Chapter 38: 38
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Uncle Zhang's action was very fast. In two days, the burden was finished.
The inside of the burden is completely made according to Li Mo's requirements. It is equipped with a cover, which can be locked when not in use. When you go out to sell goods, you can take off the cover and show the things in the burden to the guests.
The burden is divided into upper and lower layers. The lower layer is used to hold larger things such as rice noodles, while the upper layer is divided into grid by grid. Each of them is classified to show different things, so that people can see at a glance.
Meizi and tiezi came over the day after the burden was finished. When they saw the burden, they were very surprised. They couldn't wait to put the things they had bought in the burden one by one according to Li Mo's idea.
After putting it in place, Mei Zi was very happy. She looked around the burden for several times and then said with a smile, "sister-in-law, if it's good like this, it's very neat. You can see what's there at a glance. When tie Zi's injury is healed, I'll go to the town to buy some cakes. I'll make some steamed buns, steamed buns and fried dumplings and put them in, and tie Zi will be able to sell."
Li Mo nodded, went into the room, took out five boxes of ointment and handed it to Mei Zi, "and this ointment is also a rare thing. Take it and sell it together. Maybe someone will want to buy it when they see it. If they can't sell it, they can give it back to me."
Mei Zi quickly took the ointment and put it into the burden. Then she took out 20 Wen and put it into Li Mo's hand. "Sister in law, this ointment must be sold. Last time you brought me four boxes of ointment back to the mountain, they all sold out. The people who bought it liked it very much. There were so many places to go this time. Are you worried that no one would buy it? I guess five boxes are not enough. Maybe I'll come back to you soon. So, sister-in-law, I'll give you the money now and you'll take it. "
Seeing that Li Mo wanted to wave his hand to refuse, Mei Zilian said, "sister-in-law, if you don't accept it, I won't sell it."
Li Mo had to accept the money.
There are many things in the burden of Meizi and tiezi. Although there is still a large part of rice, flour and grain that can't be put into the burden, the total weight of all things is not light. Tiezi's shoulder injury is not good enough. It's not suitable to carry the burden for the time being, and Meizi doesn't have the strength to carry the burden. Li Mo asked them to leave the burden at home until tiezi's injury is healed Come here to take the burden. Anyway, I have to go to town with song Dashan's donkey cart to buy some sweets and snacks.
Mei Zi and tie Zi nodded and left the burden to go home.
At noon, Li Mo and song Dashan went into the kitchen to cook.
As usual, song Dashan sits in front of the stove and cooks.
Li Mo looks at Song Dashan sitting there. While cooking, he talks to song Dashan about the business he received today. "Brother Dashan, when you went to pull the car this morning, a woman came to the house and said that she wanted to ask me to make up. This woman I met when I went to Xianglian's sister-in-law's house to make up for her niece. At that time, she also asked me if people with facial defects could make good looks I thought she was just curious to ask, but she came here today and asked me to make up for a girl, who seems to have some defects in her face. "
Song Dashan sat there and continued to throw the firewood into the stove. He looked at the fire in the stove and nodded his head and said, "well."
A simple word is gone, eyes continue to stare at the fire in the stove.
Li Mo Dun lives, in the heart not from rise a dry gas.
It's still the same today.
The feeling in her heart is not wrong. Song Dashan is not right with her these two days.
He seems to be like this when he comes back from the festival of zanhuajie. He only nods or "eh". Although he usually talks less, it's not the same as the silence now.
Two days ago, she thought that he was too busy and tired to have any energy, but now she can be 100% sure that this person just began to be indifferent to her.
If it was normal, even if he had few words, he would still look up at her from the stove and listen to her carefully. When she finished, he would curiously add "what's the defect of that girl? Is it hard to make up? If it's hard, let's not go. "
Today, however, he did not raise his head and gave a simple "um".
These days, he is like this. He seldom looks at her as brightly as before, and he doesn't like to follow her. Often when she turns around, he can't see him. He's either busy in the field or in the vegetable garden, or he's going to wait on those chickens. It seems that he can never finish his work.
The man was cold to her and didn't like her as much as before.
Although she didn't say it before, she could feel that he liked her so much that every time he would look at her with bright eyes and listen carefully to her every word. When she was busy, she would silently follow her and help her. When she wanted to do something, she would never complain and nod her head, and then help her to realize it. When she wanted to rest every night, she would give her help She took some hot water to soak her feet.
Although he is not good at words, his every action shows deep love.
Li Mo is not an innocent little girl. She can see song Dashan's love for her.
She is not a man with a heart of stone. She cares about song Dashan and loves him silently. She sees him in her eyes, remembers him in her heart, and acquiesces in this kind of kindness. She is gradually opening her heart to welcome the ordinary man in this strange world step by step into her world.However, before she could meet him completely, he didn't seem to like her any more and didn't want to be nice to her any more.
Li Mo never knew that the fact that song Dashan didn't like her would make her so anxious.
She didn't like him. She didn't like him anymore.
Li Mo pursed her lips, pressed down her irritability, put the dishes on the plate and served them to the table.
After a quiet lunch, song Dashan didn't have a lunch break, so he picked up a hoe and went to the field.
Li Mo silently looks at his back, until he can't see.
After dinner, Li Mo sits on a small bench by candlelight, sewing a small cloth bag in her hand.
Song Dashan came into the room with a wooden basin full of hot water in his hand and put it at Li Mo's feet.
Li Mo continues the action in the hand, does not move.
Song Dashan looked at Li Mo without lifting his head and said softly, "Li Mo, bubble feet."
Li Mo takes back the line of sight on the cloth bag and looks at the basin at his feet. After a moment, he continues to move on his hand.
Song Dashan, helpless, reaches out his hand and gently lifts Li Mo's foot, takes off her shoes, then takes off her socks, puts her little foot in the basin, and then goes on with the other foot.
After putting both feet into the basin, song Dashan put his hand into the basin to wash Li Mo's feet.
When the water was half warm, song Dashan dried Li Mo's feet, put them in Li Mo's slippers, and then went out to pour out the water. A moment later, he carried a big bucket of hot water in and said to Li Mo, "take a bath first, and I'll take Xiao Bao out." Then he picked up Xiaobao who was playing on the bed and went out of the room and closed the door.
Li Mo put down the needle and thread in his hand, looked at the closed door, sighed silently, and got up to take a bath.
After taking a bath, Li Mo goes to bed, and song Dashan takes Xiaobao to wash and sleep together.
Li Mo told Xiaobao a little story and coaxed Xiaobao to sleep.
The room quieted down.
Li Mo waited quietly, breathing steadily.
Until I waited for more than half an hour, I didn't wait for the hand extended by the people around me.
In the past, every night when he thought she was asleep, he would gently put his hand over her, carefully put her in his arms, so he would hold her all night, and then get up before she woke up, thinking that she didn't know what he was holding her every night.
Now, he doesn't hold her.
Li Mo's dryness in her heart can't help it any more.
"Song Dashan." The cool voice of Li Mo rang out at night.
Song Dashan seemed to be startled, "Li Mo? You haven't slept yet? "
Li Mo tried to be calm and asked, "what's the matter with you these days?"
Song Dashan didn't speak. After a moment, he replied: "nothing...
Li Mo's breath suddenly rose up, and his voice was slightly annoyed." what on earth are you unhappy with me? What can't be said directly! "
"No, no one is unhappy with you. How do you think so?"
"You still said no, no you how..." why don't you talk to me? Why don't you look at me? Why don't you follow me?
Li Mo wants to say this, but he can't say it.
Li Mo suddenly felt aggrieved. She came to this strange world alone and lived a hard life she had never lived before. She had no friends or relatives, only song Dashan, who was good to her. No one knows how much courage she has taken to adapt to such a life, to accept everything here, and even to open her heart to song Dashan. She is ready to live with him all her life.
But he didn't want to be nice to her.
Li Mo's eyes are sour, tears flow down involuntarily, in this silent night, sobs come.
Song Dashan was confused and sat down in a panic. He helped Li Mo with his hand. "Li Mo, why are you crying? What... What's the matter? Don't cry, don't cry, darling, don't cry...
if you cry again, his heart will be broken by her.
Li Mo seems to vent all her grievances since she came here. She is in tears, ignoring song Dashan's advice.
Song Dashan was in a hurry. He went to wipe the tears on Li Mo's face. "Don't cry. It's my fault. I'm not good. Don't cry."
Li Mo claps song Dashan's hand and doesn't let him touch it.
Song Dashan's voice trembled, "Li mo..."
Li Mo shed tears for a long time, and his depression seemed to dissipate a lot. He felt relaxed all over. Looking at Song Dashan who was sitting there with nothing to do, he said softly: "if you are not happy with me, I will leave tomorrow, I won't stay here, you don't have to treat me like this...
Song Dashan's face Immediately white, heart pain up, brain dizzy, just feel that they can not breathe up, want to find something to save themselves.
The next second, song Dashan with instinct, heavily kisses the yearning lips, blocking the gentle choking, also blocking the mouth that let him fear sad words.
All of a sudden, the world is quiet.
Time seemed like a moment, and it seemed like a long time. Song Dashan's reason came back to the cage. Seeing what he had done, he closed his eyes, buried his face in Li Mo's neck, and cried with a cry, "Li mo..."Li Mo was softened by his kisses and shouts. Feeling the heat in his neck, he gradually calmed down and spoke again. What he couldn't say just now came out, "what's the matter with you these days? Why don't you talk to me, don't you look at me, and don't you hold me when you sleep? Don't you want to be nice to me? You don't like me? "
Song Dashan was stiff and shook his head, "I don't like it. I want to be nice to you, but...
" but what? "
Song Dashan did not respond.
After a long time, song Dashan seemed to make up his mind and said, "that day... That day I saw the cloth shop owner give you something... I..."
Li Mo understood everything. He saw it that day.
Immediately Li Mo's anger grew up, why see want to pretend not to see, why don't ask her how to think of to her cold up?
Li Mo was so angry that he pushed away song Dashan, who was half pressed on him. His tone was very angry, "because of this? Because of this, you ignore me? You don't ask me anything, I'm just thinking in my heart! "
Song Dashan saw Li Mo angry, a little helpless, a little painful, "I... I'm disabled, I can't give you a good life, let you be wronged with me, you are so good, you shouldn't be like this..."
he loves Li Mo, secretly in his heart, he wants to live with her well, but seeing such a good she, he doubts such a good life Can people belong to themselves? That day, he saw the way the cloth shop owner looked at Li Mo, and he knew that the man liked Li mo.
Yes, there will be countless better people like Li Mo, after all, she is so good.
Although he is flustered and distressed, if Li Mo wants to live a better life, he should not be so selfish as not to let go. At the beginning, Li Mo has paid back the money he bought Li Mo, but now it is Li Mo who gives him more. Where does his face stop Li Mo from going?
Thinking that Li Mo will leave his world one day, his heart seems to be dripping blood. He is too used to Li Mo, but he can't do it any more. He has to learn to let go, to learn not to stare at her all the time, to learn not to chase her everywhere, to learn to live without her, so he forces himself to return to his previous state, and then waits for Li Mo sadly Mo told him to leave.
Tonight, finally, it's time to talk.
Song Dashan's strength seemed to be taken away, and his voice was hoarse. "I don't doubt that you have anything to do with the boss, but I know that you could have found a man who is countless times better than me. Follow me, I'm so wronged."
Li Mo was so angry that he slapped song Da Shan, "what are you talking about! How do you know I'm looking for something better than you? At the beginning, I said that if I want to stay, I will stay. What kind of man I want doesn't need you to think about! "
Song Dashan was silent and did not speak any more.
After a long time, Li Mo said to song Dashan again, "you hold Xiaobao in that room. I have something to tell you."
Song Dashan stayed for a while, got up silently, picked up Xiao Bao, went out of the room and put him in another room.
A moment later, a man came back and stood in front of the bed.
Li Mo says: "come up."
Song Dashan climbed to the bed.
Li Mo forces himself to stand in the perspective of onlookers, imagining what would happen if he were song Dashan.
Lame, have children, poor family, but have a beautiful wife who can make money. This wife will attract other rich men, so it will produce uncertainty and doubt.
Li Mo found that if he was song Dashan, he would doubt that his wife would leave one day and live a better life. After all, in Song Dashan's opinion, he should stay in this family only because he had to. He didn't have much love for him. If he could live a better life, who wouldn't think about it.
Li Mo sighed. She was also wrong. It seems that she never showed her mind, never gave song Dashan any promise, never showed her intention to accept him. Even after such a long time, she never let song Dashan touch her.
Most men can't bear it.
Song Dashan has never complained and is still kind to her.
In fact, she has accepted him. She is willing to live with him all her life, and she is willing to let him touch him. But song Dashan doesn't touch him, so she doesn't say. They respect each other all the time. Unexpectedly, her attitude makes him so insecure.
Li Mo took song Dashan to lie down, touched his cheek and said softly, "Song Dashan, listen to me. I said I wanted to stay, not because I had to, but because I wanted to stay and live with you. You said there would be better men like me, but how do you know I would live well with those rich men? They won't listen to me like you do, take care of me like you do, tolerate me like you do, wash my feet like you do, think about me all the time like you do, or even look down on me because I was sold, or even with men. Do you want me to live such a life? "
"Li Mo, I..."
before Song Dashan finished his words, he was interrupted by Li Mo, "Song Dashan, listen to me, I only say it once, as long as you are good to me, I will always stay with you, I will not regret, I will not waver, so don't think I want to leave again! If I want to leave, it must be because you are not good to me, not because of other men, you know! "Song Dashan's eyes were sour and he couldn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he nodded gently, "well, I know."
Li Mo smiles, turns over to song Dashan, lowers her head and kisses song Dashan's lips.
When song Dashan was shocked, Li Mo grabbed his hand and gently put it in front of him.
Song Dashan obviously trembled a little, "Li... Li mo... You... Um..."
Li Mo raised her head, looked at Song Dashan under her, and asked in a seductive voice: "don't you want me?"
In a word, let song Dashan feel the whole body blood flow to a place, instant boiling.
My throat was dry as if it was going to burst out in the next second.
While the reason is still there, song Dashan just squeezed out a sentence: "Li Mo, do you know what you are doing?"
Li Mo didn't answer, but lowered his head again and told him with action what he was doing.
Song Dashan finally can't stand it. He turns over and presses Li Mo under his body. His eyes turn red and he says: "Li Mo, you don't have a chance to regret it. I won't let you go if you regret it."
With that, he directly lowered his head and rushed to his prey like a hungry wolf.
Li Mo closed her eyes and laughed softly.
When the pain came at that moment, Li Mo tightly hugged song Dashan's neck, but his heart was completely put down.
In the future, she will live well in this world, and then accompany this man to the old age...
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Uncle Zhang's action was very fast. In two days, the burden was finished.
The inside of the burden is completely made according to Li Mo's requirements. It is equipped with a cover, which can be locked when not in use. When you go out to sell goods, you can take off the cover and show the things in the burden to the guests.
The burden is divided into upper and lower layers. The lower layer is used to hold larger things such as rice noodles, while the upper layer is divided into grid by grid. Each of them is classified to show different things, so that people can see at a glance.
Meizi and tiezi came over the day after the burden was finished. When they saw the burden, they were very surprised. They couldn't wait to put the things they had bought in the burden one by one according to Li Mo's idea.
After putting it in place, Mei Zi was very happy. She looked around the burden for several times and then said with a smile, "sister-in-law, if it's good like this, it's very neat. You can see what's there at a glance. When tie Zi's injury is healed, I'll go to the town to buy some cakes. I'll make some steamed buns, steamed buns and fried dumplings and put them in, and tie Zi will be able to sell."
Li Mo nodded, went into the room, took out five boxes of ointment and handed it to Mei Zi, "and this ointment is also a rare thing. Take it and sell it together. Maybe someone will want to buy it when they see it. If they can't sell it, they can give it back to me."
Mei Zi quickly took the ointment and put it into the burden. Then she took out 20 Wen and put it into Li Mo's hand. "Sister in law, this ointment must be sold. Last time you brought me four boxes of ointment back to the mountain, they all sold out. The people who bought it liked it very much. There were so many places to go this time. Are you worried that no one would buy it? I guess five boxes are not enough. Maybe I'll come back to you soon. So, sister-in-law, I'll give you the money now and you'll take it. "
Seeing that Li Mo wanted to wave his hand to refuse, Mei Zilian said, "sister-in-law, if you don't accept it, I won't sell it."
Li Mo had to accept the money.
There are many things in the burden of Meizi and tiezi. Although there is still a large part of rice, flour and grain that can't be put into the burden, the total weight of all things is not light. Tiezi's shoulder injury is not good enough. It's not suitable to carry the burden for the time being, and Meizi doesn't have the strength to carry the burden. Li Mo asked them to leave the burden at home until tiezi's injury is healed Come here to take the burden. Anyway, I have to go to town with song Dashan's donkey cart to buy some sweets and snacks.
Mei Zi and tie Zi nodded and left the burden to go home.
At noon, Li Mo and song Dashan went into the kitchen to cook.
As usual, song Dashan sits in front of the stove and cooks.
Li Mo looks at Song Dashan sitting there. While cooking, he talks to song Dashan about the business he received today. "Brother Dashan, when you went to pull the car this morning, a woman came to the house and said that she wanted to ask me to make up. This woman I met when I went to Xianglian's sister-in-law's house to make up for her niece. At that time, she also asked me if people with facial defects could make good looks I thought she was just curious to ask, but she came here today and asked me to make up for a girl, who seems to have some defects in her face. "
Song Dashan sat there and continued to throw the firewood into the stove. He looked at the fire in the stove and nodded his head and said, "well."
A simple word is gone, eyes continue to stare at the fire in the stove.
Li Mo Dun lives, in the heart not from rise a dry gas.
It's still the same today.
The feeling in her heart is not wrong. Song Dashan is not right with her these two days.
He seems to be like this when he comes back from the festival of zanhuajie. He only nods or "eh". Although he usually talks less, it's not the same as the silence now.
Two days ago, she thought that he was too busy and tired to have any energy, but now she can be 100% sure that this person just began to be indifferent to her.
If it was normal, even if he had few words, he would still look up at her from the stove and listen to her carefully. When she finished, he would curiously add "what's the defect of that girl? Is it hard to make up? If it's hard, let's not go. "
Today, however, he did not raise his head and gave a simple "um".
These days, he is like this. He seldom looks at her as brightly as before, and he doesn't like to follow her. Often when she turns around, he can't see him. He's either busy in the field or in the vegetable garden, or he's going to wait on those chickens. It seems that he can never finish his work.
The man was cold to her and didn't like her as much as before.
Although she didn't say it before, she could feel that he liked her so much that every time he would look at her with bright eyes and listen carefully to her every word. When she was busy, she would silently follow her and help her. When she wanted to do something, she would never complain and nod her head, and then help her to realize it. When she wanted to rest every night, she would give her help She took some hot water to soak her feet.
Although he is not good at words, his every action shows deep love.
Li Mo is not an innocent little girl. She can see song Dashan's love for her.
She is not a man with a heart of stone. She cares about song Dashan and loves him silently. She sees him in her eyes, remembers him in her heart, and acquiesces in this kind of kindness. She is gradually opening her heart to welcome the ordinary man in this strange world step by step into her world.However, before she could meet him completely, he didn't seem to like her any more and didn't want to be nice to her any more.
Li Mo never knew that the fact that song Dashan didn't like her would make her so anxious.
She didn't like him. She didn't like him anymore.
Li Mo pursed her lips, pressed down her irritability, put the dishes on the plate and served them to the table.
After a quiet lunch, song Dashan didn't have a lunch break, so he picked up a hoe and went to the field.
Li Mo silently looks at his back, until he can't see.
After dinner, Li Mo sits on a small bench by candlelight, sewing a small cloth bag in her hand.
Song Dashan came into the room with a wooden basin full of hot water in his hand and put it at Li Mo's feet.
Li Mo continues the action in the hand, does not move.
Song Dashan looked at Li Mo without lifting his head and said softly, "Li Mo, bubble feet."
Li Mo takes back the line of sight on the cloth bag and looks at the basin at his feet. After a moment, he continues to move on his hand.
Song Dashan, helpless, reaches out his hand and gently lifts Li Mo's foot, takes off her shoes, then takes off her socks, puts her little foot in the basin, and then goes on with the other foot.
After putting both feet into the basin, song Dashan put his hand into the basin to wash Li Mo's feet.
When the water was half warm, song Dashan dried Li Mo's feet, put them in Li Mo's slippers, and then went out to pour out the water. A moment later, he carried a big bucket of hot water in and said to Li Mo, "take a bath first, and I'll take Xiao Bao out." Then he picked up Xiaobao who was playing on the bed and went out of the room and closed the door.
Li Mo put down the needle and thread in his hand, looked at the closed door, sighed silently, and got up to take a bath.
After taking a bath, Li Mo goes to bed, and song Dashan takes Xiaobao to wash and sleep together.
Li Mo told Xiaobao a little story and coaxed Xiaobao to sleep.
The room quieted down.
Li Mo waited quietly, breathing steadily.
Until I waited for more than half an hour, I didn't wait for the hand extended by the people around me.
In the past, every night when he thought she was asleep, he would gently put his hand over her, carefully put her in his arms, so he would hold her all night, and then get up before she woke up, thinking that she didn't know what he was holding her every night.
Now, he doesn't hold her.
Li Mo's dryness in her heart can't help it any more.
"Song Dashan." The cool voice of Li Mo rang out at night.
Song Dashan seemed to be startled, "Li Mo? You haven't slept yet? "
Li Mo tried to be calm and asked, "what's the matter with you these days?"
Song Dashan didn't speak. After a moment, he replied: "nothing...
Li Mo's breath suddenly rose up, and his voice was slightly annoyed." what on earth are you unhappy with me? What can't be said directly! "
"No, no one is unhappy with you. How do you think so?"
"You still said no, no you how..." why don't you talk to me? Why don't you look at me? Why don't you follow me?
Li Mo wants to say this, but he can't say it.
Li Mo suddenly felt aggrieved. She came to this strange world alone and lived a hard life she had never lived before. She had no friends or relatives, only song Dashan, who was good to her. No one knows how much courage she has taken to adapt to such a life, to accept everything here, and even to open her heart to song Dashan. She is ready to live with him all her life.
But he didn't want to be nice to her.
Li Mo's eyes are sour, tears flow down involuntarily, in this silent night, sobs come.
Song Dashan was confused and sat down in a panic. He helped Li Mo with his hand. "Li Mo, why are you crying? What... What's the matter? Don't cry, don't cry, darling, don't cry...
if you cry again, his heart will be broken by her.
Li Mo seems to vent all her grievances since she came here. She is in tears, ignoring song Dashan's advice.
Song Dashan was in a hurry. He went to wipe the tears on Li Mo's face. "Don't cry. It's my fault. I'm not good. Don't cry."
Li Mo claps song Dashan's hand and doesn't let him touch it.
Song Dashan's voice trembled, "Li mo..."
Li Mo shed tears for a long time, and his depression seemed to dissipate a lot. He felt relaxed all over. Looking at Song Dashan who was sitting there with nothing to do, he said softly: "if you are not happy with me, I will leave tomorrow, I won't stay here, you don't have to treat me like this...
Song Dashan's face Immediately white, heart pain up, brain dizzy, just feel that they can not breathe up, want to find something to save themselves.
The next second, song Dashan with instinct, heavily kisses the yearning lips, blocking the gentle choking, also blocking the mouth that let him fear sad words.
All of a sudden, the world is quiet.
Time seemed like a moment, and it seemed like a long time. Song Dashan's reason came back to the cage. Seeing what he had done, he closed his eyes, buried his face in Li Mo's neck, and cried with a cry, "Li mo..."Li Mo was softened by his kisses and shouts. Feeling the heat in his neck, he gradually calmed down and spoke again. What he couldn't say just now came out, "what's the matter with you these days? Why don't you talk to me, don't you look at me, and don't you hold me when you sleep? Don't you want to be nice to me? You don't like me? "
Song Dashan was stiff and shook his head, "I don't like it. I want to be nice to you, but...
" but what? "
Song Dashan did not respond.
After a long time, song Dashan seemed to make up his mind and said, "that day... That day I saw the cloth shop owner give you something... I..."
Li Mo understood everything. He saw it that day.
Immediately Li Mo's anger grew up, why see want to pretend not to see, why don't ask her how to think of to her cold up?
Li Mo was so angry that he pushed away song Dashan, who was half pressed on him. His tone was very angry, "because of this? Because of this, you ignore me? You don't ask me anything, I'm just thinking in my heart! "
Song Dashan saw Li Mo angry, a little helpless, a little painful, "I... I'm disabled, I can't give you a good life, let you be wronged with me, you are so good, you shouldn't be like this..."
he loves Li Mo, secretly in his heart, he wants to live with her well, but seeing such a good she, he doubts such a good life Can people belong to themselves? That day, he saw the way the cloth shop owner looked at Li Mo, and he knew that the man liked Li mo.
Yes, there will be countless better people like Li Mo, after all, she is so good.
Although he is flustered and distressed, if Li Mo wants to live a better life, he should not be so selfish as not to let go. At the beginning, Li Mo has paid back the money he bought Li Mo, but now it is Li Mo who gives him more. Where does his face stop Li Mo from going?
Thinking that Li Mo will leave his world one day, his heart seems to be dripping blood. He is too used to Li Mo, but he can't do it any more. He has to learn to let go, to learn not to stare at her all the time, to learn not to chase her everywhere, to learn to live without her, so he forces himself to return to his previous state, and then waits for Li Mo sadly Mo told him to leave.
Tonight, finally, it's time to talk.
Song Dashan's strength seemed to be taken away, and his voice was hoarse. "I don't doubt that you have anything to do with the boss, but I know that you could have found a man who is countless times better than me. Follow me, I'm so wronged."
Li Mo was so angry that he slapped song Da Shan, "what are you talking about! How do you know I'm looking for something better than you? At the beginning, I said that if I want to stay, I will stay. What kind of man I want doesn't need you to think about! "
Song Dashan was silent and did not speak any more.
After a long time, Li Mo said to song Dashan again, "you hold Xiaobao in that room. I have something to tell you."
Song Dashan stayed for a while, got up silently, picked up Xiao Bao, went out of the room and put him in another room.
A moment later, a man came back and stood in front of the bed.
Li Mo says: "come up."
Song Dashan climbed to the bed.
Li Mo forces himself to stand in the perspective of onlookers, imagining what would happen if he were song Dashan.
Lame, have children, poor family, but have a beautiful wife who can make money. This wife will attract other rich men, so it will produce uncertainty and doubt.
Li Mo found that if he was song Dashan, he would doubt that his wife would leave one day and live a better life. After all, in Song Dashan's opinion, he should stay in this family only because he had to. He didn't have much love for him. If he could live a better life, who wouldn't think about it.
Li Mo sighed. She was also wrong. It seems that she never showed her mind, never gave song Dashan any promise, never showed her intention to accept him. Even after such a long time, she never let song Dashan touch her.
Most men can't bear it.
Song Dashan has never complained and is still kind to her.
In fact, she has accepted him. She is willing to live with him all her life, and she is willing to let him touch him. But song Dashan doesn't touch him, so she doesn't say. They respect each other all the time. Unexpectedly, her attitude makes him so insecure.
Li Mo took song Dashan to lie down, touched his cheek and said softly, "Song Dashan, listen to me. I said I wanted to stay, not because I had to, but because I wanted to stay and live with you. You said there would be better men like me, but how do you know I would live well with those rich men? They won't listen to me like you do, take care of me like you do, tolerate me like you do, wash my feet like you do, think about me all the time like you do, or even look down on me because I was sold, or even with men. Do you want me to live such a life? "
"Li Mo, I..."
before Song Dashan finished his words, he was interrupted by Li Mo, "Song Dashan, listen to me, I only say it once, as long as you are good to me, I will always stay with you, I will not regret, I will not waver, so don't think I want to leave again! If I want to leave, it must be because you are not good to me, not because of other men, you know! "Song Dashan's eyes were sour and he couldn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he nodded gently, "well, I know."
Li Mo smiles, turns over to song Dashan, lowers her head and kisses song Dashan's lips.
When song Dashan was shocked, Li Mo grabbed his hand and gently put it in front of him.
Song Dashan obviously trembled a little, "Li... Li mo... You... Um..."
Li Mo raised her head, looked at Song Dashan under her, and asked in a seductive voice: "don't you want me?"
In a word, let song Dashan feel the whole body blood flow to a place, instant boiling.
My throat was dry as if it was going to burst out in the next second.
While the reason is still there, song Dashan just squeezed out a sentence: "Li Mo, do you know what you are doing?"
Li Mo didn't answer, but lowered his head again and told him with action what he was doing.
Song Dashan finally can't stand it. He turns over and presses Li Mo under his body. His eyes turn red and he says: "Li Mo, you don't have a chance to regret it. I won't let you go if you regret it."
With that, he directly lowered his head and rushed to his prey like a hungry wolf.
Li Mo closed her eyes and laughed softly.
When the pain came at that moment, Li Mo tightly hugged song Dashan's neck, but his heart was completely put down.
In the future, she will live well in this world, and then accompany this man to the old age...
the author has something to say: sorry, little lovely people, today's update is late, because I came back late yesterday, I went to bed in the early morning, set the alarm clock in the morning and got up to code. However, it will be updated in the early morning tomorrow, so that you can see it as soon as you wake up
Uncle Zhang's action was very fast. In two days, the burden was finished. The inside of the burden is completely made according to Li Mo's requirements. It is equipped with a cover, which can be locked when not in use. When you go out to sell goods, you can take off the cover and show the things in the burden to the guests. The burden is divided into upper and lower layers. The lower layer is used to hold larger things such as rice noodles, while the upper layer is divided into grid by grid. Each of them is classified to show different things, so that people can see at a glance. Meizi and tiezi came over the day after the burden was finished. When they saw the burden, they were very surprised. They couldn't wait to put the things they had bought in the burden one by one according to Li Mo's idea. After putting it in place, Mei Zi was very happy. She looked around the burden for several times and then said with a smile, "sister-in-law, if it's good like this, it's very neat. You can see what's there at a glance. When tie Zi's injury is healed, I'll go to the town to buy some cakes. I'll make some steamed buns, steamed buns and fried dumplings and put them in, and tie Zi will be able to sell." Li Mo nodded, went into the room, took out five boxes of ointment and handed it to Mei Zi, "and this ointment is also a rare thing. Take it and sell it together. Maybe someone will want to buy it when they see it. If they can't sell it, they can give it back to me." Mei Zi quickly took the ointment and put it into the burden. Then she took out 20 Wen and put it into Li Mo's hand. "Sister in law, this ointment must be sold. Last time you brought me four boxes of ointment back to the mountain, they all sold out. The people who bought it liked it very much. There were so many places to go this time. Are you worried that no one would buy it? I guess five boxes are not enough. Maybe I'll come back to you soon. So, sister-in-law, I'll give you the money now and you'll take it. " Seeing that Li Mo wanted to wave his hand to refuse, Mei Zilian said, "sister-in-law, if you don't accept it, I won't sell it." Li Mo had to accept the money. There are many things in the burden of Meizi and tiezi. Although there is still a large part of rice, flour and grain that can't be put into the burden, the total weight of all things is not light. Tiezi's shoulder injury is not good enough. It's not suitable to carry the burden for the time being, and Meizi doesn't have the strength to carry the burden. Li Mo asked them to leave the burden at home until tiezi's injury is healed Come here to take the burden. Anyway, I have to go to town with song Dashan's donkey cart to buy some sweets and snacks. Mei Zi and tie Zi nodded and left the burden to go home. At noon, Li Mo and song Dashan went into the kitchen to cook. As usual, song Dashan sits in front of the stove and cooks. Li Mo looks at Song Dashan sitting there. While cooking, he talks to song Dashan about the business he received today. "Brother Dashan, when you went to pull the car this morning, a woman came to the house and said that she wanted to ask me to make up. This woman I met when I went to Xianglian's sister-in-law's house to make up for her niece. At that time, she also asked me if people with facial defects could make good looks I thought she was just curious to ask, but she came here today and asked me to make up for a girl, who seems to have some defects in her face. " Song Dashan sat there and continued to throw the firewood into the stove. He looked at the fire in the stove and nodded his head and said, "well." A simple word is gone, eyes continue to stare at the fire in the stove. Li Mo Dun lives, in the heart not from rise a dry gas. It's still the same today. The feeling in her heart is not wrong. Song Dashan is not right with her these two days. He seems to be like this when he comes back from the festival of zanhuajie. He only nods or "eh". Although he usually talks less, it's not the same as the silence now. Two days ago, she thought that he was too busy and tired to have any energy, but now she can be 100% sure that this person just began to be indifferent to her. If it was normal, even if he had few words, he would still look up at her from the stove and listen to her carefully. When she finished, he would curiously add "what's the defect of that girl? Is it hard to make up? If it's hard, let's not go. " Today, however, he did not raise his head and gave a simple "um". These days, he is like this. He seldom looks at her as brightly as before, and he doesn't like to follow her. Often when she turns around, he can't see him. He's either busy in the field or in the vegetable garden, or he's going to wait on those chickens. It seems that he can never finish his work. The man was cold to her and didn't like her as much as before. Although she didn't say it before, she could feel that he liked her so much that every time he would look at her with bright eyes and listen carefully to her every word. When she was busy, she would silently follow her and help her. When she wanted to do something, she would never complain and nod her head, and then help her to realize it. When she wanted to rest every night, she would give her help She took some hot water to soak her feet. Although he is not good at words, his every action shows deep love. Li Mo is not an innocent little girl. She can see song Dashan's love for her. She is not a man with a heart of stone. She cares about song Dashan and loves him silently. She sees him in her eyes, remembers him in her heart, and acquiesces in this kind of kindness. She is gradually opening her heart to welcome the ordinary man in this strange world step by step into her world.However, before she could meet him completely, he didn't seem to like her any more and didn't want to be nice to her any more. Li Mo never knew that the fact that song Dashan didn't like her would make her so anxious. She didn't like him. She didn't like him anymore. Li Mo pursed her lips, pressed down her irritability, put the dishes on the plate and served them to the table. After a quiet lunch, song Dashan didn't have a lunch break, so he picked up a hoe and went to the field. Li Mo silently looks at his back, until he can't see. After dinner, Li Mo sits on a small bench by candlelight, sewing a small cloth bag in her hand. Song Dashan came into the room with a wooden basin full of hot water in his hand and put it at Li Mo's feet. Li Mo continues the action in the hand, does not move. Song Dashan looked at Li Mo without lifting his head and said softly, "Li Mo, bubble feet." Li Mo takes back the line of sight on the cloth bag and looks at the basin at his feet. After a moment, he continues to move on his hand. Song Dashan, helpless, reaches out his hand and gently lifts Li Mo's foot, takes off her shoes, then takes off her socks, puts her little foot in the basin, and then goes on with the other foot. After putting both feet into the basin, song Dashan put his hand into the basin to wash Li Mo's feet. When the water was half warm, song Dashan dried Li Mo's feet, put them in Li Mo's slippers, and then went out to pour out the water. A moment later, he carried a big bucket of hot water in and said to Li Mo, "take a bath first, and I'll take Xiao Bao out." Then he picked up Xiaobao who was playing on the bed and went out of the room and closed the door. Li Mo put down the needle and thread in his hand, looked at the closed door, sighed silently, and got up to take a bath. After taking a bath, Li Mo goes to bed, and song Dashan takes Xiaobao to wash and sleep together. Li Mo told Xiaobao a little story and coaxed Xiaobao to sleep. The room quieted down. Li Mo waited quietly, breathing steadily. Until I waited for more than half an hour, I didn't wait for the hand extended by the people around me. In the past, every night when he thought she was asleep, he would gently put his hand over her, carefully put her in his arms, so he would hold her all night, and then get up before she woke up, thinking that she didn't know what he was holding her every night. Now, he doesn't hold her. Li Mo's dryness in her heart can't help it any more. "Song Dashan." The cool voice of Li Mo rang out at night. Song Dashan seemed to be startled, "Li Mo? You haven't slept yet? " Li Mo tried to be calm and asked, "what's the matter with you these days?" Song Dashan didn't speak. After a moment, he replied: "nothing... Li Mo's breath suddenly rose up, and his voice was slightly annoyed." what on earth are you unhappy with me? What can't be said directly! " "No, no one is unhappy with you. How do you think so?" "You still said no, no you how..." why don't you talk to me? Why don't you look at me? Why don't you follow me? Li Mo wants to say this, but he can't say it. Li Mo suddenly felt aggrieved. She came to this strange world alone and lived a hard life she had never lived before. She had no friends or relatives, only song Dashan, who was good to her. No one knows how much courage she has taken to adapt to such a life, to accept everything here, and even to open her heart to song Dashan. She is ready to live with him all her life. But he didn't want to be nice to her. Li Mo's eyes are sour, tears flow down involuntarily, in this silent night, sobs come. Song Dashan was confused and sat down in a panic. He helped Li Mo with his hand. "Li Mo, why are you crying? What... What's the matter? Don't cry, don't cry, darling, don't cry... if you cry again, his heart will be broken by her. Li Mo seems to vent all her grievances since she came here. She is in tears, ignoring song Dashan's advice. Song Dashan was in a hurry. He went to wipe the tears on Li Mo's face. "Don't cry. It's my fault. I'm not good. Don't cry." Li Mo claps song Dashan's hand and doesn't let him touch it. Song Dashan's voice trembled, "Li mo..." Li Mo shed tears for a long time, and his depression seemed to dissipate a lot. He felt relaxed all over. Looking at Song Dashan who was sitting there with nothing to do, he said softly: "if you are not happy with me, I will leave tomorrow, I won't stay here, you don't have to treat me like this... Song Dashan's face Immediately white, heart pain up, brain dizzy, just feel that they can not breathe up, want to find something to save themselves. The next second, song Dashan with instinct, heavily kisses the yearning lips, blocking the gentle choking, also blocking the mouth that let him fear sad words. All of a sudden, the world is quiet. Time seemed like a moment, and it seemed like a long time. Song Dashan's reason came back to the cage. Seeing what he had done, he closed his eyes, buried his face in Li Mo's neck, and cried with a cry, "Li mo..."Li Mo was softened by his kisses and shouts. Feeling the heat in his neck, he gradually calmed down and spoke again. What he couldn't say just now came out, "what's the matter with you these days? Why don't you talk to me, don't you look at me, and don't you hold me when you sleep? Don't you want to be nice to me? You don't like me? " Song Dashan was stiff and shook his head, "I don't like it. I want to be nice to you, but... " but what? " Song Dashan did not respond. After a long time, song Dashan seemed to make up his mind and said, "that day... That day I saw the cloth shop owner give you something... I..." Li Mo understood everything. He saw it that day. Immediately Li Mo's anger grew up, why see want to pretend not to see, why don't ask her how to think of to her cold up? Li Mo was so angry that he pushed away song Dashan, who was half pressed on him. His tone was very angry, "because of this? Because of this, you ignore me? You don't ask me anything, I'm just thinking in my heart! " Song Dashan saw Li Mo angry, a little helpless, a little painful, "I... I'm disabled, I can't give you a good life, let you be wronged with me, you are so good, you shouldn't be like this..." he loves Li Mo, secretly in his heart, he wants to live with her well, but seeing such a good she, he doubts such a good life Can people belong to themselves? That day, he saw the way the cloth shop owner looked at Li Mo, and he knew that the man liked Li mo. Yes, there will be countless better people like Li Mo, after all, she is so good. Although he is flustered and distressed, if Li Mo wants to live a better life, he should not be so selfish as not to let go. At the beginning, Li Mo has paid back the money he bought Li Mo, but now it is Li Mo who gives him more. Where does his face stop Li Mo from going? Thinking that Li Mo will leave his world one day, his heart seems to be dripping blood. He is too used to Li Mo, but he can't do it any more. He has to learn to let go, to learn not to stare at her all the time, to learn not to chase her everywhere, to learn to live without her, so he forces himself to return to his previous state, and then waits for Li Mo sadly Mo told him to leave. Tonight, finally, it's time to talk. Song Dashan's strength seemed to be taken away, and his voice was hoarse. "I don't doubt that you have anything to do with the boss, but I know that you could have found a man who is countless times better than me. Follow me, I'm so wronged." Li Mo was so angry that he slapped song Da Shan, "what are you talking about! How do you know I'm looking for something better than you? At the beginning, I said that if I want to stay, I will stay. What kind of man I want doesn't need you to think about! " Song Dashan was silent and did not speak any more. After a long time, Li Mo said to song Dashan again, "you hold Xiaobao in that room. I have something to tell you." Song Dashan stayed for a while, got up silently, picked up Xiao Bao, went out of the room and put him in another room. A moment later, a man came back and stood in front of the bed. Li Mo says: "come up." Song Dashan climbed to the bed. Li Mo forces himself to stand in the perspective of onlookers, imagining what would happen if he were song Dashan. Lame, have children, poor family, but have a beautiful wife who can make money. This wife will attract other rich men, so it will produce uncertainty and doubt. Li Mo found that if he was song Dashan, he would doubt that his wife would leave one day and live a better life. After all, in Song Dashan's opinion, he should stay in this family only because he had to. He didn't have much love for him. If he could live a better life, who wouldn't think about it. Li Mo sighed. She was also wrong. It seems that she never showed her mind, never gave song Dashan any promise, never showed her intention to accept him. Even after such a long time, she never let song Dashan touch her. Most men can't bear it. Song Dashan has never complained and is still kind to her. In fact, she has accepted him. She is willing to live with him all her life, and she is willing to let him touch him. But song Dashan doesn't touch him, so she doesn't say. They respect each other all the time. Unexpectedly, her attitude makes him so insecure. Li Mo took song Dashan to lie down, touched his cheek and said softly, "Song Dashan, listen to me. I said I wanted to stay, not because I had to, but because I wanted to stay and live with you. You said there would be better men like me, but how do you know I would live well with those rich men? They won't listen to me like you do, take care of me like you do, tolerate me like you do, wash my feet like you do, think about me all the time like you do, or even look down on me because I was sold, or even with men. Do you want me to live such a life? " "Li Mo, I..." before Song Dashan finished his words, he was interrupted by Li Mo, "Song Dashan, listen to me, I only say it once, as long as you are good to me, I will always stay with you, I will not regret, I will not waver, so don't think I want to leave again! If I want to leave, it must be because you are not good to me, not because of other men, you know! "Song Dashan's eyes were sour and he couldn't speak for a long time. After a long time, he nodded gently, "well, I know." Li Mo smiles, turns over to song Dashan, lowers her head and kisses song Dashan's lips. When song Dashan was shocked, Li Mo grabbed his hand and gently put it in front of him. Song Dashan obviously trembled a little, "Li... Li mo... You... Um..." Li Mo raised her head, looked at Song Dashan under her, and asked in a seductive voice: "don't you want me?" In a word, let song Dashan feel the whole body blood flow to a place, instant boiling. My throat was dry as if it was going to burst out in the next second. While the reason is still there, song Dashan just squeezed out a sentence: "Li Mo, do you know what you are doing?" Li Mo didn't answer, but lowered his head again and told him with action what he was doing. Song Dashan finally can't stand it. He turns over and presses Li Mo under his body. His eyes turn red and he says: "Li Mo, you don't have a chance to regret it. I won't let you go if you regret it." With that, he directly lowered his head and rushed to his prey like a hungry wolf. Li Mo closed her eyes and laughed softly. When the pain came at that moment, Li Mo tightly hugged song Dashan's neck, but his heart was completely put down. In the future, she will live well in this world, and then accompany this man to the old age... the author has something to say: sorry, little lovely people, today's update is late, because I came back late yesterday, I went to bed in the early morning, set the alarm clock in the morning and got up to code. However, it will be updated in the early morning tomorrow, so that you can see it as soon as you wake up
