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And the path that she had found for herself seemed to be even more of a failure.
She smiled bitterly and sat up. She casually put on a simple piece of home clothes. It was no longer like before, where she had to put on fine makeup every day. It was as if she wanted the most beautiful flower, she was in full bloom, and everyone was her green leaf.
She wanted to be beautiful, and she wanted to be arrogant. Only now did she realize that no matter how beautiful she was, it was useless. No one would notice what she was wearing today.., what shoes she was wearing, or the color of her nails, lipstick, or hair style.
The Lu family weren’t her fans.
Lu Qin wasn’t. Qin Xiaoyue wasn’t either.
And Lu Jin’s family wasn’t either.
So, why did she need to dress up so much? Was it to please others or herself.
And she had forgotten who had said it in front of her
He said, “Yan Huan, you’re actually very beautiful even without makeup. So, why do you always have to put on a mask for yourself? People who don’t like you won’t like your mask, but people who like you...” What difference does it make whether you wear a mask or not.
She scratched her head. Perhaps it was because she had been running outside these days, so her skin color was much better than before, and she was also much healthier.
And here, most of the time, she felt that she had become a resentful woman in the palace. She had been fighting with Qin Xiaoyue every day, and she had completely lost her previous personality.
And this seemed to be an extremely terrifying thing.
Because she was killing herself, killing the Former Yan Huan.
When she went out, sure enough, the people in the living room were all seated properly. They were all sitting in front of the big table, and the table was filled with all kinds of food. But today, there was a guest.
The old master of the Lu family.
He was also the one who disliked her the most and hated her the most.
Even now, she did not know why this old master hated her so much. Could it be because of her identity? However, she had gone from a woman with nothing to the current her.., she did not feel that she was inferior to others, nor did she feel that her own was inferior to others
Could it be that Fang Zhu was really more noble than her?
Or could it be that because she was doted on and protected by her parents, no matter how ugly she was, no matter how bad she was, in the hearts of the Lu family, she was clean, Noble, and she was lowly, she was not dirty. Even the blood that flowed in her body was dirty.
However, she was raised by her biological parents. Her mother had doted on her and protected her. She also had a mother. However, her mother was no longer around.
She lowered her head and her fingers gently gripped the corner of her clothes. At this moment, so many pairs of eyes were looking at her. It was as if she was an idiot from somewhere.
And that table was already filled with people. There was no place for her at all. There was originally a place, because grandfather Lu was here. Because Fang Zhu was here, because Lu Qin was back.
So there was no place for her.
Then, what was she? Oh right, she didn’t seem to be anything.
“Who asked her to come?”
Grandfather Lu directly threw his chopsticks down, “Get lost, tell her to get lost. Are you trying to make me lose my appetite? Who told this thing to come here? Didn’t I tell you not to let me see her? Are Your Ears Deaf?”
“Dad...”Lu Jin couldn’t bear it. However, before he could say anything, he immediately shut his mouth.
He knew his own son well. Didn’t his own father know his temper.
The more he spoke, the worse his father’s temper would become, and the harsher his words would be. He might even throw something at someone later.
“Scram!”Old Master Lu said the word “Scram”again, and Yan Huan just stood there. No one helped her, nor did anyone plead on her behalf. She looked at Lu Qin, but Lu Qin did not notice her and just sat there as usual, it was as if he was thinking about something, but also as if he didn’t care about it at all.
As for Qin Xiaoyue, she smiled coldly, as if she had nothing to do with it
Fang Zhu pursed her lips. Such a scene already made her feel a little annoyed. Although she didn’t say anything, it seemed that her mouth was also saying, ‘scram, that’s right, why aren’t You Scram? If you don’t Scram...’ How are we supposed to eat?
You clearly know that there are people here who hate you, so why did that person still come over.
Yan Huan took a step back. At this moment, this was an embarrassment that she had never felt before, and her tears rolled down unknowingly. She hurriedly lowered her head and pulled out her own hair, her palm also caught these tears.
She did not want to cry in front of others. At the very least, she did not want to be in such a situation.
She still had her dignity
And everyone had their dignity.
If there was no dignity, then what was it? Was it a pig or something else.
She turned around and left this place step by step. She did not know what the people behind her said. She did not even know how she left, she only heard the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding behind her.
She opened her eyes with great force. Her eyes were wide open, but she did not let her tears flow out from the corner of her eyes.
One drop flowed out, she wiped one drop, and two drops flowed out. She wiped off these two drops.
The sound of people eating could still be heard from outside. Her stomach growled. No matter what happened in the past, at the very least, she had eaten her fill.
When she was young, she only had her mother. Her mother would scoop a bowl of rice into her small bowl, so that it was tall and sharp. Her mother was so beautiful in her eyes. Her mother also had a pair of beautiful eyes. Her mother’s eyes were always smiling. Her mother would reach out and gently touch her small face.
Her mother said, Huanhuan, finish your meal. No matter what, you must remember not to let yourself go hungry.
The silly smile on her face was that of her five or six-year-old self.
When she went to school, her mother still said these words. She said, “You must eat well. Don’t be afraid of spending money. You must not let yourself go hungry.”At that time, she looked into her mother’s eyes as if she had seen spring.
Until later, when her mother had been sick for a long time, that skinny hand held her hand with difficulty.
She said, Huanhuan, promise your mother that you will never starve or suffer in this life. And that Mother’s eyes had already aged, but they were still reflecting the breeze of that year, the bright moon of that year.., the warmth of that year.
From then on, she had never let herself starve.
She walked to the front step and found a place to sit down. She could not go back, she could not go out, she could not do anything. She had no money, she had no cell phone, she had no car.
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And the path that she had found for herself seemed to be even more of a failure.
She smiled bitterly and sat up. She casually put on a simple piece of home clothes. It was no longer like before, where she had to put on fine makeup every day. It was as if she wanted the most beautiful flower, she was in full bloom, and everyone was her green leaf.
She wanted to be beautiful, and she wanted to be arrogant. Only now did she realize that no matter how beautiful she was, it was useless. No one would notice what she was wearing today.., what shoes she was wearing, or the color of her nails, lipstick, or hair style.
The Lu family weren’t her fans.
Lu Qin wasn’t. Qin Xiaoyue wasn’t either.
And Lu Jin’s family wasn’t either.
So, why did she need to dress up so much? Was it to please others or herself.
And she had forgotten who had said it in front of her
He said, “Yan Huan, you’re actually very beautiful even without makeup. So, why do you always have to put on a mask for yourself? People who don’t like you won’t like your mask, but people who like you...” What difference does it make whether you wear a mask or not.
She scratched her head. Perhaps it was because she had been running outside these days, so her skin color was much better than before, and she was also much healthier.
And here, most of the time, she felt that she had become a resentful woman in the palace. She had been fighting with Qin Xiaoyue every day, and she had completely lost her previous personality.
And this seemed to be an extremely terrifying thing.
Because she was killing herself, killing the Former Yan Huan.
When she went out, sure enough, the people in the living room were all seated properly. They were all sitting in front of the big table, and the table was filled with all kinds of food. But today, there was a guest.
The old master of the Lu family.
He was also the one who disliked her the most and hated her the most.
Even now, she did not know why this old master hated her so much. Could it be because of her identity? However, she had gone from a woman with nothing to the current her.., she did not feel that she was inferior to others, nor did she feel that her own was inferior to others
Could it be that Fang Zhu was really more noble than her?
Or could it be that because she was doted on and protected by her parents, no matter how ugly she was, no matter how bad she was, in the hearts of the Lu family, she was clean, Noble, and she was lowly, she was not dirty. Even the blood that flowed in her body was dirty.
However, she was raised by her biological parents. Her mother had doted on her and protected her. She also had a mother. However, her mother was no longer around.
She lowered her head and her fingers gently gripped the corner of her clothes. At this moment, so many pairs of eyes were looking at her. It was as if she was an idiot from somewhere.
And that table was already filled with people. There was no place for her at all. There was originally a place, because grandfather Lu was here. Because Fang Zhu was here, because Lu Qin was back.
So there was no place for her.
Then, what was she? Oh right, she didn’t seem to be anything.
“Who asked her to come?”
Grandfather Lu directly threw his chopsticks down, “Get lost, tell her to get lost. Are you trying to make me lose my appetite? Who told this thing to come here? Didn’t I tell you not to let me see her? Are Your Ears Deaf?”
“Dad...”Lu Jin couldn’t bear it. However, before he could say anything, he immediately shut his mouth.
He knew his own son well. Didn’t his own father know his temper.
The more he spoke, the worse his father’s temper would become, and the harsher his words would be. He might even throw something at someone later.
“Scram!”Old Master Lu said the word “Scram”again, and Yan Huan just stood there. No one helped her, nor did anyone plead on her behalf. She looked at Lu Qin, but Lu Qin did not notice her and just sat there as usual, it was as if he was thinking about something, but also as if he didn’t care about it at all.
As for Qin Xiaoyue, she smiled coldly, as if she had nothing to do with it
Fang Zhu pursed her lips. Such a scene already made her feel a little annoyed. Although she didn’t say anything, it seemed that her mouth was also saying, ‘scram, that’s right, why aren’t You Scram? If you don’t Scram...’ How are we supposed to eat?
You clearly know that there are people here who hate you, so why did that person still come over.
Yan Huan took a step back. At this moment, this was an embarrassment that she had never felt before, and her tears rolled down unknowingly. She hurriedly lowered her head and pulled out her own hair, her palm also caught these tears.
She did not want to cry in front of others. At the very least, she did not want to be in such a situation.
She still had her dignity
And everyone had their dignity.
If there was no dignity, then what was it? Was it a pig or something else.
She turned around and left this place step by step. She did not know what the people behind her said. She did not even know how she left, she only heard the sound of bowls and chopsticks colliding behind her.
She opened her eyes with great force. Her eyes were wide open, but she did not let her tears flow out from the corner of her eyes.
One drop flowed out, she wiped one drop, and two drops flowed out. She wiped off these two drops.
The sound of people eating could still be heard from outside. Her stomach growled. No matter what happened in the past, at the very least, she had eaten her fill.
When she was young, she only had her mother. Her mother would scoop a bowl of rice into her small bowl, so that it was tall and sharp. Her mother was so beautiful in her eyes. Her mother also had a pair of beautiful eyes. Her mother’s eyes were always smiling. Her mother would reach out and gently touch her small face.
Her mother said, Huanhuan, finish your meal. No matter what, you must remember not to let yourself go hungry.
The silly smile on her face was that of her five or six-year-old self.
When she went to school, her mother still said these words. She said, “You must eat well. Don’t be afraid of spending money. You must not let yourself go hungry.”At that time, she looked into her mother’s eyes as if she had seen spring.
Until later, when her mother had been sick for a long time, that skinny hand held her hand with difficulty.
She said, Huanhuan, promise your mother that you will never starve or suffer in this life. And that Mother’s eyes had already aged, but they were still reflecting the breeze of that year, the bright moon of that year.., the warmth of that year.
From then on, she had never let herself starve.
She walked to the front step and found a place to sit down. She could not go back, she could not go out, she could not do anything. She had no money, she had no cell phone, she had no car.
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