Jingheng's face.
Finally, he leaned down and pressed his lips to Shen Jingheng's forehead lightly.
Shen Jingheng saw all these actions, but couldn't feel anything.
The pain was still clamoring and tearing, like a gust of wind carrying countless pieces of broken glass in his body. The glass slag seemed to cut a hole in his eye, and he finally felt a little wetness on his face.
Chu Yu stretched out his hand to try to wipe off the two wetness, but tears passed through his hand.
Chu Yu stared at his hand for a moment, then stood up slowly, floated in the air and stared at Shen Jingheng, and said lightly, "...I'm leaving."
Shen Jingheng closed his eyes, turned over, and didn't look at him again.
Shen Jingheng didn't know when Chu Yu left.
He only knew that a month after Chu Yu left, the research institute had made important progress - they had developed a way to control mechas with their minds.
This research can be said to have opened the door to new technologies, and the mineral resources that Chu Yu once brought back are the important converters that convert brain-controlled energy into digital signals.
With theoretical technology and mineral crystals as energy converters, the first brain-controlled mecha will soon be available, which is far from meeting Chu Yu's requirements. Chu Yu scours the galaxy for the most dangerous and aggressive species.
It is said that the violent mental power of this species should be integrated into the mecha, which can increase the attack power of the mecha.
The first-generation mecha that was brought back from Insect Star became an experiment.
––Hei Sha.
Through the information brought back by Chu Yu, the people from the research institute developed a method of compressed space. This technology was put into use instantly, which greatly improved the portability of the mecha. The businessmen took aim at this technology and developed the function of space storage for the Protoss... This is another story.
Just half a year after Chu Yu came back, the technology of the entire Protoss instantly made a qualitative leap.
Shen Jingheng witnessed such changes, and he was almost numb when he heard the good news from the TV news every day.
People's cheers and confidence continued to increase, and everyone was waiting for Chu Yu to be fully prepared and put on armor to annihilate the damn Zerg in one fell swoop, retake the SCY-I galaxy, and retake their homeland.
Finally, a year later, that day came.
For a whole year, Shen Jingheng and Chu Yu did not meet. But the news about Chu Yu still reached his ears.
Even if he didn't want to hear it, he would still hear the news about Chu Yu.
The whole world, the entire human race, all discussing Chu Yu's contribution, all discussing what an excellent admiral he is, he is the hope of mankind, and he is the belief of the people.
Shen Jingheng looked at those Omegas who cast their admiring glances at Chu Yu, and at those Alphas who did not hide their admiration and looked at Chu Yu's naked eyes, only to feel that Chu Yu was out of reach.
Chu Yu is a star.
He was just a tiny piece of dust tens of thousands of light-years away from Chu Yu.
He is not as great as Chu Yu, and he can only pretend to have Chu Yu alone.
Maybe this kind of relationship is the best ending for him and Chu Yu, they are one in the sky and one in the ground.
It's him who doesn't deserve it.
The news of the expedition spread throughout the galaxy, and that day, everyone in the entire galaxy came out of their homes and gathered in the central square to watch the real-time projection of the expedition played on the skylight screen.
Cheers and shouts spread throughout the galaxy.
People have never been so united and uplifted.
Shen Jingheng stood in the crowd - he was not selected by Chu Yu in the conscription army - looked at Chu Yu's phantom on the big screen, and slowly left the noisy crowd.
It has been three years since I learned of Chu Yu's news.
In the face of the Zerg, well-prepared humans are still useless.
No one survived.
The dark fear once again gripped the hearts of the people. People are afraid that the Zerg will follow the traces to find the SCY-II galaxy, and they also blame Chu Yu and this group of people who went on the expedition to make mankind fall into fear again.
Shen Jingheng listened to the absurd language all over the world and thought it was extremely ridiculous.
When he is useful, he is the hope of mankind.
When he failed, he became a sin in the mouths of the people.
Humans always try to find some excuses and beliefs for themselves to avoid admitting their incompetence.
So Chu Yu... What's the point of everything you insist on?
Shen Jingheng calmly found the director of the research institute. In the beginning, he asked the director of the research institute for permission to pilot the battleship and a mecha.
If you insist on finding a meaning for life, then my meaning may be...
Wherever you are, whether you are alive or not, I will find you.
I still can't let you go.
【The author has something to say: I have been busy recently and the ending of the memoir is a bit difficult to write. I really want to show Shen Jingheng's love for Chu Yu in this big environment, but I found that I can only write what I want one-tenth of the expression. Ugh... it's still too bad. Thank you very much to the little angels who are still chasing updates, thank you for your willingness to see this. Many of them may have been attracted by the cookie at the beginning, and it may be boring to write the main drama... The next chapter is the final chapter of the memory chapters, and soon you will know why Shen Jingheng lost his memory, paving the way, the long-standing foreshadowing is finally about to be revealed, and I'm still a little nervous, for fear that if I don't write well, it will be bad. I don't know if you like this kind of slow passion festival. If there is some communication about the plot, I would be very happy.】
12-15 minutesPlease support the translation by reading the translation and commenting on otakutl official site.Thank you.Everyone from Otaku TranslationChapter 59 - I still can't let you goAfter getting a general understanding of the current technology, Shen Jingheng communicated the information he had obtained to the director of the institute, and then the director of the institute led a group of scientists to publish Shen Jingheng's major discoveries.The study of knowledge takes time, and Shen Jingheng knew that it was useless to be anxious, so he sat under a tree and looked up at the stars in the night sky.The stars are mysterious and beautiful, just like Chu Yu, they are out of reach.After calming down, Shen Jingheng's heart ached badly. Chu Yu did not know with what method to send him back to the SCY-I galaxy, a person left in the insect star, life and death unknown.Every time it is like this, every time there is no explanation whatsoever. He is always chasing the most distant star.Shen Jingheng slowly took out the jade flute and gently rubbed his fingers on the jade flute."I miss you so much."He closed his eyes and kissed the jade flute reverently. The temperature of Chu Yu's body seemed to remain on the jade flute.At this moment, the jade flute suddenly glowed with a pale green light. A ray of light slowly overflowed, slowly converging into a translucent human shape.Shen Jingheng opened his eyes as if sensing something.He saw the figure in front of him, with beautiful, amber eyes.Shen Jingheng's breath trembled instantly."You"Chu Yu's phantom looked around at the surrounding environment, then slowly walked to Shen Jingheng's side, reaching out to touch Shen Jingheng's face.But his hand passed through Shen Jingheng's face.He looked at his hands silently."You..." Shen Jingheng had a bunch of questions in his stomach, but he didn't know which one to ask first.Chu Yu seemed to be able to read minds: "I'm sorry."An apology instantly brought Shen Jingheng back to his senses. He looked at the translucent Chu Yu in front of him, took a deep breath, and asked slowly, "...Are you dead?"Chu Yu nodded and shook his head again: "I don't know, maybe I am.""That's what you said...Death is just to another substance." Shen Jingheng's mouth twitched into a sneer, "This is the truth of the so-called 'ghost'. It fits the science you found, right?"Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu who was still calm in front of him, and all the emotions accumulated in his heart finally burst out.His eyes were deep red, and tears rolled down from them instantly, unable to hold back."You took more effort than I would ever know, surpassed time, and leaped through space, just to come to me and tell me... You are dead?"Chu Yu didn't speak.At this time, the air seemed to fall into a dead silence."Talk!!!"Shen Jingheng could no longer restrain his emotional riots, but his shouts seemed so powerless under this starry sky.He stared with red eyes, staring at the translucent figure in front of him."All your plans, all your arrangements... I don't know all of them, I keep chasing you like a fool, I want to be worthy of you, I want to work hard not to disappoint you, I want to protect you..." The pain was pressing in his heart, and he couldn't breathe, "You came to tell me that you are dead?"Shen Jingheng blocked all Chu Yu's words: "What's the next step? What you have to do when you come back is to tell the research institute about your ability to travel through time and space, so as to unravel the true technological veil of 'psychic power'?"Chu Yu remained silent."I knew it." Shen Jingheng smiled miserably, and stretched out his hand to cover his face, "Three times. Chu Yu, ... you have abandoned me three times.""I have not." Chu Yu finally explained."In the face of the life and death of the entire Protoss, my feelings for you..." Shen Jingheng's mouth evoked a self-deprecating smile, "It's not even dust."Shen Jingheng looked at the starry sky through Chu Yu's phantom body: "You are the god of fuckery, and I'm tempted to blaspheme... It's ridiculous.""Shen Jingheng." Chu Yu coldly called his full name.But Shen Jingheng didn't want to listen to an explanation. Chu Yu's words were always buried pits, and he didn't want to jump into them anymore."Which words do you think I still believe in you?" Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu's transparent face and seemed to look through him, "You may never know how much I love you and how much I want to be with you. Living an ordinary life, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, as a real Protoss, with warmth and affection...not...another substance."Shen Jingheng held back the words for a long time and finally said: "I don't understand your romance, maybe it is your romance to work hard for the future of the entire Protoss, or maybe it is your romance to devote yourself to the entire universe, to understand the rules of the universe is your romance, maybe technology, the development of your life is also your romance... But to me, it's far less real than when you're by my side.""Is it my turn to speak?" Chu Yu calmly listened to Shen Jingheng's words and looked at him calmly.Shen Jingheng only felt that the Chu Yu in front of him was far, far away from him.He smiled wryly: "Tell me, I won't listen to it anyway.""..."Shen Jingheng raised a gentle smile to Chu Yu: "Do what you should do now, sir."He gave Chu Yu a military salute, then turned and left calmly.The stars are extra bright in the night sky tonight.Shen Jingheng returned to his bedroom alone, curled up in the sleeping pod in pain, his body and heart aching.Words are the sharpest knife. He took his own knife and slashed at the person he loved the most, and at himself.His pheromones started to run wild uncontrollably, and exploded frantically in his body, almost tearing him apart.Chu Yu's figure slowly appeared in his sleeping pod and lay beside him abruptly.When Shen Jingheng saw him, the pheromones became even more frantic.Chu Yu looked into his eyes, stretched out his hand and gently stroked Shen Jingheng's long silver hair, and then stretched out his hand to carefully touch Shen Jingheng's face.Finally, he leaned down and pressed his lips to Shen Jingheng's forehead lightly.Shen Jingheng saw all these actions, but couldn't feel anything.The pain was still clamoring and tearing, like a gust of wind carrying countless pieces of broken glass in his body. The glass slag seemed to cut a hole in his eye, and he finally felt a little wetness on his face.Chu Yu stretched out his hand to try to wipe off the two wetness, but tears passed through his hand.Chu Yu stared at his hand for a moment, then stood up slowly, floated in the air and stared at Shen Jingheng, and said lightly, "...I'm leaving."Shen Jingheng closed his eyes, turned over, and didn't look at him again.Shen Jingheng didn't know when Chu Yu left.He only knew that a month after Chu Yu left, the research institute had made important progress - they had developed a way to control mechas with their minds.This research can be said to have opened the door to new technologies, and the mineral resources that Chu Yu once brought back are the important converters that convert brain-controlled energy into digital signals.With theoretical technology and mineral crystals as energy converters, the first brain-controlled mecha will soon be available, which is far from meeting Chu Yu's requirements. Chu Yu scours the galaxy for the most dangerous and aggressive species.It is said that the violent mental power of this species should be integrated into the mecha, which can increase the attack power of the mecha.The first-generation mecha that was brought back from Insect Star became an experiment.Hei Sha.Through the information brought back by Chu Yu, the people from the research institute developed a method of compressed space. This technology was put into use instantly, which greatly improved the portability of the mecha. The businessmen took aim at this technology and developed the function of space storage for the Protoss... This is another story.Just half a year after Chu Yu came back, the technology of the entire Protoss instantly made a qualitative leap.Shen Jingheng witnessed such changes, and he was almost numb when he heard the good news from the TV news every day.People's cheers and confidence continued to increase, and everyone was waiting for Chu Yu to be fully prepared and put on armor to annihilate the damn Zerg in one fell swoop, retake the SCY-I galaxy, and retake their homeland.Finally, a year later, that day came.For a whole year, Shen Jingheng and Chu Yu did not meet. But the news about Chu Yu still reached his ears.Even if he didn't want to hear it, he would still hear the news about Chu Yu.The whole world, the entire human race, all discussing Chu Yu's contribution, all discussing what an excellent admiral he is, he is the hope of mankind, and he is the belief of the people.Shen Jingheng looked at those Omegas who cast their admiring glances at Chu Yu, and at those Alphas who did not hide their admiration and looked at Chu Yu's naked eyes, only to feel that Chu Yu was out of reach.Chu Yu is a star.He was just a tiny piece of dust tens of thousands of light-years away from Chu Yu.He is not as great as Chu Yu, and he can only pretend to have Chu Yu alone.Maybe this kind of relationship is the best ending for him and Chu Yu, they are one in the sky and one in the ground.It's him who doesn't deserve it.The news of the expedition spread throughout the galaxy, and that day, everyone in the entire galaxy came out of their homes and gathered in the central square to watch the real-time projection of the expedition played on the skylight screen.Cheers and shouts spread throughout the galaxy.People have never been so united and uplifted.Shen Jingheng stood in the crowd - he was not selected by Chu Yu in the conscription army - looked at Chu Yu's phantom on the big screen, and slowly left the noisy crowd.It has been three years since I learned of Chu Yu's news.In the face of the Zerg, well-prepared humans are still useless.No one survived.The dark fear once again gripped the hearts of the people. People are afraid that the Zerg will follow the traces to find the SCY-II galaxy, and they also blame Chu Yu and this group of people who went on the expedition to make mankind fall into fear again.Shen Jingheng listened to the absurd language all over the world and thought it was extremely ridiculous.When he is useful, he is the hope of mankind.When he failed, he became a sin in the mouths of the people.Humans always try to find some excuses and beliefs for themselves to avoid admitting their incompetence.So Chu Yu... What's the point of everything you insist on?Shen Jingheng calmly found the director of the research institute. In the beginning, he asked the director of the research institute for permission to pilot the battleship and a mecha.If you insist on finding a meaning for life, then my meaning may be...Wherever you are, whether you are alive or not, I will find you.I still can't let you go.The author has something to say: I have been busy recently and the ending of the memoir is a bit difficult to write. I really want to show Shen Jingheng's love for Chu Yu in this big environment, but I found that I can only write what I want one-tenth of the expression. Ugh... it's still too bad. Thank you very much to the little angels who are still chasing updates, thank you for your willingness to see this. Many of them may have been attracted by the cookie at the beginning, and it may be boring to write the main drama... The next chapter is the final chapter of the memory chapters, and soon you will know why Shen Jingheng lost his memory, paving the way, the long-standing foreshadowing is finally about to be revealed, and I'm still a little nervous, for fear that if I don't write well, it will be bad. I don't know if you like this kind of slow passion festival. If there is some communication about the plot, I would be very happy.
