He had been asleep for too long.
Being imprisoned in such a space in the consciousness and losing his own consciousness was no different from death. Now, he was awakened by his second personality.
Youyou observed his face closely. “Don’t you think it’s unfair? Why should you be the first personality while I’m the second? You’re the one who created me. Now, I’m the one who’s not needed. Why?” The boy’s handsome brow gradually darkened with anger. “It’s not fair.”
The boy in the white shirt smiled at that, but his tone was casual. “There’s no such thing as absolute fairness in this world.”
“In the past, I had always thought I was the real first personality. So I did whatever it took to replace you.”
If the two personalities were marked in color, one would be white, the other one would be black.
At the time Alice had hypnotized the boy, the second personality took charge. The black version of him revived from ideology. He had always believed that he was the real first personality, that he was in absolute control. Therefore, he wanted to destroy the other personality and return to the dominant position.
But then he found out… he simply could not destroy the other Youyou.
He didn’t know why, and he didn’t know that the personality that couldn’t be destroyed was the first personality. He kept thinking of himself as the first personality, that the body belonged to him and he deserved to have it back.
It wasn’t until he heard Gong Shaoying and Yun Shishi’s conversation that he realized, the first personality could never be destroyed. It would only be sealed.
That was when he confirmed that this body did not belong to him. The Mu family was no longer his home. Yun Shishi, Mu Yazhe, Yueyao, Hua Jin… These people who had given him warmth, did not belong to him. They belonged to the other Youyou.
He received the warmth only because they saw him as a replacement for the boy.
He was the unwanted substitute.
So then…
He chose to give up. Otherwise, Mommy… would be very sad! She so wanted the previous Youyou to come back to her, he might as well oblige.
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He was willing to give up everything just so the real Youyou could return to his mother. He didn’t deserve to be happy, because he was born of darkness to begin with. Even if his heart was towards the sun, the child of darkness was not qualified to receive sunlight.
Laughing, the boy abruptly clasped his shoulder and exchanged their positions.
And now, the position of the white Youyou was swapped and placed at the top.
“What … what are you doing?”
The Youyou in black shirt closed his eyes slowly. He gripped the other boy’s wrist tightly and guided his hands till they were closed around his throat.
The boy in the white looked shocked. “Didn’t you want to go back to Mommy?”
The boy smiled coldly and tightened his grip on the boy’s wrist. “Kill me so you can go back to her.”
“You…” The boy in the white shirt froze.
They froze in their positions.
“I’m only giving you one chance now.” The boy in the black shirt tightened his grip. “All you have to do is kill me, and you’ll go back to what you were. I’ll disappear from then on, and will never threaten you again. This is the only chance, otherwise at some point I may regret it! So, before I do…”
He had been asleep for too long.
Being imprisoned in such a space in the consciousness and losing his own consciousness was no different from death. Now, he was awakened by his second personality.
Youyou observed his face closely. “Don’t you think it’s unfair? Why should you be the first personality while I’m the second? You’re the one who created me. Now, I’m the one who’s not needed. Why?” The boy’s handsome brow gradually darkened with anger. “It’s not fair.”
The boy in the white shirt smiled at that, but his tone was casual. “There’s no such thing as absolute fairness in this world.”
“In the past, I had always thought I was the real first personality. So I did whatever it took to replace you.”
If the two personalities were marked in color, one would be white, the other one would be black.
At the time Alice had hypnotized the boy, the second personality took charge. The black version of him revived from ideology. He had always believed that he was the real first personality, that he was in absolute control. Therefore, he wanted to destroy the other personality and return to the dominant position.
But then he found out… he simply could not destroy the other Youyou.
He didn’t know why, and he didn’t know that the personality that couldn’t be destroyed was the first personality. He kept thinking of himself as the first personality, that the body belonged to him and he deserved to have it back.
It wasn’t until he heard Gong Shaoying and Yun Shishi’s conversation that he realized, the first personality could never be destroyed. It would only be sealed.
That was when he confirmed that this body did not belong to him. The Mu family was no longer his home. Yun Shishi, Mu Yazhe, Yueyao, Hua Jin… These people who had given him warmth, did not belong to him. They belonged to the other Youyou.
He received the warmth only because they saw him as a replacement for the boy.
He was the unwanted substitute.
So then…
He chose to give up. Otherwise, Mommy… would be very sad! She so wanted the previous Youyou to come back to her, he might as well oblige.
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He was willing to give up everything just so the real Youyou could return to his mother. He didn’t deserve to be happy, because he was born of darkness to begin with. Even if his heart was towards the sun, the child of darkness was not qualified to receive sunlight.
Laughing, the boy abruptly clasped his shoulder and exchanged their positions.
And now, the position of the white Youyou was swapped and placed at the top.
“What … what are you doing?”
The Youyou in black shirt closed his eyes slowly. He gripped the other boy’s wrist tightly and guided his hands till they were closed around his throat.
The boy in the white looked shocked. “Didn’t you want to go back to Mommy?”
The boy smiled coldly and tightened his grip on the boy’s wrist. “Kill me so you can go back to her.”
“You…” The boy in the white shirt froze.
They froze in their positions.
“I’m only giving you one chance now.” The boy in the black shirt tightened his grip. “All you have to do is kill me, and you’ll go back to what you were. I’ll disappear from then on, and will never threaten you again. This is the only chance, otherwise at some point I may regret it! So, before I do…”
