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Drake started rummaging in the room, and finally they actually found a keyboard in the storage room, housed in a dusty black leather case. The thick dust seemed to have not been touched for many years. , But when you open the leather case, you can see that the keyboard inside is carefully wrapped in foam paper, and the inside is still as clean as new, as if time has been blocked outside the leather case, without touching the keyboard inside.
They don’t know the story behind this keyboard, but Lan Li can’t help but wonder if there was a dream that was sealed in this leather case, or if there was a firm belief at the end of the bumps. Still abandoned...
Sitting in front of the keyboard, looking at the bright black and white keys, he can even reflect his face, mixed thoughts surging gently in his mind.
Man is really a very strange animal, isn't it? We all believed in certain things, and then we overthrew it with our own hands and re-established our belief, but then we found that this belief was still wrong, so we overthrew it again, rebuilt it again, and gradually, we changed Become the appearance that he didn't know, or the appearance that he once hated.
We can't help but comfort ourselves, this is growth.
But the innocence of childhood and the obsession of youth can no longer be found. Once, we firmly believed in the dream, freedom, and future; once, we believed that our hands can change the world; once, we thought that we were the center of the world; once, we were pure and real, as if we could not tolerate any trace of impurities...Finally, all of this All of them were annihilated in the occasions of the years, and then they grew into an ineffective member of the turbulent crowd in the society, all the edges and corners disappeared, and a thousand people were one side.
Is this growth or destruction?
With both hands on the keyboard, the ethereal and clear keyboard sound pouring down like moonlight, the light musical notes slowly spread in the lazy atmosphere in the afternoon, and suddenly looked out the window, only to realize that the sky does not know when it will be again The dark clouds covered it, and the whole world was plunged into a dusky gray.
"In the darkness you declared the end to everything, but you were just lost in the darkness."
The mellow and vicissitudes of life is like smoke rising in the melody, hiding the fragility and confusion, like crystal teardrops hanging on the eyelashes, blurring the sight, but never falling, the loss of the loss makes the eyes lost Focusing on the focus, I tried my best to look around, the whole world was plunged into a dazzling spot of light, colorful and colorful, brilliant and colorful, but unable to find my goal, the feeling of emptiness in my heart began to slowly fall.
"Preset all your emotions, hoping that this will bring comfort; I don't want to continue climbing the barriers, I don't want to continue to break through the barriers. I don't know if I still believe (Believe), I don't know if I Still believe, I don’t know if I still believe, every word you said to me."
Felicity only felt her chest stuffy, as if a heavy fist hit it hard, and she was caught off guard, tears of despair filled her eyes, so hot that she almost burned her cheeks, her mouth was open, but she couldn't send it out. A little sound, just stupefied in place, as if he could see his world falling apart with his own eyes.
They are themselves. They personally established a barrier between each other. They personally pushed each other away from their lives. They personally re-wrapped themselves. They gave up communication, dialogue, and trust at the same time. , The hot and scorching heart began to gradually cool down.
She doesn’t know if she still believes that they can continue to the end; he doesn’t know if she still believes that their hard work is a correct decision; she doesn’t know if she still believes that their love can overcome everything; he doesn’t know if she still believes , They still love each other deeply.
She didn't know, he didn't know. Faith and belief have collapsed, but they still don't know.
This fact pinched her neck so hard that she almost couldn't breathe. Tears rolled in his eyes, but they couldn't fall. What is more terrifying than despair is their numbness. So, they still can't go back after all, can they?
"I have a strange feeling that your words are insincere, and I am tired of each other’s misunderstandings. Is there any other explanation? I don’t know if I still believe, I don’t know if I still believe, I don’t know if I Still believe, every word you said to me."
Felicity covered her mouth for fear that she would make a sound directly. What are they doing?
She is accusing him of stealing food, but what is she doing herself? She was accusing him of roaring loudly, but didn't she start this war? She is complaining that he is not willing to come to London to live, but isn't he doing his best? She is complaining that the two people are drifting apart, but didn't she make the first mistake by herself?
She doesn't want this, she really doesn't, those words are not sincere, and those accusations, those anger, those complaints, and those tiredness are not true. She just...she just...she just doesn't know if she should continue to believe it.
"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."
Felicity opened her mouth, trying to say something, but found that all the words were stuck in her throat, her brain was blank, she couldn't say a word, she wanted to tell him that she still loved him deeply , She still dreams of their lives, she still believes that they can overcome all difficulties, she still believes that their happiness is each other, she still unswervingly believes, she still believes...
However, the words were stuck in her throat like this, and she was stunned. She couldn't make a sound at all. She could only shook her head vigorously, and shook her head vigorously in denial.
"Say something, say something, even if it's a phrase "I love you"; unless you want to turn around and leave, leave this annoying noise."
In the passionate and rushing melody, the sad and painful cry completely broke all of Felicity's defenses, holding her head in her hands, and crying silently. "I love you, I love you, I love you..." She really loves him, but she pushes him farther and farther with her hands. After the pain reached its extreme, she could barely breathe.
She is like parachuting high in the night sky, falling slowly and constantly, gravity pulls her down like crazy, the sprint of free fall made her whole body sound an alarm, but she is indifferent and just let it go. As he continued to fall, the possibility that he was about to break his bones, fragile and desperate, actually brought a hint of happiness/sense.
Then she just landed like this.
"I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't even know if I want to believe, every word you say to me."
"I don't even know if I want to believe it or not", that sadness to the extreme suspicion dragged her into the ocean's surface, and the huge impact of the free fall made her quickly surrounded by the icy water, icy cold. The biting darkness swallowed her flesh and blood bit by bit, and even the soul began to feel the sadness of heartbreak.
How did they get to this point? If time comes back, will things be different? Isn’t it meaningless to keep going? Why are they arguing and why are they insisting?
She opened her eyes again, in a daze, she became Anna, looking at Jacob’s lonely back, she couldn’t follow; she became Felicity again, looking at Lan Li’s focused profile, sad. From the heart; she became Anna, listening to the melody under Lan Li’s fingertips, lost; she became Felicity again, listening to Jacob’s sighs and weeping.
"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."
The golden musical notes jumped wantonly in the air, sad but gentle, painful but helpless, desperate but at a loss, the faint emotions firmly grasped everyone's heart, in the mellow and slightly hoarse voice Fermented, entangled, and entangled, the questioning is more like asking yourself, the bitter and lost taste slowly fainted on the tip of the tongue, but the exciting and cheerful melody seems to be a marching melody of the carnival, reflecting the ubiquity. The loneliness and loneliness, dragging his ankles, began to fall, and kept falling.
Before the brain realized it, tears broke through the line of defense in the eye sockets and slid down in embarrassment.
They understand ~www.novelhall.com~ everyone understands. This is the story of two people, Jacob and Anna, and it is the story of every two people who truly love each other but are separated from each other. Even if you fall in love, you may not be able to reach the end.
No one can be an exception. It's like being surrounded by melody, carefully savoring every emotion in the song, like a bard who has gone through the vicissitudes of life, sees through the world, sees through the world, and sees through the life, but there is a trace of indifference in the sigh. No yelling, no crying, no big ups and downs, just humming the helplessness and sorrow deep in my heart, but easily penetrated the defense line and crushed everyone's softness.
Drake had completely collapsed, standing on the spot, with his shoulders drooping, like a lost child, crying helplessly, unable to stop no matter what. He knew that they missed it, and they missed it after all, he missed the woman he had loved all his life and will continue to love.
The melody stopped, everyone put their cheeks away, wiped their tears in embarrassment, the sound of blowing their noses sparsely remembered, the silence that disrupted the room, but it made the helpless sadness more and more sketched out. Before the tears could be wiped off, the eyes were blurred again.
Note: Believe firmly (Believe——Mumford&Sons)
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Drake started rummaging in the room, and finally they actually found a keyboard in the storage room, housed in a dusty black leather case. The thick dust seemed to have not been touched for many years. , But when you open the leather case, you can see that the keyboard inside is carefully wrapped in foam paper, and the inside is still as clean as new, as if time has been blocked outside the leather case, without touching the keyboard inside.
They don’t know the story behind this keyboard, but Lan Li can’t help but wonder if there was a dream that was sealed in this leather case, or if there was a firm belief at the end of the bumps. Still abandoned...
Sitting in front of the keyboard, looking at the bright black and white keys, he can even reflect his face, mixed thoughts surging gently in his mind.
Man is really a very strange animal, isn't it? We all believed in certain things, and then we overthrew it with our own hands and re-established our belief, but then we found that this belief was still wrong, so we overthrew it again, rebuilt it again, and gradually, we changed Become the appearance that he didn't know, or the appearance that he once hated.
We can't help but comfort ourselves, this is growth.
But the innocence of childhood and the obsession of youth can no longer be found. Once, we firmly believed in the dream, freedom, and future; once, we believed that our hands can change the world; once, we thought that we were the center of the world; once, we were pure and real, as if we could not tolerate any trace of impurities...Finally, all of this All of them were annihilated in the occasions of the years, and then they grew into an ineffective member of the turbulent crowd in the society, all the edges and corners disappeared, and a thousand people were one side.
Is this growth or destruction?
With both hands on the keyboard, the ethereal and clear keyboard sound pouring down like moonlight, the light musical notes slowly spread in the lazy atmosphere in the afternoon, and suddenly looked out the window, only to realize that the sky does not know when it will be again The dark clouds covered it, and the whole world was plunged into a dusky gray.
"In the darkness you declared the end to everything, but you were just lost in the darkness."
The mellow and vicissitudes of life is like smoke rising in the melody, hiding the fragility and confusion, like crystal teardrops hanging on the eyelashes, blurring the sight, but never falling, the loss of the loss makes the eyes lost Focusing on the focus, I tried my best to look around, the whole world was plunged into a dazzling spot of light, colorful and colorful, brilliant and colorful, but unable to find my goal, the feeling of emptiness in my heart began to slowly fall.
"Preset all your emotions, hoping that this will bring comfort; I don't want to continue climbing the barriers, I don't want to continue to break through the barriers. I don't know if I still believe (Believe), I don't know if I Still believe, I don’t know if I still believe, every word you said to me."
Felicity only felt her chest stuffy, as if a heavy fist hit it hard, and she was caught off guard, tears of despair filled her eyes, so hot that she almost burned her cheeks, her mouth was open, but she couldn't send it out. A little sound, just stupefied in place, as if he could see his world falling apart with his own eyes.
They are themselves. They personally established a barrier between each other. They personally pushed each other away from their lives. They personally re-wrapped themselves. They gave up communication, dialogue, and trust at the same time. , The hot and scorching heart began to gradually cool down.
She doesn’t know if she still believes that they can continue to the end; he doesn’t know if she still believes that their hard work is a correct decision; she doesn’t know if she still believes that their love can overcome everything; he doesn’t know if she still believes , They still love each other deeply.
She didn't know, he didn't know. Faith and belief have collapsed, but they still don't know.
This fact pinched her neck so hard that she almost couldn't breathe. Tears rolled in his eyes, but they couldn't fall. What is more terrifying than despair is their numbness. So, they still can't go back after all, can they?
"I have a strange feeling that your words are insincere, and I am tired of each other’s misunderstandings. Is there any other explanation? I don’t know if I still believe, I don’t know if I still believe, I don’t know if I Still believe, every word you said to me."
Felicity covered her mouth for fear that she would make a sound directly. What are they doing?
She is accusing him of stealing food, but what is she doing herself? She was accusing him of roaring loudly, but didn't she start this war? She is complaining that he is not willing to come to London to live, but isn't he doing his best? She is complaining that the two people are drifting apart, but didn't she make the first mistake by herself?
She doesn't want this, she really doesn't, those words are not sincere, and those accusations, those anger, those complaints, and those tiredness are not true. She just...she just...she just doesn't know if she should continue to believe it.
"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."
Felicity opened her mouth, trying to say something, but found that all the words were stuck in her throat, her brain was blank, she couldn't say a word, she wanted to tell him that she still loved him deeply , She still dreams of their lives, she still believes that they can overcome all difficulties, she still believes that their happiness is each other, she still unswervingly believes, she still believes...
However, the words were stuck in her throat like this, and she was stunned. She couldn't make a sound at all. She could only shook her head vigorously, and shook her head vigorously in denial.
"Say something, say something, even if it's a phrase "I love you"; unless you want to turn around and leave, leave this annoying noise."
In the passionate and rushing melody, the sad and painful cry completely broke all of Felicity's defenses, holding her head in her hands, and crying silently. "I love you, I love you, I love you..." She really loves him, but she pushes him farther and farther with her hands. After the pain reached its extreme, she could barely breathe.
She is like parachuting high in the night sky, falling slowly and constantly, gravity pulls her down like crazy, the sprint of free fall made her whole body sound an alarm, but she is indifferent and just let it go. As he continued to fall, the possibility that he was about to break his bones, fragile and desperate, actually brought a hint of happiness/sense.
Then she just landed like this.
"I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't even know if I want to believe, every word you say to me."
"I don't even know if I want to believe it or not", that sadness to the extreme suspicion dragged her into the ocean's surface, and the huge impact of the free fall made her quickly surrounded by the icy water, icy cold. The biting darkness swallowed her flesh and blood bit by bit, and even the soul began to feel the sadness of heartbreak.
How did they get to this point? If time comes back, will things be different? Isn’t it meaningless to keep going? Why are they arguing and why are they insisting?
She opened her eyes again, in a daze, she became Anna, looking at Jacob’s lonely back, she couldn’t follow; she became Felicity again, looking at Lan Li’s focused profile, sad. From the heart; she became Anna, listening to the melody under Lan Li’s fingertips, lost; she became Felicity again, listening to Jacob’s sighs and weeping.
"Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."
The golden musical notes jumped wantonly in the air, sad but gentle, painful but helpless, desperate but at a loss, the faint emotions firmly grasped everyone's heart, in the mellow and slightly hoarse voice Fermented, entangled, and entangled, the questioning is more like asking yourself, the bitter and lost taste slowly fainted on the tip of the tongue, but the exciting and cheerful melody seems to be a marching melody of the carnival, reflecting the ubiquity. The loneliness and loneliness, dragging his ankles, began to fall, and kept falling.
Before the brain realized it, tears broke through the line of defense in the eye sockets and slid down in embarrassment.
They understand ~www.novelhall.com~ everyone understands. This is the story of two people, Jacob and Anna, and it is the story of every two people who truly love each other but are separated from each other. Even if you fall in love, you may not be able to reach the end.
No one can be an exception. It's like being surrounded by melody, carefully savoring every emotion in the song, like a bard who has gone through the vicissitudes of life, sees through the world, sees through the world, and sees through the life, but there is a trace of indifference in the sigh. No yelling, no crying, no big ups and downs, just humming the helplessness and sorrow deep in my heart, but easily penetrated the defense line and crushed everyone's softness.
Drake had completely collapsed, standing on the spot, with his shoulders drooping, like a lost child, crying helplessly, unable to stop no matter what. He knew that they missed it, and they missed it after all, he missed the woman he had loved all his life and will continue to love.
The melody stopped, everyone put their cheeks away, wiped their tears in embarrassment, the sound of blowing their noses sparsely remembered, the silence that disrupted the room, but it made the helpless sadness more and more sketched out. Before the tears could be wiped off, the eyes were blurred again.
Note: Believe firmly (Believe——Mumford&Sons)
Drake started rummaging in the room, and finally they actually found a keyboard in the storage room, housed in a dusty black leather case. The thick dust seemed to have not been touched for many years. , But when you open the leather case, you can see that the keyboard inside is carefully wrapped in foam paper, and the inside is still as clean as new, as if time has been blocked outside the leather case, without touching the keyboard inside.They don't know the story behind this keyboard, but Lan Li can't help but wonder if there was a dream that was sealed in this leather case, or if there was a firm belief at the end of the bumps. Still abandoned...Sitting in front of the keyboard, looking at the bright black and white keys, he can even reflect his face, mixed thoughts surging gently in his mind.Man is really a very strange animal, isn't it? We all believed in certain things, and then we overthrew it with our own hands and re-established our belief, but then we found that this belief was still wrong, so we overthrew it again, rebuilt it again, and gradually, we changed Become the appearance that he didn't know, or the appearance that he once hated.We can't help but comfort ourselves, this is growth.But the innocence of childhood and the obsession of youth can no longer be found. Once, we firmly believed in the dream, freedom, and future; once, we believed that our hands can change the world; once, we thought that we were the center of the world; once, we were pure and real, as if we could not tolerate any trace of impurities...Finally, all of this All of them were annihilated in the occasions of the years, and then they grew into an ineffective member of the turbulent crowd in the society, all the edges and corners disappeared, and a thousand people were one side.Is this growth or destruction?With both hands on the keyboard, the ethereal and clear keyboard sound pouring down like moonlight, the light musical notes slowly spread in the lazy atmosphere in the afternoon, and suddenly looked out the window, only to realize that the sky does not know when it will be again The dark clouds covered it, and the whole world was plunged into a dusky gray."In the darkness you declared the end to everything, but you were just lost in the darkness."The mellow and vicissitudes of life is like smoke rising in the melody, hiding the fragility and confusion, like crystal teardrops hanging on the eyelashes, blurring the sight, but never falling, the loss of the loss makes the eyes lost Focusing on the focus, I tried my best to look around, the whole world was plunged into a dazzling spot of light, colorful and colorful, brilliant and colorful, but unable to find my goal, the feeling of emptiness in my heart began to slowly fall."Preset all your emotions, hoping that this will bring comfort; I don't want to continue climbing the barriers, I don't want to continue to break through the barriers. I don't know if I still believe Believe, I don't know if I Still believe, I don't know if I still believe, every word you said to me."Felicity only felt her chest stuffy, as if a heavy fist hit it hard, and she was caught off guard, tears of despair filled her eyes, so hot that she almost burned her cheeks, her mouth was open, but she couldn't send it out. A little sound, just stupefied in place, as if he could see his world falling apart with his own eyes.They are themselves. They personally established a barrier between each other. They personally pushed each other away from their lives. They personally re-wrapped themselves. They gave up communication, dialogue, and trust at the same time. , The hot and scorching heart began to gradually cool down.She doesn't know if she still believes that they can continue to the end; he doesn't know if she still believes that their hard work is a correct decision; she doesn't know if she still believes that their love can overcome everything; he doesn't know if she still believes , They still love each other deeply.She didn't know, he didn't know. Faith and belief have collapsed, but they still don't know.This fact pinched her neck so hard that she almost couldn't breathe. Tears rolled in his eyes, but they couldn't fall. What is more terrifying than despair is their numbness. So, they still can't go back after all, can they?"I have a strange feeling that your words are insincere, and I am tired of each other's misunderstandings. Is there any other explanation? I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I Still believe, every word you said to me."Felicity covered her mouth for fear that she would make a sound directly. What are they doing?She is accusing him of stealing food, but what is she doing herself? She was accusing him of roaring loudly, but didn't she start this war? She is complaining that he is not willing to come to London to live, but isn't he doing his best? She is complaining that the two people are drifting apart, but didn't she make the first mistake by herself?She doesn't want this, she really doesn't, those words are not sincere, and those accusations, those anger, those complaints, and those tiredness are not true. She just...she just...she just doesn't know if she should continue to believe it."Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."Felicity opened her mouth, trying to say something, but found that all the words were stuck in her throat, her brain was blank, she couldn't say a word, she wanted to tell him that she still loved him deeply , She still dreams of their lives, she still believes that they can overcome all difficulties, she still believes that their happiness is each other, she still unswervingly believes, she still believes...However, the words were stuck in her throat like this, and she was stunned. She couldn't make a sound at all. She could only shook her head vigorously, and shook her head vigorously in denial."Say something, say something, even if it's a phrase "I love you"; unless you want to turn around and leave, leave this annoying noise."In the passionate and rushing melody, the sad and painful cry completely broke all of Felicity's defenses, holding her head in her hands, and crying silently. "I love you, I love you, I love you..." She really loves him, but she pushes him farther and farther with her hands. After the pain reached its extreme, she could barely breathe.She is like parachuting high in the night sky, falling slowly and constantly, gravity pulls her down like crazy, the sprint of free fall made her whole body sound an alarm, but she is indifferent and just let it go. As he continued to fall, the possibility that he was about to break his bones, fragile and desperate, actually brought a hint of happiness/sense.Then she just landed like this."I don't know if I still believe, I don't know if I still believe, I don't even know if I want to believe, every word you say to me.""I don't even know if I want to believe it or not", that sadness to the extreme suspicion dragged her into the ocean's surface, and the huge impact of the free fall made her quickly surrounded by the icy water, icy cold. The biting darkness swallowed her flesh and blood bit by bit, and even the soul began to feel the sadness of heartbreak.How did they get to this point? If time comes back, will things be different? Isn't it meaningless to keep going? Why are they arguing and why are they insisting?She opened her eyes again, in a daze, she became Anna, looking at Jacob's lonely back, she couldn't follow; she became Felicity again, looking at Lan Li's focused profile, sad. From the heart; she became Anna, listening to the melody under Lan Li's fingertips, lost; she became Felicity again, listening to Jacob's sighs and weeping."Then open my eyes and tell myself that I'm deceiving myself, we can't go on, if I have to guess what's in your head."The golden musical notes jumped wantonly in the air, sad but gentle, painful but helpless, desperate but at a loss, the faint emotions firmly grasped everyone's heart, in the mellow and slightly hoarse voice Fermented, entangled, and entangled, the questioning is more like asking yourself, the bitter and lost taste slowly fainted on the tip of the tongue, but the exciting and cheerful melody seems to be a marching melody of the carnival, reflecting the ubiquity. The loneliness and loneliness, dragging his ankles, began to fall, and kept falling.Before the brain realized it, tears broke through the line of defense in the eye sockets and slid down in embarrassment.They understand ~www.novelhall.com~ everyone understands. This is the story of two people, Jacob and Anna, and it is the story of every two people who truly love each other but are separated from each other. Even if you fall in love, you may not be able to reach the end.No one can be an exception. It's like being surrounded by melody, carefully savoring every emotion in the song, like a bard who has gone through the vicissitudes of life, sees through the world, sees through the world, and sees through the life, but there is a trace of indifference in the sigh. No yelling, no crying, no big ups and downs, just humming the helplessness and sorrow deep in my heart, but easily penetrated the defense line and crushed everyone's softness.Drake had completely collapsed, standing on the spot, with his shoulders drooping, like a lost child, crying helplessly, unable to stop no matter what. He knew that they missed it, and they missed it after all, he missed the woman he had loved all his life and will continue to love.The melody stopped, everyone put their cheeks away, wiped their tears in embarrassment, the sound of blowing their noses sparsely remembered, the silence that disrupted the room, but it made the helpless sadness more and more sketched out. Before the tears could be wiped off, the eyes were blurred again.Note: Believe firmly BelieveMumford&Sons
