Before Shangguan Yu could finish speaking…
Fu Siye kissed her.
He didn’t know what was wrong with her. She kept saying things like this and he couldn’t bear to hear them.
Fu Siye could not bear to hear her say that she’d like another man or that she was going to have an affair with another man.
Yes, he really wanted freedom and did not want this marriage that she had schemed to achieve.
But he didn’t want her to like another man.
He couldn’t even imagine such a thing and such a scene!
After a while…
“Fu Siye, you can’t be like this. You can’t give me hope again and again, then make me fall into the abyss of despair again and again…” As Shangguan Yu spoke, tears rolled down her face silently.
“Even if we grew up together, even if it’s on account of my grandfather once saving your life, don’t treat me this well, alright? If you like me, even if it’s just a little, no… even if you don’t like me, if you want this marriage and want to continue living with me, as long as you answer clearly, I will be with you for the rest of my life.
“But you can’t do this. You can’t hate me so much and want to end this marriage but not allow me to do this. What do you want to do by doing that? Tell me honestly, can you give me a confirmation?!”
Shangguan Yu didn’t understand. She didn’t know what he wanted. She really wanted to understand and make a decision. She didn’t want to keep being like this. She didn’t want to repeatedly go from hope to despair!
Fu Siye remained silent because he didn’t know what he wanted to say or what he could say. He didn’t know what he was thinking.
“Siye, you should know that if I really wanted to do something, I would be able to do it even if you were to tie me up like this. Hence, if you’re only worried about me and are afraid that I’ll do something that would ruin myself, you can rest assured that I won’t do it. I’ll find someone…”
Before Shangguan Yu could finish speaking, Fu Siye kissed her again.
But this time, she dodged.
“Fu Siye, I want to make myself clear today! If you don’t give me an explanation, I’ll…” As Shangguan Yu spoke, she looked and saw the fruit knife by the side. She reached out to take it, then placed it against her neck.
“If you don’t give me an explanation, I’ll die in front of you!”
Fu Siye’s gaze suddenly turned dangerous. “Shangguan Yu, it’s not what I want, it’s what you want! Why did you suddenly become like this? First, you did such a crazy thing, and now, you’re like this. Why can’t you be like before?”
All that she had ever done was for the sake of making him like her, not because she really… wanted another man.
“Like before?”
Fu Siye didn’t know how to answer Shangguan Yu’s question. He couldn’t possibly tell her that he wanted her to be like before, where everything she did was just to make him like her.
In the end, he could only say, “Put the knife down first.”
“No, you have to give me an explanation today. Do you still want this marriage or not?! If you don’t want it, then don’t stop me! If you do, then keep a distance from Gu Lingyin and make her leave my house immediately!” Shangguan Yu only wanted a quick death.
“Lingyin is only staying there for a few days, and you want to cause such a scene?” Could it be that all these things she did were just to chase Gu Lingyin away?
“This isn’t a matter of her staying!” Was this about that?
“This is a matter of her staying for a few days.”
Before Shangguan Yu could finish speaking…
Fu Siye kissed her.
He didn’t know what was wrong with her. She kept saying things like this and he couldn’t bear to hear them.
Fu Siye could not bear to hear her say that she’d like another man or that she was going to have an affair with another man.
Yes, he really wanted freedom and did not want this marriage that she had schemed to achieve.
But he didn’t want her to like another man.
He couldn’t even imagine such a thing and such a scene!
After a while…
“Fu Siye, you can’t be like this. You can’t give me hope again and again, then make me fall into the abyss of despair again and again…” As Shangguan Yu spoke, tears rolled down her face silently.
“Even if we grew up together, even if it’s on account of my grandfather once saving your life, don’t treat me this well, alright? If you like me, even if it’s just a little, no… even if you don’t like me, if you want this marriage and want to continue living with me, as long as you answer clearly, I will be with you for the rest of my life.
“But you can’t do this. You can’t hate me so much and want to end this marriage but not allow me to do this. What do you want to do by doing that? Tell me honestly, can you give me a confirmation?!”
Shangguan Yu didn’t understand. She didn’t know what he wanted. She really wanted to understand and make a decision. She didn’t want to keep being like this. She didn’t want to repeatedly go from hope to despair!
Fu Siye remained silent because he didn’t know what he wanted to say or what he could say. He didn’t know what he was thinking.
“Siye, you should know that if I really wanted to do something, I would be able to do it even if you were to tie me up like this. Hence, if you’re only worried about me and are afraid that I’ll do something that would ruin myself, you can rest assured that I won’t do it. I’ll find someone…”
Before Shangguan Yu could finish speaking, Fu Siye kissed her again.
But this time, she dodged.
“Fu Siye, I want to make myself clear today! If you don’t give me an explanation, I’ll…” As Shangguan Yu spoke, she looked and saw the fruit knife by the side. She reached out to take it, then placed it against her neck.
“If you don’t give me an explanation, I’ll die in front of you!”
Fu Siye’s gaze suddenly turned dangerous. “Shangguan Yu, it’s not what I want, it’s what you want! Why did you suddenly become like this? First, you did such a crazy thing, and now, you’re like this. Why can’t you be like before?”
All that she had ever done was for the sake of making him like her, not because she really… wanted another man.
“Like before?”
Fu Siye didn’t know how to answer Shangguan Yu’s question. He couldn’t possibly tell her that he wanted her to be like before, where everything she did was just to make him like her.
In the end, he could only say, “Put the knife down first.”
“No, you have to give me an explanation today. Do you still want this marriage or not?! If you don’t want it, then don’t stop me! If you do, then keep a distance from Gu Lingyin and make her leave my house immediately!” Shangguan Yu only wanted a quick death.
“Lingyin is only staying there for a few days, and you want to cause such a scene?” Could it be that all these things she did were just to chase Gu Lingyin away?
“This isn’t a matter of her staying!” Was this about that?
“This is a matter of her staying for a few days.”
