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Published at 3rd of November 2021 09:39:59 AM


Chapter 1401: 1401

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Andrew and Renly. In a sense, they are like the same person in and outside the mirror.

Andrew is a teenager who is only nineteen years old. He entered Shelford, the Juilliard School of Music in the real world; then he was favored by Fletcher, entered the school’s top jazz band, and became the school’s top jazz band in history. The youngest musician in the band.

On the one hand, he is inferior, from his father's ridicule and disdain, from his own blankness and difficulty, he is always uncertain whether he can truly achieve his goals; on the other hand, he firmly believes that his dream is to become another Charlie- Parker or Buddy-Ricky, he refuses to give up and refuse to compromise, and continues to move forward in spite of it like a bull.

The first rehearsal of the jazz band is contradictory to Andrew.

He was nervous, worried that his performance might not be able to keep up with the rhythm of the band, and embarrassed in front of all the top musicians; but he was also proud, fantasizing that his performance could turn out to be a surprise, and it was a surprise overnight. Ascend to the top of the pyramid, enjoying all the applause and lights.

It was in this emotion of excitement and anxiety, anticipation and anxiety that Andrew joined the band's rehearsal for the first time. But everything, everything fell apart in front of Fletcher's squally rain, and before he could touch the peak, he had fallen into the bottomless abyss.

The same goes for Renly.

On the outside, he looks confident, but deep down he is not confident, and even inferior. There is always a trace of doubt and hesitation about himself. However, he still didn't give up lightly. Instead, he rushed toward his dream and devoted himself to his dreams. His praises, successes, and recognitions made him climb to the top step by step.

Inevitably, he still got up, and he also began to be at a loss.

He needs to regain his original intentions, he needs to take a head, he needs to move forward.

Therefore, he became Andrew voluntarily, breaking the boundary between illusion and reality. Even after the shooting, he refused to completely get rid of the state of performance and was always immersed in Andrew's world.

Those pride, confidence, expectations, and dreams are all shattered and torn apart in Fletcher's thunderbolt, running around in the storm like a bereaved dog, muddy and embarrassed, but they can’t find a place to live. , Can only tremble in the cold and shame, wandering for a long time.

He carefully hid himself in the darkness, licking the wound alone.

He is not sure if this is the right way, whether he can find the right way, and whether he has chosen a way that is too stupid and too clumsy, but...no one can have the answer, can he?

Because he is the first actor in history to create such a record. There is no ancient person, no comer, he has no reference object, and no model for consultation. He can only groping forward in the dark, like a blind man, like a fool, stupidly and continuously hitting the south wall, even though He didn't look back when he hit the south wall, but clumsily expected that he could break through the south wall.

This is the only way he knows.

He needs to keep in mind the shame, then the humility and devotion, and the original intention of the beginning of the dream.

Awards are very important. Awards are very, very important. No one can deny this. It can even be said to be a key criterion for measuring the weight of life in the industry, not just in the film industry, but also in literature, painting, technology, education, brokerage, politics/governance. Wait, there are no exceptions in every aspect of life, and Lan Li naturally includes them.

However, awards will lie.

It is not the meaning of "lie", but the illusion of the times. Because every award is of great significance on many levels, including times, history, and society.

In 1989, the film "Driving for Miss Daisy", which focused on the phenomenon of whites and blacks in the southern United States, was an epoch-making work that year. Although the apartheid system has been abolished for many years, the deep-rooted discrimination still remains. It revealed a strong influence in all aspects. In the end, this film became the first work ever to win the best picture without nomination for the best director, above the Oscar the following year.

Back then, this was considered a small upset, and until twenty-four years later, "Escape from Tehran" became the second work ever created such an achievement.

After the passage of time, from a purely artistic point of view, the "Paradise Cinema" or "The Good Guy" in the same year are both better and more classic choices. In the same year, the Golden Man, who won the Best Director Award, "Born in Seven" "March 4th" is also a work worthy of recognition.

This is not to say that “driving for Miss Daisy” is not good enough. In fact, the rise of this work has truly changed the social phenomenon and played an important role in eliminating racial estrangement. It is a work of historical significance. , And Oscar has also taken a crucial step.

Artistic creation is not only to cultivate sentiment, but also to promote society, just as the Korean movie "melting pot" directly promoted the melting pot bill. The so-called political/government/correctness is inherently correct, because this is the driving force of social progress. An important part of. Without the so-called "correctness", the spirit and meaning of art and society will be lost after the disconnection between art and society.

The reason for exemplifying is just to emphasize that every award is time-sensitive. Only by considering the background of the times and social phenomena can we understand the status and role of awards in the long river of history. Therefore, awards will be " Lies"; but the work itself does not.

In other words, art cannot lie.

Alfred Hitchcock's "Butterfly Dream", "Rear Window", "Terrorist" and other works, even now sixty or seventy years later, will still not be out of date; Stanley Ku Brick's "2001 A Space Odyssey", "A Clockwork Orange", "The Shining", "Full Metal Shell" and other works are still able to influence generations of art creators.

These works have all passed the awards because of various reasons, but time has still proved their greatness and timelessness.

After EGOT, Lan Li has always said this. Facing the congratulations of colleagues, the blessings of friends, and the interviews with reporters, Lan Li all said the same, but speaking after speaking, his mentality and actions cannot be changed casually according to his own wishes. He needs to truly Put it into action.

He is not sure whether the movie "Burst Drummer" and the role of Andrew will go down in history, but this is not the point. The point should be that he will concentrate wholeheartedly on the role and performance, just like Andrew will concentrate wholeheartedly on drumming skills. .

For the time being, abandon what historical records, what has attracted much attention, and what has been known forever, and truly return to the most basic and primitive place on the ground, and start from scratch again. From this perspective, Renly and Andrew are becoming more and more similar and overlapping.

He needs a breakthrough.

But how should he break through? How can he break through? Can he complete the breakthrough?

"Did you rush or delay?"

"Jesus-damn-Christ! When did Shelford start recruiting mentally retarded?"

"Don't you know that he/mum/land can't even read music scores?"

"You are a dog/shit/mother/gun who has no prospects, value, and friends."

"You must be very uncomfortable. Are you uncomfortable now?"

...

"You have no talent."

"Look, those are the geniuses. The real geniuses are not only talents and abilities, but also the ability to appreciate and recognize. They know what they are good at and what they are not good at. They know how to stop losses and give up in time. At the top. You? You are not. You are just a mediocre person who works tirelessly. Do you know who else is like this? Farming cattle."

"This is the dumbest and boring performance I have ever seen."

"Dream? God, are you sure you are a Hall?"

"Shut up. Shut up! Shut up! You don't know if you have the talent, don't you even know when you should shut up?"

"Philip, Philip, take him away. I have a terrible headache now and I can't deal with these boring things."

"Everyone thinks they are special, everyone thinks they are geniuses, everyone thinks they are unique~www.novelhall.com~ but I tell you, no. They are not, and neither are you.”

"You are not stupid, at least you should know how to give up."

"You are just another fool."

"You should stop."

...

"It's impossible, you know."

"It's a good dream. I've been lying on a hospital bed all my life anyway. Since I have a dream, why not make it bigger? Is it?"

"Actor? Haha, you are a humorous guy."

"You mean, are you an actor in your head?"

"Dream is everyone's freedom. I just want to be an astronaut. It's a dream that I can never see, right?"

"Anyway, lying here every day, daydreaming is the only thing you can think of. Don't laugh at him."

...

"Now practice hard, Neiman."

What should he do? What should he do now?

He is not a trash, he is not a stupid, he is not a daydream, he can, he firmly believes that he can realize his dream, and no difficulties and obstacles can defeat him:

He will stand up, he will launch a counterattack, he will take the initiative again, he will prove himself, he will make all those contemptuous eyes bow their heads and admit their mistakes, he will stand under the spotlight Yes, he will have his own stage and time, and his name will go down in history.

But what should he do? The disturbing thoughts were trapped in his mind, like being imprisoned in a cage, the cage is still slowly and slowly shrinking, the panic and depression, the suffocation and fear are making him lose Properly, so that the whole person began to tremble.

What to do, what to do, he is about to suffocate.

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