Chapter 116
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116
Cheng Yu's heart jumped out of control.
Lin Anlan reached out to him.
Cheng Yu pulled his left hand and his heart beat in a panic.
He looked at it quietly, and the man trembled. At the beginning, he chose to give Lin Anlan the ring. He was selfish and worried. He knew that once Lin Anlan recovered his memory, he would never wear the ring for him again. But he was afraid that even if he did not recover his memory, he would refuse his ring.
So he chose that night, after Lin Anlan fell asleep, quietly put on the ring for him.
The ring is very beautiful, which matches his temperament. He looks at Lin Anlan's sleeping face and holds his hand. He hopes that he can accept the ring, at least not to take it off for the time being.
And now, he finally has a chance to help him put on this ring.
No longer furtive, no longer panic, he can finally in Lin Anlan sober, in his gaze, help him wear this ring.
Cheng Yu slowly put the ring on the ring finger of his left hand. He bowed his head to kiss the ring, turned over his hand and kissed his palm.
He looked up at Lin Anlan with bright eyebrows.
"I love you." Cheng Yu said seriously.
Lin Anlan nodded, "well, I will love you well, too."
In their love, Cheng Yu is the one who loves first, the one who insists on it, the one who pursues it unremittingly, and the one who is always willing to come back. His love is much heavier than his own.
But it doesn't matter. Lin Anlan thinks that they still have time and decades left. He will catch up with Cheng Yu's love and give him the love he wants.
Although they started at different times, they had the same destination. He thought that they would all arrive.
Lin Anlan laughed and held his hand in silence.
At noon, Lin Anlan fried vegetables and ate rice with Cheng Yu.
It's sunny and full of sunshine. The sunshine in the house makes people feel better.
Cheng Yu felt that his cold was getting better. His appetite was obviously better. He ate two bowls of rice before he put down his chopsticks.
Stir fry is Lin Anlan fried, wash the pot Cheng Yu is not willing to wash him, he put Lin Anlan out of the kitchen, "I come, I'm really much better, I feel I've been OK."
When Lin Anlan saw that he was so active, he didn't give in any more and gave him the responsibility of washing the pot.
He went back to the living room and was about to talk to drosia about his latest work when he heard a knock at the door.
The rhythm of the knock on the door is very familiar. You don't have to guess. He knows it's Jiang Xu.
Sure enough, after a while, Jiang Xu began to send him a wechat saying that he wanted to see him.
Lin Anlan doesn't really want to see him. It's only two or three days since their last quarrel. Jiang Xu obviously doesn't calm down. It's meaningless to meet at this time. It's just a meaningless quarrel, not to mention Cheng Yu.
So he replied, "go back, you're disturbing my rest."
Jiang Xu knocked on the door again for a few minutes. Cheng Yu finished washing the dishes and came out of the kitchen curiously. He sat down beside him and asked him, "why don't you open the door?"
"Jiang Xu." Lin Anlan is concise and comprehensive.
Cheng Yu is surprised, he looks at Lin Anlan, some are not sure, "you restore memory also do not want to forgive him?"
He thought that Lin Anlan would forgive Jiang Xu after he recovered his memory.
Although he seemed confident when he told Xu Sheng that Lin Anlan ignored Jiang Xu, it was just when Lin Anlan lost his memory. Now that he has recovered his memory, his past feelings hit again. Cheng Yu thinks that he will forgive Jiang Xu.
During the period when Lin Anlan lost her memory, Cheng Yu was very careful. Even if she did not like Lin Anlan to see Jiang Xu, she would not stop her.
He is too clear about the relationship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu, as well as Jiang Xu's position here. He is envious and envious, but dare not destroy their friendship.
When Lin Anlan decides to never see Jiang Xu again, the most anxious person is not only Jiang Xu, but also Cheng Yu. He is afraid that Lin Anlan will be angry after he recovers his memory, and that he feels that he has provoked dissension and damaged his friendship. So he persuades Lin Anlan several times, so that Lin Anlan has the illusion that he has too much empathy.
He doesn't have empathy. For Jiang Xu, he is just for himself.
However, did not expect Lin Anlan to restore the memory now, unexpectedly still did not forgive him.
"Well." Lin Anlan nodded, "I came back from watching you that day and talked to him. I said that we would just meet and say hello just like the most common colleagues or friends in the future. We don't need too much emotion and contact."
Cheng Yu listened to his calm, no waves of words, thought, he should be very sad.
How much he envies Jiang Xu, how much he knows the feelings between Jiang Xu and Lin Anlan. He has been with him since he knew Lin Anlan.
He will take Jiang Xu home in the evening, urge him to study, stop him from doing bad things, and grow up with him.
More than ten years of feelings, the best friend, and now, Lin Anlan said that in the future, just like the most ordinary colleagues or friends, his heart must be lost and sad.
Cheng Yu put his hand around him and comforted him, "it's OK. He'll understand later. He'll know what he's missing. He'll regret what he shouldn't have done."
Lin Anlan sighed. He didn't think it was necessary. He didn't regret it. At that time, it had nothing to do with him.
"It's not as simple as you think." He said, "I always thought that what he said before was that you approached you for him and became a fake boyfriend for you. It was a lie that he made up to deceive me. But I didn't expect that his words were true."
Lin Anlan thinks of it now, still feel incredible, "he really said this to me, not only said that after I lost my memory, when I appeared with you, he thought I really did it for him. I am in his heart, is that the kind of person? Is there no one who can cheat other people's feelings at will? "
Lin Anlan looks at Cheng Yu, "I've been a friend for more than ten years. In the end, I find that you are such a person in his heart. I find that he can't do anything for his own sake. It's ridiculous that he can make you a tool to hurt people, right?"
Cheng Yu looks at his self mocking smile, kisses his eyebrows and hugs him, "I don't blame you, it's his own state of mind. He wants too much, but he doesn't know what's the most important. It's him who failed your good intentions, so it's right for you to ignore him. "
"At this time, you don't persuade me that our good friend for so many years, he also cares about me?" Lin Anlan said on purpose.
Cheng Yu instantly remembered the scene when he helped Jiang Xu speak, "I was not ashamed. I'm afraid that after you recover your memory, you think I provoked you to leave, so I hate you."
"In essence, I wish you were apart."
Lin Anlan laughs, Cheng Yu holds him, "however, even if you do not separate, in the end, he participated in your so many years."
Lin Anlan shook his head, "there's no need. There is a mustard is a mustard, there is a thorn in the heart, then how can we go back to the past. I can't go back, and I don't need to force myself for the past. "
He leaned on Cheng Yu's shoulder and said calmly, "so, it's good for you to be an ordinary friend in the future. It's good for you to save that he always appears in front of you and makes you feel bad."
"Good." Cheng Yu nodded, "how do you want to deal with it? Just do it according to your idea. I have full support."
"Besides, it's really good for me that he doesn't appear in front of me." Cheng Yu is very honest, "I don't like him. It's been many years."
Lin Anlan was amused by his pure and unadorned words.
"However," Cheng Yu took the opportunity to suggest, "he always comes to you, and you can't stay at home all the time and don't open the door for him, so you'd better move to me. If you move there, he can't harass you."
Lin Anlan squinted, "just to not disturb me?"
Cheng Yu smiles, "of course, it's also to live with me."
"What if I don't want to?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu is very witty, "then I'll move here. Anyway, we are going to live together?"
"Did I say we were going to live together?"
"We all fall in love on the premise of marriage. Of course, we have to live together and feel what would happen if we were married. Otherwise, what should we do in case of bumps?" Cheng Yu Zhenzhen has words.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is very articulate at this time. Of course, he was also very articulate last night.
"All right." Lin Anlan agreed, "I'll move in."
He is really tired of Jiang Xu's visit once a day. Obviously, he has not calmed down and has not seriously reviewed his mistakes.
He is like a child who hasn't grown up yet. He apologizes, but he doesn't feel guilty for hurting others because of his mistakes. He thinks that he can be forgiven as long as he constantly apologizes.
But Lin Anlan doesn't want to wait for him to grow up. He has been with him for such a long time that he thinks they have all grown up. However, Jiang Xu still lives at the age of 17, naive, fanciful and right or wrong.
Lin Anlan is tired, so he doesn't want to accompany him any more. He wants to grow in the direction he wants, to find his own sunshine and dew.
He bid farewell to his friendship, waved, with full clouds, full of hope towards his love.
No matter what will happen in the future, he is full of confidence and expectation at this moment.
He wants to be his ideal and better self.
Lin Anlan moved. He didn't take too many things. Just like last time, he only brought his own clothes and some daily necessities. The difference is that this time, he also brought his own photos from childhood to adulthood.
A place with photos is like a home where people want to settle down.
Because that is the past, is precious once, the temporary place does not need the past to decorate filling, only the home needs the past filling memories.
Lin Anlan brings his past to Cheng Yu's house, where everything is. This is his second place, which can be called home.
"Here you are." Lin Anlan cleans up the room, suddenly turns around and says to Cheng Yu, "hand."
Cheng Yu opened his hand curiously and looked at him, "what?"
Lin Anlan smiles and loosens his hand. A flower made of Pearl falls into Cheng Yu's hand.
"When I was at home these days, I learned from the tutorial."
Cheng Yu was surprised to see the flower made of pearls in his hand. "Is this the Pearl I picked up for you last time?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "I did this for the first time, not as good-looking as the teacher did, but I tried my best."
Cheng Yu's eyes are full of like, "I think it's pretty."
He looked at the Pearl Flower in his hand, sweet and happy, "I like it."
"Just like it." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "I added a hanging rope. You can see where it is."
In his early days, he never thought what to do with these pearls. Later, when he watched a video, he came across this kind of hand-made flower. Lin Anlan thought it was not too difficult. He could learn it.
It's a pity that he was planning to study, and soon found that Cheng Yu had cheated him.
After leaving Cheng Yu, he went back to his home and spent most of his time at home except working.
Lin Anlan is really serious about his relationship with Cheng Yu. The more he thinks about it, the more he thinks about it, and the more entangled and hesitant he is.
Sometimes he didn't want to let himself indulge in it all the time. He wanted to find something to pass the time and stop thinking about it. Then he thought of the handwork that he wanted to do but didn't realize.
He put these pearls in his bag at that time. When he left Cheng Yu's house, he took his bag and naturally took these pearls.
He looked at the scattered pearls, patiently strung them one by one, doing it step by step according to the teacher's tutorial.
In fact, he didn't know whether it was meaningful for him to do this. He once promised to make these pearls into gifts for him, but if they were no longer together, would he still give them to him?
Is it too ambiguous?
He just thought, did it, did it, and didn't send it out.
Until now, he returned to Cheng Yu's side and stood in his familiar and strange house. Lin Anlan finally gave him this late gift.
It's his first time to make this kind of gadget. Although it's pretty, it's far less exquisite than the jewelry in the luxury shop, and far less expensive than the brooch Cheng Yu gave him.
But, in the end, it is also his mind.
Ordinary, ordinary, but also precipitation of his like.
Cheng Yu took it. He thought it was the best gift he had ever received.
Although Lin Anlan thinks that everything he has is ordinary, for Cheng Yu, everything he has is the most special and precious.
He has seen too much luxury and flashiness, and he has too many gorgeous jewelry and rare diamonds, but these are not enough to be compared with the pearl flowers made by Lin Anlan.
He gave Lin Anlan a pearl, and Lin Anlan gave him a flower.
At this point, he finally opened in Lin Anlan's heart, he finally got Lin Anlan's love and care.
Cheng Yu looks at the flowers in his hand and smiles happily and contentedly.
"I'm going to hang it on my cell phone." He said, "let everyone see it!"
Lin Anlan listened to the joy in his tone and laughed, "good."
"An'an," Cheng Yu looked at him, eyes bright, sentimental and green, candid, "I want to hold you."
Lin Anlan looked at him with a smile, stepped forward and hugged him, "well, here you are."
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116
Cheng Yu's heart jumped out of control.
Lin Anlan reached out to him.
Cheng Yu pulled his left hand and his heart beat in a panic.
He looked at it quietly, and the man trembled. At the beginning, he chose to give Lin Anlan the ring. He was selfish and worried. He knew that once Lin Anlan recovered his memory, he would never wear the ring for him again. But he was afraid that even if he did not recover his memory, he would refuse his ring.
So he chose that night, after Lin Anlan fell asleep, quietly put on the ring for him.
The ring is very beautiful, which matches his temperament. He looks at Lin Anlan's sleeping face and holds his hand. He hopes that he can accept the ring, at least not to take it off for the time being.
And now, he finally has a chance to help him put on this ring.
No longer furtive, no longer panic, he can finally in Lin Anlan sober, in his gaze, help him wear this ring.
Cheng Yu slowly put the ring on the ring finger of his left hand. He bowed his head to kiss the ring, turned over his hand and kissed his palm.
He looked up at Lin Anlan with bright eyebrows.
"I love you." Cheng Yu said seriously.
Lin Anlan nodded, "well, I will love you well, too."
In their love, Cheng Yu is the one who loves first, the one who insists on it, the one who pursues it unremittingly, and the one who is always willing to come back. His love is much heavier than his own.
But it doesn't matter. Lin Anlan thinks that they still have time and decades left. He will catch up with Cheng Yu's love and give him the love he wants.
Although they started at different times, they had the same destination. He thought that they would all arrive.
Lin Anlan laughed and held his hand in silence.
At noon, Lin Anlan fried vegetables and ate rice with Cheng Yu.
It's sunny and full of sunshine. The sunshine in the house makes people feel better.
Cheng Yu felt that his cold was getting better. His appetite was obviously better. He ate two bowls of rice before he put down his chopsticks.
Stir fry is Lin Anlan fried, wash the pot Cheng Yu is not willing to wash him, he put Lin Anlan out of the kitchen, "I come, I'm really much better, I feel I've been OK."
When Lin Anlan saw that he was so active, he didn't give in any more and gave him the responsibility of washing the pot.
He went back to the living room and was about to talk to drosia about his latest work when he heard a knock at the door.
The rhythm of the knock on the door is very familiar. You don't have to guess. He knows it's Jiang Xu.
Sure enough, after a while, Jiang Xu began to send him a wechat saying that he wanted to see him.
Lin Anlan doesn't really want to see him. It's only two or three days since their last quarrel. Jiang Xu obviously doesn't calm down. It's meaningless to meet at this time. It's just a meaningless quarrel, not to mention Cheng Yu.
So he replied, "go back, you're disturbing my rest."
Jiang Xu knocked on the door again for a few minutes. Cheng Yu finished washing the dishes and came out of the kitchen curiously. He sat down beside him and asked him, "why don't you open the door?"
"Jiang Xu." Lin Anlan is concise and comprehensive.
Cheng Yu is surprised, he looks at Lin Anlan, some are not sure, "you restore memory also do not want to forgive him?"
He thought that Lin Anlan would forgive Jiang Xu after he recovered his memory.
Although he seemed confident when he told Xu Sheng that Lin Anlan ignored Jiang Xu, it was just when Lin Anlan lost his memory. Now that he has recovered his memory, his past feelings hit again. Cheng Yu thinks that he will forgive Jiang Xu.
During the period when Lin Anlan lost her memory, Cheng Yu was very careful. Even if she did not like Lin Anlan to see Jiang Xu, she would not stop her.
He is too clear about the relationship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu, as well as Jiang Xu's position here. He is envious and envious, but dare not destroy their friendship.
When Lin Anlan decides to never see Jiang Xu again, the most anxious person is not only Jiang Xu, but also Cheng Yu. He is afraid that Lin Anlan will be angry after he recovers his memory, and that he feels that he has provoked dissension and damaged his friendship. So he persuades Lin Anlan several times, so that Lin Anlan has the illusion that he has too much empathy.
He doesn't have empathy. For Jiang Xu, he is just for himself.
However, did not expect Lin Anlan to restore the memory now, unexpectedly still did not forgive him.
"Well." Lin Anlan nodded, "I came back from watching you that day and talked to him. I said that we would just meet and say hello just like the most common colleagues or friends in the future. We don't need too much emotion and contact."
Cheng Yu listened to his calm, no waves of words, thought, he should be very sad.
How much he envies Jiang Xu, how much he knows the feelings between Jiang Xu and Lin Anlan. He has been with him since he knew Lin Anlan.
He will take Jiang Xu home in the evening, urge him to study, stop him from doing bad things, and grow up with him.
More than ten years of feelings, the best friend, and now, Lin Anlan said that in the future, just like the most ordinary colleagues or friends, his heart must be lost and sad.
Cheng Yu put his hand around him and comforted him, "it's OK. He'll understand later. He'll know what he's missing. He'll regret what he shouldn't have done."
Lin Anlan sighed. He didn't think it was necessary. He didn't regret it. At that time, it had nothing to do with him.
"It's not as simple as you think." He said, "I always thought that what he said before was that you approached you for him and became a fake boyfriend for you. It was a lie that he made up to deceive me. But I didn't expect that his words were true."
Lin Anlan thinks of it now, still feel incredible, "he really said this to me, not only said that after I lost my memory, when I appeared with you, he thought I really did it for him. I am in his heart, is that the kind of person? Is there no one who can cheat other people's feelings at will? "
Lin Anlan looks at Cheng Yu, "I've been a friend for more than ten years. In the end, I find that you are such a person in his heart. I find that he can't do anything for his own sake. It's ridiculous that he can make you a tool to hurt people, right?"
Cheng Yu looks at his self mocking smile, kisses his eyebrows and hugs him, "I don't blame you, it's his own state of mind. He wants too much, but he doesn't know what's the most important. It's him who failed your good intentions, so it's right for you to ignore him. "
"At this time, you don't persuade me that our good friend for so many years, he also cares about me?" Lin Anlan said on purpose.
Cheng Yu instantly remembered the scene when he helped Jiang Xu speak, "I was not ashamed. I'm afraid that after you recover your memory, you think I provoked you to leave, so I hate you."
"In essence, I wish you were apart."
Lin Anlan laughs, Cheng Yu holds him, "however, even if you do not separate, in the end, he participated in your so many years."
Lin Anlan shook his head, "there's no need. There is a mustard is a mustard, there is a thorn in the heart, then how can we go back to the past. I can't go back, and I don't need to force myself for the past. "
He leaned on Cheng Yu's shoulder and said calmly, "so, it's good for you to be an ordinary friend in the future. It's good for you to save that he always appears in front of you and makes you feel bad."
"Good." Cheng Yu nodded, "how do you want to deal with it? Just do it according to your idea. I have full support."
"Besides, it's really good for me that he doesn't appear in front of me." Cheng Yu is very honest, "I don't like him. It's been many years."
Lin Anlan was amused by his pure and unadorned words.
"However," Cheng Yu took the opportunity to suggest, "he always comes to you, and you can't stay at home all the time and don't open the door for him, so you'd better move to me. If you move there, he can't harass you."
Lin Anlan squinted, "just to not disturb me?"
Cheng Yu smiles, "of course, it's also to live with me."
"What if I don't want to?" Lin Anlan asked him.
Cheng Yu is very witty, "then I'll move here. Anyway, we are going to live together?"
"Did I say we were going to live together?"
"We all fall in love on the premise of marriage. Of course, we have to live together and feel what would happen if we were married. Otherwise, what should we do in case of bumps?" Cheng Yu Zhenzhen has words.
Lin Anlan thinks that he is very articulate at this time. Of course, he was also very articulate last night.
"All right." Lin Anlan agreed, "I'll move in."
He is really tired of Jiang Xu's visit once a day. Obviously, he has not calmed down and has not seriously reviewed his mistakes.
He is like a child who hasn't grown up yet. He apologizes, but he doesn't feel guilty for hurting others because of his mistakes. He thinks that he can be forgiven as long as he constantly apologizes.
But Lin Anlan doesn't want to wait for him to grow up. He has been with him for such a long time that he thinks they have all grown up. However, Jiang Xu still lives at the age of 17, naive, fanciful and right or wrong.
Lin Anlan is tired, so he doesn't want to accompany him any more. He wants to grow in the direction he wants, to find his own sunshine and dew.
He bid farewell to his friendship, waved, with full clouds, full of hope towards his love.
No matter what will happen in the future, he is full of confidence and expectation at this moment.
He wants to be his ideal and better self.
Lin Anlan moved. He didn't take too many things. Just like last time, he only brought his own clothes and some daily necessities. The difference is that this time, he also brought his own photos from childhood to adulthood.
A place with photos is like a home where people want to settle down.
Because that is the past, is precious once, the temporary place does not need the past to decorate filling, only the home needs the past filling memories.
Lin Anlan brings his past to Cheng Yu's house, where everything is. This is his second place, which can be called home.
"Here you are." Lin Anlan cleans up the room, suddenly turns around and says to Cheng Yu, "hand."
Cheng Yu opened his hand curiously and looked at him, "what?"
Lin Anlan smiles and loosens his hand. A flower made of Pearl falls into Cheng Yu's hand.
"When I was at home these days, I learned from the tutorial."
Cheng Yu was surprised to see the flower made of pearls in his hand. "Is this the Pearl I picked up for you last time?"
Lin Anlan nodded, "I did this for the first time, not as good-looking as the teacher did, but I tried my best."
Cheng Yu's eyes are full of like, "I think it's pretty."
He looked at the Pearl Flower in his hand, sweet and happy, "I like it."
"Just like it." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "I added a hanging rope. You can see where it is."
In his early days, he never thought what to do with these pearls. Later, when he watched a video, he came across this kind of hand-made flower. Lin Anlan thought it was not too difficult. He could learn it.
It's a pity that he was planning to study, and soon found that Cheng Yu had cheated him.
After leaving Cheng Yu, he went back to his home and spent most of his time at home except working.
Lin Anlan is really serious about his relationship with Cheng Yu. The more he thinks about it, the more he thinks about it, and the more entangled and hesitant he is.
Sometimes he didn't want to let himself indulge in it all the time. He wanted to find something to pass the time and stop thinking about it. Then he thought of the handwork that he wanted to do but didn't realize.
He put these pearls in his bag at that time. When he left Cheng Yu's house, he took his bag and naturally took these pearls.
He looked at the scattered pearls, patiently strung them one by one, doing it step by step according to the teacher's tutorial.
In fact, he didn't know whether it was meaningful for him to do this. He once promised to make these pearls into gifts for him, but if they were no longer together, would he still give them to him?
Is it too ambiguous?
He just thought, did it, did it, and didn't send it out.
Until now, he returned to Cheng Yu's side and stood in his familiar and strange house. Lin Anlan finally gave him this late gift.
It's his first time to make this kind of gadget. Although it's pretty, it's far less exquisite than the jewelry in the luxury shop, and far less expensive than the brooch Cheng Yu gave him.
But, in the end, it is also his mind.
Ordinary, ordinary, but also precipitation of his like.
Cheng Yu took it. He thought it was the best gift he had ever received.
Although Lin Anlan thinks that everything he has is ordinary, for Cheng Yu, everything he has is the most special and precious.
He has seen too much luxury and flashiness, and he has too many gorgeous jewelry and rare diamonds, but these are not enough to be compared with the pearl flowers made by Lin Anlan.
He gave Lin Anlan a pearl, and Lin Anlan gave him a flower.
At this point, he finally opened in Lin Anlan's heart, he finally got Lin Anlan's love and care.
Cheng Yu looks at the flowers in his hand and smiles happily and contentedly.
"I'm going to hang it on my cell phone." He said, "let everyone see it!"
Lin Anlan listened to the joy in his tone and laughed, "good."
"An'an," Cheng Yu looked at him, eyes bright, sentimental and green, candid, "I want to hold you."
Lin Anlan looked at him with a smile, stepped forward and hugged him, "well, here you are."
116Cheng Yu's heart jumped out of control.Lin Anlan reached out to him.Cheng Yu pulled his left hand and his heart beat in a panic.He looked at it quietly, and the man trembled. At the beginning, he chose to give Lin Anlan the ring. He was selfish and worried. He knew that once Lin Anlan recovered his memory, he would never wear the ring for him again. But he was afraid that even if he did not recover his memory, he would refuse his ring.So he chose that night, after Lin Anlan fell asleep, quietly put on the ring for him.The ring is very beautiful, which matches his temperament. He looks at Lin Anlan's sleeping face and holds his hand. He hopes that he can accept the ring, at least not to take it off for the time being.And now, he finally has a chance to help him put on this ring.No longer furtive, no longer panic, he can finally in Lin Anlan sober, in his gaze, help him wear this ring.Cheng Yu slowly put the ring on the ring finger of his left hand. He bowed his head to kiss the ring, turned over his hand and kissed his palm.He looked up at Lin Anlan with bright eyebrows."I love you." Cheng Yu said seriously.Lin Anlan nodded, "well, I will love you well, too."In their love, Cheng Yu is the one who loves first, the one who insists on it, the one who pursues it unremittingly, and the one who is always willing to come back. His love is much heavier than his own.But it doesn't matter. Lin Anlan thinks that they still have time and decades left. He will catch up with Cheng Yu's love and give him the love he wants.Although they started at different times, they had the same destination. He thought that they would all arrive.Lin Anlan laughed and held his hand in silence.At noon, Lin Anlan fried vegetables and ate rice with Cheng Yu.It's sunny and full of sunshine. The sunshine in the house makes people feel better.Cheng Yu felt that his cold was getting better. His appetite was obviously better. He ate two bowls of rice before he put down his chopsticks.Stir fry is Lin Anlan fried, wash the pot Cheng Yu is not willing to wash him, he put Lin Anlan out of the kitchen, "I come, I'm really much better, I feel I've been OK."When Lin Anlan saw that he was so active, he didn't give in any more and gave him the responsibility of washing the pot.He went back to the living room and was about to talk to drosia about his latest work when he heard a knock at the door.The rhythm of the knock on the door is very familiar. You don't have to guess. He knows it's Jiang Xu.Sure enough, after a while, Jiang Xu began to send him a wechat saying that he wanted to see him.Lin Anlan doesn't really want to see him. It's only two or three days since their last quarrel. Jiang Xu obviously doesn't calm down. It's meaningless to meet at this time. It's just a meaningless quarrel, not to mention Cheng Yu.So he replied, "go back, you're disturbing my rest."Jiang Xu knocked on the door again for a few minutes. Cheng Yu finished washing the dishes and came out of the kitchen curiously. He sat down beside him and asked him, "why don't you open the door?""Jiang Xu." Lin Anlan is concise and comprehensive.Cheng Yu is surprised, he looks at Lin Anlan, some are not sure, "you restore memory also do not want to forgive him?"He thought that Lin Anlan would forgive Jiang Xu after he recovered his memory.Although he seemed confident when he told Xu Sheng that Lin Anlan ignored Jiang Xu, it was just when Lin Anlan lost his memory. Now that he has recovered his memory, his past feelings hit again. Cheng Yu thinks that he will forgive Jiang Xu.During the period when Lin Anlan lost her memory, Cheng Yu was very careful. Even if she did not like Lin Anlan to see Jiang Xu, she would not stop her.He is too clear about the relationship between Lin Anlan and Jiang Xu, as well as Jiang Xu's position here. He is envious and envious, but dare not destroy their friendship.When Lin Anlan decides to never see Jiang Xu again, the most anxious person is not only Jiang Xu, but also Cheng Yu. He is afraid that Lin Anlan will be angry after he recovers his memory, and that he feels that he has provoked dissension and damaged his friendship. So he persuades Lin Anlan several times, so that Lin Anlan has the illusion that he has too much empathy.He doesn't have empathy. For Jiang Xu, he is just for himself.However, did not expect Lin Anlan to restore the memory now, unexpectedly still did not forgive him."Well." Lin Anlan nodded, "I came back from watching you that day and talked to him. I said that we would just meet and say hello just like the most common colleagues or friends in the future. We don't need too much emotion and contact."Cheng Yu listened to his calm, no waves of words, thought, he should be very sad.How much he envies Jiang Xu, how much he knows the feelings between Jiang Xu and Lin Anlan. He has been with him since he knew Lin Anlan.He will take Jiang Xu home in the evening, urge him to study, stop him from doing bad things, and grow up with him.More than ten years of feelings, the best friend, and now, Lin Anlan said that in the future, just like the most ordinary colleagues or friends, his heart must be lost and sad.Cheng Yu put his hand around him and comforted him, "it's OK. He'll understand later. He'll know what he's missing. He'll regret what he shouldn't have done."Lin Anlan sighed. He didn't think it was necessary. He didn't regret it. At that time, it had nothing to do with him."It's not as simple as you think." He said, "I always thought that what he said before was that you approached you for him and became a fake boyfriend for you. It was a lie that he made up to deceive me. But I didn't expect that his words were true."Lin Anlan thinks of it now, still feel incredible, "he really said this to me, not only said that after I lost my memory, when I appeared with you, he thought I really did it for him. I am in his heart, is that the kind of person? Is there no one who can cheat other people's feelings at will? "Lin Anlan looks at Cheng Yu, "I've been a friend for more than ten years. In the end, I find that you are such a person in his heart. I find that he can't do anything for his own sake. It's ridiculous that he can make you a tool to hurt people, right?"Cheng Yu looks at his self mocking smile, kisses his eyebrows and hugs him, "I don't blame you, it's his own state of mind. He wants too much, but he doesn't know what's the most important. It's him who failed your good intentions, so it's right for you to ignore him. ""At this time, you don't persuade me that our good friend for so many years, he also cares about me?" Lin Anlan said on purpose.Cheng Yu instantly remembered the scene when he helped Jiang Xu speak, "I was not ashamed. I'm afraid that after you recover your memory, you think I provoked you to leave, so I hate you.""In essence, I wish you were apart."Lin Anlan laughs, Cheng Yu holds him, "however, even if you do not separate, in the end, he participated in your so many years."Lin Anlan shook his head, "there's no need. There is a mustard is a mustard, there is a thorn in the heart, then how can we go back to the past. I can't go back, and I don't need to force myself for the past. "He leaned on Cheng Yu's shoulder and said calmly, "so, it's good for you to be an ordinary friend in the future. It's good for you to save that he always appears in front of you and makes you feel bad.""Good." Cheng Yu nodded, "how do you want to deal with it? Just do it according to your idea. I have full support.""Besides, it's really good for me that he doesn't appear in front of me." Cheng Yu is very honest, "I don't like him. It's been many years."Lin Anlan was amused by his pure and unadorned words."However," Cheng Yu took the opportunity to suggest, "he always comes to you, and you can't stay at home all the time and don't open the door for him, so you'd better move to me. If you move there, he can't harass you."Lin Anlan squinted, "just to not disturb me?"Cheng Yu smiles, "of course, it's also to live with me.""What if I don't want to?" Lin Anlan asked him.Cheng Yu is very witty, "then I'll move here. Anyway, we are going to live together?""Did I say we were going to live together?""We all fall in love on the premise of marriage. Of course, we have to live together and feel what would happen if we were married. Otherwise, what should we do in case of bumps?" Cheng Yu Zhenzhen has words.Lin Anlan thinks that he is very articulate at this time. Of course, he was also very articulate last night."All right." Lin Anlan agreed, "I'll move in."He is really tired of Jiang Xu's visit once a day. Obviously, he has not calmed down and has not seriously reviewed his mistakes.He is like a child who hasn't grown up yet. He apologizes, but he doesn't feel guilty for hurting others because of his mistakes. He thinks that he can be forgiven as long as he constantly apologizes.But Lin Anlan doesn't want to wait for him to grow up. He has been with him for such a long time that he thinks they have all grown up. However, Jiang Xu still lives at the age of 17, naive, fanciful and right or wrong.Lin Anlan is tired, so he doesn't want to accompany him any more. He wants to grow in the direction he wants, to find his own sunshine and dew.He bid farewell to his friendship, waved, with full clouds, full of hope towards his love.No matter what will happen in the future, he is full of confidence and expectation at this moment.He wants to be his ideal and better self.Lin Anlan moved. He didn't take too many things. Just like last time, he only brought his own clothes and some daily necessities. The difference is that this time, he also brought his own photos from childhood to adulthood.A place with photos is like a home where people want to settle down.Because that is the past, is precious once, the temporary place does not need the past to decorate filling, only the home needs the past filling memories.Lin Anlan brings his past to Cheng Yu's house, where everything is. This is his second place, which can be called home."Here you are." Lin Anlan cleans up the room, suddenly turns around and says to Cheng Yu, "hand."Cheng Yu opened his hand curiously and looked at him, "what?"Lin Anlan smiles and loosens his hand. A flower made of Pearl falls into Cheng Yu's hand."When I was at home these days, I learned from the tutorial."Cheng Yu was surprised to see the flower made of pearls in his hand. "Is this the Pearl I picked up for you last time?"Lin Anlan nodded, "I did this for the first time, not as good-looking as the teacher did, but I tried my best."Cheng Yu's eyes are full of like, "I think it's pretty."He looked at the Pearl Flower in his hand, sweet and happy, "I like it.""Just like it." Lin Anlan said with a smile, "I added a hanging rope. You can see where it is."In his early days, he never thought what to do with these pearls. Later, when he watched a video, he came across this kind of hand-made flower. Lin Anlan thought it was not too difficult. He could learn it.It's a pity that he was planning to study, and soon found that Cheng Yu had cheated him.After leaving Cheng Yu, he went back to his home and spent most of his time at home except working.Lin Anlan is really serious about his relationship with Cheng Yu. The more he thinks about it, the more he thinks about it, and the more entangled and hesitant he is.Sometimes he didn't want to let himself indulge in it all the time. He wanted to find something to pass the time and stop thinking about it. Then he thought of the handwork that he wanted to do but didn't realize.He put these pearls in his bag at that time. When he left Cheng Yu's house, he took his bag and naturally took these pearls.He looked at the scattered pearls, patiently strung them one by one, doing it step by step according to the teacher's tutorial.In fact, he didn't know whether it was meaningful for him to do this. He once promised to make these pearls into gifts for him, but if they were no longer together, would he still give them to him?Is it too ambiguous?He just thought, did it, did it, and didn't send it out.Until now, he returned to Cheng Yu's side and stood in his familiar and strange house. Lin Anlan finally gave him this late gift.It's his first time to make this kind of gadget. Although it's pretty, it's far less exquisite than the jewelry in the luxury shop, and far less expensive than the brooch Cheng Yu gave him.But, in the end, it is also his mind.Ordinary, ordinary, but also precipitation of his like.Cheng Yu took it. He thought it was the best gift he had ever received.Although Lin Anlan thinks that everything he has is ordinary, for Cheng Yu, everything he has is the most special and precious.He has seen too much luxury and flashiness, and he has too many gorgeous jewelry and rare diamonds, but these are not enough to be compared with the pearl flowers made by Lin Anlan.He gave Lin Anlan a pearl, and Lin Anlan gave him a flower.At this point, he finally opened in Lin Anlan's heart, he finally got Lin Anlan's love and care.Cheng Yu looks at the flowers in his hand and smiles happily and contentedly."I'm going to hang it on my cell phone." He said, "let everyone see it!"Lin Anlan listened to the joy in his tone and laughed, "good.""An'an," Cheng Yu looked at him, eyes bright, sentimental and green, candid, "I want to hold you."Lin Anlan looked at him with a smile, stepped forward and hugged him, "well, here you are."
