PORSCHE
I woke up and took a little stretch. A sudden cramp rushed over my entire body as I narrowed my eyes, letting it adjust to the light. I scratch my head as I try to remember what happened last night.
The only thing I remember is that I followed Kinn to a fancy bar, some girls offered me a drink and a bunch of guys hoard over Kin—Fuck! is he alright!? I opened my eyes as the thought of Kinn flashed over me.
How can you be so stupid Porsche?!
I cursed at myself. I was already in a state of dismay when I noticed the unfamiliar ceiling I am facing. I took a look around then realized I was in Kinn's room and even lying on his sofa.
"Shia!" I cursed loudly as I stood up. Kinn will definitely kill me!
"You're awake." A cold voice came from behind. My body immediately stiffened by just the sound of his voice. I slowly turned to where the voice came from and readied myself to receive an earful. But when I face him, he's only looking at me calmly.
"I-I uhm..." I don't know what to say.
I really messed up big this time and I don't have any alibi. It was my fault. If I hadn't carelessly fooled around, stuff like last night wouldn't have happened.
I was being succumbed by guilt that I couldn't even look at his face.
"Get up now and take a shower. You don't wanna be late for the ten o'clock activity." He calmly said to me. I faced him.
But when my eye met his, he turned his gaze back to what he was doing. I looked at the big clock in his room and realized that it's already nine o'clock. I hurriedly got up and was about to make my way outside when I noticed, I'm only in my boxers and an under shirt.
"Why am I half-naked?" I asked myself, but I think I said it too loud because Kinn answered me.
"You took off your clothes last night." He said.
My eyes lingered around the room, and I saw the rest of my clothes scattered all over the floor. I immediately picked them up and stuffed them in my hands.
Really Porsche!? Taking off your clothes? What a stupid ass. I stole a glance at Kinn while picking up my clothes. Was he for real? He doesn't raise his voice at me even though I was a mess last night. And now he talks to me casually.
Is he really the Kinn I met? Fuck! Why do I find this uncomfortable?
I finished fixing my suit and on my way to the door but was stopped by Kinn.
"Wait." He said and I slightly turned my head to look at him.
"Wear your suit later, we have guests who'll be coming today." He added with a soft voice.
"I uhm. Last night– last night I was. Aren't you angry with me?" I stood there fidgeting. I really can't read him, and it's creeping me out down my spine.
"What's wrong with you?" he replied to me.
"Well usually when I did something you don't like you—" I didn't even get to finish what I was about to say when he spoke.
"So, you are aware of what you did huh? I thought someone like you wouldn't even bother to notice."
He said without even looking at me.
He must be playing because he's too engrossed in what he was doing. It was refreshing for me to see Kinn like this. In plain white T-shirt, not like what he usually wears. It gives me a sense of comfort that he is just like an ordinary person. I am busy looking at him when he lifts his head to face me.
"Or do you want me to curse at you?" he playfully asked with a half-raised eyebrow.
"No." I replied and left the room immediately.
A weird sensation always rushes over me when he speaks to me in that kind of tone. Maybe I was just
overthinking. I shook away the thought, closed the door and was about to head straight down the hall when I met an unfriendly eye. It was Big, who probably just came back from disappearance for a couple of days.
"Why are you in Khun Kinn's room this early?" he asked with a bitter tone, scanning me from head to toe.
I fixed my suit and took a step forward facing the bastard. I glared at him and noticed the bruises I left on him from the fight that he deliberately started.
"Answer me!" he said darkly.
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I don't feel the urge to mess with him today, so I just ignore what he said and pretend that I didn't hear him. The bastard immediately grabbed my arm, but I flicked them away. I gave him my most threatening glare as if saying, if you don't let go of my arm, you'll get twice as many bruises that you could take.
He must have heard what I was thinking and avoided my gaze then took off. I made my way to my room, washed my face and then stared at the mirror. I really couldn't remember what happened in Kinn's room.
Why am I half- naked? And on boxers to boot. What freaked me out more was that Kinn didn't even say a word about it. Usually when I enter his room in my casual clothes, he's already starting a fit, but this time it's different.
Was he really not angry with me? This is driving me crazy!
I was thinking of buying some shower cream, shampoo, face wash and some clothes for me to place in my backpack. I don't plan on staying here, I just must be at least ready if something like yesterday happened again. No matter what, I'll go home to my little brother.
I took a shower and wore my suit as Kinn requested. I really hate this kind of clothes, they're way too tight and suffocating. Aren't you supposed to be wearing something comfortable if you are off to a war? Yet they prefer this.
How do you even wear this shit?
It was almost ten in the morning when suddenly, my stomach rumbled. Ah, I'm hungry. Where do these people even get their food from? I made my way
out of my room and searched for the cafeteria. I was on my way to some room when I bumped with someone. It was Pete on his casual clothes. He immediately greeted me with a smile.
"Hey Porsche—what happened to you?" he said jokingly. I only frowned at him and didn't bother to entertain his jokes.
"Hungry."
"Are you on the morning shift today?" he asked me. I nodded in reply and then he guided me where the cafeteria is.
"Walk straight to the end and you'll be able to see the cafeteria for the staff."
"Thanks man." I said to him. "You don't have work today?" I added.
"I'm on holiday! See you next time Porsche, gotta go!"
he tightened his bag; bid his goodbye to me and made his way out of the house. He ran that fast as if he was trying to avoid someone.
"What the hell." I mumbled to myself. I was on my way to the cafeteria when one of Kinn's men called me.
"Khun Kinn called."
Fuck! Can't you be more on timing Kinn? I haven't been able to see the cafeteria yet!
I looked at the guy contemplating. I really want to eat now. I looked at the clock and it's not even ten o'clock yet. But the lad is way too persistent, and it called for me again.
"Hurry!" he shouted.
"But it's not even time for work yet. I'll eat first." I said but the lad frowned.
"Stop causing trouble. Just get up and go!" The bastard said and left.
I just kicked the air in frustration. If you didn't keep on yanking my chain, I've already had a meal. I brushed my hair harshly and walked straight to the hall. I reached the room, opened the door and guess what? There's no one here. Not even that bastard Kinn.
"He called me, yet he's not even here yet." I said in frustration.
I tried to scan the room if there is a chance of food here and to my surprise, something
caught my eye. It was like a golden envelope with a green logo of Mr. TK, caramel filled chocolate and has funny looking cartoon characters who stood in line.
Who the hell named this shit? It sounded like a bathroom cleaner. But who cares I'm hungry so, I'll just eat it. I tore the plastic wrap of the chocolate and shoved it in my mouth. Do rich people really like this taste? The shitty thing looks like dirt and the caramel inside is hard as hell. But at least it made me full a bit so it's fine.
I ate almost five of the damn things when Kinn came out from the glass door. Was that a bedroom? It has been bugging my mind from the first time I saw it. I looked at Kinn and he's wearing his usual black shirt and slacks.
"What are you doing?" He asked me.
"What's in there?" I poked my head to the room where he came from. But instead of answering, he gave me something to do.
"Look at these documents and sort them properly. Don't make the same mistake as you did before." He said to me, clearly dodging the question.
"Those reports are in English, how would I know?"
"Stupid." He murmured while laying stacks of paper on the table near the sofa.
"Smartass." I muttered back in a low voice and made my way to the documents. When I saw that they're in Thai, I sigh in relief.
"Why don't you sit here so you can have a proper look?" said Kinn, gesturing me to sit on the sofa.
"Can I?" I glanced at the sofa. He used to give me an earful whenever I sat there without permission.
"Hmm. You already slept on that sofa last night, didn't you?" Kinn said while sipping some of his coffee as he sat on his chair.
"Oh." I said and slightly furrowed my eyebrows.
I was about to sit on the sofa when I felt some tension. My pants, my fuckng pants are squeezing me too much. When standing it's completely fine, but if it's time for me to sit down, it always makes me wedgy. I struggled, trying to find the best position to sit on.
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"You alright?" Kinn asked me.
"My pants were too tight. When do you plan to give me one that fits well?"
Kinn just gave me a subtle smile and casually sipped his coffee. P'Chan must have taken my measurements wrong.
This thing is too tight.
I unbuckled my belt to loosen it up a bit and was about to take it off but I looked first to Kinn to get some permission.
"Hey, can I take off my pants?" I think he wouldn't even mind since we're both men. When I was in Jom's house I even walked around with just my boxers on.
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"I don't mind. Just put them on when we go out." He replied, still focused on his computer.
You said that yourself!
After getting permission, I immediately took off my pants and placed them over the backrest of the sofa. They said that I should clothe properly when we're outside but if we're in, I can wear whatever I like. I saw Kinn glanced at me. He's clearly not irritated or angry. He just sat on his chair giving me glances every time.
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The atmosphere is lighter than the first time that I came here. It feels like I was just sitting beside my friend. Not like we are friends or anything but at
least that's how it feels like.
"This afternoon I'll be having a meeting with some people, carry these documents down later and come with me." Kinn said and I nodded.
"What time are they coming? Can I go down and eat first?" He looked at the clock and faced me.
"Finish sorting these documents, then you can meet me in the afternoon." After he said that, I concentrated on fixing the papers.
I gotta finish this properly and quickly then I can eat. Time went by and I finished sorting before I noticed. I hurriedly pulled up my pants and made my way to the
cafeteria. While on my way I still can't believe the fact that Kinn is being way too nice to me. Usually when I do stuff like this, he's already yelling at me. But today
is different. I even pulled down my pants in front of him, which I know was a bit inappropriate, but he didn't mind it.
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I let the thoughts go and just be thankful that he's not giving me a hard time. I've reached the cafeteria that Pete told me about. And upon arriving, I already saw the same picture I encountered on my first day. The bunch of bastards glared at me, and I just did the same at them.
I walked towards the counter, took a plate, and got some rice. On the other side were the main courses. They have many varieties, but I only took a plain omelet. The other entrée has vegetables on them that seem way too spicy to my eye. Unlike other people, I couldn't eat spicy foods.
I was often teased by Tem because I have a tough figure, yet I can't even bear to eat something spicy. I was busy with my thoughts about food when I heard someone speak.
"Hey Khom! Why are you taking so long? Are you really trying to get some rice? Or you're trying to get a foot?" The bastard said while I'm still standing in front of the rice counter.
I slightly glanced at their table and immediately saw them looking at me while laughing. I know that curse wasn't meant for his friend, but for me.
"So, what are you eating today?" his friend said way too loud for me to hear. The other guy that was subtly trying to curse a while ago stood up at my corner and said.
"Omelet. But be careful not to tease the yolk too much. Because it will definitely ooze out." The bastard said.
I put down my spoon at the side of the plate and just stared at him for a while. When I noticed that they were quiet, I took my spoon again and ate.
Just when I thought that they were already done with their façade, another voice echoed for my ear to hear.
"Let's get more rice!" he shouted.
"Hui! Don't worry about the rice, and we can eat as much as we want. We don't have to hurry unlike someone."
He put a stress on the last word making me raise an eyebrow at him. That's it. This asshole will definitely gonna get what he deserves.
"Are you a dog?" I put down my spoon and leaned against my chair.
"What did you say!?" A loud bang came from the table as the bastard snapped at me.
"Oh sorry, you seem good at barking, so I thought you're one."
At the end of my sentence the lad stood up together with his friends.
"Do you have a problem with me?" The bastard threatened me.
Do you think I would be scared with the likes of you? Not even a chance. He's only that confident because he knows he won't be facing me alone.
"Ahhh. You know what, I think you really are a dog. Because dogs love to come in herds." I said straight to his face as I drank my water and took my plate back to the counter.
"Fcking bastard!"
He pulled my arm and punched me in the face. I staggered a bit but managed to kick his sides in full force in return. The plate of rice that I'm holding is scattered all over the floor, even the tables and chairs are now messed up. I was about to attack again when the hoard of his subordinates locked my arm. I tried to push them away, but they're too many for me. The other guy managed to take a punch on my face, as I tried to pull away. These fucking assholes are unfair.
"PORSCHE!!"
The bastard that I kicked a while ago is back and aimed a punch at me. His fist collided with my jaw, and it made me bent down. I flicked their hands and when I did, I threw punches everywhere.
"Stop! Stop!"
A loud shout echoed throughout the cafeteria, but it didn't calm the chaotic room. I know I made a mistake picking on them, but they always started everything first. You won't just expect me to let them have their way on me!
"EVERYONE STOP! IF YOU DON'T, I'LL SUE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!" The old lady cook shouted. Some of the bodyguards took us away from each other.
"You fcking started it bastard!" I yelled at him, and about to charge at him again when I noticed that my feet didn't reach the ground.
Someone lifted me and dragged me out of the room. On the way out, I keep on struggling to remove their hands from me but they're equally cursing as I am. The bastards headed for the second floor and I immediately knew where they would be taking me. My anger automatically subsides as I face the door
of Kinn's room. They opened the door and dragged me inside.
"Khun Kinn, your bodyguard hit another man again."
The guy said. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him in awe.
"I just let you out for a minute, Porsche." He said in a tired tone.
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"But he started it!" I argued and turned my face to the bastards who can't even look at me.
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"Can you behave even just for a day?" Kinn said, pointing at me and not paying any slightest attention to these assholes.
"Why don't you ask your men?"
Why are you only blaming this on me? They clearly started this first! And even punched me on the face!
"Porsche! Don't make me repeat myself! I already told you not to cause any trouble, especially with my men!" Kinn shouted at me. I just faced him with frustration masking all over my face.
"Right! Alright! Side with your people. They are all you cared about, aren't they!?"
How the fuck can you overlook something like this every time Kinn!?
If something bad happened, big or small, you always fucking blame it on me! I know that I'm not always right, but I despise it when people blame me for something I never did.
"Leave us," said Kinn.
"Fuck!" I said out loud, kicked the edge of the sofa and let it hit the wall.
"Porsche!" Kinn shouted at me.
"Don't test my patience!" He pointed his finger at me. The Kinn that I knew is back again.
"Are you stupid!? I told you that he started it first and you don't even listen to me! Is that how a boss should treat his men!?" I cursed at him loudly.
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Kinn rushed towards my direction and grabbed me by the collar. He pulled me towards him and about to land a punch on my face. His face was the same
as the last time but it didn't matter to me, it didn't even make me flinch.
I mirrored his gesture and stared at him. We're about to punch each other when someone knocked on the door.
"Khun Kinn, the second family has arrived."
The guy left. Kinn took a deep breath trying his best to mask his anger and then looked at me.
"If you won't shut your mouth, I'll kill you. I swear to god I'll fucking kill you!" He said to me before fixing his suit and made his way out of the room.
"Carry the documents on the table and follow me."
He said in a controlled tone but with a hidden threat on it.
Unable to control my anger, I punched the wall. Punched it hard yet I couldn't even feel the pain. All I feel now is anger, anger towards Kinn.
Does he think I'll be afraid of his threat? I just closed my eyes and tried to calm myself. Then I took the documents on the table and went out. I was on my way down to the hall when I saw Kinn greeting two elders and a guy.
"Your father isn't here today?" A deep voice said. Kinn shook his head to answer. I stood behind them together with the other bodyguards.
"He'll be here in an hour. Have you eaten yet?" Kinn asked them politely.
Fuck. I can't think straight. I still feel the anger rushing on me every time I see Kinn's face. And what's up with this atmosphere? It was so boring that it made me feel irritated.
"Please wait a moment as I get the documents." He spoke to the guest and looked at me.
I furrowed at him, made my way towards them and slammed the paper on the table. Kinn looked at me as if I've done something wrong. I looked at the face of the guest and they didn't have any reaction. Then I glanced at Kinn and glared at him.
I fucking hate you!
"The food has arrived." said the maid and nodded to us.
I looked at her in confusion then the other bodyguard nudged me up.
"Go get it for Khun Kinn." I followed what he said and took the tray from the maid.
I laid out the food on the table and the guest in front looked at me.The same guy nudges me again.
"Serve with me."
I closed my eyes as I tried to restrain myself. Kinn looked at me.
"Serve tea to the elders, something sweet for Vegas and a cup of Americano for me." Kinn said in a smooth voice, scanning the documents in his hand. I managed to get his drink and was about to put them in front of him, but when I saw his face, my subsided anger rose up again. I placed the hot Americano next to his hands and it spilled on his sleeves.
"Shit!"
Kinn cursed and flicked his hands, messing up the documents. He gave me a fierce gaze and he glanced at the guest. They were shocked. Kinn immediately faced me and said.
"What the fuck are you doing!?"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to." My anger turned into guilt because of what I've done.
"Are you really trying my patience?" A deranged voice came from Kinn. He's eyes are starting to get dark again.
"I'm sorry. Is this going to reflect on my paycheck?" I replied in confusion. Then a chorus of laughter burst out of the hall.
"Woah! This house really does teach their bodyguards seriously. You must really respect Kinn that much huh?"
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The laughter echoed in the great hall. Kinn turned around to smile at them, stood up and bowed to the guest.
"I'll just change my clothes; you can look at the documents for a moment. Pa will be here in a bit. If you'll excuse me." Kinn said in the most polite tone and then faced me, "You, come with me."
Here we go again. I followed Kinn up to his room and as soon as the door closed, I felt a heavy force on my cheek. Kinn slapped me.
The force was so strong that I staggered and almost fell. A heavy feeling occupied the space, along with the taste of blood on the edge of my lip. I caressed my cheek down to my bleeding lip and was about to charge towards Kinn when he pushed me on the sofa.
"What the hell do you think you are doing!?" I shouted at him. Kinn took my hands and pinned them up my head as I struggled.
"I can tolerate your bullshit attitude if we're alone, but you went too far this time and even embarrassed me in front of the second family! Now I'm gonna teach you a lesson."
I continued to struggle and managed to stand up, but Kinn grabbed my hand and threw me against the wall. The force is way too strong that it made me lose my stance. I stared at him and all of my bottled-up emotions flowed.
"Fine! Say what you want. Curse at me! Punish me! But have you even tried listening to my side? You knew that your men started the fight, yet you blindly released them and blamed everything on me! I know who you are, and I also know my place in this house, but if you expect me to respect you after all you did, you can just dream on!"
I gasped after I was done talking because I couldn't take more of this. I may not always be right, but I hate the fact that they bully me and just get away with it. Most especially the fact that they are always who started the fight and I'm the receiving end.
"Even though you have a point, you have no right to disobey me! I'm your boss and your only job is to follow me!"
"You did this and even expect me to follow you!?" I replied in anger.
"If you can't do it, then leave! And if you're planning to stay here, behave yourself!" He let go of my arm and pushed me towards the door.
The fucking idiot doesn't even listen to me. I made my way out and slammed the door behind me. Talking to him is just a waste of time and energy. I don't want to be here anymore, or even get close to him. I made my way out to the garden and took out a pack of cigarettes. I lit one and leaned myself on the wall near the garden. I really wanted to quit now but if I do that, I won't be able to pay for the debt. I kicked the stone near me in frustration and brushed my hands over my lip.
That fucking bastard! Even have the guts to do this to me!
I put the second one to my mouth and lit it up. My anger is far from subsiding. I want to throw things just to let off steam. I looked around the corner and saw a boy standing in front of me with a comic book in his hands.
"What are you looking at? I'll poke your eyes off!" I said to the middle school boy, too harshly, that he immediately took off.
I don't know whose child that boy is, but I just can't control my temper now. Maybe a laborer's son or something. I finished my second stick and rushed off for the third one. I relaxed myself and stopped thinking about what just happened. I hadn't even reached half of my cigarette when someone called me.
"Porsche, Khun Kinn wants to see you."
I sighed and threw my unfinished cigarette on the ground to put the light off. I stomped at it real hard imagining it was Kinn's face.I followed along the man who called me, and he led me to the great hall. When I entered, I was greeted by the figures of Khun Korn, Kinn and the guests. All staring at me indifferently. My eyes also caught the sight of a boy clinging on the waist of one of the guests, it was the one that I saw before in the garden.
"Pa, that's him. The one who told me that he'll poke my eyes off!" He said in a rather scared manner.
All of them turned to face me. And the damn ass kid snickered at me.
"Is it true Porsche?" Khun Korn asked me in a serious tone.
"Did you say that to Macau?" he added. I could only bow down and didn't argue anymore.
"Sorry." I said in the normal voice.
"You dared to say that to my son!?" a deep voice comes from the man who the boy is clinging to.
I stood in silence and raised my hand to wai to the boy. "I'm sorry.
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"Why isn't there any tone of remorse in your voice? Are you really sorry for what you did!?" he shouted. Making me more irritated than I was already.
"Okay that's enough. Porsche already said that he's sorry. You can now go Porsche."Khun Korn said to me.
"That's it!? But he's going to hurt Macao!" the older fellow added.
"I can manage my own people. Go now Porsche."
I was about to go out and the elder continued to protest with Khun Korn. But he shut him down. I made my way out to the hall when suddenly a deep voice talked behind me.
"Go up to my room."
When did Kinn follow? I didn't even notice him getting up a while ago. I was in the middle of confusion when the bastard dragged me inside. The tension in the atmosphere immediately rose up, just like before.
Kinn let out a hard sigh and walked over to his desk.
"On your first day you almost burned my house and killed our fish. Second day you got drunk and let me get dragged over. Now, you not just humiliated me in front of the second family, you even threatened my cousin. You brought that much chaos to my house in just three days. My god Porsche! I don't even know what to say to you."
Do you think you're the only one who had a hard time in those days!? Fuck it. I'm too tired, I just want to sleep and never wake up again.
"So, what are you gonna do about it?" I asked back in sarcasm.
"Didn't your parents teach you some manners? Can't you just respect me just this once?" Kinn's tired face looked at me. The tone of his voice isn't angry, it's exhausted.
"If you do something about your men's attitude towards me, I might consider it." The flash of events came back to me.
"So, you're being rebellious?" Kinn said with a smirk.
"Of course! Most especially to a self-centered ass like you who never listens to anyone!" I said and crossed my arms.
"You provoked me first."
"What have I done to provoke you? You still fucking deny that what you did is wrong! I will never follow a dumbass like you!" I growled at Kinn, making him stand up from where he was sitting and walk towards my direction.
"I have enough of your blabbing Porsche." At the end of his sentence, he pushed me on the sofa. Before I could even get up, the bastard straddled me.
"What the fuck are you doing!?" I tried to push him away, but the bastard held both of my arms and pinned them against the sofa.
"Punishing you."
At the end of his sentence, he lowered his head closer to my face. I looked away and closed my eyes tightly.
I don't know what to do. And what the hell will this guy do to me? I felt a warm breath close to my ears making me flinch. I struggled, but the bastard tightens his hold. He then made his way from the base of my cheek down to my neck. And when I thought he's going to stop, the fucking bastard started kissing the hollow of my throat. I felt goosebumps run all over my body as the sound of his breathing mixed with mine.
"What are you–doing!? Let me go!" I'm starting to feel all fuzzy, but Kinn didn't even bulge on his position.
He continued painting kisses on my neck, not letting any part of it remain untouched. I let out a gasp when he started sucking my collar bone.
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The bastard didn't stop until my neck was all wet with his saliva. The sound of his breathing sends shivers through my spine, I could feel his nose tracing down even further as he angles his head to get a better access to it. I can't think straight anymore. My thoughts we're all messed up when suddenly I felt a sharp sensation on the side of my throat.
"It hurts! Fuck Kinn!" The bastard bit me for a long time. I tried to push him away, but he only sank his fangs even more.
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"KIINNN!" I shouted then the bastard let go of me and stood up. I did the same.
I immediately run my hands through my neck. I felt a sting when my hand reached the place where he bit me and then realized that it was bleeding.
"What the hell are you doing!? Are you a dog!?" I said in surprise. Kinn smirked and made his way to the desk.
"I just gave you a taste of your own medicine."
"Damn you!"
I picked up the vase close to me and aimed it at Kinn. The bastard stopped me.
"Don't try me. Who knows what I'll do to you next time?"
I slammed the vase back on the table in protest. Kinn is about to curse at me when the door opens.
"Don't you know how to knock?" Kinn turned to the guy who happens to be his big Brother Tanakhun.
"I'll do it later." He answered and threw Pete's hand to Kinn.
"Khun." Pete muttered.
"What's happening?" I asked Kinn.
"I want a trade. I like yours very much." Then the bastard pointed at me. Kinn let out a smirk.
"I thought you hated him because he killed your fish?"
"But he'll hit Macau for me. And for that I forgive him." He said to Kinn and looked at me with a grin.
What on earth is happening here?
"Come on Porsche, I'll take you to my room." The lad grabbed my arm and forcefully dragged me through the door.
"Khun Tanakhun, please stop playing like this." Pete said to him. A strange look of victory formed in his eyes.
"I'm not playing! I told you to slap Macau, but you're such a pussy you can't even do it!" He dragged me back in the room and took off Pete's shirt.
"Here, this is for you." He gave me the shirt of his former bodyguard. I just stood still trying to figure things out.
"Are you sure about this Khun?" Pete asked Kinn's brother with a faint smile on his face. Then I realized, why is he here? I thought he was on holiday.
"Of course, I am! I'll let Porsche hit Macau for me. And you, don't have to be afraid because I got your back."
The latter sentence is for Pete and the last one directed to me.
Then he dragged me again out of the room.
"Wait!" Kinn shouted.
"No! You are not allowed to stop me! As a younger brother you must follow your older brother's decision."
"No. Take it. I won't take him away from you." Kinn smirked at me. Pete then raised a peace sign and smiled at me.
What the hell is happening here!!! Why this day have to be so fucking stressful?!
PORSCHE
I woke up and took a little stretch. A sudden cramp rushed over my entire body as I narrowed my eyes, letting it adjust to the light. I scratch my head as I try to remember what happened last night.
The only thing I remember is that I followed Kinn to a fancy bar, some girls offered me a drink and a bunch of guys hoard over Kin—Fuck! is he alright!? I opened my eyes as the thought of Kinn flashed over me.
How can you be so stupid Porsche?!
I cursed at myself. I was already in a state of dismay when I noticed the unfamiliar ceiling I am facing. I took a look around then realized I was in Kinn's room and even lying on his sofa.
"Shia!" I cursed loudly as I stood up. Kinn will definitely kill me!
"You're awake." A cold voice came from behind. My body immediately stiffened by just the sound of his voice. I slowly turned to where the voice came from and readied myself to receive an earful. But when I face him, he's only looking at me calmly.
"I-I uhm..." I don't know what to say.
I really messed up big this time and I don't have any alibi. It was my fault. If I hadn't carelessly fooled around, stuff like last night wouldn't have happened.
I was being succumbed by guilt that I couldn't even look at his face.
"Get up now and take a shower. You don't wanna be late for the ten o'clock activity." He calmly said to me. I faced him.
But when my eye met his, he turned his gaze back to what he was doing. I looked at the big clock in his room and realized that it's already nine o'clock. I hurriedly got up and was about to make my way outside when I noticed, I'm only in my boxers and an under shirt.
"Why am I half-naked?" I asked myself, but I think I said it too loud because Kinn answered me.
"You took off your clothes last night." He said.
My eyes lingered around the room, and I saw the rest of my clothes scattered all over the floor. I immediately picked them up and stuffed them in my hands.
Really Porsche!? Taking off your clothes? What a stupid ass. I stole a glance at Kinn while picking up my clothes. Was he for real? He doesn't raise his voice at me even though I was a mess last night. And now he talks to me casually.
Is he really the Kinn I met? Fuck! Why do I find this uncomfortable?
I finished fixing my suit and on my way to the door but was stopped by Kinn.
"Wait." He said and I slightly turned my head to look at him.
"Wear your suit later, we have guests who'll be coming today." He added with a soft voice.
"I uhm. Last night– last night I was. Aren't you angry with me?" I stood there fidgeting. I really can't read him, and it's creeping me out down my spine.
"What's wrong with you?" he replied to me.
"Well usually when I did something you don't like you—" I didn't even get to finish what I was about to say when he spoke.
"So, you are aware of what you did huh? I thought someone like you wouldn't even bother to notice."
He said without even looking at me.
He must be playing because he's too engrossed in what he was doing. It was refreshing for me to see Kinn like this. In plain white T-shirt, not like what he usually wears. It gives me a sense of comfort that he is just like an ordinary person. I am busy looking at him when he lifts his head to face me.
"Or do you want me to curse at you?" he playfully asked with a half-raised eyebrow.
"No." I replied and left the room immediately.
A weird sensation always rushes over me when he speaks to me in that kind of tone. Maybe I was just
overthinking. I shook away the thought, closed the door and was about to head straight down the hall when I met an unfriendly eye. It was Big, who probably just came back from disappearance for a couple of days.
"Why are you in Khun Kinn's room this early?" he asked with a bitter tone, scanning me from head to toe.
I fixed my suit and took a step forward facing the bastard. I glared at him and noticed the bruises I left on him from the fight that he deliberately started.
"Answer me!" he said darkly.
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I don't feel the urge to mess with him today, so I just ignore what he said and pretend that I didn't hear him. The bastard immediately grabbed my arm, but I flicked them away. I gave him my most threatening glare as if saying, if you don't let go of my arm, you'll get twice as many bruises that you could take.
He must have heard what I was thinking and avoided my gaze then took off. I made my way to my room, washed my face and then stared at the mirror. I really couldn't remember what happened in Kinn's room.
Why am I half- naked? And on boxers to boot. What freaked me out more was that Kinn didn't even say a word about it. Usually when I enter his room in my casual clothes, he's already starting a fit, but this time it's different.
Was he really not angry with me? This is driving me crazy!
I was thinking of buying some shower cream, shampoo, face wash and some clothes for me to place in my backpack. I don't plan on staying here, I just must be at least ready if something like yesterday happened again. No matter what, I'll go home to my little brother.
I took a shower and wore my suit as Kinn requested. I really hate this kind of clothes, they're way too tight and suffocating. Aren't you supposed to be wearing something comfortable if you are off to a war? Yet they prefer this.
How do you even wear this shit?
It was almost ten in the morning when suddenly, my stomach rumbled. Ah, I'm hungry. Where do these people even get their food from? I made my way
out of my room and searched for the cafeteria. I was on my way to some room when I bumped with someone. It was Pete on his casual clothes. He immediately greeted me with a smile.
"Hey Porsche—what happened to you?" he said jokingly. I only frowned at him and didn't bother to entertain his jokes.
"Hungry."
"Are you on the morning shift today?" he asked me. I nodded in reply and then he guided me where the cafeteria is.
"Walk straight to the end and you'll be able to see the cafeteria for the staff."
"Thanks man." I said to him. "You don't have work today?" I added.
"I'm on holiday! See you next time Porsche, gotta go!"
he tightened his bag; bid his goodbye to me and made his way out of the house. He ran that fast as if he was trying to avoid someone.
"What the hell." I mumbled to myself. I was on my way to the cafeteria when one of Kinn's men called me.
"Khun Kinn called."
Fuck! Can't you be more on timing Kinn? I haven't been able to see the cafeteria yet!
I looked at the guy contemplating. I really want to eat now. I looked at the clock and it's not even ten o'clock yet. But the lad is way too persistent, and it called for me again.
"Hurry!" he shouted.
"But it's not even time for work yet. I'll eat first." I said but the lad frowned.
"Stop causing trouble. Just get up and go!" The bastard said and left.
I just kicked the air in frustration. If you didn't keep on yanking my chain, I've already had a meal. I brushed my hair harshly and walked straight to the hall. I reached the room, opened the door and guess what? There's no one here. Not even that bastard Kinn.
"He called me, yet he's not even here yet." I said in frustration.
I tried to scan the room if there is a chance of food here and to my surprise, something
caught my eye. It was like a golden envelope with a green logo of Mr. TK, caramel filled chocolate and has funny looking cartoon characters who stood in line.
Who the hell named this shit? It sounded like a bathroom cleaner. But who cares I'm hungry so, I'll just eat it. I tore the plastic wrap of the chocolate and shoved it in my mouth. Do rich people really like this taste? The shitty thing looks like dirt and the caramel inside is hard as hell. But at least it made me full a bit so it's fine.
I ate almost five of the damn things when Kinn came out from the glass door. Was that a bedroom? It has been bugging my mind from the first time I saw it. I looked at Kinn and he's wearing his usual black shirt and slacks.
"What are you doing?" He asked me.
"What's in there?" I poked my head to the room where he came from. But instead of answering, he gave me something to do.
"Look at these documents and sort them properly. Don't make the same mistake as you did before." He said to me, clearly dodging the question.
"Those reports are in English, how would I know?"
"Stupid." He murmured while laying stacks of paper on the table near the sofa.
"Smartass." I muttered back in a low voice and made my way to the documents. When I saw that they're in Thai, I sigh in relief.
"Why don't you sit here so you can have a proper look?" said Kinn, gesturing me to sit on the sofa.
"Can I?" I glanced at the sofa. He used to give me an earful whenever I sat there without permission.
"Hmm. You already slept on that sofa last night, didn't you?" Kinn said while sipping some of his coffee as he sat on his chair.
"Oh." I said and slightly furrowed my eyebrows.
I was about to sit on the sofa when I felt some tension. My pants, my fuckng pants are squeezing me too much. When standing it's completely fine, but if it's time for me to sit down, it always makes me wedgy. I struggled, trying to find the best position to sit on.
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"You alright?" Kinn asked me.
"My pants were too tight. When do you plan to give me one that fits well?"
Kinn just gave me a subtle smile and casually sipped his coffee. P'Chan must have taken my measurements wrong.
This thing is too tight.
I unbuckled my belt to loosen it up a bit and was about to take it off but I looked first to Kinn to get some permission.
"Hey, can I take off my pants?" I think he wouldn't even mind since we're both men. When I was in Jom's house I even walked around with just my boxers on.
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"I don't mind. Just put them on when we go out." He replied, still focused on his computer.
You said that yourself!
After getting permission, I immediately took off my pants and placed them over the backrest of the sofa. They said that I should clothe properly when we're outside but if we're in, I can wear whatever I like. I saw Kinn glanced at me. He's clearly not irritated or angry. He just sat on his chair giving me glances every time.
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The atmosphere is lighter than the first time that I came here. It feels like I was just sitting beside my friend. Not like we are friends or anything but at
least that's how it feels like.
"This afternoon I'll be having a meeting with some people, carry these documents down later and come with me." Kinn said and I nodded.
"What time are they coming? Can I go down and eat first?" He looked at the clock and faced me.
"Finish sorting these documents, then you can meet me in the afternoon." After he said that, I concentrated on fixing the papers.
I gotta finish this properly and quickly then I can eat. Time went by and I finished sorting before I noticed. I hurriedly pulled up my pants and made my way to the
cafeteria. While on my way I still can't believe the fact that Kinn is being way too nice to me. Usually when I do stuff like this, he's already yelling at me. But today
is different. I even pulled down my pants in front of him, which I know was a bit inappropriate, but he didn't mind it.
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I let the thoughts go and just be thankful that he's not giving me a hard time. I've reached the cafeteria that Pete told me about. And upon arriving, I already saw the same picture I encountered on my first day. The bunch of bastards glared at me, and I just did the same at them.
I walked towards the counter, took a plate, and got some rice. On the other side were the main courses. They have many varieties, but I only took a plain omelet. The other entrée has vegetables on them that seem way too spicy to my eye. Unlike other people, I couldn't eat spicy foods.
I was often teased by Tem because I have a tough figure, yet I can't even bear to eat something spicy. I was busy with my thoughts about food when I heard someone speak.
"Hey Khom! Why are you taking so long? Are you really trying to get some rice? Or you're trying to get a foot?" The bastard said while I'm still standing in front of the rice counter.
I slightly glanced at their table and immediately saw them looking at me while laughing. I know that curse wasn't meant for his friend, but for me.
"So, what are you eating today?" his friend said way too loud for me to hear. The other guy that was subtly trying to curse a while ago stood up at my corner and said.
"Omelet. But be careful not to tease the yolk too much. Because it will definitely ooze out." The bastard said.
I put down my spoon at the side of the plate and just stared at him for a while. When I noticed that they were quiet, I took my spoon again and ate.
Just when I thought that they were already done with their façade, another voice echoed for my ear to hear.
"Let's get more rice!" he shouted.
"Hui! Don't worry about the rice, and we can eat as much as we want. We don't have to hurry unlike someone."
He put a stress on the last word making me raise an eyebrow at him. That's it. This asshole will definitely gonna get what he deserves.
"Are you a dog?" I put down my spoon and leaned against my chair.
"What did you say!?" A loud bang came from the table as the bastard snapped at me.
"Oh sorry, you seem good at barking, so I thought you're one."
At the end of my sentence the lad stood up together with his friends.
"Do you have a problem with me?" The bastard threatened me.
Do you think I would be scared with the likes of you? Not even a chance. He's only that confident because he knows he won't be facing me alone.
"Ahhh. You know what, I think you really are a dog. Because dogs love to come in herds." I said straight to his face as I drank my water and took my plate back to the counter.
"Fcking bastard!"
He pulled my arm and punched me in the face. I staggered a bit but managed to kick his sides in full force in return. The plate of rice that I'm holding is scattered all over the floor, even the tables and chairs are now messed up. I was about to attack again when the hoard of his subordinates locked my arm. I tried to push them away, but they're too many for me. The other guy managed to take a punch on my face, as I tried to pull away. These fucking assholes are unfair.
"PORSCHE!!"
The bastard that I kicked a while ago is back and aimed a punch at me. His fist collided with my jaw, and it made me bent down. I flicked their hands and when I did, I threw punches everywhere.
"Stop! Stop!"
A loud shout echoed throughout the cafeteria, but it didn't calm the chaotic room. I know I made a mistake picking on them, but they always started everything first. You won't just expect me to let them have their way on me!
"EVERYONE STOP! IF YOU DON'T, I'LL SUE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU!" The old lady cook shouted. Some of the bodyguards took us away from each other.
"You fcking started it bastard!" I yelled at him, and about to charge at him again when I noticed that my feet didn't reach the ground.
Someone lifted me and dragged me out of the room. On the way out, I keep on struggling to remove their hands from me but they're equally cursing as I am. The bastards headed for the second floor and I immediately knew where they would be taking me. My anger automatically subsides as I face the door
of Kinn's room. They opened the door and dragged me inside.
"Khun Kinn, your bodyguard hit another man again."
The guy said. I furrowed my eyebrows and looked at him in awe.
"I just let you out for a minute, Porsche." He said in a tired tone.
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"But he started it!" I argued and turned my face to the bastards who can't even look at me.
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"Can you behave even just for a day?" Kinn said, pointing at me and not paying any slightest attention to these assholes.
"Why don't you ask your men?"
Why are you only blaming this on me? They clearly started this first! And even punched me on the face!
"Porsche! Don't make me repeat myself! I already told you not to cause any trouble, especially with my men!" Kinn shouted at me. I just faced him with frustration masking all over my face.
"Right! Alright! Side with your people. They are all you cared about, aren't they!?"
How the fuck can you overlook something like this every time Kinn!?
If something bad happened, big or small, you always fucking blame it on me! I know that I'm not always right, but I despise it when people blame me for something I never did.
"Leave us," said Kinn.
"Fuck!" I said out loud, kicked the edge of the sofa and let it hit the wall.
"Porsche!" Kinn shouted at me.
"Don't test my patience!" He pointed his finger at me. The Kinn that I knew is back again.
"Are you stupid!? I told you that he started it first and you don't even listen to me! Is that how a boss should treat his men!?" I cursed at him loudly.
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Kinn rushed towards my direction and grabbed me by the collar. He pulled me towards him and about to land a punch on my face. His face was the same
as the last time but it didn't matter to me, it didn't even make me flinch.
I mirrored his gesture and stared at him. We're about to punch each other when someone knocked on the door.
"Khun Kinn, the second family has arrived."
The guy left. Kinn took a deep breath trying his best to mask his anger and then looked at me.
"If you won't shut your mouth, I'll kill you. I swear to god I'll fucking kill you!" He said to me before fixing his suit and made his way out of the room.
"Carry the documents on the table and follow me."
He said in a controlled tone but with a hidden threat on it.
Unable to control my anger, I punched the wall. Punched it hard yet I couldn't even feel the pain. All I feel now is anger, anger towards Kinn.
Does he think I'll be afraid of his threat? I just closed my eyes and tried to calm myself. Then I took the documents on the table and went out. I was on my way down to the hall when I saw Kinn greeting two elders and a guy.
"Your father isn't here today?" A deep voice said. Kinn shook his head to answer. I stood behind them together with the other bodyguards.
"He'll be here in an hour. Have you eaten yet?" Kinn asked them politely.
Fuck. I can't think straight. I still feel the anger rushing on me every time I see Kinn's face. And what's up with this atmosphere? It was so boring that it made me feel irritated.
"Please wait a moment as I get the documents." He spoke to the guest and looked at me.
I furrowed at him, made my way towards them and slammed the paper on the table. Kinn looked at me as if I've done something wrong. I looked at the face of the guest and they didn't have any reaction. Then I glanced at Kinn and glared at him.
I fucking hate you!
"The food has arrived." said the maid and nodded to us.
I looked at her in confusion then the other bodyguard nudged me up.
"Go get it for Khun Kinn." I followed what he said and took the tray from the maid.
I laid out the food on the table and the guest in front looked at me.The same guy nudges me again.
"Serve with me."
I closed my eyes as I tried to restrain myself. Kinn looked at me.
"Serve tea to the elders, something sweet for Vegas and a cup of Americano for me." Kinn said in a smooth voice, scanning the documents in his hand. I managed to get his drink and was about to put them in front of him, but when I saw his face, my subsided anger rose up again. I placed the hot Americano next to his hands and it spilled on his sleeves.
"Shit!"
Kinn cursed and flicked his hands, messing up the documents. He gave me a fierce gaze and he glanced at the guest. They were shocked. Kinn immediately faced me and said.
"What the fuck are you doing!?"
"Sorry, I didn't mean to." My anger turned into guilt because of what I've done.
"Are you really trying my patience?" A deranged voice came from Kinn. He's eyes are starting to get dark again.
"I'm sorry. Is this going to reflect on my paycheck?" I replied in confusion. Then a chorus of laughter burst out of the hall.
"Woah! This house really does teach their bodyguards seriously. You must really respect Kinn that much huh?"
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The laughter echoed in the great hall. Kinn turned around to smile at them, stood up and bowed to the guest.
"I'll just change my clothes; you can look at the documents for a moment. Pa will be here in a bit. If you'll excuse me." Kinn said in the most polite tone and then faced me, "You, come with me."
Here we go again. I followed Kinn up to his room and as soon as the door closed, I felt a heavy force on my cheek. Kinn slapped me.
The force was so strong that I staggered and almost fell. A heavy feeling occupied the space, along with the taste of blood on the edge of my lip. I caressed my cheek down to my bleeding lip and was about to charge towards Kinn when he pushed me on the sofa.
"What the hell do you think you are doing!?" I shouted at him. Kinn took my hands and pinned them up my head as I struggled.
"I can tolerate your bullshit attitude if we're alone, but you went too far this time and even embarrassed me in front of the second family! Now I'm gonna teach you a lesson."
I continued to struggle and managed to stand up, but Kinn grabbed my hand and threw me against the wall. The force is way too strong that it made me lose my stance. I stared at him and all of my bottled-up emotions flowed.
"Fine! Say what you want. Curse at me! Punish me! But have you even tried listening to my side? You knew that your men started the fight, yet you blindly released them and blamed everything on me! I know who you are, and I also know my place in this house, but if you expect me to respect you after all you did, you can just dream on!"
I gasped after I was done talking because I couldn't take more of this. I may not always be right, but I hate the fact that they bully me and just get away with it. Most especially the fact that they are always who started the fight and I'm the receiving end.
"Even though you have a point, you have no right to disobey me! I'm your boss and your only job is to follow me!"
"You did this and even expect me to follow you!?" I replied in anger.
"If you can't do it, then leave! And if you're planning to stay here, behave yourself!" He let go of my arm and pushed me towards the door.
The fucking idiot doesn't even listen to me. I made my way out and slammed the door behind me. Talking to him is just a waste of time and energy. I don't want to be here anymore, or even get close to him. I made my way out to the garden and took out a pack of cigarettes. I lit one and leaned myself on the wall near the garden. I really wanted to quit now but if I do that, I won't be able to pay for the debt. I kicked the stone near me in frustration and brushed my hands over my lip.
That fucking bastard! Even have the guts to do this to me!
I put the second one to my mouth and lit it up. My anger is far from subsiding. I want to throw things just to let off steam. I looked around the corner and saw a boy standing in front of me with a comic book in his hands.
"What are you looking at? I'll poke your eyes off!" I said to the middle school boy, too harshly, that he immediately took off.
I don't know whose child that boy is, but I just can't control my temper now. Maybe a laborer's son or something. I finished my second stick and rushed off for the third one. I relaxed myself and stopped thinking about what just happened. I hadn't even reached half of my cigarette when someone called me.
"Porsche, Khun Kinn wants to see you."
I sighed and threw my unfinished cigarette on the ground to put the light off. I stomped at it real hard imagining it was Kinn's face.I followed along the man who called me, and he led me to the great hall. When I entered, I was greeted by the figures of Khun Korn, Kinn and the guests. All staring at me indifferently. My eyes also caught the sight of a boy clinging on the waist of one of the guests, it was the one that I saw before in the garden.
"Pa, that's him. The one who told me that he'll poke my eyes off!" He said in a rather scared manner.
All of them turned to face me. And the damn ass kid snickered at me.
"Is it true Porsche?" Khun Korn asked me in a serious tone.
"Did you say that to Macau?" he added. I could only bow down and didn't argue anymore.
"Sorry." I said in the normal voice.
"You dared to say that to my son!?" a deep voice comes from the man who the boy is clinging to.
I stood in silence and raised my hand to wai to the boy. "I'm sorry.
"
"Why isn't there any tone of remorse in your voice? Are you really sorry for what you did!?" he shouted. Making me more irritated than I was already.
"Okay that's enough. Porsche already said that he's sorry. You can now go Porsche."Khun Korn said to me.
"That's it!? But he's going to hurt Macao!" the older fellow added.
"I can manage my own people. Go now Porsche."
I was about to go out and the elder continued to protest with Khun Korn. But he shut him down. I made my way out to the hall when suddenly a deep voice talked behind me.
"Go up to my room."
When did Kinn follow? I didn't even notice him getting up a while ago. I was in the middle of confusion when the bastard dragged me inside. The tension in the atmosphere immediately rose up, just like before.
Kinn let out a hard sigh and walked over to his desk.
"On your first day you almost burned my house and killed our fish. Second day you got drunk and let me get dragged over. Now, you not just humiliated me in front of the second family, you even threatened my cousin. You brought that much chaos to my house in just three days. My god Porsche! I don't even know what to say to you."
Do you think you're the only one who had a hard time in those days!? Fuck it. I'm too tired, I just want to sleep and never wake up again.
"So, what are you gonna do about it?" I asked back in sarcasm.
"Didn't your parents teach you some manners? Can't you just respect me just this once?" Kinn's tired face looked at me. The tone of his voice isn't angry, it's exhausted.
"If you do something about your men's attitude towards me, I might consider it." The flash of events came back to me.
"So, you're being rebellious?" Kinn said with a smirk.
"Of course! Most especially to a self-centered ass like you who never listens to anyone!" I said and crossed my arms.
"You provoked me first."
"What have I done to provoke you? You still fucking deny that what you did is wrong! I will never follow a dumbass like you!" I growled at Kinn, making him stand up from where he was sitting and walk towards my direction.
"I have enough of your blabbing Porsche." At the end of his sentence, he pushed me on the sofa. Before I could even get up, the bastard straddled me.
"What the fuck are you doing!?" I tried to push him away, but the bastard held both of my arms and pinned them against the sofa.
"Punishing you."
At the end of his sentence, he lowered his head closer to my face. I looked away and closed my eyes tightly.
I don't know what to do. And what the hell will this guy do to me? I felt a warm breath close to my ears making me flinch. I struggled, but the bastard tightens his hold. He then made his way from the base of my cheek down to my neck. And when I thought he's going to stop, the fucking bastard started kissing the hollow of my throat. I felt goosebumps run all over my body as the sound of his breathing mixed with mine.
"What are you–doing!? Let me go!" I'm starting to feel all fuzzy, but Kinn didn't even bulge on his position.
He continued painting kisses on my neck, not letting any part of it remain untouched. I let out a gasp when he started sucking my collar bone.
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The bastard didn't stop until my neck was all wet with his saliva. The sound of his breathing sends shivers through my spine, I could feel his nose tracing down even further as he angles his head to get a better access to it. I can't think straight anymore. My thoughts we're all messed up when suddenly I felt a sharp sensation on the side of my throat.
"It hurts! Fuck Kinn!" The bastard bit me for a long time. I tried to push him away, but he only sank his fangs even more.
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"KIINNN!" I shouted then the bastard let go of me and stood up. I did the same.
I immediately run my hands through my neck. I felt a sting when my hand reached the place where he bit me and then realized that it was bleeding.
"What the hell are you doing!? Are you a dog!?" I said in surprise. Kinn smirked and made his way to the desk.
"I just gave you a taste of your own medicine."
"Damn you!"
I picked up the vase close to me and aimed it at Kinn. The bastard stopped me.
"Don't try me. Who knows what I'll do to you next time?"
I slammed the vase back on the table in protest. Kinn is about to curse at me when the door opens.
"Don't you know how to knock?" Kinn turned to the guy who happens to be his big Brother Tanakhun.
"I'll do it later." He answered and threw Pete's hand to Kinn.
"Khun." Pete muttered.
"What's happening?" I asked Kinn.
"I want a trade. I like yours very much." Then the bastard pointed at me. Kinn let out a smirk.
"I thought you hated him because he killed your fish?"
"But he'll hit Macau for me. And for that I forgive him." He said to Kinn and looked at me with a grin.
What on earth is happening here?
"Come on Porsche, I'll take you to my room." The lad grabbed my arm and forcefully dragged me through the door.
"Khun Tanakhun, please stop playing like this." Pete said to him. A strange look of victory formed in his eyes.
"I'm not playing! I told you to slap Macau, but you're such a pussy you can't even do it!" He dragged me back in the room and took off Pete's shirt.
"Here, this is for you." He gave me the shirt of his former bodyguard. I just stood still trying to figure things out.
"Are you sure about this Khun?" Pete asked Kinn's brother with a faint smile on his face. Then I realized, why is he here? I thought he was on holiday.
"Of course, I am! I'll let Porsche hit Macau for me. And you, don't have to be afraid because I got your back."
The latter sentence is for Pete and the last one directed to me.
Then he dragged me again out of the room.
"Wait!" Kinn shouted.
"No! You are not allowed to stop me! As a younger brother you must follow your older brother's decision."
"No. Take it. I won't take him away from you." Kinn smirked at me. Pete then raised a peace sign and smiled at me.
What the hell is happening here!!! Why this day have to be so fucking stressful?!
