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Published at 3rd of November 2021 10:12:01 AM


Chapter 464: 464

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Adam just leaned on the steering wheel, venting all his emotions on his shoulders, revealing a sadness and indistinctness. The fragile lines seemed unbearable under the weight of the night, and might collapse at any time. The street lamp The faint halo fell sparsely and undulated along the shoulder line, but it became more and more lonely and at a loss.

Raising his head, sitting upright again, Adam weakly leaned on the back of the driver's seat, exhaling a long, long breath, his thick eyelashes trembled slightly, and his narrow eyes leaked a hint of loneliness. , Like a butterfly's wings in a drizzle, a mist of water splashed between the thumps, but it was difficult to conceal the fragility that was broken at the touch of a touch, and it spread slowly in the dense night.

This is the end. The night before the operation, nothing happened and nothing changed. He just tried to drive once, less than two hundred meters away, and then it stopped abruptly. So nothingness.

The air suddenly quieted down, and that mixed emotion filled the inside and outside of the car, saying nothing but a thousand words. Seth couldn't help but gently bit the tip of his tongue, which avoided the embarrassment of tears falling.

After experiencing the catharsis just now, Adam could feel that the flame in his chest became milder, but it still didn’t go out. He regained his spirits and froze in his seat for a moment. He always felt that he should do something more, but again. Without a clue, I suddenly remembered one thing, and then took out the phone.

"No!" Seth saw the phone's first glance, narrowed his eyes and thought for a while, then understood Adam's plan and shouted out in horror, "Oh, no." Then he saw Adam open the address book , Began to search for call information, the ominous premonition is coming true-is Adam going to call his ex-girlfriend Rachel?

This is definitely a disaster! Recall the usual Adam, always too kind, always easy to be deceived by Rachel, always forgiving Rachel easily, at the juncture of death, Adam is likely to forgive Rachel again. This is the typical Adam. As a result, all their previous efforts and perseverance would be nullified, which made Seth both annoyed and angry.

Seth only felt tight in his chest, as if Will's old things were happening before his eyes again, and he couldn't help but yelled depressedly, "No, you can't call her, man!"

But Adam didn't react at all. He just focused on looking at the phone screen, which made Seth angrily pounded the window of the car, trying to attract Adam's attention, and roared, "Think about what she did to you!" But it still didn't help. , Adam found the phone number smoothly and dialed directly. Seth hated iron and yelled out, "You are a maiden! Adam!"

This angered Adam. He turned his head and yelled back tit-for-tat, "You are a selfish bastard!" His face was red, his mouth splashed, and his eyes were full of anger. There was no usual warmth, nor his usual cunning, swear words. The ground went out, "You care more about your **** Yan\/Yu than when you are my friend!"

The sharp accusation made Seth stunned. He avoided his sight in shame. He took a step back hesitantly, hands on his hips, bowed his head and let out a sigh, only to find that he could not refute at all, and finally stood helplessly. He couldn't say a word, and fell into a mood of self-blame.

Adam found that he was panting badly, but only after a few words, he began to gasp quickly, feeling a little uneven, and took a gulp of oxygen, but leaped into the wrong trachea, causing him to cough violently. The weakness of the body quickly swept through, his entire face was flushed, and his back began to sweat, and the pain of the soul being pulled away made his brows furrowed.

The raging virus in the body is so clear and real.

But Adam was not angry, instead, a slight smile was drawn at the corner of his mouth, mocking and sad. What if you are unwilling? He has no choice, does he?

"Hello." The call was connected, but the voice on the other end was not Rachel, but Catherine, Adam's psychiatrist.

Not long ago, when he met with Catherine, he attacked violently and indiscriminately, hurting her severely, like a jerk. At least, before the operation, he can express his inner apology.

"Ah." Adam was caught off guard and choked again, "Hey, this is Adam." The smile on the corner of his mouth rose, but after the mockery, he was a little embarrassed and jerky, and he involuntarily lowered his eyes to cover up his emotions.

"Adam?" Catherine was very surprised. Obviously he did not expect that the other party of the call was actually Adam. "It's already midnight, what's the matter?" Catherine's voice was also a little flustered. It seems that I don't know how to deal with the current situation.

This made Adam laugh dumbly, chuckled, and tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Probably because of a sudden nervous breakdown." Then he shrugged, "I think, I seemed to have pulled my throat just now." Yes, he used the uncommon vocabulary "throat" instead of the throat, with a weird smile.

"..." This was Catherine's first reaction. She was stunned for about a second. Then she came back to her senses, and the panic gradually calmed down. She slowed down her voice and said, "I'm really, really very Happy, you will call."

The familiar voice seemed to have healing energy, and before he had time to react, his eyes turned red. After experiencing the emotional breakdown just now, he now lacks any protection capabilities, and it breaks at the touch of a touch. "I just want this to end soon." His voice began to become hoarse, and a powerful force dragged his legs toward him. Falling, a wry smile just overflowed from the mouth, but the crystal light in the corner of the eye was getting brighter and brighter, "I'm really fed up with this disease."

The sound stopped abruptly.

Adam clenched his teeth firmly, but still couldn't restrain the slight tremor of his lips, tears flickered in the corners of his eyes, the pain deep into the bone marrow was like smoke, deeply entangled in it, but he could not get rid of the shackles of eyelashes and fell. He forbeared and suppressed, barely maintaining the last trace of dignity, but still couldn't continue, so he could only choose to surrender.

surrender.

In the end, he was defeated in this way and chose to surrender. In front of cancer, he raised his hands, put down his weapons, and gave up all resistance.

Anna Kendrick was stunned. She was originally just here to help with the play. All she needs to do is to stand by and read the lines to help Lan Li enter the play.

But at this moment, looking at Adam sitting in the driver's seat, a little bit eclipsed, a little fragmented Adam, a little bit of Adam who surrendered, the pain and despair, penetrating the distance, penetrating the screen, penetrating the night , Slowly penetrated, like countless ox hairs, following her pores and blending into the blood.

Suddenly, Anna had an urge to cry. The uncontrollable sadness almost crushed her psychological defenses. The sorrow and sorrow from her nose made her look down and concentrate on the script in her hand.

"You know, if the operation is unsuccessful, then...that's it." Adam chuckled, but he didn't feel a smile at all, but he was in an endless sense of melancholy. The light in his eyes flickered gently. But the surrounding dark night is eroding bit by bit, as if it can be seen with the naked eye, the remaining light becomes weaker and weaker, the vitality goes slowly, slowly, but cannot be stopped, so cruel, so desolate.

The smile stopped at the corner of his mouth, as if the smoke dissipated, there was a silent "wheeze". Light, soft, dazed, lost, lonely. The indifferent light in those eyes was precarious in the dense night, but it was like a flowing feast, mighty and vigorous, blooming in an instant, and annihilated in an instant.

Anna couldn't help but held her breath, lest she could blow away the last vitality with a little bit of her breath, she didn't hold back her tears after all and slipped down. She knew that death was cruel, or she thought she knew it, but now, when Adam's life and death were happening before her eyes, the turbulent emotions easily defeated her.

The reality is so cold, so cruel... so bloody.

"But... you know, I've never been to the **** Canada..." Adam said mockingly, his voice became weak, his nose ran down embarrassingly, he didn't care, he raised his hand and wiped it, trying to close the corner of his mouth. It rises, but the light in the eyes is still gradually dimming, and the surrounding night seems to be getting thicker, "I never told a girl I love her..."

The words ~www.novelhall.com~ just stopped here, a breath stuck in my throat and couldn't be exchanged. If he wants to, he can continue to talk about it, but what's the point? This is the end.

The eyelids drooped again, covering all emotions, the brilliance between the eyebrows, there is no sound, no color, no movement, that look is like the streets of Seattle after rain, damp and cold water vapor "It sounds too stupid, right?"

"No, not stupid." Anna found her voice trembling slightly. She wanted to say something more, but found that her mind was blank. Any language was so pale that she couldn't express her inner emotions at all. Let Adam's emotions soothe, and finally can only stop here.

She bit her lower lip to avoid leaking her emotions. It's so difficult.

"Sorry, I was such a **** that day." The words of apology were finally spoken. Adam hurriedly raised his hand, wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes, and chuckled relievedly.

"No, I'm the bastard." Anna shook her head repeatedly, and said emotionally, "I am too incompetent for you. This job is really too difficult. If I mess up, I might ruin a person. lifetime……"

Adam pursed the corner of his mouth, paused for a moment, and whispered, "I guess, we are all beginners."

"Yes..." Anna replied in a low voice, the remaining sound curled up.

The two people fell silent in this way, no one spoke, and the quiet air was slowly flowing.

People always think that they have seen life and death, they always think that they have overcome nature, and people always think that they have mastered the laws of society, but in fact, people have never really understood birth, aging, sickness and death. In the face of the laws of nature, everyone is a beginner. No one can get used to it.




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