Chapter 37
(Mild NSFW warning)Fu Jia hurried out the door like a gust of wind, resolute on the surface, but deeply hesitant internally. He pressed the elevator button, but when the elevator door opened before him, he didn't go in. Fu Jia desperately thought, what if Lu Qi'an came out to chase him? If he just left, how could Lu Qi'an catch up to him? He waited in place for a minute, two minutes, then three minutes, but no one came after him.He was only back to get his things, he would never give into Lu Qi’an or coax him again, he could be angry for as long as he wanted to. Fu Jia patted his face, put on a cold expression, stood at the door of the apartment and rang the doorbell. He prepared himself to wait a long time, if Lu Qi’an didn’t open the door for him, he wouldn’t be surprised either. But after the very ring, the door opened.Fu Jia's hand was frozen in mid-air, a little stunned.How was he so fast?Inside, Lu Qi'an held the doorknob and looked at him without saying a word. Perhaps it was a problem with the lighting, but his eyes were gloomy, giving Fu Jia a sense of oppression. “I…” Fu Jia evaded his eyes, “I just came back to get some stuff…”He hadn’t even finished talking before Lu Qi’an grabbed his arm and forcefully pulled him in. The door closed with a bang, the sound so loud that Fu Jia’s eyes were rattled shut. The next second, Lu Qi’an enveloped him in his body, pressing him against the door and kissing him with searing breath.There wasn’t a bit of gentleness to him, he forced Fu Jia’s mouth open by biting his lips, then stuck his tongue in. Because it was too sudden, Fu Jia couldn’t control his breathing rhythm. And because Lu Qi’an pressed against him too hard, his head and back ached. He painfully struggled, but Lu Qi’an only pressed him harder. He would actually come back, this thought echoed throughout Lu Qi’an’s mind over and over again. There was no one in the world who was more obedient than him. Soon, Fu Jia's lips and tongue were numb from being sucked, and his whole head spun with dizziness. Both his legs were weak, he couldn't stand even if he leaned against the wall, so he slid down as if he lost all his strength. Lu Qi’an tightly embraced his waist, letting him lean against his body, and slowly ended this kiss. After their mouths separated, Fu Jia was finally resuscitated. He panted desperately, but his fast inhales caused him to start coughing. He leaned on Lu Qi’an, his whole face reddened and his eyes wet with moisture. Lu Qi'an hugged him tightly, stroking his back to comfort him.It was as if the crazed energy earlier had never existed."Sorry," Lu Qi'an whispered, "I'm sorry, whether it was last night... or just now, I did something wrong, sorry."Fu Jia couldn't stop coughing and stared at him with teary eyes; there was no fierceness to him, but complete pitifulness. Lu Qi’an couldn’t help but stroke his fringes, then embraced him into a princess carry position. Fu Jia wasn’t heavy, or at least he was a lot lighter than Lu Qi’an, so Lu Qi’an carried him very steadily. But Fu Jia was afraid that Lu Qi'an wouldn't be able to carry him, so he hugged his neck tightly.Lu Qi’an carried him to the sofa and released him. Fu Jia's movements were half a beat slower than his, and he was still holding onto his neck. Lu Qi'an's eyes softened, he put his hands on either sides of Fu Jia, and kissed him again.This time, he maintained the rationality that he had earlier cast aside to the back of his mind. He moved gently, paying constant and careful attention to Fu Jia’s breathing. Fu Jia’s arms were about to retract, but now they were wrapped around Lu Qi’an again, hooking his neck and pulling him closer. Taking advantage of the gap between his breaths, Fu Jia avoided Lu Qi'an's lips and whispered: "Don't think kissing me will make everything better, now it's my turn to be angry."Absorbed, Lu Qi’an looked at him: “Why are you angry?”
Fu Jia: “Guess for yourself.”Lu Qi'an nodded knowingly and said: "I read the complaint you wrote.”“Oh,” Fu Jia pretended not to care.“I accept the claim.”“Oh…”"You can punish me however you want, and I will assist you."Fu Jia couldn’t even let out an oh sound anymore. He slowed down, reached out to grab Lu Qi’an’s sleeve, and said savagely: “Severe punishment is needed!”“En,” Lu Qi’an tone was indulgent, “How will you punish?”In Fu Jia’s mind, putting the words Lu Qi’an and punishment together resulted in a complete blankness. He was no longer capable of being aggressive, but he still raised his voice and said: “Punishment using strict methods!”Lu Qi'an agreed with his words and said: "Okay. Let’s not go to school today. Let’s skip class.”Hearing the words skip class from Lu Qi'an, who was always serious and conscientious, was something straight out of a fantasy novel. “Skip class?” Fu Jia was astonished.“En, is one day’s time enough?”Only then did Fu Jia understand that Lu Qi'an really wanted to rope him into skipping class. The Lu Qi’an who always urged him to study, who was as strict as an old man, who always said that he liked people who took life seriously and their studies seriously, this Lu Qi’an now wanted to bring him along to skip class. The morning sun shone into the living room, its rays falling near Fu Jia’s eyes. He smiled brightly: "A date," he said, "The punishment is that you have to take me on a date."Lu Qi'an's eyes were also full of smiles. His soul had never been so light, as if the burden that had weighed on him since the previous life disappeared with the arrival of Fu Jia's smile.“Okay.” No matter what Fu Jia said, he would reply with this.An hour later, Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an took the subway to a park at the outskirts of the city.It was Fu Jia who wanted to go to the park. There were also many large parks in the city, but Fu Jia wouldn’t select a specific one, only saying to Lu Qi’an with certainty: “I wanna go to a park you’ve been to.”Lu Qi'an's first reaction was that he had never been to a park, which was fiercely refuted by Fu Jia: "You’ve gone. You’ve actually gone many times!”Lu Qi’an had to thoroughly search his memories to recall this park matter, but for Fu Jia, this had been a thorn in his heart for many years. Every time Lu Qi'an came to the Lin family’s villa, he’d take Lin Fengxun to the courtyard to sunbathe. If it was raining or cloudy, then he’d stay under the eaves next to the courtyard, so Fu Jia always caught sight of them.
There was, however, a certain situation that’d make Fu Jia’s teeth itch with hatred: Lin Fengxun would ask Lu Qi’an to take him to the park from time to time. For some reason, Lu Qi’an vehemently refused to take Lin Fengxun outside. This request would only succeed every one out of ten times, mostly due to Lu Wanqing’s influence as she would definitely help her son out whenever she was present. She’d say: “What's the point of the two of you staying at home all the time? No matter how big the courtyard is, you'll get tired of it if you stare at it for too long. How nice would it be to get some fresh air at the park? Let Auntie Chen take the doctor along, and they can stay in the car. Nothing will go wrong.”As long as Lu Wanqing put it this way, Lin Fengxun would succeed eighty percent of the time, and he would get carried away from the courtyard by Lu Qian. Watching them leave in the same car, Fu Jia would surge with so much vinegar that his teeth were about to fall out.#As he now recalled the past, Fu Jia still felt sour, so sour it was unbearable. Fortunately, Lu Qi'an thought of the park he was talking about in time, got dressed, and took him on the subway. The subway during morning rush hour was incredibly crowded. His mind at peace, Fu Jia leaned into Lu Qi'an's embrace without gripping onto the handrail, relying entirely on Lu Qi'an to hold him. He thought, somewhat maliciously, Lin Fengxun, that invalid, he shouldn’t even bother thinking about having this kind of experience in his lifetime… As the saying goes, the winner is the one who has the last laugh. Right now, he won. He buried his face in Lu Qi'an's chest and let out a muffled laugh.When they arrived at the park, Lu Qi’an asked Fu Jia to wait for him by the front ornamental garden# as there was an entrance fee, and then went to the ticket office to buy the tickets himself. Fu Jia looked around and discovered that a little brat who had just reached his waist in height was also waiting for his parents to buy tickets nearby. He was holding a huge rainbow cotton candy and ate with great relish.Fu Jia couldn’t hold back from swallowing his saliva and thought of that porridge he only ate one spoon out of, his stomach so hungry that it churned. He looked around in all four directions, but didn't see anywhere selling cotton candy, so he smiled at the child and asked: "Where did you buy your candy?"The child looked at him warily and ignored him. The more Fu Jia looked at it, the hungrier he got, so he asked him: "Did you buy it in the park or somewhere outside? Do you know any other stores that sell candy?"The child shook his head frantically, threw away the cotton candy in his hand, and ran away as if he was fleeing for his life.Fu Jia watched the cotton candy fall to the ground with a grievous heart.When Lu Qi'an returned after buying the tickets, what he saw was Fu Jia squatting beside the cotton candy in dismay. He quickly figured it out and said: "Are you hungry? There’s a restaurant inside the park, I’ll take you there.”Fu Jia asked him earnestly: "Do they sell this kind of candy there?Lu Qi'an thought for a while and said with uncertainty: "Probably not."Fu Jia sighed and unwillingly pointed to the cotton candy on the ground: "Is this still edible?"Lu Qi’an: …“I’ll go ask where they sell this,” he said.Fu Jia nodded again and again, and grinned.Lu Qi’an asked the ticket sales employee and learned that this cotton candy was sold at the first convenience store by the subway station’s exit. He asked Fu Jia to continue waiting for him by the front ornamental garden, but Fu Jia refused and said: “Since I’m the one who wants to eat it, I’ll go buy it myself. Just wait for me here.”Lu Qi’an said: “Let’s go together.”
Fu Jia smiled even more happily and stretched out his hands to him: "Then you carry me there.”Lu Qi'an agreed without any objection.He piggybacked Fu Jia and slowly walked to the convenience store to buy cotton candy. Fu Jia put his arms around his neck and asked: "Have you carried Lin Fengxun like this before too?”This kind of thing was too obvious, so Lu Qi’an couldn’t lie: “I have.”Fu Jia continued to ask: “Would you also buy him candy?”“I did.” Of course he bought it before. In order to get Lin Fengxun to take his bitter prescriptions, he used candy to coax him countless number of times. Fu Jia fell silent.“Fu Jia?” Lu Qi’an called out his name.Fu Jia hugged him tightly, sniffed his body scent, and closed his eyes calmly: "It's okay.Fu Jia came to the park for the first time, and ran around like crazy for hours on end with the cotton candy Lu Qian bought for him. As he went around, he encountered the little brat by the entrance again, and feng shui was turned around as this time, the one who swallowed his saliva was the child. For some reason, the two groups suddenly walked together. Fu Jia and the child were running around in front, while Lu Qi'an and the child's parents walked behind, and Lu Qi’an inexplicably ended up in a conversation with the couple as they chatted to him about their parenting experience. “He’s your brother, right?” The child’s mother asked.Lu Qi'an didn’t clarify and acquiesced to her words. She laughed and said: "Your brother is really lively, isn't it difficult to manage?"“No,” Lu Qi’an said, “He’s very obedient, and listens to me.”"Is that so? That's great, I can see that you dote on him too. You two have such a good brotherly relationship," as she spoke, she waved to the child who turned back for her. Fu Jia imitated this child and turned his head to wave to Lu Qi'an. Under the sunlight, he smiled like every adolescent boy his age. "Not enough," he chased after Fu Jia with his eyes and said, "I have to dote on him more."Fu Jia played with the child until noon. They played a balloon popping game together, rowed a boat together, and even played on the children's slide together. The slideway was very narrow and tiny, but Fu Jia was having so much fun that he was beside himself and insisted on getting in, so he ended up bumping his head. Lu Qi’an hugged him and comforted him with a few words, and he brightened up again. He was in high spirits, but the child was so sleepy that he laid in his father's arms and dozed off. The couple hugged the child and said goodbye to them. Before leaving, the child's mother whispered something into Lu Qi'an's ear.Lu Qi'an was a little surprised and thanked her back.After bidding goodbye to the new friend he made in the morning, Fu Jia's excitement gradually subsided and he felt a little tired."Do you want to go home?" Lu Qi'an asked.Fu Jia yawned and nodded.Lu Qi'an voluntarily squatted in front of him and said: "I'll piggyback you."
Fu Jia let out a, “Hehe,” and climbed onto his back. "What's up with you?" Lu Qi'an asked as he stepped forward, "That kid’s mother just told me that there’s something on your mind.”Fu Jia hesitated, but didn’t answer.He didn't want to say it and Lu Qi'an didn't question him any further. He carried him out of the park. They came by subway, but went home in the taxi that Lu Qi’an hailed.After returning home, lunch had already been prepared by Auntie Miao. Fu Jia ate to his heart’s content, and happily ate until he was stuffed. They didn't go anywhere in the afternoon. Fu Jia took the initiative to ask Lu Qi'an for help with his homework, and the two studied in the study room until nightfall, only resting for a while during dinner time.Before bed, Fu Jia asked Lu Qi’an to bathe first, then locked himself in the study room. He estimated when Lu Qi’an would finish washing up and opened the door as if nothing had happened. He went into the bathroom and took the longest and most thorough shower of his life. He dried his hair in the bathroom and stared at himself in the mirror for a long time.He told himself that he could do it.He turned off the bathroom light, turned off the living room light, then turned off the master bedroom light. The curtains were tightly closed, and the whole room plunged into sudden darkness.Lying beside Lu Qi'an, he asked softly: "Can I ask you something?"“What?”“I was thinking whether I could really be with you. Your relatives hate me, whether it’s Lu Wanqing or Lin Fengxun…No matter what, they’re your relatives, you’ll be good to them no matter what. But I’m not your relative, so why do you have to be good to me? I’m also not…not a woman. Do you really like me?”His voice was trembling: "Do you just feel sorry for me and decided to do charity work?"Although this was very tragic, Fu Jia understood that even if Lu Qi'an gave him an affirmative answer, he would still feel satisfied and wouldn’t be angry with Lu Qi'an. At most, he’d feel aggrieved.Because of Lu Qi'an, he became weak and vulnerable. There was a time when he could endure all the suffering, pay back what should be paid back, hate what should be hated, and never felt aggrieved.Grievances only had emotional value when it was produced by someone with heartache, it was useless to those who had nothing. He once had nothing, but now both his hands were filled. Compared to having nothing, he was more scared of having something and then losing it. Lu Qi'an took a deep breath and said: "I never pitied you, I’ve said before...""Then why don't you..." Fu Jia interrupted him, but he only spoke halfway until he could no longer continue. He gritted his teeth and dove into the duvet; his body temperature was very high, just like a ball of fire."Fu Jia?" Lu Qi'an's voice was slightly puzzled, and then at the next second, he froze.Fu Jia squeezed between his legs, breathing slowly against his crotch.“Why do you only kiss me without doing anything else?” As he breathed, he smelled a faint fishy smell. Maybe it wasn't from Lu Qi'an, because it smelled a lot like the semen he ejaculated into his hand last night. Maybe he was imagining it, maybe he wasn’t, he didn't know if it was the smell of desire emanating from himself.He lowered his head, licked Lu Qi'an's penis through his pants, and asked in a low voice: "Don't you want me?"
Chapter 37
(Mild NSFW warning)Fu Jia hurried out the door like a gust of wind, resolute on the surface, but deeply hesitant internally. He pressed the elevator button, but when the elevator door opened before him, he didn't go in. Fu Jia desperately thought, what if Lu Qi'an came out to chase him? If he just left, how could Lu Qi'an catch up to him? He waited in place for a minute, two minutes, then three minutes, but no one came after him.He was only back to get his things, he would never give into Lu Qi’an or coax him again, he could be angry for as long as he wanted to. Fu Jia patted his face, put on a cold expression, stood at the door of the apartment and rang the doorbell. He prepared himself to wait a long time, if Lu Qi’an didn’t open the door for him, he wouldn’t be surprised either. But after the very ring, the door opened.Fu Jia's hand was frozen in mid-air, a little stunned.How was he so fast?Inside, Lu Qi'an held the doorknob and looked at him without saying a word. Perhaps it was a problem with the lighting, but his eyes were gloomy, giving Fu Jia a sense of oppression. “I…” Fu Jia evaded his eyes, “I just came back to get some stuff…”He hadn’t even finished talking before Lu Qi’an grabbed his arm and forcefully pulled him in. The door closed with a bang, the sound so loud that Fu Jia’s eyes were rattled shut. The next second, Lu Qi’an enveloped him in his body, pressing him against the door and kissing him with searing breath.There wasn’t a bit of gentleness to him, he forced Fu Jia’s mouth open by biting his lips, then stuck his tongue in. Because it was too sudden, Fu Jia couldn’t control his breathing rhythm. And because Lu Qi’an pressed against him too hard, his head and back ached. He painfully struggled, but Lu Qi’an only pressed him harder. He would actually come back, this thought echoed throughout Lu Qi’an’s mind over and over again. There was no one in the world who was more obedient than him. Soon, Fu Jia's lips and tongue were numb from being sucked, and his whole head spun with dizziness. Both his legs were weak, he couldn't stand even if he leaned against the wall, so he slid down as if he lost all his strength. Lu Qi’an tightly embraced his waist, letting him lean against his body, and slowly ended this kiss. After their mouths separated, Fu Jia was finally resuscitated. He panted desperately, but his fast inhales caused him to start coughing. He leaned on Lu Qi’an, his whole face reddened and his eyes wet with moisture. Lu Qi'an hugged him tightly, stroking his back to comfort him.It was as if the crazed energy earlier had never existed."Sorry," Lu Qi'an whispered, "I'm sorry, whether it was last night... or just now, I did something wrong, sorry."Fu Jia couldn't stop coughing and stared at him with teary eyes; there was no fierceness to him, but complete pitifulness. Lu Qi’an couldn’t help but stroke his fringes, then embraced him into a princess carry position. Fu Jia wasn’t heavy, or at least he was a lot lighter than Lu Qi’an, so Lu Qi’an carried him very steadily. But Fu Jia was afraid that Lu Qi'an wouldn't be able to carry him, so he hugged his neck tightly.Lu Qi’an carried him to the sofa and released him. Fu Jia's movements were half a beat slower than his, and he was still holding onto his neck. Lu Qi'an's eyes softened, he put his hands on either sides of Fu Jia, and kissed him again.This time, he maintained the rationality that he had earlier cast aside to the back of his mind. He moved gently, paying constant and careful attention to Fu Jia’s breathing. Fu Jia’s arms were about to retract, but now they were wrapped around Lu Qi’an again, hooking his neck and pulling him closer. Taking advantage of the gap between his breaths, Fu Jia avoided Lu Qi'an's lips and whispered: "Don't think kissing me will make everything better, now it's my turn to be angry."Absorbed, Lu Qi’an looked at him: “Why are you angry?”
Fu Jia: “Guess for yourself.”Lu Qi'an nodded knowingly and said: "I read the complaint you wrote.”“Oh,” Fu Jia pretended not to care.“I accept the claim.”“Oh…”"You can punish me however you want, and I will assist you."Fu Jia couldn’t even let out an oh sound anymore. He slowed down, reached out to grab Lu Qi’an’s sleeve, and said savagely: “Severe punishment is needed!”“En,” Lu Qi’an tone was indulgent, “How will you punish?”In Fu Jia’s mind, putting the words Lu Qi’an and punishment together resulted in a complete blankness. He was no longer capable of being aggressive, but he still raised his voice and said: “Punishment using strict methods!”Lu Qi'an agreed with his words and said: "Okay. Let’s not go to school today. Let’s skip class.”Hearing the words skip class from Lu Qi'an, who was always serious and conscientious, was something straight out of a fantasy novel. “Skip class?” Fu Jia was astonished.“En, is one day’s time enough?”Only then did Fu Jia understand that Lu Qi'an really wanted to rope him into skipping class. The Lu Qi’an who always urged him to study, who was as strict as an old man, who always said that he liked people who took life seriously and their studies seriously, this Lu Qi’an now wanted to bring him along to skip class. The morning sun shone into the living room, its rays falling near Fu Jia’s eyes. He smiled brightly: "A date," he said, "The punishment is that you have to take me on a date."Lu Qi'an's eyes were also full of smiles. His soul had never been so light, as if the burden that had weighed on him since the previous life disappeared with the arrival of Fu Jia's smile.“Okay.” No matter what Fu Jia said, he would reply with this.An hour later, Fu Jia and Lu Qi'an took the subway to a park at the outskirts of the city.It was Fu Jia who wanted to go to the park. There were also many large parks in the city, but Fu Jia wouldn’t select a specific one, only saying to Lu Qi’an with certainty: “I wanna go to a park you’ve been to.”Lu Qi'an's first reaction was that he had never been to a park, which was fiercely refuted by Fu Jia: "You’ve gone. You’ve actually gone many times!”Lu Qi’an had to thoroughly search his memories to recall this park matter, but for Fu Jia, this had been a thorn in his heart for many years. Every time Lu Qi'an came to the Lin family’s villa, he’d take Lin Fengxun to the courtyard to sunbathe. If it was raining or cloudy, then he’d stay under the eaves next to the courtyard, so Fu Jia always caught sight of them.
There was, however, a certain situation that’d make Fu Jia’s teeth itch with hatred: Lin Fengxun would ask Lu Qi’an to take him to the park from time to time. For some reason, Lu Qi’an vehemently refused to take Lin Fengxun outside. This request would only succeed every one out of ten times, mostly due to Lu Wanqing’s influence as she would definitely help her son out whenever she was present. She’d say: “What's the point of the two of you staying at home all the time? No matter how big the courtyard is, you'll get tired of it if you stare at it for too long. How nice would it be to get some fresh air at the park? Let Auntie Chen take the doctor along, and they can stay in the car. Nothing will go wrong.”As long as Lu Wanqing put it this way, Lin Fengxun would succeed eighty percent of the time, and he would get carried away from the courtyard by Lu Qian. Watching them leave in the same car, Fu Jia would surge with so much vinegar that his teeth were about to fall out.#As he now recalled the past, Fu Jia still felt sour, so sour it was unbearable. Fortunately, Lu Qi'an thought of the park he was talking about in time, got dressed, and took him on the subway. The subway during morning rush hour was incredibly crowded. His mind at peace, Fu Jia leaned into Lu Qi'an's embrace without gripping onto the handrail, relying entirely on Lu Qi'an to hold him. He thought, somewhat maliciously, Lin Fengxun, that invalid, he shouldn’t even bother thinking about having this kind of experience in his lifetime… As the saying goes, the winner is the one who has the last laugh. Right now, he won. He buried his face in Lu Qi'an's chest and let out a muffled laugh.When they arrived at the park, Lu Qi’an asked Fu Jia to wait for him by the front ornamental garden# as there was an entrance fee, and then went to the ticket office to buy the tickets himself. Fu Jia looked around and discovered that a little brat who had just reached his waist in height was also waiting for his parents to buy tickets nearby. He was holding a huge rainbow cotton candy and ate with great relish.Fu Jia couldn’t hold back from swallowing his saliva and thought of that porridge he only ate one spoon out of, his stomach so hungry that it churned. He looked around in all four directions, but didn't see anywhere selling cotton candy, so he smiled at the child and asked: "Where did you buy your candy?"The child looked at him warily and ignored him. The more Fu Jia looked at it, the hungrier he got, so he asked him: "Did you buy it in the park or somewhere outside? Do you know any other stores that sell candy?"The child shook his head frantically, threw away the cotton candy in his hand, and ran away as if he was fleeing for his life.Fu Jia watched the cotton candy fall to the ground with a grievous heart.When Lu Qi'an returned after buying the tickets, what he saw was Fu Jia squatting beside the cotton candy in dismay. He quickly figured it out and said: "Are you hungry? There’s a restaurant inside the park, I’ll take you there.”Fu Jia asked him earnestly: "Do they sell this kind of candy there?Lu Qi'an thought for a while and said with uncertainty: "Probably not."Fu Jia sighed and unwillingly pointed to the cotton candy on the ground: "Is this still edible?"Lu Qi’an: …“I’ll go ask where they sell this,” he said.Fu Jia nodded again and again, and grinned.Lu Qi’an asked the ticket sales employee and learned that this cotton candy was sold at the first convenience store by the subway station’s exit. He asked Fu Jia to continue waiting for him by the front ornamental garden, but Fu Jia refused and said: “Since I’m the one who wants to eat it, I’ll go buy it myself. Just wait for me here.”Lu Qi’an said: “Let’s go together.”
Fu Jia smiled even more happily and stretched out his hands to him: "Then you carry me there.”Lu Qi'an agreed without any objection.He piggybacked Fu Jia and slowly walked to the convenience store to buy cotton candy. Fu Jia put his arms around his neck and asked: "Have you carried Lin Fengxun like this before too?”This kind of thing was too obvious, so Lu Qi’an couldn’t lie: “I have.”Fu Jia continued to ask: “Would you also buy him candy?”“I did.” Of course he bought it before. In order to get Lin Fengxun to take his bitter prescriptions, he used candy to coax him countless number of times. Fu Jia fell silent.“Fu Jia?” Lu Qi’an called out his name.Fu Jia hugged him tightly, sniffed his body scent, and closed his eyes calmly: "It's okay.Fu Jia came to the park for the first time, and ran around like crazy for hours on end with the cotton candy Lu Qian bought for him. As he went around, he encountered the little brat by the entrance again, and feng shui was turned around as this time, the one who swallowed his saliva was the child. For some reason, the two groups suddenly walked together. Fu Jia and the child were running around in front, while Lu Qi'an and the child's parents walked behind, and Lu Qi’an inexplicably ended up in a conversation with the couple as they chatted to him about their parenting experience. “He’s your brother, right?” The child’s mother asked.Lu Qi'an didn’t clarify and acquiesced to her words. She laughed and said: "Your brother is really lively, isn't it difficult to manage?"“No,” Lu Qi’an said, “He’s very obedient, and listens to me.”"Is that so? That's great, I can see that you dote on him too. You two have such a good brotherly relationship," as she spoke, she waved to the child who turned back for her. Fu Jia imitated this child and turned his head to wave to Lu Qi'an. Under the sunlight, he smiled like every adolescent boy his age. "Not enough," he chased after Fu Jia with his eyes and said, "I have to dote on him more."Fu Jia played with the child until noon. They played a balloon popping game together, rowed a boat together, and even played on the children's slide together. The slideway was very narrow and tiny, but Fu Jia was having so much fun that he was beside himself and insisted on getting in, so he ended up bumping his head. Lu Qi’an hugged him and comforted him with a few words, and he brightened up again. He was in high spirits, but the child was so sleepy that he laid in his father's arms and dozed off. The couple hugged the child and said goodbye to them. Before leaving, the child's mother whispered something into Lu Qi'an's ear.Lu Qi'an was a little surprised and thanked her back.After bidding goodbye to the new friend he made in the morning, Fu Jia's excitement gradually subsided and he felt a little tired."Do you want to go home?" Lu Qi'an asked.Fu Jia yawned and nodded.Lu Qi'an voluntarily squatted in front of him and said: "I'll piggyback you."
Fu Jia let out a, “Hehe,” and climbed onto his back. "What's up with you?" Lu Qi'an asked as he stepped forward, "That kid’s mother just told me that there’s something on your mind.”Fu Jia hesitated, but didn’t answer.He didn't want to say it and Lu Qi'an didn't question him any further. He carried him out of the park. They came by subway, but went home in the taxi that Lu Qi’an hailed.After returning home, lunch had already been prepared by Auntie Miao. Fu Jia ate to his heart’s content, and happily ate until he was stuffed. They didn't go anywhere in the afternoon. Fu Jia took the initiative to ask Lu Qi'an for help with his homework, and the two studied in the study room until nightfall, only resting for a while during dinner time.Before bed, Fu Jia asked Lu Qi’an to bathe first, then locked himself in the study room. He estimated when Lu Qi’an would finish washing up and opened the door as if nothing had happened. He went into the bathroom and took the longest and most thorough shower of his life. He dried his hair in the bathroom and stared at himself in the mirror for a long time.He told himself that he could do it.He turned off the bathroom light, turned off the living room light, then turned off the master bedroom light. The curtains were tightly closed, and the whole room plunged into sudden darkness.Lying beside Lu Qi'an, he asked softly: "Can I ask you something?"“What?”“I was thinking whether I could really be with you. Your relatives hate me, whether it’s Lu Wanqing or Lin Fengxun…No matter what, they’re your relatives, you’ll be good to them no matter what. But I’m not your relative, so why do you have to be good to me? I’m also not…not a woman. Do you really like me?”His voice was trembling: "Do you just feel sorry for me and decided to do charity work?"Although this was very tragic, Fu Jia understood that even if Lu Qi'an gave him an affirmative answer, he would still feel satisfied and wouldn’t be angry with Lu Qi'an. At most, he’d feel aggrieved.Because of Lu Qi'an, he became weak and vulnerable. There was a time when he could endure all the suffering, pay back what should be paid back, hate what should be hated, and never felt aggrieved.Grievances only had emotional value when it was produced by someone with heartache, it was useless to those who had nothing. He once had nothing, but now both his hands were filled. Compared to having nothing, he was more scared of having something and then losing it. Lu Qi'an took a deep breath and said: "I never pitied you, I’ve said before...""Then why don't you..." Fu Jia interrupted him, but he only spoke halfway until he could no longer continue. He gritted his teeth and dove into the duvet; his body temperature was very high, just like a ball of fire."Fu Jia?" Lu Qi'an's voice was slightly puzzled, and then at the next second, he froze.Fu Jia squeezed between his legs, breathing slowly against his crotch.“Why do you only kiss me without doing anything else?” As he breathed, he smelled a faint fishy smell. Maybe it wasn't from Lu Qi'an, because it smelled a lot like the semen he ejaculated into his hand last night. Maybe he was imagining it, maybe he wasn’t, he didn't know if it was the smell of desire emanating from himself.He lowered his head, licked Lu Qi'an's penis through his pants, and asked in a low voice: "Don't you want me?"
