Chapter 323: 344 - longing, the cause of defeat, the essence and.
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Lucius hoped for the regeneration of his daughter. But it was impossible to hold Rogue's hand as a prank magician. It unleashed Toa's flesh, which was frozen in space by magic, and buried her next to Rosalia's grave.
Lucius continues to live in blankness and nothingness in front of the tomb mark the days from then on. Only at all times had Rogue disappeared from before him. My wife Elektra doesn't even show up from her room.
One day, when I headed to the routine grave, there was an appearance of a political ministry in front of the grave. Lucius was heartily surprised but showed no change in his expression.
"It's been a long time. I already buried Toa."
"... Really?"
Lucius sympathizes with the small number of people in the political sect and the voice color. As soon as I saw the side that he was in the same condition as myself, I knew.
"You're not coming back to life."
"... that's the natural cuisine"
"Excuse me."
The tone of the voice of the political sect had clearly fallen more than before. But he doesn't realize it himself.
"Why Apologize"
It's like I killed Suphilia, too.
"Suphilia-kun's body is buried over there too. She was definitely an Artemias. I let Rogue find my family, but the Prophet of the Neighbourhood Village was killed by demons, he said."
"Looks like Spielman's not here."
"I left here a long time ago. There's no reason for us to be stubborn anymore. He's Spielman, not Rogue."
Waste of conversation ensued. It's a distraction. We don't work our heads off each other.
Then they started talking to the public.
I hear you've become king of the abyss.
"That's why I can't do anything."
"You know, you opened up the demons to everything."
"Don't worry. We don't attack beasts or demons."
"Oh, I'm not worried about that. I thought it would be because it's about you."
Lucius does not appreciate the human needlessness doctrine of political sects. I know that too.
This conversation doesn't make sense.
It's not what the political sect wanted. He was gradually going to step through Toa's story.
The subject of this conversation is Lucius. The political ministry understood that Lucius was in a position not to take the story from a negative idea. It also has to do with Lucius' lack of energy to face himself. There is nothing in this conversation.
"It's been a long time since I've seen you, and it's good to see you," Zhengzheng said in a compliment. Then I turned my back.
"Please don't come here anymore."
On leaving, Lucius told the truth.
The political sect could not look back, nor could it open its mouth.
That's what I knew. Perhaps the next time you see him, the next time you lie, you will never approach the demonic kingdom. But for today, I had also had the idea for a moment that I could leave this country without asking why.
"I heard you were sealed and sealed. That's why I thought I'd never see you again. I didn't want to see you. 'Cause I didn't know what kind of terrible words I could expose you to if I met you."
The political sect, like a commandment, says the same thing again.
"... I killed Toa"
"That's right. You killed my daughter. I know you liked Toa and Toa liked you and loved you. The two were in each other's hands, whether they were dependent on each other or not. I understand that. But you killed Toa."
"... Yes"
"I always think since then. You hate humans, but you're human again. And if Toa hadn't met you, I wonder if Toa would still be here before me."
"... may be so"
"It's easy to answer."
"Because I think so myself."
"Well I guess so. Something called you likes to think paradoxically about things. So it's easy to get to that answer. As you know, the encounter between Toa and you begins in the world mirror. I don't know why. When I was a kid, Toa said your name in front of the mirror that showed up in the garden. I don't think I know your name..."
"I remember. Toa in memory did say my name."
"And I transferred to the human world through the world mirror, and I met you"
"It didn't seem like a coincidence"
"It's not a coincidence. This... I mean, Toa will die involved in you, that's what I was born for"
It seemed like a leap of speech, and the political ministry understood that.
Lucius and his political thought were in a close relationship.
"I still don't know. I want to know why my daughter had to die. What was the prophecy..."
The political sect walked out with his back turned.
"We die soon, if you try!" I heard Lucius throw up and throw it away. "You keep away from Toa one day at a time, you're annoyed by that feeling. And finally, kill yourself again."
But the political sect already knows what it feels like.
The political sect did not accompany the last irony of the Demon King and left the Kingdom of Demons. And I never went back.
I'm looking for a place to be for the first time in this world. I never even looked for it when Ariez banished me. Because such a thing wasn't in me from the concept itself.
"Was it here..."
vast grasslands. Nearby we could see the woods and the trees were bush.
Streets connecting Grayberg and Razhausen. This is the first place I met the Zeeks. It is also the beginning place where I came to different worlds and felt different for the first time.
He meditated his eyes feeling the wind, and opened them, looking around to overlap with the view in his memory.
There are no demons around here yet. The further inland you go, the more the world is a nest of demons.
I walked towards Razhausen and came a few hours later to where I first met Sierra. I remember the first time I met a monster here.
Then......
"That."
I wiped my eyes thinking my vision was suddenly blurred. Tears were overflowing from my eyes.
Tears spill like they overflow from tear bags, whether you wipe them or not.
"... damn"
I'm getting frustrated. I brutally wiped my eyes with my sleeves. Still, I can't stop crying,
"Shit!
A voice echoed on the forest road.
I don't know what I'm thinking right now.
I don't even know what this tear means. What's so sad......
- Lord Nito.
I heard an unexpected voice.
When I looked up, I saw Romero in front of me.
"... what are you doing here"
He lay down his face and wiped it with his sleeve as he could not see the tears.
"It's been a long time since I've called you Lord Nito. You're alive because it's sealed, Your Grace."
"Are you going to be sarcastic?
"Terrible."
Romero said in the same butler tone. "Would you like to walk a little"
He wants to take a walk down the road I once walked. He's weird.
The entrance to the village of Tanya had collapsed. The tree arch greeted me when I came forward. It was deliberately made by the villagers by cutting trees and collecting them. It's buried in the dirt like it was stepped on something.
Once inside the village, only the bodies were rolling. One day the village chief and the bodies of several villagers are scattered. Most of them are blackened and I don't know whose they belong to. Some of them were nostalgic bodies with shadows.
"... Jack"
Young man's was rolling. I'm not sure that's Jack. Did he get stabbed with a sword, I saw a wound in his belly?
"It's the work of your classmates."
"Classmates?"
"Don't you see? This is Lord Saeki."
"... why him"
"You're gonna whine about something funny."
That's what Romero laughed at. It gradually turned from deacon to immortal laughter.
"- O Hidakama Samune, is that what your Lord wished for Saab?
That wasn't what Romero looked like already.
One strange old man stood.
"... who?
It's not Adams.
"He was more of a kid, then I was."
"Did you kill him?
Adams said with a face like he was in love.
"Thousands of years and tens of thousands of years to live, not to be killed by a young man who learned magic these days."
I brought a wooden chair that was rolling beside me and sat down.
Then I looked up at the sky.
Whoever this old man is, Adams, I don't care. I know you're in front of me for a purpose, but it's none of my business.
"What's the sky, come on, are you getting tired of seeing it?
"You're not mad at me?
"In a world where no one's wrath can make sense anymore, your Lord knows that best. It also makes little sense to talk to the Lord. Now there is nothing that can be done to the king of the abyss. The demon was unleashed. All you have to do is wait for the doom."
"If so..."
"There are some mistakes of the Lord," Adams said abruptly. "Separating the flesh."
"What?"
"In the state of the Lord now."
Are you trying to tell me to go back to the main unit?
"You were magically swallowed before the abyss, Lord."
Ignore me.
"I shouldn't have gotten my hands on magic that didn't suit my height. Your Lord is not clever enough to play others. Using separation, the Lord severed the pus from himself. Therefore, the Lord's own heart is lightened. Then Amadeus doesn't. He became the incarnation of the Lord's pus, carrying the darkness all by himself."
"What the hell are you talking about? Amadeus is me."
"Well, it's clear that you are the Lord. Amadeus is the pus of the Lord, and so to speak, the second personality that sprouted in him."
"What?"
"Furthermore, the Lord has taken over the Dominance to help the Princess of the Devil Nation. Thereafter, three personalities will dwell in the Lord. The Lord, the pus, and the ruler."
Thoughts come to a halt in a novel that gets no guidelines.
I mean, that's what this guy's trying to say about me being like Toa. When you have more than one personality, and you're swinging.
"I am the king of the abyss."
"The king is not an ability, not a result. Don't you see, your Lord took the lead in the pus and swallowed it in the abyss?"
Adams spoke to flow.
"Naturally, Amadeus took everything he could swallow. Pus acts as he thinks, but becomes enlarged. If you're a normal owner, you can choose. I'll make sure you're okay with the possible choices. Grid or distress is not normal. Then we go back to the main unit. But the Lord, the main body, fought evil against the Ruling. I wasn't in a state where I could deal with a very pus opponent. At that moment, the Lord..."
"You mean swallowed"
"I'll tell you what, because I'm going to get my hands on unusable magic. Swallow by the abyss, the Lord even notices the darkness of the princess of Artemias. Even before childhood training, I still realize it. That's why the Demon Princess is dead. It can be taken for granted. If he was an exceptional magician, he would have prevented the death of a cat girl. But the Lord wants the girl to use healing magic in front of her."
You are no longer even a magician. That's what Adams said.
Sure it is. Why didn't you use healing magic on Nem then? I should have used it. I might have been helped if I tried right away.
I knew Nem couldn't help me. So I did nothing.
Or was that the induction of domination, the will of the abyss swallowing me?
"... is it caused by separation"
"It's not a cause, it's a factor," Adams said. "In any case, your Lord had the role of dominating the Ruling. If we can't do that, the result will be the same if we don't use separation. And the abyss user must always be faithful to himself, and the battle against the abyss he tries to swallow will continue until his existence is extinguished"
The Ruling will kill Toa in any case, so there's only one way I can take it on.
After that, it's whether we can beat domination or not. If you cannot bear it, domination induces an abyss in an attempt to fall. I'm swallowed. Lead Toa to death.
There is no end to the battle against the abyss, even if we beat domination.
Adams says I'm in the process of leaving now. That doesn't mean you beat the abyss trying to swallow it. Not even overcoming it.
"I simply don't have a story to tell from here. The greatest darkness to the Lord has already taken place. It doesn't mean we can't fall any further for the Dominance or the Abyss trying to swallow it."
"Is that all the factors?
"Amadeus wasn't the problem before the separation. It's not in your height."
"The blood of the merciful."
Should I not have made a blood of the merciful, but be loose?
"But then there's going to be another problem. The Lord opened up slaves and slum beasts in Enumasan. And if the LORD had, they would have been slain later by Zemekis. Those who escaped may have had a strong willingness to kill humans. There's no chance that it killed the Demon Princess somewhere."
And then, in the end, I don't know more and more what went wrong.
But I made a mistake. We all died because we made a mistake. That's all for sure.
"Well, there is always a cause of defeat for people, says Noh. No one is going to live with it. In Victoria, for example, my sister despaired. And Oliver was angry, and Zephyr wanted to forget, and Adolf was jealous. That's the cause of defeat, the root of each abyss. What is the cause of your Lord's loss?
"... I don't know. Cross-world syndrome?"
"Hmm, so what is heterosexual syndrome?
"... of those who admired a convenient, different world"
"Not"
"You know the answer?
"I don't know. But the essence isn't. I think Nagaku is. Why did the Lord yearn for such things in the first place? So why is it so weird that you're so sick of craving?
"Indeed."
Why did I admire the other world? If you admired it, what did you admire about the other world? What did you want? If you asked, why did you ask for it? What's the reason? Why did you crave another world? Did you really admire the other world in the first place?
"What is the otherworldly syndrome and its essence… is not that the Lord's cause of defeat"
"... don't you really understand?
"I don't know. But then I just don't think it's too specific. What are the feelings that the Lord feels every day?
……
I don't know, I couldn't answer.
I saw the ground, I saw the sky, and while I was thinking, Adams' figure had disappeared from front of me.
That sounds crazy. Is the guy I was talking to earlier Adams, Romero, or someone else?
Was I talking in the first place? I thought you were hallucinating. I fell into such an inexplicable sensation.
"Well, I don't care..."
I don't care about everything. I don't care anymore.
"I don't care anymore..."
... and I noticed something.
I noticed, I felt it.
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Lucius hoped for the regeneration of his daughter. But it was impossible to hold Rogue's hand as a prank magician. It unleashed Toa's flesh, which was frozen in space by magic, and buried her next to Rosalia's grave.
Lucius continues to live in blankness and nothingness in front of the tomb mark the days from then on. Only at all times had Rogue disappeared from before him. My wife Elektra doesn't even show up from her room.
One day, when I headed to the routine grave, there was an appearance of a political ministry in front of the grave. Lucius was heartily surprised but showed no change in his expression.
"It's been a long time. I already buried Toa."
"... Really?"
Lucius sympathizes with the small number of people in the political sect and the voice color. As soon as I saw the side that he was in the same condition as myself, I knew.
"You're not coming back to life."
"... that's the natural cuisine"
"Excuse me."
The tone of the voice of the political sect had clearly fallen more than before. But he doesn't realize it himself.
"Why Apologize"
It's like I killed Suphilia, too.
"Suphilia-kun's body is buried over there too. She was definitely an Artemias. I let Rogue find my family, but the Prophet of the Neighbourhood Village was killed by demons, he said."
"Looks like Spielman's not here."
"I left here a long time ago. There's no reason for us to be stubborn anymore. He's Spielman, not Rogue."
Waste of conversation ensued. It's a distraction. We don't work our heads off each other.
Then they started talking to the public.
I hear you've become king of the abyss.
"That's why I can't do anything."
"You know, you opened up the demons to everything."
"Don't worry. We don't attack beasts or demons."
"Oh, I'm not worried about that. I thought it would be because it's about you."
Lucius does not appreciate the human needlessness doctrine of political sects. I know that too.
This conversation doesn't make sense.
It's not what the political sect wanted. He was gradually going to step through Toa's story.
The subject of this conversation is Lucius. The political ministry understood that Lucius was in a position not to take the story from a negative idea. It also has to do with Lucius' lack of energy to face himself. There is nothing in this conversation.
"It's been a long time since I've seen you, and it's good to see you," Zhengzheng said in a compliment. Then I turned my back.
"Please don't come here anymore."
On leaving, Lucius told the truth.
The political sect could not look back, nor could it open its mouth.
That's what I knew. Perhaps the next time you see him, the next time you lie, you will never approach the demonic kingdom. But for today, I had also had the idea for a moment that I could leave this country without asking why.
"I heard you were sealed and sealed. That's why I thought I'd never see you again. I didn't want to see you. 'Cause I didn't know what kind of terrible words I could expose you to if I met you."
The political sect, like a commandment, says the same thing again.
"... I killed Toa"
"That's right. You killed my daughter. I know you liked Toa and Toa liked you and loved you. The two were in each other's hands, whether they were dependent on each other or not. I understand that. But you killed Toa."
"... Yes"
"I always think since then. You hate humans, but you're human again. And if Toa hadn't met you, I wonder if Toa would still be here before me."
"... may be so"
"It's easy to answer."
"Because I think so myself."
"Well I guess so. Something called you likes to think paradoxically about things. So it's easy to get to that answer. As you know, the encounter between Toa and you begins in the world mirror. I don't know why. When I was a kid, Toa said your name in front of the mirror that showed up in the garden. I don't think I know your name..."
"I remember. Toa in memory did say my name."
"And I transferred to the human world through the world mirror, and I met you"
"It didn't seem like a coincidence"
"It's not a coincidence. This... I mean, Toa will die involved in you, that's what I was born for"
It seemed like a leap of speech, and the political ministry understood that.
Lucius and his political thought were in a close relationship.
"I still don't know. I want to know why my daughter had to die. What was the prophecy..."
The political sect walked out with his back turned.
"We die soon, if you try!" I heard Lucius throw up and throw it away. "You keep away from Toa one day at a time, you're annoyed by that feeling. And finally, kill yourself again."
But the political sect already knows what it feels like.
The political sect did not accompany the last irony of the Demon King and left the Kingdom of Demons. And I never went back.
I'm looking for a place to be for the first time in this world. I never even looked for it when Ariez banished me. Because such a thing wasn't in me from the concept itself.
"Was it here..."
vast grasslands. Nearby we could see the woods and the trees were bush.
Streets connecting Grayberg and Razhausen. This is the first place I met the Zeeks. It is also the beginning place where I came to different worlds and felt different for the first time.
He meditated his eyes feeling the wind, and opened them, looking around to overlap with the view in his memory.
There are no demons around here yet. The further inland you go, the more the world is a nest of demons.
I walked towards Razhausen and came a few hours later to where I first met Sierra. I remember the first time I met a monster here.
Then......
"That."
I wiped my eyes thinking my vision was suddenly blurred. Tears were overflowing from my eyes.
Tears spill like they overflow from tear bags, whether you wipe them or not.
"... damn"
I'm getting frustrated. I brutally wiped my eyes with my sleeves. Still, I can't stop crying,
"Shit!
A voice echoed on the forest road.
I don't know what I'm thinking right now.
I don't even know what this tear means. What's so sad......
- Lord Nito.
I heard an unexpected voice.
When I looked up, I saw Romero in front of me.
"... what are you doing here"
He lay down his face and wiped it with his sleeve as he could not see the tears.
"It's been a long time since I've called you Lord Nito. You're alive because it's sealed, Your Grace."
"Are you going to be sarcastic?
"Terrible."
Romero said in the same butler tone. "Would you like to walk a little"
He wants to take a walk down the road I once walked. He's weird.
The entrance to the village of Tanya had collapsed. The tree arch greeted me when I came forward. It was deliberately made by the villagers by cutting trees and collecting them. It's buried in the dirt like it was stepped on something.
Once inside the village, only the bodies were rolling. One day the village chief and the bodies of several villagers are scattered. Most of them are blackened and I don't know whose they belong to. Some of them were nostalgic bodies with shadows.
"... Jack"
Young man's was rolling. I'm not sure that's Jack. Did he get stabbed with a sword, I saw a wound in his belly?
"It's the work of your classmates."
"Classmates?"
"Don't you see? This is Lord Saeki."
"... why him"
"You're gonna whine about something funny."
That's what Romero laughed at. It gradually turned from deacon to immortal laughter.
"- O Hidakama Samune, is that what your Lord wished for Saab?
That wasn't what Romero looked like already.
One strange old man stood.
"... who?
It's not Adams.
"He was more of a kid, then I was."
"Did you kill him?
Adams said with a face like he was in love.
"Thousands of years and tens of thousands of years to live, not to be killed by a young man who learned magic these days."
I brought a wooden chair that was rolling beside me and sat down.
Then I looked up at the sky.
Whoever this old man is, Adams, I don't care. I know you're in front of me for a purpose, but it's none of my business.
"What's the sky, come on, are you getting tired of seeing it?
"You're not mad at me?
"In a world where no one's wrath can make sense anymore, your Lord knows that best. It also makes little sense to talk to the Lord. Now there is nothing that can be done to the king of the abyss. The demon was unleashed. All you have to do is wait for the doom."
"If so..."
"There are some mistakes of the Lord," Adams said abruptly. "Separating the flesh."
"What?"
"In the state of the Lord now."
Are you trying to tell me to go back to the main unit?
"You were magically swallowed before the abyss, Lord."
Ignore me.
"I shouldn't have gotten my hands on magic that didn't suit my height. Your Lord is not clever enough to play others. Using separation, the Lord severed the pus from himself. Therefore, the Lord's own heart is lightened. Then Amadeus doesn't. He became the incarnation of the Lord's pus, carrying the darkness all by himself."
"What the hell are you talking about? Amadeus is me."
"Well, it's clear that you are the Lord. Amadeus is the pus of the Lord, and so to speak, the second personality that sprouted in him."
"What?"
"Furthermore, the Lord has taken over the Dominance to help the Princess of the Devil Nation. Thereafter, three personalities will dwell in the Lord. The Lord, the pus, and the ruler."
Thoughts come to a halt in a novel that gets no guidelines.
I mean, that's what this guy's trying to say about me being like Toa. When you have more than one personality, and you're swinging.
"I am the king of the abyss."
"The king is not an ability, not a result. Don't you see, your Lord took the lead in the pus and swallowed it in the abyss?"
Adams spoke to flow.
"Naturally, Amadeus took everything he could swallow. Pus acts as he thinks, but becomes enlarged. If you're a normal owner, you can choose. I'll make sure you're okay with the possible choices. Grid or distress is not normal. Then we go back to the main unit. But the Lord, the main body, fought evil against the Ruling. I wasn't in a state where I could deal with a very pus opponent. At that moment, the Lord..."
"You mean swallowed"
"I'll tell you what, because I'm going to get my hands on unusable magic. Swallow by the abyss, the Lord even notices the darkness of the princess of Artemias. Even before childhood training, I still realize it. That's why the Demon Princess is dead. It can be taken for granted. If he was an exceptional magician, he would have prevented the death of a cat girl. But the Lord wants the girl to use healing magic in front of her."
You are no longer even a magician. That's what Adams said.
Sure it is. Why didn't you use healing magic on Nem then? I should have used it. I might have been helped if I tried right away.
I knew Nem couldn't help me. So I did nothing.
Or was that the induction of domination, the will of the abyss swallowing me?
"... is it caused by separation"
"It's not a cause, it's a factor," Adams said. "In any case, your Lord had the role of dominating the Ruling. If we can't do that, the result will be the same if we don't use separation. And the abyss user must always be faithful to himself, and the battle against the abyss he tries to swallow will continue until his existence is extinguished"
The Ruling will kill Toa in any case, so there's only one way I can take it on.
After that, it's whether we can beat domination or not. If you cannot bear it, domination induces an abyss in an attempt to fall. I'm swallowed. Lead Toa to death.
There is no end to the battle against the abyss, even if we beat domination.
Adams says I'm in the process of leaving now. That doesn't mean you beat the abyss trying to swallow it. Not even overcoming it.
"I simply don't have a story to tell from here. The greatest darkness to the Lord has already taken place. It doesn't mean we can't fall any further for the Dominance or the Abyss trying to swallow it."
"Is that all the factors?
"Amadeus wasn't the problem before the separation. It's not in your height."
"The blood of the merciful."
Should I not have made a blood of the merciful, but be loose?
"But then there's going to be another problem. The Lord opened up slaves and slum beasts in Enumasan. And if the LORD had, they would have been slain later by Zemekis. Those who escaped may have had a strong willingness to kill humans. There's no chance that it killed the Demon Princess somewhere."
And then, in the end, I don't know more and more what went wrong.
But I made a mistake. We all died because we made a mistake. That's all for sure.
"Well, there is always a cause of defeat for people, says Noh. No one is going to live with it. In Victoria, for example, my sister despaired. And Oliver was angry, and Zephyr wanted to forget, and Adolf was jealous. That's the cause of defeat, the root of each abyss. What is the cause of your Lord's loss?
"... I don't know. Cross-world syndrome?"
"Hmm, so what is heterosexual syndrome?
"... of those who admired a convenient, different world"
"Not"
"You know the answer?
"I don't know. But the essence isn't. I think Nagaku is. Why did the Lord yearn for such things in the first place? So why is it so weird that you're so sick of craving?
"Indeed."
Why did I admire the other world? If you admired it, what did you admire about the other world? What did you want? If you asked, why did you ask for it? What's the reason? Why did you crave another world? Did you really admire the other world in the first place?
"What is the otherworldly syndrome and its essence… is not that the Lord's cause of defeat"
"... don't you really understand?
"I don't know. But then I just don't think it's too specific. What are the feelings that the Lord feels every day?
……
I don't know, I couldn't answer.
I saw the ground, I saw the sky, and while I was thinking, Adams' figure had disappeared from front of me.
That sounds crazy. Is the guy I was talking to earlier Adams, Romero, or someone else?
Was I talking in the first place? I thought you were hallucinating. I fell into such an inexplicable sensation.
"Well, I don't care..."
I don't care about everything. I don't care anymore.
"I don't care anymore..."
... and I noticed something.
I noticed, I felt it.
Lucius hoped for the regeneration of his daughter. But it was impossible to hold Rogue's hand as a prank magician. It unleashed Toa's flesh, which was frozen in space by magic, and buried her next to Rosalia's grave.Lucius continues to live in blankness and nothingness in front of the tomb mark the days from then on. Only at all times had Rogue disappeared from before him. My wife Elektra doesn't even show up from her room.One day, when I headed to the routine grave, there was an appearance of a political ministry in front of the grave. Lucius was heartily surprised but showed no change in his expression."It's been a long time. I already buried Toa.""... Really?"Lucius sympathizes with the small number of people in the political sect and the voice color. As soon as I saw the side that he was in the same condition as myself, I knew."You're not coming back to life.""... that's the natural cuisine""Excuse me."The tone of the voice of the political sect had clearly fallen more than before. But he doesn't realize it himself."Why Apologize"It's like I killed Suphilia, too."Suphilia-kun's body is buried over there too. She was definitely an Artemias. I let Rogue find my family, but the Prophet of the Neighbourhood Village was killed by demons, he said.""Looks like Spielman's not here.""I left here a long time ago. There's no reason for us to be stubborn anymore. He's Spielman, not Rogue."Waste of conversation ensued. It's a distraction. We don't work our heads off each other.Then they started talking to the public.I hear you've become king of the abyss."That's why I can't do anything.""You know, you opened up the demons to everything.""Don't worry. We don't attack beasts or demons.""Oh, I'm not worried about that. I thought it would be because it's about you."Lucius does not appreciate the human needlessness doctrine of political sects. I know that too.This conversation doesn't make sense.It's not what the political sect wanted. He was gradually going to step through Toa's story.The subject of this conversation is Lucius. The political ministry understood that Lucius was in a position not to take the story from a negative idea. It also has to do with Lucius' lack of energy to face himself. There is nothing in this conversation."It's been a long time since I've seen you, and it's good to see you," Zhengzheng said in a compliment. Then I turned my back."Please don't come here anymore."On leaving, Lucius told the truth.The political sect could not look back, nor could it open its mouth.That's what I knew. Perhaps the next time you see him, the next time you lie, you will never approach the demonic kingdom. But for today, I had also had the idea for a moment that I could leave this country without asking why."I heard you were sealed and sealed. That's why I thought I'd never see you again. I didn't want to see you. 'Cause I didn't know what kind of terrible words I could expose you to if I met you."The political sect, like a commandment, says the same thing again."... I killed Toa""That's right. You killed my daughter. I know you liked Toa and Toa liked you and loved you. The two were in each other's hands, whether they were dependent on each other or not. I understand that. But you killed Toa.""... Yes""I always think since then. You hate humans, but you're human again. And if Toa hadn't met you, I wonder if Toa would still be here before me.""... may be so""It's easy to answer.""Because I think so myself.""Well I guess so. Something called you likes to think paradoxically about things. So it's easy to get to that answer. As you know, the encounter between Toa and you begins in the world mirror. I don't know why. When I was a kid, Toa said your name in front of the mirror that showed up in the garden. I don't think I know your name...""I remember. Toa in memory did say my name.""And I transferred to the human world through the world mirror, and I met you""It didn't seem like a coincidence""It's not a coincidence. This... I mean, Toa will die involved in you, that's what I was born for"It seemed like a leap of speech, and the political ministry understood that.Lucius and his political thought were in a close relationship."I still don't know. I want to know why my daughter had to die. What was the prophecy..."The political sect walked out with his back turned."We die soon, if you try!" I heard Lucius throw up and throw it away. "You keep away from Toa one day at a time, you're annoyed by that feeling. And finally, kill yourself again."But the political sect already knows what it feels like.The political sect did not accompany the last irony of the Demon King and left the Kingdom of Demons. And I never went back.I'm looking for a place to be for the first time in this world. I never even looked for it when Ariez banished me. Because such a thing wasn't in me from the concept itself."Was it here..."vast grasslands. Nearby we could see the woods and the trees were bush.Streets connecting Grayberg and Razhausen. This is the first place I met the Zeeks. It is also the beginning place where I came to different worlds and felt different for the first time.He meditated his eyes feeling the wind, and opened them, looking around to overlap with the view in his memory.There are no demons around here yet. The further inland you go, the more the world is a nest of demons.I walked towards Razhausen and came a few hours later to where I first met Sierra. I remember the first time I met a monster here.Then......"That."I wiped my eyes thinking my vision was suddenly blurred. Tears were overflowing from my eyes.Tears spill like they overflow from tear bags, whether you wipe them or not."... damn"I'm getting frustrated. I brutally wiped my eyes with my sleeves. Still, I can't stop crying,"Shit! A voice echoed on the forest road.I don't know what I'm thinking right now.I don't even know what this tear means. What's so sad......- Lord Nito.I heard an unexpected voice.When I looked up, I saw Romero in front of me."... what are you doing here"He lay down his face and wiped it with his sleeve as he could not see the tears."It's been a long time since I've called you Lord Nito. You're alive because it's sealed, Your Grace.""Are you going to be sarcastic? "Terrible."Romero said in the same butler tone. "Would you like to walk a little"He wants to take a walk down the road I once walked. He's weird.The entrance to the village of Tanya had collapsed. The tree arch greeted me when I came forward. It was deliberately made by the villagers by cutting trees and collecting them. It's buried in the dirt like it was stepped on something.Once inside the village, only the bodies were rolling. One day the village chief and the bodies of several villagers are scattered. Most of them are blackened and I don't know whose they belong to. Some of them were nostalgic bodies with shadows."... Jack"Young man's was rolling. I'm not sure that's Jack. Did he get stabbed with a sword, I saw a wound in his belly?"It's the work of your classmates.""Classmates?""Don't you see? This is Lord Saeki.""... why him""You're gonna whine about something funny."That's what Romero laughed at. It gradually turned from deacon to immortal laughter."- O Hidakama Samune, is that what your Lord wished for Saab? That wasn't what Romero looked like already.One strange old man stood."... who? It's not Adams."He was more of a kid, then I was.""Did you kill him? Adams said with a face like he was in love."Thousands of years and tens of thousands of years to live, not to be killed by a young man who learned magic these days."I brought a wooden chair that was rolling beside me and sat down.Then I looked up at the sky.Whoever this old man is, Adams, I don't care. I know you're in front of me for a purpose, but it's none of my business."What's the sky, come on, are you getting tired of seeing it? "You're not mad at me? "In a world where no one's wrath can make sense anymore, your Lord knows that best. It also makes little sense to talk to the Lord. Now there is nothing that can be done to the king of the abyss. The demon was unleashed. All you have to do is wait for the doom.""If so...""There are some mistakes of the Lord," Adams said abruptly. "Separating the flesh.""What?""In the state of the Lord now."Are you trying to tell me to go back to the main unit?"You were magically swallowed before the abyss, Lord."Ignore me."I shouldn't have gotten my hands on magic that didn't suit my height. Your Lord is not clever enough to play others. Using separation, the Lord severed the pus from himself. Therefore, the Lord's own heart is lightened. Then Amadeus doesn't. He became the incarnation of the Lord's pus, carrying the darkness all by himself.""What the hell are you talking about? Amadeus is me.""Well, it's clear that you are the Lord. Amadeus is the pus of the Lord, and so to speak, the second personality that sprouted in him.""What?""Furthermore, the Lord has taken over the Dominance to help the Princess of the Devil Nation. Thereafter, three personalities will dwell in the Lord. The Lord, the pus, and the ruler."Thoughts come to a halt in a novel that gets no guidelines.I mean, that's what this guy's trying to say about me being like Toa. When you have more than one personality, and you're swinging."I am the king of the abyss.""The king is not an ability, not a result. Don't you see, your Lord took the lead in the pus and swallowed it in the abyss?"Adams spoke to flow."Naturally, Amadeus took everything he could swallow. Pus acts as he thinks, but becomes enlarged. If you're a normal owner, you can choose. I'll make sure you're okay with the possible choices. Grid or distress is not normal. Then we go back to the main unit. But the Lord, the main body, fought evil against the Ruling. I wasn't in a state where I could deal with a very pus opponent. At that moment, the Lord...""You mean swallowed""I'll tell you what, because I'm going to get my hands on unusable magic. Swallow by the abyss, the Lord even notices the darkness of the princess of Artemias. Even before childhood training, I still realize it. That's why the Demon Princess is dead. It can be taken for granted. If he was an exceptional magician, he would have prevented the death of a cat girl. But the Lord wants the girl to use healing magic in front of her."You are no longer even a magician. That's what Adams said.Sure it is. Why didn't you use healing magic on Nem then? I should have used it. I might have been helped if I tried right away.I knew Nem couldn't help me. So I did nothing.Or was that the induction of domination, the will of the abyss swallowing me?"... is it caused by separation""It's not a cause, it's a factor," Adams said. "In any case, your Lord had the role of dominating the Ruling. If we can't do that, the result will be the same if we don't use separation. And the abyss user must always be faithful to himself, and the battle against the abyss he tries to swallow will continue until his existence is extinguished"The Ruling will kill Toa in any case, so there's only one way I can take it on.After that, it's whether we can beat domination or not. If you cannot bear it, domination induces an abyss in an attempt to fall. I'm swallowed. Lead Toa to death.There is no end to the battle against the abyss, even if we beat domination.Adams says I'm in the process of leaving now. That doesn't mean you beat the abyss trying to swallow it. Not even overcoming it."I simply don't have a story to tell from here. The greatest darkness to the Lord has already taken place. It doesn't mean we can't fall any further for the Dominance or the Abyss trying to swallow it.""Is that all the factors? "Amadeus wasn't the problem before the separation. It's not in your height.""The blood of the merciful."Should I not have made a blood of the merciful, but be loose?"But then there's going to be another problem. The Lord opened up slaves and slum beasts in Enumasan. And if the LORD had, they would have been slain later by Zemekis. Those who escaped may have had a strong willingness to kill humans. There's no chance that it killed the Demon Princess somewhere."And then, in the end, I don't know more and more what went wrong.But I made a mistake. We all died because we made a mistake. That's all for sure."Well, there is always a cause of defeat for people, says Noh. No one is going to live with it. In Victoria, for example, my sister despaired. And Oliver was angry, and Zephyr wanted to forget, and Adolf was jealous. That's the cause of defeat, the root of each abyss. What is the cause of your Lord's loss? "... I don't know. Cross-world syndrome?""Hmm, so what is heterosexual syndrome? "... of those who admired a convenient, different world""Not""You know the answer? "I don't know. But the essence isn't. I think Nagaku is. Why did the Lord yearn for such things in the first place? So why is it so weird that you're so sick of craving? "Indeed."Why did I admire the other world? If you admired it, what did you admire about the other world? What did you want? If you asked, why did you ask for it? What's the reason? Why did you crave another world? Did you really admire the other world in the first place?"What is the otherworldly syndrome and its essence is not that the Lord's cause of defeat""... don't you really understand? "I don't know. But then I just don't think it's too specific. What are the feelings that the Lord feels every day? I don't know, I couldn't answer.I saw the ground, I saw the sky, and while I was thinking, Adams' figure had disappeared from front of me.That sounds crazy. Is the guy I was talking to earlier Adams, Romero, or someone else?Was I talking in the first place? I thought you were hallucinating. I fell into such an inexplicable sensation."Well, I don't care..."I don't care about everything. I don't care anymore."I don't care anymore..."... and I noticed something.I noticed, I felt it.
