Chapter 80
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When you realize that you cannot sleep, it becomes even more difficult to sleep. The more impatient you are, the more you are driven into a corner, and when you greet the morning without sleeping a wink, you will only feel more tired. The day will also pass restless and you will feel uncomfortable the whole day.
It was what happening to Violette. She couldn’t fall asleep no matter how much she tried. Maybe she could have a moment of tranquility with her eyes closed, but her turbulence heart never failed to take that away too. She started to think, it would be better if she passed out, at least she would be able to sleep for a while. But can that really be called sleep?
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Violette felt as if her organs were filled with stones, and a pressure, completely different from the weight or gravity was clinging to her entire body which was indescribable.
If she weren’t in the classroom, she would have held her head and let out a heavy sigh.
Fortunately or unfortunately, thanks to the environment that prevented her from doing so, she could gaze on the outside from her seat with a melancholy look in her eyes. The garden outside the classroom gave her a moment of peace which she desperately needed. But Violette’s appearance was so glamorous that she attracted attention just by looking at the emptiness with a downcast look. She couldn’t help but think, was it really a benefit or a loss that she attracts people’s attention even more which she always wanted to avoid? For the person who doesn’t want to stand out, attention is nothing but bothersome to the said person. Especially Violette, who was on a downcast mood all day.
After all, nothing had solved even though she avoided Yulan.
It was only natural that the house was no different from a poisonous swamp for Violette, where she never had a single memory of happiness. Even so, she should have had a tolerance for it from long ago. She have gone through many sleepless nights so she wasn’t bothered by the people of the house anymore.
But when she started to think about the feelings she suddenly become aware of and the relationship with Yulan, her brain started to come up with all kinds of possibilities on its own, as if the dam had been broken. Even if she had managed to sleep with such uneasy heart, she would have had horrible nightmares.
As it turned out, she could neither sleep nor pass out.
Violette somehow managed to finish both dinner and breakfast because Marin had reduced the portions for her. If she had not noticed, she would have suffered from the torture of the food she was forced to swallow.
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When you realize that you cannot sleep, it becomes even more difficult to sleep. The more impatient you are, the more you are driven into a corner, and when you greet the morning without sleeping a wink, you will only feel more tired. The day will also pass restless and you will feel uncomfortable the whole day.
It was what happening to Violette. She couldn’t fall asleep no matter how much she tried. Maybe she could have a moment of tranquility with her eyes closed, but her turbulence heart never failed to take that away too. She started to think, it would be better if she passed out, at least she would be able to sleep for a while. But can that really be called sleep?
…………
Violette felt as if her organs were filled with stones, and a pressure, completely different from the weight or gravity was clinging to her entire body which was indescribable.
If she weren’t in the classroom, she would have held her head and let out a heavy sigh.
Fortunately or unfortunately, thanks to the environment that prevented her from doing so, she could gaze on the outside from her seat with a melancholy look in her eyes. The garden outside the classroom gave her a moment of peace which she desperately needed. But Violette’s appearance was so glamorous that she attracted attention just by looking at the emptiness with a downcast look. She couldn’t help but think, was it really a benefit or a loss that she attracts people’s attention even more which she always wanted to avoid? For the person who doesn’t want to stand out, attention is nothing but bothersome to the said person. Especially Violette, who was on a downcast mood all day.
After all, nothing had solved even though she avoided Yulan.
It was only natural that the house was no different from a poisonous swamp for Violette, where she never had a single memory of happiness. Even so, she should have had a tolerance for it from long ago. She have gone through many sleepless nights so she wasn’t bothered by the people of the house anymore.
But when she started to think about the feelings she suddenly become aware of and the relationship with Yulan, her brain started to come up with all kinds of possibilities on its own, as if the dam had been broken. Even if she had managed to sleep with such uneasy heart, she would have had horrible nightmares.
As it turned out, she could neither sleep nor pass out.
Violette somehow managed to finish both dinner and breakfast because Marin had reduced the portions for her. If she had not noticed, she would have suffered from the torture of the food she was forced to swallow.
When you realize that you cannot sleep, it becomes even more difficult to sleep. The more impatient you are, the more you are driven into a corner, and when you greet the morning without sleeping a wink, you will only feel more tired. The day will also pass restless and you will feel uncomfortable the whole day.It was what happening to Violette. She couldn't fall asleep no matter how much she tried. Maybe she could have a moment of tranquility with her eyes closed, but her turbulence heart never failed to take that away too. She started to think, it would be better if she passed out, at least she would be able to sleep for a while. But can that really be called sleep?Violette felt as if her organs were filled with stones, and a pressure, completely different from the weight or gravity was clinging to her entire body which was indescribable.If she weren't in the classroom, she would have held her head and let out a heavy sigh.Fortunately or unfortunately, thanks to the environment that prevented her from doing so, she could gaze on the outside from her seat with a melancholy look in her eyes. The garden outside the classroom gave her a moment of peace which she desperately needed. But Violette's appearance was so glamorous that she attracted attention just by looking at the emptiness with a downcast look. She couldn't help but think, was it really a benefit or a loss that she attracts people's attention even more which she always wanted to avoid? For the person who doesn't want to stand out, attention is nothing but bothersome to the said person. Especially Violette, who was on a downcast mood all day.After all, nothing had solved even though she avoided Yulan.It was only natural that the house was no different from a poisonous swamp for Violette, where she never had a single memory of happiness. Even so, she should have had a tolerance for it from long ago. She have gone through many sleepless nights so she wasn't bothered by the people of the house anymore.But when she started to think about the feelings she suddenly become aware of and the relationship with Yulan, her brain started to come up with all kinds of possibilities on its own, as if the dam had been broken. Even if she had managed to sleep with such uneasy heart, she would have had horrible nightmares.As it turned out, she could neither sleep nor pass out.Violette somehow managed to finish both dinner and breakfast because Marin had reduced the portions for her. If she had not noticed, she would have suffered from the torture of the food she was forced to swallow.
