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Published at 24th of October 2022 09:46:41 AM


Chapter 50

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What If I Don’t Have Dreams?

 

Translator: hoenimochi, Rin Editor: Slumber

Lu Yong was rarely drunk, so he rambled a lot.

Lu Yong, “When I went to the police station to pick you up, I thought, you look so thin, you don’t have a lot of meat on your body, you must not have eaten well. I feel very distressed, but you are still very cute, just cute. “

“As cute as the first time I saw you. I see you lying on the back seat of the car and sleeping curled up, like a little stray dog, thin and small, I feel so heartbroken.”

Shen Wenqiu, “En…”

 

Lu Yong, “But I’m just afraid, afraid that you still hate me. I thought, unless you really can’t find anyone else, you won’t look for me.”

“When you were eating, I hesitated for a long time, and felt that I would have no chance if I didn’t say anything, so I braved myself to ask you if you wanted to live in my house. In fact, I wanted to say at that time, it doesn’t matter if you want to live there for the rest of your life. I was so happy when you agreed.”

Shen Wenqiu said in a low voice, “The time I asked you to lend me 5,000 yuan, in fact, except for the two packs of cigarettes, I donated the rest to the Mountain Area Girls Scholarship Fund in your name.”

“I lied to you when I said I gambled the money.”

“I thought you would kick me out, but you didn’t get angry with me.”

“Why do you believe that I really won’t do bad things?” Shen Wenqiu asked helplessly, “There is no cure for gambling dogs. You even took the initiative to take me back, and you were so good to me without any bottom line. I could take people back to your house to steal your money at any time. Or worse, I could kidnap you and ask you to give me all the money. “

Without hesitation, Lu Yong said, “You don’t have to kidnap me, just ask me if you want it, and I’ll give it to you. You can have it all.”

Shen Wenqiu was driven a little mad by the conversation that didn’t seem to connect with each other, “That’s what I’m talking about, and you are even acting so righteous!”

Lu Yong said, “I don’t offer it to others either, I only offer it to you.”

Lu Yong’s eyes gazed at Shen Wenqiu tenderly, as if he couldn’t help himself because of deep love, he leaned down unconsciously and kissed him suddenly.

Shen Wenqiu was startled and blushed, “You don’t even give any warnings before suddenly kissing me on the street.”

Lu Yong said “I’m sorry” in a daze, with an honest attitude of actively admitting his mistakes but not repenting. As soon as he finished speaking, he said cheekily, “Then if I told you beforehand, can I kiss you again?”

This time without Lu Yong taking the initiative, Shen Wenqiu blushed and took the initiative to gently kiss his mouth.

The two of them were like young students who were just beginning to love each other. They held hands on the street with their faces red. Their hearts were about to fly by just staying together.

Lu Yong was so happy, because he was intoxicated, he completely lost his usual restraint and honest attitude. He was so happy that he didn’t know what to do. He hugged him tightly and it was so tight that he seemed to want to put him in his heart. He shouted foolishly, “Shen Wenqiu.”

Shen Wenqiu: “En.”

Lu Yong: “Shen Wenqiu.”

Shen Wenqiu: “What?”

 

Lu Yong: “Shen Wenqiu.”

Shen Wenqiu: “Are you stupid? I’ve answered it several times. I’m here, and I’m being held by you. You’re not ashamed either.”

Lu Yong didn’t care, his voice was muffled as if he didn’t know how to express it, and the words he said were so stupid that they were dawdling, “Shen Wenqiu, I think you need to know one thing—”

“You don’t have nothing, you still have me, and you will always have me. I will always be yours.”

Shen Wenqiu was speechless, and he felt like his nose was stuck.

So, Lu Yong was also the bottom line of his conscience.

The most muddled period of his life was when he wanted to be better but could do nothing. He wanted to paralyze himself and be a rotten person, but he couldn’t be rotten to the worst state; he was stuck in the middle, which only increased the pain.

The first time he went to see Lu Yong, he had already thought about it well. But when he saw Lu Yong looking into his eyes, he couldn’t convince himself to do enough bad things to Lu Yong, and subconsciously he thought that even if the whole world thought he was a bad person, he wanted Lu Yong to think he was a good person.

And Lu Yong did exactly that.

Shen Wenqiu dragged Lu Yong to the hotel.

Lu Yong asked, “What’s the matter? Are you tired?”

Shen Wenqiu took the initiative and said, “I want to make love with you, now.”

Lu Yong’s face was flushed, not to mention he was drunk. Even if he wasn’t drunk, he would have no self-control in the face of Shen Wenqiu’s seduction.

He was obedient and listened to his wife’s words. He would do it if Shen Wenqiu said he wanted to, and he would do it as many times as Shen Wenqiu wanted. He would accompany him.

When he woke up the next morning, Lu Yong kissed Shen Wenqiu’s back which was full of red marks and apologized.

Shen Wenqiu lay on the pillow and talked to him adorably, “I will support you in whatever you do.”

“Dayong, these days, I’ve been thinking about what I’m going to do in the future. Am I just going to repay the debt for a lifetime?”

“I always feel like it’s not enough.”

Lu Yong stroked his hair fondly, “You can do whatever you want. You can ask me if you need money. If you want to start a business, just start it.”

Shen Wenqiu shook his head, “But I realized that I didn’t seem to have a particular thing I wanted to do, not since I was a kid, which is why I looked up to you in high school and thought you were so great.”

“I looked at you like I was looking at a future star, and I don’t know why I just believed that one day you would achieve everything you said.”

Lu Yong has never been more proud than at this moment in his life.

Shen Wenqiu glanced at him with such adoring and reliant eyes. He lay down and with a bit of extra cute confusion, asked himself, “I really don’t understand. Do people really need to have a great dream?”

“Can’t you do without it?”

“To tell you the truth, I think I’m just an ordinary person. Let alone create a great career, I just need to try my best to live in an ordinary way.”

Shen Wenqiu said and looked at Lu Yong, the orange light and mist reflected in his eyes. For some reason, at this time, he looked as hallucinatory and fragile as if covered in mist and asked softly, “If I have to have a dream, I just want to follow you. Maybe I can help you achieve your career, can I?”

Right now, they were here, facing each other sincerely, and at this moment, their hearts were quietly connected.

Lu Yong didn’t say anything exciting or extraordinary and just made a soft “En”.

Lu Yong felt very guilty.

Only then did he realize that he had fallen into another misunderstanding before. He felt that he had hindered Shen Wenqiu and felt that Shen Wenqiu should have something he wanted to do.

But Shen Wenqiu actually didn’t.

Then when he must ask Shen Wenqiu to think about it, isn’t it just forcing Shen Wenqiu in disguise?

Lu Yong held Shen Wenqiu’s hand and played with it in the palm of his own big hand, wrapping it all over.

He said, “I understand.”

Shen Wenqiu felt that his heart, which had been swaying and had nowhere to go, finally had a place to land.

In Lu Yong’s palm.

In this world, there was finally a place where he could rest.

President Xu was treating Lu Yong like he was his own son. He was both supportive and helpful. He has helped him connect with people all over the place, and the association was united unanimously.

In the words of President Xu, it was about time. The country’s economy had been developed, and now China had the second-largest economy in the world, the next step was to strictly control pollution. At the same time, emerging technology would also pay attention to the generation and disposal of electronic waste. They also intended to set up a person as a model representative.

It was a good time to push Lu Yong, the Polaris, to go up.

All was ready except for the opportunity.

Lu Yong himself was also very proactive. It was rare for him wanting to achieve something. He was satisfied with the company’s requirements to break even, and it was even better to make a little profit. Once there was a goal that needed to be accomplished, he would do it with all his might, with an all-or-nothing momentum.

Anyway, he would do his best and listen to fate.

They stayed in the capital for half a month. They then returned to H city, and continued to work.

Shen Wenqiu didn’t reject Lu Yong anymore. Lu Yong took out most of his current deposits and filled in Shen Wenqiu’s debts totalling more than 50 million.

Because Shen Wenqiu wouldn’t let him sell the house.

But according to their company’s performance, Lu Yong could make enough money in the next five years to help Shen Wenqiu pay off his debts.

Shen Wenqiu had no other idea, he just wanted to help Lu Yong to become a real industry leader one day.

He worked with Lu Yong every day at two locations – home and at work.

There was no such day where there was a special shift in the boundaries.

It was just that when he came back to his senses, this time he would really start to live a new life.

In fact, Shen Wenqiu still has an idea in his heart, but he couldn’t do it for the time being. He would wait a little longer and wait for a better time.

Just forgot one thing.

Shen Wenqiu’s heart was now full of Lu Yong. Previously, he had rejected Sheng Xu’s suggestion to hang out with him, and since then he has been forgetting to find Sheng Xu again.

This day.

Shen Wenqiu and Lu Yong had dinner and were walking the dog, discussing Lu Yong’s birthday next week.

Sheng Xu came out of nowhere and asked with a black face, “Didn’t you say you would call me next time last time? You have time to walk the dog, but you don’t have time to call me?”

Shen Wenqiu was immediately embarrassed.

Lu Yong took the dog’s leash, “You can talk to Sheng Xu, I’ll take the dog for a walk first.”

There was not much to say between the two, just a word, a look, a movement, and they understood what each other was going to do, and they were very tacit.

It was a tacit understanding that wasn’t there before.

Shen Wenqiu walked up to Sheng Xu and said to him, “Let’s go to the store and talk, it’s too cold here.”

Sheng Xu gave an angry “hum” and took a few quick steps. He found that Shen Wenqiu was walking slowly, so he slowed down, turned his head to take a look, and when he turned his head, he happened to see Shen Wenqiu waving to Lu Yong.

Shen Wenqiu didn’t speak and just looked at Lu Yong.

A light golden light of a winter afternoon fell on the tips of his hair, forehead and eyes, making the tenderness at the corners of his eyes look like they were glowing.

The jealousy in Sheng Xu’s heart soared to the peak of his tolerance threshold.

He couldn’t even bear with it during the three-minute walk to the cafe, and his brain became impulsive, and he asked directly, “You and Lu Yong slept, right?”

He didn’t know how sour his words were.

Shen Wenqiu: “…”

After hesitating, he faced Sheng Xu’s aggressive gaze, and simply admitted and said, “Yes.”

T/N: I’m terribly sorry it took me weeks to realise I have been posting the wrong chapter…





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