“Fei Fei…” I want to break free from this ambiguous posture. Mo Fei’s snow-white back neck was so attractive to me, I couldn’t help but want to kiss it. It was too dangerous.
“Don’t look!” Mo Fei cried out inexplicably, her body fiercely resisting my desire to break free.
Feeling that my ear was wet by something warm, I was stunned, “You… are crying?”
“Yes, I’m crying,” Mo Fei could no longer hold back her sobs. “Last time you said that you don’t like to see me cry, then don’t look at it. I don’t look good when I cry, so I don’t want you to see it… Can you just hug me like this for a while?”
I knew this was just an excuse, but I didn’t understand, “Why are you crying?”
“Because I’m angry.”
I couldn’t help but chuckle, “Who made you angry?”
“You, Cheng Liusu, and myself. I’m angry, so I lied to you just now. I’m angry because I’m a petty-minded woman. But how can I not be angry?” Like a child throwing a tantrum, Mo Fei continued on, “What right does she have to call me another woman? So what if you two are dating? Even if you are married, do I have no right to like you? Let alone you two are not married. Why does she have to make it sound like I am a mistress? In my eyes, she is a mistress. Yes, I have no respect for myself for liking a guy who is not self-motivated and unfaithful, but I can’t help it. I just like the calm and peaceful feeling I have when I am with you. I just like the natural way you treat me and take care of me. Chu Nan, you are such a jerk. Why do you have to make me like you, but refuse to give me a chance?”
I am a jerk for making her like me but not giving her a chance?
I wanted to chuckle, but Mo Fei’s crying made me unable to laugh. Her crying came so suddenly that it completely caught me off guard.
It would be fine if she was just crying, but her hands were not idle either. She was scratching and pounding my back. I could only hug her waist gently and comfort her, while silently enduring her punches and scratches. As a result… She probably felt that her punch didn’t hurt me, she suddenly bit on my ear fiercely…
Instantly a loud painful scream broke out from the car, soared into the sky, and caused a series of lightning bolts.
Perhaps Mo Fei was just venting her grievance. After all, to like me, she had to deal with so many obstacles. Whether it was the huge gap between our family background, my relationship with Liusu, and Mo Yizhi’s objection. The most hateful thing was that I had always intentionally kept my distance from her… However, she had never complained about it before. She always hid it in her heart, so there was a lot of grievance within her.
This heavy rain came and went quickly. Except for the puddles of water on the ground, it didn’t leave anything behind. The traffic finally returned to normal, and the dazzling sunlight made people suspect that the thunder and lightning just now was just a dream in the afternoon nap.
But I had no such doubt, because Mo Fei’s eyes were still red, and my ear was still painful.
After crying and hitting, Mo Fei finally calmed down, as if nothing had happened. She continued to talk about some meaningless jokes with me, making me feel that after crying, her smile was much more natural and it was very beautiful.
Soon, we arrived below our company. Mo Fei insisted on lending her car to me again. She got out of the car but went around to the other side of the car. She signaled me to lower the window and said to me, “Chu Nan, do you know that in fact, I never thought of returning this 300,000 yuan to you.”
She deliberately walked around and showed me the bank card that she had been playing all the way just to tell me this? I smiled and said, “That was originally yours, why do you want to give it to me?”
Mo Fei shook her head seriously, “This money was earned by your own ability, and you originally wanted to use it to help me, so I owe you. But because you gave the money back to me out of anger, it insulted me, so you also owe me. I don’t want what you owed me, and I don’t want to pay back what I owed you. I used to think naively that in this way, you will not be able to break up with me. But today I understand that I was wrong…”
Just when I thought that it would develop into a cliche love drama that often showed on TV, Mo Fei finally chose to give up. But she put the card back into her pocket and kissed me on the cheek, “Even without owing each other anything, you still won’t be able to forget me, because you like me just as I like you.”
With that, she ran away immediately, without giving me a chance to ask her anything.
I could only chuckle helplessly.
“I like you, just as you like me.” Looking at Mo Fei who was running away in a hurry, I muttered. After saying it, I actually felt a sense of relief. I couldn’t help thinking that when I didn’t need to hide my feelings from myself, Liusu, or anyone, would I also be able to feel so relieved?
Maybe, I would only be despised and hated by them. But I would still say it, because that was my responsibility. However, before that, there was one thing I must do.
This was the last night that Shu Tong’s family was going to stay in Bei Tian City. Min Rou did not show up, which was a little unexpected. But what surprised me more was that Liusu also didn’t show up.
Because they needed to get up early in the morning the next day, I didn’t stay for too long. Shu Tong wanted to stay with her grandma, so after she told me what time their train was going to be, I went home.
Before entering the door, I heard the giggle of Chu Yuan and Dongfang. I was speechless. If Zhen Nuo had been guarding outside my flat, she would have already found Dongfang, that little brat…
The living room was full of alluring scenes. The two bratty girls were wearing exactly the same clothes sitting on the floor with cushions underneath them playing a football game.
Seeing their snow-white legs and exquisite feet completely exposed in the air, I almost wanted to close my eyes. But then, my attention was attracted by the clothes they were wearing. Wasn’t the clothes they were wearing my football uniforms. Speaking of which, there was a short story about these two uniforms.
During my first summer vacation in university, I was pushed to join the university team after a strict assessment. As a substitute, I participated in the annual Summer University Cup held in the city. In the last group match that could only be won but not lost, the coach replaced the right midfielder who had not performed well in the first two games and used me, who was only a first-year student. That game was also my first game. Although I had a premonition that I would have a chance to play, it still surprised me.
That day, Chu Yuan and my stepmother were also sitting in the stands. Their enthusiasm for football has been out of control since that game that summer.
“Fei Fei…” I want to break free from this ambiguous posture. Mo Fei’s snow-white back neck was so attractive to me, I couldn’t help but want to kiss it. It was too dangerous.
“Don’t look!” Mo Fei cried out inexplicably, her body fiercely resisting my desire to break free.
Feeling that my ear was wet by something warm, I was stunned, “You… are crying?”
“Yes, I’m crying,” Mo Fei could no longer hold back her sobs. “Last time you said that you don’t like to see me cry, then don’t look at it. I don’t look good when I cry, so I don’t want you to see it… Can you just hug me like this for a while?”
I knew this was just an excuse, but I didn’t understand, “Why are you crying?”
“Because I’m angry.”
I couldn’t help but chuckle, “Who made you angry?”
“You, Cheng Liusu, and myself. I’m angry, so I lied to you just now. I’m angry because I’m a petty-minded woman. But how can I not be angry?” Like a child throwing a tantrum, Mo Fei continued on, “What right does she have to call me another woman? So what if you two are dating? Even if you are married, do I have no right to like you? Let alone you two are not married. Why does she have to make it sound like I am a mistress? In my eyes, she is a mistress. Yes, I have no respect for myself for liking a guy who is not self-motivated and unfaithful, but I can’t help it. I just like the calm and peaceful feeling I have when I am with you. I just like the natural way you treat me and take care of me. Chu Nan, you are such a jerk. Why do you have to make me like you, but refuse to give me a chance?”
I am a jerk for making her like me but not giving her a chance?
I wanted to chuckle, but Mo Fei’s crying made me unable to laugh. Her crying came so suddenly that it completely caught me off guard.
It would be fine if she was just crying, but her hands were not idle either. She was scratching and pounding my back. I could only hug her waist gently and comfort her, while silently enduring her punches and scratches. As a result… She probably felt that her punch didn’t hurt me, she suddenly bit on my ear fiercely…
Instantly a loud painful scream broke out from the car, soared into the sky, and caused a series of lightning bolts.
Perhaps Mo Fei was just venting her grievance. After all, to like me, she had to deal with so many obstacles. Whether it was the huge gap between our family background, my relationship with Liusu, and Mo Yizhi’s objection. The most hateful thing was that I had always intentionally kept my distance from her… However, she had never complained about it before. She always hid it in her heart, so there was a lot of grievance within her.
This heavy rain came and went quickly. Except for the puddles of water on the ground, it didn’t leave anything behind. The traffic finally returned to normal, and the dazzling sunlight made people suspect that the thunder and lightning just now was just a dream in the afternoon nap.
But I had no such doubt, because Mo Fei’s eyes were still red, and my ear was still painful.
After crying and hitting, Mo Fei finally calmed down, as if nothing had happened. She continued to talk about some meaningless jokes with me, making me feel that after crying, her smile was much more natural and it was very beautiful.
Soon, we arrived below our company. Mo Fei insisted on lending her car to me again. She got out of the car but went around to the other side of the car. She signaled me to lower the window and said to me, “Chu Nan, do you know that in fact, I never thought of returning this 300,000 yuan to you.”
She deliberately walked around and showed me the bank card that she had been playing all the way just to tell me this? I smiled and said, “That was originally yours, why do you want to give it to me?”
Mo Fei shook her head seriously, “This money was earned by your own ability, and you originally wanted to use it to help me, so I owe you. But because you gave the money back to me out of anger, it insulted me, so you also owe me. I don’t want what you owed me, and I don’t want to pay back what I owed you. I used to think naively that in this way, you will not be able to break up with me. But today I understand that I was wrong…”
Just when I thought that it would develop into a cliche love drama that often showed on TV, Mo Fei finally chose to give up. But she put the card back into her pocket and kissed me on the cheek, “Even without owing each other anything, you still won’t be able to forget me, because you like me just as I like you.”
With that, she ran away immediately, without giving me a chance to ask her anything.
I could only chuckle helplessly.
“I like you, just as you like me.” Looking at Mo Fei who was running away in a hurry, I muttered. After saying it, I actually felt a sense of relief. I couldn’t help thinking that when I didn’t need to hide my feelings from myself, Liusu, or anyone, would I also be able to feel so relieved?
Maybe, I would only be despised and hated by them. But I would still say it, because that was my responsibility. However, before that, there was one thing I must do.
This was the last night that Shu Tong’s family was going to stay in Bei Tian City. Min Rou did not show up, which was a little unexpected. But what surprised me more was that Liusu also didn’t show up.
Because they needed to get up early in the morning the next day, I didn’t stay for too long. Shu Tong wanted to stay with her grandma, so after she told me what time their train was going to be, I went home.
Before entering the door, I heard the giggle of Chu Yuan and Dongfang. I was speechless. If Zhen Nuo had been guarding outside my flat, she would have already found Dongfang, that little brat…
The living room was full of alluring scenes. The two bratty girls were wearing exactly the same clothes sitting on the floor with cushions underneath them playing a football game.
Seeing their snow-white legs and exquisite feet completely exposed in the air, I almost wanted to close my eyes. But then, my attention was attracted by the clothes they were wearing. Wasn’t the clothes they were wearing my football uniforms. Speaking of which, there was a short story about these two uniforms.
During my first summer vacation in university, I was pushed to join the university team after a strict assessment. As a substitute, I participated in the annual Summer University Cup held in the city. In the last group match that could only be won but not lost, the coach replaced the right midfielder who had not performed well in the first two games and used me, who was only a first-year student. That game was also my first game. Although I had a premonition that I would have a chance to play, it still surprised me.
That day, Chu Yuan and my stepmother were also sitting in the stands. Their enthusiasm for football has been out of control since that game that summer.
