"It's a family matter." It is the fate of my family to die in my 30s, if not in my 50s. ”
"Is that... is there nothing you can do with the medicine?"
"I won't." I had the life ring look at it, and I didn't like it, but I also had Dart open my stomach, but it seems that there are signs of developing it already. I was told that it would take 5 years to develop and it would take less than 10 years. Some members of the family have fallen prey to Arnelia, but healing magic is not enough. I don't want to survive until I'm dead, and I don't want to live long.
If I hadn't been carrying this fate, I could have done my best for people for a long time and made a name for myself as a great man, but in a short time, I could only be a traitor. Without a clear and powerful human enemy to defeat, it is difficult to make a name for yourself, and I am sorry to die without being able to be anyone. "
Crowse laughed in front of Alpha Reese, who had no words to put on his face.
"That's why I foolishly cooperated with Zemus." Yeah, I know he's scum, his people. Still, I wanted to be somebody. I'm not asking you to understand me, but I thought you'd understand a little bit, so I'm going to talk to you about this. Sheba, that's all I've talked about. ”
... I won't give you an easy affirmation. But there are some parts that I can empathize with. "
"That's enough." The humans do not fully understand each other. Still, it's a pleasure to be empathetic to just some of them. ”
The edge of Clausel's mouth crooked and hung up. I'm sure it wasn't a mistake of Alpha Reese to look lonely on his face.
"Besides, in terms of being understood, you are harder than I can understand."
I see? I'm proud to have a lot of friends.
"No, that's all I can say." How many years have you been out there? It's still good now. However, given your age and the achievements you've made in this long period of time, you can't keep up with your surroundings. In my opinion, if you really want to unify this continent, it won't take ten years, and if you do, you can annex Oriumpas and even Arnelia. You already have the methodology. Isn't that right? "
... well, how about that?
“Your talent and curiosity will eventually deepen your own loneliness. Corwin may follow you, but she's also a crooked person. You can be by your side without warping, without wanting. I sincerely hope that such a presence exists.”
Clausel bowed and told Alphilees that Alphilees felt complicated. There is no lie in Clausel's attitude. But I can't believe such a future is coming. I wonder if this mercenary group of ours will ever leave from beneath them. Or yourself?
I had never imagined that before. Clausel's words pricked into Alphilees' heart like thorns.
... I know you're worried, but it only sounds disgusting.
"I know, because I used to be." Even I, who wasn't as talented as you, became lonely. Not to mention, there's nothing strange about you thinking, "
"I will not, never. Even if it does, I won't despair."
"If so, your spirituality is already transcending human beings. I don't know if it's lucky or unhappy. You should really think about the end of your life. Even I am about to start a battle so close to suicide. What if this is you? Don't you think that it is you who will take action that could destroy the world?"
When Clauselle's words were jammed with Alfiris, she put her hand on Alfiris's shoulder as if the aperitif had fallen, and left.
The rest of Alpha Reese stood there with a thoughtful expression.
"Do I destroy the world...?" That's stupid, it can't be... yes, it can't be... "
The emptiness of Alpha Reese's expression could not be understood by anyone, but at the same time, her troubles and murmur could not be heard by anyone.
Crowsell then lightly left Roman's Land.
Leading 70% of the Romanesque Dragon Knights and 80% of the ground troops, they quietly disappeared from the hidden paths of the mountains. The brave Zemus accompanied him, but the Heavy Knight Geist and the Legion remained in Roman's Land and continued to escort Swendle.
Crowsell was looking for his own death. And while Alpha Reese was convinced that it would be herself that would give him a place to die, he had a feeling that he would meet Zemus again.
When the last troops left, there was a heavy knight Geist among those who saw them off. And when I couldn't see the tail, the silent Geist usually stretched out with a big sigh.
”Haha, you're finally gone?”
It's like you're happy to hear it.
"No, I'm glad to hear that." Is that weird? "
Geist raised the tetrahedron. It was a spectacular man with white eyebrows. With a crosshair on his face, reminiscent of a battle-scarred warrior, he nostalgicly spoke to the Alpha Leiths.
"I don't know what Zemus is thinking, but don't you think Clausel is narcissistic, self-conscious, and tired of being together?"
Then why are you with me?
Lisa asks a natural question. Geist tilted his neck and responded.
"That's right, that's right." I happened to be at work when the mercenary class went up. The request at that time was quite harsh. I was the only one who survived besides his people. The reward was delicious and honorable. I told him that I would ask him to do it again if he asked me to do it, and sometimes I started to do it together. I am now considered to be one of them. "
So you're not one of his people then?
"Hey, you know the reputation of him and his people, right? Who's going to be crazy like that?"
Geist surprised the Alphilees with a heartfelt look. Rosetta looked at Geist's face and ah, she let out a voice.
Continued
"It's a family matter." It is the fate of my family to die in my 30s, if not in my 50s. ”
"Is that... is there nothing you can do with the medicine?"
"I won't." I had the life ring look at it, and I didn't like it, but I also had Dart open my stomach, but it seems that there are signs of developing it already. I was told that it would take 5 years to develop and it would take less than 10 years. Some members of the family have fallen prey to Arnelia, but healing magic is not enough. I don't want to survive until I'm dead, and I don't want to live long.
If I hadn't been carrying this fate, I could have done my best for people for a long time and made a name for myself as a great man, but in a short time, I could only be a traitor. Without a clear and powerful human enemy to defeat, it is difficult to make a name for yourself, and I am sorry to die without being able to be anyone. "
Crowse laughed in front of Alpha Reese, who had no words to put on his face.
"That's why I foolishly cooperated with Zemus." Yeah, I know he's scum, his people. Still, I wanted to be somebody. I'm not asking you to understand me, but I thought you'd understand a little bit, so I'm going to talk to you about this. Sheba, that's all I've talked about. ”
... I won't give you an easy affirmation. But there are some parts that I can empathize with. "
"That's enough." The humans do not fully understand each other. Still, it's a pleasure to be empathetic to just some of them. ”
The edge of Clausel's mouth crooked and hung up. I'm sure it wasn't a mistake of Alpha Reese to look lonely on his face.
"Besides, in terms of being understood, you are harder than I can understand."
I see? I'm proud to have a lot of friends.
"No, that's all I can say." How many years have you been out there? It's still good now. However, given your age and the achievements you've made in this long period of time, you can't keep up with your surroundings. In my opinion, if you really want to unify this continent, it won't take ten years, and if you do, you can annex Oriumpas and even Arnelia. You already have the methodology. Isn't that right? "
... well, how about that?
“Your talent and curiosity will eventually deepen your own loneliness. Corwin may follow you, but she's also a crooked person. You can be by your side without warping, without wanting. I sincerely hope that such a presence exists.”
Clausel bowed and told Alphilees that Alphilees felt complicated. There is no lie in Clausel's attitude. But I can't believe such a future is coming. I wonder if this mercenary group of ours will ever leave from beneath them. Or yourself?
I had never imagined that before. Clausel's words pricked into Alphilees' heart like thorns.
... I know you're worried, but it only sounds disgusting.
"I know, because I used to be." Even I, who wasn't as talented as you, became lonely. Not to mention, there's nothing strange about you thinking, "
"I will not, never. Even if it does, I won't despair."
"If so, your spirituality is already transcending human beings. I don't know if it's lucky or unhappy. You should really think about the end of your life. Even I am about to start a battle so close to suicide. What if this is you? Don't you think that it is you who will take action that could destroy the world?"
When Clauselle's words were jammed with Alfiris, she put her hand on Alfiris's shoulder as if the aperitif had fallen, and left.
The rest of Alpha Reese stood there with a thoughtful expression.
"Do I destroy the world...?" That's stupid, it can't be... yes, it can't be... "
The emptiness of Alpha Reese's expression could not be understood by anyone, but at the same time, her troubles and murmur could not be heard by anyone.
Crowsell then lightly left Roman's Land.
Leading 70% of the Romanesque Dragon Knights and 80% of the ground troops, they quietly disappeared from the hidden paths of the mountains. The brave Zemus accompanied him, but the Heavy Knight Geist and the Legion remained in Roman's Land and continued to escort Swendle.
Crowsell was looking for his own death. And while Alpha Reese was convinced that it would be herself that would give him a place to die, he had a feeling that he would meet Zemus again.
When the last troops left, there was a heavy knight Geist among those who saw them off. And when I couldn't see the tail, the silent Geist usually stretched out with a big sigh.
”Haha, you're finally gone?”
It's like you're happy to hear it.
"No, I'm glad to hear that." Is that weird? "
Geist raised the tetrahedron. It was a spectacular man with white eyebrows. With a crosshair on his face, reminiscent of a battle-scarred warrior, he nostalgicly spoke to the Alpha Leiths.
"I don't know what Zemus is thinking, but don't you think Clausel is narcissistic, self-conscious, and tired of being together?"
Then why are you with me?
Lisa asks a natural question. Geist tilted his neck and responded.
"That's right, that's right." I happened to be at work when the mercenary class went up. The request at that time was quite harsh. I was the only one who survived besides his people. The reward was delicious and honorable. I told him that I would ask him to do it again if he asked me to do it, and sometimes I started to do it together. I am now considered to be one of them. "
So you're not one of his people then?
"Hey, you know the reputation of him and his people, right? Who's going to be crazy like that?"
Geist surprised the Alphilees with a heartfelt look. Rosetta looked at Geist's face and ah, she let out a voice.
Continued
