Un-edited so please don’t kill me if you find anything wrong, please gently commenting so I can fix it. Thank you.
(T/N : Semi NSFW, next chapter will be the full NSFW)
Thump——, the fist hit the flesh with a muffled sound. Li Sinian didn’t say a word and directly fell to the ground. They were isolated from the crowd and no one paid attention to the commotion. Fang Daichuan moved his legs, strangled Li Sinian’s waist. He then threw a few punches with one hand at his side face.
“Are you dead?” Fang Daichuan sat on the other’s waist, panting heavily.
Li Sinian smiled bitterly, shook his head and gasped.
“If you aren’t dead, why don’t you come to me! If you aren’t dead, why no news from you! I thought you are dead, you fucking make me anxious!” Fang Daichuan punched Li Sinian’s stomach without holding back. Li Sinian coughed after taking these hard blows, almost vomiting blood.
Fang Daichuan was still angry, so he pulled him up from the ground, grabbed the other party’s tie and walked to the guest room area. Li Sinian covered his stomach and bent over. He lets the other guy drag him even though he feels embarrassed.
“What’s the room number?” Fang Daichuan asked in a vicious voice.
Li Sinian pointed to the suite on the corner.
Fang Daichuan took out the keycard from his trouser pocket, swiped the card to enter the room, kicked the door closed and blocked the black cat who was hurriedly following him. The cat whined and scratched the door constantly. It was distressed when it saw its owner being beaten up by the vicious villain.
Inside the room, Fang Daichuan removed the microphone from his collar, held it to his mouth and shouted, “I have something to do. I will hang up first.” Without waiting for the policeman over there to respond, he turned off the microphone and threw it on the bedside table.
This room is well lit, decorated in a simple minimalist style, the windows are wide open, showing the endless sea view. Fang Daichuan pulled down the curtains tightly and the next thing he did was to unfasten his belt buckle.
He took out the belt, folded it twice in his palms and tied Li Sinian’s hands to the headboard.
“What are you doing?” Li Sinian smiled weakly, “Can I still run?”
The injury to his left shoulder has not yet healed, currently his scapula was cracked and now he almost can’t bear the pain. His forehead was soon dripping with cold sweat.
Fang Daichuan glared at him, his eyes were made up into long and narrow eyes, which multiplied the lethality and aggression on his eyes. For a moment Li Sinian was in a trance.
“I’m going to fuck you.” Fang Daichuan squeezed out a sentence between his teeth and unbuttoned his shirt with one hand.
Li Sinian smiled but did not refute.
“I hate you, I despise you,” Fang Daichuan picking and choosing from the basket of erotic products at the bedside. He couldn’t read the foreign words, so he just picked up a translucent one, which looked the safest. He tore open the outer plastic seal with his teeth and looked at Li Sinian angrily as if he was going to devour him, “Coward, scoundrel, why do you make me love you? You think you deserve it?”
He was furious he didn’t realise he just said his true feelings.
Li Sinian didn’t say a word. He looked at him with fixed eyes. The room was quiet, only the mournful sound of the cat scratching at the door was heard.
“But I love you.” Li Si said softly. He stared at Fang Daichuan, a tear flowing down his thin face, dropping heavily on the bed sheet, adding to the suffocating atmosphere.
He gaze deep at Fang Daichuan and said with a smile, “But, Chuan’er, I love you.”
(T/N : Yes Sinian drop the honorifics here.)
Fang Daichuan was dumbfounded and at a loss. He pushed Li Sinian into the pillow, untied the belt, got up and left. Li Sinian pulled him but he didn’t look back.
Fang Daichuan opened the door and walked out. His long legs stepped through the hairballs. The black cat didn’t care to grab and bite the villain. It run inside with the hair raised, jumped on the bed and arched around its owner’s neck.
Fang Daichuan had mixed feelings, and for a moment, he didn’t know what to feel. He didn’t bother to fasten his button and even forgot to take the microphone.
As soon as he walked out of the corner, he suddenly heard the cat screaming from the door behind him.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
Li Sinian is a good liar and is used to acting. The cat has been with him for many years and cooperates with him tacitly. Fang Daichuan thought so, and concluded that it was Li Sinian’s trick to coax him to go back, but he couldn’t move.
“Fuck,” he scratched his hair irritably, turned around and walked back, “I must owe him in my last life.”
He walked back with his knuckles clenched, his fingers crackling. He pushed open the closed door, forcing down the fire in his belly, already planning in his mind that if Li Sinian lied to him again, he wouldn’t believe his words, he would have to fuck him until his ass blossoming.
When he entered, he saw Li Sinian lying quietly on the bed, his face buried in the fluffy down pillow, maintaining his original posture and motionless. The black cat lay on the side of his neck, wailing loudly.
Fang Daichuan snorted coldly, bent down to pick up the microphone that had fallen under the bedside table, but when he lowered his head, he saw a shallow puddle of blood on the carpet beside the bed. Fang Daichuan froze for a moment, his eyes following the blood trail. Li Sinian’s left arm was hanging on the side of the bed and blood was dripping from his shirt.
“Li Sinian!” Fang Daichuan screamed, rushed to the bed and overturned Li Sinian’s body.
He closed his eyes tightly, a few mouthfuls of blood came out from the corners of his mouth, wetting half of the down pillow.
Hairball was furious, thinking that Fang Daichuan was going to hurt his master, so it bit hard on Fang Daichuan’s right wrist. Fang Daichuan hissed, put it under the bed and hugged Li Sinian.
He tore off Li Sinian’s clothes.
As soon as the shirt was removed from Li Sinian, Fang Daichuan’s eyes became heated. His bare upper body was covered in cuts, some were so deep you could clearly see the texture of the muscle underneath. The left shoulder was swollen to two finger heights and the place where the bullet came out was plugged with cotton wool that was already soaked with blood.
About half a minute later, Li Sinian woke up and reached out to wipe the blood on his lips.
He didn’t speak and Fang Daichuan didn’t know what to say.
“Your mother…Auntie…” Fang Daichuan hesitated, “Is everything alright?”
Li Sinian closed his eyes, nodded and said, “She fainted. I dragged her into the sea and went to the cave where my father died. I thought that the whole family would die in one place, but who knew that the cave was connected to the crack in the back mountain of the island? When the bottom of the sea was turbulent, we were washed into the crack and then we met the plane my grandfather sent to pick us up and we went straight back to the United States.”
Fang Daichuan frowned: “So, you rescued her and then she beat you up like this?”
Li Sinian didn’t answer his question directly, only said, “It’s alright, I won’t die with a small injury like this.”
He must be accustomed to this kind of injury, to the point of being so indifferent to his own body. Fang Daichuan felt pain just looking at it. He finally understood where that self-destructive and self-abusive desire in him came from.
For a while his heart is gripped tight.
“Aren’t you going to fuck me?” Li Sinian smiled lightly and took off his clothes with difficulty using one hand, “Come on.”
He softly sang in Fang Daichuan’s ear: “Come on, Chuan’er-ge, don’t pity me.”
(T/N : don’t pity me is in English in raw.)
Fang Daichuan slapped him on the side of his face and then leaned over to stabilise him.
The two exchanged each other’s breath, like two thirsty travellers, their lips and tongues tossing and turning. All the suffering, worry, anxiety and heartache for many days, all emotions exchanged in this kiss. They soothed each other and their body temperature gradually rose.
“How did you get hurt like this?” After the kiss, Fang Daichuan gently bit and kissed Li Sinian’s chest, his eyes filled with unspeakable heartache.
“It’s not serious, it’s just scary to look at.” Li Sinian smiled indifferently, sighed, “This is the punishment I deserve. I took so many lives.”
“You don’t deserve this!” A drop of tears falls from Fang Daichuan’s nose, he took off his pants and sat directly on the half-raised p*nis.
Without proper lubrication, both of them were tortured and they gasped in pain.
Li Sinian was stunned by his words.
“Li Sinian, why did you hurt yourself like this?” Fang Daichuan moved mechanically up and down with a cry in his voice. Such pure mechanical movement, no one got any pleasure from it. He said, “You say I am naïve but you are more naïve than me, purer than me.”
Li Sinian could only stare at him, at his painful face, at the sweat on his temples and the tears on the side of his face.
“It’s not your fault,” Fang Daichuan’s tears fell on Li Sinian’s chest, burning him with pain. “Nian-ge, it’s not your fault.”
Li Sinian’s eyes softened slowly and finally moved. He choked up slightly and said in an angry voice, “Chuan’er-ge, hug me.”
Fang Daichuan went over to hug him, they both ended up stained with blood and he kissed him fiercely.
I’m just a sideshow, but you don’t have to walk on a high wire anymore, he thought while kissing each other fiercely, together with me, as we walked side by side on the ground.
Un-edited so please don’t kill me if you find anything wrong, please gently commenting so I can fix it. Thank you.
(T/N : Semi NSFW, next chapter will be the full NSFW)
Thump——, the fist hit the flesh with a muffled sound. Li Sinian didn’t say a word and directly fell to the ground. They were isolated from the crowd and no one paid attention to the commotion. Fang Daichuan moved his legs, strangled Li Sinian’s waist. He then threw a few punches with one hand at his side face.
“Are you dead?” Fang Daichuan sat on the other’s waist, panting heavily.
Li Sinian smiled bitterly, shook his head and gasped.
“If you aren’t dead, why don’t you come to me! If you aren’t dead, why no news from you! I thought you are dead, you fucking make me anxious!” Fang Daichuan punched Li Sinian’s stomach without holding back. Li Sinian coughed after taking these hard blows, almost vomiting blood.
Fang Daichuan was still angry, so he pulled him up from the ground, grabbed the other party’s tie and walked to the guest room area. Li Sinian covered his stomach and bent over. He lets the other guy drag him even though he feels embarrassed.
“What’s the room number?” Fang Daichuan asked in a vicious voice.
Li Sinian pointed to the suite on the corner.
Fang Daichuan took out the keycard from his trouser pocket, swiped the card to enter the room, kicked the door closed and blocked the black cat who was hurriedly following him. The cat whined and scratched the door constantly. It was distressed when it saw its owner being beaten up by the vicious villain.
Inside the room, Fang Daichuan removed the microphone from his collar, held it to his mouth and shouted, “I have something to do. I will hang up first.” Without waiting for the policeman over there to respond, he turned off the microphone and threw it on the bedside table.
This room is well lit, decorated in a simple minimalist style, the windows are wide open, showing the endless sea view. Fang Daichuan pulled down the curtains tightly and the next thing he did was to unfasten his belt buckle.
He took out the belt, folded it twice in his palms and tied Li Sinian’s hands to the headboard.
“What are you doing?” Li Sinian smiled weakly, “Can I still run?”
The injury to his left shoulder has not yet healed, currently his scapula was cracked and now he almost can’t bear the pain. His forehead was soon dripping with cold sweat.
Fang Daichuan glared at him, his eyes were made up into long and narrow eyes, which multiplied the lethality and aggression on his eyes. For a moment Li Sinian was in a trance.
“I’m going to fuck you.” Fang Daichuan squeezed out a sentence between his teeth and unbuttoned his shirt with one hand.
Li Sinian smiled but did not refute.
“I hate you, I despise you,” Fang Daichuan picking and choosing from the basket of erotic products at the bedside. He couldn’t read the foreign words, so he just picked up a translucent one, which looked the safest. He tore open the outer plastic seal with his teeth and looked at Li Sinian angrily as if he was going to devour him, “Coward, scoundrel, why do you make me love you? You think you deserve it?”
He was furious he didn’t realise he just said his true feelings.
Li Sinian didn’t say a word. He looked at him with fixed eyes. The room was quiet, only the mournful sound of the cat scratching at the door was heard.
“But I love you.” Li Si said softly. He stared at Fang Daichuan, a tear flowing down his thin face, dropping heavily on the bed sheet, adding to the suffocating atmosphere.
He gaze deep at Fang Daichuan and said with a smile, “But, Chuan’er, I love you.”
(T/N : Yes Sinian drop the honorifics here.)
Fang Daichuan was dumbfounded and at a loss. He pushed Li Sinian into the pillow, untied the belt, got up and left. Li Sinian pulled him but he didn’t look back.
Fang Daichuan opened the door and walked out. His long legs stepped through the hairballs. The black cat didn’t care to grab and bite the villain. It run inside with the hair raised, jumped on the bed and arched around its owner’s neck.
Fang Daichuan had mixed feelings, and for a moment, he didn’t know what to feel. He didn’t bother to fasten his button and even forgot to take the microphone.
As soon as he walked out of the corner, he suddenly heard the cat screaming from the door behind him.
He stopped dead in his tracks.
Li Sinian is a good liar and is used to acting. The cat has been with him for many years and cooperates with him tacitly. Fang Daichuan thought so, and concluded that it was Li Sinian’s trick to coax him to go back, but he couldn’t move.
“Fuck,” he scratched his hair irritably, turned around and walked back, “I must owe him in my last life.”
He walked back with his knuckles clenched, his fingers crackling. He pushed open the closed door, forcing down the fire in his belly, already planning in his mind that if Li Sinian lied to him again, he wouldn’t believe his words, he would have to fuck him until his ass blossoming.
When he entered, he saw Li Sinian lying quietly on the bed, his face buried in the fluffy down pillow, maintaining his original posture and motionless. The black cat lay on the side of his neck, wailing loudly.
Fang Daichuan snorted coldly, bent down to pick up the microphone that had fallen under the bedside table, but when he lowered his head, he saw a shallow puddle of blood on the carpet beside the bed. Fang Daichuan froze for a moment, his eyes following the blood trail. Li Sinian’s left arm was hanging on the side of the bed and blood was dripping from his shirt.
“Li Sinian!” Fang Daichuan screamed, rushed to the bed and overturned Li Sinian’s body.
He closed his eyes tightly, a few mouthfuls of blood came out from the corners of his mouth, wetting half of the down pillow.
Hairball was furious, thinking that Fang Daichuan was going to hurt his master, so it bit hard on Fang Daichuan’s right wrist. Fang Daichuan hissed, put it under the bed and hugged Li Sinian.
He tore off Li Sinian’s clothes.
As soon as the shirt was removed from Li Sinian, Fang Daichuan’s eyes became heated. His bare upper body was covered in cuts, some were so deep you could clearly see the texture of the muscle underneath. The left shoulder was swollen to two finger heights and the place where the bullet came out was plugged with cotton wool that was already soaked with blood.
About half a minute later, Li Sinian woke up and reached out to wipe the blood on his lips.
He didn’t speak and Fang Daichuan didn’t know what to say.
“Your mother…Auntie…” Fang Daichuan hesitated, “Is everything alright?”
Li Sinian closed his eyes, nodded and said, “She fainted. I dragged her into the sea and went to the cave where my father died. I thought that the whole family would die in one place, but who knew that the cave was connected to the crack in the back mountain of the island? When the bottom of the sea was turbulent, we were washed into the crack and then we met the plane my grandfather sent to pick us up and we went straight back to the United States.”
Fang Daichuan frowned: “So, you rescued her and then she beat you up like this?”
Li Sinian didn’t answer his question directly, only said, “It’s alright, I won’t die with a small injury like this.”
He must be accustomed to this kind of injury, to the point of being so indifferent to his own body. Fang Daichuan felt pain just looking at it. He finally understood where that self-destructive and self-abusive desire in him came from.
For a while his heart is gripped tight.
“Aren’t you going to fuck me?” Li Sinian smiled lightly and took off his clothes with difficulty using one hand, “Come on.”
He softly sang in Fang Daichuan’s ear: “Come on, Chuan’er-ge, don’t pity me.”
(T/N : don’t pity me is in English in raw.)
Fang Daichuan slapped him on the side of his face and then leaned over to stabilise him.
The two exchanged each other’s breath, like two thirsty travellers, their lips and tongues tossing and turning. All the suffering, worry, anxiety and heartache for many days, all emotions exchanged in this kiss. They soothed each other and their body temperature gradually rose.
“How did you get hurt like this?” After the kiss, Fang Daichuan gently bit and kissed Li Sinian’s chest, his eyes filled with unspeakable heartache.
“It’s not serious, it’s just scary to look at.” Li Sinian smiled indifferently, sighed, “This is the punishment I deserve. I took so many lives.”
“You don’t deserve this!” A drop of tears falls from Fang Daichuan’s nose, he took off his pants and sat directly on the half-raised p*nis.
Without proper lubrication, both of them were tortured and they gasped in pain.
Li Sinian was stunned by his words.
“Li Sinian, why did you hurt yourself like this?” Fang Daichuan moved mechanically up and down with a cry in his voice. Such pure mechanical movement, no one got any pleasure from it. He said, “You say I am naïve but you are more naïve than me, purer than me.”
Li Sinian could only stare at him, at his painful face, at the sweat on his temples and the tears on the side of his face.
“It’s not your fault,” Fang Daichuan’s tears fell on Li Sinian’s chest, burning him with pain. “Nian-ge, it’s not your fault.”
Li Sinian’s eyes softened slowly and finally moved. He choked up slightly and said in an angry voice, “Chuan’er-ge, hug me.”
Fang Daichuan went over to hug him, they both ended up stained with blood and he kissed him fiercely.
I’m just a sideshow, but you don’t have to walk on a high wire anymore, he thought while kissing each other fiercely, together with me, as we walked side by side on the ground.
