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Published at 3rd of November 2021 10:11:59 AM


Chapter 465: 465

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He is still alive.

This was the first thought in his mind after he was reborn. He thought he had given up, he thought he was finally liberated, he thought he was calm, he had gone through countless ups and downs in his long life in bed for ten years, and finally he was calm again, just wanting to end this all.

It's like what Adam said just now, "I just want this to end soon." The collapse after the desperation to the extreme, reluctantly chose to disarm and surrender. The pain and struggle hidden behind all turned into helplessness. sigh.

He thought he was like this.

But when I opened my eyes, I saw the light again, started breathing again, felt the vitality again, and confirmed that when I was reborn as a baby, he was covered in blood, weak and short of breath, but life was so real. After all, he didn't hold back, he cried loudly, as if he had lost the whole world but found it again, howling and crying, he couldn't stop at all.

As a baby, this is his right. The old soul who was imprisoned in the young body finally collapsed after experiencing the catastrophe of life and death. He is not hungry, he is not peeing, he is just... alive. Tears couldn't stop at all, they just cried and screamed without end.

He knew that he still wanted to live. So sincere, so urgent, so eager. Not only does he want to live, he also wants to breathe, walk, stand, live... want to be free. Once upon a time, all this was an extravagant hope for him, and because it was impossible to achieve it, he chose to give up and surrender. However, the flame deep in my heart has never been extinguished.

He is Chu Jiashu, and he is Lan Li-Hall. At this moment, he is still Adam.

He thought that Chu Jiashu and Adam were different. The difficulties they faced, the hardships they experienced, and the pain they endured were all different. It's like in the early stage of shooting for "Anti-Cancer Me", his mentality and emotions must be adjusted, and even the rhythm, style, and connotation of the performance need to be adjusted.

But today, he realized that Chu Jiashu and Adam are the same.

They are all suffering from illness and helpless; they are all missing the splendor of life and regretting their lives; they are all yearning for the continuation of their lives and being reborn from the ashes.

One night before Adam’s operation, Lan Li awakened the images deep in his memory, those images that he almost thought to have forgotten: after death, before rebirth, the dark passage and the long run seemed endless, he didn’t know. Where is the end point, I don't know what's ahead, I just bury my head and ran, Ben\/powerfully ran toward the light at the end, the desire to survive\/ Hope dominated his feet and ran with all his strength.

Adam's despair, Adam's pain, Adam's depression, Adam's madness, Adam's release, everything is so real and clear.

Adam and Will, Adam and Chu Jiashu, Adam and Lan Li, each image is so distinctive and unique, at this moment, they all merge together without any hindrance. The boundary between Methodism and Experientialism has completely disappeared, and even the control and framework of Expressionism have disappeared. Performance is no longer a performance, but a resonance from the depths of the soul, and everything is natural.

Life and death, this eternal theme, has sublimated Lan Li's mind and soul. The four-dimensional barriers of the film and the different-dimensional barriers of the two worlds have all disappeared.

The moments when life is conceived and when life dissipates are always so great and so miraculous. Sadness and happiness are intertwined, pain and happiness are merged, but they always learn to face calmly and calmly. Even if he is a human again, even if he escapes from the dead, even if he is reborn, facing death, he is still just a beginner.

There was a sudden silence, his brain quieted down, those angry roars, those regretful sighs, those painful struggles... all the noise disappeared. After venting the emotions heartily and heartily, he returned to peace, whether it was Adam’s or Chu Jiashu’s, it was the same.

He wants to continue to live, yes, not just to survive, not just to live, but to deduce his life more wonderfully. One day, even if it's just one more day, he will choose a different way. But now that the right to choose and decide is no longer in his hands, he can only wait and wait quietly—

To survive, or to die. This is a question, but also a fork in the road. He can't face death calmly, but at least he can face tomorrow calmly.

The mood was completely calmed down, the lines of the tight shoulders gradually softened, and the vicissitudes and experience of the two lives settled down. He slowly leaned against the back of the chair, his back muscles relaxed a little, the corners of his mouth inadvertently overflowed with a quiet sigh, and his eyelids slowly drooped, hiding the faint exhaustion.

Anna stood on the spot, looking at Adam sitting in the driver's seat stupidly, with a small smile at the corner of his mouth, the light in his eyes finally restored calm, the darkness swallowed most of them, leaving only the last little halo , Lingering, but his mood has calmed down.

There is no anger, no despair, no sorrow; likewise, no resistance, no struggle, no counterattack, just so calmly accepting his own destiny.

Hold your chest up and embrace death. So calm, so calm.

Suddenly, tears burst again. Anna could hardly control her emotions, she covered her mouth, and her tears broke completely.

Jonathan Levine froze in place, dumbfounded. He didn't know how Lan Li did it. Lan Li was only 21 years old this year, but his experience and wisdom, who have experienced wind and rain and vicissitudes of life, have dyed his facial features with a thin layer of jade. The color is halo, but the look at the corner of his eyes has already exhausted the confusion on the line of life and death.

Is this the power of acting? Is this just the power of acting?

Jonathan couldn’t believe his eyes. Lanly’s performance broke the shackles of time, time and space, and told the movie’s theme to the fullest, even if he was the director, the director in control of the overall situation. At this moment, he had to be moved, and the warmth of his eyes made him feel embarrassed.

This is not just magic.

Since the filming of the "Anti-Cancer Me" crew started, Jonathan can't remember how many times he felt this shock.

Lan Li has exerted the profound meaning of performance to the extreme, which has far exceeded the weight carried by a comedy or even a movie. It has perfectly interpreted the meaning of the movie about cancer, about life, and about the outlook on life; at the same time, it has taken care of it. The comedy effects, black humor and sarcasm, even in front of Seth, did not fall behind.

Even more frightening is that Lan Li is only 21 years old.

God, when Jonathan realized this fact again, his jaw was almost dislocated. But at this time, he didn't care about his chin, and had to deal with the tears that fell down first.

The whole crew was silent, just as everyone thought that Lan Li was affected by Oscar and his state fell sharply, but Lan Li gave them a head-on blow. The wonderful performance brought everyone present into the story, empathizing with Adam’s pain, and further feeling the fear of death.

Those doubts are so ridiculous.

Travel sighed lightly, his cheeks hurting fiercely, but he couldn't help but gave a thumbs up, sincerely giving Lan Li a compliment. Faced with such a performance, he was absolutely convinced and had no objections.

At night in Seattle, the cold wind with water vapor is still blowing tirelessly, making people tremble, but Lan Li's performance has made everyone immersed in it. In a trance, they have forgotten the cold of the night.

Adam sat quietly in the driver's seat, and the whole person returned to a state of calmness. The bitter curve of the corner of his mouth was gently pulled upwards, bringing out a touch of light banter, "Before I call you. , What are you doing?" The calm words jumped slightly, "Are you on Facebook?"

...

Silence, the answer to Adam was silence. Everyone in the crew turned their heads and looked at Anna. Originally Anna should go on to answer and tease herself: You know, besides monitoring my ex-boyfriend, I still have a lot to do. Then the two started a conversation full of warmth and laughter ~www.novelhall.com~ to draw an end to the last night before Adam's operation.

Just one sentence completes the transition from tragedy to comedy and returns to the inherent tone of the entire movie "Anti-Cancer Me".

Here, the most important thing is Adam’s emotional transformation, from the outburst of despair to the calm calm, to the self-deprecating hope. This is a "concave" development curve, which is an extremely difficult test for acting. Well, it's either too heavy or too easy, and it may have an impact on the sublimation of the movie and the tone of the movie.

Lan Li’s performance just now deservedly won everyone’s hearts, and it can be said that he swept the army with absolute strength; even Seth’s performance was a matter of course and one go; but no one thought of it, but it was the least likely to go wrong. Anna got stuck in the first part of the game.

All eyes fell on Anna, but saw Anna covering her mouth, tears slid down endlessly, wet the back of her hands, her eyes were red, and she was even a little unable to control herself. Don't say the right line, even standing upright is extremely difficult.

Anna was also aware of her negligence, but she couldn't explain it. She shook her head dullly, stood there, bent over, and cried bitterly.

Jonathan knew that the filming of the scene had to be interrupted. He was depressed and unstoppable, but he had no choice but to shout, "Ka."

Lan Li, who was sitting in the driver's seat, didn't understand what was going on, and suddenly heard the "card", but he had no energy to ask. The strength of the whole body seemed to be taken away, as if it became Chu Jiashu again. Chu Jiashu lying on the hospital bed, raised his head, looked up at the starry sky through the car window, and his thoughts gradually calmed down. .

He knew that he was Renly. It's not Chu Jiashu, nor Adam. But in this scene just now, he was Chu Jiashu and Adam. This kind of performance state was completely different from before.




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