“But…”Lu man bit her lip, probably to let herself relax, “When Ah Li died in front of me that night, I had an illusion that there should be a gap between us. “So when you appeared, the first thing you did was to put everything on Ah Li. I knew that my illusion was real, and you should have blamed me for that moment. And I have to tell you that Ah Li did such an extreme thing at the cost of his life because he was afraid that I would be raped by Qin Zhengxiao.”
Mo Xiuyuan’s heart tightened.
Rape.
He did not know what rape was.
“You took Ah Li out and sent Zhai an and me away. From the beginning to the end, you did not say a word. “I really can understand your feelings. If it was my family who died so suddenly, I might be even more devastated than you. I might even be unable to recover. “But you know that sometimes, a person’s rationality and emotions are two different things. I acknowledge everything about you, but I can’t accept your disregard for me emotionally. I’m really not as strong as you think. I can endure everything on my own. I also need a shoulder to lean on. Actually, that night, I also experienced many things that were worse than death.”
“I know,”Mo Xiuyuan said.
And at that time, he did deliberately ignore it.
Because of Ah Li’s departure.
Even that sentence “Ah Li’s death has nothing to do with you”was only said after he had calmed down.
He actually regretted not saying it immediately at that time.
As a result… Lu Man should have a grudge in her heart.
“Thinking about it, none of this is important.”Lu Man took a deep breath. “I’m still pregnant with your child now, and I sincerely don’t want the child to be born without a father.”
She had made it very clear.
If they could be together, then they could be together.
Even if they were outwardly united and spiritually separated, they could still force it.
However… Lu Man had waited for a long time.
Even after waiting for a long time, she still did not receive a reply from Mo Xiuyuan.
She thought that she had already said what she wanted to say. As for the rest, whatever Mo Xiuyuan wanted to do was his own business. Moreover, his status was special now, so she could not resist whatever he decided. It was better to just calm down.., it was better to see everything as it was.
She got up. This time, she did not think about getting his permission and planned to return to her room.
She had just taken two steps.
Mo Xiuyuan suddenly said, “Man Man, I’m afraid that I won’t be able to fulfill my promise to you.”
Lu Man Man stopped in her tracks.
She stopped and said, “Yes, I understand you.”
Mo Xiuyuan felt a little pain in his heart.
Lu Man was so smart, she must know what he meant.
And that “I understand you”, he actually felt that it was as sharp as a knife.
He sat in the living room for a long time.
Alone.
The living room was very empty, and he had originally planned to leave for the airport at 4:30, but now it was almost 5 o’clock, yet he still did not leave.
Sometimes, he actually hoped that Lu man would not be so strong.
If she was not so strong, then she would not be afraid… of losing her so quickly.
In the end.
He still left the villa.
There were many black bodyguards outside the villa. At that time, he was afraid that she would not be safe, afraid that she would die like Ah Li, so he had sent many people over to patrol, and now, although the regime was unstable.., but no one would come to assassinate her, so when he left, he had all the black bodyguards leave, leaving only a team of five people to stand guard.
“But…”Lu man bit her lip, probably to let herself relax, “When Ah Li died in front of me that night, I had an illusion that there should be a gap between us. “So when you appeared, the first thing you did was to put everything on Ah Li. I knew that my illusion was real, and you should have blamed me for that moment. And I have to tell you that Ah Li did such an extreme thing at the cost of his life because he was afraid that I would be raped by Qin Zhengxiao.”
Mo Xiuyuan’s heart tightened.
Rape.
He did not know what rape was.
“You took Ah Li out and sent Zhai an and me away. From the beginning to the end, you did not say a word. “I really can understand your feelings. If it was my family who died so suddenly, I might be even more devastated than you. I might even be unable to recover. “But you know that sometimes, a person’s rationality and emotions are two different things. I acknowledge everything about you, but I can’t accept your disregard for me emotionally. I’m really not as strong as you think. I can endure everything on my own. I also need a shoulder to lean on. Actually, that night, I also experienced many things that were worse than death.”
“I know,”Mo Xiuyuan said.
And at that time, he did deliberately ignore it.
Because of Ah Li’s departure.
Even that sentence “Ah Li’s death has nothing to do with you”was only said after he had calmed down.
He actually regretted not saying it immediately at that time.
As a result… Lu Man should have a grudge in her heart.
“Thinking about it, none of this is important.”Lu Man took a deep breath. “I’m still pregnant with your child now, and I sincerely don’t want the child to be born without a father.”
She had made it very clear.
If they could be together, then they could be together.
Even if they were outwardly united and spiritually separated, they could still force it.
However… Lu Man had waited for a long time.
Even after waiting for a long time, she still did not receive a reply from Mo Xiuyuan.
She thought that she had already said what she wanted to say. As for the rest, whatever Mo Xiuyuan wanted to do was his own business. Moreover, his status was special now, so she could not resist whatever he decided. It was better to just calm down.., it was better to see everything as it was.
She got up. This time, she did not think about getting his permission and planned to return to her room.
She had just taken two steps.
Mo Xiuyuan suddenly said, “Man Man, I’m afraid that I won’t be able to fulfill my promise to you.”
Lu Man Man stopped in her tracks.
She stopped and said, “Yes, I understand you.”
Mo Xiuyuan felt a little pain in his heart.
Lu Man was so smart, she must know what he meant.
And that “I understand you”, he actually felt that it was as sharp as a knife.
He sat in the living room for a long time.
Alone.
The living room was very empty, and he had originally planned to leave for the airport at 4:30, but now it was almost 5 o’clock, yet he still did not leave.
Sometimes, he actually hoped that Lu man would not be so strong.
If she was not so strong, then she would not be afraid… of losing her so quickly.
In the end.
He still left the villa.
There were many black bodyguards outside the villa. At that time, he was afraid that she would not be safe, afraid that she would die like Ah Li, so he had sent many people over to patrol, and now, although the regime was unstable.., but no one would come to assassinate her, so when he left, he had all the black bodyguards leave, leaving only a team of five people to stand guard.
