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Published at 3rd of November 2021 09:12:32 AM


Chapter 2193: 2193

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"Knocking."

"Knocking."

A soft knock on the door sounded in the quiet early morning hours, and a lamp at the end of the corridor seemed to have some problems, flashing bright and dark, and the sound of the filament burning could be faintly heard, which more and more set off the entire corridor. Empty and long, these old buildings with a long history can always smell a little old and run-down. I don't know where the air vents come from, making the air cool and whizzing.

"Snapped."

After all, the light at the end of the corridor could not last until the end, so it went out. The brightly lit corridor was slightly dimmed. Although the other lamps were still bright, it was inevitable that a sense of light was gradually dissipating, and the surroundings became quieter.

Matthew couldn't help but raised his head and looked at the extinguished lamp. He could vaguely see a moth lying in the lampshade lifeless, without any movement, trying to interpret the meaning of moths fighting the fire. , The two sides died together like this. This made Matthew's eyelids start to beat inexplicably.

"Knocking."

Matthew retracted his gaze, knocked on the door again, without receiving any response, looked down at the gap under the door, the light leaked out, quiet and peaceful, but did not go out.

Matthew didn't hesitate any more. He tried the doorknob, but found that the door was not locked, so he pushed open the door directly. "Lan Li?" The narrow room was clear at a glance. There were no human figures and scattered on the desk. With the script and pages of the book, there is an empty coffee cup next to it.

Matthew's heart couldn't help but began to sink.

Open the bathroom, no one; open the balcony, no one. The entire room was so big that it couldn't hide anyone at all, which made Matthew be sure that Lan Li was not there.

After looking around for a week, Matthew noticed the anomaly: In the ashtray on the coffee table, there was an unlit but abandoned cigarette; and there was no cigarette case or lighter next to it.

Matthew slightly guessed, leaving the room quickly, not forgetting to bring the door of the room, and then walked up toward the roof on the top floor.

Pushing open the Tiantai gate, the dark night sky spreads out in front of you, and the faintly rolling mountains appear on the horizon like a smudged ink color, but a few strokes outline a touch of magnificence and grandeur, even though There are no stars in the sky, and my heart suddenly opens up.

In the endless night, a figure was sitting on the edge of the balcony, and the sound of the violent wind was blowing the hem of the shirt, and it seemed that it could go by the wind at any time.

Matthew let out a long breath, which made him feel a little relieved.

Every time Lanli needs to calm down and think, he always finds a noisy and quiet corner to sit down. He always chose the supermarket before. If he can't find Lanli, he can always find it in the corner of the supermarket; However, with the gradual increase in the popularity and recognition of Lanli, the supermarket has become less "safe", which also means that Lanli has to find other harbors.

They are now trapped in the small town of Sneem. Compared to the forest, the rooftop is a more convenient choice, and it should be the only reasonable choice. So, Matthew walked quickly to the rooftop, and he saw the familiar figure-an illusion occurred in his mind for an instant, time and space were misplaced, and it seemed that when he returned to Eton College again, he saw blue on the rooftop. The other side of ceremony.

That kind of loneliness, that kind of loneliness, that kind of fragility... Usually it always settles between the light smile of the eyebrows, almost no one can detect it, but it always exists objectively, and it is always lingering, as if there is no one out. The drowning man who is crying for help, the silent roar hides the suffocating ashes, slowly and slowly swallowing the faint and bright light around the soul.

After the "Burst Drummer" was finished last year, the gloom that followed him seemed to finally disappear, completely disappeared. Even when Paul Walker was in a car accident, it did not recur, as if Lanly finally got rid of the entanglement of the nightmare, but now, Shadows began to emerge quietly again.

Matthew’s fast stepped steps slowed down when he was about to approach: he was a little panicked, lest his steps would startle Lan Li, but he did not expect that Lan Li’s jokes came from the sound of the wind. "Relax, I don't have the courage to jump down, I just need to be calm and calm."

The joke at this time made Matthew unable to laugh. But his steps fell firmly on the ground again, and then he sat down beside Lan Li.

"Many people say that those who commit suicide are weak, because they are too scared and too timid, so they have chosen a hundred; but I have different ideas, in fact, they are all brave men, because they have the courage to make a decisive farewell— -Farewell to a complete turn around. The courage they possess is far beyond imagination."

Lan Li's voice was erratic in the wind, which made Matthew a little frightened. His eyelids throbbed more and more.

"The courage she has is something I will never have." Lan Li whispered.

Matthew knows who this "she" is. "You know this sentence is wrong."

Lan Li did not affirm or deny, he just looked up at the starry sky, "Don't worry, really, I just read the script until I feel a little tired, and I need a cigarette to wake up. I just...oh, I'm just tired "The pack of cigarettes and a lighter were placed on Lan Li's left hand, and a cigarette was held in his right hand, but it was not lit, and his tired voice was full of self-deprecation.

“Ireland’s night is really beautiful. I can’t help but fantasize about the fun and wanton running barefoot above the treetops of the forest, as if the soul can fly.” Lan Li took a deep breath, that fresh and cold. The air filled my chest, and the whole person seemed to lighten up a lot, "Huh, if time stops forever, what a wonderful thing."

"... Lan Li, you need to rest." Matthew said in a deep voice.

Lan Li paused for a moment, and laughed happily, "Ha, I know, I have a rest every day, but the work is really too busy, I can only work overtime, otherwise, the filming progress of the crew It's about to stop. Believe me, Ogus will never have a good face."

"Len Li, I'm serious." Matthew didn't buy it at all. "The crew doesn't have that much work at all, you know I know. You are cheating yourself!"

Lan Li's smile stopped at the corner of her mouth, her expression slightly stiff.

Matthew couldn't bear it, and his tone slowed down a little, "Len Li, you need to rest. You are in a bad state now, very bad, and you will collapse at any time. You...you need to sleep well, you need to let Cheer yourself up... You haven't closed your eyes for three days. This is not normal. You are... already very, very tired. A little accident is possible...Listen, you need to rest, you just need to rest."

"I know!" Lan Li interrupted Matthew's words roughly, "I will, and I will rest. I will go back and modify the script, and I will rest."

The perfunctory words made Matthew toughen up again, "Len Li, I'm serious, your current state is terrible! You should be sensible and smart enough to know the consequences of this..."

"Yes, I know, I know all!" Lan Li turned his head and stared at Matthew fiercely. Her voice became hard and cold, and she burst out with a powerful momentum, "I know everything, but I know. As a result, I still persuaded her to go to the front. I knew what might happen, but I didn’t stop her. It’s me, do you understand? It’s me! I always do, pretending to be smart, pretending to know everything wisely, Pretend to be God and direct the lives of others, but in fact, I don’t know anything. I really don’t know anything."

Matthew couldn't help but opened his mouth slightly, "Lan Li, it's not your fault..."

"Then whose fault is it? Tell me, I should blame me! Charles, I should blame me? If it's not me, then who is it? Tell me, if I can't blame a person, I might go crazy, Do you understand? I have to do this, I have to divert my attention." Lan Li's bloodshot eyes were full of anger and despair, staring at Matthew in the dark, asking one sentence after another.

Matthew couldn't answer.

"Do you know? I can't do it, I can't close my eyes, and I can't stop thinking. As long as there is a little gap, I will start to imagine what is going on there! She is now experiencing What! What is she facing now! Even if she is still alive, she is in a bad situation now, isn't she? How could she be better? As long as I close my eyes, I will see her covered in blood. , I can't do it, Charles, I really can't do it."

Lan Li's words were being shattered, and the wounds deep in his bones showed his fragility and pain dripping with blood. After tearing off the mask, it was just exposed.

"I know, I am a coward, I just hide in the crew like this, pretending that the world is peaceful, pretending that nothing is going crazy, using work to paralyze my nerves! But she is struggling with life and death! How absurd! Funny! But more sadly, I can’t help anything, do you understand? I can’t... I can’t... I can’t miss her~www.novelhall.com~ but I can’t miss her...I don’t Know what to do."

"I must be busy, let my brain keep spinning, and no rest time will work; I must blame someone so that my anger can be vented, otherwise I am not sure what I will do. I... I can't stop, understand? I can't stop. It's like... I don't know, it's like stopping, everything will fall apart, everything I insist on and what I try will all fall apart!"

"Heather is an illness, Paul is an accident, then, what about Edith? Edith is me, I caused all this, I can see blood on my hands, do you understand? I hate my sanity , I also hate my own cleverness. In fact, I am just a big fool."

"Charles, what should I do?"

Lan Li's desperate eyes stared at Matthew in this way, breaking Matthew's heart completely—he, he couldn't help, he couldn't help at all.

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