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Published at 3rd of November 2021 10:12:28 AM


Chapter 449: 449

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Looking at himself in the mirror, Adam felt very strange, as if he saw the face for the first time since he was born, which made him a little dazed. From this moment on, cancer is no longer a secret. It has become a part of his body. To be more precise, it used to be hidden inside the body, but now it has surfaced above his head.

He is still different after all.

The bald head gave him a moment of stunner, his eyes were slightly moist, but he didn't pause for too long, took a deep breath, nodded gently, cheered on himself, but still had no confidence, he couldn't help but ask, "Look It looks good, right?"

However, he did not wait for Kyle’s answer. Kyle was immersed in his thoughts cheerfully, staring at Adam’s bald head, and then couldn’t help but reach out and touch it, and his smile bloomed. The furry touch is really wonderful. He looked in the mirror, then looked at Adam, and chuckled happily.

"Not bad." Adam didn't notice Kyle's expression or even Kyle's movements. He was completely caught in the kind of erratic emotions. He had to breathe twice, trying to make the surging. The anxiety in my chest settled down, and I kept nodding, affirming, and steadfast.

Adam touched his head and removed all the broken hair on it. The short, hard touch was really weird. He looked at himself in the mirror again, trying to find a familiar himself from the contours of his face, but This is really difficult.

Kyle was constipated again, the corners of his mouth twitched, and his smile gradually disappeared. He shook his head slightly, and said in a deep voice, "No, this is too he/mother/weird."

With just one sentence, all the confidence Adam had just built collapsed. "We shouldn't do this." His eyes widened, and his watery eyes were filled with doubts and hesitations. He looked at it carefully and couldn't help it again. He raised his hand and touched his head, rubbing it back and forth, circle after circle. It looked like it was touching a ball.

"Yes, a big mistake." Kyle's eyes were already straight, looking at the cyan head left, like a scum, feeling that his thoughts have flown out of the sky.

"Why don't we go to the barbershop?" Adam turned his head and asked uncertainly.

In the mirror, Adam’s movements affected the reflection, and even Kyle came back to his senses, pulling the corners of his mouth, "This is a good idea, find someone to help you take care of it." But then, watching Adam turn around again, Kyle's eyes fell on the bald head again, and his voice gradually became quieter.

Adam pursed the corner of his mouth and looked at his bald head carefully, his eyes surging with a slight loss.

He knew that he had cancer because the doctor had pronounced the result, because he was undergoing chemotherapy, because he was undergoing psychotherapy, because he was vomiting, because he started to lose hair, because everyone around was looking at the dead Look at him because his mother treats him carefully, as if he were a fragile glass doll...

But, at this moment, the sense of reality came heavy, as if two lead cubes were thrown into the stomach. His whole body floats and sinks under the cold lake bottom. Because of this weight, the sinking speed is accelerated, but the dream-like illusion has faded a bit. The real and cruel sense of reality is slightly more obvious, his skin You can feel the biting moisture beginning to invade.

Since the doctor pronounced on his condition, everything seems to be false, it seems that it has never happened in real, it seems to be just a fictional story deduced on the TV screen. Then, the sense of reality slowly penetrated bit by bit, the first time was vomiting after chemotherapy, the second time was the hair that fell from washing in the morning, and the third time was now.

The sense of reality is like a punch, once and again hitting the stomach, the pain that slowly spreads like a spider web gradually spreads, and the whole body has begun to curl up in pain, but still has to straighten up. Waist, stand up straight, concealing the ups and downs in the depths of the soul.

Every time, the illusory fog of dreams receded a little, and the desolate scene of reality became clearer.

Looking at the bald head, there was a moment of stunner in the depths of his eyes. The bitter taste danced lightly on the tip of his tongue. Inexplicably, a water light floated in the bottom of his eyes. The fragility and panic of that moment hit him severely. .

The strange self in the mirror seemed to be the same, and it seemed that it was completely different; it seemed that something was missing, it seemed that something was more. Some were distorted, some deformed, and some rusty, which made him panicked, and quickly lowered his eyes, covering all his emotions. When he raised his eyes again, the chaos had returned to calm, and all the water and light had converged to the bottom of his eyes. deep.

Will Rissel, who stood by and watched, easily caught the loss in Lanly's eyes. The sense of reality sinking slowly, accelerating at every turning point suddenly, accelerating again, becoming heavier, fierce, and profound. The suffocation and dullness of drowning can't be vented, except for myself. , No one understands, no one can help.

With just one look, Will was hit hard. Before he was caught off guard, tears slipped down. He didn't even have time to be moved or painful. He realized his embarrassment when he burned his cheeks. But Will didn't want to turn around or dared to turn around, just staring at Lan Li blankly.

The loss of consciousness in that moment passed by in a flash, but it was extremely important! Painful.

Lifting his gaze again, Adam looked carefully at his bald head again, his eyes revealed a look of disgust, "I thought that after shaved, it would be shiny and shiny, without leaving any traces." The voice is not the slightest abnormality, but those clear eyes are already vicissitudes of life.

Kyle didn't notice, and couldn't notice.

Bystanders are still bystanders after all. The so-called empathy is nothing more than wishful thinking. Adam knows this. This is his path. After all, he must walk on his own. The company of Kyle and the company of his family are his motivation, but with every step, he still has to move on by himself.

Kyle only noticed Adam’s disgust, frowned slightly, and said in confusion, "You mean, like Van Diesel?" Seeing Adam nodded, Kyle shook his head again and again, "No "Then my brain filled it up, showing a disgusting expression, and again said firmly and loudly, "No! That's not for you, you look like Charles-Xavier (Charles-Xavier). And you are also in a wheelchair."

Charles Xavier, Professor X in "X-Men".

Adam rolled his eyes and said, "Ha! Ha! It's so funny." The dry smile was full of sarcasm, and the tone of each meal revealed a sense of contempt, "You should be thankful, I don't use my mind to kill now. You." He also joked along the way, "What the **** am I thinking? I didn't go to the barber shop, but used your shaver!"

Hearing these words, Kyle picked up the electric clipper, looked at it, and smiled triumphantly, "I have never cleaned it. Moreover, it is not used for scraping eggs, but for cleaning/ Chrysanthemum/flower."

Adam pursed his lips lightly, looked at Kyle speechlessly, and then vomited, "Did you mean the last game night with Jonathan?"

On the night of the game, we have to clean up/chrysanthemum/flower, this...

"Puff." Jonathan Levin, who was standing behind the monitor, didn't hold back at once, and his saliva spurted out. Fortunately, he didn't stand next to the radio microphone to avoid the noise, otherwise it would be bad.

Unexpectedly, completely unexpectedly, Lan Li actually took Jonathan to start the dialogue after these lines are not in the script, and it is completely the free play of Seth and Lan Li. But... Laughing Fruit is so good. Apart from embarrassment, Jonathan had to admire Lan Li's whimsy! But, what's the matter with these slightly hot cheeks?

The other staff standing next to them are already in a state of head down, and they don't know how to react at all. The amount of information is a bit too large. However, the violently shaking pupils revealed their turbulent emotions at the moment.

Kyle was caught off guard by this sudden counterattack, shook his head lightly, let out a dumb laugh, and said in a breath, "I'm kidding."

Adam reduced the smile from the corner of his mouth and shook his head firmly, "I'm not kidding."

Kyle was turned against the generals. Looking at Adam's extremely serious and focused expression, he opened his mouth slightly and froze in place. For a while, he didn't know how to respond.

"Card!" Jonathan's voice rang, and Seth was depressed now, and yelled in complaining, "Hey, hey, I haven't responded yet, how can I get stuck here?"

Jonathan couldn't help laughing, but he still had to suppress his smile, and said solemnly, "I don't mind anymore, what do you mind."

When this was said, the staff at the scene finally recovered a bit and let out a low laugh. Recalling carefully, they don’t seem to remember what happened, but they just feel that the filming of this scene is fantastic, full of humor, and a lot to watch, as if everything was actually happening in front of them.

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The eyes of everyone in the room fell on Lan Li's body. To be precise, on the head, the bald head looks too conspicuous. Although it will not shine like Van Diesel, it is really hard to ignore.

Although Jonathan interrupted the shooting, Lan Li still stood in front of the mirror, looking at the strange self inside. This reminded him of the years after his rebirth. Looking at his projection in the mirror, the tiny baby body, the strange hair and eyes, the strange foreign language, everything is brand new, but It is also impactful.

Now, he felt as if he had been born again, which made Lan Li a little dazed.

In a sense, cancer is also the beginning of a new life. Either die, or die; or live, earth-shaking. This is a change that has no retreat, and it is a change that does not allow rejection.

Lost, that kind of faint loss throbbed in his chest, and he could not find a landing spot mightily. () "Big Play Bone" only represents the author's view of Qiqijia d Maomao. If it is found that its content violates national laws and conflicts, please delete it. The position is only to provide a healthy and green reading platform. 【】,thank you all!




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