Chapter 139
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Qu Yangbo angrily said: "the two things about the reporter and his family were when he first entered the squadron. You know the truth, he was punished. He had a fight in his teens. Was it a crime to wet his bed when he was a child?"
Xu Jin shouted: "Did you tell me this is useful? How can people who don't know him believe him? One after another, his image in the psychology of Internet users has solidified. The public relations department and the police are working together to deal with online public opinion, but now this is a real-time hot spot, and it's difficult to press it It may even have a counterproductive effect. We must prepare evidence and refute one by one. "
"We'll have the evidence ready." When Qu Yangbo saw that Ren Yu was still stunned, he pushed him, "Ren Yu."
Ren Yi barely recovered and gave a low "um".
When Xu Jin and Qu Yangbo discussed countermeasures, he was always in a trance. His mind was clouded with anxiety and panic. How will it develop and end? Did he take a bribe when he accepted a kind gift from someone close to him? Even if there is no exchange of interests between the two? Will he be punished? Will he be suspended, demoted or even
This job is his lifelong belief. He doesn't know how to face it if he is forced to leave.
In the afternoon, Ren Yi was asked by the investigation team of the corps and the Commission for Discipline Inspection. He also told the truth.
After talking, he came out of the conference room. Ren Yu saw Gong Yingxian. He didn't know how long he had been waiting outside.
Seeing Ren Yu, Gong Yingxian flattened his mouth, feeling guilty and unwilling in his eyes.
Ren Yi walked over and said, "Why are you here?"
"No one answered your call."
"I just muted." Ren Yu looked at the people of the investigation team who were being sent to the door by Qu Yangbo. "I've been talking this afternoon."
Gong Yingxian looked at him straight: "are you okay?"
Ren Yu hesitated and said with a bitter smile, "it's hard to say now."
"I......" Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth and said, "I screwed up again."
"It's not your fault. I'll never admit that it's bribery." Ren Yu calmly looked at Gong Yingxian, "what about you? Are you in trouble, too?"
"I will take care of my own affairs. You don't have to worry. Your father is not the only one who has done public health care and scientific research projects in my hospital, especially for veterans. I will provide sufficient evidence to prove that there is no interest exchange between us." Gong Yingxian reached out to touch Ren Yu's face, because it looked very pale. He was distressed, but he remembered that this was the lobby where people came and went at any time, so he had to give up.
Ren Ying saw his intention: "go to my dormitory."
When they entered the house, Ren Yu poured himself a glass of water and poured it down, hoping to smooth the blocked Qi in his heart.
Gong Yingxian sat wearily in his chair, hung his head and said, "I didn't expect Ziyan to come up with such a means. Settling down in the community may be an emergency, but his investigation into you and the hospital can't be completed overnight. He just used the matter of settling down in the community to stir up the flames. Our hospital is also doing internal investigation on the leakage of information."
"I didn't expect this at all." Ren Yu said in a deep voice, "although I use the Internet every day, I suddenly feel that I don't know it at all." He doesn't know how to fight on a battlefield he doesn't know.
"This is just the basic interpretation of human nature. It hasn't changed for thousands of years. The network is just a new medium." Gong Yingxian said, "the network public opinion should be handled by professional people. Now the most important thing is to prove your innocence."
Ren Yu scratched his hair and remained silent.
The mobile phone suddenly rang. Ren Yu picked it up and saw that it was a strange number. He was about to answer it. Gong Yingxian stopped him: "don't answer. Your personal information has just been exposed, and someone will make a harassing call soon."
But Ren Yu answered. He wanted to hear what he could hear.
At the other end of the phone came a man's voice, upright and clear, "Captain Ren, Hello, why am I? Do you still remember me?"
Ren Yu was stunned: "ah, he Gong, of course."
Why do you say it concisely and clearly: "we all know what happened recently. We have verified your personality and ability with our own eyes. We hope to help you."
Ren Yu was greatly moved: "thank you, he Gong. In fact, I don't know what I can do now, but I appreciate your kindness."
"There's a lot we can do now. Juhan's company is very experienced in dealing with online public opinion. They have public relations and cooperative public relations companies. As long as you provide materials, they will make the situation better."
"In fact, our public relations department and the police are also dealing with it. I think it's better for me to listen to the arrangement of the leaders, but I really thank you."
He Gu said: "yes, the official guidance is more important. If you need our help, you can call me at any time. You're welcome. You saved us. It's not too much."
Ren Yi thanks again.
Before hanging up, he said, "by the way, change your phone. This phone won't work right away."
After the conversation, Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian, who had been looking at him, and said, "it's the He Gong of Honglin gymnasium. Do you remember?"
"My memory is very good." Gong Yingxian said, "he wants to help? Very good. We'll use it. You call me."
"But I don't want to trouble them. I'm afraid I'll make a fool of myself by looking for an outside company. Moreover, the cost is not cheap. I know he won't charge me, so it's like..." Ren Yu stopped talking.
"Don't worry, I won't use their public relations company. What they can do, our online police can do more than them. What I need is song Juhan, a person with public influence, to speak when needed."
Ren Yi nodded and sent the phone to Gong Yingxian.
Just then, a text message popped up with four very short words: murderer.
Ren Yu suddenly felt that an arrow pierced his heart, and the whole person was stunned.
"What's the matter?"
Ren Yi quickly dialed the mute button and put his mobile phone aside. He wiped his face: "don't you suspect that there is Ziyan's financial support behind the online water army? Did you find anything?"
"During the investigation, we found a node intersecting with the money laundering process at that time. It is an overseas consulting company. It is under in-depth investigation. If it goes well, we can find out the middleman who laundered money to Ziyan, then it will be a step closer to Ziyan."
Ren Yi sighed, "this is the only good news I've heard in the past two days."
Gong Yingxian took Ren Yu's hand and stared into his eyes: "I won't let you do anything."
Ren Yi smiled faintly.
Gong Yingxian pulled him to his side, put his hands around his waist, put his face close to his chest and whispered, "do you think I'm useless?"
"Why do you say that?"
"I failed to remove your personal threat, and now I'm putting you under the threat of public opinion."
With his slender fingers, Ren Yi gently followed Gong Yingxian's thick black hair: "what are you talking about? It has nothing to do with you. Even without you, I can't run all the things I should experience, but with you, I feel a lot at ease."
Gong Yingxian tightened his arms and hugged Ren Yu tightly. Ren Yu felt his strength and heat. He felt both pain and warmth in his heart.
Then the door was knocked.
Gong Yingxian reluctantly released his hand. Ren Yi opened the door. It was Qu Yangbo.
Ren Yu looks at Qu Yangbo with questioning eyes. Qu Yangbo just sent Xu Jin and the investigator away. He doesn't know if he said anything on the road.
Qu Yangbo said: "now, in addition to dealing with online public opinion, you have to discuss your situation. Don't scare yourself until the results come out."
"Yes."
"The chief of staff said, don't call the police for a while. It's OK to stay in the squadron and go home."
Ren Yu was stunned: "have I been suspended?"
"It's not suspension. You must be in a bad mood now. You're on the cusp of the storm. I'm afraid you're not safe to go to the police. Just listen to the chief of staff."
Ren Yi nodded helplessly.
Qu Yangbo looked at Gong Yingxian and said, "Dr. Gong, what are the internet police going to do?"
"It's not the best way to delete posts all the time. Now it's mainly to control and use more favorable evidence to reverse public opinion." Gong Yingxian said positively, "we will give him the justice he deserves."
Qu Yang let out a sigh. He patted Ren Yu on the shoulder: "brother, we will tide over the difficulties together."
Ren Yi reluctantly smiled: "OK."
Qu Yangbo said, "Dr. Gong, I'll give you what we can provide."
"OK, show me."
"You talk, I'll go to the bathroom." Ren Yu picked up his cell phone and went into the bathroom.
He sat on the toilet lid, took a deep breath and turned on his cell phone.
In just over ten minutes, he has received several sarcasm and abuse from missed calls and text messages.
He looked at these things in a daze. At the same time, he could imagine that there would be more and more comments on the Internet. He wanted to see and know the seriousness of the matter, but he didn't have the courage to see it.
He used to think he was a person who didn't care about other people's evaluation, but now he understands that it is because there are not enough negative evaluations.
Why can these people describe him as a person he doesn't know with a tone that seems to have seen what he has done with his own eyes?
How to describe this mood. Just grievance, disappointment and anger are not enough to describe, but more should be a kind of weakness and loss. He thinks he is a good man, an honest and brave man, but in the mouth of thousands of people, he has become a person despised by others. When this voice is loud enough and enough, even he will doubt whether he is really so unbearable.
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Qu Yangbo angrily said: "the two things about the reporter and his family were when he first entered the squadron. You know the truth, he was punished. He had a fight in his teens. Was it a crime to wet his bed when he was a child?"
Xu Jin shouted: "Did you tell me this is useful? How can people who don't know him believe him? One after another, his image in the psychology of Internet users has solidified. The public relations department and the police are working together to deal with online public opinion, but now this is a real-time hot spot, and it's difficult to press it It may even have a counterproductive effect. We must prepare evidence and refute one by one. "
"We'll have the evidence ready." When Qu Yangbo saw that Ren Yu was still stunned, he pushed him, "Ren Yu."
Ren Yi barely recovered and gave a low "um".
When Xu Jin and Qu Yangbo discussed countermeasures, he was always in a trance. His mind was clouded with anxiety and panic. How will it develop and end? Did he take a bribe when he accepted a kind gift from someone close to him? Even if there is no exchange of interests between the two? Will he be punished? Will he be suspended, demoted or even
This job is his lifelong belief. He doesn't know how to face it if he is forced to leave.
In the afternoon, Ren Yi was asked by the investigation team of the corps and the Commission for Discipline Inspection. He also told the truth.
After talking, he came out of the conference room. Ren Yu saw Gong Yingxian. He didn't know how long he had been waiting outside.
Seeing Ren Yu, Gong Yingxian flattened his mouth, feeling guilty and unwilling in his eyes.
Ren Yi walked over and said, "Why are you here?"
"No one answered your call."
"I just muted." Ren Yu looked at the people of the investigation team who were being sent to the door by Qu Yangbo. "I've been talking this afternoon."
Gong Yingxian looked at him straight: "are you okay?"
Ren Yu hesitated and said with a bitter smile, "it's hard to say now."
"I......" Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth and said, "I screwed up again."
"It's not your fault. I'll never admit that it's bribery." Ren Yu calmly looked at Gong Yingxian, "what about you? Are you in trouble, too?"
"I will take care of my own affairs. You don't have to worry. Your father is not the only one who has done public health care and scientific research projects in my hospital, especially for veterans. I will provide sufficient evidence to prove that there is no interest exchange between us." Gong Yingxian reached out to touch Ren Yu's face, because it looked very pale. He was distressed, but he remembered that this was the lobby where people came and went at any time, so he had to give up.
Ren Ying saw his intention: "go to my dormitory."
When they entered the house, Ren Yu poured himself a glass of water and poured it down, hoping to smooth the blocked Qi in his heart.
Gong Yingxian sat wearily in his chair, hung his head and said, "I didn't expect Ziyan to come up with such a means. Settling down in the community may be an emergency, but his investigation into you and the hospital can't be completed overnight. He just used the matter of settling down in the community to stir up the flames. Our hospital is also doing internal investigation on the leakage of information."
"I didn't expect this at all." Ren Yu said in a deep voice, "although I use the Internet every day, I suddenly feel that I don't know it at all." He doesn't know how to fight on a battlefield he doesn't know.
"This is just the basic interpretation of human nature. It hasn't changed for thousands of years. The network is just a new medium." Gong Yingxian said, "the network public opinion should be handled by professional people. Now the most important thing is to prove your innocence."
Ren Yu scratched his hair and remained silent.
The mobile phone suddenly rang. Ren Yu picked it up and saw that it was a strange number. He was about to answer it. Gong Yingxian stopped him: "don't answer. Your personal information has just been exposed, and someone will make a harassing call soon."
But Ren Yu answered. He wanted to hear what he could hear.
At the other end of the phone came a man's voice, upright and clear, "Captain Ren, Hello, why am I? Do you still remember me?"
Ren Yu was stunned: "ah, he Gong, of course."
Why do you say it concisely and clearly: "we all know what happened recently. We have verified your personality and ability with our own eyes. We hope to help you."
Ren Yu was greatly moved: "thank you, he Gong. In fact, I don't know what I can do now, but I appreciate your kindness."
"There's a lot we can do now. Juhan's company is very experienced in dealing with online public opinion. They have public relations and cooperative public relations companies. As long as you provide materials, they will make the situation better."
"In fact, our public relations department and the police are also dealing with it. I think it's better for me to listen to the arrangement of the leaders, but I really thank you."
He Gu said: "yes, the official guidance is more important. If you need our help, you can call me at any time. You're welcome. You saved us. It's not too much."
Ren Yi thanks again.
Before hanging up, he said, "by the way, change your phone. This phone won't work right away."
After the conversation, Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian, who had been looking at him, and said, "it's the He Gong of Honglin gymnasium. Do you remember?"
"My memory is very good." Gong Yingxian said, "he wants to help? Very good. We'll use it. You call me."
"But I don't want to trouble them. I'm afraid I'll make a fool of myself by looking for an outside company. Moreover, the cost is not cheap. I know he won't charge me, so it's like..." Ren Yu stopped talking.
"Don't worry, I won't use their public relations company. What they can do, our online police can do more than them. What I need is song Juhan, a person with public influence, to speak when needed."
Ren Yi nodded and sent the phone to Gong Yingxian.
Just then, a text message popped up with four very short words: murderer.
Ren Yu suddenly felt that an arrow pierced his heart, and the whole person was stunned.
"What's the matter?"
Ren Yi quickly dialed the mute button and put his mobile phone aside. He wiped his face: "don't you suspect that there is Ziyan's financial support behind the online water army? Did you find anything?"
"During the investigation, we found a node intersecting with the money laundering process at that time. It is an overseas consulting company. It is under in-depth investigation. If it goes well, we can find out the middleman who laundered money to Ziyan, then it will be a step closer to Ziyan."
Ren Yi sighed, "this is the only good news I've heard in the past two days."
Gong Yingxian took Ren Yu's hand and stared into his eyes: "I won't let you do anything."
Ren Yi smiled faintly.
Gong Yingxian pulled him to his side, put his hands around his waist, put his face close to his chest and whispered, "do you think I'm useless?"
"Why do you say that?"
"I failed to remove your personal threat, and now I'm putting you under the threat of public opinion."
With his slender fingers, Ren Yi gently followed Gong Yingxian's thick black hair: "what are you talking about? It has nothing to do with you. Even without you, I can't run all the things I should experience, but with you, I feel a lot at ease."
Gong Yingxian tightened his arms and hugged Ren Yu tightly. Ren Yu felt his strength and heat. He felt both pain and warmth in his heart.
Then the door was knocked.
Gong Yingxian reluctantly released his hand. Ren Yi opened the door. It was Qu Yangbo.
Ren Yu looks at Qu Yangbo with questioning eyes. Qu Yangbo just sent Xu Jin and the investigator away. He doesn't know if he said anything on the road.
Qu Yangbo said: "now, in addition to dealing with online public opinion, you have to discuss your situation. Don't scare yourself until the results come out."
"Yes."
"The chief of staff said, don't call the police for a while. It's OK to stay in the squadron and go home."
Ren Yu was stunned: "have I been suspended?"
"It's not suspension. You must be in a bad mood now. You're on the cusp of the storm. I'm afraid you're not safe to go to the police. Just listen to the chief of staff."
Ren Yi nodded helplessly.
Qu Yangbo looked at Gong Yingxian and said, "Dr. Gong, what are the internet police going to do?"
"It's not the best way to delete posts all the time. Now it's mainly to control and use more favorable evidence to reverse public opinion." Gong Yingxian said positively, "we will give him the justice he deserves."
Qu Yang let out a sigh. He patted Ren Yu on the shoulder: "brother, we will tide over the difficulties together."
Ren Yi reluctantly smiled: "OK."
Qu Yangbo said, "Dr. Gong, I'll give you what we can provide."
"OK, show me."
"You talk, I'll go to the bathroom." Ren Yu picked up his cell phone and went into the bathroom.
He sat on the toilet lid, took a deep breath and turned on his cell phone.
In just over ten minutes, he has received several sarcasm and abuse from missed calls and text messages.
He looked at these things in a daze. At the same time, he could imagine that there would be more and more comments on the Internet. He wanted to see and know the seriousness of the matter, but he didn't have the courage to see it.
He used to think he was a person who didn't care about other people's evaluation, but now he understands that it is because there are not enough negative evaluations.
Why can these people describe him as a person he doesn't know with a tone that seems to have seen what he has done with his own eyes?
How to describe this mood. Just grievance, disappointment and anger are not enough to describe, but more should be a kind of weakness and loss. He thinks he is a good man, an honest and brave man, but in the mouth of thousands of people, he has become a person despised by others. When this voice is loud enough and enough, even he will doubt whether he is really so unbearable.
Qu Yangbo angrily said: "the two things about the reporter and his family were when he first entered the squadron. You know the truth, he was punished. He had a fight in his teens. Was it a crime to wet his bed when he was a child?"Xu Jin shouted: "Did you tell me this is useful? How can people who don't know him believe him? One after another, his image in the psychology of Internet users has solidified. The public relations department and the police are working together to deal with online public opinion, but now this is a real-time hot spot, and it's difficult to press it It may even have a counterproductive effect. We must prepare evidence and refute one by one. ""We'll have the evidence ready." When Qu Yangbo saw that Ren Yu was still stunned, he pushed him, "Ren Yu."Ren Yi barely recovered and gave a low "um".When Xu Jin and Qu Yangbo discussed countermeasures, he was always in a trance. His mind was clouded with anxiety and panic. How will it develop and end? Did he take a bribe when he accepted a kind gift from someone close to him? Even if there is no exchange of interests between the two? Will he be punished? Will he be suspended, demoted or evenThis job is his lifelong belief. He doesn't know how to face it if he is forced to leave.In the afternoon, Ren Yi was asked by the investigation team of the corps and the Commission for Discipline Inspection. He also told the truth.After talking, he came out of the conference room. Ren Yu saw Gong Yingxian. He didn't know how long he had been waiting outside.Seeing Ren Yu, Gong Yingxian flattened his mouth, feeling guilty and unwilling in his eyes.Ren Yi walked over and said, "Why are you here?""No one answered your call.""I just muted." Ren Yu looked at the people of the investigation team who were being sent to the door by Qu Yangbo. "I've been talking this afternoon."Gong Yingxian looked at him straight: "are you okay?"Ren Yu hesitated and said with a bitter smile, "it's hard to say now.""I......" Gong Yingxian gritted his teeth and said, "I screwed up again.""It's not your fault. I'll never admit that it's bribery." Ren Yu calmly looked at Gong Yingxian, "what about you? Are you in trouble, too?""I will take care of my own affairs. You don't have to worry. Your father is not the only one who has done public health care and scientific research projects in my hospital, especially for veterans. I will provide sufficient evidence to prove that there is no interest exchange between us." Gong Yingxian reached out to touch Ren Yu's face, because it looked very pale. He was distressed, but he remembered that this was the lobby where people came and went at any time, so he had to give up.Ren Ying saw his intention: "go to my dormitory."When they entered the house, Ren Yu poured himself a glass of water and poured it down, hoping to smooth the blocked Qi in his heart.Gong Yingxian sat wearily in his chair, hung his head and said, "I didn't expect Ziyan to come up with such a means. Settling down in the community may be an emergency, but his investigation into you and the hospital can't be completed overnight. He just used the matter of settling down in the community to stir up the flames. Our hospital is also doing internal investigation on the leakage of information.""I didn't expect this at all." Ren Yu said in a deep voice, "although I use the Internet every day, I suddenly feel that I don't know it at all." He doesn't know how to fight on a battlefield he doesn't know."This is just the basic interpretation of human nature. It hasn't changed for thousands of years. The network is just a new medium." Gong Yingxian said, "the network public opinion should be handled by professional people. Now the most important thing is to prove your innocence."Ren Yu scratched his hair and remained silent.The mobile phone suddenly rang. Ren Yu picked it up and saw that it was a strange number. He was about to answer it. Gong Yingxian stopped him: "don't answer. Your personal information has just been exposed, and someone will make a harassing call soon."But Ren Yu answered. He wanted to hear what he could hear.At the other end of the phone came a man's voice, upright and clear, "Captain Ren, Hello, why am I? Do you still remember me?"Ren Yu was stunned: "ah, he Gong, of course."Why do you say it concisely and clearly: "we all know what happened recently. We have verified your personality and ability with our own eyes. We hope to help you."Ren Yu was greatly moved: "thank you, he Gong. In fact, I don't know what I can do now, but I appreciate your kindness.""There's a lot we can do now. Juhan's company is very experienced in dealing with online public opinion. They have public relations and cooperative public relations companies. As long as you provide materials, they will make the situation better.""In fact, our public relations department and the police are also dealing with it. I think it's better for me to listen to the arrangement of the leaders, but I really thank you."He Gu said: "yes, the official guidance is more important. If you need our help, you can call me at any time. You're welcome. You saved us. It's not too much."Ren Yi thanks again.Before hanging up, he said, "by the way, change your phone. This phone won't work right away."After the conversation, Ren Yi looked at Gong Yingxian, who had been looking at him, and said, "it's the He Gong of Honglin gymnasium. Do you remember?""My memory is very good." Gong Yingxian said, "he wants to help? Very good. We'll use it. You call me.""But I don't want to trouble them. I'm afraid I'll make a fool of myself by looking for an outside company. Moreover, the cost is not cheap. I know he won't charge me, so it's like..." Ren Yu stopped talking."Don't worry, I won't use their public relations company. What they can do, our online police can do more than them. What I need is song Juhan, a person with public influence, to speak when needed."Ren Yi nodded and sent the phone to Gong Yingxian.Just then, a text message popped up with four very short words: murderer.Ren Yu suddenly felt that an arrow pierced his heart, and the whole person was stunned."What's the matter?"Ren Yi quickly dialed the mute button and put his mobile phone aside. He wiped his face: "don't you suspect that there is Ziyan's financial support behind the online water army? Did you find anything?""During the investigation, we found a node intersecting with the money laundering process at that time. It is an overseas consulting company. It is under in-depth investigation. If it goes well, we can find out the middleman who laundered money to Ziyan, then it will be a step closer to Ziyan."Ren Yi sighed, "this is the only good news I've heard in the past two days."Gong Yingxian took Ren Yu's hand and stared into his eyes: "I won't let you do anything."Ren Yi smiled faintly.Gong Yingxian pulled him to his side, put his hands around his waist, put his face close to his chest and whispered, "do you think I'm useless?""Why do you say that?""I failed to remove your personal threat, and now I'm putting you under the threat of public opinion."With his slender fingers, Ren Yi gently followed Gong Yingxian's thick black hair: "what are you talking about? It has nothing to do with you. Even without you, I can't run all the things I should experience, but with you, I feel a lot at ease."Gong Yingxian tightened his arms and hugged Ren Yu tightly. Ren Yu felt his strength and heat. He felt both pain and warmth in his heart.Then the door was knocked.Gong Yingxian reluctantly released his hand. Ren Yi opened the door. It was Qu Yangbo.Ren Yu looks at Qu Yangbo with questioning eyes. Qu Yangbo just sent Xu Jin and the investigator away. He doesn't know if he said anything on the road.Qu Yangbo said: "now, in addition to dealing with online public opinion, you have to discuss your situation. Don't scare yourself until the results come out.""Yes.""The chief of staff said, don't call the police for a while. It's OK to stay in the squadron and go home."Ren Yu was stunned: "have I been suspended?""It's not suspension. You must be in a bad mood now. You're on the cusp of the storm. I'm afraid you're not safe to go to the police. Just listen to the chief of staff."Ren Yi nodded helplessly.Qu Yangbo looked at Gong Yingxian and said, "Dr. Gong, what are the internet police going to do?""It's not the best way to delete posts all the time. Now it's mainly to control and use more favorable evidence to reverse public opinion." Gong Yingxian said positively, "we will give him the justice he deserves."Qu Yang let out a sigh. He patted Ren Yu on the shoulder: "brother, we will tide over the difficulties together."Ren Yi reluctantly smiled: "OK."Qu Yangbo said, "Dr. Gong, I'll give you what we can provide.""OK, show me.""You talk, I'll go to the bathroom." Ren Yu picked up his cell phone and went into the bathroom.He sat on the toilet lid, took a deep breath and turned on his cell phone.In just over ten minutes, he has received several sarcasm and abuse from missed calls and text messages.He looked at these things in a daze. At the same time, he could imagine that there would be more and more comments on the Internet. He wanted to see and know the seriousness of the matter, but he didn't have the courage to see it.He used to think he was a person who didn't care about other people's evaluation, but now he understands that it is because there are not enough negative evaluations.Why can these people describe him as a person he doesn't know with a tone that seems to have seen what he has done with his own eyes?How to describe this mood. Just grievance, disappointment and anger are not enough to describe, but more should be a kind of weakness and loss. He thinks he is a good man, an honest and brave man, but in the mouth of thousands of people, he has become a person despised by others. When this voice is loud enough and enough, even he will doubt whether he is really so unbearable.
