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Yi Tian Yu Leng for a moment, then react to come over, what is Xuejiao saying, stop Liu Jiaxue?
Although I don't understand what Xuejiao means, Yi Tianyu subconsciously catches up with Xuejiao.
Liu Jiaxue runs very fast and Xuejiao can't catch up with her.
After all, he is athletic.
At this time, Liu Jiaxue has run to the bridge.
"What are you doing?" Yi Tianyu is stunned and pulls her.
Liu Jiaxue broke away and ran to the edge of the bridge.
Yi Tianyu can see clearly that she is going to commit suicide!
"Stop her..." Later, snow bamboo also followed.
Yi Tianyu subconsciously reaches out his foot and trips Liu Jiaxue. Xuejiao also runs over panting.
She hugged Liu Jiaxue and her eyes were red.
"Jiaxue! What are you going to do? " The hand of snow water bamboo is tight.
Liu Jiaxue tried to break free with great strength. Xuejiao's arm was scratched by her fingernails, and she felt a sharp pain.
She clenched her teeth, burst out unprecedented strength, and always held Liu Jiaxue tightly.
"Zizania latifolia Let me go Liu Jiaxue burst into tears, and the whole person fell off and collapsed.
Xuejiao fell to the ground, but she did not care about these: "you let you go is to watch you die?"
Her voice was broken, urgent and angry, and her eyes were red.
How could she have watched a life die in front of her?
"Ah ah..." Liu Jiaxue opened her mouth and cried.
"Alive I'm so tired, let me free, OK
Xuejiao eyes astringent, tears rolled down, do not know why, then began to cry.
"Jiaxue..."
"Jiaojiao, let me go. I don't want to stay here. I'm too tired..." Her voice broke and despaired, as if she were suffering from unbearable suffering.
Xuejiao knows that the pressure is very painful. Before the second touch, the teacher didn't give much lectures. One of the teachers came up with was to distribute, make, and change papers
Then said the score, the score, the decline, the rise.
Class one is an experimental class, so the pressure that others can't compare with.
Often some write papers, write to cry, and then wipe tears, while biting teeth hard.
Xuejiao's last life is, in order to leave time for the next semester of senior three, she worked hard to earn money during the whole winter vacation.
But the foundation is too weak. In the third year of senior high school, although I made progress every time, the result was not as good as I expected.
Her obsession with college entrance examination is not only for her own sake, but also for the people who helped her and the old man who passed away.
Near the college entrance examination, several times when the results came down, Xuejiao couldn't help shedding tears, and then crying, while changing the question.
No one knows why they cry.
It's like it's just my eyes.
Senior three is like a mountain, which makes people breathless. If the outside world gives people new pressure, it will be a devastating blow.
"Jiaxue Jiaxue... " Xue Jiao hugs her and shouts.
Her face was full of tears, but she didn't know what to say.
This semester, Liu Jiaxue really worked hard, but her grades
"Let me go..." Liu Jiaxue is hoarse.
Xuejiao hugs her tightly and does not let go.
How could she watch her jump on such a cold day and so cold water?
Xuejiao hugged her and said, "there will be a way There must be a way... "
For half an hour, Liu Jiaxue was relieved.
She stopped crying and whispered, "let go of Zizania latifolia. I will not commit suicide."
Snow water bamboo dare not loosen, still hold her tightly.
Her voice is still with despair, said not to commit suicide, but her voice is clearly hidden determination.
"Jiaxue, you can solve the problem by living, but you will have nothing if you die." Snow bamboo gently patted her back, coax her.
Liu Jiaxue looked at the lake and bit her lower lip tightly.
"I'm so tired to live."
"Jiaxue..."
Xuejiao wants to say that your family is dead? What about us?
But she can't say, Liu Jiaxue is so miserable now. If she talks like this, she is kidnapping her.
What she should do is to reduce her pain as much as possible, so that she will, for her own sake, live well.
But she didn't know what to do for a while.
Yi Tianyu stood beside him for a long time. Just now he looked at the two people who were crying bitterly. For a moment, he was at a loss.
When they had cried, Yi Tianyu squatted down and whispered, "that Liu Jiaxue, death really doesn't solve the problem, and it's hard There are many good things in the world, there is no need to leave early. "
"Yes, depression is right." Xuejiao continued to pacify Liu Jiaxue, "high school pressure is great, very painful, I know. We are still living on the saddest single log bridge. But there are still half a year to go. When the college entrance examination is over, we will be able to enter a broader world. At that time, the sea was wide and the sky was high enough for birds to fly. After the college entrance examination, the drama of life has just begun. Why do you leave earlyLiu Jiaxue did not speak.
Xuejiao patted her with a soft voice: "I know. You want to say that there will be more storms and more hardships in the future, right? But Jiaxue, we will have our own sky in the future. People always have to go down, sweet, or bitter astringent, you only live to experience. Jiaxue, don't you want to know what your future looks like? Don't you want to know what you can make of your future? "
Her voice is very light, very light, this words finish, Liu Jiaxue gently shakes.
"Jiaxue, shall we hold on and strive to create a future we want?" The sound of snow water bamboo is soft.
Yi Tianyu nodded in agreement: "it's not just a way to learn. You don't have to feel that the grades are falling back, just like the sky is falling. If you think so, nerds and I will commit suicide in junior high school
Xuejiao glared at him.
Her eyes were red and the tip of her nose was red.
Snowflakes in the air are floating on her. It's a little cold today
Yi Tianyu is a little distressed, and Xuejiao sits on the ground frozen like this.
"Liu Jiaxue, shall we take you back? You talk to your family. "
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and her tears rolled out again.
"I I I don't want to go back... "
"Then don't go back!" Xuejiao straightened up and looked at her, "then you go back to my house with me."
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When Xuejiao comes back, Li Sitong has already cooked a table full of vegetables with her aunt.
"Jiaojiao, how can you come back? I'll wait for you Why Li Sitong comes up and complains. He notices Liu Jiaxue behind Xuejiao and is slightly surprised.
This is the first time Xuejiao brings her classmates back!
Xuejiao patted Liu Jiaxue, who was stiff, and said with a smile to Li Sitong: "I brought my friend back, mom. Her name is Liu Jiaxue. She lives here today."
"Oh, yes, yes, Xuejiao has friends at last." Her eyes noticed their red and wet clothes. "You..."
"Cough, cough, Jiaxue, Hello, Jiaxue. I'm Zizania father. You and Zizania go up to change clothes. After changing, you should come down to eat." Cheng Shuo stands up with a smile, interrupting Li Sitong's question.
Sitting opposite him, Cheng Mingze also showed a polite smile: "hurry up, it's snowy today, don't catch a cold."
"Good!" The snow bamboo should be, hastily pull Liu Jiaxue to go upstairs.
She is very happy. Her father and brother are very smart. It is not a good thing to ask too many questions at this time.
Liu Jiaxue whispered: "thank you, uncle and aunt..."
Soon, two people go upstairs, Li Sitong slightly doubts: "a Shuo, you don't let me ask?"
Cheng Shuo smiles and shakes his head and looks at Cheng Mingze.
Cheng Mingze explained to Li Sitong: "today, on the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, we had just had a holiday. Xuejiao, a classmate, didn't go home. It can be seen that something happened. Moreover, both of them had obviously cried, and their bodies were still dirty. What happened 100% of the time. As soon as Xuejiao comes back, she doesn't want us to know. At this time, it's best to respect Xuejiao. "
"Ah? Has Zizania been wronged? " Li Sitong's eyes suddenly widened.
"The appearance of Zizania latifolia should be that nothing has happened, but her classmate may not be in good condition." Cheng Mingze explains this.
"This..." Li Sitong didn't know what to do. This happened to Zizania when she took her friends home for the first time.
Cheng Shuo smiles at her: "it's OK. Just pretend that you don't know anything. Just treat it like an ordinary guest."
"Oh, oh, yes." Li Sitong nodded.
Immediately returned to the kitchen, let aunt play a bowl of rice.
……
Soon, Xuejiao went downstairs with Liu Jiaxue, who had changed her clothes.
"Xuejiao, Jiaxue, come to eat soon!" Li Sitong cried with a smile.
"Coming, coming." Xuejiao smiles and answers.
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and nodded.
Everyone was sitting on the table. Li Sitong poured a glass of milk to one of them and said with a smile, "sister Xu has just returned home. Let's eat this rich meal again. I'll cook in the next few days. I can't cook so many dishes."
"Eat it and cherish it." Xuejiao whispered in Liu Jiaxue's ear.
"Well?"
The voice of snow bamboo was very low: "my mother cooks Well I have no talent... "
Liu Jiaxue was stunned and looked up in a daze.
"Look at my dad and my brother's smile."
Liu Jiaxue looks at the past and looks at Li Sitong's stiff face with a smile.
Liu Jiaxue suddenly moved his mouth.
This is her first smile in this period of time.
"Jiaxue, eat your vegetables Li Sitong takes vegetables for her.
Liu Jiaxue replied in a hurry: "thank you, Auntie..."
As the family ate and talked, they enjoyed themselves.No one asked Liu Jiaxue why she didn't go home, and no one asked her other questions.
After a meal, Liu Jiaxue felt relaxed for the first time, as if the pressure had been forgotten for a while.
But after dinner, her cell phone vibrated slightly.
Liu Jiaxue was stiff and didn't dare to take it.
The mobile phone keeps ringing, and the rapid vibration is like the anger at the other end of the phone.
Xuejiao gently reached out: "Jiaxue, can I take it?"
Liu Jiaxue bit her lip subconsciously for a moment and nodded with her eyes closed.
Xuejiao just ordered to answer, the phone came from the other end of the ear drum vibration sound
"Liu Jiaxue, where have you been! Do you know my mother is worried
"Auntie, I'm Gu Xuejiao. Jiaxue is in my house."
The other end of the phone was quiet for a moment. After a long time, the voice came from the inside, and softened a lot: "Gu, ask when Jiaxue will come back."
Xuejiao smiles: "Auntie, Jiaxue may have to stay here for a few more days."
"It's Spring Festival? What is it that she still lives in your house Qian Yu began to roar again.
Xuejiao continued to smile: "I think you should allow Jiaxue to make an occasional decision instead of letting her be your puppet."
She finished, the phone came to heavy breathing sound, obviously Qian Yu is very angry now, but in suppressing his temper.
"Auntie, I'll send you my address. You can come and see Jiaxue."
Finish saying, snow Jiao hung up the phone, the address sent out, whispered: "Jiaxue, it's OK."
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and patted her gently.
Cheng Shuo put down the newspaper: "Jiaxue, you and Xuejiao live these days, I will move a desk for you tomorrow, you can also do homework together."
On behalf of the Cheng family, he expressed his welcome for Liu Jiaxue to live here.
Liu Jiaxue held on to Xuejiao's hand and whispered, "thank you."
Li Sitong came over and rubbed her head: "the little girl's family should smile more. Don't look like water bamboo, just follow a fool."
Xuejiao's eyes widened in disbelief.
Liu Jiaxue looked at the scene and laughed.
……
Xuejiao estimates that Qian Yu will come, and sure enough, at about 10 o'clock, a couple comes in a hurry.
Qian Yu still looks like that, but she is a little anxious today, so she doesn't wear so fancy. The man behind her is Liu Jun, Liu Jiaxue's father, or that taciturn appearance.
"Mr. Cheng, how do you do? I'm Jiaxue's mother. This is her father, Liu Jun, our family is Kai... "
Cheng Shuo said with a smile: "it's my daughter who asked you out. I don't know what's going on. Let my daughter talk to you."
He stood up and took Cheng Mingze upstairs.
Qian Yu was stunned and bumped into Liu Jun next to him: "what do you mean?"
Liu Jun shyly smile: "that is to say, it is Jiaxue's classmates who asked us to come. Mr. Cheng didn't intervene."
"How could it be? Is she a little girl who can make her own decisions? It must be Mr. Cheng and they decided it? " Qian Yu was a little confused.
Liu Jun shook his head.
At this time, snow water bamboo came down, yes, only snow water bamboo.
She left Liu Jiaxue on it, pressed her in the quilt, let her sleep well, not down.
"Miss Gu, what about Jiaxue?" Qian Yu looks back.
"Jiaxue hasn't come down. I want to talk to you." Xuejiao whispered and sat down opposite them.
Qian Yu and Liu Jun were stunned.
Xuejiao continued to speak: "I want to know why you force Jiaxue into this way?"
"What do you mean? What is it like? " Qian Yu was stunned.
Xuejiao said in a low voice: "Jiaxue almost committed suicide today. If it was not for saving her, you would not receive my SMS at this time, but Jiaxue's bad news."
"Why What... " Liu Jun was stunned.
However, Qian Yu suddenly stood up, his face full of anger: "turned the sky? She killed herself
Xuejiao frowned: "Auntie, I think you need to reflect on your attitude, can save Jiaxue once, not necessarily can save the second time."
"How could she not think of it?" Qian Yu suppressed all kinds of emotions in her heart, including fear, fear and worry, and anger finally appeared on her face.
"Because the pressure is too great, she can't bear it. Can I know what pressure my uncle and aunt will give her?" Xuejiao continued to ask with patience.
"What pressure do I put on her? I worked hard to earn money to support her, so that she could eat and drink. How could I become a pressure on her? " Qian Yu's face is unbelievable.
"Senior three has a lot of pressure. You must have put pressure on her, so she will not dare to go home."
Qian Yu stood up with an unbelievable look on her face: "it's really funny. I work hard every day to earn money. Her father cooks in the kitchen every day. As a student, she can't get wind or rain, so she just let her read. What else can't she bear? You let her down, and I'll talk to herXuejiao inhaled deeply: "Auntie, I think your cognition is wrong in essence. I can't communicate with you for the time being. You must realize that after the hard work and pressure of senior three, I can continue to talk with you."
"Let Liu Jiaxue come down first! I'm going to take her back. "
"No..."
"Xuejiao," Cheng Shuo interrupts Xuejiao: "you go up first, I'll have a good communication with Liu Jiaxue's mother."
Xuejiao stands up and gives the place to Cheng Shuo.
Cheng Shuo is really much better than her. She has enough social experience. She doesn't know how to explain it. Maybe Cheng Shuo has a way.
Xuejiao was angry and went upstairs.
Cheng Shuo took a book and sat down opposite Qian Yu and Liu Jun, and then said, "you two, there are some places where Zizania can't be understood, and I'm not very clear about the whole story. But I have to correct your cognition about whether you study hard or not."
The two were stunned.
Cheng Shuo continued, "is Ms. Qian a restaurant?"
"Well." Qian Yu nodded.
Cheng Shuo said: "it's really hard, from purchasing to soliciting customers, and then to settling accounts..."
"It's not. I'm so hard to offer..."
Cheng Shuo waved his hand and refused to let her speak. Then he said slowly, "well, don't open your restaurant. It's much easier. What's more, opening a restaurant seems to make a lot of money. Maybe Pengcheng will open a restaurant next to you to help you relieve some pressure? "
Qian Yu's face was stiff and farfetched for a long time. He said with a smile, "Mr. Cheng, don't make a joke..."
Cheng Shuo said with a smile, "is the pressure great? I want to ask you, when your business is not good, do you suffer from great pressure or do business every day? "
Qian Yu did not speak.
"You may know in your mind that you must be very tired in doing business every day, and you will only complain when you go home every day. But if you don't do well in business, you'll be more miserable, unable to sleep and anxious. It's easy to work, how can it be more difficult. Do you know why? Because you have life pressure. "
Qian Yu looks at him.
"In this way, do you still feel that learning is not painful? She has the pressure of entering a higher school and grades. The pressure is so great that when she fails to do well in the exam, the pain can be imagined. If you force her again, it is almost equal to You're forcing her to die. "
Cheng Shuo looked directly at her: "Zizania is too polite. I think Jiaxue will commit suicide. It's you who forced her."
Qian Yu's face turned white.
"Teachers of all subjects in the opening school said that senior three was very tired and asked parents to cooperate with the students. But in front of me, there was a parent who was forcing the students. Ms. Qian, you should know the suicide rate of young people. "
Cheng Shuo stood up and said, "we respect zizan very much. Zizan has decided that Jiaxue will live here tonight. We will certainly support it. So I won't let you take people away. Now, you can go out and go back early and have a rest early. "
Then he turned and walked to the room.
Qian Yu and Li Jun looked at each other, then stood up at a loss and left.
In the kitchen, Li Sitong, holding a fruit tray, was full of tears, crying and sliding down to the ground.
Jiaxue Suicide
Pressure
She used to And Qian Yu What's the difference?
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Upstairs, Xuejiao and Jiaxue lie in a bed.
"Dad said your parents were gone." Snow water bamboo said softly.
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and was afraid.
Xuejiao reached out and patted her across the quilt: "it's OK, it's OK."
"Zizania latifolia I'm afraid... "
"I'm not afraid. You are angry now. If your parents don't correct their mistakes, you won't forgive them and ignore them!" Xuejiao side, looking at Liu Jiaxue chuckle.
Her tone was mischievous and soothing.
Liu Jiaxue looks at the ceiling for a moment, turns around and faces Xuejiao.
"Zizania latifolia How happy your family is... "
Xuejiao didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.
Liu Jiaxue continued: "my mother didn't read before she finished primary school. She never felt that learning was a hard and tiring thing. Before, I had to take the first place in the exam. My mother didn't say anything. But later in high school, I found it hard to get the first place again. There are so many more powerful people than me. It seems that I will never be the first one. "
Xuejiao just looked at her with concern and did not speak.
Liu Jiaxue's eyes twinkled and she cried unconsciously.
"My mother used to scold me, but every time I got the first place in the exam, she was very happy and would not scold me for a long time. Since the decline in learning, my mother began to scold me every day, I sometimes think, I am not a redundant? Why does she hate me so much? "
Liu Jiaxue closed her eyes and opened them after a moment.
"My family is different from other families. I grew up in the curse of my mother, who scolded my father and neighbors. When I was a child, there was only a small cart stall at home. My mother and my father drove the car to sell every day. Her voice was very loud, soliciting customers and swearing. I could hear her in the tube house. "She seemed to fall into some kind of memory: "my father has not been able to do anything my mother says, so my mother often scolds him. When I graduated from primary school, my family finally opened a restaurant. My mother opened it. My father worked as a waiter and was often scolded by my mother. Later, when I was in junior high school, my mother thought that the restaurant relied too much on the chef, so she asked my father to learn from the cook. "
"Later, my father was in charge of the kitchen and my mother was in charge of everything else. She often scolded my father. I grew up in such an environment when I was a child. Jiaojiao, you said that my mother did this to my father. Am I really the crystallization of my parents' love? To my mom, my dad was just her punching bag. They certainly don't welcome me to come. If I die, they won't be forced together for me? My mother will be free, and my father won't have to be scolded by my mother every day. "
Xuejiao reached out and took her hand. "The second mock exam," Liu Jiaxue said, "I finished my last exam. My mom said I would interrupt my leg if I didn't do well in the second mode this time."
I I didn't do well in the exam, and I didn't want to live... "
"Don't say that!" Xuejiao interrupted her, "don't say death, you are so young, don't think about death. The day you get into college is the day you leave home."
Liu Jiaxue didn't speak, but held her hand tightly.
Xuejiao opened her mouth and whispered, "in fact, I used to be very unhappy. My mother didn't understand me. My father was just my stepfather and didn't dare to care about me. My father, stepmother and my father's daughter all wanted to harm me."
"I didn't understand. But later, I learned that my life is my own. People should live for their own goals, not for others. " She gave a slight smile.
"Later, I didn't care about my mother, and she probably understood some of my difficulties. Slowly, my family just has what you see. "
Liu Jiaxue is still in tears. For a moment, she releases Xuejiao's hand.
Then her head came over a little and gently put her head against the shoulder of Xuejiao.
"Zizania latifolia Thank you... "
"You're welcome." Snow water bamboo replies softly.
Liu Jiaxue leans on her, breathing gradually even.
Just looking at the blue and black under her eyes, Xuejiao knows that Liu Jiaxue has not had a good sleep for a long time.
Maybe she was tired of crying, or in her home, without swearing, she finally fell asleep quietly.
Xuejiao also did not speak, sleepy is a good thing, she is now relaxed.
"Hum..." The mobile phone was shocked.
Xuejiao reaches out and takes the mobile phone from the other side. It's Lin Zhihua's message
"Happy holiday."
Snow bamboo typing
"Thank you."
Lin Zhihua at the other end of the phone was slightly surprised and looked at the time. It was already 11:30 in the evening.
The end of the year, the company is very busy, Lin Zhihua is busy until now just a little relieved.
I just didn't expect that snow water bamboo had not gone to sleep
"Lin Zhihua: what's wrong with you? What's bothering you? "
Xuejiao looked at the news, and looked at Liu Jiaxue with her eyes closed.
She didn't know how to comfort her and how to stop her suicide. She was afraid that she would hurt herself impulsively when she didn't pay attention.
So, she has to find a way to solve the problem, after all She can't look at her forever.
"I'm sorry..." Snow water bamboo said softly.
Then gently left her side, got out of bed, took the mobile phone out of the door.
She went to the balcony to reply
"I Can I call you? I'm troubled right now
A moment later, Lin Zhihua called.
"What's the matter? Water bamboo
His voice is concerned and worried. Xuejiao listens to this voice, and the panic in his heart finally fades away.
"I'm scared. I have a classmate..."
Xuejiao told him all the details, and then squatted down with red eyes.
"What do you think I should do to get her out of this terrible idea? I'm afraid I'm still powerless, so I will hate myself all my life. "
"Water bamboo, don't feel bad." Lin Zhihua frowned slightly.
For Lin Zhihua, it means that a young man has been under a lot of pressure, and then he can't bear the pressure.
But isn't this the world?
Anna Karenina says Happy families are all alike, and each unhappy family has its own misfortune.
This misfortune, not only belongs to her, but also to thousands of families.
If it was before, he might not have looked at it.
How many people are struggling to survive, but others want to give up their lives.
But Xuejiao is hard, Xuejiao is hard, and his heart is miserable.
"Lin Zhihua, I want to keep her until the end of the college entrance examination Living here with me, the college entrance examination is about to take place. There is no time to solve her family problems or get out of the family shadow... ""It's not a good idea." Lin Zhihua said firmly.
Snow water bamboo slightly a Leng.
"If she lives with you, she will feel uncomfortable even if you welcome her again. What's more, it shows that she really cares about her family, and her family problems are still there. She will still suffer and be distracted. " Lin Zhihua said calmly.
Lin Zhihua did not say that he was worried that Liu Jiaxue would affect Xuejiao.
She will worry about Liu Jiaxue's state and be distracted to take care of her.
But at this time, it's time to be distracted.
"Then I.." Xuejiao bit her lower lip.
"Jiaojiao, this is not the time for you to do anything, but for what she should do."
"Well?" The snow water bamboo is stunned.
Lin Zhihua taught her: "ask Liu Jiaxue, is the relationship between your father and her mother really as bad as she imagined?"
Xuejiao calms down.
In fact, she has always had this doubt. If it is so bad Why not divorce?
"If her mother hates her father from the bottom of her heart, she runs her own restaurant, she still has a few money, and she will clean up herself, but why doesn't she cheat? If his father is scolded by his mother, he has resentment in his heart, and he has a skill as a cook. Why not leave? Don't break up? " He asked Lin Zhihua a few questions.
Xuejiao immediately understood
"Yes! Jiaxue's parents, not necessarily have no feelings, if so, Jiaxue's birth is not what she imagined! Her parents may not love her Will not love her, just like their husband and wife, not do not love, will not express
Lin Zhihua chuckled: "yes, you are right. Her pressure comes from her declining grades and her family. The former can only be solved by herself, and the latter can be solved by herself. The burden on her mind should be much less. "
Thank you Xuejiao found the key to the breakthrough, and the fear disappeared completely.
"You don't have to thank me. You can have a rest early and have a good talk with her tomorrow."
"Good! Good night
The voice on the other end of the phone was soft and warm: "good night."
Xuejiao closes the phone and turns back.
Just came in from the balcony, the steps suddenly stopped.
There was a man standing there. I don't know how long he stood or how much he heard.
Snow water bamboo heart a tight, slowly open mouth
"Brother."
Did he hear his name Lin Zhihua?
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Yi Tian Yu Leng for a moment, then react to come over, what is Xuejiao saying, stop Liu Jiaxue?
Although I don't understand what Xuejiao means, Yi Tianyu subconsciously catches up with Xuejiao.
Liu Jiaxue runs very fast and Xuejiao can't catch up with her.
After all, he is athletic.
At this time, Liu Jiaxue has run to the bridge.
"What are you doing?" Yi Tianyu is stunned and pulls her.
Liu Jiaxue broke away and ran to the edge of the bridge.
Yi Tianyu can see clearly that she is going to commit suicide!
"Stop her..." Later, snow bamboo also followed.
Yi Tianyu subconsciously reaches out his foot and trips Liu Jiaxue. Xuejiao also runs over panting.
She hugged Liu Jiaxue and her eyes were red.
"Jiaxue! What are you going to do? " The hand of snow water bamboo is tight.
Liu Jiaxue tried to break free with great strength. Xuejiao's arm was scratched by her fingernails, and she felt a sharp pain.
She clenched her teeth, burst out unprecedented strength, and always held Liu Jiaxue tightly.
"Zizania latifolia Let me go Liu Jiaxue burst into tears, and the whole person fell off and collapsed.
Xuejiao fell to the ground, but she did not care about these: "you let you go is to watch you die?"
Her voice was broken, urgent and angry, and her eyes were red.
How could she have watched a life die in front of her?
"Ah ah..." Liu Jiaxue opened her mouth and cried.
"Alive I'm so tired, let me free, OK
Xuejiao eyes astringent, tears rolled down, do not know why, then began to cry.
"Jiaxue..."
"Jiaojiao, let me go. I don't want to stay here. I'm too tired..." Her voice broke and despaired, as if she were suffering from unbearable suffering.
Xuejiao knows that the pressure is very painful. Before the second touch, the teacher didn't give much lectures. One of the teachers came up with was to distribute, make, and change papers
Then said the score, the score, the decline, the rise.
Class one is an experimental class, so the pressure that others can't compare with.
Often some write papers, write to cry, and then wipe tears, while biting teeth hard.
Xuejiao's last life is, in order to leave time for the next semester of senior three, she worked hard to earn money during the whole winter vacation.
But the foundation is too weak. In the third year of senior high school, although I made progress every time, the result was not as good as I expected.
Her obsession with college entrance examination is not only for her own sake, but also for the people who helped her and the old man who passed away.
Near the college entrance examination, several times when the results came down, Xuejiao couldn't help shedding tears, and then crying, while changing the question.
No one knows why they cry.
It's like it's just my eyes.
Senior three is like a mountain, which makes people breathless. If the outside world gives people new pressure, it will be a devastating blow.
"Jiaxue Jiaxue... " Xue Jiao hugs her and shouts.
Her face was full of tears, but she didn't know what to say.
This semester, Liu Jiaxue really worked hard, but her grades
"Let me go..." Liu Jiaxue is hoarse.
Xuejiao hugs her tightly and does not let go.
How could she watch her jump on such a cold day and so cold water?
Xuejiao hugged her and said, "there will be a way There must be a way... "
For half an hour, Liu Jiaxue was relieved.
She stopped crying and whispered, "let go of Zizania latifolia. I will not commit suicide."
Snow water bamboo dare not loosen, still hold her tightly.
Her voice is still with despair, said not to commit suicide, but her voice is clearly hidden determination.
"Jiaxue, you can solve the problem by living, but you will have nothing if you die." Snow bamboo gently patted her back, coax her.
Liu Jiaxue looked at the lake and bit her lower lip tightly.
"I'm so tired to live."
"Jiaxue..."
Xuejiao wants to say that your family is dead? What about us?
But she can't say, Liu Jiaxue is so miserable now. If she talks like this, she is kidnapping her.
What she should do is to reduce her pain as much as possible, so that she will, for her own sake, live well.
But she didn't know what to do for a while.
Yi Tianyu stood beside him for a long time. Just now he looked at the two people who were crying bitterly. For a moment, he was at a loss.
When they had cried, Yi Tianyu squatted down and whispered, "that Liu Jiaxue, death really doesn't solve the problem, and it's hard There are many good things in the world, there is no need to leave early. "
"Yes, depression is right." Xuejiao continued to pacify Liu Jiaxue, "high school pressure is great, very painful, I know. We are still living on the saddest single log bridge. But there are still half a year to go. When the college entrance examination is over, we will be able to enter a broader world. At that time, the sea was wide and the sky was high enough for birds to fly. After the college entrance examination, the drama of life has just begun. Why do you leave earlyLiu Jiaxue did not speak.
Xuejiao patted her with a soft voice: "I know. You want to say that there will be more storms and more hardships in the future, right? But Jiaxue, we will have our own sky in the future. People always have to go down, sweet, or bitter astringent, you only live to experience. Jiaxue, don't you want to know what your future looks like? Don't you want to know what you can make of your future? "
Her voice is very light, very light, this words finish, Liu Jiaxue gently shakes.
"Jiaxue, shall we hold on and strive to create a future we want?" The sound of snow water bamboo is soft.
Yi Tianyu nodded in agreement: "it's not just a way to learn. You don't have to feel that the grades are falling back, just like the sky is falling. If you think so, nerds and I will commit suicide in junior high school
Xuejiao glared at him.
Her eyes were red and the tip of her nose was red.
Snowflakes in the air are floating on her. It's a little cold today
Yi Tianyu is a little distressed, and Xuejiao sits on the ground frozen like this.
"Liu Jiaxue, shall we take you back? You talk to your family. "
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and her tears rolled out again.
"I I I don't want to go back... "
"Then don't go back!" Xuejiao straightened up and looked at her, "then you go back to my house with me."
……
When Xuejiao comes back, Li Sitong has already cooked a table full of vegetables with her aunt.
"Jiaojiao, how can you come back? I'll wait for you Why Li Sitong comes up and complains. He notices Liu Jiaxue behind Xuejiao and is slightly surprised.
This is the first time Xuejiao brings her classmates back!
Xuejiao patted Liu Jiaxue, who was stiff, and said with a smile to Li Sitong: "I brought my friend back, mom. Her name is Liu Jiaxue. She lives here today."
"Oh, yes, yes, Xuejiao has friends at last." Her eyes noticed their red and wet clothes. "You..."
"Cough, cough, Jiaxue, Hello, Jiaxue. I'm Zizania father. You and Zizania go up to change clothes. After changing, you should come down to eat." Cheng Shuo stands up with a smile, interrupting Li Sitong's question.
Sitting opposite him, Cheng Mingze also showed a polite smile: "hurry up, it's snowy today, don't catch a cold."
"Good!" The snow bamboo should be, hastily pull Liu Jiaxue to go upstairs.
She is very happy. Her father and brother are very smart. It is not a good thing to ask too many questions at this time.
Liu Jiaxue whispered: "thank you, uncle and aunt..."
Soon, two people go upstairs, Li Sitong slightly doubts: "a Shuo, you don't let me ask?"
Cheng Shuo smiles and shakes his head and looks at Cheng Mingze.
Cheng Mingze explained to Li Sitong: "today, on the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, we had just had a holiday. Xuejiao, a classmate, didn't go home. It can be seen that something happened. Moreover, both of them had obviously cried, and their bodies were still dirty. What happened 100% of the time. As soon as Xuejiao comes back, she doesn't want us to know. At this time, it's best to respect Xuejiao. "
"Ah? Has Zizania been wronged? " Li Sitong's eyes suddenly widened.
"The appearance of Zizania latifolia should be that nothing has happened, but her classmate may not be in good condition." Cheng Mingze explains this.
"This..." Li Sitong didn't know what to do. This happened to Zizania when she took her friends home for the first time.
Cheng Shuo smiles at her: "it's OK. Just pretend that you don't know anything. Just treat it like an ordinary guest."
"Oh, oh, yes." Li Sitong nodded.
Immediately returned to the kitchen, let aunt play a bowl of rice.
……
Soon, Xuejiao went downstairs with Liu Jiaxue, who had changed her clothes.
"Xuejiao, Jiaxue, come to eat soon!" Li Sitong cried with a smile.
"Coming, coming." Xuejiao smiles and answers.
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and nodded.
Everyone was sitting on the table. Li Sitong poured a glass of milk to one of them and said with a smile, "sister Xu has just returned home. Let's eat this rich meal again. I'll cook in the next few days. I can't cook so many dishes."
"Eat it and cherish it." Xuejiao whispered in Liu Jiaxue's ear.
"Well?"
The voice of snow bamboo was very low: "my mother cooks Well I have no talent... "
Liu Jiaxue was stunned and looked up in a daze.
"Look at my dad and my brother's smile."
Liu Jiaxue looks at the past and looks at Li Sitong's stiff face with a smile.
Liu Jiaxue suddenly moved his mouth.
This is her first smile in this period of time.
"Jiaxue, eat your vegetables Li Sitong takes vegetables for her.
Liu Jiaxue replied in a hurry: "thank you, Auntie..."
As the family ate and talked, they enjoyed themselves.No one asked Liu Jiaxue why she didn't go home, and no one asked her other questions.
After a meal, Liu Jiaxue felt relaxed for the first time, as if the pressure had been forgotten for a while.
But after dinner, her cell phone vibrated slightly.
Liu Jiaxue was stiff and didn't dare to take it.
The mobile phone keeps ringing, and the rapid vibration is like the anger at the other end of the phone.
Xuejiao gently reached out: "Jiaxue, can I take it?"
Liu Jiaxue bit her lip subconsciously for a moment and nodded with her eyes closed.
Xuejiao just ordered to answer, the phone came from the other end of the ear drum vibration sound
"Liu Jiaxue, where have you been! Do you know my mother is worried
"Auntie, I'm Gu Xuejiao. Jiaxue is in my house."
The other end of the phone was quiet for a moment. After a long time, the voice came from the inside, and softened a lot: "Gu, ask when Jiaxue will come back."
Xuejiao smiles: "Auntie, Jiaxue may have to stay here for a few more days."
"It's Spring Festival? What is it that she still lives in your house Qian Yu began to roar again.
Xuejiao continued to smile: "I think you should allow Jiaxue to make an occasional decision instead of letting her be your puppet."
She finished, the phone came to heavy breathing sound, obviously Qian Yu is very angry now, but in suppressing his temper.
"Auntie, I'll send you my address. You can come and see Jiaxue."
Finish saying, snow Jiao hung up the phone, the address sent out, whispered: "Jiaxue, it's OK."
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and patted her gently.
Cheng Shuo put down the newspaper: "Jiaxue, you and Xuejiao live these days, I will move a desk for you tomorrow, you can also do homework together."
On behalf of the Cheng family, he expressed his welcome for Liu Jiaxue to live here.
Liu Jiaxue held on to Xuejiao's hand and whispered, "thank you."
Li Sitong came over and rubbed her head: "the little girl's family should smile more. Don't look like water bamboo, just follow a fool."
Xuejiao's eyes widened in disbelief.
Liu Jiaxue looked at the scene and laughed.
……
Xuejiao estimates that Qian Yu will come, and sure enough, at about 10 o'clock, a couple comes in a hurry.
Qian Yu still looks like that, but she is a little anxious today, so she doesn't wear so fancy. The man behind her is Liu Jun, Liu Jiaxue's father, or that taciturn appearance.
"Mr. Cheng, how do you do? I'm Jiaxue's mother. This is her father, Liu Jun, our family is Kai... "
Cheng Shuo said with a smile: "it's my daughter who asked you out. I don't know what's going on. Let my daughter talk to you."
He stood up and took Cheng Mingze upstairs.
Qian Yu was stunned and bumped into Liu Jun next to him: "what do you mean?"
Liu Jun shyly smile: "that is to say, it is Jiaxue's classmates who asked us to come. Mr. Cheng didn't intervene."
"How could it be? Is she a little girl who can make her own decisions? It must be Mr. Cheng and they decided it? " Qian Yu was a little confused.
Liu Jun shook his head.
At this time, snow water bamboo came down, yes, only snow water bamboo.
She left Liu Jiaxue on it, pressed her in the quilt, let her sleep well, not down.
"Miss Gu, what about Jiaxue?" Qian Yu looks back.
"Jiaxue hasn't come down. I want to talk to you." Xuejiao whispered and sat down opposite them.
Qian Yu and Liu Jun were stunned.
Xuejiao continued to speak: "I want to know why you force Jiaxue into this way?"
"What do you mean? What is it like? " Qian Yu was stunned.
Xuejiao said in a low voice: "Jiaxue almost committed suicide today. If it was not for saving her, you would not receive my SMS at this time, but Jiaxue's bad news."
"Why What... " Liu Jun was stunned.
However, Qian Yu suddenly stood up, his face full of anger: "turned the sky? She killed herself
Xuejiao frowned: "Auntie, I think you need to reflect on your attitude, can save Jiaxue once, not necessarily can save the second time."
"How could she not think of it?" Qian Yu suppressed all kinds of emotions in her heart, including fear, fear and worry, and anger finally appeared on her face.
"Because the pressure is too great, she can't bear it. Can I know what pressure my uncle and aunt will give her?" Xuejiao continued to ask with patience.
"What pressure do I put on her? I worked hard to earn money to support her, so that she could eat and drink. How could I become a pressure on her? " Qian Yu's face is unbelievable.
"Senior three has a lot of pressure. You must have put pressure on her, so she will not dare to go home."
Qian Yu stood up with an unbelievable look on her face: "it's really funny. I work hard every day to earn money. Her father cooks in the kitchen every day. As a student, she can't get wind or rain, so she just let her read. What else can't she bear? You let her down, and I'll talk to herXuejiao inhaled deeply: "Auntie, I think your cognition is wrong in essence. I can't communicate with you for the time being. You must realize that after the hard work and pressure of senior three, I can continue to talk with you."
"Let Liu Jiaxue come down first! I'm going to take her back. "
"No..."
"Xuejiao," Cheng Shuo interrupts Xuejiao: "you go up first, I'll have a good communication with Liu Jiaxue's mother."
Xuejiao stands up and gives the place to Cheng Shuo.
Cheng Shuo is really much better than her. She has enough social experience. She doesn't know how to explain it. Maybe Cheng Shuo has a way.
Xuejiao was angry and went upstairs.
Cheng Shuo took a book and sat down opposite Qian Yu and Liu Jun, and then said, "you two, there are some places where Zizania can't be understood, and I'm not very clear about the whole story. But I have to correct your cognition about whether you study hard or not."
The two were stunned.
Cheng Shuo continued, "is Ms. Qian a restaurant?"
"Well." Qian Yu nodded.
Cheng Shuo said: "it's really hard, from purchasing to soliciting customers, and then to settling accounts..."
"It's not. I'm so hard to offer..."
Cheng Shuo waved his hand and refused to let her speak. Then he said slowly, "well, don't open your restaurant. It's much easier. What's more, opening a restaurant seems to make a lot of money. Maybe Pengcheng will open a restaurant next to you to help you relieve some pressure? "
Qian Yu's face was stiff and farfetched for a long time. He said with a smile, "Mr. Cheng, don't make a joke..."
Cheng Shuo said with a smile, "is the pressure great? I want to ask you, when your business is not good, do you suffer from great pressure or do business every day? "
Qian Yu did not speak.
"You may know in your mind that you must be very tired in doing business every day, and you will only complain when you go home every day. But if you don't do well in business, you'll be more miserable, unable to sleep and anxious. It's easy to work, how can it be more difficult. Do you know why? Because you have life pressure. "
Qian Yu looks at him.
"In this way, do you still feel that learning is not painful? She has the pressure of entering a higher school and grades. The pressure is so great that when she fails to do well in the exam, the pain can be imagined. If you force her again, it is almost equal to You're forcing her to die. "
Cheng Shuo looked directly at her: "Zizania is too polite. I think Jiaxue will commit suicide. It's you who forced her."
Qian Yu's face turned white.
"Teachers of all subjects in the opening school said that senior three was very tired and asked parents to cooperate with the students. But in front of me, there was a parent who was forcing the students. Ms. Qian, you should know the suicide rate of young people. "
Cheng Shuo stood up and said, "we respect zizan very much. Zizan has decided that Jiaxue will live here tonight. We will certainly support it. So I won't let you take people away. Now, you can go out and go back early and have a rest early. "
Then he turned and walked to the room.
Qian Yu and Li Jun looked at each other, then stood up at a loss and left.
In the kitchen, Li Sitong, holding a fruit tray, was full of tears, crying and sliding down to the ground.
Jiaxue Suicide
Pressure
She used to And Qian Yu What's the difference?
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Upstairs, Xuejiao and Jiaxue lie in a bed.
"Dad said your parents were gone." Snow water bamboo said softly.
Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and was afraid.
Xuejiao reached out and patted her across the quilt: "it's OK, it's OK."
"Zizania latifolia I'm afraid... "
"I'm not afraid. You are angry now. If your parents don't correct their mistakes, you won't forgive them and ignore them!" Xuejiao side, looking at Liu Jiaxue chuckle.
Her tone was mischievous and soothing.
Liu Jiaxue looks at the ceiling for a moment, turns around and faces Xuejiao.
"Zizania latifolia How happy your family is... "
Xuejiao didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.
Liu Jiaxue continued: "my mother didn't read before she finished primary school. She never felt that learning was a hard and tiring thing. Before, I had to take the first place in the exam. My mother didn't say anything. But later in high school, I found it hard to get the first place again. There are so many more powerful people than me. It seems that I will never be the first one. "
Xuejiao just looked at her with concern and did not speak.
Liu Jiaxue's eyes twinkled and she cried unconsciously.
"My mother used to scold me, but every time I got the first place in the exam, she was very happy and would not scold me for a long time. Since the decline in learning, my mother began to scold me every day, I sometimes think, I am not a redundant? Why does she hate me so much? "
Liu Jiaxue closed her eyes and opened them after a moment.
"My family is different from other families. I grew up in the curse of my mother, who scolded my father and neighbors. When I was a child, there was only a small cart stall at home. My mother and my father drove the car to sell every day. Her voice was very loud, soliciting customers and swearing. I could hear her in the tube house. "She seemed to fall into some kind of memory: "my father has not been able to do anything my mother says, so my mother often scolds him. When I graduated from primary school, my family finally opened a restaurant. My mother opened it. My father worked as a waiter and was often scolded by my mother. Later, when I was in junior high school, my mother thought that the restaurant relied too much on the chef, so she asked my father to learn from the cook. "
"Later, my father was in charge of the kitchen and my mother was in charge of everything else. She often scolded my father. I grew up in such an environment when I was a child. Jiaojiao, you said that my mother did this to my father. Am I really the crystallization of my parents' love? To my mom, my dad was just her punching bag. They certainly don't welcome me to come. If I die, they won't be forced together for me? My mother will be free, and my father won't have to be scolded by my mother every day. "
Xuejiao reached out and took her hand. "The second mock exam," Liu Jiaxue said, "I finished my last exam. My mom said I would interrupt my leg if I didn't do well in the second mode this time."
I I didn't do well in the exam, and I didn't want to live... "
"Don't say that!" Xuejiao interrupted her, "don't say death, you are so young, don't think about death. The day you get into college is the day you leave home."
Liu Jiaxue didn't speak, but held her hand tightly.
Xuejiao opened her mouth and whispered, "in fact, I used to be very unhappy. My mother didn't understand me. My father was just my stepfather and didn't dare to care about me. My father, stepmother and my father's daughter all wanted to harm me."
"I didn't understand. But later, I learned that my life is my own. People should live for their own goals, not for others. " She gave a slight smile.
"Later, I didn't care about my mother, and she probably understood some of my difficulties. Slowly, my family just has what you see. "
Liu Jiaxue is still in tears. For a moment, she releases Xuejiao's hand.
Then her head came over a little and gently put her head against the shoulder of Xuejiao.
"Zizania latifolia Thank you... "
"You're welcome." Snow water bamboo replies softly.
Liu Jiaxue leans on her, breathing gradually even.
Just looking at the blue and black under her eyes, Xuejiao knows that Liu Jiaxue has not had a good sleep for a long time.
Maybe she was tired of crying, or in her home, without swearing, she finally fell asleep quietly.
Xuejiao also did not speak, sleepy is a good thing, she is now relaxed.
"Hum..." The mobile phone was shocked.
Xuejiao reaches out and takes the mobile phone from the other side. It's Lin Zhihua's message
"Happy holiday."
Snow bamboo typing
"Thank you."
Lin Zhihua at the other end of the phone was slightly surprised and looked at the time. It was already 11:30 in the evening.
The end of the year, the company is very busy, Lin Zhihua is busy until now just a little relieved.
I just didn't expect that snow water bamboo had not gone to sleep
"Lin Zhihua: what's wrong with you? What's bothering you? "
Xuejiao looked at the news, and looked at Liu Jiaxue with her eyes closed.
She didn't know how to comfort her and how to stop her suicide. She was afraid that she would hurt herself impulsively when she didn't pay attention.
So, she has to find a way to solve the problem, after all She can't look at her forever.
"I'm sorry..." Snow water bamboo said softly.
Then gently left her side, got out of bed, took the mobile phone out of the door.
She went to the balcony to reply
"I Can I call you? I'm troubled right now
A moment later, Lin Zhihua called.
"What's the matter? Water bamboo
His voice is concerned and worried. Xuejiao listens to this voice, and the panic in his heart finally fades away.
"I'm scared. I have a classmate..."
Xuejiao told him all the details, and then squatted down with red eyes.
"What do you think I should do to get her out of this terrible idea? I'm afraid I'm still powerless, so I will hate myself all my life. "
"Water bamboo, don't feel bad." Lin Zhihua frowned slightly.
For Lin Zhihua, it means that a young man has been under a lot of pressure, and then he can't bear the pressure.
But isn't this the world?
Anna Karenina says Happy families are all alike, and each unhappy family has its own misfortune.
This misfortune, not only belongs to her, but also to thousands of families.
If it was before, he might not have looked at it.
How many people are struggling to survive, but others want to give up their lives.
But Xuejiao is hard, Xuejiao is hard, and his heart is miserable.
"Lin Zhihua, I want to keep her until the end of the college entrance examination Living here with me, the college entrance examination is about to take place. There is no time to solve her family problems or get out of the family shadow... ""It's not a good idea." Lin Zhihua said firmly.
Snow water bamboo slightly a Leng.
"If she lives with you, she will feel uncomfortable even if you welcome her again. What's more, it shows that she really cares about her family, and her family problems are still there. She will still suffer and be distracted. " Lin Zhihua said calmly.
Lin Zhihua did not say that he was worried that Liu Jiaxue would affect Xuejiao.
She will worry about Liu Jiaxue's state and be distracted to take care of her.
But at this time, it's time to be distracted.
"Then I.." Xuejiao bit her lower lip.
"Jiaojiao, this is not the time for you to do anything, but for what she should do."
"Well?" The snow water bamboo is stunned.
Lin Zhihua taught her: "ask Liu Jiaxue, is the relationship between your father and her mother really as bad as she imagined?"
Xuejiao calms down.
In fact, she has always had this doubt. If it is so bad Why not divorce?
"If her mother hates her father from the bottom of her heart, she runs her own restaurant, she still has a few money, and she will clean up herself, but why doesn't she cheat? If his father is scolded by his mother, he has resentment in his heart, and he has a skill as a cook. Why not leave? Don't break up? " He asked Lin Zhihua a few questions.
Xuejiao immediately understood
"Yes! Jiaxue's parents, not necessarily have no feelings, if so, Jiaxue's birth is not what she imagined! Her parents may not love her Will not love her, just like their husband and wife, not do not love, will not express
Lin Zhihua chuckled: "yes, you are right. Her pressure comes from her declining grades and her family. The former can only be solved by herself, and the latter can be solved by herself. The burden on her mind should be much less. "
Thank you Xuejiao found the key to the breakthrough, and the fear disappeared completely.
"You don't have to thank me. You can have a rest early and have a good talk with her tomorrow."
"Good! Good night
The voice on the other end of the phone was soft and warm: "good night."
Xuejiao closes the phone and turns back.
Just came in from the balcony, the steps suddenly stopped.
There was a man standing there. I don't know how long he stood or how much he heard.
Snow water bamboo heart a tight, slowly open mouth
"Brother."
Did he hear his name Lin Zhihua?
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Yi Tian Yu Leng for a moment, then react to come over, what is Xuejiao saying, stop Liu Jiaxue? Although I don't understand what Xuejiao means, Yi Tianyu subconsciously catches up with Xuejiao. Liu Jiaxue runs very fast and Xuejiao can't catch up with her. After all, he is athletic. At this time, Liu Jiaxue has run to the bridge. "What are you doing?" Yi Tianyu is stunned and pulls her. Liu Jiaxue broke away and ran to the edge of the bridge. Yi Tianyu can see clearly that she is going to commit suicide! "Stop her..." Later, snow bamboo also followed. Yi Tianyu subconsciously reaches out his foot and trips Liu Jiaxue. Xuejiao also runs over panting. She hugged Liu Jiaxue and her eyes were red. "Jiaxue! What are you going to do? " The hand of snow water bamboo is tight. Liu Jiaxue tried to break free with great strength. Xuejiao's arm was scratched by her fingernails, and she felt a sharp pain. She clenched her teeth, burst out unprecedented strength, and always held Liu Jiaxue tightly. "Zizania latifolia Let me go Liu Jiaxue burst into tears, and the whole person fell off and collapsed. Xuejiao fell to the ground, but she did not care about these: "you let you go is to watch you die?" Her voice was broken, urgent and angry, and her eyes were red. How could she have watched a life die in front of her? "Ah ah..." Liu Jiaxue opened her mouth and cried. "Alive I'm so tired, let me free, OK Xuejiao eyes astringent, tears rolled down, do not know why, then began to cry. "Jiaxue..." "Jiaojiao, let me go. I don't want to stay here. I'm too tired..." Her voice broke and despaired, as if she were suffering from unbearable suffering. Xuejiao knows that the pressure is very painful. Before the second touch, the teacher didn't give much lectures. One of the teachers came up with was to distribute, make, and change papers Then said the score, the score, the decline, the rise. Class one is an experimental class, so the pressure that others can't compare with. Often some write papers, write to cry, and then wipe tears, while biting teeth hard. Xuejiao's last life is, in order to leave time for the next semester of senior three, she worked hard to earn money during the whole winter vacation. But the foundation is too weak. In the third year of senior high school, although I made progress every time, the result was not as good as I expected. Her obsession with college entrance examination is not only for her own sake, but also for the people who helped her and the old man who passed away. Near the college entrance examination, several times when the results came down, Xuejiao couldn't help shedding tears, and then crying, while changing the question. No one knows why they cry. It's like it's just my eyes. Senior three is like a mountain, which makes people breathless. If the outside world gives people new pressure, it will be a devastating blow. "Jiaxue Jiaxue... " Xue Jiao hugs her and shouts. Her face was full of tears, but she didn't know what to say. This semester, Liu Jiaxue really worked hard, but her grades "Let me go..." Liu Jiaxue is hoarse. Xuejiao hugs her tightly and does not let go. How could she watch her jump on such a cold day and so cold water? Xuejiao hugged her and said, "there will be a way There must be a way... " For half an hour, Liu Jiaxue was relieved. She stopped crying and whispered, "let go of Zizania latifolia. I will not commit suicide." Snow water bamboo dare not loosen, still hold her tightly. Her voice is still with despair, said not to commit suicide, but her voice is clearly hidden determination. "Jiaxue, you can solve the problem by living, but you will have nothing if you die." Snow bamboo gently patted her back, coax her. Liu Jiaxue looked at the lake and bit her lower lip tightly. "I'm so tired to live." "Jiaxue..." Xuejiao wants to say that your family is dead? What about us? But she can't say, Liu Jiaxue is so miserable now. If she talks like this, she is kidnapping her. What she should do is to reduce her pain as much as possible, so that she will, for her own sake, live well. But she didn't know what to do for a while. Yi Tianyu stood beside him for a long time. Just now he looked at the two people who were crying bitterly. For a moment, he was at a loss. When they had cried, Yi Tianyu squatted down and whispered, "that Liu Jiaxue, death really doesn't solve the problem, and it's hard There are many good things in the world, there is no need to leave early. " "Yes, depression is right." Xuejiao continued to pacify Liu Jiaxue, "high school pressure is great, very painful, I know. We are still living on the saddest single log bridge. But there are still half a year to go. When the college entrance examination is over, we will be able to enter a broader world. At that time, the sea was wide and the sky was high enough for birds to fly. After the college entrance examination, the drama of life has just begun. Why do you leave earlyLiu Jiaxue did not speak. Xuejiao patted her with a soft voice: "I know. You want to say that there will be more storms and more hardships in the future, right? But Jiaxue, we will have our own sky in the future. People always have to go down, sweet, or bitter astringent, you only live to experience. Jiaxue, don't you want to know what your future looks like? Don't you want to know what you can make of your future? " Her voice is very light, very light, this words finish, Liu Jiaxue gently shakes. "Jiaxue, shall we hold on and strive to create a future we want?" The sound of snow water bamboo is soft. Yi Tianyu nodded in agreement: "it's not just a way to learn. You don't have to feel that the grades are falling back, just like the sky is falling. If you think so, nerds and I will commit suicide in junior high school Xuejiao glared at him. Her eyes were red and the tip of her nose was red. Snowflakes in the air are floating on her. It's a little cold today Yi Tianyu is a little distressed, and Xuejiao sits on the ground frozen like this. "Liu Jiaxue, shall we take you back? You talk to your family. " Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and her tears rolled out again. "I I I don't want to go back... " "Then don't go back!" Xuejiao straightened up and looked at her, "then you go back to my house with me." When Xuejiao comes back, Li Sitong has already cooked a table full of vegetables with her aunt. "Jiaojiao, how can you come back? I'll wait for you Why Li Sitong comes up and complains. He notices Liu Jiaxue behind Xuejiao and is slightly surprised. This is the first time Xuejiao brings her classmates back! Xuejiao patted Liu Jiaxue, who was stiff, and said with a smile to Li Sitong: "I brought my friend back, mom. Her name is Liu Jiaxue. She lives here today." "Oh, yes, yes, Xuejiao has friends at last." Her eyes noticed their red and wet clothes. "You..." "Cough, cough, Jiaxue, Hello, Jiaxue. I'm Zizania father. You and Zizania go up to change clothes. After changing, you should come down to eat." Cheng Shuo stands up with a smile, interrupting Li Sitong's question. Sitting opposite him, Cheng Mingze also showed a polite smile: "hurry up, it's snowy today, don't catch a cold." "Good!" The snow bamboo should be, hastily pull Liu Jiaxue to go upstairs. She is very happy. Her father and brother are very smart. It is not a good thing to ask too many questions at this time. Liu Jiaxue whispered: "thank you, uncle and aunt..." Soon, two people go upstairs, Li Sitong slightly doubts: "a Shuo, you don't let me ask?" Cheng Shuo smiles and shakes his head and looks at Cheng Mingze. Cheng Mingze explained to Li Sitong: "today, on the 28th of the twelfth lunar month, we had just had a holiday. Xuejiao, a classmate, didn't go home. It can be seen that something happened. Moreover, both of them had obviously cried, and their bodies were still dirty. What happened 100% of the time. As soon as Xuejiao comes back, she doesn't want us to know. At this time, it's best to respect Xuejiao. " "Ah? Has Zizania been wronged? " Li Sitong's eyes suddenly widened. "The appearance of Zizania latifolia should be that nothing has happened, but her classmate may not be in good condition." Cheng Mingze explains this. "This..." Li Sitong didn't know what to do. This happened to Zizania when she took her friends home for the first time. Cheng Shuo smiles at her: "it's OK. Just pretend that you don't know anything. Just treat it like an ordinary guest." "Oh, oh, yes." Li Sitong nodded. Immediately returned to the kitchen, let aunt play a bowl of rice. Soon, Xuejiao went downstairs with Liu Jiaxue, who had changed her clothes. "Xuejiao, Jiaxue, come to eat soon!" Li Sitong cried with a smile. "Coming, coming." Xuejiao smiles and answers. Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and nodded. Everyone was sitting on the table. Li Sitong poured a glass of milk to one of them and said with a smile, "sister Xu has just returned home. Let's eat this rich meal again. I'll cook in the next few days. I can't cook so many dishes." "Eat it and cherish it." Xuejiao whispered in Liu Jiaxue's ear. "Well?" The voice of snow bamboo was very low: "my mother cooks Well I have no talent... " Liu Jiaxue was stunned and looked up in a daze. "Look at my dad and my brother's smile." Liu Jiaxue looks at the past and looks at Li Sitong's stiff face with a smile. Liu Jiaxue suddenly moved his mouth. This is her first smile in this period of time. "Jiaxue, eat your vegetables Li Sitong takes vegetables for her. Liu Jiaxue replied in a hurry: "thank you, Auntie..." As the family ate and talked, they enjoyed themselves.No one asked Liu Jiaxue why she didn't go home, and no one asked her other questions. After a meal, Liu Jiaxue felt relaxed for the first time, as if the pressure had been forgotten for a while. But after dinner, her cell phone vibrated slightly. Liu Jiaxue was stiff and didn't dare to take it. The mobile phone keeps ringing, and the rapid vibration is like the anger at the other end of the phone. Xuejiao gently reached out: "Jiaxue, can I take it?" Liu Jiaxue bit her lip subconsciously for a moment and nodded with her eyes closed. Xuejiao just ordered to answer, the phone came from the other end of the ear drum vibration sound "Liu Jiaxue, where have you been! Do you know my mother is worried "Auntie, I'm Gu Xuejiao. Jiaxue is in my house." The other end of the phone was quiet for a moment. After a long time, the voice came from the inside, and softened a lot: "Gu, ask when Jiaxue will come back." Xuejiao smiles: "Auntie, Jiaxue may have to stay here for a few more days." "It's Spring Festival? What is it that she still lives in your house Qian Yu began to roar again. Xuejiao continued to smile: "I think you should allow Jiaxue to make an occasional decision instead of letting her be your puppet." She finished, the phone came to heavy breathing sound, obviously Qian Yu is very angry now, but in suppressing his temper. "Auntie, I'll send you my address. You can come and see Jiaxue." Finish saying, snow Jiao hung up the phone, the address sent out, whispered: "Jiaxue, it's OK." Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and patted her gently. Cheng Shuo put down the newspaper: "Jiaxue, you and Xuejiao live these days, I will move a desk for you tomorrow, you can also do homework together." On behalf of the Cheng family, he expressed his welcome for Liu Jiaxue to live here. Liu Jiaxue held on to Xuejiao's hand and whispered, "thank you." Li Sitong came over and rubbed her head: "the little girl's family should smile more. Don't look like water bamboo, just follow a fool." Xuejiao's eyes widened in disbelief. Liu Jiaxue looked at the scene and laughed. Xuejiao estimates that Qian Yu will come, and sure enough, at about 10 o'clock, a couple comes in a hurry. Qian Yu still looks like that, but she is a little anxious today, so she doesn't wear so fancy. The man behind her is Liu Jun, Liu Jiaxue's father, or that taciturn appearance. "Mr. Cheng, how do you do? I'm Jiaxue's mother. This is her father, Liu Jun, our family is Kai... " Cheng Shuo said with a smile: "it's my daughter who asked you out. I don't know what's going on. Let my daughter talk to you." He stood up and took Cheng Mingze upstairs. Qian Yu was stunned and bumped into Liu Jun next to him: "what do you mean?" Liu Jun shyly smile: "that is to say, it is Jiaxue's classmates who asked us to come. Mr. Cheng didn't intervene." "How could it be? Is she a little girl who can make her own decisions? It must be Mr. Cheng and they decided it? " Qian Yu was a little confused. Liu Jun shook his head. At this time, snow water bamboo came down, yes, only snow water bamboo. She left Liu Jiaxue on it, pressed her in the quilt, let her sleep well, not down. "Miss Gu, what about Jiaxue?" Qian Yu looks back. "Jiaxue hasn't come down. I want to talk to you." Xuejiao whispered and sat down opposite them. Qian Yu and Liu Jun were stunned. Xuejiao continued to speak: "I want to know why you force Jiaxue into this way?" "What do you mean? What is it like? " Qian Yu was stunned. Xuejiao said in a low voice: "Jiaxue almost committed suicide today. If it was not for saving her, you would not receive my SMS at this time, but Jiaxue's bad news." "Why What... " Liu Jun was stunned. However, Qian Yu suddenly stood up, his face full of anger: "turned the sky? She killed herself Xuejiao frowned: "Auntie, I think you need to reflect on your attitude, can save Jiaxue once, not necessarily can save the second time." "How could she not think of it?" Qian Yu suppressed all kinds of emotions in her heart, including fear, fear and worry, and anger finally appeared on her face. "Because the pressure is too great, she can't bear it. Can I know what pressure my uncle and aunt will give her?" Xuejiao continued to ask with patience. "What pressure do I put on her? I worked hard to earn money to support her, so that she could eat and drink. How could I become a pressure on her? " Qian Yu's face is unbelievable. "Senior three has a lot of pressure. You must have put pressure on her, so she will not dare to go home." Qian Yu stood up with an unbelievable look on her face: "it's really funny. I work hard every day to earn money. Her father cooks in the kitchen every day. As a student, she can't get wind or rain, so she just let her read. What else can't she bear? You let her down, and I'll talk to herXuejiao inhaled deeply: "Auntie, I think your cognition is wrong in essence. I can't communicate with you for the time being. You must realize that after the hard work and pressure of senior three, I can continue to talk with you." "Let Liu Jiaxue come down first! I'm going to take her back. " "No..." "Xuejiao," Cheng Shuo interrupts Xuejiao: "you go up first, I'll have a good communication with Liu Jiaxue's mother." Xuejiao stands up and gives the place to Cheng Shuo. Cheng Shuo is really much better than her. She has enough social experience. She doesn't know how to explain it. Maybe Cheng Shuo has a way. Xuejiao was angry and went upstairs. Cheng Shuo took a book and sat down opposite Qian Yu and Liu Jun, and then said, "you two, there are some places where Zizania can't be understood, and I'm not very clear about the whole story. But I have to correct your cognition about whether you study hard or not." The two were stunned. Cheng Shuo continued, "is Ms. Qian a restaurant?" "Well." Qian Yu nodded. Cheng Shuo said: "it's really hard, from purchasing to soliciting customers, and then to settling accounts..." "It's not. I'm so hard to offer..." Cheng Shuo waved his hand and refused to let her speak. Then he said slowly, "well, don't open your restaurant. It's much easier. What's more, opening a restaurant seems to make a lot of money. Maybe Pengcheng will open a restaurant next to you to help you relieve some pressure? " Qian Yu's face was stiff and farfetched for a long time. He said with a smile, "Mr. Cheng, don't make a joke..." Cheng Shuo said with a smile, "is the pressure great? I want to ask you, when your business is not good, do you suffer from great pressure or do business every day? " Qian Yu did not speak. "You may know in your mind that you must be very tired in doing business every day, and you will only complain when you go home every day. But if you don't do well in business, you'll be more miserable, unable to sleep and anxious. It's easy to work, how can it be more difficult. Do you know why? Because you have life pressure. " Qian Yu looks at him. "In this way, do you still feel that learning is not painful? She has the pressure of entering a higher school and grades. The pressure is so great that when she fails to do well in the exam, the pain can be imagined. If you force her again, it is almost equal to You're forcing her to die. " Cheng Shuo looked directly at her: "Zizania is too polite. I think Jiaxue will commit suicide. It's you who forced her." Qian Yu's face turned white. "Teachers of all subjects in the opening school said that senior three was very tired and asked parents to cooperate with the students. But in front of me, there was a parent who was forcing the students. Ms. Qian, you should know the suicide rate of young people. " Cheng Shuo stood up and said, "we respect zizan very much. Zizan has decided that Jiaxue will live here tonight. We will certainly support it. So I won't let you take people away. Now, you can go out and go back early and have a rest early. " Then he turned and walked to the room. Qian Yu and Li Jun looked at each other, then stood up at a loss and left. In the kitchen, Li Sitong, holding a fruit tray, was full of tears, crying and sliding down to the ground. Jiaxue Suicide Pressure She used to And Qian Yu What's the difference? Upstairs, Xuejiao and Jiaxue lie in a bed. "Dad said your parents were gone." Snow water bamboo said softly. Liu Jiaxue bit her lower lip and was afraid. Xuejiao reached out and patted her across the quilt: "it's OK, it's OK." "Zizania latifolia I'm afraid... " "I'm not afraid. You are angry now. If your parents don't correct their mistakes, you won't forgive them and ignore them!" Xuejiao side, looking at Liu Jiaxue chuckle. Her tone was mischievous and soothing. Liu Jiaxue looks at the ceiling for a moment, turns around and faces Xuejiao. "Zizania latifolia How happy your family is... " Xuejiao didn't speak, just looked at her quietly. Liu Jiaxue continued: "my mother didn't read before she finished primary school. She never felt that learning was a hard and tiring thing. Before, I had to take the first place in the exam. My mother didn't say anything. But later in high school, I found it hard to get the first place again. There are so many more powerful people than me. It seems that I will never be the first one. " Xuejiao just looked at her with concern and did not speak. Liu Jiaxue's eyes twinkled and she cried unconsciously. "My mother used to scold me, but every time I got the first place in the exam, she was very happy and would not scold me for a long time. Since the decline in learning, my mother began to scold me every day, I sometimes think, I am not a redundant? Why does she hate me so much? " Liu Jiaxue closed her eyes and opened them after a moment. "My family is different from other families. I grew up in the curse of my mother, who scolded my father and neighbors. When I was a child, there was only a small cart stall at home. My mother and my father drove the car to sell every day. Her voice was very loud, soliciting customers and swearing. I could hear her in the tube house. "She seemed to fall into some kind of memory: "my father has not been able to do anything my mother says, so my mother often scolds him. When I graduated from primary school, my family finally opened a restaurant. My mother opened it. My father worked as a waiter and was often scolded by my mother. Later, when I was in junior high school, my mother thought that the restaurant relied too much on the chef, so she asked my father to learn from the cook. " "Later, my father was in charge of the kitchen and my mother was in charge of everything else. She often scolded my father. I grew up in such an environment when I was a child. Jiaojiao, you said that my mother did this to my father. Am I really the crystallization of my parents' love? To my mom, my dad was just her punching bag. They certainly don't welcome me to come. If I die, they won't be forced together for me? My mother will be free, and my father won't have to be scolded by my mother every day. " Xuejiao reached out and took her hand. "The second mock exam," Liu Jiaxue said, "I finished my last exam. My mom said I would interrupt my leg if I didn't do well in the second mode this time." I I didn't do well in the exam, and I didn't want to live... " "Don't say that!" Xuejiao interrupted her, "don't say death, you are so young, don't think about death. The day you get into college is the day you leave home." Liu Jiaxue didn't speak, but held her hand tightly. Xuejiao opened her mouth and whispered, "in fact, I used to be very unhappy. My mother didn't understand me. My father was just my stepfather and didn't dare to care about me. My father, stepmother and my father's daughter all wanted to harm me." "I didn't understand. But later, I learned that my life is my own. People should live for their own goals, not for others. " She gave a slight smile. "Later, I didn't care about my mother, and she probably understood some of my difficulties. Slowly, my family just has what you see. " Liu Jiaxue is still in tears. For a moment, she releases Xuejiao's hand. Then her head came over a little and gently put her head against the shoulder of Xuejiao. "Zizania latifolia Thank you... " "You're welcome." Snow water bamboo replies softly. Liu Jiaxue leans on her, breathing gradually even. Just looking at the blue and black under her eyes, Xuejiao knows that Liu Jiaxue has not had a good sleep for a long time. Maybe she was tired of crying, or in her home, without swearing, she finally fell asleep quietly. Xuejiao also did not speak, sleepy is a good thing, she is now relaxed. "Hum..." The mobile phone was shocked. Xuejiao reaches out and takes the mobile phone from the other side. It's Lin Zhihua's message "Happy holiday." Snow bamboo typing "Thank you." Lin Zhihua at the other end of the phone was slightly surprised and looked at the time. It was already 11:30 in the evening. The end of the year, the company is very busy, Lin Zhihua is busy until now just a little relieved. I just didn't expect that snow water bamboo had not gone to sleep "Lin Zhihua: what's wrong with you? What's bothering you? " Xuejiao looked at the news, and looked at Liu Jiaxue with her eyes closed. She didn't know how to comfort her and how to stop her suicide. She was afraid that she would hurt herself impulsively when she didn't pay attention. So, she has to find a way to solve the problem, after all She can't look at her forever. "I'm sorry..." Snow water bamboo said softly. Then gently left her side, got out of bed, took the mobile phone out of the door. She went to the balcony to reply "I Can I call you? I'm troubled right now A moment later, Lin Zhihua called. "What's the matter? Water bamboo His voice is concerned and worried. Xuejiao listens to this voice, and the panic in his heart finally fades away. "I'm scared. I have a classmate..." Xuejiao told him all the details, and then squatted down with red eyes. "What do you think I should do to get her out of this terrible idea? I'm afraid I'm still powerless, so I will hate myself all my life. " "Water bamboo, don't feel bad." Lin Zhihua frowned slightly. For Lin Zhihua, it means that a young man has been under a lot of pressure, and then he can't bear the pressure. But isn't this the world? Anna Karenina says Happy families are all alike, and each unhappy family has its own misfortune. This misfortune, not only belongs to her, but also to thousands of families. If it was before, he might not have looked at it. How many people are struggling to survive, but others want to give up their lives. But Xuejiao is hard, Xuejiao is hard, and his heart is miserable. "Lin Zhihua, I want to keep her until the end of the college entrance examination Living here with me, the college entrance examination is about to take place. There is no time to solve her family problems or get out of the family shadow... ""It's not a good idea." Lin Zhihua said firmly. Snow water bamboo slightly a Leng. "If she lives with you, she will feel uncomfortable even if you welcome her again. What's more, it shows that she really cares about her family, and her family problems are still there. She will still suffer and be distracted. " Lin Zhihua said calmly. Lin Zhihua did not say that he was worried that Liu Jiaxue would affect Xuejiao. She will worry about Liu Jiaxue's state and be distracted to take care of her. But at this time, it's time to be distracted. "Then I.." Xuejiao bit her lower lip. "Jiaojiao, this is not the time for you to do anything, but for what she should do." "Well?" The snow water bamboo is stunned. Lin Zhihua taught her: "ask Liu Jiaxue, is the relationship between your father and her mother really as bad as she imagined?" Xuejiao calms down. In fact, she has always had this doubt. If it is so bad Why not divorce? "If her mother hates her father from the bottom of her heart, she runs her own restaurant, she still has a few money, and she will clean up herself, but why doesn't she cheat? If his father is scolded by his mother, he has resentment in his heart, and he has a skill as a cook. Why not leave? Don't break up? " He asked Lin Zhihua a few questions. Xuejiao immediately understood "Yes! Jiaxue's parents, not necessarily have no feelings, if so, Jiaxue's birth is not what she imagined! Her parents may not love her Will not love her, just like their husband and wife, not do not love, will not express Lin Zhihua chuckled: "yes, you are right. Her pressure comes from her declining grades and her family. The former can only be solved by herself, and the latter can be solved by herself. The burden on her mind should be much less. " Thank you Xuejiao found the key to the breakthrough, and the fear disappeared completely. "You don't have to thank me. You can have a rest early and have a good talk with her tomorrow." "Good! Good night The voice on the other end of the phone was soft and warm: "good night." Xuejiao closes the phone and turns back. Just came in from the balcony, the steps suddenly stopped. There was a man standing there. I don't know how long he stood or how much he heard. Snow water bamboo heart a tight, slowly open mouth "Brother." Did he hear his name Lin Zhihua? www.novelhall.com , the fastest update of the webnovel!
