While Kyska makes the last touches at whatever they do to nurse me, Suki brings some food.
It is the same as always, yet this isn't a problem.
It still tastes well and they are rather urging me that I shall eat and drink.
At least it helps to calm down to nibble at those mushrooms.
(K)
This makes me distressed again.
They are all I have to cover my body.
Yet at the moment they just ineptly cover the most important places.
And this doesn't even count wings and this "thing".
And these definitely feel like something that should be covered.
(K)
(E)
(K)
Free?
I doubted they would even know this word.
(E)
(K)
It sounds a bit frightening when I remember how I initially was brought here.
Nonetheless, I should get accustomed if I want to live here.
Because to say it frankly: I grew wings and a stinger.
To live ever again normal in a human town seems a little farfetched.
And apparently, I'm not even able to maintain my own body, which is rather dejecting.
And asking mum would be a little weird in the long run.
However, having two insects with specialized bodies do it, isn't much better.
So I should go out.
Yet, there is one problem.
(E)
(K)
(E)
(K)
That was asked too much, huh?
(E)
(K)
So she leaves me with the other nurse and I don't really know how to behave in front of her.
I always have this worrying feeling that they all see me justified as a failure of a princess and like this might be hostile to such a being.
Especially as I simply don't want any of this.
(S)
What is refreshing, is that they don't lie.
At least not as far I know.
You can ask a question and stay sure to get an answer.
(E)
(S)
(S)
(S)
(E)
(S)
(E)
(S)
I panic and my thoughts become disordered.
(E)
(S)
(E)
(S)
These intervals seem to refer to the times when I was awake and what I felt then.
(E)
I rub at my abdomen, trying to assure myself that I am fine there.
(S)
(S)
(S)
She must mean hibernation!
That means winter!
She means years!
Eight-thousand years!
(S)
Used to it?
Laying eggs?
This is crazy!
Just madness!
What do I do?!
I won't have a choice as she said.
It will simply happen.
This is more than I can endure.
"Princess, what is wrong? Your stress pheromones! Every entity in the vicinity is agitated." (K)
She immediately realizes that Suki is calm and like this knows more than her.
(K)
(K)
(S)
(K)
Like I already said, you aren't very good at comforting others.
(K)
(E)
(K)
(E)
Would I be forced to sully myself?
(S)
(K)
(E)
While Kyska makes the last touches at whatever they do to nurse me, Suki brings some food.
It is the same as always, yet this isn't a problem.
It still tastes well and they are rather urging me that I shall eat and drink.
At least it helps to calm down to nibble at those mushrooms.
(K)
This makes me distressed again.
They are all I have to cover my body.
Yet at the moment they just ineptly cover the most important places.
And this doesn't even count wings and this "thing".
And these definitely feel like something that should be covered.
(K)
(E)
(K)
Free?
I doubted they would even know this word.
(E)
(K)
It sounds a bit frightening when I remember how I initially was brought here.
Nonetheless, I should get accustomed if I want to live here.
Because to say it frankly: I grew wings and a stinger.
To live ever again normal in a human town seems a little farfetched.
And apparently, I'm not even able to maintain my own body, which is rather dejecting.
And asking mum would be a little weird in the long run.
However, having two insects with specialized bodies do it, isn't much better.
So I should go out.
Yet, there is one problem.
(E)
(K)
(E)
(K)
That was asked too much, huh?
(E)
(K)
So she leaves me with the other nurse and I don't really know how to behave in front of her.
I always have this worrying feeling that they all see me justified as a failure of a princess and like this might be hostile to such a being.
Especially as I simply don't want any of this.
(S)
What is refreshing, is that they don't lie.
At least not as far I know.
You can ask a question and stay sure to get an answer.
(E)
(S)
(S)
(S)
(E)
(S)
(E)
(S)
I panic and my thoughts become disordered.
(E)
(S)
(E)
(S)
These intervals seem to refer to the times when I was awake and what I felt then.
(E)
I rub at my abdomen, trying to assure myself that I am fine there.
(S)
(S)
(S)
She must mean hibernation!
That means winter!
She means years!
Eight-thousand years!
(S)
Used to it?
Laying eggs?
This is crazy!
Just madness!
What do I do?!
I won't have a choice as she said.
It will simply happen.
This is more than I can endure.
"Princess, what is wrong? Your stress pheromones! Every entity in the vicinity is agitated." (K)
She immediately realizes that Suki is calm and like this knows more than her.
(K)
(K)
(S)
(K)
Like I already said, you aren't very good at comforting others.
(K)
(E)
(K)
(E)
Would I be forced to sully myself?
(S)
(K)
(E)
