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Published at 21st of April 2023 05:29:48 AM


Chapter 64

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Inside the narrow door, two women embraced each other.

Qi Yan hugged Lu Zhiqiao's waist with one hand, and held her face with the other. Her thin lips lingered and grinded on the tear mole, and after a while, it slowly slid down, sticking to the corner of hernmouth, wantonly tasting her.  Lu Zhiqiao's heart itched slightly, and she couldn't help grabbing Qi Yan's shoulders with her hands, and responded unconsciously.

The kiss was so hard to break.

Lu Wei, who was hiding outside, opened her eyes wide and raised her hand to cover her mouth.

What did she just see?

Teacher Qi and her mom actually...

Oh dear!

Is everything in the novel true?

Not only can kiss between boys and boys, but also between girls and girls!

Recently she was reading adult comics, the kind where two boys are in love, and many girls in the class read them.  A second-year junior high school girl she knew told her that apart from **, there is also Lily, that is, two girls who are in love. The senior sister gave her two Lily comics, and also gave her a website for reading Lily novels, called Jin...

*author promoting Jinjjang Literature City, jjwxc

What Jin?

Ah, don't remember.

At the beginning of reading Lily Manhua, she felt so bored. When two girls fall in love, do they just hold hands and hug each other? She and her best friend also hold hands and hug each other every day, and sometimes they even kiss on the face to tease each other, and even attack x suddenly.

This is what friendship between girls looks like.

Obviously it's friendship!

She told the senior sister that she was bored, so the senior sister sent her the names of several novels and asked her to search on some website. She searched for one, and then discovered the new world.

It turns out that the intimacy between girls can be divided into two states of "friendship" and "love". Like her and her best friend, it is called friendship, and like in the novel, it is called love, which means falling in love.

What is the difference?

In reality, she has only seen intimacy in the state of "friendship", but not in the state of "love", and it is extremely difficult to distinguish between the two.  She went to ask the senior sister, and the senior sister said that she needed to observe. The easiest and most intuitive way to tell the difference was to see if two girls were like a man and a woman when they are close...

Tender, affectionate, and most importantly - kisses on the mouth!

She remembered the friendship between her mother and Teacher Qi, and decided to observe them first. But after observing for many days, with the help of comics and novels, she couldn't tell what kind of intimacy was between her mother and Teacher Qi.

It should be friendship. She thinks.

After all, it is so rare for two girls to fall in love, so rare that it seems that they can only appear in books. She has never seen a live one, so naturally it is difficult to understand what the concept is, and she always thought about it like how it is between her and her best friend.

Now, this was definitely a surprise.

She was doing her homework in the room, when she heard the door opening and heard the talking in the living room, she knew it was Teacher Qi, so she secretly listened at the door of her room. But mom soon entered the room, and Teacher Qi not only didn't leave but chased after her. She became even more curious and lay on the door for a long time without hearing anything.

So she slipped out lightly, and seeing that the door of her mother's room was ajar, she wanted to take a peek, and in the end...

God!

Mom and Teacher Qi are actually kissing!

They seemed to kiss very emotionally, just like the hero and heroine in the TV series.

Did she see a live lily?

Lu Wei suddenly had a concept in her mind, and a subtle feeling arose in her heart, but apart from surprise, there was still something she couldn't understand. If the intimacy between Mom and Teacher Qi is "love", what was it when she was with Dad before?

It's a pity that she has never seen her father in person.

The biology teacher said that the combination of women and men, and the combination of xx and xy chromosomes can give birth to new life. In a family, there should be a mother, father, and children. If mother and father fall in love, they will have babies, but if two men or two women fall in love, how can they have babies?

Who is the father and who is the mother?

According to the concept of gong and shou, it seems that it is not easy to distinguish.

*gong: attack/top, shou: receive/bottom

Lu Wei was full of doubts and couldn't solve it, and then secretly glanced at the people in front of her eyes, and became a little shy. She was afraid of being discovered, so she quickly closed the door and turned back to her room...

The kiss turned so deep that it was hard to control, Qi Yan's heart was about to move, her hands began to feel uneasy, and everywhere she went, a flame ignited.

Lu Zhiqiao was soft in Qi Yan's arms, her face was red and her ears were hot, and her body was also hot, but she still had a trace of reason. She opened her eyes, grabbed the hand that wanted to be presumptuous, moved it away slightly, and then turned her head away from the warmth on her lips.

Qi Yan didn't force herself, the hand hanging by her side hooked around her waist again for a moment, with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

"I don't mind, I just..." Qi Yan was looking at her and she felt uncomfortable, and lowered her eyes. Her lips were swollen and red from being kissed, and under the light, they looked like plump fruits, inviting people to pick them.

She choked again halfway through the sentence, and the second half of the sentence got stuck in her throat.

This denial is like 'no three hundred taels of silver here'*, the more she doesn't want to be seen through, the more she reveals her mind. She is bothered and jealous because she likes Qi Yan, but if she says that frankly, it's tantamount to stripping her naked and hanging her up for public display.

*a clumsy/obvious lie, for the etymology of this idiom, check out glossary or  click here ←

Seeing her in trouble, Qi Yan couldn't bear it, and found a step for her: "You just thought I lied to you?"

Lu Zhiqiao nodded repeatedly and looked at her with raised eyelids.

Her eyes touched the tenderness in her eyes, her heartbeat stopped suddenly, she twitched, feeling more and more guilty.

"I've never lied to you." Qi Yan sighed, stretched out her hand to scratch her nose lightly, and frowned slightly, "Qiao Qiao, can you...give me a little more trust?"

She knew it.

She had a two-faced heart and didn't trust Qi Yan enough, so she was seen through. There was a little helplessness in those brown eyes, and the rest were half tender and half lost.

Lu Zhiqiao lowered her head, her eyes slightly red: "I'm sorry."

"I'm the one who should say sorry."

Qi Yan took Lu Zhiqiao's hand, combed her five fingers and clasped them in, "Actually, I was a little hesitant when I first saw that the boss was her..."

"Then why are you still signing the contract?" Lu Zhiqiao couldn't help interrupting, then she was taken aback, realized what she said, and hurriedly turned her back. "I'm not--"

She took a deep breath, pursing her lips.

The words came out almost without thinking. Qi Yan had already explained it very clearly, but she's still bothered, her chest seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, it was so stuffy that she couldn't breathe.

The taste of being favored and protected can become addictive after a taste. She knows that Qi Yan will coax her and cling to her, so she will inevitably be hypocritical. She told herself in every possible way not to make trouble for no reason. But in the end, she couldn't restrain her impulse, just like rain after a long drought, greedily wanting more, and finally drowned in the water.

It was too late to take back what she had said, she gasped for breath, panic flashed in her eyes, she was thinking about how to remedy it, and was in a hurry when her waist was suddenly entangled by two powerful arms.

Then she fell into a warm embrace.

At that moment, Lu Zhiqiao held the hands folded in front of her, feeling at ease, and slowly closed her eyes.

"Because I considered it from a professional point of view." Qi Yan tilted her head and kissed her ear, her eyes were full of distress, and her voice hoarse, "To be honest, I didn't consider her as a factor. She's not worth my consideration. If I’m happy, I’ll go, if I’m not, I won’t go, and I can break the contract at any time, and I can afford the breach of contract fee of less than nine figures, without disturbing my parents.”

Qi Yan's thin lips brushed against the tips of her ears, half-enclosed, and gently and carefully sucked.

"Qiao Qiao, no matter what you ask me, you can be confident, because I have the obligation to answer you and explain clearly to you."

"..."

Lu Zhiqiao's ears were hot, her cheeks were flushed, and she pursed her mouth and said nothing.

She is jealous.

She stubbornly refused to admit it.

The smile on the corners of Qi Yan's lips didn't have time to widen, and it dissipated again. She couldn't smile, but felt sad instead. For Qiao Qiao's sake, and for herself, they are obviously very close to each other, but they still can't reach each other, and they feel wronged and cautious even when they are jealous.

Forget it, don't think about it, it's important to coax this person first.

"By the way, the models there are pretty good. I'll take you to see them some other day?" Qi Yan tilted her head and smiled.

In the next second, her hair was grabbed.

--hiss

It's okay, it's not too painful.

Qi Yan arched her lips and kissed her cheek flatteringly, "Okay, no more looking, they're not as good-looking as Qiao Qiao."

Her hair was pulled again.

Huh?

Did she say something wrong?

Before she could open her mouth to beg for mercy, Lu Zhiqiao let go of her hair, suppressed a smile at the corner of her mouth, and said solemnly: "Are you planning to develop a side business?"

"...uh, that's it."

Qi Yan didn't tell her that she decided to resign after Niu Niu graduates. After all, there are still two years left, and any changes in the future are uncertain. In fact, she is only half-playing. If she gets tired of working as a hobby in the future, she will become a charter woman, and then take the mother and daughter to travel around...

She can't help but plan their future. Just thinking about it makes her feel so happy.

"Won't this be very tiring?" Lu Zhiqiao asked worriedly, turning her face sideways.

She knows that it's not because she's lacking money, but the thought of having two jobs is a bit suffocating. She herself is too busy with one job, there is no time to develop a side job, much more, hobbies.

After thinking about it, Qi Yan is different from her. In her eyes, work is just work, and making money is making money. Perhaps, for Qi Yan, if she likes it, anything else doesn't matter.

It's their gap, plain and simple.

A faint inferiority complex emerged from the bottom of her heart, and she hurried away without thinking about it.

At this moment, Qi Yan was imagining as much as she could in her mind, and even planned the honeymoon route for the two of them. Suddenly she came back to her senses and smiled: "Are you worried about me?"

"Yeah." She admitted generously.

–whoah

Honey was stuck in Qi Yan's throat, her heart softened, and she nuzzled her nose into her face, "Don't worry, I won't push myself. Even if I get tired, in bed...cough cough, um." She coughed twice and changed her words: "I won't be tired."

Lu Zhiqiao was taken aback for a moment and blushed.

Pretending not to understand.

"Oh."

Qi Yan secretly heaved a sigh of relief, hugged her tightly, and pressed her lips against her face repeatedly, "I want to kiss you, turn around, okay?"

"Haven't you had enough?" Lu Zhiqiao said angrily, still embarrassed by Qi Yan's words, and thought of many things at once.

This person's "saliva" is everywhere on her face, ears, and eyes, and she still wants to have a shot at her.

No way.

Qi Yan was stunned for a moment, feeling as if her heart had been electrocuted, crisp and numb, she softened her voice and coaxed: "Don't be angry~"

"Just a kiss, and I'll let you pull my hair for fun, huh?"

Lu Zhiqiao couldn't laugh or cry.

Is she three years old?

"I'm not angry." She also softened, turned around after speaking, put her hands on Qi Yan's shoulders actively, and lowered her eyes.

At the beginning when Qi Yan asked her to be her model, she spoke nicely, and she forgot all about it in the back of her mind. Now she felt as if her baby was being coveted. But such thoughts can only stay in her heart. She couldn't help but be bothered, but she still hopes in her heart that Qi Yan will have her chance to grow.

Imagine if they were lovers, Qi Yan would not hesitate, right? Rather, she would have refused to cooperate even more firmly.

She understands.

Kissing and hugging, she gradually got used to it, but she always felt a panic when wanting to establish a relationship. Today's incident is like an invisible hand, pushing her forward, but is the road ahead a paradise or hell?  She is not sure that she can become a qualified lover, nor is she sure that her future life will be peaceful and stable.

She is the reason for everything.

She can't blame anyone for what she caused herself.

As she walks, her lips suddenly felt hot, Lu Zhiqiao froze, a warm breath invaded, and she was instantly swept away and drowned in the water.

She was caught in a whirlpool.

Seduced, stirred, broken into pieces.

Just one kiss made her weak, and she fell into Qi Yan's arms and didn't want to get up. This time Qi Yan was very polite, she just hugged her, didn't move much, let go of her lips, went to nibble her tear mole again, gently pinched her ear with her index finger, just to keep her from calming down.

"Qi Yan..."

"Mm."

Lu Zhiqiao leaned against her boneless, and said in a muffled voice, "Does she still like you?"

"I don't know." Qi Yan took the time to answer, "I don't care."

The tear mole.

Sweet and delicious.

It's almost like a special drug for her.

The person in her arms fell silent, Qi Yan reluctantly let go of the tear mole, looked down, and saw that Lu Zhiqiao had closed her eyes, and the corner of her mouth curled into a seemingly invisible arc. Her eyes were as soft as water, and she said softly: "I got the assistant's phone number, if there is anything, she can only contact me through the assistant."

As she said that, she was about to take out her phone.

Lu Zhiqiao opened her eyes, stopped her with one hand, and changed the subject nonchalantly: "Niu Niu said that she wants to climb Songshan Mountain on May 1st, go plan for that."

"As you wish!" Qi Yan pecked her lips, "Leave everything to me, you just have to have fun to your heart's content."

Lu Zhiqiao squinted her eyes and smiled, and raised her hand to grab a strand of her hair. She didn't pull it, but just put it in her hand to play with.

….

At night, everything is quiet.

Lu Zhiqiao suffered from insomnia, lying on the bed tossing and turning, the word "first love" echoed repeatedly in her mind, constantly recalling Qi Yan's expression when she mentioned her first love. She couldn't empty her mind and couldn't sleep with anxiety.

Jiang Yu...

Although she doesn't follow the fashion circle, she can easily think of the word after hearing the name. Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu, supermodel, quite famous.

When Qi Yan uttered the name, a sense of panic and frustration arose in her heart at the same time, intertwined and confused. No matter how Qi Yan explained it, and tried to make her feel at ease, she could hardly get rid of her worries.

If a first love, so good, can become a thing of the past, how can an ordinary person like her, last for a long time?

In the dark night, where she couldn't see herbfingers, she was surrounded by a tight sense of suffocation.

Lu Zhiqiao stretched out the quilt and clapped twice. The eggshell lamp at the head of the bed lit up in response, and the gnawing darkness immediately retracted into the corner. Wherever the line of sight went, it was filled with soft warm yellow light.

She breathed a sigh of relief, picked up her phone on the bedside, and clicked into the browser.

Search Jiang Yu.

The encyclopedia entry is quite long, with complete basic information and rich personal experience. This person is one year older than her, and her family is well-off but mysterious, no one knows the details. She has a distinctive face, although it does not conform to the mainstream aesthetic concept, but it is very high-end and attractive, she is a top beauty.

There were a lot of photos, when she smiles, she appears kind and bright, but when she doesn't, she looks cold and mysterious, with a sense of aloofness.

She is a perfect clothes rack, looks good on anything, and can always wear a generous and neat aura. Whether it is private photos or catwalk photos, she looks radiant at first glance.

For work reasons, Lu Zhiqiao occasionally comes into contact with celebrity entertainers, only to feel that those usually shiny idols are the same in private, and some are even worse than ordinary people. But obviously, Jiang Yu's circle is higher than the entertainment industry, and the woman herself is also higher than the existence of celebrity artists.

Untouched areas, unseen people, touched her blind spot.

She clicked into Jiang Yu's Weibo again.

Selfies, brands, fashion weeks, many fans, lively and colorful life, it can be seen that she is a woman with a more interest in life.

Looking at herself again, she has no hobbies or specialties, no interest at all, an orphan and widow, except for making money... no, she's not even making money as much as the other and is useless. The woman is more popular. She is really inferior to Qi Yan's first love in everything.

Maybe Qi Yan likes her now just as a novelty, after all, she has already met excellent people, so it's okay to want to change her taste.

She felt like giving up...

Lu Zhiqiao's breathing became stagnant, her throat seemed to be choked suddenly, and she couldn't breathe, and then tears poured out uncontrollably, slipped down the end of her eyes, and trickled into her ears.

Why now? Why did it have to be when she is already tempted, when she's already fallen, when she saw hope. She pressed her chest, and the frequency of her heaving became more and more violent, with a faint pain, and every breath was like gouging out a piece of flesh.

The light from the eggshell lamp blurred by the tears in her eyes, turning into an unreal illusion.

After crying for a while, her nose turned stuffy, Lu Zhiqiao put down her phone and sat up, took a tissue to wipe it, crumpled it up and threw it into the wastebasket. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and when she turned her head, she saw the small characters on the base of the eggshell lamp shining brightly.

——Where you are, I will be

—Yan Yan

She froze for a moment, her chaotic eyes lit up.

[Can you...give me a little more trust?]

With Qi Yan's words echoing in her ears, Lu Zhiqiao instantly calmed down and fell into deep thought. The trust she promised, she forgot about it in a blink of an eye. She was alone, thinking wildly, adding anxiety to herself.

This should no longer be the case.

To some extent, people who have experienced such excellent first love have separated, which may indicate that those "conditions" are not the only criterion for Qi Yan to measure emotions. Then, why did she decide that she couldn't be with Qi Yan for a long time?

Thinking about it and putting it into action is harder than going through a catastrophe.

Lu Zhiqiao stared at the eggshell lamp in a daze, sighed, clapped her hands and the light went out. She lay down again, and pulled the quilt over her head.

….

The three-day holiday is sunny and the temperature is stable.

In the past, Lu Zhiqiao didn't like to go out on holidays. The domestic attractions were full of people, and squeezing in the crowds spoil the mood of the game. However, there's not enough time for outbound travel. During a three-day vacation, she would only take her daughter around the city.  

This year, it was her daughter and Qi Yan who wanted to go out to play, and she just wanted to join in the fun as a companion. The vacation time is short, and they can't go too far. The plan is to relax for two days and one night.

Songshan Scenic Area is in the province, so self-driving travel is very convenient. Qi Yan made detailed plans and preparations, filled the car with fuel, prepared some emergency supplies, and set off with the mother and daughter early in the morning.

Before getting into the car, Lu Zhiqiao stood at the door of the passenger seat, frowned and asked, "Has it been disinfected?"

"It's been sterilized inside and out, don't worry~" Qi Yan held her shoulder with one hand, smiled flatteringly, and didn't dare to make too many movements because of the child's presence.

However, the passion in her eyes was about to overflow.

Lu Zhiqiao's face felt a little hot, she bent over and sat in without saying a word.

"Mom, why did you ask Teacher Qi to disinfect the car?" Lu Wei, who was sitting in the back, held the back of the front seat, scanning their faces back and forth with probing eyes.

Lu Zhiqiao was at a loss for words.

Qi Yan fastened her seat belt, pinched the little girl's face with his hand, and said with a smile, "Of course it should be regularly disinfected, so it's clean and hygienic."

"Oh."

Lu Wei responded, leaned back in the chair and sat down, rolling her eyes from side to side.

After driving at high speed for about two hours, Qi Yan followed the navigation and drove into Songshan Scenic Area, to the foot of the mountain. Because they came early, there were still a lot of places in the parking lot, so she picked a parking space that was easy to get in and out of.

The three got out of the car, each carrying a small bag. Lu Zhiqiao habitually wanted to hold her daughter's hand, but the child broke free and took a step back.

"No, you go get Teacher Qi."

After speaking, Lu Wei went around to Qi Yan, took her left hand, and left the other hand to Lu Zhiqiao.




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