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Published at 3rd of November 2021 10:21:39 AM


Chapter 188: 188

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"Give me a good reason, why shouldn't I change.? Bayi Chinese W≤WW.81ZW.COM"

She understood.

This is a cry from the bottom of her heart: for her dream, she can abandon the Budapest castle, the treasure chest, and even the golden piano and Spanish wine; for her dream, she can abandon the handmade treasures, the vast land, and even Can give up family and friends...

In order to dream, she can give up the right to survive. Instead of living as a walking dead for ten years, she can live a day with wanton indulgence. She can abandon the delusion of fighting the disease. Instead of standing still and shrinking, she can break the **** and give it a go. She can even Give up all the hard work and struggle, just want to live out of yourself, and stick to it every day, even if it is only one day, in your truest appearance.

"Give me a good reason why I shouldn't change."

She understood, she understood, the hot tears poured out violently, as if the bank broke completely, and could not stop it, but she did not want to stop it, just let the tears run freely, but the smile on the corner of her mouth couldn't help it. It rose up, and then she just laughed freely, and laughed wanton.

It is so stupid to stop eating because of choking. No one will refuse to drink water forever because of fear of choking to death. But in real life, people are always self-proclaimed out of fear of failure, refuse to try, and even before they start, they deny the result, and then spend their whole life in a vain-anyway, I will never live to be twenty years old, anyway, my condition is absolutely There is no cure. Anyway, I will never be a singer. Anyway, my dream is absolutely impossible...

It’s impossible for me to become a professional athlete anyway. I can’t make money even as a mathematician anyway. Anyone who gets married will just live. Anyway, all work is just a meal. No matter how hard you work. Without the appreciation of the boss, this society is like this anyway, and society cannot be changed by one person anyway...

People, always like this, firmly believe that they will not give up food due to choking, but when faced with choices every day, they are always making decisions to give up food due to choking. Because I am afraid of failure, because I am afraid of change, because I reject harm, I stay where I am. I don’t even want to try. Then I comfort myself, "In fact, this is the best way."

If this is the case, the cold is the biggest killer of mankind, and no one can find the antidote; if this is the case, the end of life is death after all, and everyone is the same, so why start?

For the first time, Heather realized how stupid he was. Trapped in a small world of self-pity, as if the whole world owes itself, as if the whole world has failed itself, as if the whole world has betrayed itself, how stupid it is! How ridiculous! How ridiculous!

What is the reason that made her give up the change? What is the reason that made her give up her efforts? What is the reason that made her give up her dream? What is the reason that made her give up her life? What is the reason for her to escape the world?

The laughter overflowed, and tears flowed crazily until she laughed. The hot temperature burned the back of her hand, but the temperature was so real that she could not help but lift the back of her hand, and she could still feel it clearly. With every change in the back of his hand, he laughed happily.

However, because he laughed so excitedly, he started coughing violently. The lungs hurt from coughing, but the pain was so real, telling her clearly: She still feels now and still has a chance.

The moving voice in the ear is still humming wantonly, like a bard walking around the world holding a guitar, wandering on the street, singing life, the days that go with the flow, are like a flowing feast, every day is different. There is happiness, sadness, happiness, pain, hope, and disappointment. The colors of life are as colorful as a rainbow.

Listen, that is the most moving song in the world.

"My house in Budapest, my private treasure chest, the golden grand piano, my wonderful Spanish wine, for you, you, I am willing to give up everything."

When the music ended, Heather raised his hands and wiped the embarrassed tears on his cheeks, but his smile bloomed without reservation.

Lifting his head, passing through the haze of tears, Heather quietly looked at the man in front of him. His eyebrows are always so sparse, there is a softness in the elegance, but there is a sharpness that people can't see; his eyes are always so deep, and there is a hint of brightness in the depth, but it hides that people can never read s story. The quiet and turbulent, instant and eternal brilliance, let time just fall to the ground in the smile of the corner of the mouth.

The heart beats like never before, once and again, so real, as if she could feel the sound of the heart beating against her chest, and she couldn't help but want to listen carefully.

"I told you that you can be a great singer." Heather said, his voice hoarse.

She didn’t want to admit that, hiding behind Lan Li’s seemingly indifferent and indifferent chic and wanton, she possessed the power to touch the soul, whether it’s melody or lyrics, or singing, that kind of powerful The strength is almost irresistible, and it is easy to sink into it, unable to extricate itself.

Lan Li laughed blankly, "I think you are the one who embraces the singer's dream."

Heather chuckled, and Lan Li’s answer was not unexpected. She nodded gently, "Yes, I am." Frankly and sincerely, she just confessed the biggest dream deep in her heart, "I I want to be a singer." Such simple words, without deliberate ups and downs, are powerful and loud.

The smile at the corner of Lan Li's mouth rose, and he nodded to Heather without speaking, but the flickering affirmation and approval in his eyes couldn't be more clear.

"What's the name of this song just now?" Heather asked curiously.

Lan Li pursed the corner of his mouth and gave a unique answer, "'Budapest'."

"Budapest." Heather repeated the word. "Is it Budapest, the capital of Hungary?"

Lan Li shrugged, "I own a castle there."

These words made Heather amused, and smiled chucklingly, "There is also a golden piano." Lan Li nodded sincerely in confirmation, which made Heather smile even more happily. She no longer remembers the last time. When is it that I am so happy, "I like this song very much."

"Lucky." Lan Li had a lingering expression of joy, and a touch of humor filled it. "Did you hear anything?"

"This is my story, isn't it?" Heather blinked playfully without answering.

Lan Li spread his hands, expressing his innocence, "Yes, this is your freedom."

Purely from the literal meaning of the lyrics, "Budapest" is a small love song sung by a man to a woman, willing to give up all romance and perseverance for the sake of love; but Heather heard another meaning in the lyrics, dreaming Crazy and pure, free madness and beauty, life's wanton and indulgence.

Find yourself, become yourself, hold on to yourself. For all this, fought hard. This is the most beautiful and romantic thing in the world that Heather can imagine.

Heather gradually reduced his smile, trying to see some clues in Lan Li's eyes-why did he compose this song? Why would he compose such lyrics? Why did he choose to sing this song at this time? Furthermore, why can he empathize with her situation?

Is there a Budapest hidden in the depths of Lan Li's heart, cherishing his golden piano?

"I read the newspaper and heard that you did a good job in Toronto." Heather lowered his eyes and changed the subject. "So, when will the movie be released in New York? If I have the opportunity, I would like to watch it in the cinema. ."

This is an unexpected surprise. Since Renly and Heather have come into contact, Heather has never left the Mount Sinai Hospital, as if isolated from the world, completely cutting off all contact with the outside world. But now, Heather actually mentioned that he wanted to go to the cinema? This is a good thing.

"I don't know yet." Lan Li suppressed his inner thoughts and replied plainly, "But we have found a company, and they will arrange the schedule next. If nothing else, November? Or October? February? I'll tell you when I get the news. But, are you sure? You want to watch the movie Buried Alive?"

Heather originally thought Lan Li was asking, "Are you sure you want to go to the cinema?" Unexpectedly, the question was a different one. She didn't hold back her astonishment, her eyes rounded, and then she saw the proud corner of Lan Li's mouth. His smile made Heather roll his eyes speechlessly, "What? Do you think I look like a coward? Or do you think I can't watch a thriller movie in my current physical condition?"

Lan Li smiled more brilliantly and waved his hand, "No, I just think that Buried Alive is likely to be an R-rated movie."

The unexpected answer again caused Heather to open his mouth with a look of surprise. UU Reading www.uukanshu.com R-rated movies, in simple terms, are restricted/restricted/rated, and it is recommended to watch them over the age of seventeen. In other words, Heather has not reached the age limit and cannot be watched.

Heather was too surprised, and blurted out, "Why, are you full/naked inside?"

"Puff." Now it was Lan Li's turn to have an accident. The embarrassed appearance made Heather laugh freely, finally letting out a sigh of relief.

When Kelly Button came to the entertainment room, she saw this scene. Heather, who was laughing wanton, looked... full of vitality. Kelly had never seen this before. Her face Filled with question marks, he walked in a little hesitantly, "Uh...I don't want to disturb you, but, Heather, it's time for you to recover."

"Really? No problem." Heather simply agreed and surprised Kelly again—every time before, Heather was extremely resistant, even if he finally made the trip, he was frowning. Today, what is going on?

Kelly cast a questioning gaze at Lan Li. Lan Li shrugged and spread her hands to express her incomprehension, but the smile at the corner of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

This is a good sign.




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