Lu Lijun went through the history of each time when she got this attack in the past ten years. All the time she had it, it was close to the dates that were important to her, like Lu Qiangs birthday, their wedding day, the accident day etc. few other times she had it, Lu Lijun didn’t know what kind of important days those were for her but he was sure they meant something. Might be the important times she had spent with his elder brother.
He was curious about after he returned from England when exactly she had these attacks. Lu Lijun went through her health history after the day he returned home. He checked the date when she got her first attack. Looking at the date he remembered what they did on that day.
”Wait, isn’t it the day when we went to the farmhouse with the entire family?”
Lu Lijun was good with the numbers and so the dates. He could always remember what day and date he did something.
’So she left the farmhouse without telling anyone because of this. She didn’t want anyone to know it and left in the middle of the night.’ Lu Lijun concluded. ‘Why…why didn’t I know about all this?’ he clenched his fists in regret and sighed heavily.
He then checked the next date and it didn’t take him time to remember what day it was.
”This is the day when I argued with her in her office. She said I am nothing but just a responsibility to her. She tried her best to get out of her office and said everything to anger me so I could leave as soon as possible?’
Lu Lijun remembered she didn’t look good and frequently touched her chest. ‘I was so angry that I failed to see her pain. How ignorant I was. I know nothing about her.’
After that day, there were hardly two times she got it and one was the latest one from last night.
’Is it because I told the entire family? Is it that bad in her opinion to hurt her like this? What was she even thinking about that affected her to get this attack? Does she hate this idea of being with me so much? Seems like she doesn’t want me anymore.”
Lu Lijun leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes, “Whatever it is, I can’t be selfish and make her go through such pain because of me. I can’t see her in pain. What should I do now?”
Sighing deeply, he opened his eyes and realized he had yet to read the entire file. An Tian said to read the last part of the file especially.
’Seems like there is something that brother An Tian wished me to read.’
Concluding, Lu Lijun again moved forward in the chair and started reading the file- the last part which looked different from the rest of the documents. Lu Lijun checked the documents as he remembered An Tian saying that those were Jiang Yuyan’s health reports after the accident ten years back.
’What is there that brother An Tian wants me to see?’
Lu Lijun went through the reports where it was mentioned about her injuries and then the miscarriage she had gone through. Lu Lijun had already gotten to know about Jiang Yuyan losing her baby so it didn’t surprise him though he felt bad about it.
For a moment he thought, ‘if that baby had survived, I would have done everything for her that brother Lu Qiang would have done like my own child.’ But thighs had already happened and there was no turning back for them. One thing he was sure of, though he didn’t feel much about it, as a mother, she must have still felt sad about losing her baby.
There were further reports that showed how weak she was due to the blood loss and her mental situation and she needed rest and proper treatment.
’I never saw her resting after that incident. In fact, she was always out. She never took care of herself,’ Lu Lijun remembered these things clearly, ‘She always acted so strongly to let anyone know her condition.’
He turned the page and there was a report from the gynaecologist which shocked Lu Lijun. It mentioned that Jiang Yuyan could not become a mother due to the complications she had due to the miscarriage and was recommended to have proper treatment.
’She can not become a mother?’ Lu Lijun repeated the words from the file in his mind. He remembered her blank expressions whenever he talked about having a baby with her. ‘Was that because she can’t be a mother? Is it the reason she is rejecting me? But then why say yes to Alex? Will he agree to her condition or had already agreed to it and she had decided to marry him?’
He had so many questions in mind. ‘I don’t care if she can’t be a mother. As long as she is with me, I need no one.’
He had so many thoughts in mind that it was hard to decide which one to go with.
”What should I do? I need to talk to her. But she is not well so I should wait for a while. I don’t want her to get another attack because of me.”
Lu Lijun spent the entire day in the same home but by the evening he called Xiao Min.
”How is she?”
”Fine now and doing well with no stress around her,” Xiao Min replied, his words blaming Lu Lijun for everything.
Lu Lijun hung up the call and thought to go to her the next morning. Just then there was a sound of the door unlocking and Lu Feng entered the home.
”Elder brother, you are back.”
”How can I leave you alone?”
”How did you know I was here?”
”Just a guess.” Lu Feng replied and made himself comfortable on the sofa. “Did you read the file An Tian gave you?”
Lu Lijun was not surprised when Lu Feng asked this. He always knew nothing was a secret between An Tian, Lu Feng and Jiang Yang.
”I did. Were you aware of her situation?” Lu Lijun asked.
”Hmm!” Lu Feng nodded.
”Then why didn’t you do anything?”
”There was nothing I or Jiang Yang could do. If she had known An Tian updates us about her situation, she would have looked for another doctor. Having An Tian treating her is as good as any of us being with her,” Lu Feng explained.
”I wonder if she keeps rejecting me because she can’t be a mother,” Lu Lijun said.
”Maybe,” Lu Feng didn’t deny it, “But for now she doesn’t feel that way is the main reason.”
”What if this thing is stopping her from thinking about me?” Lu Lijun questioned.
”That can be the case,” Lu Feng agreed.
”Morning, I will go see her.”
”Hmm, but be patient with her.”
”I will.”
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Lu Lijun went through the history of each time when she got this attack in the past ten years. All the time she had it, it was close to the dates that were important to her, like Lu Qiangs birthday, their wedding day, the accident day etc. few other times she had it, Lu Lijun didn’t know what kind of important days those were for her but he was sure they meant something. Might be the important times she had spent with his elder brother.
He was curious about after he returned from England when exactly she had these attacks. Lu Lijun went through her health history after the day he returned home. He checked the date when she got her first attack. Looking at the date he remembered what they did on that day.
”Wait, isn’t it the day when we went to the farmhouse with the entire family?”
Lu Lijun was good with the numbers and so the dates. He could always remember what day and date he did something.
’So she left the farmhouse without telling anyone because of this. She didn’t want anyone to know it and left in the middle of the night.’ Lu Lijun concluded. ‘Why…why didn’t I know about all this?’ he clenched his fists in regret and sighed heavily.
He then checked the next date and it didn’t take him time to remember what day it was.
”This is the day when I argued with her in her office. She said I am nothing but just a responsibility to her. She tried her best to get out of her office and said everything to anger me so I could leave as soon as possible?’
Lu Lijun remembered she didn’t look good and frequently touched her chest. ‘I was so angry that I failed to see her pain. How ignorant I was. I know nothing about her.’
After that day, there were hardly two times she got it and one was the latest one from last night.
’Is it because I told the entire family? Is it that bad in her opinion to hurt her like this? What was she even thinking about that affected her to get this attack? Does she hate this idea of being with me so much? Seems like she doesn’t want me anymore.”
Lu Lijun leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes, “Whatever it is, I can’t be selfish and make her go through such pain because of me. I can’t see her in pain. What should I do now?”
Sighing deeply, he opened his eyes and realized he had yet to read the entire file. An Tian said to read the last part of the file especially.
’Seems like there is something that brother An Tian wished me to read.’
Concluding, Lu Lijun again moved forward in the chair and started reading the file- the last part which looked different from the rest of the documents. Lu Lijun checked the documents as he remembered An Tian saying that those were Jiang Yuyan’s health reports after the accident ten years back.
’What is there that brother An Tian wants me to see?’
Lu Lijun went through the reports where it was mentioned about her injuries and then the miscarriage she had gone through. Lu Lijun had already gotten to know about Jiang Yuyan losing her baby so it didn’t surprise him though he felt bad about it.
For a moment he thought, ‘if that baby had survived, I would have done everything for her that brother Lu Qiang would have done like my own child.’ But thighs had already happened and there was no turning back for them. One thing he was sure of, though he didn’t feel much about it, as a mother, she must have still felt sad about losing her baby.
There were further reports that showed how weak she was due to the blood loss and her mental situation and she needed rest and proper treatment.
’I never saw her resting after that incident. In fact, she was always out. She never took care of herself,’ Lu Lijun remembered these things clearly, ‘She always acted so strongly to let anyone know her condition.’
He turned the page and there was a report from the gynaecologist which shocked Lu Lijun. It mentioned that Jiang Yuyan could not become a mother due to the complications she had due to the miscarriage and was recommended to have proper treatment.
’She can not become a mother?’ Lu Lijun repeated the words from the file in his mind. He remembered her blank expressions whenever he talked about having a baby with her. ‘Was that because she can’t be a mother? Is it the reason she is rejecting me? But then why say yes to Alex? Will he agree to her condition or had already agreed to it and she had decided to marry him?’
He had so many questions in mind. ‘I don’t care if she can’t be a mother. As long as she is with me, I need no one.’
He had so many thoughts in mind that it was hard to decide which one to go with.
”What should I do? I need to talk to her. But she is not well so I should wait for a while. I don’t want her to get another attack because of me.”
Lu Lijun spent the entire day in the same home but by the evening he called Xiao Min.
”How is she?”
”Fine now and doing well with no stress around her,” Xiao Min replied, his words blaming Lu Lijun for everything.
Lu Lijun hung up the call and thought to go to her the next morning. Just then there was a sound of the door unlocking and Lu Feng entered the home.
”Elder brother, you are back.”
”How can I leave you alone?”
”How did you know I was here?”
”Just a guess.” Lu Feng replied and made himself comfortable on the sofa. “Did you read the file An Tian gave you?”
Lu Lijun was not surprised when Lu Feng asked this. He always knew nothing was a secret between An Tian, Lu Feng and Jiang Yang.
”I did. Were you aware of her situation?” Lu Lijun asked.
”Hmm!” Lu Feng nodded.
”Then why didn’t you do anything?”
”There was nothing I or Jiang Yang could do. If she had known An Tian updates us about her situation, she would have looked for another doctor. Having An Tian treating her is as good as any of us being with her,” Lu Feng explained.
”I wonder if she keeps rejecting me because she can’t be a mother,” Lu Lijun said.
”Maybe,” Lu Feng didn’t deny it, “But for now she doesn’t feel that way is the main reason.”
”What if this thing is stopping her from thinking about me?” Lu Lijun questioned.
”That can be the case,” Lu Feng agreed.
”Morning, I will go see her.”
”Hmm, but be patient with her.”
”I will.”
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