Chapter 105
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105
"You go to look in the mirror, you look at yourself now. If you didn't look like you're dying, Huarong wouldn't have made such a bad move. You should try to forget him, really." Xu Sheng was very careful.
Cheng Yu listened, unable to speak.
For so many years, he has been used to hearing this kind of words. Xu Sheng, Hua Rong and even Yu Heng are not optimistic about his feelings and have advised him to give up.
Of course, he also knows that giving up is the best choice for him, but he can't do it.
As long as he sees Lin Anlan, his mind is all on him. If reason can control love, is it still love?
"I don't want a second time, whether it's Xie Hui or others. Next time, I won't let you in." He told Hua Rong.
Hua Rong vomited smoke, "you think it's beautiful, a Xie Hui has cost me 3 million, another one, am I doing charity?"
"Three million?"
"I was going to buy him and let him accompany you with all the bad things that happened to him and his agency. Now you don't want to. My money is wasted."
Cheng Yu thought that he might be stupid abroad. "Do you still think I'll take it?"
"I don't think so." Hua Rong said, "but I hope you want to, not necessarily be a stand in, but at least let people feel that you are giving up Lin Anlan instead of dying in this tree."
"I'll be fine."
"Look at you, and then you say you'll be fine."
"I just need some time."
"How long? Eight years is not enough. How long do you need? "
Cheng Yu didn't speak. He didn't know how long it would take. It can be a moment to fall in love with someone, but it can be a lifetime to give up someone.
If Lin Anlan gets married, he will give up all his life. He doesn't want to forget, he just wants to give up. Then, he will die.
Xu Sheng saw his eyes darken, eyes not a ray of light, dead, glared at Huarong, opened the porridge cover, pushed to Cheng Yu, "don't listen to him, come, eat first, fall in love, you like to talk, that's not Lin Anlan is now single, you are also single, as long as you are single, there is always a chance."
He put the spoon away, and put the shrimp dumplings and Barbecued Pork Bun beside the porridge, "eat first."
"Thank you." Cheng Yu whispered.
Hua Rong sees him like this, in the heart can't help but be annoyed, he presses the cigarette to extinguish in the ashtray, "yesterday's matter you don't like, I can give you apology, but my words you also think seriously, you have to think first of yourself to walk out, you can walk out, if you want to be trapped in Lin Anlan all your life, then who can help you?"? At that time, Lin Anlan won't feel bad. It will only be you and our friends. "
"I know."
"Eat." Hua Rong Yang Yang chin, "a while porridge should be cool."
Cheng Yu quietly drank a bowl of porridge and ate a few shrimp dumplings, but he didn't eat any more.
Hua Rong and Xu Sheng ask him to go out tomorrow. Cheng Yu refuses. Hua Rong says nothing. "Look, I know you've read the next one. It doesn't matter. What are you doing at home all day? fell dejected? The key is that Lin Anlan can't see him. It's better to go out with us and relax. Maybe we can still see him. "
"I have something to do tomorrow."
"What's the matter?" Hua Rong doesn't believe it.
"Work."
"Don't you work before the fifteenth day of the first month?"
"Extra work."
"Ah?"
"Well." Cheng Yu nodded, "just received the news."
"Really?"
"Why do I lie to you?"
Hua Rong believed, "OK, I didn't expect that you were still in the mood to work. It's not easy."
Cheng Yu: he didn't.
"All right." Cheng Yu looked at his watch. "I have to go to the study to prepare for my work tomorrow. It's late. If you want to have a rest, you can go to the guest room. You're familiar with the house. Take what you want."
When he finished, he stood up and remembered what he had told him, "don't go to the second bedroom. It's his bedroom."
Hua Rong
Xu Sheng stood up and said, "we just came to see you. We are worried about your current state. Now that we have finished watching, Hua Rong and I will leave. If you have something to call us."
"That's fine."
Cheng Yu takes them out of the door and sees them enter the elevator. Then he turns and walks back.
He went to his study and found out a copy of the lyrics from the drawer. He didn't cheat Huarong and Xusheng. He really had something to do. When yunyun was shooting, he showed the lyrics he had written to the music director and asked him, "can you take this song as an interlude or epilogue?"
The music director and director Zhang watched his lyrics together. Director Zhang asked him, "did you write it according to Jing Huan's mood?"
Cheng Yu nodded.
However, it was not. It was written according to his mood. When Lin Anlan participated in the campus singer competition that year, he sat in the audience and watched Lin Anlan shine on the stage. His eyes were clear and bright, but he could not see himself. He was sad and wrote this song when he went back to the dormitory.
He wrote about his own mood, but his mood is too similar to Jing Huan's, so it's Jing Huan's, in fact, it's almost the same.
It's all about love but not seeking.
Later, director Zhang and he said, "the lyrics can be used. It can be made into a song at the end of the film, and then Jing Huan finally bows to Gu Shuyu in the snow."
"Good." Cheng Yu said excitedly.
He made this play with a strong purpose, as if shooting his own love commemoration. He wanted to present this play with the best and the least regret. Now the song he once wrote for them can also appear in this play, which for him is just an unexpected success.
Cheng Yu is very happy and grateful.
When he just read wechat, he found that the music director sent him wechat and asked if he could try to sing the song himself.
What director Zhang means is that you are the actor of Jing Huan, you know his feelings better, and you can sing more affectionately. Moreover, the lyrics of this song are written by you, and you can sing them as a selling point of publicity
Cheng Yu didn't expect that this song would be sung by him. He made his own lyrics, found a professional friend to compose a song, and gave it to the music director. As for who the singer is, Cheng Yu doesn't mind. He has heard about it in succession and specializes in art. He's not a singer, so he never thought about giving the final song to the film record himself.
But... It seems not impossible.
Cheng Yu looked at the lyrics he had written and kept silent for a long time. Finally, he took out his pen and changed a few sentences.
He took a picture, sent the new lyrics to the music director and director Zhang, and asked them if he had changed a few sentences?
Zhang Dao looked at the new lyrics, but there was little change. Only part of the lyrics of the chorus was slightly changed. It looked more sad, but it was more in line with Jing Huan's mood.
Yes Zhang Dao replied to him.
Cheng Yu: [I'll record a sample for you and Mr. Wang tomorrow
Director Wang is the music director of the film.
Director Zhang was very happy to see that he was so active: "OK, Xiao Cheng, come on."
Yes
Cheng Yu contacted his friend and asked him to spare the time and studio, saying that he would go tomorrow.
The other party was surprised, but still agreed, "OK."
All night long, Cheng Yu was practicing songs. At the beginning, he couldn't sing at all. He opened his mouth, but he couldn't sing. He's in a bad mood these days. He's very depressed. It's hard for him to sing.
He can't even talk, how can he sing the lyrics with his own feelings.
He could only sing in his heart over and over again, in a low, low, almost silent voice.
He once sang a song for Lin Anlan. At that time, he was in a good mood. He sang very relaxed. After singing, he and Lin Anlan went back to their house and kissed Lin Anlan.
But now, he is in a bad mood and can hardly sing. He has no Lin Anlan, and he likes it. In the end, he has nothing.
Of course, Cheng Yu knows that he should come out. Eight years ago, he should have come out. He has met so many people, so many people who like him and so many excellent people, but he can't do it.
He knew that Hua Rong and Xu Sheng were worried about him. He also knew that Yu Heng would not want to see himself like this. He knew everything, but he had no way.
Eight years, thousands of days and months, his feelings are all accumulated on Lin Anlan. Lin Anlan has long become his obsession and a part of his heart. It hurts when he touches it and it hurts when he moves it.
The taste of unrequited love is not good, but it is even worse to give up on him.
Cheng Yu would rather he grow a cocoon on his heart and form a scar than gouge him out of his heart.
His feelings are not healthy, never healthy, he knows, but he can't cure it.
He quietly sang the song he wrote in his heart, and then in the early morning, he fell asleep.
Duan Yuze receives Cheng Yu's call and hears that he has arrived. He immediately goes downstairs and picks up the person.
He is a singer. If we must add an attribute before this sentence, then he is a singer songwriter.
Cheng Yu's first movie was an episode sung by Duan Yuze. Cheng Yu liked it very much, and Duan Yuze also liked his performance. The two met each other.
"My God." Duan Yuze watched him take off his mask and sunglasses and exclaimed, "how did you spend your year? Lovelorn, how to become like this
Cheng Yu: No.
Duan Yuze sighed, "you tell me honestly, your family is not good, so now you are ready to cross the industry as a singer, earn more money?"
"Don't worry, your studio has collapsed, and our family will not fail."
"That's good." Duan Yuze patted his chest, "I just want to tell you that the record market is in a slump. You can't make much money from cross industry. You can only make money from your fans."
"So you're not going to change your career?" Cheng Yu looks at him.
"It's not for love. It's for love. Do you understand? I'm a musician
"Oh."
"That's it?" Duan Yuze felt that his state was really wrong, too problematic, "did you encounter something?"
"No
"But you don't usually do that."
"Is it?"
"Yes, you should laugh at me when you usually hear me say that."
"So you want to be sarcastic?" Cheng Yu's face is expressionless, "you are really different."
Duan Yuze
Duan Yuze doesn't want to talk to him any more. He must be blind to think that something has happened to Cheng Yu!
He took Cheng Yu to his recording studio, pointed to Cheng Yu not far away and said, "you just stand there, put on your headphones and sing into the microphone."
Cheng Yu saw him sit down and began to tune the equipment. He just felt that he couldn't sing anything.
"You're not going out?"
Duan Yuze???? Of course I won't go out. How can you record when I go out? "
Cheng Yu is silent.
"You're not embarrassed, are you?" Duan Yuze asked him, "you just think I'm the air, just sing your song, and I won't give you comments."
Cheng Yu just put on the earphone, but his heart is still uncomfortable.
Duan Yuze adjusted the equipment and said to him, "OK."
Cheng Yu stands in front of the microphone and looks at it. He opens his mouth, but he can't make a sound.
Duan Yuze waited for him to sing the first sentence, but he did not wait for a long time.
"You... Forgot your words?" He guessed.
Cheng Yu shakes his head.
"Are you..."
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say. He said, "let's do it again."
"Good." Duan Yuze looked at him and did not dare to ask more.
Cheng Yu breathes, takes a deep breath, and holds his fist. After Duan Yuze says "OK", he opens his mouth again.
His voice is very low, almost inaudible, Duan Yuze helplessly interrupted him, "are you learning mosquito buzzing? If you speak louder and sing it out, I won't laugh at you. Don't worry and sing boldly. "
He walked up to Cheng Yu, took off Cheng Yu's earphone and said, "learn from me."
"Ah ~"
Cheng Yu
"Come on." Duan Yuze urged.
Cheng Yu had to open his mouth awkwardly, "ah."
"Speak louder, learn from me, ah ~"
"Ah."
"You open your throat, ah ~"
Cheng Yu: "ah ~"
Duan Yuze took him to practice for a long time, then put his voice out, "so, sing well."
He sat back.
Cheng Yu finally seems to have a voice.
He opened his mouth and sang his songs word by word into the microphone.
He sang:
"Look back
It's you that still smile
No worries, no fears
To crush the floating clouds "
He sang:
"I steal a key from time
Ask time to borrow a fate
I turn my youth all over the world
Then crush the years
It's a pity for you
It's a pity for you
"Don't look back"
He sang:
"Endless
bustling
Make a noise
At the end of the day, each goes his own way. "
He sang:
"I cast a lock with Shaohua
Ask time again for a love
I put the dust on the end
Then put the lies together
I'll tell you
I'll tell you
"Silence again"
His grief, such as crying, clearly no skills, but because of the feelings are too sincere, let Duan Yuze amazing.
This song is composed by him. Cheng Yu knows the melody of Gao Chao's chorus, but he can't think of the front melody. So Duan Yuze helped him compose the front melody.
He tried it himself, and he was very satisfied with it. But now, when he listened to Cheng Yu singing this song, he found that Cheng Yu was the most suitable singer.
He has no singing skills, but his voice condition is very good, his emotion is very abundant, he sings very slowly, like telling a story, like retaining a lover, he sings in silence and quiet, fading all the clutter and noise, leaving only the pale red, naked, naked sadness and love, hitting people's hearts.
He is lovelorn. Duan Yuze thinks that Cheng Yu is lovelorn. That's why he looks like this. That's why his songs are so uncomfortable.
He was lovelorn, and the emotion in his voice betrayed him.
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105
"You go to look in the mirror, you look at yourself now. If you didn't look like you're dying, Huarong wouldn't have made such a bad move. You should try to forget him, really." Xu Sheng was very careful.
Cheng Yu listened, unable to speak.
For so many years, he has been used to hearing this kind of words. Xu Sheng, Hua Rong and even Yu Heng are not optimistic about his feelings and have advised him to give up.
Of course, he also knows that giving up is the best choice for him, but he can't do it.
As long as he sees Lin Anlan, his mind is all on him. If reason can control love, is it still love?
"I don't want a second time, whether it's Xie Hui or others. Next time, I won't let you in." He told Hua Rong.
Hua Rong vomited smoke, "you think it's beautiful, a Xie Hui has cost me 3 million, another one, am I doing charity?"
"Three million?"
"I was going to buy him and let him accompany you with all the bad things that happened to him and his agency. Now you don't want to. My money is wasted."
Cheng Yu thought that he might be stupid abroad. "Do you still think I'll take it?"
"I don't think so." Hua Rong said, "but I hope you want to, not necessarily be a stand in, but at least let people feel that you are giving up Lin Anlan instead of dying in this tree."
"I'll be fine."
"Look at you, and then you say you'll be fine."
"I just need some time."
"How long? Eight years is not enough. How long do you need? "
Cheng Yu didn't speak. He didn't know how long it would take. It can be a moment to fall in love with someone, but it can be a lifetime to give up someone.
If Lin Anlan gets married, he will give up all his life. He doesn't want to forget, he just wants to give up. Then, he will die.
Xu Sheng saw his eyes darken, eyes not a ray of light, dead, glared at Huarong, opened the porridge cover, pushed to Cheng Yu, "don't listen to him, come, eat first, fall in love, you like to talk, that's not Lin Anlan is now single, you are also single, as long as you are single, there is always a chance."
He put the spoon away, and put the shrimp dumplings and Barbecued Pork Bun beside the porridge, "eat first."
"Thank you." Cheng Yu whispered.
Hua Rong sees him like this, in the heart can't help but be annoyed, he presses the cigarette to extinguish in the ashtray, "yesterday's matter you don't like, I can give you apology, but my words you also think seriously, you have to think first of yourself to walk out, you can walk out, if you want to be trapped in Lin Anlan all your life, then who can help you?"? At that time, Lin Anlan won't feel bad. It will only be you and our friends. "
"I know."
"Eat." Hua Rong Yang Yang chin, "a while porridge should be cool."
Cheng Yu quietly drank a bowl of porridge and ate a few shrimp dumplings, but he didn't eat any more.
Hua Rong and Xu Sheng ask him to go out tomorrow. Cheng Yu refuses. Hua Rong says nothing. "Look, I know you've read the next one. It doesn't matter. What are you doing at home all day? fell dejected? The key is that Lin Anlan can't see him. It's better to go out with us and relax. Maybe we can still see him. "
"I have something to do tomorrow."
"What's the matter?" Hua Rong doesn't believe it.
"Work."
"Don't you work before the fifteenth day of the first month?"
"Extra work."
"Ah?"
"Well." Cheng Yu nodded, "just received the news."
"Really?"
"Why do I lie to you?"
Hua Rong believed, "OK, I didn't expect that you were still in the mood to work. It's not easy."
Cheng Yu: he didn't.
"All right." Cheng Yu looked at his watch. "I have to go to the study to prepare for my work tomorrow. It's late. If you want to have a rest, you can go to the guest room. You're familiar with the house. Take what you want."
When he finished, he stood up and remembered what he had told him, "don't go to the second bedroom. It's his bedroom."
Hua Rong
Xu Sheng stood up and said, "we just came to see you. We are worried about your current state. Now that we have finished watching, Hua Rong and I will leave. If you have something to call us."
"That's fine."
Cheng Yu takes them out of the door and sees them enter the elevator. Then he turns and walks back.
He went to his study and found out a copy of the lyrics from the drawer. He didn't cheat Huarong and Xusheng. He really had something to do. When yunyun was shooting, he showed the lyrics he had written to the music director and asked him, "can you take this song as an interlude or epilogue?"
The music director and director Zhang watched his lyrics together. Director Zhang asked him, "did you write it according to Jing Huan's mood?"
Cheng Yu nodded.
However, it was not. It was written according to his mood. When Lin Anlan participated in the campus singer competition that year, he sat in the audience and watched Lin Anlan shine on the stage. His eyes were clear and bright, but he could not see himself. He was sad and wrote this song when he went back to the dormitory.
He wrote about his own mood, but his mood is too similar to Jing Huan's, so it's Jing Huan's, in fact, it's almost the same.
It's all about love but not seeking.
Later, director Zhang and he said, "the lyrics can be used. It can be made into a song at the end of the film, and then Jing Huan finally bows to Gu Shuyu in the snow."
"Good." Cheng Yu said excitedly.
He made this play with a strong purpose, as if shooting his own love commemoration. He wanted to present this play with the best and the least regret. Now the song he once wrote for them can also appear in this play, which for him is just an unexpected success.
Cheng Yu is very happy and grateful.
When he just read wechat, he found that the music director sent him wechat and asked if he could try to sing the song himself.
What director Zhang means is that you are the actor of Jing Huan, you know his feelings better, and you can sing more affectionately. Moreover, the lyrics of this song are written by you, and you can sing them as a selling point of publicity
Cheng Yu didn't expect that this song would be sung by him. He made his own lyrics, found a professional friend to compose a song, and gave it to the music director. As for who the singer is, Cheng Yu doesn't mind. He has heard about it in succession and specializes in art. He's not a singer, so he never thought about giving the final song to the film record himself.
But... It seems not impossible.
Cheng Yu looked at the lyrics he had written and kept silent for a long time. Finally, he took out his pen and changed a few sentences.
He took a picture, sent the new lyrics to the music director and director Zhang, and asked them if he had changed a few sentences?
Zhang Dao looked at the new lyrics, but there was little change. Only part of the lyrics of the chorus was slightly changed. It looked more sad, but it was more in line with Jing Huan's mood.
Yes Zhang Dao replied to him.
Cheng Yu: [I'll record a sample for you and Mr. Wang tomorrow
Director Wang is the music director of the film.
Director Zhang was very happy to see that he was so active: "OK, Xiao Cheng, come on."
Yes
Cheng Yu contacted his friend and asked him to spare the time and studio, saying that he would go tomorrow.
The other party was surprised, but still agreed, "OK."
All night long, Cheng Yu was practicing songs. At the beginning, he couldn't sing at all. He opened his mouth, but he couldn't sing. He's in a bad mood these days. He's very depressed. It's hard for him to sing.
He can't even talk, how can he sing the lyrics with his own feelings.
He could only sing in his heart over and over again, in a low, low, almost silent voice.
He once sang a song for Lin Anlan. At that time, he was in a good mood. He sang very relaxed. After singing, he and Lin Anlan went back to their house and kissed Lin Anlan.
But now, he is in a bad mood and can hardly sing. He has no Lin Anlan, and he likes it. In the end, he has nothing.
Of course, Cheng Yu knows that he should come out. Eight years ago, he should have come out. He has met so many people, so many people who like him and so many excellent people, but he can't do it.
He knew that Hua Rong and Xu Sheng were worried about him. He also knew that Yu Heng would not want to see himself like this. He knew everything, but he had no way.
Eight years, thousands of days and months, his feelings are all accumulated on Lin Anlan. Lin Anlan has long become his obsession and a part of his heart. It hurts when he touches it and it hurts when he moves it.
The taste of unrequited love is not good, but it is even worse to give up on him.
Cheng Yu would rather he grow a cocoon on his heart and form a scar than gouge him out of his heart.
His feelings are not healthy, never healthy, he knows, but he can't cure it.
He quietly sang the song he wrote in his heart, and then in the early morning, he fell asleep.
Duan Yuze receives Cheng Yu's call and hears that he has arrived. He immediately goes downstairs and picks up the person.
He is a singer. If we must add an attribute before this sentence, then he is a singer songwriter.
Cheng Yu's first movie was an episode sung by Duan Yuze. Cheng Yu liked it very much, and Duan Yuze also liked his performance. The two met each other.
"My God." Duan Yuze watched him take off his mask and sunglasses and exclaimed, "how did you spend your year? Lovelorn, how to become like this
Cheng Yu: No.
Duan Yuze sighed, "you tell me honestly, your family is not good, so now you are ready to cross the industry as a singer, earn more money?"
"Don't worry, your studio has collapsed, and our family will not fail."
"That's good." Duan Yuze patted his chest, "I just want to tell you that the record market is in a slump. You can't make much money from cross industry. You can only make money from your fans."
"So you're not going to change your career?" Cheng Yu looks at him.
"It's not for love. It's for love. Do you understand? I'm a musician
"Oh."
"That's it?" Duan Yuze felt that his state was really wrong, too problematic, "did you encounter something?"
"No
"But you don't usually do that."
"Is it?"
"Yes, you should laugh at me when you usually hear me say that."
"So you want to be sarcastic?" Cheng Yu's face is expressionless, "you are really different."
Duan Yuze
Duan Yuze doesn't want to talk to him any more. He must be blind to think that something has happened to Cheng Yu!
He took Cheng Yu to his recording studio, pointed to Cheng Yu not far away and said, "you just stand there, put on your headphones and sing into the microphone."
Cheng Yu saw him sit down and began to tune the equipment. He just felt that he couldn't sing anything.
"You're not going out?"
Duan Yuze???? Of course I won't go out. How can you record when I go out? "
Cheng Yu is silent.
"You're not embarrassed, are you?" Duan Yuze asked him, "you just think I'm the air, just sing your song, and I won't give you comments."
Cheng Yu just put on the earphone, but his heart is still uncomfortable.
Duan Yuze adjusted the equipment and said to him, "OK."
Cheng Yu stands in front of the microphone and looks at it. He opens his mouth, but he can't make a sound.
Duan Yuze waited for him to sing the first sentence, but he did not wait for a long time.
"You... Forgot your words?" He guessed.
Cheng Yu shakes his head.
"Are you..."
Cheng Yu didn't know what to say. He said, "let's do it again."
"Good." Duan Yuze looked at him and did not dare to ask more.
Cheng Yu breathes, takes a deep breath, and holds his fist. After Duan Yuze says "OK", he opens his mouth again.
His voice is very low, almost inaudible, Duan Yuze helplessly interrupted him, "are you learning mosquito buzzing? If you speak louder and sing it out, I won't laugh at you. Don't worry and sing boldly. "
He walked up to Cheng Yu, took off Cheng Yu's earphone and said, "learn from me."
"Ah ~"
Cheng Yu
"Come on." Duan Yuze urged.
Cheng Yu had to open his mouth awkwardly, "ah."
"Speak louder, learn from me, ah ~"
"Ah."
"You open your throat, ah ~"
Cheng Yu: "ah ~"
Duan Yuze took him to practice for a long time, then put his voice out, "so, sing well."
He sat back.
Cheng Yu finally seems to have a voice.
He opened his mouth and sang his songs word by word into the microphone.
He sang:
"Look back
It's you that still smile
No worries, no fears
To crush the floating clouds "
He sang:
"I steal a key from time
Ask time to borrow a fate
I turn my youth all over the world
Then crush the years
It's a pity for you
It's a pity for you
"Don't look back"
He sang:
"Endless
bustling
Make a noise
At the end of the day, each goes his own way. "
He sang:
"I cast a lock with Shaohua
Ask time again for a love
I put the dust on the end
Then put the lies together
I'll tell you
I'll tell you
"Silence again"
His grief, such as crying, clearly no skills, but because of the feelings are too sincere, let Duan Yuze amazing.
This song is composed by him. Cheng Yu knows the melody of Gao Chao's chorus, but he can't think of the front melody. So Duan Yuze helped him compose the front melody.
He tried it himself, and he was very satisfied with it. But now, when he listened to Cheng Yu singing this song, he found that Cheng Yu was the most suitable singer.
He has no singing skills, but his voice condition is very good, his emotion is very abundant, he sings very slowly, like telling a story, like retaining a lover, he sings in silence and quiet, fading all the clutter and noise, leaving only the pale red, naked, naked sadness and love, hitting people's hearts.
He is lovelorn. Duan Yuze thinks that Cheng Yu is lovelorn. That's why he looks like this. That's why his songs are so uncomfortable.
He was lovelorn, and the emotion in his voice betrayed him.
105"You go to look in the mirror, you look at yourself now. If you didn't look like you're dying, Huarong wouldn't have made such a bad move. You should try to forget him, really." Xu Sheng was very careful.Cheng Yu listened, unable to speak.For so many years, he has been used to hearing this kind of words. Xu Sheng, Hua Rong and even Yu Heng are not optimistic about his feelings and have advised him to give up.Of course, he also knows that giving up is the best choice for him, but he can't do it.As long as he sees Lin Anlan, his mind is all on him. If reason can control love, is it still love?"I don't want a second time, whether it's Xie Hui or others. Next time, I won't let you in." He told Hua Rong.Hua Rong vomited smoke, "you think it's beautiful, a Xie Hui has cost me 3 million, another one, am I doing charity?""Three million?""I was going to buy him and let him accompany you with all the bad things that happened to him and his agency. Now you don't want to. My money is wasted."Cheng Yu thought that he might be stupid abroad. "Do you still think I'll take it?""I don't think so." Hua Rong said, "but I hope you want to, not necessarily be a stand in, but at least let people feel that you are giving up Lin Anlan instead of dying in this tree.""I'll be fine.""Look at you, and then you say you'll be fine.""I just need some time.""How long? Eight years is not enough. How long do you need? "Cheng Yu didn't speak. He didn't know how long it would take. It can be a moment to fall in love with someone, but it can be a lifetime to give up someone.If Lin Anlan gets married, he will give up all his life. He doesn't want to forget, he just wants to give up. Then, he will die.Xu Sheng saw his eyes darken, eyes not a ray of light, dead, glared at Huarong, opened the porridge cover, pushed to Cheng Yu, "don't listen to him, come, eat first, fall in love, you like to talk, that's not Lin Anlan is now single, you are also single, as long as you are single, there is always a chance."He put the spoon away, and put the shrimp dumplings and Barbecued Pork Bun beside the porridge, "eat first.""Thank you." Cheng Yu whispered.Hua Rong sees him like this, in the heart can't help but be annoyed, he presses the cigarette to extinguish in the ashtray, "yesterday's matter you don't like, I can give you apology, but my words you also think seriously, you have to think first of yourself to walk out, you can walk out, if you want to be trapped in Lin Anlan all your life, then who can help you?"? At that time, Lin Anlan won't feel bad. It will only be you and our friends. ""I know.""Eat." Hua Rong Yang Yang chin, "a while porridge should be cool."Cheng Yu quietly drank a bowl of porridge and ate a few shrimp dumplings, but he didn't eat any more.Hua Rong and Xu Sheng ask him to go out tomorrow. Cheng Yu refuses. Hua Rong says nothing. "Look, I know you've read the next one. It doesn't matter. What are you doing at home all day? fell dejected? The key is that Lin Anlan can't see him. It's better to go out with us and relax. Maybe we can still see him. ""I have something to do tomorrow.""What's the matter?" Hua Rong doesn't believe it."Work.""Don't you work before the fifteenth day of the first month?""Extra work.""Ah?""Well." Cheng Yu nodded, "just received the news.""Really?""Why do I lie to you?"Hua Rong believed, "OK, I didn't expect that you were still in the mood to work. It's not easy."Cheng Yu: he didn't."All right." Cheng Yu looked at his watch. "I have to go to the study to prepare for my work tomorrow. It's late. If you want to have a rest, you can go to the guest room. You're familiar with the house. Take what you want."When he finished, he stood up and remembered what he had told him, "don't go to the second bedroom. It's his bedroom."Hua RongXu Sheng stood up and said, "we just came to see you. We are worried about your current state. Now that we have finished watching, Hua Rong and I will leave. If you have something to call us.""That's fine."Cheng Yu takes them out of the door and sees them enter the elevator. Then he turns and walks back.He went to his study and found out a copy of the lyrics from the drawer. He didn't cheat Huarong and Xusheng. He really had something to do. When yunyun was shooting, he showed the lyrics he had written to the music director and asked him, "can you take this song as an interlude or epilogue?"The music director and director Zhang watched his lyrics together. Director Zhang asked him, "did you write it according to Jing Huan's mood?"Cheng Yu nodded.However, it was not. It was written according to his mood. When Lin Anlan participated in the campus singer competition that year, he sat in the audience and watched Lin Anlan shine on the stage. His eyes were clear and bright, but he could not see himself. He was sad and wrote this song when he went back to the dormitory.He wrote about his own mood, but his mood is too similar to Jing Huan's, so it's Jing Huan's, in fact, it's almost the same.It's all about love but not seeking.Later, director Zhang and he said, "the lyrics can be used. It can be made into a song at the end of the film, and then Jing Huan finally bows to Gu Shuyu in the snow.""Good." Cheng Yu said excitedly.He made this play with a strong purpose, as if shooting his own love commemoration. He wanted to present this play with the best and the least regret. Now the song he once wrote for them can also appear in this play, which for him is just an unexpected success.Cheng Yu is very happy and grateful.When he just read wechat, he found that the music director sent him wechat and asked if he could try to sing the song himself.What director Zhang means is that you are the actor of Jing Huan, you know his feelings better, and you can sing more affectionately. Moreover, the lyrics of this song are written by you, and you can sing them as a selling point of publicityCheng Yu didn't expect that this song would be sung by him. He made his own lyrics, found a professional friend to compose a song, and gave it to the music director. As for who the singer is, Cheng Yu doesn't mind. He has heard about it in succession and specializes in art. He's not a singer, so he never thought about giving the final song to the film record himself.But... It seems not impossible.Cheng Yu looked at the lyrics he had written and kept silent for a long time. Finally, he took out his pen and changed a few sentences.He took a picture, sent the new lyrics to the music director and director Zhang, and asked them if he had changed a few sentences?Zhang Dao looked at the new lyrics, but there was little change. Only part of the lyrics of the chorus was slightly changed. It looked more sad, but it was more in line with Jing Huan's mood.Yes Zhang Dao replied to him.Cheng Yu: I'll record a sample for you and Mr. Wang tomorrowDirector Wang is the music director of the film.Director Zhang was very happy to see that he was so active: "OK, Xiao Cheng, come on."YesCheng Yu contacted his friend and asked him to spare the time and studio, saying that he would go tomorrow.The other party was surprised, but still agreed, "OK."All night long, Cheng Yu was practicing songs. At the beginning, he couldn't sing at all. He opened his mouth, but he couldn't sing. He's in a bad mood these days. He's very depressed. It's hard for him to sing.He can't even talk, how can he sing the lyrics with his own feelings.He could only sing in his heart over and over again, in a low, low, almost silent voice.He once sang a song for Lin Anlan. At that time, he was in a good mood. He sang very relaxed. After singing, he and Lin Anlan went back to their house and kissed Lin Anlan.But now, he is in a bad mood and can hardly sing. He has no Lin Anlan, and he likes it. In the end, he has nothing.Of course, Cheng Yu knows that he should come out. Eight years ago, he should have come out. He has met so many people, so many people who like him and so many excellent people, but he can't do it.He knew that Hua Rong and Xu Sheng were worried about him. He also knew that Yu Heng would not want to see himself like this. He knew everything, but he had no way.Eight years, thousands of days and months, his feelings are all accumulated on Lin Anlan. Lin Anlan has long become his obsession and a part of his heart. It hurts when he touches it and it hurts when he moves it.The taste of unrequited love is not good, but it is even worse to give up on him.Cheng Yu would rather he grow a cocoon on his heart and form a scar than gouge him out of his heart.His feelings are not healthy, never healthy, he knows, but he can't cure it.He quietly sang the song he wrote in his heart, and then in the early morning, he fell asleep.Duan Yuze receives Cheng Yu's call and hears that he has arrived. He immediately goes downstairs and picks up the person.He is a singer. If we must add an attribute before this sentence, then he is a singer songwriter.Cheng Yu's first movie was an episode sung by Duan Yuze. Cheng Yu liked it very much, and Duan Yuze also liked his performance. The two met each other."My God." Duan Yuze watched him take off his mask and sunglasses and exclaimed, "how did you spend your year? Lovelorn, how to become like thisCheng Yu: No.Duan Yuze sighed, "you tell me honestly, your family is not good, so now you are ready to cross the industry as a singer, earn more money?""Don't worry, your studio has collapsed, and our family will not fail.""That's good." Duan Yuze patted his chest, "I just want to tell you that the record market is in a slump. You can't make much money from cross industry. You can only make money from your fans.""So you're not going to change your career?" Cheng Yu looks at him."It's not for love. It's for love. Do you understand? I'm a musician"Oh.""That's it?" Duan Yuze felt that his state was really wrong, too problematic, "did you encounter something?""No"But you don't usually do that.""Is it?""Yes, you should laugh at me when you usually hear me say that.""So you want to be sarcastic?" Cheng Yu's face is expressionless, "you are really different."Duan YuzeDuan Yuze doesn't want to talk to him any more. He must be blind to think that something has happened to Cheng Yu!He took Cheng Yu to his recording studio, pointed to Cheng Yu not far away and said, "you just stand there, put on your headphones and sing into the microphone."Cheng Yu saw him sit down and began to tune the equipment. He just felt that he couldn't sing anything."You're not going out?"Duan Yuze???? Of course I won't go out. How can you record when I go out? "Cheng Yu is silent."You're not embarrassed, are you?" Duan Yuze asked him, "you just think I'm the air, just sing your song, and I won't give you comments."Cheng Yu just put on the earphone, but his heart is still uncomfortable.Duan Yuze adjusted the equipment and said to him, "OK."Cheng Yu stands in front of the microphone and looks at it. He opens his mouth, but he can't make a sound.Duan Yuze waited for him to sing the first sentence, but he did not wait for a long time."You... Forgot your words?" He guessed.Cheng Yu shakes his head."Are you..."Cheng Yu didn't know what to say. He said, "let's do it again.""Good." Duan Yuze looked at him and did not dare to ask more.Cheng Yu breathes, takes a deep breath, and holds his fist. After Duan Yuze says "OK", he opens his mouth again.His voice is very low, almost inaudible, Duan Yuze helplessly interrupted him, "are you learning mosquito buzzing? If you speak louder and sing it out, I won't laugh at you. Don't worry and sing boldly. "He walked up to Cheng Yu, took off Cheng Yu's earphone and said, "learn from me.""Ah ~"Cheng Yu"Come on." Duan Yuze urged.Cheng Yu had to open his mouth awkwardly, "ah.""Speak louder, learn from me, ah ~""Ah.""You open your throat, ah ~"Cheng Yu: "ah ~"Duan Yuze took him to practice for a long time, then put his voice out, "so, sing well."He sat back.Cheng Yu finally seems to have a voice.He opened his mouth and sang his songs word by word into the microphone.He sang:"Look backIt's you that still smileNo worries, no fearsTo crush the floating clouds "He sang:"I steal a key from timeAsk time to borrow a fateI turn my youth all over the worldThen crush the yearsIt's a pity for youIt's a pity for you"Don't look back"He sang:"EndlessbustlingMake a noiseAt the end of the day, each goes his own way. "He sang:"I cast a lock with ShaohuaAsk time again for a loveI put the dust on the endThen put the lies togetherI'll tell youI'll tell you"Silence again"His grief, such as crying, clearly no skills, but because of the feelings are too sincere, let Duan Yuze amazing.This song is composed by him. Cheng Yu knows the melody of Gao Chao's chorus, but he can't think of the front melody. So Duan Yuze helped him compose the front melody.He tried it himself, and he was very satisfied with it. But now, when he listened to Cheng Yu singing this song, he found that Cheng Yu was the most suitable singer.He has no singing skills, but his voice condition is very good, his emotion is very abundant, he sings very slowly, like telling a story, like retaining a lover, he sings in silence and quiet, fading all the clutter and noise, leaving only the pale red, naked, naked sadness and love, hitting people's hearts.He is lovelorn. Duan Yuze thinks that Cheng Yu is lovelorn. That's why he looks like this. That's why his songs are so uncomfortable.He was lovelorn, and the emotion in his voice betrayed him.
