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Published at 3rd of November 2021 10:19:50 AM


Chapter 242: 242

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Holding the cigarette in his mouth, Lan Li subconsciously took a sip, only to realize that the cigarette was not lit. He was impulsive and wanted to order it.

The short contact just now lasted only three or five minutes. Everything was so familiar, as if Lan Li had never left before. The time of eighteen months disappeared in an instant, and once again returned to the depression in the memory. And the years of confusion, forbearance and struggle.

"You are not a genius, never." "You are not stupid, at least you should know how to give up." "Dreams? That is an illusion that losers and poor people believe."...

Those icy and bone-piercing words continue to echo in my ears, from the beginning to the end, they are always cruel, always indifferent, always cruel, and seem to never disappear, like algae entwined around the ankle, like a nightmare that follows the shadow, like a profit hanging above the head The sword will never go away.

I searched my trouser pockets and clothes pockets, but didn't find any traces of the lighter. After the panic reached its extreme, it settled down. I closed my eyes, took a deep breath, and took another deep breath.

Maybe, he is not an acting genius; maybe, his dream will not come true after all; maybe, persistence is just a foolish and meaningless resistance; maybe, Hollywood’s vanity fair will swallow him in a blink of an eye; maybe, the dazzling eyes of "Pacific War" and "buried alive" Performances are nothing more than the glorious moments of fireworks; perhaps, people still have to learn to compromise with life after all; perhaps, the beauty of people transforming society only exists in utopia, and in real life society changes people after all; perhaps, no matter how many edges and corners there are, after all Will be flattened; perhaps, giving up as soon as possible is the kindness to oneself; maybe, maybe...maybe this is a fact, an iron fact.

However, he does not regret it.

Looking back at the footprints he had walked all the way, he was staggering and dripping with blood, but he was unprecedentedly happy and satisfied. It took him ten years to regret, a whole life of hesitation, and a whole life of groping. This time, he will no longer hesitate or hesitate.

Even if the end point is the abyss, he will not give up.

He is no longer Chu Jiashu. He opened his eyes again, took the cigarette from his mouth, and the turbulent thoughts in his mind re-precipitated and became clear bit by bit, and the long-lost calm and touch came back again.

Seeing the unfamiliar and familiar sights of the streets of London in front of him, he gradually began to appreciate the city.

Rethinking the scene just now, Lan Lixian, his own thinking has become a little bit biased, or his footing has been biased, the point is not the fatigue accumulated in applying for a visa, nor is it in Jacob and Sa The relationship between Tom, Anna, and Simon is speculated, but lies in the shaking of faith.

Both Jacob and Anna knew clearly that there was a problem between them, but they didn't know where the problem was, so naturally they didn't know how to solve it. Their inner irritability prevailed, and they began to blame and accuse the visa. The problem, accusing the other party of derailment, accusing the exhaustion of life, accusing the other party of not understanding themselves, even like Anna, accusing Jacob of speaking too loud...

Are these the source of the problem? Maybe both, maybe neither.

This kind of distress and loss made their beliefs shaken.

Once upon a time, they believed so firmly that love can conquer everything, distance cannot separate them, and the barriers to life will eventually be broken. Even if it is over the mountains, even if it is difficult, they will eventually be able to reach it. Together; but now, they are beginning to question their original belief: Can they still make it to the end?

It's like a placebo in medicine. The doctor tells the patient that this is a special medicine and hopefully it can cure the condition. So the patient's condition really improves, and even the cancer is cured-although the probability is extremely high It was, but it was actually born. People call it the power of faith.

However, when this "belief" collapses, the entire world established before will fall apart and disappear.

Jacob and Anna still love each other deeply, but their belief that they can overcome everything is no longer there. They try to find the problem, and yearn to be able to accompany each other to the end, but they have evolved into each other. The accusations, especially the kind of irritability and anger, dullness and confusion, have magnified the details of every emotion to the extreme, and even began to become ugly.

They are all working hard, but they all feel frustrated; they are all angry, but they all feel helpless.

This reminded Lan Li of the mood when he watched "Love Is Crazy": They loved each other so deeply, but they had to choose to break up.

Lifting his head again, Elf and Matthew were gone at the end of the street. If his faith is shaken, where will his life go in this life?

Withdrawing his sight, Lan Li went back upstairs and opened the door of the room. Everyone was still crowded in the not spacious hall, sticking to their posts. No one relaxed or slouched. Lan Li nodded to everyone. I apologized, "Sorry, it took a while. I'm ready, I can shoot now."

Drake grabbed Lan Li and shook his head. Lan Li didn't know why, cast a puzzled look, Drake pointed to his hoarse voice-after the adventure just now, he is basically unable to speak. When the words came, he pointed to the location of the kitchen again, shook his head, widened his eyes, and tried to explain to Lan Li.

But Lan Li was at a loss.

The assistant director Brian Stennis who was standing nearby had to step forward and explained in a low voice, "Felicity is in a bad state, very bad. She sat there without saying a word, since you left. I haven't moved. Just now Drake tried to come forward and communicate with her, but she dropped the red wine glass on the ground."

Lan Li can imagine everyone's shock, because Felicity is usually a friendly and gentle character, and suddenly can't restrain his irritability, and it may scare everyone enough.

However, Lan Li also understood Felicity's feelings, as if trapped in a transparent cocoon, he could clearly see everything outside, but no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't break through. The brain is completely messed up, unable to sort out my thoughts, and if I try to perform reluctantly, I will only make myself more and more confused, completely losing the rhythm and touch. This feeling is really too bad.

But even if Lan Li wanted to help Felicity, there was nothing he could do.

Performance is a very personal matter. Others can teach methods and know-how, but in the end it must rely on the performer's own understanding and digestion, and then reinterpret it. For the same role, even the same emotion, different actors present different feelings at different times-this is also the charm of stage drama. A "Hamlet" has been watched for half a century, but People still enjoy it because of this.

What's more, on the road of performance, Lan Li is also in the groping stage, far from reaching the height of guiding others.

Felicity needs to come out on her own.

Lan Li was silent and thought for a while. Maybe he could not direct him directly, but he could give some guidance to pass on his own understanding of the scene to Felicity. But the problem is that Felicity is emotionally irritated and his brain is confused, and there is no way to calm down and think. Dialogue cannot solve the problem. So, they are back to square one.

"..." Drake raised his chin and pointed in the direction of the kitchen, and gave Lan Li a look. This time Lan Li understood. Drake hoped that Lan Li would do something to solve the current problem.

However, Lan Li shrugged and said that he was powerless.

Drake rolled his eyes, pointed at the watch, and then at the camera. It looked so funny, like an acrobat playing in a circus.

Lanly understood that Drake was able to play a guiding role in the previous performances, bringing out the best state of the opposing actors. This is the case with Felicity, and the same is true for Jennifer. But Lanly is not a magician, he cannot be born out of nothing. When Felicity is in a state, he can guide him; now Felicity is in no state at all, and he is helpless.

"What should I do then?" Drake's eyes rounded, and he was extremely hoarse, almost silent, as if a ball of steel wire was stuffed in his throat, which made Lan Li a little bit amused. Seeing the smile on the corner of Lan Li's mouth, Drake was annoyed and angry. He wanted to get angry, but he immediately imagined it, but he also felt that this state was too funny and couldn't help but laugh.

The problem is that Drake can't even smile. He just laughed and started to cough, and then his throat felt sharply painful as if it had been exploded by gunpowder. He had to quickly pick up the water cup next to him and pour water in big mouths. That looks really funny.

The atmosphere on the set immediately became happy~www.novelhall.com~ Actually, the crew is under tremendous pressure, not only because the scene is very important, but also because the status of Lan Li and Felicity both encountered bottlenecks, but also Because this house was also borrowed by Drake from a friend. Tomorrow is the last day. After that, there is no way to even pay for it. But the problem is that they will have two more scenes of Anna and Simon tomorrow. The shooting is completed and time is getting tighter, but they are now stuck here.

But at this moment, everyone still chuckled, temporarily letting go of their worries and pressure. Lan Li looked around, glanced around on everyone's joyful expressions, and an idea popped up in his mind.

Perhaps, music can be a bridge between Felicity and Anna. Now Felicity's brain is in a mess, she can't think at all, and the way of language communication is blocked; what about music? The language and metaphor of musical symbols can always be a weapon to break down barriers and barriers, and to establish a connection between reason and emotion.

Not sure if it works, but at least you can try and see.

"Can you find a keyboard at your friend's house?" Lan Li looked at Drake, and then saw a blank expression on his face. He chuckled slightly, "If you want to hurry up to shoot, then find a keyboard. ."




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