"Xie Qingcheng...Did you really have no extra human affection for me at that time?"
“…”
Xie Qingcheng was in the opposite direction of the light source. In the darkness of the night, He Yu couldn't see the expression on Xie Qingcheng's face. He only felt that the hand supporting him was light Trembling slightly.
"Xie Qingcheng, why do you have to leave?"
He Yu asked again—he is still calm at this point. It seemed that the more terrifying and critical the scene, the less important it was to him.
“…”
"...you lied to me, it wasn't just the time, was it?"
The child's eyes.
The boy's eyes.
Just like that, calm, childish, stubborn, but also like... indifferent. In this way, looking straight at him.
Digging three feet in the ground, I can't find an answer.
Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt unable to face his eyes, he closed his eyes: "...I'll take you out first."
Time was running out, he insisted on taking He Yu out of the archives. When they ran from the silent room to the noisy outdoors, the police lights were spinning in front of them, and the sirens were ringing in their ears. It was like falling into a kaleidoscope world.
Zheng Jingfeng's people have also discovered the real meaning behind the L and figured out the location. The red and blue flashes are like tides, approaching from all sides.
When Xie Qingcheng hugged He Yu, who was bleeding, and walked down the steps, Zheng Jingfeng slammed the door open and got out of the car.
Wonderful.
"Xie Qingcheng..."
"The archives are going to explode. You can't let people in."
This is the first sentence Xie Qingcheng said after approaching Zheng Jingfeng.
Zheng Jingfeng looked like he wanted to grab the two of them by the neck and put them in handcuffs, but his eyes met Xie Qingcheng's eyes... Those eyes very similar to Zhou Muying made him unexpectedly At the last moment, he became afraid to look at him.
Xie Qingcheng had blood on his cheeks, Zheng Jingfeng didn't know who the blood belonged to, but the blood stains made him feel extremely guilty.
Yes, he did not let Xie Qingcheng approach him. Xie Qingcheng was not a policeman and was not qualified to participate so much.
Even if everything is related to the unsolved death of his parents nineteen years ago. He could only tell Xie Qingcheng that this is a secret and you must give it to us.
However, the action of the organization is often lower than that of the individual, and the more formal the organization, the more so. What's more, there are probably black policemen in the bureau now, not to mention that the other gang seems to be a cross-border criminal gang that makes good use of high technology, so Xie Qingcheng has handed the problem to them for 19 years, and they have not yet submitted it to Xie Qingcheng. A solid answer. Even the deciphering of the archives, because of the constraints of all parties, they came slower than Xie Qingcheng.
"Hurry back and retreat." Zheng Jingfeng didn't have time to be surprised or asked more, and immediately turned his attention from the walkie-talkie.
"The archives detonate, all retreat!"
After he finished speaking, he took Xie Qingcheng and He Yu into the police car, went up last, and slammed the door.
I got into the car, but everyone around looked at Xie Qingcheng with a very strange look.
The radio and television tower not far away seems to have resumed the normal light projection. Xie Qingcheng glanced at it. It was no longer a scarlet handkerchief throwing death game, and there were figures shaking on it. Maybe it was an advertisement, but he didn't have time to look at it, the car had started roaring.
"Bang!!"
There was a muffled tremor from behind, followed by an earth-shattering loud noise, accompanied by the screams of those who saw this scene from all sides.
Boom…
The archives really exploded...
Bricks and tiles cracked like mountains, suddenly covering up the past.
Into powder, broken into pieces that can no longer be put together.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and never looked back.
The clues are all torn to pieces, and he... can't look back.
…
It was a long time before the deafening explosion stopped.
The car was quiet, and everyone's attention was focused on the crime scene. The police car stopped, the police got out one after another, there was the whirring of the wind outside, the crackling of flames in the distance, and…
Suddenly—
"What's wrong with you?"
A man's voice.
The sound was very loud, and it was emitted by several mobile phones in the car.
"If you have any dissatisfaction, go and tell the hospital."
Xie Qingcheng paused and opened his eyes—did he have a hallucination when he was shocked? How could he hear his own voice.
"Don't argue with me here."
No, not auditory hallucinations.
He suddenly realized something, and suddenly opened his eyes—
It's a video!
The mobile video that was transmitted to the entire Shanghai area has not stopped!
In addition, the broadcast tower is also playing the same content as the mobile phone projection.
The moment he saw the video projected by the radio and television tower, he immediately understood why the police officers looked at him with a strangeness that should not have been there.
The video has been playing for some time, at least before He Yu and Xie Qing showed it, the radio and television tower was already occupied by the video screen.
Xie Qingcheng turned on his cell phone, which had been turned off, and the cell phone was immediately kidnapped by the hacker's robbery signal. He received the video image that was synchronized with the radio and television tower in real time.
That was me years ago.
He was wearing the uniform of Huyi Hospital, with light blue Huyi coat of arms tattooed on his snow-white placket, and a plastic work name tag and two pens on his chest. The surrounding scene was very chaotic. The patients in the hospital were watching. He was standing in front of the door of his department, and in front of him was a unkempt woman.
“…”
Xie Qingcheng knew immediately which day this happened. but-
He looked slightly changed and went to see He Yu.
He Yu frowned, not yet fully aware of what happened, but he already knew that this video was the one the hacker wanted him to click to see "whether it's worth it" .
"
He Yu said casually, "Thank you."
Pain, blood, and even death were nothing to him.
He stared intently at the changing lighthouse.
The screen continues.
The unkempt woman in the video is howling: "Why do you want me to show relevant documents? Why do you want the security to check me? Is it easy for me to see a doctor? Your hospital experts The number is so difficult to hang, and the number has been snatched by scalpers! It takes 500 yuan to buy a place to see a doctor! Why?"
"Not only will people die if they are poor, but they will also be run on by your doctors. Do you treat me differently? You think I want to be so dirty and smelly, I closed my stall at four in the morning. Just outside your courtyard, waiting for the door to open, waiting in line, do I have time to cleanse my body like you? I'm really not a bad person!"
But the young Xie Qing looked coldly at the woman who was crying with her knees in front of him, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat, with an indifferent expression: "Out of the Elbehai After the incident, you are sitting at the door of my clinic like this, but you are not my patient, I know what you want to do?"
Woman: "I just want to see a doctor!"
Xie Qing said with a blank face: "You want to cure, I also want to be safe, please don't sit in front of my consulting room, go to the internal medicine department if you should go to the internal medicine department, and go to the neurological department. Surgery goes to neurosurgery, I don't match the number you hold in your hand."
"But other places are full of people, and the floor is not allowed to sit. I managed to find a vacant seat. I just want to take a break and stand for a day..."
"You keep this with the security guard. I'm a doctor who takes money to see a doctor. I don't want to risk being killed in the line of duty."
The surrounding patients didn't want to argue with the doctor at first, and they all tried their best to hold back their anger, but seeing the woman was so fierce that Xie Qingcheng burst into tears, Xie Qingcheng spoke so aggressively, and couldn't help it The anger came from the heart, and someone shouted at Xie Qingcheng: "What are you doing! Don't you have a mother? Yi Beihai is an example. You don't need to kill all the patients with a stick, right? Selfish people like you. People, you can't compare to Mr. Qin Ciyan at all! Are you also worthy of being a doctor?"
Xie Qing raised his eyelids, revealing a pair of peach blossom eyes that were sharp and a bit mean: "Whether you think I am worthy or not, I am a doctor."
"I don't think it's worth dying for a patient, and being killed by a neurotic is even more ridiculous. Doctors are just a profession. Don't pretend to sacrifice yourself every day and carry out moral kidnapping."
His lips opened and closed.
"A doctor's life is always more important than the life of an uncontrollable neurotic. Do you understand?"
“…”
The video screen was chaotic at the back. Someone was pushing the photographer in the angry crowd. The screen was shaking so hard that people couldn't see clearly. Only the excited cursing of the patients could be heard.
Countless mobile phones are playing this picture, and the screen windows are flashing, quickly spreading all this to every corner of the Internet.
For a time, the mobile phone in the car, whether it is Xie Qingcheng's or someone else's in the police force, is constantly vibrating as long as it is not set to complete silent mode. That's chat groups and messages sent to them by individuals.
He Yu was sitting in the seat of the police car while the medical staff dealt with the gunshot wound on his shoulder. In the process of watching the video, he always rested his forehead against the window glass and looked at the radio and television tower quietly.
Watching the video that the other hacker tried to send to him, but he chose not to open it.
Xie Qingcheng felt that his heart was sinking.
It turned out to be this.
In order to interfere with He Yu, the other party exposed his incident.
He suddenly wanted to say something to He Yu, but he didn't know what to say, and there seemed to be nothing to explain. He stopped watching the video, he knew exactly what he said at the time have done something.
And he was ready to keep that secret all his life, and he knew very well what kind of future he would face.
But at this moment, his eyes fell on the quiet young man next to him...
He Yu's shoulder was still bleeding out, the doctor stretched it with a hemostat, and the sweetness of the blood still permeated the semi-closed police command car.
Xie Qingcheng thought for no reason that just a few hours ago, when he looked at this young man for the first time.
He Yu extended his hand to him, no one was willing to help him at that time, even Chen Man chose to obey the rules.
But He Yu said, "I can help you."
No blood, no injuries.
There are only faint old scars on the wrist, but they have all healed.
—
“Why did you…”
"Because of this action, you also did it to me."
“…”
"I didn't forget."
The dazzling blood hurt Xie Qingcheng's eyes.
The unstoppable video images also entered He Yu's field of vision.
The screen has changed again.
In the hospital conference room.
Xie Qingcheng seems to have completed a very good academic report, and the hospital is recognizing him for his professional title.
But the colleagues applauding below were not enthusiastic, the timeline should be shortly after his conflict with the patient.
The dean asked him to say a few words, Xie Qingcheng stood up, and his eyes calmly swept over a person below.
He didn't say a testimonial, what he said was: "This is my last report in this court, and I have decided to resign."
“…”
Several mindless interns are still mechanically clapping.
But after a couple of shots, the intern came back to his senses, his eyes widened in surprise, his mouth grew, and he looked at Xie Qingcheng as blankly as everyone below.
Xie Qingcheng is the youngest and most promising doctor in their hospital, and his ability is as powerful as a pervert. Before him, Huyi Hospital had never had a deputy chief doctor of this age. Even if he made some inappropriate remarks a while ago, it will pass. Which doctor has never had a conflict with a few patients in his life?
But Xie Qingcheng said that he would resign.
The dean's expression suddenly became very stiff, and he laughed dryly: "...Doctor Xie, you go down first, work matters, after the meeting is over."
The medical director also forced a smile and took the microphone: "Dr. Xie is in a bad mood these days. No one of us can accept this kind of thing from Professor Qin. The department is close, and the relationship between your colleagues must have been very good in the past. At that time, you witnessed Professor Qin's sacrifice with your own eyes. We can understand some of your emotions..."
"I'm not familiar with Qin Ciyan." Xie Qingcheng interrupted her, "I'm not in a bad mood because of Professor Qin."
"I just don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan."
The students below Qin Ciyan couldn't help it: "Xie Qingcheng, what did you say? What do you mean by not wanting to be the next Qin Ciyan! My teacher has dedicated his life to the medical cause, how do you—"
"But I don't want to."
“…”
"Doctor is just a profession for me, I will do what I am supposed to do, but I don't think it is normal to sacrifice my life in this position."
"I don't know why a large part of you here are so tearful and even proud of it, or they don't care about their safety and rescue the patients with problems in the procedure. Professor Qin can Respect, but it was his own fault for what happened to him in the end. Why did he give a mentally ill mother a knife when the procedures were incomplete."
Qin Ciyan's students suddenly rose up: "Xie Qingcheng, you—!!"
"I'm sorry I don't understand it at all."
The conference room was a mess, and the little doctor couldn't hold back his grief and anger, and gushed out: "What are you talking about!"
"What is it? Do you think Professor Qin's death is his own fault?"
"Xie Qingcheng, you forgot how you talked about mentally ill people? You are the one who supports them to live in society, to be tolerant to them, and to treat them as ordinary people. Now How have you changed? You are afraid when something goes wrong, right? You saw with your own eyes how Professor Qin died on the day of the accident, and you are afraid!"
"You saw him being thrown down with blood, and you saw the blood in his office, were you afraid? You are afraid that one day the person who encounters this kind of thing is yourself! You! All the people you have come into contact with are mental patients, and you are much more dangerous than him! If you are afraid, just say it! No one will laugh at you! Don't belittle Professor Qin's sacrifice, okay?"
Xie Qing said coldly: "Yes, I'm afraid."
The little doctor gritted his teeth: "Then what are you talking about treating mentally ill patients equally—"
"Excuse me, what do you say to cancer patients. Will you directly say I'm sorry that you are going to die soon?"
Xie Qingcheng didn't have the slightest expression on his face, his eyebrows and eyes were as cold as snow: "You wouldn't say that either."
"Truth is truth, and language is language. As a mental health doctor, I have to give patients hope and encouragement to feel that they are being treated like a normal human being."
"But ask yourselves, who of you would have no problem with dangerous mentally ill patients? Who of you would like to be alone with them, or even give your life to them without reservation? patient."
“…”
"Any of you can do it."
"So...the things you said were just beautiful words on the scene...you are not...you are not...you are a hypocritical villain who is a **** and wants to build a torii!"
Xie Qingcheng didn't quarrel with the man who lost his temper, he was still very calm, almost cold, cold and cold. He said: "Qin Ciyan may be a saint. I'm just an ordinary person. I wear this dress to work as a doctor who sees a doctor. After I take off my clothes after get off work, I have a family, a wife and sister to take care of. I'm not as tall as him. consciousness."
“…”
"If you want to be Qin Ciyan, just go."
Xie Qingcheng said, took off the evaluation badge he had just obtained, and put it back into the satin box padded with red velvet. The eyes are very clear, very calm-
"I just want to be normal."
When the video is placed here, the screen suddenly flashes twice.
Suddenly extinguished.
The countdown to the WZL death game has ended. The police can no longer tolerate the other party's aggressive behavior. The control of information dissemination can be regained long ago, just because it involves the terror of innocent residents of Shanghai The attack made them not dare to act rashly, and could only let the other party be arrogant.
main valve.
Bang, the sound of a big power outage.
any vitality.
Behind the radio and television tower, the fire was still burning, and the sky-high flames dyed the night over the archives red. Police officers stood around the century-old building that had fallen in raging flames. Someone called 119 for emergency communications.
The campus is full of noise and no one sleeps tonight.
In the car, it was deadly silent.
The video is gone.
The screen is over.
But He Yu's eyes kept looking at the radio and television tower - he was very peaceful, even a little scary, just looking at the lighthouse that was completely dark, motionless.
—
“The vast majority of mentally ill people are normal human beings’ feedback to the abnormal environment…”
"Unequal social relations, abnormal atmosphere, these are the main culprits that have caused a major psychological blow to 'them', which is ironic, almost all from family, workplace, society, from 'we '."
"He Yu, sooner or later you have to rely on yourself to get out of your inner shadow."
"You need to rebuild the bridge between people and society."
"I wish you a speedy recovery."
"Hey kid."
"Aren't you in pain..."
“…”
Those words that Xie Qingcheng said back then, those words that broke He Yu's inner shackles, and made him more or less willing to regard Xie Qingcheng as a different encouragement, those words that Xie Qingcheng had given to He Yu when he was extremely tired The comfort he had experienced at this moment floated up like mustard dust, but it seemed indescribably absurd and cold.
He Yu looked at the lighthouse.
The lighthouse was dark and his eyes were terrifyingly dark.
Forget the days, that is, these videos were shot at almost the same time, and the difference is estimated to be no more than a month. Xie Qingcheng resigned as his personal doctor, and then he seemed to be leaving Longtan Tiger Cave, fled away from a vicious infectious disease patient.
The doctor was debriding him, and the gunshot wound on his arm seemed to suddenly be in severe pain.
Otherwise, why would he feel cold all over?
Why are you pale?
“…He Yu.”
“…”
"I..."
He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng's voice next to her.
He patiently waited for Xie Qingcheng to speak.
Second after second.
But Xie Qingcheng did not continue.
These words are indeed what he said, no matter what the cause is, what is the purpose, what is the secret hidden in it, these are his own words, and in the wave of Qin Ciyan incident , He Yu was indeed the one sacrificed by him.
Then, he really has no reason to explain more to this young man.
He Yu suddenly felt absurd at this moment - he hated doctors in the first place, and he hated Xie Qingcheng at the beginning, what did Xie Qingcheng rely on to gain his trust, and what did he use? How to make him somewhat open a little inner door to him?
Isn’t it the so-called equal treatment, or treating him as a member of normal society, supporting him to come out of the dark dragon’s lair and touch the bright light outside?
But where he couldn't see, where he didn't know, after Qin Ciyan's accident and before Xie Qingcheng resigned, what did this man say?
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, he felt as if someone had slapped him mercilessly on the cheek.
It's just flesh and blood, faint, and eventually there will be some slight tingling.
"Okay. The wound is temporarily bandaged for you, and I will send someone to take you to the hospital." The police officer in charge of medical work said to He Yu, "It's better to deal with it quickly. You and me Go to another car."
“…”
"Classmates?"
He Yu opened his eyes.
He was too calm, too calm to be terrifying.
Xie Qingcheng's mobile phone received calls one after another, concerned, anxious, confirmed... Calls with different purposes were pouring in frantically at this moment.
Xie Qingcheng did not pick up.
He looked at the silhouette of He Yu.
He Yu just politely said to the doctor in the police force: "Thank you, I'm really bothering you."
Long legs took a step and got out of the car calmly.
He took a few steps forward, and it wasn't until now that he had to leave early that he was finally willing to stop and turned his face slightly, the red and blue lights of the police lights on his smooth side face Paint an unpredictable light edge.
He smiled lightly, and the fire flickered in his dark eyes: "Doctor Xie. Unexpectedly, the truth turned out to be like this."
“…”
"After so many years, you have sacrificed too much. It's really hard for you."
“…”
When he said this sentence, He Yu thought it was really ironic.
For so many years, what he feared most was being treated as an alien.
It was Xie Qingcheng who walked into his lonely lair, gave him a good faith, let him have armor for the first time in his life, and let him believe that one day, he too could find A bridge to normal society.
He believes so firmly in Xie Qingcheng's words, even if he hates him, even if he draws such a clear line, even if Xie Qingcheng has been so ruthless, he still understands him, Still holding those few words of encouragement to him like a fool, wearing the armor he gave him, persistent, after so long.
But inside the armor, it turned out to be thorns.
He thought it could resist the cynicism from the outside, but when it was caught off guard, it triggered thousands of stabbing knives from the inside, which hurt him from head to toe.
The creed presented to him by Xie Qing is false.
Even he lied to him.
"Xie Qingcheng, if you are so afraid of me, you can tell me directly from the beginning."
"You don't have to do things in person, and you don't have to tell me so many big truths that go against your heart. That way, it won't be..."
He Yu stopped and did not finish the sentence.
His figure is very lonely, but his voice is still very calm - just like Xie Qingcheng once expected, just like Xie Qingcheng once taught him. Extremely calm.
He Yu just smiled at the end, his blood is still in Xie Qingcheng's palm, and his sneer has drifted in the wind.
Then he turned around completely, followed the policemen without looking back, and walked in the direction of another car.
"Xie Qingcheng...Did you really have no extra human affection for me at that time?"
“…”
Xie Qingcheng was in the opposite direction of the light source. In the darkness of the night, He Yu couldn't see the expression on Xie Qingcheng's face. He only felt that the hand supporting him was light Trembling slightly.
"Xie Qingcheng, why do you have to leave?"
He Yu asked again—he is still calm at this point. It seemed that the more terrifying and critical the scene, the less important it was to him.
“…”
"...you lied to me, it wasn't just the time, was it?"
The child's eyes.
The boy's eyes.
Just like that, calm, childish, stubborn, but also like... indifferent. In this way, looking straight at him.
Digging three feet in the ground, I can't find an answer.
Xie Qingcheng suddenly felt unable to face his eyes, he closed his eyes: "...I'll take you out first."
Time was running out, he insisted on taking He Yu out of the archives. When they ran from the silent room to the noisy outdoors, the police lights were spinning in front of them, and the sirens were ringing in their ears. It was like falling into a kaleidoscope world.
Zheng Jingfeng's people have also discovered the real meaning behind the L and figured out the location. The red and blue flashes are like tides, approaching from all sides.
When Xie Qingcheng hugged He Yu, who was bleeding, and walked down the steps, Zheng Jingfeng slammed the door open and got out of the car.
Wonderful.
"Xie Qingcheng..."
"The archives are going to explode. You can't let people in."
This is the first sentence Xie Qingcheng said after approaching Zheng Jingfeng.
Zheng Jingfeng looked like he wanted to grab the two of them by the neck and put them in handcuffs, but his eyes met Xie Qingcheng's eyes... Those eyes very similar to Zhou Muying made him unexpectedly At the last moment, he became afraid to look at him.
Xie Qingcheng had blood on his cheeks, Zheng Jingfeng didn't know who the blood belonged to, but the blood stains made him feel extremely guilty.
Yes, he did not let Xie Qingcheng approach him. Xie Qingcheng was not a policeman and was not qualified to participate so much.
Even if everything is related to the unsolved death of his parents nineteen years ago. He could only tell Xie Qingcheng that this is a secret and you must give it to us.
However, the action of the organization is often lower than that of the individual, and the more formal the organization, the more so. What's more, there are probably black policemen in the bureau now, not to mention that the other gang seems to be a cross-border criminal gang that makes good use of high technology, so Xie Qingcheng has handed the problem to them for 19 years, and they have not yet submitted it to Xie Qingcheng. A solid answer. Even the deciphering of the archives, because of the constraints of all parties, they came slower than Xie Qingcheng.
"Hurry back and retreat." Zheng Jingfeng didn't have time to be surprised or asked more, and immediately turned his attention from the walkie-talkie.
"The archives detonate, all retreat!"
After he finished speaking, he took Xie Qingcheng and He Yu into the police car, went up last, and slammed the door.
I got into the car, but everyone around looked at Xie Qingcheng with a very strange look.
The radio and television tower not far away seems to have resumed the normal light projection. Xie Qingcheng glanced at it. It was no longer a scarlet handkerchief throwing death game, and there were figures shaking on it. Maybe it was an advertisement, but he didn't have time to look at it, the car had started roaring.
"Bang!!"
There was a muffled tremor from behind, followed by an earth-shattering loud noise, accompanied by the screams of those who saw this scene from all sides.
Boom…
The archives really exploded...
Bricks and tiles cracked like mountains, suddenly covering up the past.
Into powder, broken into pieces that can no longer be put together.
Xie Qingcheng closed his eyes and never looked back.
The clues are all torn to pieces, and he... can't look back.
…
It was a long time before the deafening explosion stopped.
The car was quiet, and everyone's attention was focused on the crime scene. The police car stopped, the police got out one after another, there was the whirring of the wind outside, the crackling of flames in the distance, and…
Suddenly—
"What's wrong with you?"
A man's voice.
The sound was very loud, and it was emitted by several mobile phones in the car.
"If you have any dissatisfaction, go and tell the hospital."
Xie Qingcheng paused and opened his eyes—did he have a hallucination when he was shocked? How could he hear his own voice.
"Don't argue with me here."
No, not auditory hallucinations.
He suddenly realized something, and suddenly opened his eyes—
It's a video!
The mobile video that was transmitted to the entire Shanghai area has not stopped!
In addition, the broadcast tower is also playing the same content as the mobile phone projection.
The moment he saw the video projected by the radio and television tower, he immediately understood why the police officers looked at him with a strangeness that should not have been there.
The video has been playing for some time, at least before He Yu and Xie Qing showed it, the radio and television tower was already occupied by the video screen.
Xie Qingcheng turned on his cell phone, which had been turned off, and the cell phone was immediately kidnapped by the hacker's robbery signal. He received the video image that was synchronized with the radio and television tower in real time.
That was me years ago.
He was wearing the uniform of Huyi Hospital, with light blue Huyi coat of arms tattooed on his snow-white placket, and a plastic work name tag and two pens on his chest. The surrounding scene was very chaotic. The patients in the hospital were watching. He was standing in front of the door of his department, and in front of him was a unkempt woman.
“…”
Xie Qingcheng knew immediately which day this happened. but-
He looked slightly changed and went to see He Yu.
He Yu frowned, not yet fully aware of what happened, but he already knew that this video was the one the hacker wanted him to click to see "whether it's worth it" .
"
He Yu said casually, "Thank you."
Pain, blood, and even death were nothing to him.
He stared intently at the changing lighthouse.
The screen continues.
The unkempt woman in the video is howling: "Why do you want me to show relevant documents? Why do you want the security to check me? Is it easy for me to see a doctor? Your hospital experts The number is so difficult to hang, and the number has been snatched by scalpers! It takes 500 yuan to buy a place to see a doctor! Why?"
"Not only will people die if they are poor, but they will also be run on by your doctors. Do you treat me differently? You think I want to be so dirty and smelly, I closed my stall at four in the morning. Just outside your courtyard, waiting for the door to open, waiting in line, do I have time to cleanse my body like you? I'm really not a bad person!"
But the young Xie Qing looked coldly at the woman who was crying with her knees in front of him, with her hands in the pockets of her white coat, with an indifferent expression: "Out of the Elbehai After the incident, you are sitting at the door of my clinic like this, but you are not my patient, I know what you want to do?"
Woman: "I just want to see a doctor!"
Xie Qing said with a blank face: "You want to cure, I also want to be safe, please don't sit in front of my consulting room, go to the internal medicine department if you should go to the internal medicine department, and go to the neurological department. Surgery goes to neurosurgery, I don't match the number you hold in your hand."
"But other places are full of people, and the floor is not allowed to sit. I managed to find a vacant seat. I just want to take a break and stand for a day..."
"You keep this with the security guard. I'm a doctor who takes money to see a doctor. I don't want to risk being killed in the line of duty."
The surrounding patients didn't want to argue with the doctor at first, and they all tried their best to hold back their anger, but seeing the woman was so fierce that Xie Qingcheng burst into tears, Xie Qingcheng spoke so aggressively, and couldn't help it The anger came from the heart, and someone shouted at Xie Qingcheng: "What are you doing! Don't you have a mother? Yi Beihai is an example. You don't need to kill all the patients with a stick, right? Selfish people like you. People, you can't compare to Mr. Qin Ciyan at all! Are you also worthy of being a doctor?"
Xie Qing raised his eyelids, revealing a pair of peach blossom eyes that were sharp and a bit mean: "Whether you think I am worthy or not, I am a doctor."
"I don't think it's worth dying for a patient, and being killed by a neurotic is even more ridiculous. Doctors are just a profession. Don't pretend to sacrifice yourself every day and carry out moral kidnapping."
His lips opened and closed.
"A doctor's life is always more important than the life of an uncontrollable neurotic. Do you understand?"
“…”
The video screen was chaotic at the back. Someone was pushing the photographer in the angry crowd. The screen was shaking so hard that people couldn't see clearly. Only the excited cursing of the patients could be heard.
Countless mobile phones are playing this picture, and the screen windows are flashing, quickly spreading all this to every corner of the Internet.
For a time, the mobile phone in the car, whether it is Xie Qingcheng's or someone else's in the police force, is constantly vibrating as long as it is not set to complete silent mode. That's chat groups and messages sent to them by individuals.
He Yu was sitting in the seat of the police car while the medical staff dealt with the gunshot wound on his shoulder. In the process of watching the video, he always rested his forehead against the window glass and looked at the radio and television tower quietly.
Watching the video that the other hacker tried to send to him, but he chose not to open it.
Xie Qingcheng felt that his heart was sinking.
It turned out to be this.
In order to interfere with He Yu, the other party exposed his incident.
He suddenly wanted to say something to He Yu, but he didn't know what to say, and there seemed to be nothing to explain. He stopped watching the video, he knew exactly what he said at the time have done something.
And he was ready to keep that secret all his life, and he knew very well what kind of future he would face.
But at this moment, his eyes fell on the quiet young man next to him...
He Yu's shoulder was still bleeding out, the doctor stretched it with a hemostat, and the sweetness of the blood still permeated the semi-closed police command car.
Xie Qingcheng thought for no reason that just a few hours ago, when he looked at this young man for the first time.
He Yu extended his hand to him, no one was willing to help him at that time, even Chen Man chose to obey the rules.
But He Yu said, "I can help you."
No blood, no injuries.
There are only faint old scars on the wrist, but they have all healed.
—
“Why did you…”
"Because of this action, you also did it to me."
“…”
"I didn't forget."
The dazzling blood hurt Xie Qingcheng's eyes.
The unstoppable video images also entered He Yu's field of vision.
The screen has changed again.
In the hospital conference room.
Xie Qingcheng seems to have completed a very good academic report, and the hospital is recognizing him for his professional title.
But the colleagues applauding below were not enthusiastic, the timeline should be shortly after his conflict with the patient.
The dean asked him to say a few words, Xie Qingcheng stood up, and his eyes calmly swept over a person below.
He didn't say a testimonial, what he said was: "This is my last report in this court, and I have decided to resign."
“…”
Several mindless interns are still mechanically clapping.
But after a couple of shots, the intern came back to his senses, his eyes widened in surprise, his mouth grew, and he looked at Xie Qingcheng as blankly as everyone below.
Xie Qingcheng is the youngest and most promising doctor in their hospital, and his ability is as powerful as a pervert. Before him, Huyi Hospital had never had a deputy chief doctor of this age. Even if he made some inappropriate remarks a while ago, it will pass. Which doctor has never had a conflict with a few patients in his life?
But Xie Qingcheng said that he would resign.
The dean's expression suddenly became very stiff, and he laughed dryly: "...Doctor Xie, you go down first, work matters, after the meeting is over."
The medical director also forced a smile and took the microphone: "Dr. Xie is in a bad mood these days. No one of us can accept this kind of thing from Professor Qin. The department is close, and the relationship between your colleagues must have been very good in the past. At that time, you witnessed Professor Qin's sacrifice with your own eyes. We can understand some of your emotions..."
"I'm not familiar with Qin Ciyan." Xie Qingcheng interrupted her, "I'm not in a bad mood because of Professor Qin."
"I just don't want to be the next Qin Ciyan."
The students below Qin Ciyan couldn't help it: "Xie Qingcheng, what did you say? What do you mean by not wanting to be the next Qin Ciyan! My teacher has dedicated his life to the medical cause, how do you—"
"But I don't want to."
“…”
"Doctor is just a profession for me, I will do what I am supposed to do, but I don't think it is normal to sacrifice my life in this position."
"I don't know why a large part of you here are so tearful and even proud of it, or they don't care about their safety and rescue the patients with problems in the procedure. Professor Qin can Respect, but it was his own fault for what happened to him in the end. Why did he give a mentally ill mother a knife when the procedures were incomplete."
Qin Ciyan's students suddenly rose up: "Xie Qingcheng, you—!!"
"I'm sorry I don't understand it at all."
The conference room was a mess, and the little doctor couldn't hold back his grief and anger, and gushed out: "What are you talking about!"
"What is it? Do you think Professor Qin's death is his own fault?"
"Xie Qingcheng, you forgot how you talked about mentally ill people? You are the one who supports them to live in society, to be tolerant to them, and to treat them as ordinary people. Now How have you changed? You are afraid when something goes wrong, right? You saw with your own eyes how Professor Qin died on the day of the accident, and you are afraid!"
"You saw him being thrown down with blood, and you saw the blood in his office, were you afraid? You are afraid that one day the person who encounters this kind of thing is yourself! You! All the people you have come into contact with are mental patients, and you are much more dangerous than him! If you are afraid, just say it! No one will laugh at you! Don't belittle Professor Qin's sacrifice, okay?"
Xie Qing said coldly: "Yes, I'm afraid."
The little doctor gritted his teeth: "Then what are you talking about treating mentally ill patients equally—"
"Excuse me, what do you say to cancer patients. Will you directly say I'm sorry that you are going to die soon?"
Xie Qingcheng didn't have the slightest expression on his face, his eyebrows and eyes were as cold as snow: "You wouldn't say that either."
"Truth is truth, and language is language. As a mental health doctor, I have to give patients hope and encouragement to feel that they are being treated like a normal human being."
"But ask yourselves, who of you would have no problem with dangerous mentally ill patients? Who of you would like to be alone with them, or even give your life to them without reservation? patient."
“…”
"Any of you can do it."
"So...the things you said were just beautiful words on the scene...you are not...you are not...you are a hypocritical villain who is a **** and wants to build a torii!"
Xie Qingcheng didn't quarrel with the man who lost his temper, he was still very calm, almost cold, cold and cold. He said: "Qin Ciyan may be a saint. I'm just an ordinary person. I wear this dress to work as a doctor who sees a doctor. After I take off my clothes after get off work, I have a family, a wife and sister to take care of. I'm not as tall as him. consciousness."
“…”
"If you want to be Qin Ciyan, just go."
Xie Qingcheng said, took off the evaluation badge he had just obtained, and put it back into the satin box padded with red velvet. The eyes are very clear, very calm-
"I just want to be normal."
When the video is placed here, the screen suddenly flashes twice.
Suddenly extinguished.
The countdown to the WZL death game has ended. The police can no longer tolerate the other party's aggressive behavior. The control of information dissemination can be regained long ago, just because it involves the terror of innocent residents of Shanghai The attack made them not dare to act rashly, and could only let the other party be arrogant.
main valve.
Bang, the sound of a big power outage.
any vitality.
Behind the radio and television tower, the fire was still burning, and the sky-high flames dyed the night over the archives red. Police officers stood around the century-old building that had fallen in raging flames. Someone called 119 for emergency communications.
The campus is full of noise and no one sleeps tonight.
In the car, it was deadly silent.
The video is gone.
The screen is over.
But He Yu's eyes kept looking at the radio and television tower - he was very peaceful, even a little scary, just looking at the lighthouse that was completely dark, motionless.
—
“The vast majority of mentally ill people are normal human beings’ feedback to the abnormal environment…”
"Unequal social relations, abnormal atmosphere, these are the main culprits that have caused a major psychological blow to 'them', which is ironic, almost all from family, workplace, society, from 'we '."
"He Yu, sooner or later you have to rely on yourself to get out of your inner shadow."
"You need to rebuild the bridge between people and society."
"I wish you a speedy recovery."
"Hey kid."
"Aren't you in pain..."
“…”
Those words that Xie Qingcheng said back then, those words that broke He Yu's inner shackles, and made him more or less willing to regard Xie Qingcheng as a different encouragement, those words that Xie Qingcheng had given to He Yu when he was extremely tired The comfort he had experienced at this moment floated up like mustard dust, but it seemed indescribably absurd and cold.
He Yu looked at the lighthouse.
The lighthouse was dark and his eyes were terrifyingly dark.
Forget the days, that is, these videos were shot at almost the same time, and the difference is estimated to be no more than a month. Xie Qingcheng resigned as his personal doctor, and then he seemed to be leaving Longtan Tiger Cave, fled away from a vicious infectious disease patient.
The doctor was debriding him, and the gunshot wound on his arm seemed to suddenly be in severe pain.
Otherwise, why would he feel cold all over?
Why are you pale?
“…He Yu.”
“…”
"I..."
He Yu heard Xie Qingcheng's voice next to her.
He patiently waited for Xie Qingcheng to speak.
Second after second.
But Xie Qingcheng did not continue.
These words are indeed what he said, no matter what the cause is, what is the purpose, what is the secret hidden in it, these are his own words, and in the wave of Qin Ciyan incident , He Yu was indeed the one sacrificed by him.
Then, he really has no reason to explain more to this young man.
He Yu suddenly felt absurd at this moment - he hated doctors in the first place, and he hated Xie Qingcheng at the beginning, what did Xie Qingcheng rely on to gain his trust, and what did he use? How to make him somewhat open a little inner door to him?
Isn’t it the so-called equal treatment, or treating him as a member of normal society, supporting him to come out of the dark dragon’s lair and touch the bright light outside?
But where he couldn't see, where he didn't know, after Qin Ciyan's accident and before Xie Qingcheng resigned, what did this man say?
He Yu slowly closed his eyes, he felt as if someone had slapped him mercilessly on the cheek.
It's just flesh and blood, faint, and eventually there will be some slight tingling.
"Okay. The wound is temporarily bandaged for you, and I will send someone to take you to the hospital." The police officer in charge of medical work said to He Yu, "It's better to deal with it quickly. You and me Go to another car."
“…”
"Classmates?"
He Yu opened his eyes.
He was too calm, too calm to be terrifying.
Xie Qingcheng's mobile phone received calls one after another, concerned, anxious, confirmed... Calls with different purposes were pouring in frantically at this moment.
Xie Qingcheng did not pick up.
He looked at the silhouette of He Yu.
He Yu just politely said to the doctor in the police force: "Thank you, I'm really bothering you."
Long legs took a step and got out of the car calmly.
He took a few steps forward, and it wasn't until now that he had to leave early that he was finally willing to stop and turned his face slightly, the red and blue lights of the police lights on his smooth side face Paint an unpredictable light edge.
He smiled lightly, and the fire flickered in his dark eyes: "Doctor Xie. Unexpectedly, the truth turned out to be like this."
“…”
"After so many years, you have sacrificed too much. It's really hard for you."
“…”
When he said this sentence, He Yu thought it was really ironic.
For so many years, what he feared most was being treated as an alien.
It was Xie Qingcheng who walked into his lonely lair, gave him a good faith, let him have armor for the first time in his life, and let him believe that one day, he too could find A bridge to normal society.
He believes so firmly in Xie Qingcheng's words, even if he hates him, even if he draws such a clear line, even if Xie Qingcheng has been so ruthless, he still understands him, Still holding those few words of encouragement to him like a fool, wearing the armor he gave him, persistent, after so long.
But inside the armor, it turned out to be thorns.
He thought it could resist the cynicism from the outside, but when it was caught off guard, it triggered thousands of stabbing knives from the inside, which hurt him from head to toe.
The creed presented to him by Xie Qing is false.
Even he lied to him.
"Xie Qingcheng, if you are so afraid of me, you can tell me directly from the beginning."
"You don't have to do things in person, and you don't have to tell me so many big truths that go against your heart. That way, it won't be..."
He Yu stopped and did not finish the sentence.
His figure is very lonely, but his voice is still very calm - just like Xie Qingcheng once expected, just like Xie Qingcheng once taught him. Extremely calm.
He Yu just smiled at the end, his blood is still in Xie Qingcheng's palm, and his sneer has drifted in the wind.
Then he turned around completely, followed the policemen without looking back, and walked in the direction of another car.
