Chapter 32
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"...*Hic...*Hic...*Gulp.....How terrible....."
Right now, it's about 7pm— I've been crying on my bed since yesterday.
I was looking forward to going on a date with Kanzaki-kun for my birthday, but she stole it from me.
Also, what he said after that. He forgot my birthday which became the last blow that got me to my knees.
Because that would mean he didn't care about me...
You didn't care about me, so you forgot about my birthday..?
...However, this is just the selfish me.
I'm not Kanzaki-kun's girlfriend.
I'm not in a position to complain about who he hangs out with and when.
From Kanzaki-kun's point of view, it would seem as if I was unreasonably angry with him.
...And I think so too.
But, you know...Since Kanzaki-kun has been listening to my wishes recently, I couldn't resist thinking that he would accept it this time too.
Before I knew it, I became that selfish...
But, I can't help it...
Since junior high school, I've always worn a mask of cold-heartedness and pushed people away.
I've always wanted to feel the warmth of other people.
I was in desperate need of help when he came to my rescue. He also became the person that I had taken a liking to.
He had a troubled look on his face but was kind enough to accept me even if I was selfish.
So I became more and more selfish as he became more and more indulgent towards me.
But then– He refused to do what I was looking forward to the most.
I know he didn't mean any harm.
Besides, I told him about my birthday on the first day we started living together.
That was about two months ago.
We were fighting all the time, so he most likely forgot what I said.
But yesterday, I took out my irrational anger on him.
So it wasn't him who was really terrible, it was me.
And he also kept apologizing to me yesterday.
If I continue like this, he will start to really hate me.
Still, even though I understand that in my head, my heart won't listen to me.
I'm very.....afraid that Saijo-san will steal Kanzaki-kun from me...
But, I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
So I kept on crying.
—Piyon.
A notification from my phone...?
I picked up my phone from under my pillow and looked at its screen.
Oh... It's from Umi-kun...
What I saw on the screen was a notification from a social networking site I use called "Tsukitta".
The account name of the sender of the message was written as "Umi".
That's the account name of the person I love.
The person he sent the message to is "Hanahime" which is my account name.
But he doesn't know that it's me.
Lately, I didn't have any contact with Umi-kun...
The reason for that is...
Because I've been by your side for a long time now. There's no need to bother and contact me through messages when you can just talk to me directly.
I can't just send a message back when I'm right next to him.
He might ask, "Who are you in contact with?". I didn't want him to think that I was communicating with another guy.
I only reply to them before I go to bed or when I woke up in the morning.
...So Umi-kun, what on earth did you just send...
I open the message Umi-kun sent me.
It reads as—
"I've hurt an important person in my family and I want to make up with her, can you help me?"
—That was what's written.
An important person...
This is me, isn't it...?
Don't tell me you had a fight with Sakura-chan too, and this person was actually Sakura-chan...?
If that was the case, I'll resent you, God...
"Why did you hurt her? (>_
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"...*Hic...*Hic...*Gulp.....How terrible....."
Right now, it's about 7pm— I've been crying on my bed since yesterday.
I was looking forward to going on a date with Kanzaki-kun for my birthday, but she stole it from me.
Also, what he said after that. He forgot my birthday which became the last blow that got me to my knees.
Because that would mean he didn't care about me...
You didn't care about me, so you forgot about my birthday..?
...However, this is just the selfish me.
I'm not Kanzaki-kun's girlfriend.
I'm not in a position to complain about who he hangs out with and when.
From Kanzaki-kun's point of view, it would seem as if I was unreasonably angry with him.
...And I think so too.
But, you know...Since Kanzaki-kun has been listening to my wishes recently, I couldn't resist thinking that he would accept it this time too.
Before I knew it, I became that selfish...
But, I can't help it...
Since junior high school, I've always worn a mask of cold-heartedness and pushed people away.
I've always wanted to feel the warmth of other people.
I was in desperate need of help when he came to my rescue. He also became the person that I had taken a liking to.
He had a troubled look on his face but was kind enough to accept me even if I was selfish.
So I became more and more selfish as he became more and more indulgent towards me.
But then– He refused to do what I was looking forward to the most.
I know he didn't mean any harm.
Besides, I told him about my birthday on the first day we started living together.
That was about two months ago.
We were fighting all the time, so he most likely forgot what I said.
But yesterday, I took out my irrational anger on him.
So it wasn't him who was really terrible, it was me.
And he also kept apologizing to me yesterday.
If I continue like this, he will start to really hate me.
Still, even though I understand that in my head, my heart won't listen to me.
I'm very.....afraid that Saijo-san will steal Kanzaki-kun from me...
But, I don't know what to do with myself anymore.
So I kept on crying.
—Piyon.
A notification from my phone...?
I picked up my phone from under my pillow and looked at its screen.
Oh... It's from Umi-kun...
What I saw on the screen was a notification from a social networking site I use called "Tsukitta".
The account name of the sender of the message was written as "Umi".
That's the account name of the person I love.
The person he sent the message to is "Hanahime" which is my account name.
But he doesn't know that it's me.
Lately, I didn't have any contact with Umi-kun...
The reason for that is...
Because I've been by your side for a long time now. There's no need to bother and contact me through messages when you can just talk to me directly.
I can't just send a message back when I'm right next to him.
He might ask, "Who are you in contact with?". I didn't want him to think that I was communicating with another guy.
I only reply to them before I go to bed or when I woke up in the morning.
...So Umi-kun, what on earth did you just send...
I open the message Umi-kun sent me.
It reads as—
"I've hurt an important person in my family and I want to make up with her, can you help me?"
—That was what's written.
An important person...
This is me, isn't it...?
Don't tell me you had a fight with Sakura-chan too, and this person was actually Sakura-chan...?
If that was the case, I'll resent you, God...
"Why did you hurt her? (>_
"...*Hic...*Hic...*Gulp.....How terrible....."Right now, it's about 7pm I've been crying on my bed since yesterday.I was looking forward to going on a date with Kanzaki-kun for my birthday, butshestole it from me.Also, what he said after that. He forgot my birthday which became the last blow that got me to my knees.Because that would mean he didn't care about me...You didn't care about me, so you forgot about my birthday..?...However, this is just the selfish me.I'm not Kanzaki-kun's girlfriend.I'm not in a position to complain about who he hangs out with and when.From Kanzaki-kun's point of view, it would seem as if I was unreasonably angry with him....And I think so too.But, you know...Since Kanzaki-kun has been listening to my wishes recently, I couldn't resist thinking that he would accept it this time too.Before I knew it, I became that selfish...But, I can't help it...Since junior high school, I've always worn a mask of cold-heartedness and pushed people away.I've always wanted to feel the warmth of other people.I was in desperate need of help when he came to my rescue. He also became the person that I had taken a liking to.He had a troubled look on his face but was kind enough to accept me even if I was selfish.So I became more and more selfish as he became more and more indulgent towards me.But then He refused to do what I was looking forward to the most.I know he didn't mean any harm.Besides, I told him about my birthday on the first day we started living together.That was about two months ago.We were fighting all the time, so he most likely forgot what I said.But yesterday, I took out my irrational anger on him.So it wasn't him who was really terrible, it was me.And he also kept apologizing to me yesterday.If I continue like this, he will start to really hate me.Still, even though I understand that in my head, my heart won't listen to me.I'm very.....afraid that Saijo-san will steal Kanzaki-kun from me...But, I don't know what to do with myself anymore.So I kept on crying.Piyon.A notification from my phone...?I picked up my phone from under my pillow and looked at its screen.Oh... It's from Umi-kun...What I saw on the screen was a notification from a social networking site I use called "Tsukitta".The account name of the sender of the message was written as "Umi".That's the account name of the person I love.The person he sent the message to is "Hanahime" which is my account name.But he doesn't know that it's me.Lately, I didn't have any contact with Umi-kun...The reason for that is...Because I've been by your side for a long time now. There's no need to bother and contact me through messages when you can just talk to me directly.I can't just send a message back when I'm right next to him.He might ask, "Who are you in contact with?". I didn't want him to think that I was communicating with another guy.I only reply to them before I go to bed or when I woke up in the morning....So Umi-kun, what on earth did you just send...I open the message Umi-kun sent me.It reads as"I've hurt an important person in my family and I want to make up with her, can you help me?"That was what's written.An important person...This is me, isn't it...?Don't tell me you had a fight with Sakura-chan too, and thispersonwas actually Sakura-chan...?If that was the case, I'll resent you, God..."Why did you hurt her? _
