“You want me to leave? To where?”
Yerhan, who wanted to gently press his lips onto the back of her hand, raised his head.
“Anywhere but the empire.”
Rosena didn’t say anything. She couldn’t believe that when she finally made up her mind, they had to break up.
Yerhan hugged Rosena. He muttered softly as he swept her back again and again.
“When everything is sorted out, I will call you again.”
He was looking into the distant future. Unlike before, when he wanted to leave Rosena altogether, he dreamed of living with Rosena again.
Yerhan carefully buried his head in Rosena’s shoulder.
“At that time… won’t you stay by my side?”
Tears streamed from Rosena’s eyes as she hugged his back.
Even though the unwanted parting hurt, her heart throbbed at his sincerity. Her pounding heart felt like it was going to explode at any moment.
Rosena raised a trembling corner of her lips and smiled.
“I’ll wait.”
Actually, she wanted to pester him. Anywhere was fine, as long as she’s with him. But Rosena had Illian. She couldn’t bring a little boy who didn’t know anything yet.
Yerhan would also be concerned if he was around and would be swayed by them as he was now. So, for a moment, they had no choice but to break up.
“Give me your time until the day you leave.”
“Of course.”
Yerhan slowly pulled himself away and wiped Rosena’s lips again.
Her rough lips were softened by a few kisses. Deep breaths made her chest go up and down, and Yerhan pressed his lips to Rosena’s body as if to exhibit what he had been holding back.
The body, which had cooled off, started to warm up little by little, and it wasn’t the first time, but she felt embarrassed as if it was their first night.
When Rosena tossed and turned in the rush of embarrassment, Yerhan stopped.
“Is your body okay?”
The doctor said that as long as she didn’t overdo it, it was fine. Even though she was healed now, Yerhan looked at her with caution as if he was looking at a patient.
Instead of answering, Rosena stretched out her arms and hugged his neck.
“Give yourself to me today.”
“….Of course.”
As soon as the curtains were closed, darkness filled the room. A huge shadow fell over Rosena, who was lying on the bed.
Yerhan touched Rosena’s slightly red eyes. It was because the figure that was pitiful and yet lovable was Rosena. He slowly buried his face in the crook of Rosena’s neck.
Rosena always smelled like the garden at dawn. It was like the scent of a flower that cannot be identified as just one, or the smell of trees and grass soaked in morning dew.
So every time he held Rosena, it felt like he was walking in the woods. He had a feeling that he wanted this peaceful daily life to continue.
As Yerhan’s lips scanned the soft nape of her neck, Rosena shrank. The sound of breathing sizzled as it tickled passed through her ears.
Yerhan pulled the ribbon at Rosena’s chest.
The beautifully tied ribbon was untied and the top of the dress opened up. As it was an easy-to-move casual wear, it had buttons and ribbons that were easily loosened.
Yerhan pressed his lips to Rosena’s body.
Yerhan, who was slowly and politely painting his lips on her, looked at her face. Just by looking at her face, it felt like his empty heart was being filled. He couldn’t even remember how he spent the past few days apart.
Rosena, who was kissed silently, stretched out her arms and unbuttoned Yerhan’s shirt.
Every time a button was released, his solid body was revealed. Even though his face was pale, his body was still made of strong muscles.
Rosena wiped Yerhan’s face.
Then Yerhan lightly grabbed Rosena’s hand and rubbed it against his cheek. He whispered as he savored the warmth of her palm over and over again.
“Thank you for coming back.”
Rosena did not let go of her relationship with Yerhan. Even if she got hurt, she bumped into Yerhan many times, and eventually the creaking things returned to their place. (PR/N: ‘bumped into’ as in ‘confronted’.)
Yerhan was grateful for that. If Rosena had given up right away, he would have really let her go and regretted it for the rest of his life.
“If it hurts, please tell me.”
He whispered as he kissed Rosena’s palm.
Rosena nodded her head slightly, and Yerhan took off his clothes completely.
The glow from a flickering candle lit up her white body. Her body, like his own, was only whiter because she had been lying in a sick bed for a long time.
Yerhan gently touched Rosena’s body. She flinched as if reacting to every place his finger touched.
He came down to her slim waist and pressed his lips to her stomach. It was like a devout kiss offered to God by a faithful believer.
Rosena smiled softly as she looked at Yerhan with her eyes half-opened.
“Give it to me.”
With that said, Yerhan took off all the clothes he was wearing. The sound of clothes falling onto the floor pierced her ears vividly.
Their skin, which was not covered in anything, clashed. Lips embracing warmth touched Rosena’s chest.
Yerhan sucked Rosena’s breasts like someone savoring a sweet dessert. Then, he gently pressed the protruding nipple with his tongue before parting.
“Ahh….”
Rosena shook her head. It was tight on the inside with a tickling feeling.
Yerhan kissed Rosena’s body so as not to be nervous. He liked the soft and warm feeling, and his stiff body slowly loosened up.
Yerhan’s hand dug into Rosena’s inner thigh. Slowly, her legs spread apart, and he took over the gap.
Rosena’s face flushed bright red because the way he looked with his chin raised slightly was so obscene.
The muscles tingling with his movements seemed to tell her he was actually doing it.
Rosena stroked Yerhan’s chest. The chest, filled with hard muscles, seemed as if even a needle couldn’t go through.
Yerhan was excited by Rosena’s caresses, and moaned softly.
A wet sound could be heard from below, and Yerhan lightly supported Rosena’s buttocks. The hot and hard penis touched Rosena’s entrance.
“Please relax.”
A soft whisper tickled her waist. At the same time, something emitting heat slowly filled the inside.
Feeling that she was satisfied with everything over the throbbing pain, Rosena hugged Yehan’s neck tightly.
“Rosena.”
Yerhan whispered Rosena’s name in her ear.
Each time the name echoed like a magic spell, both of them were filled with excitement.
Yerhan caressed her body as he entered Rosena. His hot palms made her skin hot.
He slowly moved his back. The thick penis slid into Rosena, and then slowly came out. After a few repetitions, he hit the inside faster and harder. The sound of liquid squeaking along with it sounded like a moan.
“Ahhh…!”
Fwop.
He came in completely with the sound of flesh clinging.
Tears streamed down Rosena’s eyes when she felt his tight penis pushed through.
It was tears that flowed out with the satisfaction of having him entirely. The cries of the creaking bed intertwined with the moans.
Each time the candle flickered, shadows of the two merged and fell repeatedly. It felt like they were floating on the sea or thrown into flames. If they were together, anywhere was good.
Rosena held hands with Yerhan. The sound of thumping pulses filled loudly. The two desperately wanted each other.
The neatly arranged sheet rolled up, and a tingling sensation spread inside.
The moment her curled toes were stretched out stiffly, Rosena hugged Yerhan tightly. Her thighs and lower back trembled uncontrollably as if convulsions had occurred.
Yerhan wiped Rosena’s thigh. Under his sweet gaze, she was like chocolate placed in the sun.
The violent movement turned into soft ones, then swayed like a ship in a storm again.
The two indulged in each other without even realizing that time was passing.
When they were satisfactorily drenched in each other, Yerhan hugged the exhausted Rosena tightly.
When she had a place to lean on, Rosena was completely relaxed.
His arms were softer and more comfortable than a fluffy blanket. It was the first time they spent time together like this, as she always fainted by the end of the sex.
As she was in Yerhan’s arms, tiredness and sleepiness came over her.
The pounding heartbeat didn’t reduce, but it was more stable than before.
Rosena leaned a little more on Yerhan’s chest. She wished she had been able to tell the truth as soon as possible. If she had, she would have realized sooner that his arms were so warm.
Rosena gently closed her eyes and thought so, looking at the clothes and stationery lying on the floor.
She wondered how much he had unfolded it, recalling the worn-out paper.
“Why are you still keeping the letter?”
At Rosena’s question, Yehan averted his eyes as if in trouble. Then he answered in a low voice.
“It was a pity because it was the first time I received it from you…”
Rosena smiled involuntarily. This man, who hid only one letter in his closet, not gold and silver, looked cute.
Rosena put her head on Yerhan’s chest.
“I will write more often.”
Yerhan flinched in response, as if asking if it was real with his body. Rosena burst into laughter.
“It is not difficult. Instead….”
As Rosena came up with the condition, Yerhan sighed nervously. He was determined to be able to listen to anything, but he heard unexpected words.
“I want us to talk like this every day.”
“…..”
“I will write the words I forgot that day in a letter.”
As Rosena squirmed, Yerhan hugged her tightly. Then their two bodies fit together seamlessly.
Rosena’s back touched Yerhan’s chest. The sound of his heart beating echoed through her back.
Rosena didn’t say anything because she enjoyed listening to it. She didn’t think she’d get tired of listening to it for a while, so Rosena slowly opened her mouth.
“I remember the day I first met you.”
As she fumbled with his fingers, she pulled out the memories of that day from among the countless memories.
“At the time, I was scared. When I came to my senses, I felt like I was not an ordinary person because of my unrealistic ability. And when I found out that you were a royal family member… I became afraid and ran away.”
For the first time, Rosena brought out the truth about that day.
At that time, everything was terrifying. It was not enough to have an affair with a strange man in a place she had been visiting for the first time, but that person was an imperial family member whom her father had so strongly told her to run away from.
Rosena had no time to think. It just felt like she had to get out of there.
“I went straight to Astania. That was the end of my trip.”
Yerhan, who was quietly listening, slowly pulled Rosena closer. And he turned Rosena’s body to face him.
Looking into his eyes, it seemed as if she could spit out any secret.
“…I found out about my pregnancy there.”
Rosena took a deep breath and vomited out what she had been keeping to herself.
“I thought about it a lot, but in the end I decided to give birth.”
The difficult memories piled up one by one to form a large group. And when she took a step back and looked at it, that was also joy.
At first, it was hard and she resented a lot, but when Illian was born and saw his face, she was just happy. Tears flowed when she thought of how this little boy had been struggling so much to live in her stomach.
Since then, Rosena’s world had revolved around Illian.
There were times when she thought of Yerhan and it was lonely and painful, but because of Illian, she was able to come this far.
“…I don’t want to keep secrets from you anymore.”
At Rosena’s whisper, Yehan lowered his eyes. He also had secrets he couldn’t tell Rosena. The time had come to reveal the things that had been hidden so far.
“There is something I haven’t told you.”
Rosena nodded calmly. She liked the feeling of his skin touching her, so it seemed that it would be okay for him to say anything.
“After you left like that… I came to the Imperial Palace on my own feet.”
“…..”
“I would do anything to find you.”
At that time, he looked straight ahead and entered the Imperial Palace. Not knowing that the choices he made would choke him in the distant future.
“Actually, since that day, I have been traveling around the empire to subdue monsters on behalf of the Crown Prince.”
Rosena’s eyes widened at his confession. Yerhan looked straight at such Rosena and whispered softly.
“I am the leader of the Tiriad knights.”
Rosena’s lips twitched at the secret he had been hiding until now. Only then did Rosena realize the reason why he was able to deal with the monster that the crown prince could not cut down.
How difficult it must have been for him to be engulfed in malicious rumors and to lose all his honor to the crown prince.
Rosena hugged Yerhan’s neck. She couldn’t stand the sadness.
“Don’t you resent them?”
Rosena was asking if Yerhan didn’t resent those who didn’t know his sacrifice and had left him. However, Yerhan leaned in Rosena’s arms and smiled softly.
“It would be enough if you just acknowledge me.”
Yerhan was a man without greed.
He was willing to throw everything away for Rosena even if the whole world didn’t recognize him.
“I don’t need power. If you’d just stay with me, that would be enough.”
Instead of answering, Rosena first looked for Yerhan’s lips and kissed them.
A warm breath flowed in, and Rosena slowly closed her eyes.
She’s really glad she fell in love with this person.
“You want me to leave? To where?”
Yerhan, who wanted to gently press his lips onto the back of her hand, raised his head.
“Anywhere but the empire.”
Rosena didn’t say anything. She couldn’t believe that when she finally made up her mind, they had to break up.
Yerhan hugged Rosena. He muttered softly as he swept her back again and again.
“When everything is sorted out, I will call you again.”
He was looking into the distant future. Unlike before, when he wanted to leave Rosena altogether, he dreamed of living with Rosena again.
Yerhan carefully buried his head in Rosena’s shoulder.
“At that time… won’t you stay by my side?”
Tears streamed from Rosena’s eyes as she hugged his back.
Even though the unwanted parting hurt, her heart throbbed at his sincerity. Her pounding heart felt like it was going to explode at any moment.
Rosena raised a trembling corner of her lips and smiled.
“I’ll wait.”
Actually, she wanted to pester him. Anywhere was fine, as long as she’s with him. But Rosena had Illian. She couldn’t bring a little boy who didn’t know anything yet.
Yerhan would also be concerned if he was around and would be swayed by them as he was now. So, for a moment, they had no choice but to break up.
“Give me your time until the day you leave.”
“Of course.”
Yerhan slowly pulled himself away and wiped Rosena’s lips again.
Her rough lips were softened by a few kisses. Deep breaths made her chest go up and down, and Yerhan pressed his lips to Rosena’s body as if to exhibit what he had been holding back.
The body, which had cooled off, started to warm up little by little, and it wasn’t the first time, but she felt embarrassed as if it was their first night.
When Rosena tossed and turned in the rush of embarrassment, Yerhan stopped.
“Is your body okay?”
The doctor said that as long as she didn’t overdo it, it was fine. Even though she was healed now, Yerhan looked at her with caution as if he was looking at a patient.
Instead of answering, Rosena stretched out her arms and hugged his neck.
“Give yourself to me today.”
“….Of course.”
As soon as the curtains were closed, darkness filled the room. A huge shadow fell over Rosena, who was lying on the bed.
Yerhan touched Rosena’s slightly red eyes. It was because the figure that was pitiful and yet lovable was Rosena. He slowly buried his face in the crook of Rosena’s neck.
Rosena always smelled like the garden at dawn. It was like the scent of a flower that cannot be identified as just one, or the smell of trees and grass soaked in morning dew.
So every time he held Rosena, it felt like he was walking in the woods. He had a feeling that he wanted this peaceful daily life to continue.
As Yerhan’s lips scanned the soft nape of her neck, Rosena shrank. The sound of breathing sizzled as it tickled passed through her ears.
Yerhan pulled the ribbon at Rosena’s chest.
The beautifully tied ribbon was untied and the top of the dress opened up. As it was an easy-to-move casual wear, it had buttons and ribbons that were easily loosened.
Yerhan pressed his lips to Rosena’s body.
Yerhan, who was slowly and politely painting his lips on her, looked at her face. Just by looking at her face, it felt like his empty heart was being filled. He couldn’t even remember how he spent the past few days apart.
Rosena, who was kissed silently, stretched out her arms and unbuttoned Yerhan’s shirt.
Every time a button was released, his solid body was revealed. Even though his face was pale, his body was still made of strong muscles.
Rosena wiped Yerhan’s face.
Then Yerhan lightly grabbed Rosena’s hand and rubbed it against his cheek. He whispered as he savored the warmth of her palm over and over again.
“Thank you for coming back.”
Rosena did not let go of her relationship with Yerhan. Even if she got hurt, she bumped into Yerhan many times, and eventually the creaking things returned to their place. (PR/N: ‘bumped into’ as in ‘confronted’.)
Yerhan was grateful for that. If Rosena had given up right away, he would have really let her go and regretted it for the rest of his life.
“If it hurts, please tell me.”
He whispered as he kissed Rosena’s palm.
Rosena nodded her head slightly, and Yerhan took off his clothes completely.
The glow from a flickering candle lit up her white body. Her body, like his own, was only whiter because she had been lying in a sick bed for a long time.
Yerhan gently touched Rosena’s body. She flinched as if reacting to every place his finger touched.
He came down to her slim waist and pressed his lips to her stomach. It was like a devout kiss offered to God by a faithful believer.
Rosena smiled softly as she looked at Yerhan with her eyes half-opened.
“Give it to me.”
With that said, Yerhan took off all the clothes he was wearing. The sound of clothes falling onto the floor pierced her ears vividly.
Their skin, which was not covered in anything, clashed. Lips embracing warmth touched Rosena’s chest.
Yerhan sucked Rosena’s breasts like someone savoring a sweet dessert. Then, he gently pressed the protruding nipple with his tongue before parting.
“Ahh….”
Rosena shook her head. It was tight on the inside with a tickling feeling.
Yerhan kissed Rosena’s body so as not to be nervous. He liked the soft and warm feeling, and his stiff body slowly loosened up.
Yerhan’s hand dug into Rosena’s inner thigh. Slowly, her legs spread apart, and he took over the gap.
Rosena’s face flushed bright red because the way he looked with his chin raised slightly was so obscene.
The muscles tingling with his movements seemed to tell her he was actually doing it.
Rosena stroked Yerhan’s chest. The chest, filled with hard muscles, seemed as if even a needle couldn’t go through.
Yerhan was excited by Rosena’s caresses, and moaned softly.
A wet sound could be heard from below, and Yerhan lightly supported Rosena’s buttocks. The hot and hard penis touched Rosena’s entrance.
“Please relax.”
A soft whisper tickled her waist. At the same time, something emitting heat slowly filled the inside.
Feeling that she was satisfied with everything over the throbbing pain, Rosena hugged Yehan’s neck tightly.
“Rosena.”
Yerhan whispered Rosena’s name in her ear.
Each time the name echoed like a magic spell, both of them were filled with excitement.
Yerhan caressed her body as he entered Rosena. His hot palms made her skin hot.
He slowly moved his back. The thick penis slid into Rosena, and then slowly came out. After a few repetitions, he hit the inside faster and harder. The sound of liquid squeaking along with it sounded like a moan.
“Ahhh…!”
Fwop.
He came in completely with the sound of flesh clinging.
Tears streamed down Rosena’s eyes when she felt his tight penis pushed through.
It was tears that flowed out with the satisfaction of having him entirely. The cries of the creaking bed intertwined with the moans.
Each time the candle flickered, shadows of the two merged and fell repeatedly. It felt like they were floating on the sea or thrown into flames. If they were together, anywhere was good.
Rosena held hands with Yerhan. The sound of thumping pulses filled loudly. The two desperately wanted each other.
The neatly arranged sheet rolled up, and a tingling sensation spread inside.
The moment her curled toes were stretched out stiffly, Rosena hugged Yerhan tightly. Her thighs and lower back trembled uncontrollably as if convulsions had occurred.
Yerhan wiped Rosena’s thigh. Under his sweet gaze, she was like chocolate placed in the sun.
The violent movement turned into soft ones, then swayed like a ship in a storm again.
The two indulged in each other without even realizing that time was passing.
When they were satisfactorily drenched in each other, Yerhan hugged the exhausted Rosena tightly.
When she had a place to lean on, Rosena was completely relaxed.
His arms were softer and more comfortable than a fluffy blanket. It was the first time they spent time together like this, as she always fainted by the end of the sex.
As she was in Yerhan’s arms, tiredness and sleepiness came over her.
The pounding heartbeat didn’t reduce, but it was more stable than before.
Rosena leaned a little more on Yerhan’s chest. She wished she had been able to tell the truth as soon as possible. If she had, she would have realized sooner that his arms were so warm.
Rosena gently closed her eyes and thought so, looking at the clothes and stationery lying on the floor.
She wondered how much he had unfolded it, recalling the worn-out paper.
“Why are you still keeping the letter?”
At Rosena’s question, Yehan averted his eyes as if in trouble. Then he answered in a low voice.
“It was a pity because it was the first time I received it from you…”
Rosena smiled involuntarily. This man, who hid only one letter in his closet, not gold and silver, looked cute.
Rosena put her head on Yerhan’s chest.
“I will write more often.”
Yerhan flinched in response, as if asking if it was real with his body. Rosena burst into laughter.
“It is not difficult. Instead….”
As Rosena came up with the condition, Yerhan sighed nervously. He was determined to be able to listen to anything, but he heard unexpected words.
“I want us to talk like this every day.”
“…..”
“I will write the words I forgot that day in a letter.”
As Rosena squirmed, Yerhan hugged her tightly. Then their two bodies fit together seamlessly.
Rosena’s back touched Yerhan’s chest. The sound of his heart beating echoed through her back.
Rosena didn’t say anything because she enjoyed listening to it. She didn’t think she’d get tired of listening to it for a while, so Rosena slowly opened her mouth.
“I remember the day I first met you.”
As she fumbled with his fingers, she pulled out the memories of that day from among the countless memories.
“At the time, I was scared. When I came to my senses, I felt like I was not an ordinary person because of my unrealistic ability. And when I found out that you were a royal family member… I became afraid and ran away.”
For the first time, Rosena brought out the truth about that day.
At that time, everything was terrifying. It was not enough to have an affair with a strange man in a place she had been visiting for the first time, but that person was an imperial family member whom her father had so strongly told her to run away from.
Rosena had no time to think. It just felt like she had to get out of there.
“I went straight to Astania. That was the end of my trip.”
Yerhan, who was quietly listening, slowly pulled Rosena closer. And he turned Rosena’s body to face him.
Looking into his eyes, it seemed as if she could spit out any secret.
“…I found out about my pregnancy there.”
Rosena took a deep breath and vomited out what she had been keeping to herself.
“I thought about it a lot, but in the end I decided to give birth.”
The difficult memories piled up one by one to form a large group. And when she took a step back and looked at it, that was also joy.
At first, it was hard and she resented a lot, but when Illian was born and saw his face, she was just happy. Tears flowed when she thought of how this little boy had been struggling so much to live in her stomach.
Since then, Rosena’s world had revolved around Illian.
There were times when she thought of Yerhan and it was lonely and painful, but because of Illian, she was able to come this far.
“…I don’t want to keep secrets from you anymore.”
At Rosena’s whisper, Yehan lowered his eyes. He also had secrets he couldn’t tell Rosena. The time had come to reveal the things that had been hidden so far.
“There is something I haven’t told you.”
Rosena nodded calmly. She liked the feeling of his skin touching her, so it seemed that it would be okay for him to say anything.
“After you left like that… I came to the Imperial Palace on my own feet.”
“…..”
“I would do anything to find you.”
At that time, he looked straight ahead and entered the Imperial Palace. Not knowing that the choices he made would choke him in the distant future.
“Actually, since that day, I have been traveling around the empire to subdue monsters on behalf of the Crown Prince.”
Rosena’s eyes widened at his confession. Yerhan looked straight at such Rosena and whispered softly.
“I am the leader of the Tiriad knights.”
Rosena’s lips twitched at the secret he had been hiding until now. Only then did Rosena realize the reason why he was able to deal with the monster that the crown prince could not cut down.
How difficult it must have been for him to be engulfed in malicious rumors and to lose all his honor to the crown prince.
Rosena hugged Yerhan’s neck. She couldn’t stand the sadness.
“Don’t you resent them?”
Rosena was asking if Yerhan didn’t resent those who didn’t know his sacrifice and had left him. However, Yerhan leaned in Rosena’s arms and smiled softly.
“It would be enough if you just acknowledge me.”
Yerhan was a man without greed.
He was willing to throw everything away for Rosena even if the whole world didn’t recognize him.
“I don’t need power. If you’d just stay with me, that would be enough.”
Instead of answering, Rosena first looked for Yerhan’s lips and kissed them.
A warm breath flowed in, and Rosena slowly closed her eyes.
She’s really glad she fell in love with this person.
