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"I'm always here."
Lan Li’s voice rang softly in her ears, and it touched the softest but strongest part of Edith’s heart. She inadvertently revealed her fragility. Hot tears slid across her cheeks. The heart began to tremble slightly, even if she clenched her teeth, she couldn't control it. She clenched her fist with all her strength, but still shook softly, not knowing where she came from, firmly grasping the heart. , Finally... finally removed her armor, revealing the truth of her painstakingly hidden, just like this without reservation.
"Lan Li...I..."
Edith couldn't help but choked up, admitting her fragility and fear, it was more difficult than she imagined-she had been strong for so long, too long, that she had forgotten what she looked like after she took off her disguise, dim eyesight You can see the outline of Lan Li, and those bright and deep eyes are guiding his way forward like a lighthouse.
"Don't... Lanly, don't let go... Don't... I need help."
Speaking out, finally speaking out, those fears and cowardice, those panic and darkness, all dissipated, Edith finally broke through herself bravely, sent out a life asking for help, showing all her fragility and helplessness , Just like this, standing in front of Lan Li.
This is not easy.
It was not easy for Ren Li for Edith, and it was even more difficult for Basse to confess his state of mind to Ren Li on the night of the Oscars. Because they have never learned how to express themselves, everything is hidden deep in their hearts. Even though the Hall family has undergone earth-shaking changes, they still carefully guard their own world and never cross that one. The long-standing boundary of "self-control".
until now.
"I won't." Lan Li said firmly, and then took a step forward, slowly spreading his arms, and tentatively approached Edith a little bit, and then he could see Edith. The slightly trembling shoulders dodged for a moment, and he did not flinch, but kept his posture and waited patiently until Edith took off his defenses again, then he folded his arms and hugged Edith in this way. In his arms.
Edith could only feel the wide wings enveloping herself, all the storms were blocked, she entered a warm and calm harbor, her flustered mood seemed to finally be able to calm down, the peace made her completely lost Abandoned his armor, then wept loudly.
The emotions are completely broken.
Edith was unable to collapse herself, crying unreservedly, and in the darkness, she finally found a glimmer of light.
Because it was too presumptuous and too turbulent, Edith curled up in tears, her body trembling slightly, like withered leaves in the cold wind.
The heart-piercing cry made Lan Li couldn't help but feel sad, and his eyes were slightly red. He knows that he knows the feeling, as if he has been wronged by the heavens, and he can't wait to cry out all the negative emotions-when he was alone for too long, but accidentally learned that he has a companion, that emotion is What language cannot describe.
Perhaps, he could never imagine what Edith went through, and the only thing he could do was to be strong and become Edith's strongest and most determined backing. He will not let go, absolutely not.
Lan Li hugged Edith like this, without speaking or moving, quietly letting all of Edith's emotions come out.
Gradually, Edith became tired from crying, her spirit fell into a gloomy sense of embarrassment, but because she was too tired and too painful, she couldn't worry about her shyness. She just wanted to grow up. After a long sleep, his eyes closed like this.
When Edith woke up again, night had fallen.
Outside the car window, you can see the dim yellow street lamp working hard to support it, and the drizzle is falling through the halo, and there is a faint sound of pattering, it seems that London is humming the long-lived poems, praising the grace of the night and the winter The loneliness reveals a lonely beauty.
Edith struggled to sit up, only to realize that she was lying in the back seat and slept for several hours, and the street scene outside was a bit familiar—it was obviously not a supermarket anymore, but Hall of Bayswater. Family mansion; but Edith didn't understand why Lanly came back here.
She opened her mouth and tried to inquire about the reason, but before the sound came out, Edith chose to give up. Her gaze fell on the house, watching the dim light quietly, penetrating the hazy rain curtain. Reveal it--
She can clearly identify the location of each room, and the memory is still vivid, as if she had never left this simple and solemn cage; but she could not find the slightest warmth here, let alone a sense of belonging, just like I just stayed here for a summer, just like a guest.
They have all lived here, but they have never belonged here. In the past, she thought that Elf belonged to Bayswater; now, she knew that even Elf never belonged here, because Bayswater has no soul, it has a body, those souls Coming and going here without leaving any traces, what George and Elizabeth have meticulously maintained is just a mirage.
Lan Li left. Arthur left with her. Elf left. Finally, even Elizabeth left. Now only "Baron Hall" is still holding on to the empty shell, but Edith is not sure how much the glory of "Baron Hall" is left when Philip also turns and leaves.
Inexplicably, Edith found a sense of peace in the bottom of her heart: because Bayswater reminded her all the time that this was the reason she kept running-in some ways, to escape the cage.
"You didn't get lost?"
Edith finally spoke, but the first sentence seemed very... unexpected, which made the corner of Lan Li's eyes twitch slightly in the driver's seat.
"Although I lost my way for nearly four hours, I arrived at my destination after all." Lan Li also replied solemnly, without any mercy since he was black.
Edith laughed happily, "Worthy of praise." After a moment of silence, she went on to say, "Why do you want to come back to Bayswater? I thought you were the one who most didn't want to come back here."
"If I said, I actually miss this place very much, do you believe it?" Lan Li's answer stunned Edith. Without words, the expression explained everything, which made Lan Li chuckle.
Looking out of the car window, Lan Li's voice also became lighter, "I miss you watching'Reminiscence of the Years in Water' in the study until you fell asleep. I miss Arthur stealing ice cream in the bedroom. When I was misunderstood when I knocked over ice cream on the bed, I missed the three of us secretly carrying Elf and grilling in the tool room. But in fact, she knew everything but didn’t complain. I also missed the day when I told George about the dream plan. Tensions..."
Those memories, good and bad, are all still so vivid, as if it was only yesterday.
Edith's smile also rose, and her blurred vision could tell that she was also caught in memories, memories that she thought she had forgotten but existed.
"I will not change myself for George and Elizabeth, but I must also admit that my life in Bayswater has made me what I am now. Although I chose to leave Bayswater, it does not mean that I need to forget. Bayswater."
Lan Li said calmly, and Edith's thoughts began to become more profound.
People always do this, trying to forget those painful memories and leaving those beautiful memories; but people forget that those hardships and setbacks are also part of their lives, and it is those struggles and ups and downs that have shaped the current self-being People who are defeated by difficulties will eventually become mediocrity, and then pass their faults to others; and those who have defeated difficulties will achieve themselves step by step, and those pains will become part of themselves.
Bayswater left too many negative memories, but these memories are part of them, including George and Elizabeth. Also, the memory of Chu Jiashu is the same.
The memory of the battlefield is the same for Edith~www.novelhall.com~ Edith's mood calmed down like this-not that she found the answer or calm, but that she finally started to face her wounds , Even if she was afraid, even if she was in a panic, she didn't shrink back. She really began to look at those sufferings. She still didn't know what she should do, but she was willing to face her own awkwardness, just like she was facing Bayswater.
"Len Li, sorry." Edith said without warning.
"What?" Lan Li didn't know why.
Edith didn’t explain--she was apologizing for her unbridled words in the afternoon. Her condemnation of Lan Li thought that Lan Li didn’t understand anything at all, but she just talked ridiculously high above...but those were all passing on anger. She shouldn't be like this.
"Although I don't know the reason, I accept it." Lan Li continued, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just that this time is not an example."
"Ha." Edith also laughed out, "The big devil is still the big devil, I will never challenge the majesty of the big devil easily, don't worry." Edith joked, her voice regained its vitality. , It seemed that it was finally back to normal, but Edith and Lan Li both knew it, not.
"Len Li, I want to go back." After a moment of silence, Edith spoke again.
There was no beginning and no end, but this time Lan Li understood: Edith still decided to return to the front line, "Did you think about it?" After all, he still didn't stop Edith.
"Yeah." Edith nodded slightly, "...I don't have an answer. To be honest, I still don't have any ideas, but I know that the answer is there. I need to go back and find my own answer. Maybe, I I will never find it; maybe, I may never come back; but...I must go back. I need to go back."
After the twists and turns, the inner answer finally emerged.
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"I'm always here."
Lan Li’s voice rang softly in her ears, and it touched the softest but strongest part of Edith’s heart. She inadvertently revealed her fragility. Hot tears slid across her cheeks. The heart began to tremble slightly, even if she clenched her teeth, she couldn't control it. She clenched her fist with all her strength, but still shook softly, not knowing where she came from, firmly grasping the heart. , Finally... finally removed her armor, revealing the truth of her painstakingly hidden, just like this without reservation.
"Lan Li...I..."
Edith couldn't help but choked up, admitting her fragility and fear, it was more difficult than she imagined-she had been strong for so long, too long, that she had forgotten what she looked like after she took off her disguise, dim eyesight You can see the outline of Lan Li, and those bright and deep eyes are guiding his way forward like a lighthouse.
"Don't... Lanly, don't let go... Don't... I need help."
Speaking out, finally speaking out, those fears and cowardice, those panic and darkness, all dissipated, Edith finally broke through herself bravely, sent out a life asking for help, showing all her fragility and helplessness , Just like this, standing in front of Lan Li.
This is not easy.
It was not easy for Ren Li for Edith, and it was even more difficult for Basse to confess his state of mind to Ren Li on the night of the Oscars. Because they have never learned how to express themselves, everything is hidden deep in their hearts. Even though the Hall family has undergone earth-shaking changes, they still carefully guard their own world and never cross that one. The long-standing boundary of "self-control".
until now.
"I won't." Lan Li said firmly, and then took a step forward, slowly spreading his arms, and tentatively approached Edith a little bit, and then he could see Edith. The slightly trembling shoulders dodged for a moment, and he did not flinch, but kept his posture and waited patiently until Edith took off his defenses again, then he folded his arms and hugged Edith in this way. In his arms.
Edith could only feel the wide wings enveloping herself, all the storms were blocked, she entered a warm and calm harbor, her flustered mood seemed to finally be able to calm down, the peace made her completely lost Abandoned his armor, then wept loudly.
The emotions are completely broken.
Edith was unable to collapse herself, crying unreservedly, and in the darkness, she finally found a glimmer of light.
Because it was too presumptuous and too turbulent, Edith curled up in tears, her body trembling slightly, like withered leaves in the cold wind.
The heart-piercing cry made Lan Li couldn't help but feel sad, and his eyes were slightly red. He knows that he knows the feeling, as if he has been wronged by the heavens, and he can't wait to cry out all the negative emotions-when he was alone for too long, but accidentally learned that he has a companion, that emotion is What language cannot describe.
Perhaps, he could never imagine what Edith went through, and the only thing he could do was to be strong and become Edith's strongest and most determined backing. He will not let go, absolutely not.
Lan Li hugged Edith like this, without speaking or moving, quietly letting all of Edith's emotions come out.
Gradually, Edith became tired from crying, her spirit fell into a gloomy sense of embarrassment, but because she was too tired and too painful, she couldn't worry about her shyness. She just wanted to grow up. After a long sleep, his eyes closed like this.
When Edith woke up again, night had fallen.
Outside the car window, you can see the dim yellow street lamp working hard to support it, and the drizzle is falling through the halo, and there is a faint sound of pattering, it seems that London is humming the long-lived poems, praising the grace of the night and the winter The loneliness reveals a lonely beauty.
Edith struggled to sit up, only to realize that she was lying in the back seat and slept for several hours, and the street scene outside was a bit familiar—it was obviously not a supermarket anymore, but Hall of Bayswater. Family mansion; but Edith didn't understand why Lanly came back here.
She opened her mouth and tried to inquire about the reason, but before the sound came out, Edith chose to give up. Her gaze fell on the house, watching the dim light quietly, penetrating the hazy rain curtain. Reveal it--
She can clearly identify the location of each room, and the memory is still vivid, as if she had never left this simple and solemn cage; but she could not find the slightest warmth here, let alone a sense of belonging, just like I just stayed here for a summer, just like a guest.
They have all lived here, but they have never belonged here. In the past, she thought that Elf belonged to Bayswater; now, she knew that even Elf never belonged here, because Bayswater has no soul, it has a body, those souls Coming and going here without leaving any traces, what George and Elizabeth have meticulously maintained is just a mirage.
Lan Li left. Arthur left with her. Elf left. Finally, even Elizabeth left. Now only "Baron Hall" is still holding on to the empty shell, but Edith is not sure how much the glory of "Baron Hall" is left when Philip also turns and leaves.
Inexplicably, Edith found a sense of peace in the bottom of her heart: because Bayswater reminded her all the time that this was the reason she kept running-in some ways, to escape the cage.
"You didn't get lost?"
Edith finally spoke, but the first sentence seemed very... unexpected, which made the corner of Lan Li's eyes twitch slightly in the driver's seat.
"Although I lost my way for nearly four hours, I arrived at my destination after all." Lan Li also replied solemnly, without any mercy since he was black.
Edith laughed happily, "Worthy of praise." After a moment of silence, she went on to say, "Why do you want to come back to Bayswater? I thought you were the one who most didn't want to come back here."
"If I said, I actually miss this place very much, do you believe it?" Lan Li's answer stunned Edith. Without words, the expression explained everything, which made Lan Li chuckle.
Looking out of the car window, Lan Li's voice also became lighter, "I miss you watching'Reminiscence of the Years in Water' in the study until you fell asleep. I miss Arthur stealing ice cream in the bedroom. When I was misunderstood when I knocked over ice cream on the bed, I missed the three of us secretly carrying Elf and grilling in the tool room. But in fact, she knew everything but didn’t complain. I also missed the day when I told George about the dream plan. Tensions..."
Those memories, good and bad, are all still so vivid, as if it was only yesterday.
Edith's smile also rose, and her blurred vision could tell that she was also caught in memories, memories that she thought she had forgotten but existed.
"I will not change myself for George and Elizabeth, but I must also admit that my life in Bayswater has made me what I am now. Although I chose to leave Bayswater, it does not mean that I need to forget. Bayswater."
Lan Li said calmly, and Edith's thoughts began to become more profound.
People always do this, trying to forget those painful memories and leaving those beautiful memories; but people forget that those hardships and setbacks are also part of their lives, and it is those struggles and ups and downs that have shaped the current self-being People who are defeated by difficulties will eventually become mediocrity, and then pass their faults to others; and those who have defeated difficulties will achieve themselves step by step, and those pains will become part of themselves.
Bayswater left too many negative memories, but these memories are part of them, including George and Elizabeth. Also, the memory of Chu Jiashu is the same.
The memory of the battlefield is the same for Edith~www.novelhall.com~ Edith's mood calmed down like this-not that she found the answer or calm, but that she finally started to face her wounds , Even if she was afraid, even if she was in a panic, she didn't shrink back. She really began to look at those sufferings. She still didn't know what she should do, but she was willing to face her own awkwardness, just like she was facing Bayswater.
"Len Li, sorry." Edith said without warning.
"What?" Lan Li didn't know why.
Edith didn’t explain--she was apologizing for her unbridled words in the afternoon. Her condemnation of Lan Li thought that Lan Li didn’t understand anything at all, but she just talked ridiculously high above...but those were all passing on anger. She shouldn't be like this.
"Although I don't know the reason, I accept it." Lan Li continued, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just that this time is not an example."
"Ha." Edith also laughed out, "The big devil is still the big devil, I will never challenge the majesty of the big devil easily, don't worry." Edith joked, her voice regained its vitality. , It seemed that it was finally back to normal, but Edith and Lan Li both knew it, not.
"Len Li, I want to go back." After a moment of silence, Edith spoke again.
There was no beginning and no end, but this time Lan Li understood: Edith still decided to return to the front line, "Did you think about it?" After all, he still didn't stop Edith.
"Yeah." Edith nodded slightly, "...I don't have an answer. To be honest, I still don't have any ideas, but I know that the answer is there. I need to go back and find my own answer. Maybe, I I will never find it; maybe, I may never come back; but...I must go back. I need to go back."
After the twists and turns, the inner answer finally emerged.
"I'm always here."Lan Li's voice rang softly in her ears, and it touched the softest but strongest part of Edith's heart. She inadvertently revealed her fragility. Hot tears slid across her cheeks. The heart began to tremble slightly, even if she clenched her teeth, she couldn't control it. She clenched her fist with all her strength, but still shook softly, not knowing where she came from, firmly grasping the heart. , Finally... finally removed her armor, revealing the truth of her painstakingly hidden, just like this without reservation."Lan Li...I..."Edith couldn't help but choked up, admitting her fragility and fear, it was more difficult than she imagined-she had been strong for so long, too long, that she had forgotten what she looked like after she took off her disguise, dim eyesight You can see the outline of Lan Li, and those bright and deep eyes are guiding his way forward like a lighthouse."Don't... Lanly, don't let go... Don't... I need help."Speaking out, finally speaking out, those fears and cowardice, those panic and darkness, all dissipated, Edith finally broke through herself bravely, sent out a life asking for help, showing all her fragility and helplessness , Just like this, standing in front of Lan Li.This is not easy.It was not easy for Ren Li for Edith, and it was even more difficult for Basse to confess his state of mind to Ren Li on the night of the Oscars. Because they have never learned how to express themselves, everything is hidden deep in their hearts. Even though the Hall family has undergone earth-shaking changes, they still carefully guard their own world and never cross that one. The long-standing boundary of "self-control".until now."I won't." Lan Li said firmly, and then took a step forward, slowly spreading his arms, and tentatively approached Edith a little bit, and then he could see Edith. The slightly trembling shoulders dodged for a moment, and he did not flinch, but kept his posture and waited patiently until Edith took off his defenses again, then he folded his arms and hugged Edith in this way. In his arms.Edith could only feel the wide wings enveloping herself, all the storms were blocked, she entered a warm and calm harbor, her flustered mood seemed to finally be able to calm down, the peace made her completely lost Abandoned his armor, then wept loudly.The emotions are completely broken.Edith was unable to collapse herself, crying unreservedly, and in the darkness, she finally found a glimmer of light.Because it was too presumptuous and too turbulent, Edith curled up in tears, her body trembling slightly, like withered leaves in the cold wind.The heart-piercing cry made Lan Li couldn't help but feel sad, and his eyes were slightly red. He knows that he knows the feeling, as if he has been wronged by the heavens, and he can't wait to cry out all the negative emotions-when he was alone for too long, but accidentally learned that he has a companion, that emotion is What language cannot describe.Perhaps, he could never imagine what Edith went through, and the only thing he could do was to be strong and become Edith's strongest and most determined backing. He will not let go, absolutely not.Lan Li hugged Edith like this, without speaking or moving, quietly letting all of Edith's emotions come out.Gradually, Edith became tired from crying, her spirit fell into a gloomy sense of embarrassment, but because she was too tired and too painful, she couldn't worry about her shyness. She just wanted to grow up. After a long sleep, his eyes closed like this.When Edith woke up again, night had fallen.Outside the car window, you can see the dim yellow street lamp working hard to support it, and the drizzle is falling through the halo, and there is a faint sound of pattering, it seems that London is humming the long-lived poems, praising the grace of the night and the winter The loneliness reveals a lonely beauty.Edith struggled to sit up, only to realize that she was lying in the back seat and slept for several hours, and the street scene outside was a bit familiarit was obviously not a supermarket anymore, but Hall of Bayswater. Family mansion; but Edith didn't understand why Lanly came back here.She opened her mouth and tried to inquire about the reason, but before the sound came out, Edith chose to give up. Her gaze fell on the house, watching the dim light quietly, penetrating the hazy rain curtain. Reveal it--She can clearly identify the location of each room, and the memory is still vivid, as if she had never left this simple and solemn cage; but she could not find the slightest warmth here, let alone a sense of belonging, just like I just stayed here for a summer, just like a guest.They have all lived here, but they have never belonged here. In the past, she thought that Elf belonged to Bayswater; now, she knew that even Elf never belonged here, because Bayswater has no soul, it has a body, those souls Coming and going here without leaving any traces, what George and Elizabeth have meticulously maintained is just a mirage.Lan Li left. Arthur left with her. Elf left. Finally, even Elizabeth left. Now only "Baron Hall" is still holding on to the empty shell, but Edith is not sure how much the glory of "Baron Hall" is left when Philip also turns and leaves.Inexplicably, Edith found a sense of peace in the bottom of her heart: because Bayswater reminded her all the time that this was the reason she kept running-in some ways, to escape the cage."You didn't get lost?"Edith finally spoke, but the first sentence seemed very... unexpected, which made the corner of Lan Li's eyes twitch slightly in the driver's seat."Although I lost my way for nearly four hours, I arrived at my destination after all." Lan Li also replied solemnly, without any mercy since he was black.Edith laughed happily, "Worthy of praise." After a moment of silence, she went on to say, "Why do you want to come back to Bayswater? I thought you were the one who most didn't want to come back here.""If I said, I actually miss this place very much, do you believe it?" Lan Li's answer stunned Edith. Without words, the expression explained everything, which made Lan Li chuckle.Looking out of the car window, Lan Li's voice also became lighter, "I miss you watching'Reminiscence of the Years in Water' in the study until you fell asleep. I miss Arthur stealing ice cream in the bedroom. When I was misunderstood when I knocked over ice cream on the bed, I missed the three of us secretly carrying Elf and grilling in the tool room. But in fact, she knew everything but didn't complain. I also missed the day when I told George about the dream plan. Tensions..."Those memories, good and bad, are all still so vivid, as if it was only yesterday.Edith's smile also rose, and her blurred vision could tell that she was also caught in memories, memories that she thought she had forgotten but existed."I will not change myself for George and Elizabeth, but I must also admit that my life in Bayswater has made me what I am now. Although I chose to leave Bayswater, it does not mean that I need to forget. Bayswater."Lan Li said calmly, and Edith's thoughts began to become more profound.People always do this, trying to forget those painful memories and leaving those beautiful memories; but people forget that those hardships and setbacks are also part of their lives, and it is those struggles and ups and downs that have shaped the current self-being People who are defeated by difficulties will eventually become mediocrity, and then pass their faults to others; and those who have defeated difficulties will achieve themselves step by step, and those pains will become part of themselves.Bayswater left too many negative memories, but these memories are part of them, including George and Elizabeth. Also, the memory of Chu Jiashu is the same.The memory of the battlefield is the same for Edith~www.novelhall.com~ Edith's mood calmed down like this-not that she found the answer or calm, but that she finally started to face her wounds , Even if she was afraid, even if she was in a panic, she didn't shrink back. She really began to look at those sufferings. She still didn't know what she should do, but she was willing to face her own awkwardness, just like she was facing Bayswater."Len Li, sorry." Edith said without warning."What?" Lan Li didn't know why.Edith didn't explain--she was apologizing for her unbridled words in the afternoon. Her condemnation of Lan Li thought that Lan Li didn't understand anything at all, but she just talked ridiculously high above...but those were all passing on anger. She shouldn't be like this."Although I don't know the reason, I accept it." Lan Li continued, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, "It's just that this time is not an example.""Ha." Edith also laughed out, "The big devil is still the big devil, I will never challenge the majesty of the big devil easily, don't worry." Edith joked, her voice regained its vitality. , It seemed that it was finally back to normal, but Edith and Lan Li both knew it, not."Len Li, I want to go back." After a moment of silence, Edith spoke again.There was no beginning and no end, but this time Lan Li understood: Edith still decided to return to the front line, "Did you think about it?" After all, he still didn't stop Edith."Yeah." Edith nodded slightly, "...I don't have an answer. To be honest, I still don't have any ideas, but I know that the answer is there. I need to go back and find my own answer. Maybe, I I will never find it; maybe, I may never come back; but...I must go back. I need to go back."After the twists and turns, the inner answer finally emerged.
