"When I was nine years old, my dad was suddenly transferred to the Yundian border to ‘inspect’. My mom took a long vacation to accompany him at the work unit. The trip took several months."
Bu Chonghua didn't seem to see Wu Yu's obviously resisting expression, and said flatly, looking at the tombstone.
"I am waiting for them to come back every day, but the so-called inspection seems to be endless. Until the school is over for summer vacation, my dad happily said on the phone that the matter is about to be completed and is ready to handover with colleagues, and their colleagues in the Public Security Bureau discussed When I go to Yundian, I can also be picked up so that I can see my parents in advance and come back with them."
"But what I didn't expect was that it was the last time I met my parents."
Wu Yu looked at the weeds at his feet and closed his eyes.
"Looking back now, on the way to Yundian, various signs of error have emerged: why they live in such a remote place, and even have to cross several rivers and several armed police checkpoints, which clearly has passed the China-Myanmar border. Line? Why are there only two of them stationed in the entire inspection base, and there are all kinds of equipment inside and outside the house. What exactly are the wild mountains and ridges going to inspect? Even the young I can feel that they are tired and haggard in just a few months A lot, but the excitement of seeing my parents at the time made me forget everything. I happily followed my father to fish in the mountains. I came back to the family for a meal of three in the evening, and even checked the progress of summer homework for my mother; Lawton, I went to bed very early that night, until late at night, I was suddenly awakened by someone hurriedly. He was a little boy about my age. His cold and trembling hand put his cold and shaking hands on my mouth, telling me to keep quiet. ωωω. Nine Nine Nine xs.com
Wu Yu squeezed out a few words: "Stop talking..."
"From that moment until a long time later, my memory of that night was very confused. I only remember him dragging me into the closet. The moment the door was closed, there was a car engine and messy footsteps outside the house, and then Someone broke in, screaming, bumping, and roaring..."
"do not talk!"
"That's my parents." Bu Chonghua said in a calm and indifferent tone. "A group of drug dealers broke into my house and asked them the true identity of an undercover agent. After failure, they shot them in front of me."
"I told you to stop talking!" Wu Yu couldn't bear it, and suddenly raised his head.
Bu Chonghua looked back at Wu Yu from the tombstone, with bloodshot eyes, and asked softly, "Do you know how I survived? That little boy led me out of the fire and hid me in a tree pit halfway through the mountain. In order to entice the drug dealer, a man endured the pain and rushed into the invisible mountains and forests... I don't know where he came from, and I haven't seen him since then. No one knows who he is. He is like a ghost that suddenly appeared and hurriedly left in the middle of the night. He exchanged his own life for mine, and then rushed to the edge of the cliff and plunged into hell resolutely."
"It was many years later that I learned that the person behind the scenes that night was Wan Changwen, a Chinese drug dealer who absconded to the Golden Triangle. My father's so-called inspection was actually to set up a radio station for a top-secret cross-border undercover operation. My mother took long leave to accompany him. Just to provide cover for his father. After they were exposed, Wan Changwen sent people to torture and question the key undercover agents in their operation, but they did not say until they died. Because they used their lives to make the last cover, that Only undercover can complete the task safely and finally come back alive."
"Since that year, there is only one thing left for all my goals in life." When Bu Chonghua spoke, his lips trembled slightly and said, "I want to avenge them."
Wu Yu pressed his forehead with one hand and took a sharp breath, almost sneer: "Then you go, you think the big drug lords that have been in the Golden Triangle for 30 years are not good enough for you, then you go?"
"Wu Yu," Bu Chonghua said hoarsely, looking at him. "The battle between kindness and sin is not often determined by the strength of each other. Just like my parents didn't mention the undercover agent until the last moment. The name is like that kid rushing to the forest to meet a group of drug dealers in order to save me...Heal, faith, and no hesitation, these bad words have already metaphorized the final victory or defeat."
The wind rolled up leaf debris from their feet, flooded the gray steles all over the mountains, and hovered into the sky.
"No matter how dangerous and powerful the criminals are, I will never give up and move on. Every criminal I caught and every packet of drugs I seized was for the scarred child who rushed to the drug dealer 20 years ago. revenge."
He has no hesitation, faith and righteousness.
Wu Yu closed his eyes, and at that moment he felt as if he was still running madly in the endless dark night, cutting his trachea and alveoli with every breath, but he couldn't stop.
He ran to the only hut in the dark night. In front of him were young parents and children in deep sleep; he ran to the depths of the trapped mountains, behind him were police lights, roars, and bloody blades. Drug dealer. He really couldn't run anymore, and when he finally thought he could stop, the more terrifying and terrifying secret followed like a shadow, even giving a second of breath.
"Those words are nice, but I don't think about those things anymore." Wu Yu said coldly, "I just want to be a safe and secure coward. The name of a hero is reserved for those lying in the soil. People are enough."
"Coward?" Bu Chonghua pressed his eyebrows tightly, as if he heard some ridiculous joke: "Have you ever been afraid of facing Liu Dongcai's dozens of thugs alone? You and I faced hundreds of them in Fengyuan Village. Have you ever been scared when a cult’s life is hanging by a thread? Now tell me that you just want to be a coward who can protect your life?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to disappoint you." Wu Yu said coldly, "If the other party is a shark, then I just want to be a coward, is there a problem?"
The two of them looked at each other, and Bu Chonghua suddenly realized that he had never known Wu Yu at this moment.
He tore off the docile and dull disguise he had when he first came to the Nancheng branch, and he no longer looked like a carefree young man, wearing an old man’s singlet and flip-flops sitting in a food stall eating barbecue, smiling slyly at him from under the dim light bulb . The violent, desperate, and desperate Wu Yu, who was locked in the confinement room and kicked the TV, kept asking where Bu Chonghua was, was also hidden, as if the tide fell showing a rocky beach, revealing another Zhang the true face he didn't know.
"I told you that I went to work as an undercover agent just to fight for a future. When I came back to be a police officer, I only received a salary. From the beginning to the end, I did not have that lofty loyalty or conviction, nor did I receive the perfect moral education of your elite class."
Wu Yu stepped back a few steps, stepped on the damp grass, and laughed at himself.
"I'm just an ordinary little urge, I don't want to go back to face the big drug lords who are as dangerous as sharks, sorry."
He nodded politely, turned and stepped on the grass and soil, and walked towards the gate of the cemetery.
At this moment, there was a rush of footsteps behind him, and then Juli pulled him back abruptly, and Bu Chonghua looked at Wu Yu's eyes at close range: "Do you know that the more you are afraid of it coming, rely on hiding Can’t hide for a lifetime! How long can Jinhai protect you, five years? Ten years? If you don’t completely destroy the other party, you will stay incognito in your entire life and live forever in the shadow of being threatened by them!"
"I……"
"Did you see the words carved on the stone? Do you know why the line with the name of the person who erected the monument is blank?!" Bu Chonghua pointed to his parents' tombstones, and screamed: "You I want to hide like this for a lifetime, right?!"
Wu Yu sighed and said, "Yes. I just want to live a little longer than the grandson."
Bu Chonghua was blocked there at once, and Wu Yu seemed to show subtle pity in his eyes.
"Bu Detachment," he said, "The past of your parents' sacrifices is very touching, but do you think I seem to be touched in any way?"
"..." Bu Chonghua seemed to feel that he had heard it wrong.
"I have seen many people die more tragically and tragically than your parents, but nothing can be changed. You may not like to hear what I said, but if I take the liberty, the police are just a job. Most Sacrifice has no value other than self-impression."
Wu Yu remained motionless and let himself be carried by Bu Chonghua, and even smiled mockingly.
"People want to move forward, and you can't always look back. Let your sorrows change smoothly."
A strong sting, like a fire, quickly crawled along the nerves to the limbs. Bu Chonghua’s ears rumbling loudly, his chest was burning like fire, and the next moment he didn’t even realize it, he slammed out a fist--
Wu Yu's face turned, but the harsh wind stopped abruptly, and the heavy blow did not arrive as expected.
"..."
He opened his eyes, and Bu Chonghua's nails were deeply pierced into the flesh of his palm, his arms were blue veins violently, and the joints were blue and white and purple. The next moment he was holding Wu Yu's collar and gritted his teeth!
Wu Yu staggered two steps on the grass, almost hitting an unknown stone monument, and laughed out loud.
Bu Chonghua stood in place panting, like a fierce beast stabbed in the weak underbelly with a sharp pain in his chest. He stared at Wu Yu with one hand and covered his eyes and bent down. The laughter became more and more obvious. He smiled and shook his head. In the end, the whole person couldn't help trembling, and he seemed to feel that all this was ridiculous; don't know how long it took him. He gradually stopped the smile and stood up leaning on the tombstone.
"Sorry for letting you down, you and I are not in the same world."
He looked at Bu Chonghua, his eyes seemed to flash with unobvious fatigue and ridicule, and said: "Sometimes I am disappointed with myself."
Bu Chonghua stood motionless in front of his parents' tombstone, Wu Yu finally smiled at him and shook his head, as if it was a regretful farewell.
Then he turned and walked through the Martyrs Cemetery, and disappeared under the distant, lead-grey sky.
"When I was nine years old, my dad was suddenly transferred to the Yundian border to ‘inspect’. My mom took a long vacation to accompany him at the work unit. The trip took several months."
Bu Chonghua didn't seem to see Wu Yu's obviously resisting expression, and said flatly, looking at the tombstone.
"I am waiting for them to come back every day, but the so-called inspection seems to be endless. Until the school is over for summer vacation, my dad happily said on the phone that the matter is about to be completed and is ready to handover with colleagues, and their colleagues in the Public Security Bureau discussed When I go to Yundian, I can also be picked up so that I can see my parents in advance and come back with them."
"But what I didn't expect was that it was the last time I met my parents."
Wu Yu looked at the weeds at his feet and closed his eyes.
"Looking back now, on the way to Yundian, various signs of error have emerged: why they live in such a remote place, and even have to cross several rivers and several armed police checkpoints, which clearly has passed the China-Myanmar border. Line? Why are there only two of them stationed in the entire inspection base, and there are all kinds of equipment inside and outside the house. What exactly are the wild mountains and ridges going to inspect? Even the young I can feel that they are tired and haggard in just a few months A lot, but the excitement of seeing my parents at the time made me forget everything. I happily followed my father to fish in the mountains. I came back to the family for a meal of three in the evening, and even checked the progress of summer homework for my mother; Lawton, I went to bed very early that night, until late at night, I was suddenly awakened by someone hurriedly. He was a little boy about my age. His cold and trembling hand put his cold and shaking hands on my mouth, telling me to keep quiet. ωωω. Nine Nine Nine xs.com
Wu Yu squeezed out a few words: "Stop talking..."
"From that moment until a long time later, my memory of that night was very confused. I only remember him dragging me into the closet. The moment the door was closed, there was a car engine and messy footsteps outside the house, and then Someone broke in, screaming, bumping, and roaring..."
"do not talk!"
"That's my parents." Bu Chonghua said in a calm and indifferent tone. "A group of drug dealers broke into my house and asked them the true identity of an undercover agent. After failure, they shot them in front of me."
"I told you to stop talking!" Wu Yu couldn't bear it, and suddenly raised his head.
Bu Chonghua looked back at Wu Yu from the tombstone, with bloodshot eyes, and asked softly, "Do you know how I survived? That little boy led me out of the fire and hid me in a tree pit halfway through the mountain. In order to entice the drug dealer, a man endured the pain and rushed into the invisible mountains and forests... I don't know where he came from, and I haven't seen him since then. No one knows who he is. He is like a ghost that suddenly appeared and hurriedly left in the middle of the night. He exchanged his own life for mine, and then rushed to the edge of the cliff and plunged into hell resolutely."
"It was many years later that I learned that the person behind the scenes that night was Wan Changwen, a Chinese drug dealer who absconded to the Golden Triangle. My father's so-called inspection was actually to set up a radio station for a top-secret cross-border undercover operation. My mother took long leave to accompany him. Just to provide cover for his father. After they were exposed, Wan Changwen sent people to torture and question the key undercover agents in their operation, but they did not say until they died. Because they used their lives to make the last cover, that Only undercover can complete the task safely and finally come back alive."
"Since that year, there is only one thing left for all my goals in life." When Bu Chonghua spoke, his lips trembled slightly and said, "I want to avenge them."
Wu Yu pressed his forehead with one hand and took a sharp breath, almost sneer: "Then you go, you think the big drug lords that have been in the Golden Triangle for 30 years are not good enough for you, then you go?"
"Wu Yu," Bu Chonghua said hoarsely, looking at him. "The battle between kindness and sin is not often determined by the strength of each other. Just like my parents didn't mention the undercover agent until the last moment. The name is like that kid rushing to the forest to meet a group of drug dealers in order to save me...Heal, faith, and no hesitation, these bad words have already metaphorized the final victory or defeat."
The wind rolled up leaf debris from their feet, flooded the gray steles all over the mountains, and hovered into the sky.
"No matter how dangerous and powerful the criminals are, I will never give up and move on. Every criminal I caught and every packet of drugs I seized was for the scarred child who rushed to the drug dealer 20 years ago. revenge."
He has no hesitation, faith and righteousness.
Wu Yu closed his eyes, and at that moment he felt as if he was still running madly in the endless dark night, cutting his trachea and alveoli with every breath, but he couldn't stop.
He ran to the only hut in the dark night. In front of him were young parents and children in deep sleep; he ran to the depths of the trapped mountains, behind him were police lights, roars, and bloody blades. Drug dealer. He really couldn't run anymore, and when he finally thought he could stop, the more terrifying and terrifying secret followed like a shadow, even giving a second of breath.
"Those words are nice, but I don't think about those things anymore." Wu Yu said coldly, "I just want to be a safe and secure coward. The name of a hero is reserved for those lying in the soil. People are enough."
"Coward?" Bu Chonghua pressed his eyebrows tightly, as if he heard some ridiculous joke: "Have you ever been afraid of facing Liu Dongcai's dozens of thugs alone? You and I faced hundreds of them in Fengyuan Village. Have you ever been scared when a cult’s life is hanging by a thread? Now tell me that you just want to be a coward who can protect your life?"
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry to disappoint you." Wu Yu said coldly, "If the other party is a shark, then I just want to be a coward, is there a problem?"
The two of them looked at each other, and Bu Chonghua suddenly realized that he had never known Wu Yu at this moment.
He tore off the docile and dull disguise he had when he first came to the Nancheng branch, and he no longer looked like a carefree young man, wearing an old man’s singlet and flip-flops sitting in a food stall eating barbecue, smiling slyly at him from under the dim light bulb . The violent, desperate, and desperate Wu Yu, who was locked in the confinement room and kicked the TV, kept asking where Bu Chonghua was, was also hidden, as if the tide fell showing a rocky beach, revealing another Zhang the true face he didn't know.
"I told you that I went to work as an undercover agent just to fight for a future. When I came back to be a police officer, I only received a salary. From the beginning to the end, I did not have that lofty loyalty or conviction, nor did I receive the perfect moral education of your elite class."
Wu Yu stepped back a few steps, stepped on the damp grass, and laughed at himself.
"I'm just an ordinary little urge, I don't want to go back to face the big drug lords who are as dangerous as sharks, sorry."
He nodded politely, turned and stepped on the grass and soil, and walked towards the gate of the cemetery.
At this moment, there was a rush of footsteps behind him, and then Juli pulled him back abruptly, and Bu Chonghua looked at Wu Yu's eyes at close range: "Do you know that the more you are afraid of it coming, rely on hiding Can’t hide for a lifetime! How long can Jinhai protect you, five years? Ten years? If you don’t completely destroy the other party, you will stay incognito in your entire life and live forever in the shadow of being threatened by them!"
"I……"
"Did you see the words carved on the stone? Do you know why the line with the name of the person who erected the monument is blank?!" Bu Chonghua pointed to his parents' tombstones, and screamed: "You I want to hide like this for a lifetime, right?!"
Wu Yu sighed and said, "Yes. I just want to live a little longer than the grandson."
Bu Chonghua was blocked there at once, and Wu Yu seemed to show subtle pity in his eyes.
"Bu Detachment," he said, "The past of your parents' sacrifices is very touching, but do you think I seem to be touched in any way?"
"..." Bu Chonghua seemed to feel that he had heard it wrong.
"I have seen many people die more tragically and tragically than your parents, but nothing can be changed. You may not like to hear what I said, but if I take the liberty, the police are just a job. Most Sacrifice has no value other than self-impression."
Wu Yu remained motionless and let himself be carried by Bu Chonghua, and even smiled mockingly.
"People want to move forward, and you can't always look back. Let your sorrows change smoothly."
A strong sting, like a fire, quickly crawled along the nerves to the limbs. Bu Chonghua’s ears rumbling loudly, his chest was burning like fire, and the next moment he didn’t even realize it, he slammed out a fist--
Wu Yu's face turned, but the harsh wind stopped abruptly, and the heavy blow did not arrive as expected.
"..."
He opened his eyes, and Bu Chonghua's nails were deeply pierced into the flesh of his palm, his arms were blue veins violently, and the joints were blue and white and purple. The next moment he was holding Wu Yu's collar and gritted his teeth!
Wu Yu staggered two steps on the grass, almost hitting an unknown stone monument, and laughed out loud.
Bu Chonghua stood in place panting, like a fierce beast stabbed in the weak underbelly with a sharp pain in his chest. He stared at Wu Yu with one hand and covered his eyes and bent down. The laughter became more and more obvious. He smiled and shook his head. In the end, the whole person couldn't help trembling, and he seemed to feel that all this was ridiculous; don't know how long it took him. He gradually stopped the smile and stood up leaning on the tombstone.
"Sorry for letting you down, you and I are not in the same world."
He looked at Bu Chonghua, his eyes seemed to flash with unobvious fatigue and ridicule, and said: "Sometimes I am disappointed with myself."
Bu Chonghua stood motionless in front of his parents' tombstone, Wu Yu finally smiled at him and shook his head, as if it was a regretful farewell.
Then he turned and walked through the Martyrs Cemetery, and disappeared under the distant, lead-grey sky.
